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I ate brownies today and yoghurt and banana and heaps but healthy and I feel good about myself and I think I’m gay but that’s ok

Thanks for listening

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I don’t know if this makes sense but it makes sense to me. Sometimes you just feel bankrupt so ya know what I’m going to declare bankruptcy

#anor3xia #anoressic #anorektyczki #anorexjc #buliimix #bulim1a #bulimyc #anorecca #anorekic #hungry #anorecya #mental instability #depressing post #anxeity

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Honestly, fuck pasta

#anorexjc #anoressic #anorektyczki #bulim1a #anorecca #bulimyc #buliimix #anor3xia #anorekic #hungry #mental disorder #aneroxia nervosa #food sucks

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unfortunately im very self aware

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mother: I’m going to be gone for a couple hours, relax and make yourself some dinner!!

me: ok! Sounds good!

my various mental illnesses: I’m about to end this girl’s whole life.....

#anor3xia #anorecca #anorektyczki #anoressic #restricted eating #eating problems #eating disoder things #bulim1a #bulimyc #bulimja #buliimix #hunger tw #bullimia #bulimxa

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Wow my views on food and life are so fucked right now, could totally run away and not regret it

#anorecik #anor3xia #anorecca #anorektyczki #anoressic #bulim1a #buliimix #bullimia #anorexik #anorex1c #anorecya #restricted eating #eating disoder things #ed related #eating problems #get help

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#anorecca #anorekcia #anor3xia #anorexjc #anorektyczki #anxeity #intrusive thoughts #tw obsession #anorekic #bulimyc #bulimja #bulim1a #hungry #buliimix #anarecia

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Me: fuck this disease, I’m gonna have three brownies cuz I want them and they taste good and I know better my favourites. Yasssss recovery ✨✨✨

Me, after swallowing the last bite: fUCK

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my life rn:

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I just binged and I can’t tell if it was binging or my brain wanting recovery I’m so confused I can’t

I just feel obligated to say this...

… The things I post here are unhealthy. They are bad. If you ever sometimes look at them and think, “That’s crazy,” or “I don’t think I want to do this anymore,” then that’s awesome. And you should hold onto that feeling.

It isn’t weak. It’s strong.

Recovery isn’t fat, or weak. It’s choosing life over death. Because you either recover or die. Ana isn’t forever. 400 calories or less a day isn’t sustainable.

So yes. I am unhealthy. This blog is unhealthy. The mindset required to follow this blog is unhealthy.

You all already know that.

I just wanted to remind all of you that if you ever, ever feel like quitting, it’s okay to quit. Despite the meanspo and the sweetspo, it’s okay. You are not actually a lardass or a fat fucker for deciding to live a real life.

That’s all. 💖

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Still don’t believe that shit

#anorexjc #anorex1c #anoressic #anor3xia #anorekic #bulim1a #buliimix #anorecya #bulimyc #hungry

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Don’t let people tell you you will feel alive and so happy when u get skinny. It crushes your spirit when you starve it causes misery

#eating disoder things #anoressic #anor3xia #anorexjc #bullimia #buliimix #bulimja #anorektyczki #anorecik

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Like cmon please shoosh I’m tired

#anoressic #anor3xia #anorecik #anorexjc #anorexik #anorektyczki #bullimia #bulim1a #eating disoder things #restricted eating #bulimyc

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True story and let’s just say they have never been so disappointed than me except the time I snuck a guy in the house but that’s a different story-

#anor3xia #anoressic #anorexjc #we starvin #hungry #bulimyc #skiiny #anorekic #anorecik

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#anor3xia #anoressic #anorektyczki #anorexik #anorexjc #anorecca #hungry #mental instability #mental breakdown #anorekic

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reminder because apparently we need it:

your ed is not an excuse to be a dick about anyone elses weight. your ed is not an excuse to be fatphobic. your ed is not an excuse to demonise, bully or make anyone feel like shit because they are overweight/obese.

fat people with eds are valid. fat peoples eds are just as serious as anyone elses and they are deserving of love and help just like everybody fucking else.

you are not better than anyone else because you are thin.

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Even if I haven’t eaten anything, she still does a 180 and attacks me

#anorektyczki #anorecca #anorex1c #anoressic #anor3xia #eating problems #seek help #ed related #fuck off #buliimix #bulim1a