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scribbledghost · 8 hours
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hi hi hi!! i just found your blog and have been binging your simon blurbs they’re so good TT ~ i was wondering if you’d ever considered writing platonic!simon ?? like maybe where reader is his younger sister or something (non canon obv but maybe she survived and he didn’t know until later in life??) i feel like it could be super angsty + a little fluff
I'm down to write any sort of Simon tbh! This is a very interesting prompt, and I think it can really give a glimpse into his character, so thank you for sending it in!
I think, at first, he's in denial. Heavily. Everyone else was dead, he had no reason to think you weren't, too. He'd operated under this assumption for years, even when he'd watched from afar as a group buried an empty casket next to the others. He hadn't found you in the massacre, and he hadn't found you at Roba's compound later. Surely those were the only two places you'd be, right? And no one - not the former squadmates who betrayed him, not Roba, not the brass - ever said a word about you being taken somewhere. You were dead, just like the rest. That's the only explanation that made sense. Even in his personnel file, among the list of other names of his former next-of-kin with a "deceased" stamp next to them, your name had a "missing, presumed dead" designation.
But still, part of him never stopped looking. Part of him still kept an eye out whenever he went anywhere, looking for you.
It was a futile endeavor, until one day... it wasn't.
"...Simon?"
He turns so quickly he develops a crick in his neck later, wild eyes immediately finding yours. He'd been out with the 141 in some dive bar somewhere, buried in between city streets and burnt out neon lights. The rest of the squad quiets, silently watching whatever this is unfold.
No. No no no no no. You were dead. You'd been dead for years. It's why he hadn't spent every waking moment looking for you. The person standing in front of him can't be you.
Except it is.
He stares, wide-eyed and barely breathing. You look different. Of course you do. But he never forgot those eyes of yours.
"Is it really you?"
He could ask the same thing. In fact, he does. He softly says your name, followed by a quiet "thought you were dead".
"Thought you were, too."
Right. Sometimes Simon forgets that technically, he's legally dead.
The dam breaks quickly, and Simon isn't sure who moves first between the two of you. You shed some tears, he holds you tighter than he's ever held onto anything in his life. He apologizes for not looking for you, for not doing more to reunite the two of you sooner, but you shut him down. You'd gone into hiding as best as you could after everyone died, never knowing that the men who did it were swiftly dealt with by your older brother. He had nothing to apologize for. And still, he keeps doing so.
Simon fills in the 141 on who you are - his baby sister, the last remaining member of his entire family. Price immediately mentions giving him some leave time in order to "catch up", which Simon takes. Gaz cracks a joke about how you can't be related to Simon - you're way too pretty (Simon is quick to remind the Sargent that he's never even seen his face). Soap, meanwhile, is grilling you about what his LT was like as a scrappy kid, no doubt to find ammo to use later to heckle him about.
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scribbledghost · 8 hours
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Ok here me out
How would a Yautja react to there S/O yelling at a different Yautja in there s/os native language?
Okay so I think (based on what little I know of the Predator universe), Yautja only really pick up on whichever human languages they're exposed to.
That being said, a random Yautja on their home planet probably doesn't understand any human dialect, let alone multiple, unless they've been to Earth and hunted in multiple locales.
So when you go off and start berating said giant alien in your native tongue, your mate just has a private chuckle to themselves.
The poor subject of your anger is... confused.
Like, imagine someone coming up to you and starting to angrily yell at you in a language you don't understand.
"I do not understand what you're saying but I DEFINITELY understand that you're mad."
It's like that.
They'd probably consider you a threat and get defensive if they weren't seven feet tall and a few hundred pounds heavier than you.
Nevertheless, they just sort of... sit there and wait for you to be done with... whatever this is.
Your mate makes no effort to intervene, clearly enjoying the show.
Once you've said your piece and stalk away, your mate goes up to the confused yautja and translates for them.
They go to you once all that's done and help you calm down, letting you rant and rave to your heart's content.
If it's something they can fix, they'll do their best to. If not, they just sort of... wait you out lol.
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scribbledghost · 1 day
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Your fem! Ghost series has been living rent free in my head for days on end, like ahhhh, I love her! I was hoping to request the reader gifting her a handmade plushie. I love making plushies in my free time for fun and not even to sale since I just do it out of pure joy, but I usually just gift them to my nieces and nephews since I'm not usually great at expressing my feelings
As someone who's prized possession is a stuffed manatee from my Care Package Anon about a year back, I relate to this so much
Anyway, I am completely enamored with the idea that she sees you making all these plushies and, while there's a big part of her that desperately wants to ask for one, she won't at first. She's an adult, yknow? A grown woman who's special forces military, etc. etc. She's too old, too mature for plushies.
