shmitty
shmitty
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shmitty · 5 hours ago
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Cupid the next time you take aim and put your sights on me and let your Arrow fly
Just please make sure it's fatal
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shmitty · 5 hours ago
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The space between us
With everything we say
And everything we do
Brighter than the constellations
The Light Within us grew
In the Infiniti of the cosmos
That were floating through
There's one thing I will promise
If you're scared to try something new
Just stare into my eyes
To find a different View
If you orbit me
Then I will orbit you
-love addict-
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shmitty · 2 days ago
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The Descent
I had a dream
That I was with you
With my head resting in your lap
You running your fingers through my hair
The moment I got comfortable
I thought I felt your tears dripping on my face
Turned and opened my eyes to find out it was you and everything around me were melting into a black pitch I began to sink into
I
Fought and thrashed around
I struggled to breathe
But all in vain
Drew my limbs in tight
As I lay on my side
Beneath Everything
Beneath the depth
Of it all
Placed on the bottom
with the
Discarded sediments
Cold
Dark
Alone
I woke up
In the same position.
Inside
And
Out
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-loveaddict-
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shmitty · 5 days ago
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Midnight drive
Is it all for nothing
Is it all in vain
Are you here with me ?
Driving down midnight streets
Can you see the pain and desperation in my expression ?
Can you hear the screams that come from my cracked voice ?
Can feel my trembling hands?
Do you at least try wipe the choked up tears from my eyes?
I can almost see it in my head Mark in the back seat looking out the window
Mama glorie sitting in the middle
My dad sitting behind me leans up just enough to put his hand on my shoulder
And I glance to the side to see Jessica perched up in my passenger seat knees to her chest leans her head to the side smiles at me wipes the tear off my cheek
Leans in close and whispers "you know it's ok "
But it's not
I leave my mind
And I'm in by myself
And I feel so alone
Or am I
-love addict -
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shmitty · 8 days ago
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Out of range
I have a heart
Made up of yarn
With strings of fate that come from my chest and transcend all existence all space and time
And. What did they connect to? you might ask
A father
A great creator
Connects from above
From three corners below
The son
The beautiful feathered serpent
And the brothers
The gorgeous moon bird
And the cunning scape goat
And the savior
Connects from the front
But it doesn't stop there so many strings
So much cord that I've lost count
So many brilliant shades of reds and pink any you could think of
To my strong mother
To my loving father
To my faithful brother
To my beautiful daughters
And to my amazing son
To my caring aunt
To my similar uncle
And my wise grandfather
To a sinner like Mark
And a saint like Jessica
To all my family,and all my friends
But it still dose not end
Strangers so many connections
To all of them
They lead to the sky
There buried within the Earth
So many connections so many feelings
And some wonder why I'm stuck here
Because I'm bound, tangled in this knotted web of love
Sometimes I wonder what would hurt worse how the pain of how hard these heart strings are tugged on
Or ever bringing myself to cut one
Then I remember I cut my own along time ago
-love addict -
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shmitty · 10 days ago
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shmitty · 11 days ago
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Your Romeo
Night mares of exile and manipulation
Romeo to your Juliet
To stand at the entrance and watch you walk away
Is hell utter and complete hell
Your father blocking me from going any further
I stand there begging to be let past like Adam at the entrance to paradise
Yet this infernal angel is not armed with a flaming sword but I fiery tongue
I call your name he shouts
I try to look past he unfolds his wings to obstruct my view
I try to beg and reason
And
Get nothing in return but a lashing from that scorching tongue
If all are punish'd why dose it just feel like me
I hate this
I miss fair Verona
I miss my paradise
I miss you
So all alone
I consume poisons in hopes it'll bring me to your lovining arms again
Or at least to a God for answers and apologies
But it never dose and there is no acknowledgement and no amending of the honorable
So
Unlike Romeo I'll say
"I wish I was forgetful"
-loveaddict-
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shmitty · 11 days ago
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when i’m alone at night my arms still reach for you
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shmitty · 12 days ago
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Think again
If you think you want me
Think again
I'm a candle that would burn so brightly to illuminate the darkness around you
But eventually like my tears the wax will run and eventually Sear your flesh
I'm an ocean rolling by to carry your boat home but even I do not know when my calm waves will turn into a violent Tempest to tear your boat asunder and drag you under
I'm the Mountain that you climb I'll let you enjoy the beautiful view just to give Way crumble beneath your feet and watch you fall
I'm the Sun that shines above you providing warmth and light to your life but even I do not know when I'll eclipse and leave you in the Darkness
I'm the perfect dream that can in a blink of an eye convert into the worst nightmare
I'm the word that's sitting on the tip of your tongue you dare not say
The thought on the back of your mind
You wish you could forget
I am the skipped beat of your heart
And The hunger that pains you
The long walk you take that half way you turn to look wondering if you should go back
I'm the sun shining through the rain clouds
And the rainbow promising never to do it again
I'm the bird that sings at night
And the treasured trash
I'm
very
bitter sweet
So
Think again
-love addict-
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shmitty · 15 days ago
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If you wanna know what it's like to be me
Well
First of all
My heart is as big and vast like the ocean
And my mind is just as deep
The problem with this it's very easy to drift on floating through life until your lost
And even easier to sink within it when you finally notice it
I have a empathy and sympathy that is both a blessing and a curse
