sebastanbucky

[sebastanbucky]

And ending and a thank you<3

So, I moved on to another fandom. *twiddles thumbs awkwardly*

If you’ve followed me for a while you know I’ve posted less and less over the last few months because I’m not motivated to write Bucky. It got really stressful because I wanted to write, but motivation was scarce. But now I’ve found a fandom that makes me so exited to write again! 

Just like everyone else in the entire world (at least it feels that way), I was pulled into BTS (it's my best friends fault). I now want to write about them moving forward.

I want to thank everyone who have enjoyed my writing, whether you were commenting and giving kudos or just silently enjoying it. It's meant a lot to me to have your support! You have given me so much confidence in my writing. THANK YOU! <3

For now, this is it. I have a few half finished stories or drabbles that I might post as is if anyone's interested.

(Don’t worry, I won’t start posting BTS on this page. I still love the MCU, I just won’t be writing fanfiction anymore.)

[sebastanbucky]

Alcohol You

Pairing: Steve/Bucky

Word count: 1,833

Characters: Steve, Bucky, Natasha

Summary:  “Nat?” He says louder this time, pushing himself up and rubbing his eyes. “Hey, it’s Bucky.” At that Steve sits up straighter, the sleep vanishing from his body in an instant. “He’s drunk.” “Am not.” Someone slurs in the background, Bucky.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/34405018

#fanfiction #bucky barnes #steve x bucky #drunk #bucky fanfic #sickfic

[sebastanbucky]

tony: rogers you’re going to give bucky up to the government and then you’re going to side with us because….it’s us

steve:

[sebastanbucky]

It Never Goes Away

Pairing: Steve/Bucky

Word count: 2,993

Characters: Steve, Bucky, Nat

Summary:  Nat locks them in a room to make them talk because she's tired of their bullshit. It does not go as planned.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/34236319

#friends to lovers #steve x bucky #bucky barnes #steve rogers #stucky #fanfiction #so much anger #they really need to talk

[sebastanbucky]

imagine if bucky had long hair in tfatws omg

[sebastanbucky]

The person I reblogged this from is someone I enjoy seeing on my dashboard.

[sebastanbucky]

[sebastanbucky]

happy bi visibility day to:

transmasc bisexuals!

transfem bisexuals!

nonbinary bisexuals!

cis bisexuals!

ace bisexuals!

bisexuals with a male lean!

bisexuals with a female lean!

bisexuals with no lean!

bisexuals in a straight-presenting relationship!

bisexuals in a gay-presenting relationship!

bisexuals who aren’t in a relationship!

polyamorous bisexuals!

closeted bisexuals!

bisexuals who are out and proud!

bisexuals with internalized biphobia!

bisexuals without accepting parents!

bisexuals with accepting parents!

bisexuals who just figured out they’re bi!

bisexuals who’ve known they’re bi!

bisexuals on the split-attraction model!

all bisexuals!!!

y’all are amazing and deserve the world <3

happy bi visibility day! 💖💜💙

[sebastanbucky]

STEVE/BUCKY MASTERLIST *complete*

Sick Bucky

-          Motion sick, Quinjet (https://archiveofourown.org/works/29184384)

-          Seizure (https://archiveofourown.org/works/29197434)

-          Passing out (https://archiveofourown.org/works/29197593)

-          Temporary blindness (https://archiveofourown.org/works/30341076)

-          Food Poisoning (https://archiveofourown.org/works/30360840)

-          Lactose intolerance (https://archiveofourown.org/works/30423456)

-          Stomach bug (https://archiveofourown.org/works/30592037)

-          Motion sick, car (https://archiveofourown.org/works/30805058)

-          Concussion (https://archiveofourown.org/works/31167875)

-          Seizure at night (https://archiveofourown.org/works/31601840)

-          Appendicitis (https://archiveofourown.org/works/31753537)

-          Stomach bug on a mission (https://archiveofourown.org/works/31795873)

-          Seizure during a meeting (https://archiveofourown.org/works/31817149)

-          Emetophobia (https://archiveofourown.org/works/31838089)

-          Panic attack (https://archiveofourown.org/works/31858807)

-          Cold (https://archiveofourown.org/works/31876306)

-          Infection (https://archiveofourown.org/works/31897255)

-          Migraine (https://archiveofourown.org/works/31916695)

-          Motion sick, plane (https://archiveofourown.org/works/32811463)

-          Emetophobia (https://archiveofourown.org/works/33454057)

-          Stomach bug (https://archiveofourown.org/works/33856963)

-          Drunk (https://archiveofourown.org/works/34405018)

 Mental health TW!

-          Self-Harm (https://archiveofourown.org/works/20223604)

-          Avoidant Personality Disorder (https://archiveofourown.org/works/20439491)

-          Anxiety (https://archiveofourown.org/works/29197749)

-          Depression, trauma (https://archiveofourown.org/works/30612986)

-          Panic attack (https://archiveofourown.org/works/31064786)

-          Panic attack (https://archiveofourown.org/works/31188485)

-          Eating disorder (https://archiveofourown.org/works/31312985)

-          Grief (https://archiveofourown.org/works/32915857)

-          Depression, suicidal thoughts (https://archiveofourown.org/works/33895762)

 What if ?