Except, you spot her staring sometimes. When she's lost in thought of how much she would've given as a little girl for a handmade plushie like the ones you make. It doesn't even matter what kind - be it some animal, a teddy bear, or some nondescript little creature you made with scraps of fabric patched together.
So one day, when she's gone on deployment, you make her one. It's a cat, made with a patchwork pattern. The kind that has different colored legs/head/torso. You're good at what you do, but you want it to be a little wonky because you know that's what SHE would want. (I'm tellin ya, her mum used to read Corduroy by Don Freeman to her as a child and she never forgot it).
When she gets home and settled, you give her the little kitty plush. She'll never admit it, but she definitely gets a little misty-eyed about it. The idea that you took time, effort, and care to make something like this for her really hits her square in the chest.
It quickly becomes one of her favorite treasures, and sometimes - when the house is quiet and her nightmares are loud - you can spot her holding it, absentmindedly rubbing at one of its ears for comfort.
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scribbledghost · 3 days
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You're out walking yours and Simon's dog, Riley, one afternoon when some guy you've never met all but saunters up to you.
He tries to chat you up, laying the flirtation on so thick it congeals into sleaze. You shut him down bluntly at every turn, but unfortunately, he's... determined.
Riley growls as he takes a step closer, the retired military dog pushing himself in front of you with hackles raised and teeth bared.
And still, the stranger doesn't get the hint. He merely huffs out an amused laugh as he looks from Riley to you.
"Didn't realize you had a guard dog -"
Suddenly, his gaze wanders past you. The cocky grin on his face drains away in an instant as he pales.
Like he's seen a Ghost.
"She's got two, mate."
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scribbledghost · 4 days
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Hello, how r u? I would like to make a request Yautja x reader (f)
I saw a drawing on Pinterest of an Albino Yautja and I got an idea and I can't get it out of my head.
It may be about an albino Yautja who, because of his condition, is despised and no female accepts him as his mate. This caused him to develop insecurities and barriers around him. Afterwards, the Elders took pity on him and through agreements with planet Earth sent him a human wife as a gift.
the rest is up to you. I trust you and if you like it I would love it if I could do it 🫶🏻🥺
So, this took me some time on, because I wanted to adjust it a little (as-is, it kind of made me think of like. a mail-order bride scenario? so I wanted to shift it a little away from that. hope that's okay).
So I'd like to imagine there's some type of agreement in place between Yautja Prime and Earth where humans and yautja can volunteer for matchmaking-type services.
Both parties are free to accept or decline each offer as they see fit, with no consequences on either side.
He figures he has no chance at finding a yautja mate, so he tries his luck with an Earth one.
When you first see him, completely snow-white in color, you're captivated. Most yautja are darker in color and have natural patterns that help them blend in with organic surroundings. This one? He'd probably only be suited for a hunt in the arctic.
You both talk. Get to know each other. He confides that no yautja female would have him due to his albinism, and genuinely seems a bit confused when you tell him you think he's beautiful.
There's a bit of two-fold camaraderie/commiserating if you're also somewhat of an outsider on Earth as well for any reason.
Granted, he's still somewhat closed-off. His past experiences have warranted some emotional barriers. Being an outcast in a warrior society can do that.
He tells you one night of being alone on hunts when he should have had help. How he'd barely managed to scrape by with his life, and even when he'd brought back trophy after trophy, he still wasn't seen as good enough.
He probably falls for you as soon as you start marveling at all the trophies he's collected. Or any time you thank him for bringing you one.
He's... a little awkward when it comes to courting. He's never had any experience with it, just heard stories of what you're "supposed to do".
Brings you lots of dead things at first. He's like a cat. Look, human mate! I can provide!!! Love me!!
So just... go easy on him and tell him what you need from him. He'll adjust.
Over time, as you two get closer, your bond is unshakable. Everyone on both sides knows that neither of you are going anywhere, having finally found each other.
Also, I can see both of you being fiercely protective of the other. Whenever anyone tries to shun either of you, the other immediately comes to their aid. Sometimes with violence.
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scribbledghost · 4 days
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Hi! First of all I would like to thank you for your writing! I've only recently stumbled upon your headcanons, but I've already fallen in love with your writing style and neighbor Simon! Can I request Simon with a male or gn reader who works as a rescue or firefighter and has the energy of a golden retriever? Kind of really always eager to help people, even risking his life to do so. It could be a regular Ghost or an au neighbor. I think that would be an interesting dynamic, especially if Simon is already retired and his s/o is doing dangerous work, though not military.
