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|Mistakes|Platonic Yandere Alastor x fem!reader
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Warnings: Alastor, condescending behavior (thats it for part 1)
Parts: Part 1 (you are here) , Part 2 , Part 3
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(Takes place before the Hazbin hotel and before Alastors dissapearance. + You have jellyfish features cuz demons have those extra animal things idk.)
(3rd person POV)
Here you were, Y/N L/N. Or well, thats what your mortal name had been.
After twenty harsh years in hell you had just stuck with only Y/N. Died at twenty four, how sad.
Tough thats not your problem at the moment, the real problem is your current situation.
Extermination day.
It had started half an hour ago.. Angels poured from the skies like dark birds, bad omens. Angels of death.
Angelic blasts and weapons rained down upon your neighbourhood. The appartement you had worked so hard for to get was in ruins. Your ceiling had fallen down and blocked you into your windowless kitchen...
Your whole appartment must be destroyed... Just you and your kitchen... If you were lucky, the angels wouldn't search for any sinners here...
And maybe... your unexpected guest would be of aid if they did.
You hadn't dare speak to him.
Alastor... Radio Demon. An overlord.
The red, deer-like demon had shown up in your kitchen when the ceiling crashed down... Why? You didn't dare ask.
Surely he could do some wicked magic nonsese to get out, unlike you and your absolute lack of impressive powers.
Maybe he just tought this would be a good hidey hole. Or he saw you as his next prey... One's clearly nicer then the other.
The tall overlord simply hums in his radio accented tone. Looking at his sharp fingers with that same grin on his face.
It hadn't changed since he came in here. Just kept on smiling.
"Lovely day today, wouldn't you say?"
He spoke... The overlord spoke to you! Shit- now what? Smile and wave! Fall over and die!
"Couldn't be better..." You sigh in clear sarcasm. You don't know what compelled you to play jokes with mister 'could kill you in a snap'. But perhaps you felt doomed enough to just go for it.
Alastor chuckled rather charmingly. Still smiling. His sharp yellow teeth looked... scary, to say the least.
"My my, what positivity. You must be a wonderfull sinner." Alastor grins and looks down at your seated form.
You were simply sitting on the kitchen floor, knees to your chest as you leaned against the wall.
You hum in acknowladgement.
Alastor had eyed your features... You weren't the most common animal he'd seen a sinner be manifested as.
Sure everyone had their human like parts... but.. jellyfish? He's never seen a jellyfish sinner before.
A big, seetrough cap on your head, like that of a jellyfish. It must be attached to your head... Long glossy tendrils hang from it. Practically coating you in a protective curtain.
Alastor wonders if you sting...
"I like your cap. You look more serene then most sinners." Alastor atempts at conversation once more.
"Thanks... I like your horns." You reply, albeit a lot more awkard then he was. Cmon, you can't blame yourself. Overlords are scary!
Alastor keeps smiling. Atleast you were polite enough to compliment back. Your awkardness was amusing.
The clear struggle for survival was evident in your eyes. He liked the look. What? He's a sadistic killer.
"Whats your name, jellyfish girl?" Alastor asked, maybe in a little bit of a belitteling manner... but he was showing intrest. Who's he kidding, he's just bored and he'd rather chat with this sinner then face angels outside.
"Name's Y/N. You- I mean.. I know you- sorry." You retsrain from hitting yourself multiple times.
Alastor chuckles again. Oh how fun, you're getting so nervous just from his presence. Better then the usual fear or fawning tough... he can work with this.
"Alastor, dear. How about some bevarages as we wait out this extermination? Mhh? Im sure your little kitchen has something." Alastor suggests. Oh- hanging out with the Radio demon on extermination day, yea sure, why not?
"Oh.. sure.. I've got... water and fruit juice..." You trail of solemly at your.. clear lack of good options.
"Why, no alchohol, dear? You're a rare creature." Alastor hums in amusement as he takes in your sad fridge. Money came slowly when you were in hell! Okay?! You're not into any shady buisiness... so.
"So thats a no to drinks...?" You ask awkardly.
"I'll take water." Alastor answers.
You nod and serve him a glass of water. Atleast your fridge still works, so it's cold.
Alastor gently takes the glass and takes a sip. He sits down next to you on the floor. Albeit at a respectfull distance. Maybe cuz he just doesn't like being close... or he wants you to feel safe. Wich, good try but you don't.
"So, Y/N. Those tendrils of yours. Do they sting?" Alastor asks with a broad smile.
"Yup. From what i've seen, really badly." You nod, getting just a tad bit more comfrotable now since you two were just talking about random things.
Alastor raised a brow, and he does the dumbest thing you have ever witnessed... wich seemed highly unlikely of an overlord.
He grabbed a tendril... What is this dude thinking?!
You saw the signature 'zap' sparkle trough the overlord. His hair fizzed up and he was out like a light.
Did he take your defences as a challange or something? What now? You've accidently killed lower sinners with your sting but... an overlord would be fine... right?
He's just.. sleepy...
You sigh and lay him down properly on the floor and try to find something to cushion his head with... Not a lot of good options in your kitchen... a bunch of towels it is then!
You managed to make the unconcious Radio Demon atleast a little comfy.
You awkardly try to get his hair flat again so he wouldn't... remember, maybe?
You were mid stroke when Alastors red eyes shot open. You flinch back immeadiatly as he gets up.
Tough instead of striking you, he laughs.
"A dangerous little thing you are, mhh?" Alastor chuckles and observes you.
"I suppose so.. sorry." You rub your neck, hoping he wouldn't oblivirate you for... well him touching your tendrils. It's defenitly his own fault, but that doesn't work like that with overlords.
"Don't be sorry dear. I should have believed you. Is that the full extent of your powers?" Alastor muses and looks at you closer.
Atleast you knew that if he were to physically try and attack you, he'd just get zapped like everyone else, good to know.
"I.. think so. It's like a protective little shield.." You answer with a nod. Alastor seems amused by the way that action makes your jellyfish cap bobble along.
"I can see that... don't like being touched, do you, dear?" Alastor asks with a toothy grin. You nod again.
"May I know why?" Alastor follows up.
"..No." You decide.
Alastor let's out a dramatic gasp.
"Oh deer, such attitude." He smirks and looks upon your messed up kitchen.
Deer puns... wow...
Oh a little mystery. How fun. You deem to be quite amusing.
Alastor keeps staring at you. It's making you feel a bit intimidated.
"... Music?" You suggest quietly. Looking up at him carefully. Holding out an earbud.
"From this... thing?" Alastor narrowed his red eyes.
You nod. "It's an earbud. Connected to my phone... my whole living room is in shambles so... no other means of music.. listening?" Your words were getting messed up as you were set under this demons scruntionizing gaze.
"Fine.." Alastor sighs in distaste. You notice you've messed up so your music choice had to be top notch!
He's from 19... 20? Something? Old. He's an old guy... old music... What does your downloaded list have to offer.
Frank Sinatra...
Who doesn't love that guy! Best guess. All or nothing.
As Alastor tries his best to put an earbud in his strange deer ears, you play the music.
It takes a couple seconds but the deer demon seems... content. A little sparkle in his eyes!
Yes, you guessed right! Take that, anxiety!
First mistake: Sharing good music.
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I really like splitting one shots into parts on here and then just upload just one whole thing on Wattpad, its just so cool to see feedback.
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Roommates (stucky x reader)
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A/N: i'm writing this fic for...almost 6 months, i dreamed many times of stucky and their roommate. it was always hard to write i had seen in my dreams and to translate all i felt during those dreams. But here we are.
It's gonna be in idk many parts.
This one is a little introduction, and with slight angst.
Enjoy,
Cloudy
TW: fluff, light angst, polyamourous relationship. Steve and Bucky (they're a warning...) <...>= texting
Don't be shy, reblog, comment, like!
magnificient moodboard by the amazing @christywantspizza
divider by the talentuous : @firefly-graphics
not beta read, english is not my first language, all mistakes are my own.
Part 1 | Part 2 | part 3
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When you had to find an apartment. You never thought to find yourself with two gentle giants for roommates. But here you are, one year later with Bucky Barnes and Steve Rogers in a nice and homely appartement.
You knew them from college, they were friends of friends and when your last roommate kicked you out because she wanted to be alone with her boyfriend… the two big guys were nice enough to propose you to come and live with them for a while. “Yeah, don’t need to pressure yourself, doll, take your time to get back on your feet. We have enough rooms for three.”, told you Bucky. “And when you find a studio or something else, we’ll help you to move out and in, sweetheart.”, said Steve.
