#{with alucard and with hector coincidentally lmao he was recovering from his wounds and spending an exorbitant amount of time with them}

[cursefelled]

when do you get your soft, italicized, "oh."

THE UNRELATED MOMENT

You tend to be more preoccupied with practical things, to the point you’ve been blinded to matters of the heart. Sure, you’re close with this person; you like being close with people. It is rewarding to know and be known in return. You leave realisation no choice but to sneak up on you. They’re not even in the room when it happens. Someone or something else spells it out for you, an observant friend’s passing comment or a particular sentence you were reading in a book, and suddenly it hits you, what it all means. The person your feelings have been building themselves around. Oh. It’s them. It’s time. It’s them and you, here and now, and you have to decide what to do at the crossroads. Luckily, you’re practically minded.

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#{ ♰ : OUT OF CHARACTER } #{PRETTY ACCURATE LMAO} #{trevor's life is all duty and labor and he often doesnt have time to reflect on matters of love and the like} #{which is why its unsurprising to me that the only times he HAS fallen in love where both when he was injured and HAD time to think} #{with alucard and with hector coincidentally lmao he was recovering from his wounds and spending an exorbitant amount of time with them} #{which made the process a lot more natural and a lot swifter than it otherwise would be} #{however it did still take an 'incident' to really break the dams} #{with alucard it was coming to terms he was leaving post cv3 to sleep} #{with hector it was seeing the tattoo on his back and his 'soul' as it were} #{trevor is also in the general scheme of things accustomed to change and loss so he doesnt usually attach feelings of love to people} #{he has seen friends and lovers come and go many times and he does not dwell on it as a result} #{so it kind of hits like a truck lmao when something starts to blossom and he HAS to face it} #{in a good way tho. usually.}