Please take care of yourselves and good luck with your writing! 💜
ohhhh not me realizing you've been waiting on me for this request for... *checks notes*... two months 🫣 I am so sorry. Thank you for your patience :')
So, for this one, I'm gonna go with neighbor Simon! And honestly? You're gonna make him go gray even earlier than he was already on his way to.
He probably picks up one of those emergency scanners. The kind that people usually use to listen to police activity, but he exclusively uses it to listen for fire/rescue. Any time your vehicle isn't at your house, he's probably got the thing on and set to the proper frequency. And when you ARE out on a call, he's glued to it to make sure there aren't any calls for backup/medical at wherever the situation happens to be.
Honestly, you probably remind him a lot of Soap. Eager to help, most of the time at detriment to your own safety. Though at least with Soap, Simon could keep an eye on him while he was off setting charges or infiltrating somewhere. Here? At home? He feels helpless. He can't very well follow you to every housefire or EMS call you go out on (as much as he wants to), so he has to settle for sitting by his little radio.
A nagging feeling tells him this is how military spouses feel. Sitting by, waiting for news that their loved one is safe and coming home. He keeps that radio on his left side always, to ensure it's not affected by his unilateral hearing loss. He wants to make sure he doesn't miss anything.
And yeah, maybe sometimes if you squint, you can see his truck parked a couple blocks away from whatever housefire you're attending. He'll never admit to that though. He just wants you to be safe, that's all. And if that means making sure things don't go too sideways (and being prepared to rush in after you if they do), then it's something he'll gladly cause trouble for.
He appreciates your sunshine-y nature when you're around him. Though it took some adjusting to, he enjoys the optimism and eagerness. It's a fresh change from all the doom and gloom that usually comes with hanging around military folks for too long. Simon probably teases you a lot about the whole "firefighter" gig anyway, asking you how many ladies come up to the handsome fireman while he's in uniform. (And yeah, okay, if you happen to do one of those "fireman calendar" things like stations sometimes do here in the States, he wants a copy. Don't you dare say anything about it though).
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scribbledghost · 5 days
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Oh gosh, angsty idea I just need to ask... how do you Simon reacts to civilian!reader being captured?? And how do you think Simon reacts when reuniting with reader after rescuing them (b/c my brain won't accept any other ending than Simon and reader reuniting.) BTW, my brain didn't really have a particular version of Simon in mind while writing this... so you can picture fem!Simon, neighbor!Simon, etc. while responding :))))
It's been a minute since we've checked in on Neighbor!Simon, so let's do that, hm?
His first call is to Price when he finds your front door ajar and your house in disarray. He knows calling the cops would be next to useless, especially since it doesn't take a genius to piece together the kidnappers' motive - to get under Simon's skin, and lead him to them.
It takes all his resources to find you, including Price and Laswell pulling strings on his behalf. The 141 take on your rescue mission personally, though they're very much alone here. There is no backup, the military wasn't going to expend such resources rescuing a single average civilian.
Simon turns into a machine. He doesn't eat. He doesn't sleep. He only focuses on finding you and using whatever scraps of breadcrumbs he can in order to do so. He gets testy with the team. Any bit of lightheartedness from Soap or Gaz quickly gets crushed under Simon's heel. No time for jokes, not when you're out there somewhere, being put through god knows what.
His mind often wanders to Mexico. To Roba. Simon Riley is not a praying man, but he bends his own rule just this once. Not only to beg for your safe return, but to also plead that wherever you are (and whoever has you) is kinder to you than Roba was to him.
When they track you down, Simon is quick to start barking orders. Normally, Price would put him in his place, but he allows Simon to take the lead on this one. Simon has come too far to not be the one that rescues you. He makes quick work of whatever misguided group thought they could stand up to him; he leaves behind a trail of bodies with no remorse, and personally carries you out of the building and to a waiting helo.
Truthfully, I see him being completely devastated by guilt. Whoever took you did it to get back at him, and they found you by finding him. In his mind, it's the same scenario with his family all over again - someone he loves got hurt, and though he wasn't directly to blame, he can't deny that you would have been safe if he hadn't come into your life.
You wake up in a hospital bed some time later to see Simon sitting at your bedside, leg bouncing and arms crossed as he stares into space.
He all but freezes when you softly call for him, head snapping to you as he launches towards you. At first, he doesn't speak. The only thing he says is a soft "I'm so sorry" as he gently touches your cheek. He's a steady presence in the following days, making sure you're well taken care of, helping you when you start to get up and moving again.
