seijch

[seijch]

idk if i ever posted this but i wrote this as a warmup like months ago and i figured i might as well share it so enjoy this vaguely military/low fantasy tetsu au 

there's a sword in your hand. it's surprisingly light, the steel well-balanced.

looking up at you is the boy you love.

there's a sword in your hand, and you know what must be done.

"please," kuroo rasps. "i know you don't want to do this."

your grip tightens around the handle of the sword. "you don't know anything about me." the words cut deeper than your blade could, it seems; he tenses beneath the rope keeping him in place, a maelstrom of emotions flashing like lightning in his eyes before his jaw clenches in what must be a herculean effort to not bite back with a response, to call forth the thunder.

you were no stranger to his storms.

("it's like you don't even know me," you tease, watching your reflections in the mirror as you come up behind him. you're both in uniform, accolades pinned in accordance with regulation and his hair tamed to the best of your joint abilities. it's still not enough, but you figure someone like kuroo wouldn't need to rely on appearance to make a good impression. still, you think, running your hands along his biceps, it definitely doesn't hurt. you watch as the corners of his lips quirk up as you close the distance between you entirely, coming to press yourself against his back.

"are you trying to start something?" he asks, already knowing the answer. "we're going to be late."

"it's for a good cause," you've moved in front of him now, pulling him in by the collar of his uniform, taking the lead and savoring it for as long as you can.

"good thing i'm quite the philanthropist.")

#kuroo x reader #haikyuu scenario #haikyuu scenarios #🎞 extras #was that the right emoji im on desktop #i have no idea where this was going and frankly thats probably why i stopped writing it #posting this feels like giving away gently used clothes to the local goodwill for some trendy teenager to pick up and 'thrift' at a later da #-date

[seijch]

teume week - day 5 - favorite t-map episode

treasure web drama

#treasure #ok i Know no one cares but this ... #This ....... #jeongwoo and junghwan were the best methinks ... my iksan boys ☝🏼☝🏼 #and ofc shoutout to jihoon my beloved for playing like . 5 side characters MSBGNEMCNFM #when i rewatch it i only watch jeongwoos parts tho ngl . junghwan Is good but i just thought haruto and junkyu were a Bit cringe #i think doyoung shouldve gotten more screentime tho he was better than expected

[seijch]

for the fic title game- "footprints in the sand" :))

there are seven words that have been seared into your brain from the moment you were able to make sense of their meaning: “you don’t get out much, do you?” you know what they are--they’re the first words your soulmate will ever say to you. at a young age, you’ve already resigned yourself to the unfortunate fact that your meant-to-be is probably an insufferable asshole.

you’re proven right when you hear those words spoken by futakuchi, the lifeguard who saves you from drowning. (in hindsight, those warnings about not getting into the water right after you eat are entirely valid.)

alternatively, a soulmate au in which the reader has terrible luck with the ocean and kenji is the one who stops it all from crashing and burning. (mostly because if anything goes wrong during his shift, he’s gonna have a hell of a lot of paperwork to fill out.)

send me a fake fic title, get a fake summary! 

#grrrr this concept ... my brain ☝🏼 #srb #im aware no one cares but im going thru all my old snippets for Nostalgia

[seijch]

“i don’t like guessing games.” ? for your dialogue warm up

this snippet takes place in the timeline of the fic luck of the draw, but can be read as a standalone sjdkfsdf 

"hello again,” kenji greets. you nod at him as you take a seat at the edge of the old clock tower. “glad you could make it. must be tough, penciling little old me into your schedule.” it’s odd to see you get here so late; it’s past midnight. he didn’t know if he was going to see you tonight.

(and he didn’t quite know what to make of the knot that had twisted in his stomach when he arrived and you weren’t waiting for him.)

you don’t take the bait, so he decides to needle you a bit more. “it’s funny,” he starts, ignoring the warning glare you give him, “i pegged you as the punctual type. what happened?”

“take a guess,” you grumble. he’s not sure if you mean that or if you would swoop in to answer the rhetorical question, but the words hang in the night air for longer than they need to.

“you’ll find that i don’t like guessing games.” he earns a snort for that, some remark about irony and luck falling from your lips. “but knowing you? it’s probably something with work.” you stiffen, and he feels a smile begin to play at his lips. you’re such an easy target that it’s almost cute. “oh? tell me, what happened?”

“suddenly, i don’t want to tell you anything.” you’re leveling him with what he’s sure must be your meanest glare. to him, it’s about as menacing as a small dog’s bark. but the tension in your shoulders and hard set of your jaw doesn’t escape him. he drops the issue, laughing it off.