But one year later, you don’t want to move out. You like to be here with these two. Monday is Buck’s night for cooking. Tuesday, yours, Wednesday is Steve turns, Thursday is movie night with take outs or leftovers and Friday to Sunday is more like “who’s there, who’s eating at home, who wants to go out?” vibes.
Life is easy, and you were surprised to see that…they clean, like ALL the time. Steve is the tidiest of all of you. Buck tries to keep is mess in his bedroom and ask for help when he has too much “trash”.  Sunday is almost always the day where you all clean the appartement. You cook pancakes or waffles and then it’s time to give the appartement a little bit of a makeover. It’s always full of giggles and pinning. Like the time you found a boxer under the couch. Bucky was a blushing mess, saying it was from like two weeks ago when this girl came home with him after a night out. “But I respected the rules, we didn’t do anything on the couch”. Or the time, Steve found your vibrator under the bathroom cabinet, you just took it back and gave him an innocent smile and told him to forget about it. Spoiler alert: Steve didn’t forget that and was impatient to finally have the guts to ask you if you wanted to use it with him one day.
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Today, it’s Friday. It’s the first slow day you have in weeks.  Steve is out with some friends and Bucky didn’t answer yet to tell you if he’ll be home tonight.
You decide to eat some leftovers and to watch for the hundredth time your favourite movie. Thirty minutes in, you hear the keys and then the door opens with a loud thud. An angry Bucky storms in the living room and lay on you without saying a word. He pushes his head between your breasts and groans. “Ok, hello to you too grumpy man. Can you tell me why you invade my space and doesn’t ask for my consent before shoving your head here?” Bucky starts to mumble fast, and you don’t understand anything.  You slap him gently on the back of his head. He stops and lifts his head to look at you. “Shitty day, shitty people. Need a stress relief. May I, doll, please?” he pouts and makes his best puppy eye.
Since you arrived, you realised that the two giants you lived with were very into physical touch. Bucky likes to lay on you meanwhile Steve likes to play with your hair during movie night or offers you little massages during them.
You never complain, you’re most of the time cold so this two are your personals heaters.
You start to massage Bucky’s head and this lovely idiot starts to act like a cat and purrs. “Did you eat?” he asks you.
“Yup, leftovers, there’s still some if you want.”
“The lasagna?”.
“Mmmh”.
The evening goes on. But you can feel that Bucky wants to ask you something. He’s fidgeting, more than usual, and can’t seem to stop touching you. He’s currently massaging your calf. “What is it, Buck?”.
He sighs, and sighs again before sitting up and looking you dead in the eye. “Can I kiss you, doll?”. First, you think he’s joking, but then his expression is too serious for your liking. “Like kiss me on the lips?”, you ask him.
“Yup.”
 “WHY?” you almost scream in shock.
He blushes and whispers “because you look beautiful, and I want to kiss you”.
“that’s a cheesy pick-up line, Barnes.”
He looks at you again and asks, “but does it work?” shyly you nod. You won’t lie, you already thought of what it would feel like to kiss Bucky, but you never really asked him, too scared to make thing awkward with your roommates. “So can I kiss you, doll face?” when you don’t say anything he gets closer, when his lips are almost touching yours, he murmurs “I need words, Y/N”.
You swallow loudly before saying “yes, you can, Bucky”.
Then his lips are on yours. The kiss is tender, lovely and your fingers grab his hair. His hands get under your shirt, and you shiver. You feel his tongue caresses your lower lips and you parted them. When both or your tongues meet, the kiss gets more and more passionate. Your legs circle instinctively his waist to bring him closer. When you need to breath you break the kiss and Bucky is panting above you. Pupils blown out and lips swollen. He’s more beautiful than ever. You smile, a little bit uncomfortable. You tap his cheek gently and whisper “gonna go to toilets, sorry”. He nods and lets you go.
Bucky can’t wait to tell Steve what happened.
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Two weeks later, Bucky has never once talk about the kiss… at least with you. You didn’t either. You felt weird. Not in a bad way, you wanted to start again, to try again and see if the kiss made you feel again all dizzy and warm.
But for now, you are alone with Steve. Bucky went home to see his family.
“Truth or dare, sweets?” asks Steve from the kitchen.
“Really, aren’t we like to old or outnumbered to play this game?” he snorts and come back with your cocktail and his beer.
“Nope, it’ll be fun”.
“If you say so, truth” you reply.
After maybe twenty minutes, you have to say that he is right, you’re having fun. You told secrets that both of you had never tell and you did some fun dares. But now, Steve wanted to ask you to kiss him.
He spoke with Bucky, and he was jealous. He’s best friend had the guts to kiss you, when he was too afraid to be rejected. But tonight, with the alcohol in his system he feels powerful.
“I dare you to kiss me…with tongues!”, he declares. You laugh because he made a move with his tongue, but you accept the dare. Why not try and see if your attraction for Steve is the same as for Bucky?
When your lips touch his. You feel sparkles down your spine. When you lick his lips with your tongue and he part his, you feel hot all over. His hands go to your waist, and he places you on his lap.  And like with Bucky it gets heated pretty fast. And like with Bucky, you end the kiss and excuse yourself to go to the toilets
&lt;Stevie: I did it, buck.
Bucky: how does that feel, punk?
Stevie: like a dream came true, but I don’t want to scare her. We are not playing fair.
Bucky: I know, we must discuss that the three of us when I get back.
Stevie: what if she says no. What if she wants to be just with you.
Bucky: or you…
Stevie: I am sure she likes you more.
Bucky: stop, Steve. We don’t know what she feels. Did she kiss you back? Like really kiss you.
Stevie: yup…that was so hot. She did the thing with her tongue you told me about.>
“Stevie?” you say when you come back in the living room.
“Yup?”.
“I-I think I’ll go to bed. See you tomorrow?” you ask shyly.
“Sleep well, sweetheart, brunch is on me!”. You kiss his cheek and retrieve to your bedroom.
&lt;Y/N: I kissed Steve.
Nat: WHAT? AFTER BUCKY?
Y/N: we were playing truth or dare. He dared me to kiss him. (with tongues, his words, not mine)
Nat: and ?
Y/N: I don’t know what I am supposed to do now. I felt the exact same thing with Bucky and Steve. And you know I don’t feel much when I kissed guys until I am pretty attached to them.
Nat: yeah I know…you and your demi-sexual thing.
Y/N: scuse you bisexual girl who dates only nerds guy. How’s Bruce?
Nat: currently massagin’ my feet so perfect. But you need to talk to them. I am sure they’re planning something.
Y/N: planning smth?
Nat: ask them. Good night, babe.>
What you didn’t know, it’s that before you join them in the appartement. Bucky and Steve had a thing, that only Natasha knows. They are best friends, sure, but they’re also lovers. They only tend to be like that when you are not around, since you moved in.
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You are not going to lie to yourself, you are feeling bad to have kiss your two roommates. And you are feeling worse to have like it, both time and even considering doing it again.
This Saturday, you come back from a little walk with Natasha. When you arrive, the appartement is quiet, a little bit to quiet. No one is in the living room and the door from Bucky’s room is wide open and empty, but the room from Steve is closed. You wait to hear something, like Steve has a girl around, but nothing.
You go there and knock. Steve’s voice comes to you in a grumble “yeah?”, “Hello, just to let you know I am home. “, you say.
 “Oh hey, little one, ok, we’ll be there soon for dinner.”
You can’t stop your question “We?”. You hear Steve chuckles and then he invites you in.
“Buck and I, sweets, who else?” he says when you open the door.
Steve is on his back with Bucky curled onto his side, sound asleep. You saw them bro cuddling now and then, but never like that. You raise an eyebrow but don’t say anything. Bucky has hard days and seems to find comfort in cuddling. “I have an empty space right here” teases Steve and tapping the other side of him. You hesitate and decide to go and join the cuddle. You lay down beside Steve, his arm goes around your waist. You put your hand on his chest, just beside Bucky’s hand.
 “He’s ok?” you ask quietly.
“Bad day, really bad one.”, answers Steve.  Automatically, you caress Bucky’s cheek and pass your finger in his hair. “How was your day with Natty?”.
“Good, really nice.”, you smile at Steve.
In your walk with Nat, you arrived at this conclusion: no need to put words for now, just enjoy the feeling of being close to those two wonderful men. So, you enjoy the cuddle and to pass your fingers in Bucky hair, while Steve caress your hip. You’re at peace. You’ve never felt like this with any of your ex’s.