Honestly, I think he might wrestle with himself a little bit here. Part of him wants to vanish; to leave you, move away, and break all ties with you in an effort to keep you safe. Sure, he'd spend the rest of his life thinking of you and yearning to have you back, but at least without any connection to him, you'd be free of the risk of this happening again.
And part of him wants the opposite. He wants you close, wants to keep an eye on you, wants to never leave your side. The risk would still be there, but he knows he'd be able to protect you better and he knows he'd be better-equipped to find you if anything were to happen.
In the end, he settles for the latter. And maybe he starts talking about condensing your two homes into one.
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scribbledghost · 5 days
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Me to fem!simon after reading the sfw alphabet: spare a hand in marriage plz 💍👉👈
Also 25. and 30. for the writers asks 💌
Fem!Simon's SFW alphabet was so fun to write, I'm glad you enjoyed it! (And yes, she will accept that request thank you)
25. besides writing, what are your other hobbies?
Ohhh let's see... pretty much anything creative! I like being able to make things with my hands. Right now I'm pretty invested in those diamond painting kit thingies. I just got done making a whole set of keychains! I'm also rather fond of things like paint-by-numbers and legos.
30. share a fic you’re especially proud of
I'll give you a two-fer here: one from back in my P Pascal fandom days, and a more recent one:
Forgotten Creatures. My Minotaur!Whiskey fic. My baby. The series closest to my heart. I will always have a soft spot for this fic, and by extension, Minotaurs in general. Hurt. My favorite Simon fic I've written so far. (Though "Something New" is a close second). I just really enjoy being able to take a look deeper into characters, and this let me do that quite well.
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scribbledghost · 7 days
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Fem!Simon Riley SFW Alphabet
By request: the SFW version of the alphabet meme for Fem!Simon! I really hope you guys enjoy, I had a lot of fun writing this!
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
In public, she's not very affectionate. She'll hold your hand, maybe put an arm around your waist, buy she won't do much more than that. It's not that she's ashamed of you or anything, she's just not particularly into PDA.
In private though, she's much more affectionate. She likes to cuddle, likes to lay her head on your chest while you run a hand through her hair. She's also very prone to random hugs; if you're standing somewhere in the house doing something when she passes by, she's probably going to hug you.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
She's that no-nonsense friend who will 100% commit crimes for you if need be. She'll tell you how it is, but that doesn't mean she's cruel about it - she just doesn't particularly beat around the bush. If she thinks that shirt doesn't look good on you, she'll tell you lol. That sort of thing.
It'll probably be the type of friendship that starts because you're both in the same vicinity enough over a long enough period of time. She doesn't typically seek people out on her own, so her friendships mostly happen in this way.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
She does like to cuddle! It takes a while for her to get used to the idea, since you're her first long-term relationship. But once you ease her into it, she starts to crave it. She finds she sleeps better when she's got a hand on you somehow, and even if you two are just sitting on the couch watching a movie, she likes to at least have an arm around your shoulders.
Fem Simon likes spooning the most, if she's honest. She leans towards big spoon due to her size, but she's not opposed to letting you be the big spoon if you ask. She mostly likes to curl around you and bury her face in the back of your neck.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
I think she wants to, but it takes some time to work out her feelings on it. She's not used to a stable life like that, and at first it feels... wrong. Like she should be waiting for the other shoe to drop. But once she gets more secure and used to it, she finds she really enjoys it.
She's good at cleaning, especially due to her time in the military. Cooking is... fine. She can't really do gourmet, but she can make the basics and she does just fine with recipes or instructions. Because of this, she tends to lean more towards taking over cleaning duties when she lives with someone.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
Much like canon Simon, fem!Simon would break up as efficiently, quickly, and decisively as possible. Like ripping off a bandaid. She's not the type to "break up and make up" constantly - when she's done, she's done.
That being said, it takes quite a bit to push her in that direction. Unless you've got some major red flags going on or you refuse to try and work something out, she's in it for the long haul. Simon has no problem compromising in most areas, but she'll let you know real quick if you overstep a boundary (for more info, see letter Y).
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
In a stark difference from canon Simon, fem!Simon desperately wants to wife you up. She's hearing wedding bells by like. Date 2. She has daydreams purely about being able to call you her wife. She loves the idea of putting that ring on your finger.