(you were so clearly feeling down that night, but you came anyway.

the knot in his stomach grows tighter and tighter.)

#srb #man . i miss luck of the draw but i never wanna look at it again ykwim

[seijch]

i might go to sleep obnoxiously early tonight but below is an assortment of misc thoughts i have about my boys™

in my head kenji is like a . high school or college sort of love . not high school TO college unless he was Really Dedicated but high school OR college. sorry, it’s the fear of commitment 💔 whether he’s better as a bf during hs or college is um . hard to say JDJKSKSK expect a lot of movie nights at his place, nestled so far into his side and against his chest that you swear you’ve created a you-shaped mold . he’ll snark throughout the movie unless it’s smth w heavy action . i’m begging you to make fun of him when his grip around you tightens during the scares in horror movies. rarely says the words “i love you,” but you’ve been with him this long—you know he knows that you know. it’s instinctual, the way he watches your expression when making a jab at someone else or a joke for a group of friends. the type to sometimes Actually forget semi-important dates (“who keeps track of monthaversaries after the year mark?”), but if he’s Pretending to forget, expect a good time; he knows you better than you might expect him to.

akinori is much of the same but i can see him being hs sweethearts so you don’t have to worry abt commitment issues 🤝 show him off and make it clear to the world that This Is Your Person!!!! the one that makes your heart sing and butterflies cause mass destruction in your disgestive system the WHOLE nine yards........i promise he’ll laugh it off in public but i know he appreciates being someone’s Number One. isn’t super heavy w pda but will stay in close proximity. likes to tangle his fingers with yours, whether he’s holding your hand properly or not (is there even a proper way to hold hands? he doesn’t care). the type to drop something off for you in between his own classes as you study in the library (written on the cup in his chickenscratch handwriting is a message of encouragement, every time). probably doesn’t share it with you for a while, but he has a playlist of songs that makes him think of you or things you’ve experienced together. the only person he wants to wake up next to (no matter what, for as long as you’ll have him) is you.

tetsu appreciates a slow burn....but i think he’s Peak Him in college or even later in life (but hs sweethearts ... what a concept). the hardest to start dating (he keeps his heart well-guarded, i imagine. it comes as easily to him as jumping to block a volleyball does—fingers angled just so to stop anything that might break through), but once he does i know both of you will think it was well worth the wait. he looks at you with this overwhelming fondness and it only fuels YOUR look of overwhelming fondness for him. probably falls in love with you more and more each day for the most mundane reasons. the way the sun catches your eyes during golden hour. your arms around him tightening in your sleep as he drifts off to join you. the sparkle in your eyes as you tell him all about the new restaurant that opened downtown that you have to go to next weekend. he loves you and sometimes he’s so overcome with the tender truth of it all that he doesn’t know what to say. (he doesn’t have to say anything, not when you feel the same way.)

#srb #WHAT THE FUCK IS THISNCJEKDKFNR #WHEN DID I WRITE THIS

[seijch]

okay now here's a question: what are things about your own music taste that you think are red flags

#ok i know no one cares but i couldnt ignore this post #my taste is a cross between male manipulator and kpoppie who also had an emo phase in middle school #i make fun of ppl who listen to chase atlantic as if that wasnt me in 2019 #usually my on repeat is a mess i could never show another person but rn its . its the most cohesive ive seen it in a while #about #did i have a tag ljke that #idk i just work here 🐌

[seijch]

for the confession hcs ... tetsu My Love (was considering kenji but well .) + honestly i think it’s words of affirmation + intj/entj (the introversion/extroversion was almost even last time i took it 🧍🏻‍♂️) ... love you bestie ☝🏼☝🏼

i love you bestie !!!! (but well . you already knew that. hee ♥

confession headcanons for: seijch

it's the classic friends-to-lovers .....

you've been close friends for a while (you met in chemistry class, when you were tearing your hair out over titrations and he offered to help you out and be your lab partner .... suddenly squeezing drops into a beaker one by one didn't seem so bad After All...), and you've developed a routine of accompanying each other to a variety of activities

he pops by the shoe store during your shift once in a while to buy the shoes you've been badgering him to get, and you pretend not to know him while silently gloating in victory as you ring up his jordans JSDFLKSDF

and while he makes his presence known at your workplace, you regularly stay with him after practice to cheer him on from the bleachers. (and also, walks home without him just aren't the same. but you would never let him know that.)

