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suztimes · 2 years

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Woaaaaahhh

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suztimes · 2 years

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To the Soulmate I am yet to find!

Hey,it's been a long approximately six years that i has come across the concept of soulmates and started finding one made for me.Out of all the ten thousand (approx)people i have come across you were found nowhere.I want to meet you i want to tell you so much that has happened.I want to tell you the times i have made mistakes because I know my soulmate will understand me.I want to give up my control of life for sometime and let time flow without being scared of it.I want to be happy without calculating the consequences of it.I want to meet people casually without having the fear of fucking up every relation i have again.I want to become a normal human being.I want to bring down my brain to ease.

I am tired of worrying.I am tired of pleasing.I want answers.Answers to questions like -

Why has happiness always stayed with me for such less time?

Why have the people i loved walked away?

Why am I always feeling that i didn't do enough?

Why can't I choose to do things in a way i like them?

How much time do i have to spend waiting for things to become my way?

I act like i need nobody,playing the role of the lover and the loved both,what extra thing can a person do to make me happy?

When will I feel safe enough to finally say i do not like things a certain way?

Will i ever get that liberty?

Will Someone ever understand me and help me take the present first without worrying about the future?

Will Someone ever come up and say i will take care of you?

Always been bold and tough will i ever get to be soft and emotional?

Will i ever get to feel like a girl without thinking i would disappoint my parents or that i would get into trouble?

Will i ever get to say that i am scared of this world,who just pushes me and keeps walking?

Hey mate, I am waiting for you.....Take your time but just know I am waiting...

Faith and hope,

Suzrain

#love #feelings #writing #motivation #thoughts #confidence #courage #goodness #quotes #life #soulmate

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suztimes · 2 years

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It's funny I'd say

I was broken two years back and i wanted to place to anonymously talk about it.This was that place of mine.And when i left this place about 9 months ago i think or more i began writing in the notepad of my tab.All those words whenever I got back to were mere nightmares and all i could do was pity my younger self.So i deleted all of my notes.I am making a comeback here.The more loudly i used my words here the more heard and catered to i felt here.I had a bunch of friends who were amazing but now chat rooms have been dissolved and i have lost touch with them.For whatever time i had them it was the best.This place is amazing,silently politely giving you the comfort to express yourself.You can come and go like me.But you will not forget this place.Its where people's identities are their opinions and their chosen art.Mine here is writing and singing.

When i came back to Tumblr and saw my videos from two years ago.I felt good and proud of my decision to come and pour myself here.

Love and love always,

Suzrain

#love #writing #thoughts #courage #confidence #feelings #quotes #goodness #motivation #life #LGBTQ #Honest

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suztimes · 2 years

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Waiting for season two

#arcaneedit #arcane #vi #happy

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I wish I had wings!!!!

#love #motivation #thoughts #feelings #writing #confidence #quotes #courage #life #goodness #freedom

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suztimes · 2 years

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Where every other relationship turns into a compromise eventually let's learn true love from these two goddesses!!!♥️♥️♥️♥️love you guys!!Wish to transform my life into something so happy and wish to inculcate the strength you people have portrayed!!!!! #trends#happy #loveyourself #love #sufimalik #anjalichakra #lgbtq🌈 #life https://www.instagram.com/p/CWgyPjthYLB/?utm_medium=tumblr

#trends #happy #loveyourself #love #sufimalik #anjalichakra #lgbtq🌈#life

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suztimes · 2 years

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#kristen stewart #happiest season #lgbtq+#love #is #no rules #edits

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Very happy of this!! https://www.instagram.com/p/CWWPRyvhRXb_C6AfhAC8uHBzxp7AizOl-rSl7U0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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suztimes · 2 years

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“My life is a struggle between my need for acceptance, my fear of rejection, and a desire to not care at all.”

— Unkown

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suztimes · 2 years

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#love #writing #feelings #motivation #thoughts #courage #quotes #confidence #life #goodness #hessa #tessa #hardin #after #wuthering heights #annatodd #wattpad

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suztimes · 2 years

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#hessa #after #hero fiennes tiffin #josephine langford #after we fell #after we collided #anna todd #writing #wattpad

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suztimes · 2 years

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Self Discovery

How does it feel sometimes when you face the reality and see yourself tied in the strings of rules, regulations, expectations and misery of what people think.The same strings devised by the people who don't hesitate to bitch about others not understanding their conditions and do not care to assess their ownselves before creating norms for others ....

It's ironic even if we stay as they want us to stay they are never satisfied...

Pick up a pen and make a scribble and then fit in the attributes you actually want in yourself make sure the page is completely scribbled.Compress and put in your attributes and include yourself fully into it- when it comes to things like your smirk,your slangs whatever speaks about you.All the things that make you without knowing whether it's right or wrong.Put it in.Try it

It will take a good amount of effort in incorporating your own self into that scribbled page.Look at yourself.You were a blank paper when you came here in this world.See how everybody is scribbling something for you to be.See how difficult it is to actually see who you want to be and what you actually are.Its time when you realise something's good only if you judge it as it is not because somebody said its right.