To were I can truly feel everything
And though this gives me more compassion, understanding and love for others around me
I have an issue in which when I put on others shoes to take a long walk I tend to have a problem trying to figure out how to take them off when they hurt my feet
I have a tendency to crave a connection to others to a point were I've saw strangers passing by and wondered about each what it might be like to be there relative,lover,or friend
And even more so in knowing that with love and affection that's one I've had a problem with to were I'd crave those natural chemicals we produce from that more than heroin
This often causes me to stick around through the most absolutely horrible abuse and to be used up till there's almost nothing left
But even so I can't hate anyone
I refuse to you can't change someone's nature no matter how bad you would wish to and if you pick up a snake because it's beautiful would you hate it anymore for coiling around and biting you
No
Because it's a snake and probably nervous and scared
The issue on the back side of this is because I've held such love for everything and everyone around me often at the end of the day there's very little to none for myself and truly I know and understand that's wrong and not fair but I carry a lot of weight being my responsibility or not
Sad but true
Art and music are my life and without them I could not survive they keep my ghost and demons at bay and ease there impact on my life
I have now a better understanding for religion and all beings within it because of my father and because of my heart and mind and being able to relate to them and though it's torture at times the world could stand to do the same
That's me in a nut shell
Idk
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shmitty · 16 days ago
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Cultivate
(Enoch the scarecrow)
I've stood here ever vigilant
My clothes old and weathered
Just like my rough burlap skin
Though I do thank you for my
Crimson stitched smile
Teaching me my Lord
That sometimes silence is golden
I've stood here ever vigilant
Over these Vineyards
And watching as you put your hands to work
Planting seeds into the dust of the earth like souls into welcome bodies
And watched as you stomped the serpent
To death out of figured that it would strike you and used it as fertilizer burying it
I've stood here ever vigilant
As your labors were rewarded with an abundance of growth and watched as the growth produced fruit
But I failed at my job as all manner of raven and crows descended upon the earth to partake of your grapes
And in there d'lites intermixing muscadine seeds to grow strangling out your grapes for substitutes
I've stood here ever vigilant
As you past judgement on these fields
And you drowned out all the plants and all the fruits they yield
Only plucking 8 grapes to save them for the seeds
And in asking the birds who was to blame
Crow past the buck onto the raven
So you shoved him in a cage
Then you threw a stone
Knocking the raven dead from the sky
Then you hung him from a tree branch for every one to see
I've stood here ever vigilant
As you've gone to work again
And as the work has produced growth and fruit again
But now the ground is burden and cursed
And it's harder to tell the difference in grapes and muscadines
So you consider harvesting what you will and burning all the rest
But I've stood her ever vigilant
Crucified to this post
And there's a place and time for silence and I guess my time is through
Because even with my button eyes I've seen the love you've put in these fields with very gentle hands
And even with these button eyes I've seen the work and effort
And you best laid plains
But if I were you and you were me
I'd tend to theses fields
And when the time was right I'd harvest
Every fruit
Because if I could unstitch my lips
I'd savor the flavors every fruit
No matter how bitter or sweet
-loveaddict-
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shmitty · 18 days ago
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shmitty · 18 days ago
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New art I just did called (casting out the darkness)
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shmitty · 19 days ago
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Shades
My favorite color is black
But I identify with gray
But my intentions are white
Nothing makes sense anymore
-love addict-
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shmitty · 20 days ago
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Do you feel wrong?
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shmitty · 20 days ago
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Jessica
Why did you have to go ?
Why did you have to leave ?
So distant and far away to gently fall asleep in the field of poppies
But you've been there for far to long
And I miss you
How can you slumber through
My lamenting lacrimation?
How can you sleep during my sorrowful screams of solitude?
And as you lay there is it me your dreaming of
I wanna fix this but I can't
I wanna pull the poison from your veins and heal your pain
I wanna sleep like you but I can't without you next to me
I want to sew my mouth shut with Crimson thread
Because I don't wanna eat unless your the one feeding me
Besides I have nothing to say besides
Whispering your tetragrammaton
I wanna eclipse my eyes
Like the way my suns been eclipsed from my life
because there is no more beauty in the place without you
I wanna tear my god forsaken heart out because that what it feels like anyway
Besides I don't want it to beat if it can not fucking beat for you
You once made me promise that we'd be ok
Why did you have to break that promise to me
Now neither of us will be
How long ?
How fucking long do I have to carry you piggy back
I've had a lot of time that's equaled up to a lot of weight
And I am so so exhausted and tired
I guess you can just call me Atlas
Because resting your beautiful face on my shoulders angel or not
You were truly my world ........
Why
Either bring the rain to wash all this away
Or please just let my tears be enough to flood this place and drowned me
Because that's what this feels like anyway
Because I can't fucking breath anymore
And it's like screaming under water
Because no one not even you can hear me
I just want you to wake up
To roll over and smile at me
I want you to wipe away these tears
But it's ok nap as long as you need
And I'll carry you as far as you need to go I'll tote you all the way to the end
I long for you
I miss you
I love you
Jessica
-love addict -
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shmitty · 20 days ago
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i smoked a cigarette
(a habit once kicked)
with your name painted,
bright, onto it, hoping
you would grow inside of
me, like a ferocious cancer.
~kairos
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