-          Post CA:TWS part 1 (https://archiveofourown.org/works/20567603)

-          Post CA:TWS part 2 (https://archiveofourown.org/works/20630480)

-          Post Endgame, why Steve left (https://archiveofourown.org/works/30759815)

-          Post Potomac disaster (https://archiveofourown.org/works/33969205)

 Other shit

-          Hair dyeing (https://archiveofourown.org/works/19426015)

-          Just crying (https://archiveofourown.org/works/19978486)

-          Trans Bucky (https://archiveofourown.org/works/20477702)

-          Non-binary Bucky (https://archiveofourown.org/works/20541812)

-          Nat doesn’t know about them (https://archiveofourown.org/works/20651306)

-          Alpine brings a mouse inside (https://archiveofourown.org/works/30400245)

-          Proposal (https://archiveofourown.org/works/30636200)

-          Telling people about the proposal (https://archiveofourown.org/works/30736124)

-          Hiding being hurt (https://archiveofourown.org/works/31412354)

-          Vampire Bucky (https://archiveofourown.org/works/31621982)

-          Bucky remembers their love (https://archiveofourown.org/works/32132293)

-          Nat doesn’t know II (https://archiveofourown.org/works/32176858)

-          Nat makes them talk (https://archiveofourown.org/works/34236319)

#bucky barnes fanfiction #stucky fanfiction #steve rogers fanfiction #steve x bucky #stucky #fanfiction #masterlist

[sebastanbucky]

You Are Never Coming Home

Pairing: Steve/Bucky

Word count: 1,976

Characters: Steve, Bucky

Summary:  What if the asset stayed with Steve after pulling him out of the Potomac?

https://archiveofourown.org/works/33969205

#stucky #bucky barnes #steve rogers #angst #what if #bucky barnes fanfiction #fanfiction #steve x bucky

[sebastanbucky]

hey bestie how have you been?

i wanted to ask if you’ve seen shang chi + your thoughts!

jade <3

Hey Jade!

Thanks for asking. I've been doing great, taking some time off of social media to participate in life. I'm taking steps to further my recovery and that's taking up a lot of my time and energy.

I saw Shang Chi last Friday, and I was blown away. It's so creative and well made, definitely up there in the top MCU movies. I don't want to spoil anything for people who haven't seen it yet, but I was feeling all the feels, smiling and crying and laughing all the way through!

[sebastanbucky]

This Is Just A War In My Head

Pairing: Steve/Bucky

Word count: 2,314

Characters: Bucky, Steve

Summary: “When-” Bucky’s voice is barely audible. “When can I give up?” “Give up on what?” Steve knows what Bucky is saying, but he needs him to say the words. “How much pain do I have to go through before giving up is okay?” Bucky speaks slowly, every word is heavy with emotion. 

https://archiveofourown.org/works/33895762

#bucky barnes #fanfiction #depression #TRIGGER WARNING #steve x bucky #stucky

[sebastanbucky]

If My Body Had A Say

Pairing: Bucky/Steve

Word count: 1,715

Characters: Bucky, Steve

Summary:  “What-?” Confused, Steve tries to piece together what he did wrong, what set Bucky off. What part of what they just did triggered his trauma. Going through it in his head, he can’t think of anything they haven’t done every other time. “I got really nauseous all of a sudden.” Bucky offers in explanation. He breaths slowly through his nose, not looking at Steve as he talks. Every muscle looks tensed up and he shivers violently.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/33856963

#sickfic #bucky barnes #sick bucky #stucky #bucky barnes fanfiction #steve x bucky

[sebastanbucky]

I’m so glad I have writing as a coping mechanism. Like, my cat is at the vet because she can’t breathe? Write some angsty shit. Got a job interview tomorrow? Write more angsty shit. Just generally stressed about life? Write about it. I don’t know how I would’ve coped without writing. 

[sebastanbucky]

I met my soulmate through our Larry Stylinson Instagram accounts in 2014. We’ve basically grown up together since then

Reblog if you have made a friend online that you would love to hang with, but they live far away.

[sebastanbucky]

me reading my own writing: a classic! hilarious! ohoho i am oscar wilde i am very clever

also me reading my own writing: what is this abomination i have unleashed upon society. i’m like dr. frankenstein but with words that are bad

[sebastanbucky]

In The Still Of The Night

Pairing: Steve/Bucky

Word count: 2,600

Characters: Steve, Bucky

Summary: “What’s wrong?” Steve pushes himself into a sitting position, leaning over the edge of the bed as if he’s pulled in Bucky’s direction. “Stomach hurts.” Steve will know what it means. That he’s anxious or has eaten something or is too tired or freaking constipated. That he’s not sick, he just hurts. 

https://archiveofourown.org/works/33454057

#sickfic #sick bucky barnes #sick bucky #stucky #steve x bucky #emetophobia #bucky barnes #bucky barnes fanfiction