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[krokaxe]

👾 Lay it on me

• OC Playlist Prompt •

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DENIS: Moth Grinder • Grim Salvo

Denis always has an ongoing theme with his history impacting how he views relationships— considered some ilk of abomination in all lines, he's forbidden from veins of companionship etc etc. His ruling theme of Infection and Occupation translates into how he navigates the possession of a relationship; this often doesn't go well for the other(s) involved.

On a general framework he is cast as a stoic, 'frozen over' individual— in vampiric or otherwise non-human baselines, he tends to be older than his appearances and losing track of what's tangible vs what's a fabrication of delusion and/or lunacy.

He's the well-presented sort on accounts of uniform being mandatory; it serves as a second line of masking just what's under the surface. Displays of emotion do not come naturally to him, much less willing or authentic displays of vulnerability.

The themes within the Order of Aldros hinge his rising rebellion as tied to prophecy— something he needs a Hierophant for. Hence Quinn's involvement; he deploys the Order's own framework to spin a narrative that works in his favour, albeit he is aware of just how much of it is a lie. Or so he thinks.

Denis has a preoccupation with family— more so connection, but the ways he attempts to achieve this often manifest through trying to achieve what he never had— and grief has a hefty weight in his mentality.

He often has his first born child forcibly removed from his life one way or another. If he is not killed during narrative acts, Quinn runs from him outright; it serves as a trigger for further grades of delusion and projection. His younger brother also runs due to ongoing familial upheaval concerning the order.

Often convincing himself that his love— no matter how off key and corrupt it might be— is unrequited, unwanted or rejected, Denis is bound by grief that dictates his directional compass alongside claiming power as his own. The two become one in the same. He is the problem in more ways that one; he is his own disease as much as he becomes much the same to others.

Denis and Quinn almost always have points of narrative significance with one another no matter what configuration I've stuffed them into. He loves her, he hates her— he needs her despite everything. He questions her POV often, albeit not to her face, often with the awareness that she feels much the same. But he never truly knows for sure.

They both are aware of their status of accessory unto the other; it's a given with a shared objective. Second-guessing if Quinn considers him less than her, her equal or a means to and end is something that haunts him often— but again, he wouldn't admit as much.

There's a continuous theme of applied substance use across the board between them, especially in the name of pain relief. Its significance here is that Denis is not afforded pain relief until Quinn breaks the rules to offer him as much. Poison, disease and infection crop up every time too.

TL;DR: Denis has universal themes of infection, possession and forced occupation. Vampirism and otherworldly lines see mind control/influence traits alongside the aforementioned themes.

#krok.ask #OC: Denis #Rare barbie for you as always Koil #Can't believe we got Denis out of his lockbox of Barbie Prison #(I can) #I could talk about Ye Olde Barbie all day #ʘ‿ʘ #Normal about it

[rhadinesthes]

@music-for-them-asses Look what you made me do.

[There are a couple layers of poking fun here, about universal human and artistic experiences, but it's just for lighthearted giggles. My wish for he and I both would be to know and believe that it wasn't all bad.]

#Depeche Mode #Martin Gore #What's Your Name? #People Are People #The Sun & the Rainfall #See You #Photographic #Hold My Flower #ʘ‿ʘ #May-mays #Funny #I hope #It's hilarious to me #Joke's also on me though #'Cause I realized halfway through this that Martin reminds me of someone I used to know #And that made me sad #My edits #My art #Art of Content

[lynaferns]

My old glasses are really worn out, my eyesigh got worse and I'm still using the old graduation. I don't like how I look with them anymore either so it is time to change them (also because I can get a blue filter in the glasses to protect the eyes form screens light and I really need that, and this store has a 2x1 offer so I'll have an extra pair half the price just in case :3c)

The two girls working at the store were really nice and tried their best to help me :')

I spend an hour yesterday trying on glasses... I found two models that I liked right at the end. I just. really. hope. I don't regret my choice when the glasses are done and I try them on again.

