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Something that me and Todoroki have in common is the daddy issues

My dad an ass

BITCH PREACH- welcome to the daddy issues club🤩 i am a proud member and that isn’t changing :)

#chatting with hero

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ayo character anons it would be really sexy if you talked to me

#chatting with hero #help me procrastinate my hw #please

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losing face I suna rintarou

yes. im doing a part 3 :) i love this series so i'm probably going to do the whole album (im sorry y'all) PSA: all the characters here are in college/have a job, because we don't stan underage drinking here

part one part two

fuck my life

suna was laying on his bed, unable to sleep, making quick glances at the clock every few minutes, seeing the time pass from 3 am, to 3:10, to 3:15... he sighed, knowing that he wasn't going to get any sleep (yet again), and got up, stretching his arms, as he dragged his feet to the bathroom. he flicked on the lights and squinted, temporarily blinded by the sudden change in lighting. as his eyes adjusted, he stood there, looking at himself in the mirror.

is this really me?

he shook his head, as if to reset the reflection in the mirror, to what he was before you broke up with him. as he stared at the figure, hair a mess, face pale and almost transcluvent, and eye bags so dark they rivaled his black hoodie he was wearing, all wrinkled and creased. suna looked like a ghost. and the thing is, he was. without you, he was nothing but a shell of what he was before, nothing but a emotionless robot, intent on doing nothing but rot away, secluded and silent, with lifeless eyes and weary bones. without you, his life has lost all meaning, and after the last voicemail he sent you, he lost all sense of hope that you were coming back. he turned off the lights, not wanting to see himself anymore, and stumbled to the kitchen, opening up his mini fridge and pulling out a can of cheap beer. as he slumped in a nearby chair, he popped the tab of the can and took a long swig. this was his life. every day the same. dont sleep, wallow in sadness, refuse to speak to anyone, and repeat.

what have i become?

suna took out his phone, and immediatley opened instagram, to see if you posted anything about your new boyfriend. you did. he rolled his eyes as he looked at the post. you were beaming, as you were getting a piggy back ride from your new s/o, who was smiling just as wide. the world looked perfect in that post, even the light was a golden hue. he groaned a loud fuck as he turned off his phone, unable to see you so happy, while he is so fucked up. he finished the rest of his beer and crushed it. absentmindedly throwing it into the overflowing trash can. as he sat down once again, a sudden memory rushed into his head, giving him whiplash. it was a memory of you, back when you guys were still together. and happy. you and suna were at a local cafe, eating the specials and sharing a drink. you were laughing at some stupid thing he said, and he had a light smirk on his face. after your giggles subsided, you looked at the cafe sign, and started to speak.

"you know, we should start a cafe together, when we are like, old and married."

"you know i can't cook for shit, how tf would i help"

"your good looks would bring in customers."

it was suna's turn to laugh, as he gave you a light kiss on the cheek.

"sure. that sounds like fun."

and as soon as the memory started, it was over, the happiness shattering like broken glass, as suna was brought back to reality by the ringing of his phone. he was about to turn it off, thinking it was just a spam caller, or osamu, trying to make him see sense, but he noticed your name. he immediatley stood up straight in his seat, lightly wincing at the sudden change in posture, and then picked up the phone, and answering.

"hey."

"hey suna. um- i heard your voicemail..."

"forget it. please. i was mad, and i just ended up fucking this entire situation even more."

"i think you meant what you fucking said suna. i was just calling to give you a piece of my mi-"

"can i just have a chance to speak?"

"why the fuck would i let you do that?"

"please"

you stopped talking, and suna thanked every god that he could think of, happy that you actually agreed."

"first and foremost, oh let it be said my dear,"

"dont call me dear"

"i was going to be a good boyfriend to you, so this is not an act of spite, it's a visceral breakthrough."

"cut the poetic crap and spit out what you want to say."

