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shakeer · 2 months

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Some days I don’t pray for myself when I do 4 you. I put myself last cuz I was blessed with a tricky past.

You could get my blood boiling on the coldest winter ever but at the same time make me feel better than better;

yeah, this that feel good; The boss of all storms sportin a hood made of all things misunderstood

Ugly aged meat but the contents so beautifully matured.

I fell everyday for 2 years but you still my balance.

Threw you up every full moon but still taste sweet to my pallet.

It’s made me who I am and I love you for this, Khalas!

A wild love story, but strong roots never made a believer worry.

Whether it be later or early, or even in between.

I don’t know but we’ll keep livin, the best balanced love these eyes have ever seen

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shakeer · 1 year

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The finale won’t hit

Without the season opener.

Vibrant green grass

Is beautiful, but not

The same without discomfort

My closest of friends

Will never know that,

I am not the same, without her.

My brain refuses 2 be sane when

everything is plain.

I can’t can’t spend my days tryna emulate . .

Spreading paint in every place,

Cut, corner, wall, and window pane . .

Just causes too much pain.

4 that I know I’ll never b the same

as I once came but;

Also that this, right here, right now.

Could never hit the same.

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shakeer · 1 year

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GROUNDED

The trauma that lies behind my eyes

Made me unlucky

And like the green tea,

You soothe me to the deepest

of my nerves 2 the surface

of my flesh.

So I depend on you to balance me

Like the vibrating bee’s depend on

The sweetest of honey.

I can’t contest,

can’t contest what I feel.

Imagining our energies, kissin, mixin,

Skin 2 skin and . . Flesh 2 flesh.

I grab both ends, pull & stretch,

Let the excess spill toward the floor;

And lick up the rest.

Love me at my best,

Hate me too.

Hate me at worse,

Love me still of course.

I’ll continue to hold you close, and love you closer,

Remember you vividly,

Positively when I’m feelin higher.

Hold u up and not down.

Even when I feel even lower

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shakeer · 2 years

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𝐿𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓇

I live in love while inside of war.

On the brink of stepping behind enemy lines

but then to stop my one true love implored.

• • •

Traveling across the seas like a matured moor never gave me the feeling that’s ferociously brewing in my core, but you did.

I wanna go to the highest peak higher this this

world and other worlds,

and just yell out the saddest battle cry,

topping a lions roar.

Some things lost just can’t be restored.

The lost and the found lie on the same plane,

forevermore.

I love yo style baby, I dig the decor.

I still love you more than love,

check the scoreboard.

• • •

Still spend my mornings prepping my tools and sword, and when night falls your soul still the one I fall for.

Is this balance in life or the lonely life of living in love and war?

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shakeer · 2 years

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BITTERSWEET

In awe of the reflection,

of a current love.

In awe of the dissection of the

time from then to now.

4rm hating what was before

to being in love with the journey,

a progression.

* * *

The feeling of taking every second,

of the good and bad, a blessing.

After laying eyes on you, i think i love this session. Bathing in the warmth and beauty of your essence.

Knock my aura out of my body right Where I’m standin.

Memories of your tears falling adds more

aggression when i’m steppin so my enemies

learn a pre mature lesson.

You bring out the light in my eyes as if I was an adolescent.

* * *

I think back to adolescence,

wolves and hounds growling and pressin,

demanding my energy

and my origins in question,

as if I was the means to they’re digestion.

The sound of my heart beating surrounding my

ear drums like a superstition.

The rhythm of your voice leads my heart to beat

in another direction,

the antidote to my very potent poison.

The up to this downside that I love to visit

on my on and off time.

Sometimes I wish to rewind time

because it tends to fly by.

But I don’t cuz you sweeten up this

perceived bitter journey of mine.

I take the ugly,

but better days in due time

-BALANCE

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shakeer · 2 years

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I could inhale you, blow you in the atmosphere

and never forget you.