However, as much as she wants to, she does put it off for a bit just as a measure of practicality. She thinks it'd be best to date for a while, probably live together for a bit, just to make sure you're both truly compatible. Sure, she's internally calling you her wife pretty quick, but she does still do her due diligence. She wants to make sure she'll only ever marry once.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Truthfully, it completely depends on who she's around. If it's just you, she's incredibly gentle, both physically and emotionally. The last thing she ever wants to do is hurt you. But around others, she's much more harsh and no-nonsense.
The difference is striking, especially if you surprise her on-base while she's training recruits or something. She flips on a dime, going from loud insults to soft "hey there love"s in 0.7 seconds once she sees you.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
She likes hugs from you and ONLY you. No one else gets the privilege (as much as Soap would kill to have it). The most she'll give others is a fist-bump or a solid pat to the shoulder.
With you, her hugs are encompassing. Bear hugs to the max. The woman is huge, so no matter your size, she can envelop you pretty well. She also does that thing where she doesn't let go until you're ready, and gives you that little extra squeeze before she releases you.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
She doesn't lol. You could flat-out get married and never hear those three words out of her mouth. But that absolutely does NOT mean she doesn't love you with everything she has. She just prefers to show it as opposed to saying it. She finds the phrase trite and overused to the point of meaningless.
If she does use her words, she still doesn't say the words "I love you". Instead, she says things like "you're everything to me" or "don't know what I'd do without you". Sometimes it's just a certain look in her eyes that tells you she'd burn the world down for you without a second thought.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
She gets... moderately jealous, just because she still holds some insecurities about your relationship (see letter R). If she spots you getting friendly with another person, she worries that you'll see she isn't good enough. (She still worries about this even though you keep telling her she's more than "good enough".)
In these moments, she gets quiet and broody. She won't say what's bothering her, but it doesn't take much to piece things together. She won't take it out on you. However, if she's not careful, she can start letting her brain run away and she gets a little possessive. She doesn't particularly want that, so she tries to keep a tight rein on it.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Fem!Simon's kisses, much like canon Simon's, are... engulfing. She pours everything she has into kissing you any time she's able to. Like she's trying to memorize how you feel against her lips (she is). A hand on your jaw, guiding your lips to hers, and a slow build up to something more heated if that's where she's going. Sometimes she just likes to have those slow makeout sessions that start and end with kissing.
As for where she likes to kiss you, nowhere is really off-limits. She'll accept whatever you offer her. For herself, she's not picky either. As far as she's concerned, your lips on her body is the closest she's getting to heaven anyway.
...uncomfortable lol. Truthfully, fem Simon doesn't care for kids too much, especially young ones/babies. She won't be mean to them, but her discomfort is very plain to anyone who sees her. Part of her is afraid she'll accidentally hurt them or something, and honestly she tends to scare kids most of the time.
On the other hand, if she comes into contact with one that isn't scared of her, she'll play along as best as she can until she can escape the situation politely. (i.e. hand the baby back to its parents, quietly excuse herself, etc).
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
This depends on her schedule. If she's working, it's very routine and to-the-minute. She wakes up at a certain time, gets up, then does her morning routine. Even this is pretty step-by-step; she'll have a morning cuppa, shower, get dressed, then run a comb through her hair/put deodorant on/brush her teeth. Then she's out the door (after a "have a good day" kiss from you, of course).
If she's off, she likes to lie in. All but turns into a cuddle monster who begs you for five more minutes or to call in sick if you've got work yourself. She'll get up slowly, and it's 50/50 on if she'll even get dressed that day if she has no plans.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Again, this largely depends on her schedule the next day. If she's working, she likes to keep to a tight schedule just to ensure she's not a tired, cranky mess the next day (bedtime is 2200 always). If not, she's more lax about it and tends to skew towards being a night-owl.
She doesn't particularly have any sort of nighttime routine. She doesn't really do skincare, and she showers in the mornings, so it basically amounts to "pajamas then bed". However, she won't object if you ask her to share in some of your routines. As long as you promise cuddles as compensation later.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
She reveals things piecemeal and slowly. And, especially early on, what she does reveal, she leaves pretty vague. She'll tell you she's in the military, and maybe even in the air service, but she won't specify that it's the SAS for a while. And she takes even longer to tell you about the task force.
As for her past/personal life, that's VERY slow. She doesn't like to talk about it much, and it probably takes years plus you two getting married for her to say much more other than her father was a bastard and her mother and brother passed away.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
With you? You'd have to move mountains to get her truly angry at you. Frustrated, perhaps, but never angry. She never wants to be the type to lash out or to have a short fuse with you. It'd probably take constant teasing/bothering to get her to even snap at you to knock it off.