Maybe they talked to each other, and they know that you have kissed each of them, maybe you can tell Steve now and Bucky when he wakes up. Maybe, just maybe you are, and they are into polyamorous relationship. Maybe…
“Stevie?” you murmur in his neck, he smells divine as always, citrus and pine. He hums in response. “I…I kissed Bucky before I kissed you.” His hand still on your waist and he squeezes it.
“Yeah, same Sweetheart, I kissed him before I kissed you.” You sit up, not sure to have truly heard what he said.
“Wait, what?”. Steve grins at you, then he turns his head to Bucky and kisses him on his forehead. Buck sighs in his sleep and get more comfortable on Steve. His leg goes on his thighs, and he tightens his grip around the waist. He looks peaceful. “You’ve kissed?”, Steve shrugs but his smile tells you everything you need.
You weren’t expecting that, of course not, but why are you not more shocked or disturbed? You look at them and it’s like the missing piece of the puzzle in your head. Everything starts to make sense, or you have more questions that need answers. “I always thought that your friendship was more than that”, you think out loud. Steve chuckles while Bucky stirs in his sleep. He tucks himself more onto Steve and his hand, who was on his stomach, goes right to Steve’s crotch. And the blond does nothing to stop him, well not exactly nothing, he’s looking at you and when he sees your expression, he gently takes bucky hand et brings it back to his sternum.
“I think we need to talk the three of us, Sweets” he whispers to you. You can only nod and keep staring at their interlaced hands. “We don’t want to scare you away, you know?”,
“Scare me away?”, you ask intrigue.
“Yeah, by telling you our little secret.” You stay silent, not sure you want to acknowledge the truth just yet…because it doesn’t scare you at all, it turns you on more and that’s what scares you, you almost feel like a creep.
“I would have never judged you. You can love who you want” you finally say. Steve smiles and brings you closed once again. You put your hand on top of theirs. For the first time in a long time, you feel complete and that stress you out.
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The next day, you all decide to have THE discussion. It’s just after your usual Sunday brunch. The guys are doing the dishes and you just looking in the void. Your mind is racing. What if it just a dream, what if they pranked you?
“Dollface? You’re with us?” calls you Bucky. You blink twice to focus on them again. They are smiling, and you get butterflies.
“Yeah, I am” you whisper.
“Good, good, so…” starts Steve. And then he explains everything, his relationship with Bucky, their attraction for you since they met you. You listen, stunned by their revelations. Bucky points out some details and makes you giggle. You feel shy and powerful. The more they talk, the more they stare at you with love and lust. You have the last word; you are the one who has to say yes or no.  You take a big breath and ask, “How would it works?”.
They are taken aback; Bucky takes Steve’s hand under the table and squeeze it hard. “If we try this throuple, we have to make rules, right?” You sound so confident; Steve’s heart is beating fast.
“Yeah, we need rules for the start, to try and navigate in this together” states Bucky. You nod and smile. Then you get up and round the table to go to their side. You see their hands and chuckle.
 “No more hiding now, show me those hands, guys”. They laugh and put their hands on the table, you place both of your hand on their neck. It feels good, you like that they don’t have the same texture, but they both soft. They lean against you and close their eyes.
 “I feel like I just solved a puzzle” murmurs Bucky. “Is it weird?” he asks.
 “I don’t know, don’t feel weird. “, you answer. Steve is the first to move, he stands up and takes your hand and Bucky’s and goes on the couch. He sits down and puts you on his laps. Bucky takes your calf and cuddle against Steve. One of Steve’s arms is around your waist and the other is around Bucky’s shoulders. Bucky has one arm around Steve waist and the other on your legs. You put your hand on each one of them that touches you.
 After a moment of silence, you ask” Can we kiss again?”.
 “Yes, please” they said in unison. “I want to see you kiss” you murmur.  They don’t move, Steve’s blushing, while Bucky is looking at you. You put your hands on their chins and turn their faces, so they face each other. “Please, can I see you kiss?”. Your gentle command makes them move. Slowly they approach each other lips. When they start kissing, it’s sensual, loving and you get flustered. It’s hot, you never thought that looking at two people kissing would be this sexy. Then Bucky does something that makes Steve moans. You did once or twice hear him having someone around, but he has never moaned like that. Steve’s hand on your hip squeezes your flesh. Steve breaks the kiss first; Bucky bites his lower lip.
 “You turn, doll face”, growls Bucky. You expect him to kiss you, but he does the same as you did, take your chin between his fingers, and make you face Steve. You kiss the blond; you try some of your trick to make him moan like Bucky and when you succeed you break the kiss and turn your intention on Buck. He smiles at you, and you smile back, before going to kiss him. With Bucky, each of you fight for dominance. You move on Steve’s lap and after a while, you feel him getting hard under you. Suddenly the reality of the situation strikes, and you start to panic.
You get up and say, “I’m going to the toilets”. Bucky and Steve watch you go, and they try not to laugh, because they recognise a pattern there.
Your room is next to the toilets and when you go out, you look at your bed and you really want to hide yourself. But why would you hide? You take a deep breath before going back in the living room.
They are whispering to each other, Bucky seems unhappy, while Steve tries to calm him down. “hey, guys!”, they turn their heads so fast, you’re sure they’re going to bump into each other and you giggle. “ehm, sorry to ran away, could we…could we go in my room? For more privacy?”
Steve is the first to get up, Bucky looks at you strangely “privacy of what? we are the only one here” he says in a cold voice.
“Bucky” warns Steve.
 You sigh and smile “No he’s right Steve. Bucky, I know that we are alone, but I would feel better and safer in my room…because it’s new to me and I need to navigate around all of that…around this new us. If that makes sense?”
Bucky relaxes and nods, standing up, “makes sense, sorry.” You wait for them to come close to you before you take each of their hand and guide them into your room.
“Where do we sleep?”, you ask.
“Let’s just say, that we can sleep on our own or together, but no pressure” answers Steve. You smile and walk into your room, sitting on your bed facing them.
Bucky is the first to go lay and waits for Steve and you. “Doll, in the middle” he commands. You giggle and do as he say, loving the few times you find yourself engulf between those two sweet giants.
Steve follows you and sighs. “Love the smell of your sheets, sweetheart”. You smile at him and blushes.
“I use the same wash as you…”, he laughs softly and kisses your cheek.
“But it still smells like you.” He boops your nose and you giggle shyly. Bucky brings you close to him, and he kisses your neck, making you shudder.
“When did you know?”, he asks you.
“When I did know what, bucky?”
“That you liked both of us”.
This question, you’ve been asking it to yourself for weeks now. But honestly, it just came along the way. The fact that they opened their home for you, that they’ve always been there since. Always have a shoulder to lay on, someone to rely on. You’ve never felt alone since you moved in here. You tell them that and they both smile, Steve strokes your cheeks and Bucky your hip. You feel safe, understood, and complete.
Then, they both lean in and kiss you. A three-way kiss, that left you breathless and panting. You look at them and you smile, stroking their chin with your thumb, loving the difference of texture. Steve is shaved, while bucky always have a three-day beard. You pass your thumb on their lips and bucky groans, pupils wide, the blue of his eyes almost inexistant.
“You’ve freed the beast”, chuckles Steve, who’s biting his lip.  
“Y/N, Sweetheart?”, whispers Steve. You try to focus on him, but flashback holds you in your terror.
You look between them, and you take a shaky breath. “Oh, yeah?”. Bucky nods and starts to pempers kisses on your cheek and neck.
“Can I kiss you doll?”. You nod and he kisses you tenderly, deeply, you let him have the dominance in that kiss. It feels good, but then his hands wonder on your body, and you start to panic. Bad memories coming back to you. You try to tell him to stop, but then Steve joins him and you freeze, panic taking hold of you, and you feel hopeless, unable to tell them to stop. You whimper and they stop everything they do and look at you. Your eyes are tearing up and you’re heaving, fright written on your face.
Bucky looks at Steve and he’s panicking; the blond understands he must be stronger for both of you. “Buck, it’s okay, she must have…”, they look at each other and remembered the time you came home totally shaking and afraid. It was just before you dump your last friend with benefits.
“Rumlow”, growls Bucky. “I’m gonna end him”.
You take bucky hand and holds it tight. “don’t leave me.”
“I’m not, I’m here doll.” You nod and looks at Steve.
“I won’t either, sweetheart, I’ll stay here with you. Just take a deep breath for us?”. You nod and do some breathing exercise, following what Steve does and then Bucky when he joins in.
“So-sorry”, you murmur, unable to look at them, fiddling with your nails. One hand goes on yours and then another.
“No need to be sorry”, they said in unison, their soothing voice calming you even more.
“it’s a lot.”
“Then we take our time.”, says Steve softly.
“Yeah, you’re stuck with us now”, jokes gently Bucky and that makes you smile.  