it really is just a regular practice, him repeatedly blocking spikes from taketora that has the latter mussing up his extraordinarily bleached mohawk and kicking metaphorical rocks in frustration while screaming

but it just so happens that in one particular instance, a complete shut out block, kuroo turns to you and goes "did you see that babe!"

standing man emoji. kenma facepalms 💔

chaos ensues soon after, and no one lets him live it down--especially you. but that's okay, now that he's your boyfriend your teasing will be a small price to pay ☝️

#fave #GRRRRR THE FRIENDS TO LOVERS ..... #the work mention too BITCHSLKFHNSLKD my managers looking at me like 👁👁👁 whenever he comes in #I Can Hear It ... #AND PLEASHNJREGFBNDJKSFVSKDJ THE OUT OF NOWHERE CONFESSION #ITS LIKE TAKING A SEMI TRUCK GOING 100MPH TO THE FACE #he should be so lucky i like him back ... otherwise can you . can you imagine the walk home 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️ #(but kenma is so glad he said smth abt it bc hes been hearing both of us go on abt the other ... hes Sick of it) #i love you ........ n also tetsu but You ............ #meg 🐚

[seijch]

i tried to word all this in a way that made sense but i gave up so it’s like . he’s Not that selfish (even tho his former upperclassmen beg to differ) n a lot of it is because he’s the eldest child and Also the captain of the team ... is he kinda dumb? yeah. immature? absolutely. but when it comes down to it, he lets you have the last french fry, gives you the bigger half of the cookie, drops a portion of his meal on your plate bc you’re not as slick as you like to think w the longing glances you keep stealing, all without a word (when normally he can’t let anything slide without saying Something) or any hesitation at all because like . why would he?

this better not be a hot take but i think kenji would give you the bigger piece of whatever food you two split

#even on his birthday #even w his favorite foods ... even those sour gummies from the mom and pops style candy shop he loves #he holds the bag out to you and lets you take ... well not Everything but yk #i adore him #he has smth to say for Every Occasion but this one #its bc he was raised in a family where ‘do you want to try some?’ was one of the questions he heard the most #does that make sense #yes im projecting my own family onto this dont talk to me #ari angsts #god im still posting abt kenji in 2021

[seijch]

this better not be a hot take but i think kenji would give you the bigger piece of whatever food you two split

#ari angsts #yes im feeling Sappy

[seijch]

enemies to lovers with terushima but you’re the only one who sees him as an enemy due to a poorly timed “joke” he made when in reality he went from thinking you were cute to thinking you were Pretty Cool and now he’s looking forward to the day he sees you again ... but you can’t stand him 😐 and don’t want to give him the time of day 😐

#not the predictive of ‘enemies to lovers with’ being futakuchi NDNWKWK #as it should but . #based very loosely off an interaction im having in my own life rn #and i mean Very loosely HDJEKWKA #he gets off on the wrong foot with you and is determined to prove himself #and to his credit he does #but youre also unreasonably stubborn and dont want to forgive him so quickly #but at the same time ... At The Same Time ... #ari angsts

[seijch]

nishikiyama is not the man you remember.

#blood / #ask to tag #yakuza #IM GOING TO EAT GLASS GOOD NIGHT #op did him so good tho im ... frothing maybe a little #q: ramen date with futakuchi

[seijch]

sighs ... feeds you laxatives (affectionate)

I want to take a heaping batch of #ari 🌊 and spread it all over me like I’m that peanut butter baby. You know the one.

#THIS ISNT GONNA MAKE SENSE OUT OF CONTEXTBCJSKWKA #but i will say it anyway bc it needs to be said ❤️ #anyway i l*ve you ... sniffles #meg 🐚

[seijch]

absolutely no one cares but ive seen a few ppl w the “psychologists HATE them” carrd format and felt the need to make my own ... yakuza themed ofc bc unfortunately thats all im good for nowadays but here it is

#ari angsts #feel free to look through it! i think the nintendo switch concept was kinda ehhh in execution

[seijch]

They were bros

#sniffles ... breaking the law ... breaking the world ... #yakuza #im literally just here to rb my yakuza content and go huh #well 🧍🏻‍♂️ #q: ramen date with futakuchi

[seijch]

big fish, bigger pond

#his titties are so fat <3 #i love you king #yakuza #q: ramen date with futakuchi

[seijch]

a little wave in his hair hehe ✨

#he is Very Special to me . #anyway im skipping class bc my head hurts so i will snzzzzzz #yakuza #this is me telling everyone whos still 1 active 2 seeing this on the tl to play yakuza Please

[seijch]

#this is the one #anyway im gonna go play the cabaret club minigame #yakuza #q: ramen date with futakuchi