skinnylikeherrr2

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how i sleep after slicing my legs open

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Sh culture is knowing that it could end you, but that it's also kept you alive

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Current culture is fantasizing about cutting yourself all over and making yourself look like a tiger.

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Cutting culture is wanting to be put away into a mental hospital because you wanna get worse but also get clean to not worry anyone

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"I'm ok" I said before slashing open my arm

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one thing about me is i am not doing so well

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The moment I’m all alone and have nothing to distract me is when I fall apart and I give in to self destructive behavior

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I’m updating to say that everything went downhill from here but I’m a little less crazy so..slay?

MY MOM ACCIDENTALLY SAW MY HEALING SCARS WHEN WE WERE ON FT AND I HAD TO SAY IT WAS MY DOGS HOW DO I MAKE THEM LOOK LESS AGGRESSIVELY RED

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bitches will be like “omg no honey you’re beautiful, stop that diet! you’re literally amazing, you don’t need to lose weight” then go home and open up their calorie tracking journal and grab a can of coke zero.

sincerely, bitches

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It’s my birthday and today kinda sucked ass. It wasn’t fun and I hate the way I looked and I just felt nothing all day. Now I’m tearing up in anger and hitting myself in the head (ouch) because I want to cry but I just can’t feel anything so my body is making we yawn instead 😀🔫

#tw vent #tw self destructive behavior #tw self harm? #tw #tw anger issues #my therapist actually said I probably have anger issues #I disagree #why? #BEVAUSE HOW I ACT AND HOW I FEEL DONT CORRLATE CORRECTLY #I ACT MAD BUT I DONT FEEL SHIT

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Tbh now that I’m kinda getting help/not at my worst mentally (even though i know that once fall rolls around the seasonal depression will kick in) looking back on my old posts makes me cringe/worry cause I’m genuinely mentally ill wtf

#tw vent #tw self destructive behavior #tw self destruction #tw selfhate #tw #tw depressing stuff #like damn bitch #your fucking crazy

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Hiding in a random schools bathroom cause my family is here for a movie night and my anxiety literally made me have gas pains 😭

#tw anxiety #tw vent #tw self destructive behavior #it’s not even that serious #but the disorder is disordering

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My therapist did a screening and said I have generalized anxiety disorder….

#i mean…slay? #one diagnosis down fifteen more to go #tw therapy #I’m starting to like my therapist… #should i be concerned

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My therapist just told me that my parents read my diary….

#I still kinda don’t like her but she’s a real one for that #I’m kinda freaking out rn #tw vent

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bond between tumblr mutuals is strong in a way that other social media mutuals can rarely be because other places people will follow u bc u are pretty or funny or talented . on here people follow u if u are insane

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My dad confronted me about everything and started crying and all I could do was either cry or stare at him dead and disassociate because a bitch just wanted to come home and eat chicken nuggets and watch Ms.Marvel but of course he had to have some huge talk about life with me 💀

#I get it he cares but leave me alone plz :) #tw vent #i literally couldn’t tell him I SH like I was just silent and I could barley breath #then he said (you can let go) bro I died #Harry is that you??? #tw depressing stuff #I literally don’t know how to feel now like I just hate that he knows #I’ll do more processing and come back later

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