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happy vs pain

requested by schmicosmalec

#WHY THO #WHY #PAIN

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EUGH I LOVE THIS BEAN AAAAAAA EVEN THOUGH HE GOT HURT HE DIDN’T REFLECT IT BACK AAAAAA BLESS HIS SOUL THANKS

#yaaaas #LEVI SCHMITT #BLESS

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HAHAHA OH MY GOD I LOVE HIMM AAAAAAAAAAAA

#BLESS HIS SOUL #AAAAAAA #LEVI SCHMITT #YAAAS #I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

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Nico Kim and the Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day

(Alternate title for 15x22)

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just wanna sit on his lap and feel him get hard

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you can see it from his eyes.

his love.

his concern.

and his pain.

#LEVI SCHMITT #HIS EYES SAYS IT ALL #I LOVE HIM AND I WANT TO PROTECT HIM #AM SORRY BUT WHATEVER HAPPENS I'M WITH THIS TINY BEAN ALL THE WAY #THE WAY HE LOOKS AT NICO EUGH #SCHMICO #BUT ANYWAYS LET'S SEE WHAT HAPPENS BECAUSE I'M STILL IN PAIN #I KNOW IT'S DIFFERENT FOR OTHER PEOPLE #BUT WHEN SOMEONE LOOKS AT YOU LIKE THIS #YOU DON'T DESTROY THEM AND BRING THEM DOWN WITH YOU #I HOPE THEY RESOLVE THIS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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THAT SCHMICO SCENE WITH THIS ENERGY. BIG OOF

#OOFFEST OF OOOOFFSS #SCHMICO #LOL BYE I'M STILL DAMAGED #I'M STILL HURT

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deep dark thoughts/fears:

the last thing i want to see is levi losing all or a part of that confidence he’s accumulated (mostly by himself) because the person he least expected to hurt him... well hurt him...

#LEVI SCHMITT #MY BABY #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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THE MOMENT WHERE I DIED.

FROM CONCERN TO HURT.

#THE FIRST GIF STILL KILLS ME #I CRI

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APSODKFHAHAHAHA OH MY GOD I IMAGINED TEDDY BEING LIKE THIS

@orthoglasses pointing out that nico started his fellowship YEAR when teddy came back pregannt af and that his YEAR is almost over

#I CAN'T WTFFF #TEDDY WILL BE PREGNANT #FOREVER APPARENTLY #ETERNALLY PREGNANT

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LEVI’S FACE ON THE SECOND GIF FROM CONCERN TO JUST....

WHY IS THIS IN GIF.

I CAN’T. I’M NOT OKAY.

BIG OOF

#THIS IS NOT OKAY #I'M NOT OKAY #BIG OOOF INDEED

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OOOFF BIG OOF. SUMMARY

I WAS NOT READY.

NICO’S WORDS STILL STINGS.

AT LEAST HE’S PORTRAYED NOT LIKE AN EXTRA OR LIKE A POLE OR TREE #3.

BETTER NEWS: I’M READY FOR THE SASSY LEVI. BITCH I’M READY. LITTLE BEAN’S SASS. BRING IT. AHHAHAHAA

#PAOSKDFPOKASDF #SCHMICO #GET READY FOR THE SASS OF THE TINY #BITCH

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ME RN

the thing though about nico not wanting levi to think of himself as a failure is that levi doesn't anymore. he's gaine so much confidence and he was finally starting to be self assured and nico decided to lash out because he was hurt and negate all the progress levi has made (all by himself i might add) with that line. failure isn't levi's whole identity and it never was and nico knows that but he just had to be a dick

Yeah!!!!!!! Unfortunately the people who love you the most know where exactly to stick that knife and twist it until it’s more than unbearable. 

Man, I also can’t stop thinking about how vicious Nico must have been feeling to say that. So so so vicious. 

#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #I'MMA TRY TO GET BACK TO WHAT I'M DOING #I'M NOT OKAY

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HE SAW THE NAMETAG OR ID... IT’S ALL A LIEEEEEE HE STILL DOESN’T KNOW AOPSKDFPOKASDF.

At least it's confirmed Nico knows Levi's name.

rOfLLLLLLL

#AHAHHAHAHAA #SCHMICO #MEND MY BROKEN HEART PLEASE WITH HUMOR

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BIGGEST MOOD EVER HAHAHAHAHA LIKE I’M NOT EMOTIONALLY READY AOSKDFPOAKSDFA

#LOL THERE GOES MY HEART #AND MY SOUL #AND YEAH PRETTY MUCH ALL #APSDFKPOAKSDF

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LOL I’M STILL TRYING TO INTERNALIZE WHAT JUST HAPPENED LIKE I HAVE WORK TO DO BUT SHIT OMG (LOL WORKAHOLIC BUT FINISHING A LOAD IN ORDER FOR ME TO HAVE TIME TO FANART OR WRITE SOMETHING ASPODKFASDF).

I DON’T HATE NICO, BUT IT WAS A BIT TOO MUCH FOR ME. I JUST WANT TO HUG LEVI RN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

BUT I GUESS IT’S GOOD THAT WE GET TO SEE NICO LIKE HAVE THESE EMOTIONS AND MAYBE WE’LL GET LIKE A BACKSTORY OR SOMETHING OR IDK AAAAAAAAAAA.

AND I WON’T DENY THAT NICO’S WORDS HURT LIKE IDK A GAZILLION METEORS COLLIDED ON MY FRAGILE HEART. I DIED A LITTLE OR LIKE MAYBE TOO MUCH. I’M JUST LIKE STARING AT THE CEILING LIKE I’M SUPPOSE TO WORK BUT ANYWAYS.

#SCHMICO #I DIED A LITTLE TOO MUCH #GOOD NEWS WE HAVE NICO WITH EMOTIONS AND STUFF #BUT IT HURTS AF TO HEAR HIM SAY THAT #SO I'MMA JUST GO TO MY CORNER AND FINISH MY STUFFS AND MAYBE I COULD GO BACK TO SKETCHING

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TBH YAAS HUMAN NICO.. BUT I’M STILL HURT LOL LIKE I’M LEVI.  BUT I HOPE FOR THE BEST OMG AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

In defence of Nico

I have to say, I’m glad that they finally showed that Nico is human. He makes mistakes, he was overconfident and it ended tragically. He lashes out when he’s hurting and then tries to act like it’s not bothering him. He’s clearly got communication issues, which we’ve seen before, he closes himself off if he’s upset with Levi instead of explaining what’s bothering him. He does all these things because he’s human. It doesn’t make it right. That was a low blow he took at Levi, it was wrong. But people don’t always do everything right. And they’ll definitely need to have a conversation about it. But the writers finally made him real. He’s not just Levi’s boyfriend anymore. He’s got his own problems and faults. They’ve laid out the tools to test this relationship, and hopefully they’ll be able to use them.

#YES I TOOK A BREAK FROM WORKING #ALL BECAUSE I WAS JUST #WOW #LIKE #AHAHHAHAHA #OMGGG NICO'S WORDS HURT #LIKE I'M MORE HURT THAN LEVI #ASPODFKPAOKSDF #SCHMICO