#doodle #lyna stuff #I hate trying on new glasses because I can't see myself clearly while I try them on (because the glasses at exposition aren't graduated duh #so I have to half imagine how I'm going to look like when they are graduated and how it's going to deform my eyes ʘ‿ʘ #I have an abandoned pair of glasses that I never used because I couldn't see with them #they were too big for my head and looked weird on me. I tried to adjust how they sat on my face and ears but nothing worked #I told my parents. send them back to the store and get them redone #got the new ones back again. still too big and seing bad #they keep telling me to try them for a week or so and then decide. I keep telling them that I couldn't use them #it's been 3 years and only a few months ago my mother realized that I was still wearing the old ones

[devil-may-cry-v]

Mod Credit

#Devil May Cry #Devil May Cry 5 #DMCV #Vergil #* #Don't remove the credit thx (ʘ‿ʘ✿)

[charger-lens]

#(ʘ‿ʘ✿) #kotallo #horizon forbidden west #hfw #my edits #my gifs #horizonedits #kotalloedits

[novafire-is-thinking]

Last week, this post made it to my dash, and it reminded me of the experience I had a little over a week ago:

I woke up early in the morning with sleep paralysis, and in the middle of my twilight sleep panic, SOUNDWAVE showed up.

I’m dead serious—I remember him looking at me, and he didn’t have his visor on, so I immediately recognized him as my Soundwave.

And he proceeded to TELL me what to say to break the paralysis.

​I don’t remember exactly what he told me, and I chalk that up to my disorientation because Hello??? Soundwave is here????? Talking to me???

But I remember being desperate, and I wasn’t about to say no to Soundwave. lol

So I said the words as loudly as I could in my head, and within seconds, I was free.

It was…an experience, to say the least.

I’m still lowkey freaked out that it happened…but you know what? I’m glad The Blorbo in my head is finally paying rent. It took him long enough. zhdhfkgk

Thanks for the help, Soundwave.

#I’ve officially reached a whole new level of brainrot #I’m out here having spiritual experiences (ʘ‿ʘ) #I strongly prefer rational explanations for things but I’m also spiritually inclined and a bit superstitious #so this weird experience is throwing me for a loop #I’m aware of the brain mechanics behind sleep paralysis #but I’ve had sleep paralysis experiences before and this is the first time someone (real or fictional) SPOKE to me #I know it could just be my mind using an advanced trick to recalibrate itself to waking reality #but I can’t bring myself to rule out other meta possibilities just yet #I have. so many questions. #nf.note

[oceanwithouthermoon]

pre-relationship kubosai awkward moment where theyre about to kiss and then their friends walk in the room and they awkwardly turn away from each other and pretend nothing happened..

kusuo was either wearing his ring or was VERY.. distracted !! so he didnt pick up on anyone coming in..

#'distracted' by deep blue eyes ʘ‿ʘ #doing everything in my power to make sure everyone thinks of kubosai as the awkward cliche loser lovers that they are #theyre so stupid and oblivious they both spiral into 'what if he wasnt really gonna kiss me? or it was just heat of the moment?' #'oh god itll never happen again i lost my chance' BRO JUST KISS HIM ? #kuso can literally hear arens anguish and is STILL like this #because he just continuously rationalizes to himself why theres no way aren could be serious about him #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #saiki kusuo #kuboyasu aren #kubosai #meows post

[annwalkersbonnet]

“I don’t know a lot about Miss Lister. I know she’s... isn’t she meant to be... um, sort of eccentric?”

#* #gentleman jack #gentlemanjackedit #gj spoilers #aww isn't she such a lovely wife ANNE #aren't you lucky ANNE to have such a wife #ANNE (ʘ‿ʘ)

[reamed]

my cat keeps biting my fingers, how do i tell her she's a little freakazoid in cat language

be like meow meow meow and bite her back (lovingly)

#asks #and stare in her eyes #like this (ʘ‿ʘ)

[deus-ex-mona]

dealing with assigned reading like

#[slams sop/risk assessment s h u t] #throwback to lit class from a g e s ago though… my year happened to be the last year that was assigned this book about two rivals to besties #but the assigned reading for lit from the literal ✨n e x t✨ year on was p e rc.y jac k son and i was l i k e (ʘ‿ʘ) #it wasn’t fair at all s o b s pj was my claim to temporary fame in school <-was that moron whom everyone borrowed the entire series from lol #i should reread that series soon… <-in the middle of reading/rereading many other series concurrently #i should be sleeping thoughhhhh. it’s like 3 in the am and i gotta get up in 3 hours for workkkk. #b u t i forgot how to fall asleep. sadge. so im just stuck watching puzzle/cube solving vids instead ig #to think that i used to be able to fall asleep standing up smh… how the ‘mighty’ have fallen #it is suiyoubi my dudes

[idk-bruh-20]

Irondad fic ideas #6

We all know the field trip trope. This time, it's the last day of school and Peter thinks he's home free, about to spend the summer at the tower. --- Unfortunately for Peter, Stark Industries also does summer camps.