With others? She's different. She has no problem tearing the recruits a new one, or putting the sergeants in their places. But even then, unless she's barking orders or drilling rookies, she doesn't yell.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Okay, so I have this specific headcanon for Fem!Simon specifically that she has a journal. Her old therapist recommended it for detangling her thoughts, and it become a habit. That being said, it's more commonly used now to take notes on you.
Your likes. Dislikes. Favorite color/movie/food/etc. The fact that you have an appointment next Tuesday that you're nervous about. Stories you've told her that she thinks will come back up later. Important dates. It all but turns into a case study on you specifically.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
The first time she came back from deployment after you two had begun dating. Deep down, she was still a bit insecure at the time about your relationship; worried that her inexperience would drive you away. She had a fear of coming back and having no one there to greet her.
But you were there. And the way you ran up to her, all but wrapping yourself around her without the slightest care of who may be watching, instantly became a core memory for Simon.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Imagine this: a former prized fighting dog with their person who is the first human being to show them soft kindness and love. That's where fem!Simon is. She's loyal to the bone, and will never do anything in your honor until you give her the ok to, but once you let go of that leash, she's a force to be reckoned with.
As far as how she likes to be protected: she finds it more amusing when you try. And adorable. Like a cat standing in front of a giant, scarred Cane Corso. She does appreciate it though, it makes her happy to know you're willing to go to bat for her just as much as she is for you.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
She does try very hard, if only to try and make up for how often she's away during those important dates. She'll treat you to anything your heart desires when she's home, and is almost desperate to make up for missing something like your birthday or anniversary.
Simon also has a knack for gift-giving. She quickly picks up on the little things you collect, what sorts of experiences you'd like the best, those sorts of things. She somehow always knows just what you'd like and when. How she does this, she'll never tell.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
She has to keep a tight eye on her behavior at times because during times of extreme stress, she can be prone to being overly possessive/obsessive. It comes from a place of concern, of needing you to be safe, but it can definitely be overkill if someone doesn't bring it to her attention.
There are also times when she distances herself because she still sometimes struggles with her sexuality. She closes herself off because she doesn't want to drag you into her own issues, no matter how much you reassure her you want to help. Just... give her some patience and time. She'll open up eventually.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Not very. Not at all, actually. She doesn't shave, doesn't wear makeup, only wears comfortable clothes, keeps her hair cut close. There's almost no traces of traditional femininity in fem!Simon, and she doesn't have any intentions of changing that.
That's not to say she's a slob or anything, she just prefers existing in her natural state. There are a few times when she'll dress up a bit more sharply, like for special dates or when she wants to catch your eye. There are few times she has to dress up in her dress uniform, but she has a deep dislike for it lol.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
With fem!Simon, I very much see her as the type of person who really has trouble bringing people into the fold of her life. As such, she's fiercely independent, and prides herself on being self-sustaining as much as possible.
That being said, she by no means WANTS to be without you. Its less that she feels incomplete, and more that she deeply loves you and does not want to leave your side. Especially now that you've wiggled your way into her life and her heart, she doesn't want you to leave. Could she go on without you? Yes. Does she want to? Never.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
Fem!Simon was raised Christian, and as such as a very hefty dose of that good, old-fashioned Christian Guilt. Even though she's no longer religious (agnostic but leaning towards atheist), she still can't help but feel like there's something wrong with her when she's sleepless on certain nights.
She desperately wishes she could bring you home to her mum. Her mum was the only person in her life to even imply she'd be okay with Simon being gay as a kid (frequently defending her from her abusive and homophobic father), and deep in her bones, Simon knows her mother would've loved you.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
Someone who's quick to anger or prone to explosive anger would be a hard no-go for Simon. If you're the type to easily be brought to yelling or throwing things, it isn't gonna work. You've got to have emotional maturity in order to be in a successful, meaningful relationship with her.
In the same vein, she needs a partner who is at least decently independent. She loves it when you rely on her, but she also has to be able trust that you can take care of yourself when she's deployed (or if, heaven forbid, something happens to her in the field).
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
The vast majority of the time, she sleeps on her back. The only time this changes is if she's on her side, and she has to be facing the door. But for the most part, she's a back sleeper. She sleeps light.
She doesn't toss or turn too much, and though she does have frequent nightmares, she usually wakes up from those with a heaving breath instead of screaming (which she credits to a looooot of therapy). All this to say she's pretty ideal to share a bed with. Plus she loves to hold her partner, so that's an added plus too.
