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had to talk to a dr today and im in the weird mental place of not feeling great and knowing i should feel better and thats been rough but then when the dr is like yeah something is totally wrong and recognizes whats going on its like...woah hold on now...

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i def think my professor hates me this is a VILE era of discouragement

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the best thing rn happening is my piercing bump has gone down. (btw if you have a piercing bump mine was on my nose and I used made a paste with salt and water, and applied it constantly when I was in my dorm to my nose, and slept a few nights with it on my nose, and then used acne patches in between salt paste times and it seems to have really helped also use salt spray!!! )

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guys im getting sooooo back into folk-adjacent indie.

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i'm fine. (men with guitars. wow. wow. wow. wow.)

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oh no music videos are making me sad (this is not surprising)

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i looovvveee being sooooo normal about things (i'm about to binge watch music videos)

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i had some very deep thoughts about unconditional love while eating hummus watching the met gala last night and the thoughts formed because I thought oh no one will love me I'm eating hummus watching the met gala :( but then i considered the right person will eat hummus and watch the met gala with me and i thought that was a nice idea

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want y'all to know that I’m currently obsessed with Christian Lee Hutson like I cannot fully express the itch that his music scratches in my brain, it has been weeks now of playing the same two albums on a loop

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comedic!!?!?? crying that’s saur funny

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uh oh guys…just looked up perfume that smells like cigarettes

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do they like. have beef with each other

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i am currently in the funniest era of my music listening like i have peaked here i am in comedic awe of whatever is going on in my head creating this musical taste

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obsessed with this lyric

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i love concerts i love them so much. saw one of my most favorites ever she was so so so incredible!!! found a new artist that was cool!! took a picture with him too!! music!!! concerts!!! vinyls!!! tshirts!!! i love concerts!!! ❤️❤️❤️

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guys...guys he said he's noticed the songs I listen to on last fm and our spotify friend activity and told me he's been in competition with with on last fm and wanted to finally tell me and I literally have been doing the same thing to omg

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oh i’m feeling so anxious and it could go so badly or so fine but i won’t know until it happens

(going to a concert with a friend that’s nice to me instead of the friend who’s mean to me who i’ve been to concerts with before and has said we should go to every concert together but the last one i almost just didn’t go because they were so hard to be around then whole almost 3 hour drive and 3 hour wait and i didn’t tell them about this one but i’m trying to figure out what to do because it’s fine like the tickets are bought and the friend i’m going with is nice and doesn’t make me want to cry within minutes of hanging out but i guess i’ll figure it out as it goes because posting pictures if i get and is fun and videos later and then hopefully they will be fine but idk ugh i don’t like feeling like this and i mean it’s fine because it’s my life and aaaaaaaaaaa ya know ugh)