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sternenteile · 2 years
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yeah, this is definitely  the weirdest rut i’ve ever been in. not only have i not been social at all lately, but i also just haven’t had the energy for... anything. the most i’ve done is gaming, and that’s about it. my mental faculties are in the gutter and, while my connection to geno and his character as a whole is as strong as it’s ever been, i’ve just had no zest lately for... anything? at all? it’s beyond just rp, and it’s making me seriously wonder if i have some kind of chronic fatigue disorder of some kind. doing bare minimum functioning is really awful nowadays. it takes a lot of effort to do as much as just typical morning routine stuff.
sooo, i’m gonna do what i should have done before and officially put myself on an indefinite hiatus until i figure out just... what’s with me? ;; i haven’t been around at all, and it’s not out of a lack of wanting to. it’s because i physically can’t. i physically can’t do anything much, and it’s honestly a little scary. it kinda makes me wonder if it’s even connected to the big C, considering the long big C is a thing, and i do have some of the more common symptoms with fatigue and brain fog (although i already had these things, they’re just worse now, so idk?)...
just know that ilu guys and i wish i had the ability to do, like... anything. i miss rping. i miss hanging in discord with the squad. i want to do these things more than anything, but my body is saying no. hopefully, i can dig myself out of this, but man... i dunno. i’m almost 30, and while that’s comparatively young, i sure ain’t the staple of health i used to be, and i ain’t getting any younger either?? i just. idk man.
so, this hopefully isn’t gonna be a goodbye, but a ‘see y’all later’ until further notice. ;v; all threads and starters from here have to be dropped, too, so i can have a fresh start when and if i can actually write again. the less i have over my head in any way, the better.
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sternenteile · 2 years
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oh hey, merry christmas, ny’all.  it’s been a while! still in kind of a slump, but i wanted to wish everyone a happy holidays! ♡ hopefully i’ll be back sooner rather than later. i miss everyone. ;v;
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sternenteile · 2 years
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Any celebrations for you this winter?
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he glances up  from his spot in the middle of the comet observatory's library, covered in tinsel from prancing lumas, their merriment making a mess of the place. he has a plate of holiday cookies in his lap, crumbs of his heinous acts dotting his mouth. from beneath the santa claus hat he's proudly wearing, geno owlishly blinks.
❝ — was there ever any doubt? ❞
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sternenteile · 2 years
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M!A you're cgi polar express tom hanks for the rest of the day
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❝ — i think you mean tom hank. ❞
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sternenteile · 2 years
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This Thanksgiving National Day of Mourning, please consider donating to:
The Native American Rights Fund
Native Wellness Institute
Warrior Women Project
Sitting Bull College
First Nations COVID-19 Response Fund
The Redhawk Native American Art Council
Partnership With Native Americans
First Nations Development Institute
Native American Heritage Association
National Indigenous Women's Resource Center
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sternenteile · 2 years
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shoves a whole slice of pie into his mouth in one go.
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sternenteile · 2 years
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nobody, absolutely nobody  spoke, not a soul... until...
❝ —— i would choose piplup. ❞ ... the bumpty bias inquisition stormed into the mushroom kingdom.
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sternenteile · 2 years
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❝ it... seems that vacation homes  are all the rage nowadays! haha... ❞ he rubs the back of his head. ❝ it... is very kind of paradise planning to be doing these things for such a lenient price. i don’t know how i would go about making poki, but... w- wait, why am i even considering this anyway? ❞
does he even need a vacation home, like... ever? period? for what? he essentially has three entire places that he calls home: rose town, the comet observatory, and, of course, the star haven. heck, he could even call starborn valley a sort of old home, given merle has so warmly welcomed him to come by any time (and he may just for the holidays). that would make four, right? why would he need a fifth?!
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sternenteile · 2 years
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an rp guide to making drafts more fun and less stressful
if you’re like me you tend to stockpile replies like you’re preparing for the apocalypse, and there are times when i look at that large number (across multiple blogs whoops) and wonder WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I DONE I WILL NEVER DO ALL OF THESE.
BUT FEAR NOT. i have compiled a list of tips i’ve gathered over my 13+ years of rping that have made chugging out responses as stress free and fun as possible. take them or leave them, i hope you find some use in it!
