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Xtro Directed by Harry Bromley Davenport (1982)

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Ghost photographs by Angela Deane

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"oh homeless people are just gonna use your money to buy drugs" and? and?? the government uses my tax money to buy bombs and cops, you think I care if someone in a shitty situation uses money I gave them to feel marginally less shitty? fuck off!

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Unknown Cryptid?

#that's fun #cryptids #video

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I wish. Apparently you can't give up until you're dead so I guess nvm

I give up

#I don't care if it makes sense I'm moody #lol #vent

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I give up

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When a train airs up, it doesn't mean anything. It's just gonna tease you and continue to sit there for another fucking hour

#scribbles

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The other day, my friend mentioned that a dude who gave us a ride in NM and then hooked him up with worked, just casually asked him one day of he would ever fuck me.

It honestly fucks with my head the fact that people think of me in that way. Even if they don't wanna do it with me, they for some reason feel the fucking need to entertain the idea of me in a seggsual way.

Yeah, yeah, I know, "it's natural", "people with uteruses do that too", "stop being pc".

It's not like I can stop anyone. No matter how I dress, how I act, or how disgusting I make myself out to be, people STILL sexualize me. And it FUCKS with me, BAD.

Ever since I was a young child, I hated living in such a sexual world. I HATE it with a burning passion.

I hate to admit that I've done it. My present partner is my first and last, because I hate it.

I hate being sexualized.

I hate having genitals.

And I hate how being a chick on the street automatically makes me a whore or easy in everyone's eyes.

I hate it.

Maybe it is trauma, idk from what.

But I don't need seggs.

I'm not flattered when someone thinks I'm seggsy.

I just wanna stop being perceived.

Or at least perceive me as a person, not a piece of meat.

I literally do not look at a single person and think, "I'd bang", or "I wouldn't bang".

Like ????? Why how do people think like that so naturally?? It's so fucking weird, it baffles me.

I'm not tryna shit all over everyone's natural drives and urges; I'm just saying, I wish there was a way I could be left out of it.

I don't mean to spill my dirty laundry all over the place (but I gotta vent), but I cry, it fucks with me so much. I wanna be viewed and treated as a person with potential and a life where sex doesn't exist. But that's near impossible to do....

#vent

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Slowly getting back into drawing and writing again.

Still kinda wanna die tho lmao 😂😮🔪😂

#scribbles

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I don't want us to be erased and to be lumped together with tweaker homebums.

Yuppies are stupid enough and already can't tell the difference.

Maybe I'm being too harsh. Cause quite frankly, the entire outlook on homelessness itself needs a LOT of work done.

Trust me, I'm aware a lotta homebums suck; they fly a sign at the same corner 24/7 for YEARS; and they don't do anything to improve their situation, they rob people, and they spend their days chasing a drug.

THESE are the kinda of homebums that make it harder for travelers to survive, and their numbers are rapidly growing.

There's also the reluctance to share any of our culture, for fear of exploitation.

But trust me, the trust fund hipster kids are already blowing up the rails and spange; they're already out here in their brand new bigass #vanlife vans.

Honestly, we might as well salvage all we can.

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Coming to Chicago feels like coming home

#scribbles

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I'm sick of travelers dying and then everything they've made and done fading into a memory.

And I'm sick of "the hobo king" talking about hustling up new recruits as tho we're a fucking gang.

I wanna do something for travelers, ya know, the ones that already exist.

#scribbles

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I’m not doing anything wrong by living at my own pace

#reminder

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Accidentally hopped a train to Denver; took a cheap bus out to the Rockies (Ute and Cheyenne land) to kick it with a friend who's been working out here.

#mine #nature #hobo #colorado #the rockies #waterfall #mountains

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This blog is only for fuckups, burnouts, losers, criminals and the mentally ill btw

#mood

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Welp, ended up getting on the once a week Denver train

#just our luck #eh #been meaning to see Colorado anyhow #scribbles