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Him = Her

Just say it. I already know

You try to be so sweet but your words still bitter

Just like her. Thats all you'll think

Just like her. No one sees me

Just like her. All you do is make me hate her

Just like her. You say your helping but your not

Just like her. "Maybe it's me," you say "Maybe your doing something wrong"

Just like her. You talk at me

Just like her. You listen but don't hear

Just like her. I'm not her

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Unreasonable fear? Mother

If I stretch my arms out to you mother dearest will you take my hands and pull out the words I buried so deeply?

Will you still be able to talk about leaving me so easily after you hear my unreasonable fears and stay by my side?

Your words slide out so easily, a knife slicing through me

So, mother dearest, will you stay for me?

Swallow your pride and bare me the anxiety and unreasonable?

Will you let me be selfish by staying with me?

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An Apology to a friend

Dear friend of many years,

My apologies for the countless acts of abuse I’ve put you through

My ignorance to your agony was a euphoria I only wish to enter once again

Numb to their words and thoughts that play around in my head switching tables and make believe

Their cold heartedness is only temporary but the effects are forever

Only the truest of soldiers would know this sick comfort

As my sugarplum fairy loves t keep me believing i her lies and watch me cry

My apologies dear friend for this constant cycle of acceptance and denial

For you are beautiful but we’ll never understand because we take the mirror for granted

We aren’t one

We’ll never be one

Arbutus for you,

My hopeful Daisy

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Tales of the Heart

I am sorry

I am sorr

I am sor

I am so

I am s

I am

I a

I

I l

I lo

Your my favorite person

Because that's all you can ever be

my person

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🍄 Bloomingdale 21-07-04 23:58

She alone stood in front of the mirror and laughed

Laughed at the man who waited too long to reach out to his child

Laughed at how he see his self when all she sees is a shell

Laughing at the BANG of the fireworks outside sounds fitting to the pain she feels alloud

And lastly, she laughs because she realized she was wrong

She believed the sticky tar she was in was gone but all she did was paint over it with the warmest of yellows & gold

She stands in front of the mirror to return "home"

The false sense of security in the mind

her most toxic relationship

As she's back with her love by the Witching Hour to kiss

leaving a mark of cherry lips

The darkest days consumes...

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To My Beloved Addeline

She was the Garden of Eden, the Tree of Knowledge, and the Forbidden Fruit

My Sweet Temptation

Dolly Apple Crumbs with sticky jelly on my thumb

The Witching Hour

An audience silently witnessing the wonder of Spring in the Winter

My treasure

Our love was believed to be the mighty Oak when we were just a maple leaf

Brief and Fleeting was my spring and the winter storm shown its roaring face in our warm

My snowflake

You became the snow, my angel

From, Micheal

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Don't we all just wish to go home when we're already home but home isn't home it's that deepest pit of nostalgia and comfort we miss in this dark dictating and evil world. Repressed memories burning a hole in that nostalgic state you called comfort now horrors as we now cry and relapse into are minds and the wish to go home. A now darker state of comfort

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Motel 6

My mind a room and like trash I smash on it like ass as it passes to the next victim that I bend over backwards to please like jumping bean my minds are the distorted dreams that we delete but I stay in my dreams as I pretend they are pretty, but are they pretty? Yeah he- she’s pretty as her mind tears apart inside out as he- SHE screams to be free…

Yeah he screams to be free

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The Ruined Temple

The honor of the Deity is by their Temple

Their virtue and physic known by all

People come and admire, their Innocents all they know

The grace from the heavens stopped shinning, turning away from the Temple

They people paid extra attention in the curves of their statue and bust

No longer following her morals or caring for her teachings

Shades come and raid the Temple

No longer is the Deity in grace

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The Honeybee and The Magnolia

Beautiful tiresome misunderstood

the sweet evils of beautiful evildoers go unlisted as in thee eyes of the Beholder she does no evil Following the whispering winds of as it always do

the ugly of the hosting graces does as Others would of never Their bold and honesty stings as anger bleeds from it's Doer

Power, gone

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In the deepest parts of my mind you touched me yet when I reached out for you

Your ignored me

Left me to drown in my sea of doubt as you slowly leave me

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Blurryman

Mr. Bluryman, Mr. Bluryman why do you speak?

You speak of their words of what I call irrelevance

Mr. Blurryman Mr. blurryman where do you go?

After their cold words you disappear into the darkest corners of my mind

Mr. Bluryman, Mr. Bluryman why do you hate me?

You taunt me and taunt me and never let me go

In this embrace of hatred and self-pity

Why won’t you set me free?

You speak with me with pity and guilt enlace in your voice

You come with many looks in misshapen faces shaking and twitching scratching and yelling

Mr. Bluryman, Mr. Bluryman are you real?

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"Seen in my dreams, my world has nightmares made real but we all have dreams that the nightmares aren't our fears"

-Me

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the time that Angel he became Angel she-even if it was only something felt within the deepest layer of her soul, she knew that it was there

“Mother” from The House Of Impossible Beauties

#trans pride Joseph Cassara The HIB

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We loved with a love that was more than love.

Edgar Allen Poe

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