shakygrounds

[shakygrounds]

Tonight it feels heavy.

Tonight it feels like every ache, every wound, every word laced with poison is coming back up.

Tonight I feel like if I utter a single word about the weight on my chest, it will bubble up, spill out, and swallow anyone who comes near it.

Tonight I feel like I would rather rip off my own skin then to be trapped inside my own thoughts, my own memories, and the unrelenting fucking carousel of the past.

Fuck tonight.

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