       1. never ever EVER EVER give yourself a “due-date” DON’T DO IT. PLEASE DON’T. I MEAN IT. you can set a goal, that’s awesome. say, ‘hey! i want to get x amount of drafts done today’, but don’t ever tell yourself you HAVE to. this is a hobby, for FUN. when you go into your drafts with a due-date, you go into your drafts with initial stress and if you don’t meet your self-determined quota you’re going to feel bad and you should never feel bad when you write for fun. when you sit down to do drafts just tell yourself, i’m gonna work on these today and see where i get. as long as the only concrete goal you give yourself is to try, then you’re already on the right track!
       2. first thoughts, jot them down! when you go to draft your posts/like it/save it/whatever you do to keep track of your drafts, you should try to jot down a few “first thoughts” before you do so. this is just something i do personally, it’s always helped me out. when i get a reply from my partner, before i go to draft it, i make some bullet points where i would respond; my muses initial internal reaction, possible dialogue, and my muses initial external response. even if you come back to it a week later and take a gander at the reply in your drafts, you can gloss over what you wrote down to try and bring some inspiration back for the reply. you can change your mind, keep it the same, whatever. it just helps brings you back to how you first responded to the reply and spark some creativity.
       3. respond in the order you want to, not the order received this isn’t a job at the local diner, you don’t have to rotate drafts like FIFO (first in first out.) your reply isn’t going to ‘spoil’ the longer you have it in your drafts. if one draft jumps out at you more than the other, DO THAT ONE. your rp partner will (they should) understand muses can be fickle and you have preferences. when you force yourself to do a draft, it tends to come out less than stellar, or not like you wanted, and you’ll just frustrate yourself further.
       4. when you DO decide to sit down and write drafts, get comfy! listen to music? like white noise? need some generic background noise? put that shit on! even if you’re responding mobile in class (shame on you) or at home naked in your bedroom, try to make yourself as comfortable as possible. me? i prefer silence or soft ambient music in the privacy of my room, but that’s just a preference. i tend to write better when i feel the most comfortable. 
       5. TALK TO YOUR RP PARTNERS!!!! trust me i doubt they are going to mind if you head into their im/skype/inbox/whatever and ask questions you have as they come along. if there’s something in their reply you want clarified to help you in yours, ASK! even if there’s no question, i highly encourage you talk to who you’re writing with, especially for longer, more plotted threads; it’s no secret that you tend to write better with people you know/get along with. ask them to chat about their muse in that specific setting, maybe talk over a couple possibilities in the near future, get some inspiration just by chatting. i understand for some of us, talking with others we don’t know is a daunting task, but just try to remember we’re all here for the same reason; we want to write, and have fun, and be creative. the worst thing someone can say to you when you ask for feedback or input is ‘no’, and tbh if they say that then i think you’ve dodged a bullet lmfao
       6. PRAISE YOURSELF for the love of god don’t be ashamed to say HEY I DID ONE DRAFT TODAY GO ME. even if its one out of 100, you still DID IT and that’s AWESOME! the more you congratulate yourself and the more you believe in what you create, the easier creating more will be. 
       7. don’t be afraid to back out of some things this one is the hardest for me to follow, because i love everyone i write with and i tend to not want to let go of threads. but if there’s that one draft you constantly look at every time you try to get some done and it just makes you sad because you’re not sure, you’re never sure how to respond, maybe it’s time to move along. that feeling effects your overall mood and tends to make writing for other drafts more difficult. DO NOT FEEL BAD WHEN YOU DO THIS, DON’T YOU DARE. think of it more as…putting it aside for the time being. you can always revisit that particular plot/scenario at a later date, and your rp partner will understand. if they don’t, if they pressure you to keep a draft that only proceeds to upset you when you go into your drafts, you do not need to write with them. repeat after me, my lovely creative nuggets, you do not owe anyone anything. you don’t. i repeat, THIS IS FOR FUN. this is a hobby. you are not getting paid and unless your rp partner is paying you by the word, do not let them control what you reply to and when. 
       8. don’t be afraid to start NEW things don’t punish yourself. i see it all the time, people joke about having too many drafts and yet they do starter calls, reblogs memes, whathaveyou. THATS OK STOP FEELING BAD ABOUT IT! if you need some creative juices flowing, and your drafts don’t look appealing, then reblog that meme! ask for some starters! as long as you keep writing, inspiration will find you in time, i promise. 
