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life was going so well :(

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god i hate it when ana fetishizing PEDOS have asks off how am i supposed to tell them to kts now

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Felt cute might distance myself from everyone idk

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I don't have any friends I can talk to about this, but! I didn't cut or hit myself today when put in a situation that'd usually end up with me self harming pretty bad. And I'm actually proud of it, for once I'm happy of not harming myself :")

I know it probably won't be like this for the rest of my life, maybe not even the week, but I'm still happy about it!

#cw sh #tw sh #self harm #cw self harm #tw self harm

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I'm not in a bad place because of who I am but because of the people around me

#I'm literally the person I want to be #and it sucks that I can't control how shitty my life is #for this 2022 I hope my life either gets better or ends

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recovery is good?? I finally lost 5kg/8lbs this feels so good!!! but I'll probably relapse trying to get to 45kg,,,

#also #i was excited to see the hot lesbian doctor there today #but she wasn't there😔

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the tag flashing was recently blocked from IOS, please use eyestrain instead if you want to still reach IOS users thanks

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why am i even trying?? dying would literally solve all my problems

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I'm having the shittiest day, I want to kill myself

#tw suicide #cw suicide

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i literally cant believe i have to be me for the rest of my life thats some fuckin bullshit

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sometimes you just need a lil picture of yourself

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I open Tumblr, I complain about my dad, and leave

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the feminine urge to find someone who will embrace me like eula did to amber 💔

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You know your ed really fucked you up when you find yourself looking at skinny little kids and wishing your legs looked like that.

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