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[self-your-you-f]

Life is shit...

Sometimes things pop over round the corner. Yes I know sounds like a complete cliché, but it's true, you never know what's there. It is amazing how much of an impact someone can have on your life, how happy they can make you in an instant. Then one day they could turn around and ruin it all for you. Then you end up in that state you were in before a year ago. It can be difficult to get out of it. Excruciatingly frustrating. Makes you want to just stop and not think. YOU WANT TO STOP THINKING. Feel like the world is on your shoulders and it should end it. Crushing and falling down not being able to get up and be there for yourself. Getting emotional and following what your anxiety and depression wants not your heart and desire. It sucks.

#depressed #anxiety #angry #annoyed #anonymous #depression #depressing shit #this is depressing #tw depressing stuff #im so upset #i am upset #sad #sadness #tumblr #blog #writing #express #expression #creative

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Back on the wagon

I know it has been a while. I've been left to my own thoughts which yes and no can be a good thing. But this time it's not and I'm going down a deeper and darker hole than before. Feeling as if this will explode any second, waiting patiently with little patience. A volcano can wait longer than I can. Eyes are on me all the time, feeling stuck in my own mind not being able to breathe or escape from this monstrosity I call my brain. Unable to control what I see when my head turns. It is hurting me in and out. Mentally and Physically. I need to stop thinking otherwise I am going to hurt myself and others in the process. Not being worth the time not caring about the person that I am today and now. So what if I am not everything I wanted to be. I fell...

#depressed #annoyed #anxiety #depression #tumbrlr #sad #upset #writing #blog #back on the wagon #respect #post #sleep #can't sleep #can't remember #can't resist #please help #please help me #again #writing help #i hate it

[self-your-you-f]

tHaNkS LiFe

WHEN YOU TRY SO HARD TO SUCCEED AND IT JUST DOES NOT HAPPEN. YOU FEEL LIKE SUCH A FAILURE...... TtHhAaNnKkSs LlIiFfEe

#bored #life #sucks #depressed #thanks #fail #failure #happen #succeed #trying #hard #try hard

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Feels...

#sadness #tag #tags #tumblr #depressed #sad #depression

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My Master

I hate when people say do this or do that, think one way or don't do anything. Feeling like a puppet, being controlled for every little detail in your life, by another person. They are the puppet master and you are their doll. They have a say in everything and you just have to sit there with a smile... Quietly.

#My Master #people #depressed #hate #another #person #puppet master #sit #doll #smile #quiet #silent #silently #control #controlled #detail #details #detailed

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Oh Great! what have I done?

When you open up to someone and then regret it 5 minutes later because you overthink every little thing. It gives you anxiety and freaks you off, just because you have said certain things, to this one person, like for fuck sakes.

#oh great #fuck #someone #minutes #later #overthink #little #thing #every little thing #for fuck sakes #gtfo #gfy #anxiety #what have i done #leave me alone #dumb

[self-your-you-f]

Agreed

#far out #act #health #mental #mental health #mentally tired #tired #sleep #fire #depressed #depression #sad #sadness #wow #okay #fine #i am fine #i'm fine #late #can't sleep #feelings #emotion #emotionally tired #emotionally #feels #emotions #exhausted #physically tired #group

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More Words.

They say breathe, be positive, believe in yourself. But sometimes that is just not the case, you just want to get away and be alone just to get away to breathe. A way to focus and be calm. Force awakens coming towards you, unable to getaway. You knew from the start what would happen in these situations. Feeling that pressure of you can do it, but deep down in your soul you are unable to. And that voice telling you to get screwed. Hearing more and more voices telling you, that what you are doing is the best, some say listen to those voices and others say don't, but you don't know what is reality and who to believe in the end.

#words #story #calm #positive #mental #health #mentalhealth #calm down #relax #breathe #believe #situations #getaway #leave #voices #reality #world #end #who #why #wtf #fuck #fuckoff #gtfo #screwed #people suck #more words #force awakens #towards you #depressed

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ugh

Does anyone else just have extremely tired days from doing shit all?

#bad #bad day #depressed #ugh #annoyed #why #oh #why oh why #black and white #writing #expression #feelings #feels #feel #emotional #emotion #emotionally #emotions #physcially #mentally #mental #mental health #mentally exhausted #tired #sleepy #late #up #awake

[self-your-you-f]

It’s hard to wake up from a nightmare when you aren’t even asleep.

(via perfectfeelings)

#SLEEP #AWAKE #TUMBLR #PAGE #HARD #WAKEUP

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WHY!?!?!?

WHY IS EVERYTHING SO GOD DAMN HARD!?!?!?!?!?

#FUCK #FUCK THIS #GO TO HELL #HATRED #ANNOYED #ANGRY #HARD #DEPRESS #DEPRESSION #DEPRESSED #IS IT ME? #IT IS ME #I HATE MYSELF #SHIT #GOD DAMN IT #UGH #WHY? #HATE #go fuck yourself

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It’s hard to capture what it feels like in a picture (others have certainly done it better), but I tried.

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Angry

I was just so angry, I couldn’t bare it. They ruined me, hurt me! Emotionally and Physically. I can hear voices in my head telling me it’s best to leave and never come back... They are telling me everyone hates and despises me. I feel so much anger, I cannot take this any longer, I must leave and never come back...(this is not real, it is fiction, I just like to express myself through a story)

#fiction #sad #notreal #story #sad tears #crying

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Lately...

I wish I could tell the truth... It may hurt me... It may hurt others... I might care... I might not... I have so many feelings... I don’t know how to tell them... How they may react... They may hate me... I will never know...

(this is not real, it is fiction, I just like to express myself through a story)

#wish #lately #truth #sad #depressed #depression #react #reaction #hate #neverknow #sadness #annoyed #annoying #annoyence #frustrated #frustrating #mentallyill #mentalhealth #health #brain #confused #confusing #cry #tears #water #drip

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Side Effects

"It's 4 am I don't know where to go, everywhere is closed, I should just go home." "That side effect to my loneliness is youuuu" "no good at giving you up, tonight!"

#suffer #sad #sadness #depress #depression #depressed #self #me #annoyed #annoying #angry #mad #frustrated #frustrating #anxiety #mentally #mentalhealth #health