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MAKE ME STAY!
landonorris x famous!oc
summary: where she sends the Internet into a slow spiral after releasing a song out of the blue (except it’s not out of the blue, it’s papaya)
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ALSO!!! i was supposed to finish these parts before the new season started but that didn't happen so I'm quickly going to catch up to the next few races and move to this year's season :) mwah
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"Red-Hot Romance? Lando Norris Seen Leaving Vegas Party With Same Mystery Woman as Before — Are They Hooking Up or Dating?"
In a city where parties never cease, it seems that Formula 1 driver Lando Norris just can't get enough of nightlife. Just a week after being spotted leaving a Vegas party with a mysterious red head, the 24-year-old was seen doing the exact same thing once again! It's unclear whether Norris and the red head are just having a little fun or if a deeper relationship is brewing, but we're sure his fans are keeping a close eye to see what happens next.
Who is this mystery woman and does she have the beloved driver wrapped around her finger?
"Waking up in the bed of a Formula 1 driver..again..I guess I can scratch that off the bucketlist." liz thinks to herself as she slips out of the bed she spent the night in, quietly making her way to the kitchen.
She stops infront of a mirror to fix her hair and tug the giant white shirt she's wearing further down even though that wasn't going to fix anything. She looks for her own clothes around the house before she ends up pulling it out from under his sofa. How did that even get there? I don't think I want to find out.
She makes her way to the kitchen, the cool marble flooring against her feet waking her up almost instantaneously.
The morning starts with her on call with her manager, arranging her private jet to leave as soon as possible while she raids lando's fridge in hopes of food. I guess a kinder egg still counts?
Chomping into the chocolate she quietly (but quickly) gathers her things and leaves his appartment, praying she doesn't get spotted by any paparazzi. If there's one thing she learnt the hard way it's that boys are no good.
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lizcolton thank you for all the love on my newest single! number 1 on charts and 1 million streams the first week of it's release!? you guys are all INSANE but I love you for that.
@ lizzerator mother says we're insane but proceeds to write the lyric "Kisses to my exes, I know that I did you dirty Little messed up, little selfish, we ain't married, I ain't thirty Yeah, we hooked up, then we broke up, then I said you really hurt me But I still got your number and your necklace, kisses to my exes"
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@ lizcoltonlover OH IM SORRY, SORRY THAT YOU LOVE ME CHANGE MY MIND UP LIKE IT'S ORIGAMI?!!??!?!??!?! MOTHER WHAT IS THIS!?!?!?!?!?!?!
@ lizcolton @ lizcoltonlover a slay I hope
@ paiselysterling YOUR HONOR SHE ATEEEE
@ paiselysterling I'm so proud of you my love <3
@ lizcolton love you, pails <3
@ lizcoltonhq mother is mothering 😍
@ lizislife HELP WHO'S THE ADMIN HERE @ lizcolton @ lizislife beats me 🤷‍♀️ but you're getting a promotion that's for sure @ lizcoltonhq @ lizcolton thanks mother!
@ lewishamilton loved it! wished you didn't ditch us at the party yesterday night tho.
@ lizzerator @ lewishamilton what. explain!? right now!? @ formula1fanatic LIZ COLTON!!!! WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO SAY FOR YOURSELF @ lizcolton @ lewishamilton damn it's so weird howw you STOPPED SPEAKING after "love it!" @ lewishamilton @ lizcolton my bad.
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@lizzerator clips from the "kisses to my exes" music video.
@ user she ate and she KNOWS
@ user that running clip was definetly a reference to euphoria omg
@ user she looks stunning
@ user liz I lovee you
@ user HAVE MY BABY RAAAAAAAA
@ user whoa, take a chill pill babe.
@ user GUYS GUYS GUYS she has black hair in the video meaning she filmed this LONG BACK OMG
@ user girl has been KEEPING the tea from us
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@lizzerator stills from the "kisses to my exes" music video.
@ user gorgeous.
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@THEHOLLYWOODFIX • 3 minutes ago
Pop Sensation Liz Colton Spotted in London as She Prepares for Her Comeback — Are We in Store for a Fresh Batch of Heartbreak Music?
In a city known for its celebrity sightings, pop singer Liz Colton has been spotted leaving her recording studio in London, fueling speculation that the singer is gearing up for her long awaited return to the music scene. Colton made headlines when she released her single "Kisses to my Exes" which took direct aim at her former partner, actor Jacob Elordi. The track hit number one on the charts and garnered over a million streams in its first week alone.
With such an explosive release under her belt, fans are anxiously awaiting what's next from the talented songwriter. Could the songstress be gearing up for a full-blown comeback? After such a long break from the music scene, it's sure to be exciting to see what direction she takes this time around. Stay tuned for more on Liz Colton and her highly anticipated comeback music.
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swanlightjanai · 1 month
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So like while I was gone I got into Utena and specifically fell in love with Shiori and Juri. So three months ago, I wrote a little au where Shiori wrote Juri letters and Juri only gets to read them in their old age. It is not set in the canonverse (maybe more of a modern au).please excuse how rusty I have become.
Arisugawa Juri, 70 years old, renowned fencer and in the eyes of a the public a spinster . She lives in penthouse appartement. The biggest appartement building in the city. High enough that the hustle and bustle never seemed to reach her. She has a balcony she would spend her evenings on, looking over the city with a cup of tea. Isolated except for her equally old cat and the frequent visits of the friends she has made over her life. It was a good life with many regrets she didn't wanna think about. Until one day a box arrives
Letter 1:
Dear Juri, 
I wonder if you hate me. For lying, for stealing him. When you see me with him, does your blood boil? I hope it does. I hope you hate me as much as I hate you. Because I do hate you Juri. I hate that it seems like you float through life so effortlessly. I hate how much you shine. I hate your smile the most. The one you only give to me. I hate it. Because I know you pity me. For not being as good as you, or as pretty or as popular. I know. So please hate me all you want, because if you don't I will hate you more.
Shiori
Letter 2
Dear Juri, 
I wonder if you despair because I know your secret. Will you throw your locket away now? You haven't yet. It's been days too. Do I have your heart so tightly in my grip that you cannot throw me away? It makes my chest feel so light. Knowing that I have won. I wonder if I get closer to you, will you be able to resist me? Hey Juri, if I give you a sliver of affection, will you cling to it? Should  we do a little experiment, Juri? 
Shiori 
Letter 3
Dear Juri, 
I do not understand you. Why do you never push me away? Have you deluded yourself that you love me this much? I do not get it. Do you truly not see me as I am? Are you like those guys who just see some version of me I have constructed for them? Do you see me as a pitiful girl that could never act malicious? Am I too innocent in your eyes?  Do you think I love you too? I truly do not get you Arisugawa Juri. 
Shiori 
Maybe I will finish it eventually but I thought I should post it here too
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mrssimply · 11 months
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💕 self-love time! talk about which ones of YOUR creations (edits, artworks, fanfics) you like the most then send to other creators to do the same 💕
Awww! Thank youuuu! It's a nice game and I won't pass an opportunity to rant about my fics ahah.
My favorites works are my two less popular fics.
The first one is To the Day I die, which is the final installment of my "Johnny goes to therapy" series. I started the series when I opened prompts something like two years ago. After that, I got inspired by @rockerboyrepo's series "difficult to love" and wrote a follow-up where Johnny 1) propose to Kerry and 2) doesn't die in the tower in 2023.
Now, I realize how out of character Johnny proposing to Kerry can sound, but it was the challenge: to make it believable and I think i kinda nailed that ;).
To the Day I Die was inspired by the feelings I got from listening to Zeit, from Ramstein (it has very little to do with the fic otherwise). I was also in a phase where I was obsessed with Johnny pinning for Kerry (Lindechir and Thedevilchicken's fics are to blame, thanks to their amazing fics!). To the Day I Die happens ten year after the previous one, and they're at a point in their relationship where their marriage falls appart, predictably. What I liked about writing this one was playing with a Johnny that is slightly less angry than the one we know, but a lot more depressed. He tries to do the right thing, even if it kills him and also, "the right thing" is absolutely not the actual right thing, of course.
I wrote that fic "delicately", like I suppose one can write poetry: each word was weighed and carefully placed. I was so proud of this one when I finished it and it was with giddiness that I published it.
Publishing was disappointing. The fic didn't, and still doesn't, get the engagement I felt it deserved due to the hard work behind it. It took all my energy not to whine about that, and to deal with the disappointment "maturely". This fic, I think, was a big step toward really learning to write for myself, because I want to, because I can, and to care less about comments and kudos.
