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Me indeed

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Okay I can't believe someone reblogged smtg I wrote It feels great, especially since it's the last thing I expected people to reblog idk sbdvznsvdh

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#fuck capitalism

Fucking hate clients and customers and employers and buyers and sellers like go die in hell

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bungus

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#i've been put in candle jail by my partner, I just love fire smmmmm whyyyyy

#I will pull up to anyone's wedding and set fire to the table cloth "by mistake" because I'm playing with the candles there

#pyrokinesia is such a cool power geez, I wish I thought of that back when I was a kid and thought the best power was air or water bending

#zuko out there flexing on me with his fire bending bs

#I would go to prison for arson, both litteraly and figuratively, in the way some people would give their life for idk some cishet stuff like a celebrity

#i'd also give my life for my partner

#what would be my life without being qu**r and mentally ill

#sky daddy's son is cannonically aro/ace

#take that homophobic christian

dont let people tell u ur attraction to fire is "abnormal" or "hazardous" prometheus doesnt have his liver eaten every day for u to ignore the allure of arson

#arson #christianism #christianity #christian blog #fire #be gay do crimes

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we need more arson on this app. reblog this post to set fire to the blog of the person you reblogged it from 🔥

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When I realise I'm alive every morning as I wake up, and scream to the universe my sorrow.

#I curse nature for my existence

#tis my actual physical form (I'm ugly af)

#there's a book about a guy waking up to being an cockroach-like insect I read a while ago in french for school I think, this was a while back so my memory is trash, it's called "The Metamorphosis" by Kafka (I had to look it up, don't think I have the mental capacity for stuff)

#i'm gay check out my other posts djshshzhz also I have once again tagged Christian stuff in hopes to piss them off

#all my posts have a tweak of hate towards homophobes

#ik ik not all Christians are homophobes but yk a ton are so let's get this party started

#idk anymore #literature #gay #baptist #church #christianism #christian blog

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Sometimes my gay is showing and I decide to pet it and feed it a homophobe's tears and it calms down

#i'm gay in a "move our the way cishet or I'll end your bloodline"

#i'm qu**r as in fuck you

#I show off my gay and flex it on the people around me, cause tbh except my partner i'm the gayest around ddezbevd

#homophobes' insecurities are what's showing for them, like why are you crying over people loving other consenting people

#tagging some Christians to piss em' off, like f are they going to do, cry to sky daddy, his masochist zombie kid? Even better yet, pray for my soul ??? ejhdhzhz

#let's be clear, there's only one place my soul is going and that's to a meet and greet event with Satan after my death, so don't you dare pray for me.

#christianism #be gay do crimes #lgbtqiia+ #jesuslovesyou #jesus is life #church

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we take stuffed animals very seriously in this house

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Honestly I eat non-edible stuff like un ironically and I find that pretty funny.

#is like the geology side of Tumblr called rock Tumblr cause that's funny af

#I hope I'm not the only one getting the joke

#I like would not be bothered if I was to be offered coal as a present

#like I'd genuinely enjoy it

#plus I love fire

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I'd wear the bat ones for my daily attempt to befriend crows and have them bring me money bills, scare tf out of both the young and the old but inspire them to look at me and be like that's a badass bitch with some badass glasses and I wanna look like that.

#jesus christ am I gay af

#I really want the black ish bat ones like the vibe and energy they yeet me

#god prolly be wearing em' glasses like the bad bitch she is

random sunglasses i would like to own

#god is a woman #fashion #i'm gay #jesus is life #christchurch #be gay do crimes #black crows

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Do you ever just create a cult to lead a totalitarian regime and have an extensive plan on how you'd just control a whole state for English class.

#cause my partner and I did

#honestly I think we scared the teacher with how precise it was but like we only talked surface level of our plan

#being neurodivergent is hilarious

#neurodivergent #queer as folk #english #jesuslovesyou #totalitarianism #1984georgeorwell #cult classic #special interest

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To be honest my views of marriage have always been fucked up by my parental units and I never wanted it, but yeah after meeting someone with which I am so insanely deeply in love with and I just want to spend my whole life with, my views changed, I've only seen and encountered flawed marriages which only ended in pain and abuse and didn't work out. But I know my partner and I can yk make it work, precisely because we've seen what not to do.

Ik it's cheesy but, to my partner : if you are reading this I love you so so so much.

#also the wedding industry is fucked up but we'll find a way around that

#i'm very gay

#honestly I'm sure I'll have like a bright ass future and it's going to be amazing

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Some people find it depressing when the sky is completely white or gray, but I just find comfort in this huge monotonous and monochrome blanket even though it's cold, I just get to stay inside, stay in bed with a ton of blankets covering me and stuffed animals and stare out the window and like appreciate how it is.

#also rain is amazing, like rainy nights are amazing and in India it's even better because the rain is slightly warm, it feels great

# I don't live in India but I did travel there a lot when I was younger to see family members

#btw if you think I'm 8 or smtg cause I own plush toys jgggjfghd that is hilarious but yeah no, whatever my age I will live with plush toys

#I may be 64 or 22 or immortal who knows, tis the power of the internet

#I just want to lay on the ground of an empty parking lot with music in my headphones and rain just pouring on me while I cry or sing passionately to songs or both

#both is great

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The problem I face daily is being sad but not knowing why

#like I'm depressed but everything is going okay for me idk

#why tf am I like this, if everything's fine why can't I just be happy and productive

#but I guess it's fine, i just need to see my partner and light candles (if only I was allowed to light candles :(((( )

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Sometimes the idea of making a post on here appears to me like some funky leprechaun butting into existence in front of my eyes but yeah then I forget about it and I am left stupid in my dark room wondering what crazy bs I could have written.

# I'm too sleep deprived, mentally ill and gay for posting regular things or seeming to be nt

#I used the tag "jesuslovesyou" because while I may not be Christian I'd love to see how some would react to my page and the bs I post

#making jokes about Jesus has recently become a personality trait of mine and I think the best one I've come up with was on a call with my partner it lagged like hell cause the wifi's trash and yeah I only heard yk the cursed laggy sounds of a dying computer playing wierd ass sounds, y'all know the vibe and yeah I said "you sound like Jesus on autotune", that made us crack up even more djsbskdhs.

#idk if it's funny to y'all since it's pretty much a private running joke we have together

#wtfpost #jesuslovesyou #i'm confused