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scribbledghost · 7 days
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19 for the fic writer ask game please! :)
19. The most interesting topic you've researched for a fic
Hmm... good question lol. I don't remember much of what I research for fics. Though, if i had to guess, it'd probably be something to do with the British military. I... have to do a lot of research on that lmao.
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scribbledghost · 7 days
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scribbledghost · 7 days
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Fem!Simon SFW alphabet will be posted at 6pm EST today!
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scribbledghost · 8 days
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Hello hello! I hope you're doing well!
I was wondering how you think a Yautja would react to being gifted a piece of art? I know damn well that I'm too slow-brained and clumsy to hunt anything, so skull trophies are out of the question, but what about spending time making something instead (Be it a drawing, a sculpture, writing, etc)?
Hi i have returned with more yautja after a billion years thank u
I think... they may be confused at first.
Of course, yautja have artists among their ranks - just as every culture does.
But human art sort of throws them at first. After all, most yautja art still incorporates a hunt of some sort. Think "lots of bone sculptures" sort of stuff.
So when you present them with a drawing, sculpture, or writing, they don't initially really realize it for what it is.
They think it's more of a "look what I did" as opposed to a "look what I took time and effort to make especially for you".
But when you explain it to them; that you're not a great hunter, so you wanted to show your appreciation in another way, they sort of start to get it.
It's like when a yautja gets a particular piece of jewelry for a mate - something flashy to show they belong to one another.
If it's a sculpture, they put it in their trophy room among the rest of their treasures.
A drawing? They hang it in their quarters or wherever they tend to spend the most time.
Writing? They memorize it and either recite it to themselves when they're missing you or, if it's a story, they'll tell it to other yautja.
They start to ask for more. Partly as a way to give you something to do while they're off on a hunt, partly because they like having traces of you in their space.
Also, idk if it would be considered in bad taste (probably depends on the yautja), but I think it'd be neat to paint some of their skull trophies. Especially if you paint typical yautja tribal designs on them.
And, bless them, they try to reciprocate. They try to draw for you, to weave stories, to sculpt something.
Let's just say, they're better suited for hunting.
They try their best though. And really, that's all that matters.
Also, they're fiercely protective of the gifts you make them. The other yautja learn pretty quick not to make fun of them or dismiss them.
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scribbledghost · 9 days
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Ok that double sided dildo ask with fem!Simon really got me. And I can’t stop thinking about reader on top while using one 👀 I can only imagine the praise.
hkajsdfh i had to go back and reread it cause it's been so long since i got this ask oops
but y e s it'd be an experience for sure. We all know that fem Simon is already on the praise train, so naturally she's gonna keep her mouth working while you're on top. Plenty of "atta girl"s, "there you go"s, and the like. She wants you to know that you're doing a good job.
(Seriously though. The praise is non-stop while you're on top.)
"There you go, that's my girl, yeah? Doin' so fuckin' well, takin' what you want. Proper angel, you are."
Not to mention her hand is hard at work too. There's a reason cowgirl is one of her favorite positions with a double sided dildo - gives her easy access to stimulate your clit while you take the reins.
Really, she just loves seeing you take what you want from her. It makes her feel like she's doing something right by pleasuring you, like she has a purpose. It's kind of the same reason she likes doing other household things for you.
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scribbledghost · 9 days
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Simon or even fem! Simon teaching little/ bottom reader how to Dom. Teaching them whilst they're riding and showing the best way and things to say.
I think they'd both be super good at teaching you how to dom if you ask. Plenty of praise, soft instructions, and encouragement. Domming can differ from person to person, and both canon Simon and Fem!Simon know that, so they encourage you to play around and find out what works best for you.
Plus they have no qualms about manhandling you into a proper position if you ask them to or if you can't make up your mind on what to do next.
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scribbledghost · 9 days
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Hello there!! I just wanted to gush about the NSFW Fem!Simon alphabet, because it was so awesome!! I'm infatuated with the whole piece, but if I had to pick my favorite letters they were probably A (for Aftercare), F (for favorite position), and Z (for snoozing afterwards.) I really find it interesting how, despite the topic being steamy, there's still some areas to dive more into fem!Simon's character (like, i.e., her becoming less sexually active after her experience in Mexico.) I find it super cool how you're able to give us a peek into her character from a more unique perspective, in this case with fem!Simon's dynamic with sex.