I might sound like I'm trying to reassure myself but I think that fic wasn't really a fic: it doesn't cater to what people come looking for when they search for a Silverdyne fic, and Johnny is probably too OOC, though it is justified in the story by what happened before. So I understand why it didn't get the success I hoped in terms of views, kudos and comments, and now i can really say i don't care anymore. But i was hard when it happened, and I've wanted to say it for a while now, to acknowledge it and give voice to my inner author who was very hurt in the process.
The second of my favorites fic is the John Wick fic. It would never have seen the light of day if I hadn't lived through what I lived with To the Day I Die. As I said, this fic freed me so when I started writing The Leash and later it's follow-up (soon to be published), I knew it would not gather a lot of recognition by numbers. The John Wick fandom is small and consists a lot of fics between John and the reader, while I wrote about Santino/John, a rarepair.
Plus, I arrived late, a good while after the battle ahah. The few people invested in that ship left a long time ago, since the second movie got out in like, 2016 or something. But i didn't care, that fic had to get out. I paused for a long time because it was still hard to motivate myself when I knew it was gonna be read by like, 3 people (it got read by a little more ;)), and I was doing other projects, but after seeing the 4th movie I finished it.
Publishing was... Something. I still hoped, but I was prepared. There was something else this time, too: this fic was precious, and more than lack of recognition I feared bad reactions because the John Wick I depicted is maybe not the one most portrayed. I made him a sub (though that evolves through the story) and someone with too much empathy for his world, where I've seen a lot of work where he's really cold, detached, and generally more dominant in bed.
I was afraid people wouldn't get it, but once again, my dead friend Rockerboyrepo was here to reassure me, and to help me see it through. I gifted the fic to him as a thank you.
Now, the fic amazingly got a lot more engagement that I hoped, and it was all very positive so I'm just very happy! And maybe happy I'm converting people to that ship once again ahaha.
I'll stop here before I bore you all out, thank you once again @bearodyne for the ask!!! ❤️❤️❤️
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yukina-otome · 1 year
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OPINION ON MCL ALTERNATE LIFE ARMIN EP 3
I rarely if ever talk about MCL on my tumblr, simply because i have stopped playing it long time ago.
But hearing that my first ever otome crush, armin, was coming back, i have decided to play his alternate life route. And i liked everything about it.
The angsty tension of episode 1, the sweet fluff of episode 2. And i had expected i would like episode 3 just as much.
Oh, how wrong i was.
Seriously, the episode started well. Armin and Candy were having a conversation in her room. Alexy comes and Armin hides because.....euh.......just because. Thankfully, the hidden relationship doesnt last long as Alexy bust them pretty quickly.
And you know how much beemov love their hidden relationships.
MC tells Armin she is scared and wants to have more time together before they officially get back together. And Armin tells her he never stopped loving her all these years. And that's super sweet.
Anyways, 300 AP wasted on how to eat cupcakes and both of them decide to go to cosy bear café to the cupcake workshop.
For now everything is well. Then comes Clemance and the jealousy bullshit. And I'm like, why?!
If we chose to not make him jealous and focus on our cupcakes: Which is the best of the two endings in my opinion.
why doesnt he say anything to clemance? Do we really have to intervene to make her stop ? Can't he say something to her?
Something like "Excuse me, maam. But you are being overly touchy feely and that makes me uncomfortable." But no candy needs to be the one to intervene to stop her.
Cause of course, if a man does not have a girlfriend you are free to touch him as much as you want. 😒
Anyways, all ends well, Candy and Armin goes to the park to decide who has the best looking cupcakes. Armin loses and MC asks him to kiss her. He happily accept, he tells her how much he loves her and that he does not wanna live without her ever. How much her not being in his life for 3 years made him feel like he was carrying a heavy weight etc.
They kiss and finally officially get back together yay!
Now to the worst ending.
If you decides to make him jealous by flirting with poor hyun.
I mean why would she do that? That's so toxic.
Yes,armin has never gotten jealous.
Yes,i did wanna see armin jealous since episode 33 of HSL.
But not like that. It was so childish and cringe. And poor Hyun who really thought MC was into him.
Anyways MC ends up not focusing enough on her cupcakes and they look horrible. After the end of the workshop, Armin is angry and he takes MC to his appartement, locks the door while looking at her with an animalistic gaze (her words not mine), and tells her that seeing her seducing another man has made him angry and horny and she needed to take responsability for that.
Um...Mister...slow down. Because:
1-You two are not dating yet. She told you she was feeling scared and not ready yet.
2-You did not even have your first kiss yet. (The mall one doesnt count).
Anyways here, you get to choose if you have sex with him or not. I dont know what happens if you refuse and If someone knows please tell me.
But when you accept, the two have beastly, angry jealous sex on his desk.
And it was super hot, don't get me wrong. But this is not what i expected of their first time after a 3 year long breakup.
This is not sex between two people who had a terrible break up and spent 3 years missing each other only to finally find each other again.
I had expected something more.....vanilla.
I mean at least do it on the bed. At least tell her that you love her and officially get back together then do the crack crack boom boom.
But no, they do the deed, then Candy says "Wow, ok. My legs are still shaky. Best sex ever, lets get back together."
Anyways I hope you all get my point. I'm dissapointed.
It would have been better with some slight changes:
-MC and armin go to the cupcakes workshop.
-Clemance flirts with Armin but MC helps him before he has the time to say anything.
-They have fun baking together and laugh at how bad they both are.
-After the workshop they go to the park and the confession from the first route happens wirh the illustration.
-Then now that they are officially together, they go to his appartement to eat the cupcakes and watch a movie.
-They start making out and here you can have a choice of having sex with him or not.
-If you do, they have sex. It doesnt matter if its not that vanilla because here they had there confession, expressed their feeling and are officially back together. You get the nsfw illustration.
-If you dont want to do it yet, the two watch the movie and cuddle, have long converstations about super hero and video games and fall asleep cuddling on his bed.
End of the episode.
What do you guys think?
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harringrovsonsworld · 2 years
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So I am a munver shipper, let's get that out of the way first so my bias is front and center.
Jason is a prick,we can all agree, but he didn't deserve to die like that. No fanfare, no mourning, not even time to realise what's happening, he's so scared and confused as the upside down tears him appart it's difficult to watch. There are no characters that I would stand my ground and say 100% deserved/deserve to die in this show but even if there was, Jason wouldn't be anywhere near the top of that list. He is a child, he is 18 years old , his girlfriend and best friend have just been murdered by what he thinks is a satanic cult in the space of 2 fuckin days. When we see him and Nancy in the gun show he's clearly been drinking, maybe since the funeral and Patrick's death which was at least 3 days ago. The boy is not ok and I'm not happy to see people celebrate his death like he deserved it. He was scared, alone, confused and out of his mind with grief and alcohol and again HES A CHILD. Was what he did to Max Lucas and Erica ok? Fuck no, but his life shouldn't be forfit for such a mistake. Imagine you're Jason. You've gone to the cops and they don't believe you, your friends don't believe you, most of the town doesn't believe you. They think Eddie is a murderer but the magic shit you've seen cant be explained any other way. It's just like with billy, of someone had taken 5 minutes to explain what the fuck was going on like they did with Eddie maybe things wouldn't have tuned out so badly.
Thanks for coming to my STed talk. Next time I'm going to explain my horrific idea for how some of the dead characters could come back in the upside down.
Edit: billy antis stay off this post, this isn't an Jason or Eddie good billy bad post. This is pro all 3 lads.
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orionchildofhades · 8 months
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rant about Good Omens part 3 because i talk too much part 1 | part 2
Also, just Crowley and Aziraphale are confusing af. I love David Tenant and Micheal Sheen with my whole heart, but their acting??? i'm just as confused as the characters are about their emotions.
I could have sworn than it was Aziraphale pinning for Crowley throughout the centuries. I even laughed my arse off when we saw the scene when Crowley created everything and Aziraphale was there, staring lovingly at him while the other angel and future demon was admiring his work, oblivious to Aziraphale's love. Imagine pinning for 6,000 years? But then, the end scene, the final, the kiss. We could have been us. And Crowley kisses Aziraphale like the whole is falling appart again, because it is, and fuck, Aziraphale looks so shocked, almost appaled. He says "I forgive you". And now I hurt because what does it mean?
