Me and who
Anyway thinking about death again omg😖😖😖
I hate this, why can't I live a week without thinking aboht this. I swear. I'm tired, my body is week, I hear the pearly gates opening. I just want to feel what being not me is. Craving for eternal relaxation.
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Yall ever listen to a song and thinking and d3ath.... yeah
Bro don't even play rn, this happens to much to me and it makes me sad😭😭😭 why can't I like music with my brain doing that
Going to listen to love songs to ease the pain
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This is dumb
ANYWAY long time since I posted uhhhh. Nothing new to update. Still depressed😭😭😭 uhhh yeah. New work schedule, blahhhh, imma draw
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A fairy spots something unusual...
SORRY I JUST WANT TO POST THIS CAUSE IM LOW KEY HAPPY WITH IT
SHOOOÌTTTTT I FORGOT TO [REDACTED] UGHHHHH IDC IDC IDC I'm not gonna fix it. Main reason I ain't cause it was muscle memory, I'm sure it would've looked better if I drew it differently but I sont have time for that😪😪😪
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IM GOING TONHELL😭😭😭😭😭👋👋👋👋
I know I am, on judgement day I'll appear infront of God and lie to their face "no, I've never read fanfiction in my life, trust me fr fr"
Bro imma get kicked out no way😭😭😭
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OKAY SO BECAUSE VALENTINES DAY IS IN ABOUT A MONTH ILL EXPLAIN MY FEWLSING TOWARDS LOVE
I think it's a bit silly :333 not for me!!
WAHHHH😭😭😭😭 WATCHING VUDEO AND ITS MAKEING ME SICK. IM SO SICK. I FEEL SICK TO MY STOMACH😭😭 STOP ✋️✋️✋️✋️✋️✋️✋️ TURN IT OFF✋️✋️✋️✋️
Anyway my Valentines is Nicky :333
I just want to plant little kisses on his face😭😭😭😭 hold his hand😭😭😭😭😭😭 uhhh what are other things people do when they like someone very much??? Idk, nor do I really care to learn. Like I said, romantic love is an experience I don't really care for
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WAHHHH😭😭😭😭😭😭
I HATE MYSLEF SOOOO MUCVH, I can NOT talk in the dms☹️☹️☹️☹️ idk but I feel enclosed and trapped!!!! Like.. I'd rather talk in the comments or something (under some post). Idk but I'm a dry texture and sometimes I feel like a dumb ai chat bot yknoe🙁🙁🙁
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Hey its that time again
Ummmm why
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ATOM HEART MOTHER
Imma eat cereal
Ughhhh imma watch YouTube and be cool.
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IM WINNING AT LIFE
And by winning, I mean I'm finally drawing things I've been meaning to draw for the past month or so
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I love them very much
They're very special to me....
Good night Ian, Ritchie
Tell the moon dog
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OH NOOOOOO I think my dp phase is coming to a close..... I swear I can't have this happen..... I will literally die if this happends.....
IAN PLS DONT LET THIS HAPPEN TO ME
PLS PLSP PLSPPLSPLS okay but why is he as a beach wearing a coat.... so me core
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I'm sooo angry!!!! I had 2 dreams last night, the first dream took place in school but then I thought "wait I don't go to school anymore, this is a dream!" Which made my dream world crumble I WAS SOOOO SAD I COULDVE.. ARGGGGGG. The second dream took place in my room, I found a drawing of DP as animals buuut my room was dark so I could see. I tried turning on the light but I wasn't bugging, so then I gave up and went to sleep in my bed.
Me when the drawings in my dream were PERFECT but I couldn't see them properly due to lighting....
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Ideas I need to remember
10, clowns, the idiot, stone stone, machines, stars, Tommy
Listening to DP
Im currently looking at a mirror, and my hair looks like Gillan's hair😊😊😊 I like when I see stuff like that. It makes me happy (now I'm sorta happy I didn't cut my bangs a month ago) now if only I found someone with a similar nose....
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OKAY SOOOOOI
After the things I've seen today, I'm glad I'm not the only one. That being said, I don't care anymore. Like... yeah.
Okay time to draw
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OH NOOOOOOOO MY MENTAL HEATH WAS DOING SOOO WELL WHERE DID I GO WRONG
I CANT GO BAKC I CANT GO BACK🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁
Ian... help...
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