       9. HAVE FUN. i’ve said it like 89745974 times but i cannot stress it enough. rping is for fun. it should always make you feel better, not worse. if it takes you two days to do 20 drafts, or two weeks to do 1, that’s ok. the more you worry about ‘losing followers’ or interest in your muse, the more stressed youre going to make yourself which in turn makes focusing harder which makes writing harder and then your drafts contiue to sit even longer. it’s a vicious cycle we all fall into sometimes, and that’s ok. just because you’re stressing about it doesn’t mean you’re terrible, we all do. just TRY to recognize the signs when you’re doing it, and pep yourself up. talk to someone. maybe just chat about your muse with a friend if you can. if you get drafts done by the end of the day, great! if you don’t, you don’t, and that’s ok too.
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sternenteile · 2 years
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sternenteile · 2 years
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he was given a gyroid,  but alas... it seems it isn’t really working. as he holds it, it just kind of... does... nothing? shakes it up and down??? hello???
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sternenteile · 2 years
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champion... bunny.
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☆☆  ❝ B-bunny?! ❞
As much as he understood the common misconception of what exactly he was, being called a small forest creature was nevertheless always a shock to the system for the champion. And anyway, when was the last time you saw a rabbit with a long tail floating in the air? He was definitely not even close in appearance to a rabbit, right? Right?
☆☆  ❝ I assure you, you speak to a human, a champion no less! I am no rabbit! ❞ The crack in his already squeaky voice did not help to sell his standing at all. Light cleared his throat, trying his best to resume conversation, ❝ I-In any case…I travel with three companions. Two humans, boy and a girl, and a tiger beastman. ❞
I wasn’t like he couldn’t trust them to fend on their own, all three of them were capable in their own ways and unlike most ports in the Endless Blue this one seemed friendly enough. He simply couldn’t help to feel unease given how consistently getting separated has brought them nothing but trouble.
sure, he isn’t the conventional rabbit,  but as far as geno is concerned, any rabbit is valid when those he knows best are celestial. the most unorthodox bunnies are still bunnies, come underwhere or high water. the only offered reason that this isn’t a bunny is the direct rebuttal, in fact! funnily enough, as adamant as geno would be that this is a rabbit, he isn’t quite so with the idea of him being human. this... is in no way a human? at all? in what stretch of the multiverse would this be considered a human? ahh, earthly beings are so cute sometimes, being so silly. just add that to the many other reasons he finds them so endearing!
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that does, however, present a problem. if this very rabbit-looking guy is ‘human’, what else classifies as ‘human’ to them? what classifies as a ‘tiger beastman’, even? it’s like his mind is being launched into some bizarro world over here. it’s weird.
❝ do the humans look like... you, by any chance—— or like? ❞ actual people? maybe that’s a little offensive, considering light’s reaction to being called a rabbit wasn’t so receptive. ❝ how do i put this—— like bipedal, hardly hairy, skin-showing...? ❞ he waves his hands as if to draw the outline of a human, fails miserably at it, gives up, and just resorts to the only other way he knows how to say it. ❝ you... you know, not like you? ❞
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sternenteile · 2 years
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*hands you fruit gummy(singular)*
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❝ oh! thank you!! ❞ he is awfully enthusiastic for just one (1) singular fruit gummy, but let it be known that it is all genuine. it's so cute, too! it's a little gummy that reminds him vaguely of a bear... or a bunny? he isn't sure, but he loves it. it's almost too cute to eat—— almost, thought as geno bites its head right off. bone apple teeth.
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sternenteile · 2 years
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 @lapinferno​.
"just stop caring about time, it's fake anyways"
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❝ the only time that exists  is snackadiddly doo time.
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❝ ... that’s what the lumas call it, not me. ❞
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sternenteile · 2 years
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❝ i still can’t understand  daylight savings time. you aren’t really saving any daylight. your planet’s orbit around the sun is the same. sunrise and sunset come at different times, but the times aren’t different. you’re just forcing an unnecessary adjustment to your sleep and your daily life that most people i’ve met seem to complain about. so, then... why do it? ❞
bites into his sandwich. you silly planet-bound people and your dumb rules.
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sternenteile · 2 years
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geno singing in his language:  cute, soft chimes and whistles. maybe it’s off-tune and totally the wrong pitches, and by that, i mean it very much is—— but it at least sounds cute and charming to hear.
geno singing in any other language:
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i hope you didn’t cherish your ear drums.
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sternenteile · 2 years
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eyoo back @ it again with the roleplaying but this time it’s kromer flavored-
anyways feel free to boost your pal mori and his take on spamton g. spamton from deltarune [ everyone’s favorite weird puppet man !! ]
don’t forget to scope the rules and have fun y’all <3
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