Was Crowley pinning this whole time, not admitting it to himself but knowing it deep down, not doing anything about it because he'd know how things would be taken on the other. And Aziraphale? He did not realise. He loved and he didn't knew it. Because Heaven doesn't know about love. Not this love. Muriel is the embodiment of what Heaven really is, you can see it in the way she/they act so much like an Aziraphale who never went on earth. Oblivious to most things, the way she has to check with Nina and Maggie but doesn't know how. How she learsn about people in books. Aziraphale loves but he doesn't know how and he never tried to understand. And fuck this because Crowley was hopeful. So sure of himself. He had the radio ready fro them to take off in the sunset, he still confessed even after Aziraphale told him about the proposition because he thought he could make him change his mind.
And he didn't.
Crowley wasn't enough to make Aziraphale stay.
I need someone analyzing Aziraphale for me because i can't do it. I already have to rewatch season 1 because the book and the show are getting mixed up in my head and it's complicated.
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measuringbliss · 9 months
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Spider-Man Read-Through 024: Shang...ri-La (GSSM 2, ASM 138-140)
MASTERPOST
Today's post features Fu-Manchu, a bromance, purple, a bear (<3) and psychic powers, woohoo!
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In our first issue, Spider-Man faces (and then fights with) Shang-Chi, who you may now know from the MCU. Back when I was a kid, I heard of him through Giant-Size Spider-Man #2.
The story begins with Spidey interrupting thievery by men who soon die unexpectedly, just as they start telling our hero about their master (Shang-Chi... or is he?). I feel like that idea of criminals dying as soon as they're about to tell all secrets has already been used recently on the comics but I'm too lazy to look that up. Shang-Chi's the son of Fu Manchu, the actual baddie and a cliché of the West's vision of Asia.
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The issue's nice, it's an obvious imitation of typical kung-fu movies and it works much better than other SM 100% fighting issues.
Now, onto the main plot...
Here's how ASM 138 opens:
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I'm putting those panels for two reasons:
to show Peter is still a handsome motherfucker (affectionate)
to appreciate the continuity! Last ish, Harry did blow up their condo, and there's consequences for that! It's great to see.
Peter calls each one of his acquaintances, but none can house him (not surprising considering how much of an ass he was after Gwen's death), except one... as Peter's last call is for his old frenemy Flash.
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AND THUS BEGINS THE FLASH/PETER SHIP'S GOLDEN HOUR. Look at Peter in the third panel, acting like a school girl who just asked her crush out. You go, Pete! Go get him!
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Gerry Conway and Ross Andru seemed quite attached to realism. Why not! I do appreciate the purple.
There's an ugly villain with mystical powers just waiting to feed on Peter's aura, but we've got more pressing matters, such as:
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Boyfriends!!!
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"Slugging", huh...
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I'm probably putting too much panels, but this issue is plain gorgeous.
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The villain's story is absolutely horrifying, just like the premise of his powers.
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I'm sorry, I don't have many observation to give, it's just an interesting issue to me and visually quite gorgeous (purple pants!!!).
Charles S. LeCates thinks that the Jackal is actually Richard, the Kingpin's son. He's apparently the only one who had that thought! That's not a bad theory... but it's incorrect. Oh well! Other theories are: the Jackal isn't a costume and the Jackal is the thief who murdered Uncle Ben. Hmm! Still wrong.
In the opening pages of #139, Peter says it's been "a few months" since Gwen died and "three weeks" since he became Flash's roommate. His life has been pretty hectic!
Unfortunately for me, he's already found a new appartment thanks to Liz when I was fully ready to see some Peter/Flash shenanigans. They were too gay to be featured as roommates for more than a single issue!
The Grizzly suddenly attacks the Daily Bugle, but Jameson's not interested.
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(He's still attacked anyway.)
Jameson is saved by Spidey, who ends up following the Grizzly as Peter...
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Can I just say how much I love this ending? It's a great moment. A bit silly on Peter's part, but very gloomy. Frightening, actually. My child self was scared of the Jackal's hand jumpscare hahaha. It's very effective! The penultimate page is actually quite liminal.
This is also the end I was left with for at least a decade.
...Well, not exactly. See, I also read those little jewels:
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The first one compiles issues 144-151, that is to say, most of our next batch (the OG Clone Saga), so I haven't read issues 140-143, but I still know what happens after that.
The second one, while I'm at it, covers issues 30-35 of ASM Vol. 2 (2001) and thus ends just after Peter reveals his secret identity to a certain somebody... and I still don't know how they react!!!!! Can't wait to get there in, like, ten years.
So we have a final issue in this batch, one that I've never read. What are we waiting for?
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You know me, I'm always here to see Peter get manhandled.
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Gorgeous gorgeous GORGEOUS colors. Ned's wearing a pink jacket! I love it. I love it so much. Hell yeah!
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You can't see it, but I'm slurping deliciously because between the arm & hand p0rn, the whump, and the colors, I really love those panels.
Later, Flash helps Peter move in.
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I think I remember her so I'm pretty sure she features in later issues. Hmm, a model... Is Marvel trying to introduce a rival to MJ?
Flash is very interested in her, but she's obviously much more into Peter.
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So here's some more arms and colors, because we all deserve it.
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Hoping the Jackal was bluffing, Peter tries removing his bracelet... and succeeds with the power of blue flames! I wish he hadn't been able to discard it so quickly, especially considering the Jackal should know Peter's quite smart...
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...and also a joker.
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Jameson isn't so bad himself. He ruined the Grizzly's wrestling career!
Following those revelations and a few gags, Spidey tracks down the Grizzly and proceeds to strip him.
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With the Grizzly neutralized, Spidey assures him that someday, he'll get the Jackal.
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OH MY GOD??????? I'M SO HYPED! WHAT THE HELL?!?!?!
Okay, before I close this post, please remember this panel for the next batch:
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The Jackal sure looks agile... Who could it be?
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opinated-user · 2 years
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Do you think the EbaraTara account is actually Lily's? Looking at the screenshots on the Google Drive, it's got Owl House (specifically Lumity), MLP, Frozen (loli Elsanna), and Disney, plus it's mostly lesbian stuff, loli and shota. So it's not *impossible* for it to be hers. But I have a hard time believing anyone would be so stupid as to use such an obvious alias. That seems troll-y to me. Plus, isn't all this stuff illegal in Canada? Why would she risk arrest?
counterargument: if it were really LO, then why would the alchorative account on sankaku still be up? if it were actually her, she'd take it down, especially since she knows you're on the site now. it's trolls. it's not LO. she wouldn't do something that stupid and self-sabotaging. you're being played. I don't think the Sankaku account is Lily. It's got too much 3D super realistic stuff and Lily's into cartoons, not actual kids. This is a setup. Come on - you don't think it's a little bit suspicious that someone was on this site and "just happened" to see an account connected to Lily? And what kind of pedo is on this site in the first place? This is very clearly a troll who's a pedophile themselves framing Lily because they know you'll believe them. A lot of the images in EbaraTara's porn account are SUPER realistic. Like, I thought they were real at a glance and just about threw up. I thought Lily was just into cartoons? when did she go full pedophile?
all these anons have been send with only a few hours appart from each other, some with just minutes of a difference. the same reasoning for all of them leads me to believe they all come from the same person.
illegality do you think catfishing to get someone's nudes was legal on Canada before? or pressuring someone into doing sexual things for them? or breaking someone's boundaries to draw nsfw images? or flash herself to an audience that potentially had minors on a platform that explicitely forbids that? or constantly exposing her followers, that she knows includes underage people, to her kinks and even encouraging more people to participate on it regardless of age? or stab someone in the streets? carrying a knife out in the open? or punch someone that she thought was a stallker just outside of her apartment? or distributing drugs to all her classmates?
if the law was never something that stopped LO before, why do you think it would stop her now?
more than, we know already that LO had another account with a known alias of her that was active for years before it was found purely by chance. LO has done this before, why shouldn't she do it again? since when LO has been this mastermind criminal who never commits any obvious mistakes and never gets caught? she might have that image of herself because she did get away with a lot of things but the rest of us never had any reason to buy it. 2. LO's preferences. nobody ever said that LO was only into cartoons. she didn't. brittany didn't. so where did you get that information, anon? how would you know for sure that is what happens on LO's mind? just because we have plenty of evidence of her using, looking and liking those images before that doesn't mean those were the only kind. those were just the only kind that she could look at more easily with less repercutions. how could you potentially prove that LO has never cared about anything else but cartoons? 3. you.