Pour you in my pen, write it out and throw it in

the fire, And still smell you.

Conjure you in my mind, flow you out my eyes

into the ocean, I would still find you.

I’ve chased you for years, on top of

steaming tears.

I’m not good for you, still got love for you.

Realizing you’re better in those places rather

than my heart, breaks it.

I don’t wanna break yours, so I’ll walk out the back door and miss you from a distance through

the seasons, all 4.

Always beyond love, forevermore.

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shakeer · 2 years

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𝓣 𝓗 𝓔 𝓢 𝓞 𝓤 𝓝 𝓓

The sound is luv,

The sound is life,

The sound is light,

I hear it 4rm below, I feel it 4rm above.

The sound is yours,

The sound is mine,

The sound is sour,

The sound is kind.

The sound tends 2 lead me.

I feel the sound fall out my eyez

When it leaves

Me;

Still with me, it’s still with me.

She’s gone but her sound still

breathes with me...

The sound weaves through the wind

when I’m down and uplifts me

Thru the rain, wind, sleet, and snow; The no’s,

fasho’s, happiness 2 sorrows; The sound still

moves thru my mind, body, and soul,

soothing me righteously, and pulsating slow.

-To my Balance 💜

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shakeer · 3 years

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shakeer · 3 years

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𝑀𝐼𝒩𝐸

Once upon a moment in time

Our love was strong like bamboo

And it felt like u were mine.

Then I was betrayed by time.

I think back to that time, the moonlight outlining ur mesmeric eyez and jawline.

Wind blowing, so yo energy mixin wit mine while we posted on the coastline.

I love thinking back to that time so,

I think back to that time.

It was hard but I did it,

Loved it,

Lived it.

I pulled back your layerz like a clementine.

I did that and U were 𝑀𝐼𝒩𝐸.

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shakeer · 3 years

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shakeer · 3 years

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𝒫𝒽𝑜𝓉𝑜𝑔𝓇𝒶𝓅𝒽𝓎 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒

I connect the dots from the dust and specs from when I shattered your heart.

You think you’re damaged but I still see you as beyond beautiful like cherry blossoms falling in the spring.

I dig deep in your mind and I find beauty in the brick walls you give me,

I grab my brush,

paint,

and perfect you just like you need me.

I pray everynight that when you close your eyes somehow you still see me.

I been on this journey of loving you with everything in me and now I see the ending as I stare at the land and shore,

I think and do like many times before,

that I’ll turn around and continue fleeing.

Fleeing from the truth, you don’t need me.

Another truth is that I’ll

4ever love u.

-𝒲𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝐼’𝓂 𝓈𝑜𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝐼 𝒥𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓈 𝟦 𝒰

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shakeer · 3 years

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UNTITLED

When I try to walk away my legs plant themselves into the earth.

When I try to flow my mind like the rivers and streams, I go stagnant in an ocean full of the love we made.

Ever since you left from my life I liquidated what we made and every night I bathe in it.

When my heart goes astray it flutters back into your direction.

I see a new destination but my eyes stay fixated on you.

I close my mind, heart and eyes and follow a new path but my nose leads me right back to you, I open my eyes and see you, then you flow down my cheeks and drip down my chin.

I catch you with my palms because I’m not ready to let you go.

Everynight it hurts dealing with what I’ve foolishly decided to sow.

I drip you into my wounds so you can heal me once again.

Such a natural nurturer you are, my healer, my favorite star.

I couldn’t get away from you if I moved to a different planet because everytime I’d close my eyes I’ll feel you as if we were under the same sky.

When I’m alone behind closed doors I massage my flesh to calm myself and I feel you right next to me.

My energy craves your energy.

My soul yearns for your soul.

My ears block out any voice that doesn’t belong to you.

My eyes search for you even when they are closed.

My heart beats in sync with yours when we reside so far from another.

My mind thinks of you and convinces itself that your doing the same in the same moment.

When my sun rises, your sun is setting.