#flash: by the end of the summer I'll have definitive proof that penis parker does NOT work at stark industries #flash: >;) #SI: peter this peter that tony's secret lovechild our collective cryptid beloved #flash: (ʘ‿ʘ) #iron dad and spider son #irondad and spiderson #peter parker #tony stark #iron dad #irondad #spider son #spiderson #flash thompson #stark industries #field trip trope uno +4 #irondad fanfiction #irondad fic #irondad fic ideas #irondad fic idea #fic ideas #fic idea

[parappa-the-killer]

#blue oak #rival blue #pokemon shitpost #polblr #pokemon meme #the next tag has nothing to do with the actual post don't worry about it (ʘ‿ʘ✿) #she passerby on my boy til i'm challenged

[rhadinesthes]

Me: I will go to bed early so I can get some rest before I have to get up super early.

Me: goes to bed early

Me: falls asleep early

Me: wakes up two hours later

Me: can't get back to sleep

Me: Well, shit. ʘ‿ʘ

#Mood #Why am I like this? #ʘ‿ʘ #Art of Content

[swanjiwi]

☆ﾟ°˖*Sabo*˖° ﾟ☆

For @tontattam <3

#one piece #one piece sabo #sabo #revolutionary sabo #op sabo #op #iwigif #swanjiwi #🎩ʘ‿ʘ #🎩 #iwi_sabo

[sapphire-weapon]

spent the drive home thinking about how I said the other day that Krauser beat Remake Leon into a more authentic version of himself

but Krauser's training wasn't "complete" until Leon actually made the conscious decision and deliberately took the action to end his life

because one of the things that Krauser had been trying to teach him all along was what it actually meant to be a survivor of Raccoon City. "I know your potential better than anyone," he said. and when he said that, he included Leon himself in that grouping of "anyone."

Leon's been running from a very uncomfortable truth about himself ever since escaping Raccoon City. it's very easy to lean back on the idea that it was his quick reflexes and intelligence that allowed him to survive that ordeal -- and while that's not untrue, it's also not the whole truth.

the "more authentic version of himself" that Krauser brought of Leon is an angry, bitter man.

and it was Leon's anger that not only allowed him to survive Raccoon City, but to even make it there at all.

Leon couldn't have survived if he wasn't someone who was willing to pull the trigger and take a human life. zombie or no, that's a human being. that's a person.

I can tell you right now, if I'd have ended up in that gas station at the start of RE2make, my first instinct would not have been to reach for a gun. I would have run, gotten back in my car, and taken it as far away as I could before what little gas I had left ran out. and I sure as fuck would not have gone towards the city. I would've gone right back the way I came, where I knew it was safe.

but Leon's first instinct was violence.

and his second instinct was to continue forward into the city, because the violence didn't bother him anywhere near the levels that it should have.

Leon only graduates Krauser's training after accepting the reality of his willingness to kill, because Krauser knew that he'd had that in him from the very first day they met. he was just waiting for Leon to figure it out, himself.

#resident evil 4 #leon kennedy #meta analysis #me gripping the steering wheel tight while these thoughts just enter my brain uninvited: (ʘ‿ʘ✿) #THIS IS FINE DOT JPEG

[likesplatterpaint]

The universe really saw me slipping into despondency and was like

“FINE you can taste SOME of your coffee again!!”

WE WILL TAKE THE SMALL VICTORY!!

(All this aside I am incredibly lucky and I know that. My breathing has been largely unthreatened aside from the congestion and I’ve had plenty of time off and someone who took care of me/our household while I was down. I just really like food and this was messing with my head)

#I have the will to live again ʘ‿ʘ