i never recieved such an amount of messages when we started talking about the other account that did had cartoons, on an account that have been active for years before being find out and has been completely inactive since then. but now you came out, doing your absolutely best to insist it didn't happened because... you don't think so. now LO immediately responds inventing a whole fairy tale about how it's somehow related to her brony days. now that other account has dissapeared. if only you have only send a message then that could be all, just one person who disagrees, but multiple ones on such short amount of time, clearly impatient to get my attention? that sounds interesting. you don't think it's a little bit suspicious that someone was on this site and "just happened" to see an account connected to Lily? And what kind of pedo is on this site in the first place? this part in particular is so weird because... what does this happening on tumblr has to do with anything? why would that be a defense? literally anyone on the whole internet can come and leave me an anonymous message, just like you did. LO herself has been accused of being a pedophile, so i guess your argument is that since she's here then that can't be? even though being on tumblr allows her to be surrounded by young, vulnerable and inexperienced people? it looks like you're grasping at any straws you can imagine just to try to delegitimatize this new information. i don't know you, anon, so i won't claim that is exactly what you're doing without any doubt... but it does look like that way. 4. the anon who passed me the link. if the person who gave the information away was trolling, then why did they asked me to not reveal their real name precisely to avoid being targetted by LO's fans? why didn't they took a lot more screenshots before deleting the account? they just got lazy at the last moment? more than that, that anon repeatedly told me that they weren't 100% sure that it was LO. it could be or it could be not. i never said that it had to be. you assumed that so very easily. i only said that the way LO has chosen to react to this was highly suspicious and more incriminating that the images themselves. you can't blame anon or me for that one. likewise, brittany made all the right connections based on the activity of that user, not the anon. the person who was keeping that account had to had known the other one in order to imitate it like that, even more so than we spoke about on any of the other blogs. whoever was keeping up the account on sankaku had to know what was in the other to match it, even on some topic that LO never spoke about publicly either. 5. you had a point. there's some semblance of a chance that the account really was set up by a troll who, once did their job to save enough images about it, pretended to be a innocent person who gave the alarm about and deleted it immediately after because their job was done. precisely because of that you haven't seen me saying that it had to be her, no doubt, absolutely. we have only spoken about there are so things don't make sense if you believe that it didn't had anything to do with her. if we did believed that it was all a troll patientely waiting to be discovered... that still doesn't explain the way LO has responded to the whole issue. that still doesn't explain why did you send so many messages so quickly and with such poor, unfounded arguments. that still doesn't explain why the other accounts haven't dissapeared as well, as you very wisely point out.
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mjn-air · 2 years
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Panicky rant because good things are happening?
Yes, I am one of those persons who start fucking panicking when something good happens. So. I need to get this out. Maybe you guys can help me not declining the good thing coming my way?
I live in a cozy perfect appartment - under the roof. Temperatures get unbearably hot in the summer, especially lately. Add to that I've started taking Elontril and Ritalin which both have the side effect that your body can't deal with heat as well as usually. Add to that that since I've started taking those meds (last 3 summers) I get funcking panik attacks when it's too hot. I'm just typing this out to convince myself that yes, I need a fancy little airconditioner. You know, one of the tiny moble ones, just for the room I'm currently in. But I'm poor. Like, really poor. I cannot, for the life of me, afford anything like that.
My neighbours who live in the appartment below - a real sweet elderly couple, she's 71, he's 88 - we have a real good relationship, almost friends. Well :D we're German, so we're still Siezing :D
That said, uff, here comes an even longer part, thank you for sticking with me so far! My neighbours have lived for about 30 years in Paraguay and came back to Germany because of age and health issues. 4 years ago, she went back there for 2 weeks because they still have business going on (I didn't ask. We're still Siezing.) and she asked me to walk their dog during those two weeks and maybe look after her husband now and then so he won't be lonely. No problem at all! I love the dog and her husband is supersweet, we get along wonderful! But then...it was a hot summer 4 years ago and he's old and he didn't drink enough water and he fainted and fell and it was real bad and he had to spend the rest of the week in hospital until she came back home and since then we've grown even closer. Her and I go grocery shopping together once a week and sometimes I accompany her when she's walking the dog because her husband won't walk anymore. During the last walkies we were chatting about how it's going to be summer soon and how they battled the heat in Paraguay and I told her I'm fucking terrified of the next heatwave because I can't handle the heat like I once could and...today she knocked on my door and asked if I wanted to come downstairs for afternoon coffee and their son was there who -oh, coincidence! just last year bought a portable little airconditioning unit! my, my! isn't that a coincidence! and how well it works, I'm being told. And - oh, did we tell you? We need to go back to Paraguay this summer I surely wouldn't mind watching the dog (and the husband. I'm so worried about the husband. and I know that's her main concern too, she's just putting the dog in front as an excuse, you know?) and OF FUCKING COURSE I will that's not the question, I love the dog, I love the husband, I will make sure he drinks all the water and eats regularly, I'm kinda feeling nice because they trust me with all this. AND THEN SHE OFFERS ME TO BUY ME MY OWN AIRCONDITIONER and I keep declining because I can't?? Like??? I CANNOT??? ACCEPT???? Because I really really like them both and am not doing it for a very expensive - well, for the money, so to speak? but the aircon would literally save my life next summer AAAAAAHHHHHHH
(and I just remembered idk why I need to add this but she's always doing stuff for me too. Each time I go to the hospital (which is often) she watches my two kitties and waters my plants so it's like, balanced when I watch the dog, you know? it feels like too much what she wants to give me. I know, yes I know, it's mainly about the husband. He can't stay alone for two weeks. But I really really like him and am looking forward to spend time with him, so...it's not a hardship or anything? He's such a joy to be around)
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myezblog · 2 years
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The most stupid character in KP the series! (Random post.. read only if you have nothing else to do)
Choose your pick!
1. Kim (very quickly climbing to rank 1 on my list) - 
a) So, do you really expect a 17 yr old to have the same cunning as your mafia enemies who murder and kill (i mean even if he were from a terrorist organization, brainwashed, .. even then!!!)
b) you don’t even know that your dad suspects you of Sherlocking, you don’t know your own brother Tankhun knows about your Sherlocking (even his fishes do)
c) lol.. like you have zero idea about other people in the family. Somone wants to bet that Kim has no idea Macau and Chay are in the same school
d) How utterly dumb are you when you saw Porsche’s mother’s maiden name is same as your own family in ep 4, and here we are 3 episodes later in ep 7 you are wondering if chay’s mom was a mistress???? I mean .. NO!!!.. brain honey, brain.. use it
e) So much effort to get to Chay’s house.. when a 17 yr old could find your “Mystery” appartment in like a jiffy :P .. oh dear god!! you need to go home and take fundamental lessons on surviving mafia skills from Mr. Chang (sleuthing included)
d) do you know about the mole? Shouldn’t that be your priority?
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2. Kinn - lol.. i think god gave too much brains to one son, and then decided to balance it out with other two
a) Your dad knows, Your eldest brother knows, your eldest brothers’ fishes know.. BUT YOU have zero idea about what your youngest brother does.. oh !! Comeon
b) You are too simple-minded.. like too simple minded to really manage this business.. (you def. need Porsche’s cunning)
c) Doesn’t know his own bodyguard is simping over him.. when people on Mars can tell. Doesn’t know who is the mole after how many years?? :P .. 
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3. Korn
a) lol.. like what is the game here? You can’t make your own subordinate sit on the other side of the chess and then claim you won!
b) Even a non mafia Mr. Tawan can read your brain and acts.. so really, what is the game here?
c) Also, you need to watch korean dramas with your son. you badly need lessons on doing the awful rich dad of male lead character well.. bonus, spice it up with kimchi slap and all
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4. Kann
a) I mean, it is not even a question. With you, let’s ask where is even that iota of brain cell.. he he.. so incompetent that you get zero screen time!
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5. Job
a) Oh baby!!.. you are too protected and rusty now.. khun needs to swap you. You need to see the world
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6. Pete
i mean.. just pretend you are dumb so that we can get to VP arc very quickly
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7. Ken
if you are not a mole, then you are quite unaware of everything.. which ain’t good :P
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8. Big
like don’t you see Arm.. woo him.. he is single.. and HOT
why waste time over a mafia head who can get killed whenever :P .. and whose daddy will not allow you to have a future
I don’t get the obsession with one love.. there are so many good lips to taste.. get exploring :P
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The most intelligent, please, is Tankhun!! and then Porchay, then Vegas, then Arm
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bloomette · 1 year
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8 days before holidays~
I'll try to not end up at the hospital for xmas like last year 🙏🏻
I'm actually doing the STRICT minimum at work to not be like last year...and I think my colleagues are little bit bitter about it ? Like....I was not SO invested for making the 24 christmas presents of the kids (because my colleague choose a gift that take US SOOOOO MANY TIME to make). I'm just preparing for a parent meeting, a photo album of a kid...and that's all. I don't care...i'm trying to survive here 🥲.