And then, there was something I was curious about. If I can phrase my thought correctly, it's my curiosity on what fem!Simon might have in common with canon!Simon, as well as what differs between them. For example, while rereading the fem!Simon works, I was going through the one about her first kiss with reader (which I'll link here because it's super stinking cute and sweet: https://scribbledghost.tumblr.com/post/746033214969315328/omg-i-love-mas-muscled-and-im-literally-so-in)
There's a couple of lines there that would be really fitting with canon!Simon's devotion towards reader. Like, for example: "Hell, she’d walk outside, lie face-down in the water, and let you tread on her back all the way to the truck if you asked her to. But that’s a different matter." And, additionally: "For a moment, she contemplates telling you the truth - that she likes holding you, likes taking care of you, and likes showing off her strength (purely because she knows you like her showing off) - but she reconsiders."
But then, there's the blurb you did about fem!Simon being ecstatic about reader calling her wife. And, in the tags, you were talking about how canon!Simon would be allergic to marriage for a few years while fem!Simon is more eager. So, I'm just curious, how similar do you think fem!Simon is to canon!Simon? And what are some key differences between them?
(I also apologize for A) making this a mini-essay with the length and B) any mistakes... I'm sleep deprived and typing this at 5:00 in the morning so it's probably not my most coherent ask lol.)
okay, i am super sorry it's taken me so long to answer this! I've been super busy while on vacation this week, but I've finally got some downtime and I've been thinking about this ask since I got it. so here we go!
First, I'm so glad to hear you like the smut alphabet! It was super fun to write (and I promise I'm still working on that SFW version). I love digging into characters' personalities and stories, so those alphabet memes are perfect for that. For Fem!Simon's relationship with sex, I headcanon her as being incredibly closeted until maybe her early 20s due to her upbringing (her father was super abusive, and she's always been a tomboy even before coming to terms with being a butch lesbian, so there was plenty of homophobia coming from her dad too). From there, she had a few flings, but after she was tortured and assaulted in Mexico, she stopped all of that. I know sexual trauma can also manifest in hypersexuality, but I just don't see it happening that way for Simon. Instead I see her withdrawing from it completely for a while (until she meets you).
As for similarities and differences between Fem!Simon and Canon Simon, I'd honestly see them as mostly similar. For example, they're both incredibly loyal and devoted once you get past their emotional walls, like you mentioned with the quotes from the first kiss blurb for Fem!Simon. They've largely got the same backstory, with the only alterations being in how their sexualities shaped them differently. Her personality is largely the same as well - stern, blunt, and has no problem with being mean when the situation calls for it.
For differences, I think Fem!Simon is only slightly (and I mean VERY slightly) more open than canon Simon is. She's still incredibly stoic, cold, and closed-off if she doesn't know you well, but if she's romantically interested in you, she'll make her move a bit sooner than canon Simon would. She still takes time to feel you out, so to speak. She keeps an eye on you, takes mental notes of your mannerisms and how you handle certain situations to make sure you're compatible. She's analytical, just like canon Simon. But once she's sure, she's sure.
And as far as marriage goes, she's more open to it than canon Simon is purely because it was illegal for most of her life (same-sex marriage didn't become legalized in the UK until 2014). So even once she'd come to terms with her being a lesbian, there was a decent amount of time where she wouldn't have been allowed to marry anyway, so it was... idk, "safer for her to want it", I suppose. Now that it's legal, she's already moved past her mental blocks on the issue.
I think those are the more obvious differences between Fem!Simon and Canon!Simon? Largely, I think everything else is either mostly or completely the same between the two.
Again, thank you SO MUCH for this ask and for letting me dive more into Fem!Simon's personality!! I appreciate it a lot 💖💖💖
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scribbledghost · 11 days
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Posting this at 1045pm and on my sideblog because. Idk reasons I guess.
cw for medical talk below the cut
The past few days have been... hard. My ocd has been through the roof. I had my usual checkup, and like an idiot I requested a blood panel cause it's been a while since I'd last had one. A lot of the results were out of range, either low or high (and they've been that way for several years). At first, my doctor didn't say anything about them cause they're not *super* out of range. But of course, I panicked and, also like an idiot, asked my doctor to take a closer look.
She wants more labs now. Some vitamin levels, rheumatoid labs, and inflammation labs. She's looking for either vitamin deficiency or an autoimmune disorder because my iron levels are normal, so it's not anemia causing the odd blood panel levels.
I'm scared. Especially about those inflammation labs. High levels of that can be caused by so many things, from stress and anxiety to severe illnesses. If the vitamin levels come back normal and so do the rheumatoid tests, then I'm afraid of what her next recommendation will be.
I'm afraid I've opened a door I can't close. I'm afraid I've started something that won't end until there's a serious, life-altering diagnosis.
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