When my moon vanishes, your appears.

We live is two different worlds but it’s clear if we meet in the middle we’ll make it.

For as long as I live, this feeling, I’d rather not shake it.

If pain comes with it, I’m willing to feel you with me forever.

There has to be balance in everything.

And balance is what you’ve always been for me; so I’ll take the calamities and definitely the love, gracefully and gratefully.

-Nobody Cares

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shakeer · 3 years

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𝒜 𝐹𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔

The sun needs the moon, like I do you.

The prey can always depend on the predator, like we stay true.

We keep this cycle goin and flowin like our beautiful 4 seasons do.

I pull strength from the roots, and you give it the balance;

like plants in the morning balance drops from the cold fresh dew.

Let’s stay afloat in this oh so flawed boat, I made mistakes before so I know fasho we could cope.

You the eye to my storm and muse to all of my art forms.

A beautiful mind to be in a world full of sneaks and sheep’s.

My safe place, My balance, my peace.

A fraction of me resides in you,

but the remains are still yours to keep.

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shakeer · 3 years

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Lavender.

She a Gemini but I see one beautiful soul when she reflects off my eyez.

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shakeer · 3 years

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𝒟𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝑒?

Are you in love with me?

Like the sparrows and crows slow dance with the falling leaves?

Are you in love with me?

If so, I Offer my half for you to cherish and keep.

Are you in love with me?

Somethin like 90s RnB in the rain, pleading in the street.

Are you in love w me?

My soul told me yours didn’t sleep since day one, till mine was the one yours meet.

Are you in love with me?

What if I told you I locked our hearts together years ago, and been threw away the key.

Are you in love with me?

I look deep in your eyes and I reside in them the most when your beautiful mind is sleep.

Are you in love with me?

I melted you down to liquid and take my dosage everynight, and let it marinade and seep.

Are you in love with me?

I know it’s cliche but you remind me of my jeep.

Are you still in love with me?

Interlock your fingers with mine and take this leap with me even tho it’s been forever but let’s not trip on time.

I want loving you to be my paradigm till the day this love shrivels up and dies.

I can look inside your mind and find another muse to spark this thang back up like a fat ass wood.

Ain’t tryna be no shoulda coulda would . .

I just need this, you. beyond forever; for good.

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shakeer · 3 years

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Soul ties

I take a long stroke of this old tie we’ve woven together over our time we’ve shared.

Once upon a time we’ve nurtured it and kept it together; before I ripped it in half along with the beautiful heart that you so gracefully bare.

Under many moons I’ve slept with my heart cold without an ounce of care.

Today, tonight, right now; I stand strong as you allow your head to confide in the corners and corridors of my body like a cat do to a person they love more than the ocean love the moon.

And I tie a knot in between the soul tie that was once ripped before,

forming it as one.

I have spoken,

and all that I set out to do is done.

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shakeer · 3 years

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Is it a crime?

I can feel you vibrating next to me, when you reside so far.

You visit me everynight in my dreams, and I look forward every time.

You try to convince me you don’t love me like before, as if I don’t know who you are.

Is it a crime?

Who you are? An illumination in my life that brings shame to the brightest of stars.

You used to want my time and I got upset often, now I want that to be my paradigm.

I’ll take you over all the riches, dollas, and dinars.

Just help me keep this a loving challenge, we produce the steps so we steady climb.

People ask me who is it that I right about and who is who.

I just smile and say “every man must have a muse.”

And that’s when I take you, my truest of true, my favorite view, Everytime we separate; deja vu.

Take you and do you as if I should of, live the realities of a could of, and when it’s over I ponder on the should’ve.

I’ve righted my wrongs and got some practice in so what that shit do? I can’t promise peaches & cream everyday but I promise it’ll be tru. Maybe truer than you cuz it’s me plus you.

I know cuz my soul told me; and he knows yours from before. So we love y’all from afar, then we can love the two of you close and forever adore.

4-Z

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