Also almost no one know that but I'm gonna share it on Tumblr (you should feel privileged 😂😂)....I'm gonna have my 1ST TATTOO next week 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳 I'm SOOOO EXCITED but also scared 🥲! It's like a....reward because I survived this year which was one of the shittiest one of all my life. The meaning behind is not that deep but the hidden meaning behind it is....kpop related. Atiny would look at it and be like "OH !!!!" But if you don't know about the reference you would never guess its about kpop (also if you don't know me 🤣🤣). I've decided to make it quite subtle for non-kpop people but the symbol is VERY STRONG in the fandom.
Also my concerts plan for 2023 is growing slowly and i'm getting excited as well !!!!
January:
• 15th: Jackson in Paris with Franzi
• 25th: The Rose in Zürich with Franzi
February:
• 14th (♡): Ateez in Berlin with Franzi & Jess
• 15th: Epik High in Frankfurt with Franzi
•18th: Ateez in Brussels with Manon
July:
•16th: Muse in Bern
Also i'm going to Italy, Firenze for the first time during the 1st week of january with my mother ♡ it's been like....4 years I didn't go to Italy so I really miss it !
I don't want to be this person who complain about her year but I had a whole year with [rant time, sorry]
- 2 knees operations because of a very rare infection
- 2 weeks hospitalized and they discovered my hospital roomate got covid the day I had to be discharged...3 more days hospitalized
- My appartment got robbed while I got hospitalized
- Had to cancel all my Dubai flights and my skz ticket concert because of that shit
- A cyst operation (because it was 8cm and could be cancer (thx god it was not))
- A bladder infection because of the operation
- Crutches for 5 months, antibiotics for 2 months, physical therapist for 6 months
- No work for 5 months, being depressed on my sofa, crying every day
- my fancall with Yongguk didnt get through my cellphone....I watched him calling me and me not being able to answer
- my grandpa got covid and died
- we received my grandpa's will and he desherited me and my sis
- the big mess with lawyers and my aunt/uncle started (it ended up fast and well)
SO YEAH....i'm kinda done
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sweetiesugarbird · 2 years
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I need a second opinion on something, but first I want to lay out some facts: my studies are structured in a way that we have an internship on one term, then studies on the next, then internship, etc. The internships are full time, but may be anywhere in the province (maybe even outside the country). So we are often in the position where we cannot know where we will be living more than 3 months in advance (sometimes, less than a month!) (1/?) -Bas-dent-ts anon
Couple that with the fact that not many places lease for less than a year, the selection is pretty limited. In fact, you may not even have a selection. Also, not a lot of cheaper (aka less than 650USD a month) places allow pets. So I haven't been able to spend much time with my birb and I miss him terribly. Now, I did find a place that allows animals, but! (2/?) -Bas-dent-ts anon
My future roommate (the owner of the appartment) has a cat and a husky. She has assured me that we could keep them in seperate rooms, but part of me wonders if I'm making a mistake by bringing them in the same appartment. Am I putting him in danger? I would keep the door closed at all times, but am I fooling myself by thinking that would be enough? (3/3) -Bas-dent-ts anon
Hey! That sounds like a stressful situation to be in. I get it, I’ve had to move around a lot recently as well. It can be very unsettling to not know where you’re going to live. 
Regarding the other pets, I would say that as long as you keep them strictly separated it should be fine. My best friend has a dog and cat and they are allowed to be in the same room as the birds as long as the birds are caged and there is a human there to supervise. Birds never come out of the cage unless the door is closed and dog/cat are not present. There is never any physical interaction between them. If the other animals get too close to the birds they are moved away from them. The dog seems to have figured out that the birds are Off Limits and will even chase the kitty away from getting to close to their cage, which I think is cute. 
That said, Limmy and Poppy do not seem disturbed or scared at all by the sight of the dog and cat. If your bird finds them scary, definitely keep them in separate rooms. If the behavior of the dog or cat is unpredictable, keep them in separate rooms. Just having them in the same house is not likely to cause an issue, in my opinion, especially since it sounds like it will only be short term. 
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claroisamess · 6 months
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I'm packing my things up
Ohh the boys that have been in this bed
well not this bed, we changed it about a year ago but you get the gist
First one was Etienne, I think he slept here. Before we broke up and I invited Jules in the same bed the same night
Ben, who I thank for teaching me, but who almost humiliated me quite recently, after a 5-year no show from me
That guy who went to a daft punk show, he told me I was the best handjob he'd ever had, told me he loved me, and left a 3am
I'm getting anxious now, blushing bride
who else
I'm sure some I don't remember
The math teacher from the bar who I barely said a word to, who burped in my mouth and shat THREE TIMES during the night. But he picked me up so he gets points for that
Theo. The carer, the one who I understand now was fucked up. I'm 25 and I wouldn't even date a 22y/o so why is a 31 year old proposing to a 19 year old. I hope he's doing ok. Also we broke the bed frame, during one of the very few times we had sex (we were together for a year and a half).
EDIT: Simon !!!! Ahahaha forgot about that ginger prick. I really liked him, he told my he was afraid he'd be my sailor. I fell in love because he rejected me, I was "everything [he] could've wanted but [he] wouldn't admit it"
Alex. Alex was in that bed a lot. Alex. Probably one of the most staining memories of a guy is his. Whether it was all the sex or all the crying, he definitely had an impact.
Séraph. Ahhh Séraph. Love of my life. 4 years of the greatest, purest, most beautiful love. If you ever see this, you set the bar really high you know ? Tough to top you x
Ludovic. Worst sex I've ever had (sorry, it's up there with daft-punk guy). Worst I've been treated. He's bringing me to ikea in a few days to get my new mattress.
EDIT: Clément! Gave me head in the middle of the day and I stopped him because I was ashamed of the time I took. Very stupid idea. I should see him soon to make some music
(Then there's the friends, and the people I wish had stayed here. Julie. Annabelle. My dad. My mom. That guy I won't admit because it's very fresh and I'm quite ashamed. Adn of course wwe can't forget Bibi)
All of them. Ghosts. Their smell in the walls and their hand on the door. None of them really fullfilling the romantic needs a woman could have. Gosh, did I love in that appartment. For 20mn, for an hour, for years and years on end. For better, for worse, in sickness and in health.
I think I was very loved also. You don't look at a woman like that without loving her at least a little.
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I met someone I could've easily fallen in love with. I think he would've been in love to. I am banned from loving anyone until I get a few things in my head. 1. The only time I felt like someone loved me how I wanted them to, it was out of sickness
2. I deserve more than this. I want to have converstions for hours on end and I want to learn and teach and and and and
3. Care and sex cannot but currency for affection. A guy telling you you're amazing when he's drunk doesn't mean much. And you shouldn't have to hold on to that like a precious object
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All my books (ok not the cooking ones) are packed. Some are from high school. Some a week ago
I feel like I'm going to throw up
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dreg-heap · 1 year
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I posted 16,618 times in 2022
That's 7,894 more posts than 2021!
533 posts created (3%)
16,085 posts reblogged (97%)
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I tagged 903 of my posts in 2022
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#youtube - 5 posts
#my face - 4 posts
#fucking love peyton - 4 posts
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#youre about to lose 2048 with that tile setup - 3 posts
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Longest Tag: 138 characters
#this but its true crime podcasters listing what im doing as if theyre baffling hallmarks of my personality and clear signs of future crime
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
The only constellation I can reliably identify is the big dipper, why isn't that one in the zodiac
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And you call him Harry "Styles" despite the fact that he
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Whenever anyone smokes on succession it feels so forced. None of these people are addicted to nicotine because they won't feel real pleasure until they see a small animal die for the first time
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#2
George's date: I really appreciate you calling me back, I'm SO sorry about the whole "he/him" thing[laughs]
George: [chuckles] oh don't even worry about it. It was the top of the deck! I'd probably him me too
George's date: Right, right, well I'm sorry anyways–oh, wait, hang on–[she flags down the waiter] excuse me, she has a FLY in her soup!
[Closeup on george]
[Slap bass, cut to Jerry's appartment]
Jerry: Oh come on, what's wrong with she/her?!
George: it's patronizing! Do I look like a she/her to you?! Do I look like I have a she bone in my body?!
Jerry: Well certainly not in public! But you said any pronouns! Which ones would you be happy with?
George: None! No pronouns! It's too revealing! No-pronouns George, that's what they'll call me from now on!
Jerry: No-pronouns George! Unbelievable!
[Kramer bursts in]
Kramer: Did you guys hear they're kicking the puppy play club out of pride?! This is criminal! We BUILT this community!
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My #1 post of 2022
We used to make posts about loki on here
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