"secondly i know i haven't been that great, you know the way i can be. today im fucking drunk, like i have been every single fucking day. you've lost a piece of you in me, but i've lost all my past."

"oh so am i supposed to forgive you since you are now a drunken bastard?"

"is he better than me? has he seen more to this life? can he smoke more? can he fuck more? can he break me? can he break you? oh, I don’t know what i’m to do. i don’t know what I’ll fuckin' do."

you stopped talking, hearing how serious suna was about this. his voice cracked, like he was on the verge of tears, and then continued.

"i've seen our café, i've clocked our plans. oh, what could have been. if you didn’t go and fall in love, and ruin everything. i've seen him. i've been him. i've felt the same way, so in love with everything about you, that you will just- do anything to see you smile. i've seen him going out with you. i've seen what he can do, so touch him, and break me, as i see him doing everything that i wanted to do with you."

"i ruined everything? you literally cheated on me. don't go victimizing yourself, like you always fucking do. when are you going to realize that you are the problem, not me. thanks for that sob story and everything, but i don't want to talk to you until you come to terms with your own toxicity, so call me back when that happens."

you hung up, and he sat there, frozen, for at least 30 seconds, trying to process what just happened.

am i really the problem?

am i the reason why everything is fucked up?

am i?

suna slouched once again, realizing you were right. he turned off his phone once again, and sighed.

how am i supposed to change?

i hope you enjoyed!

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sortavibing · 3 years

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Y'ALL GIVE ME A CHARACTER FOR THE 3RD PART OF THE YOUR CITY GAVE ME ASTHMA DRABBLES SERIES

#chatting with hero

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no like did you srsly just go search for a road sign that you thought i was- im-

yes. yes i did.

#chatting with hero #kozu-zumi.mp4

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what was that -

a road sign🤠

#chatting with hero #kozu-zumi.mp4

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villain

I know some of them pity you. They think you must be exhausted carrying around that much resentment, that much anger. I know what you did, though, what it must have taken to get here. You had no fall from grace; you walked into the pit, eyes open, feet planted firmly on the staircase. And so be it. It's an effective lifestyle, if you're willing to commit to it. I'm sure you'll get where you're going. And then they'll see, they'll all see--because that's what's important, isn't it?

tags: @tsumushima @m00nlightwrites @xstar-kidx

take this archetype quiz and tell me your result!

your result: lover

You are so full of love and light; you value the people around you more than anything. I hope you find what you’re looking for. I hope you find the right people at the right time and that your world is full of love; I hope your love is returned to you, properly, and that you don’t ever get too hurt (because you’re prone to it, aren’t you?). You deserve that, you deserve the world. I wish you the best. Also, I’m serious, read the last lines of the minecraft end poem if you haven’t, I think you’ll like it.

tagging: @moonlit-xio @ainumu @whipped-cream-writings; if anyone i haven’t tagged would like to participate please feel free to do so as well.

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#this man #this motherfucking man #im not saying he can do anything to me and id say thank you but-#yuhh

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sortavibing · 3 years

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Ahh you can never go wrong with a passionate red ❤️🌹 - Tamaki 💖

mhm... here you go! (i hand you a can of ultra red monster) the first sip is a little... strong, but the shakes are normal! enjoy :)

#chatting with hero #tamaki.mp4 #i love this anon #so much

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sortavibing · 3 years

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ayo bitches- should i make more of those longer fics that are based of songs or should i stick to mostly hcs? (also i think i want to finish the entire album that i based teh suna angst on, but idk what character to do yet)

#chatting with hero

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me, suna, kyoutani, kenma, tanaka

i agree with the first one😩 goddammit now I'm thinking about these and i like ittt

#chatting with hero #bitch i just saw this in my drafts where i accidentally saved it #sorry sexy #tsumushima.mp4

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I have never heard of a “energy drink” before - Tamaki 💖

bitch- well do i have something exciting for you :) which color is your favorite?