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Vogtland landscape   -     Wolfgang Mattheuer , 2003,

German, 1927-2004

Pastel on primed cardboard, 78.8 x 108.8 cm.

#wolfgang mattheuer #art #the neverending queue #landscapes

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#my sist halfway through her first run: not that im complaining but all the guys are pillows princesses #she is very right lmao #astarion #gale of waterdeep #wyll ravengard #baldur's gate 3 #the neverending queue

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1001 Nights (1998) dir. Mike Smith art: Yoshitaka Amano

#yoshitaka amano #movie: 1001 Nights #to watch #the neverending queue

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#florence pugh #unfair people #the neverending queue

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#astarion #me back on my bullshit (romancing stabby elves) #baldur's gate 3 #badass art #the neverending queue

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The Kiss

#badass art #wriothesley #neuvillette #wriothesley x neuvillette #genshin impact #the neverending queue

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[RE4] don't ask why luis is lower. thought it's cuter that way (i know he's taller than leon but that's how i imagined it and i'm s t u b b o r n)

--- more on patweon.

#leon looks so fond ;_; #leon kennedy #luis serra navarro #leon x luis #otp: prince charming & don quixote #resident evil #badass art #the neverending queue

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Fruit-Shaped Bus Stops (1990) Location: Nagasaki, Japan

#japan #architecture #good design #the neverending queue

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BRITTANY MURPHY as Shellie in SIN CITY (2005) dir. Robert Rodriguez & Frank Miller

#movie: sin city #the aesthetic of this movie: formative for tween me ngl #brittany murphy #her death was so out of nowhere it's still feels unreal for me some days #the neverending queue

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PRIDE & PREJUDICE 2005, dir. Joe Wright

#movie: pride & prejudice #the neverending queue

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ANNE HATHAWAY AS DAPHNE KLUGER OCEAN'S 8 (2018) Dir. Gary Ross

#daphne kluger #anne hathaway #she is so hot halp #movie: ocean's 8 #the neverending queue

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Background study RE4 x Fallout

#luis serra navarro #leon kennedy #leon x luis #otp prince charming & don quixote #badass art #the neverending queue

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The cringiest dialogue captured in history

#dksjkglslgs #100% how wrio trying to flirt would ends up lmao #wriothesley #neuvillette #genshin impact #wriothesley x neuvillette #the neverending queue

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"Hanging with you...not healthy."

🔞 full version is semi-nsfw 🔞: can be found on my twitter

#leon x luis #leon kennedy #luis serra navarro #otp: prince charming & don quixote #badass art #the neverending queue

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In highschool I wrote a story about a middle-generation of stellar travelers. Their parents were born on earth and left as children, and the middle generation will not live long enough to see their destination. They live their entire lives on the ship and I wrote about them trying to find their place in everything. They will never know blue skies and warm beaches and open fields with warm breezes. They’ll never know birdsong or crickets or frogs. They’ll never hear the rain on the roof of a dreary day. I never could find the right way to end the story. I wanted it to be a happy ending, but I didn’t know how to do it.

I realize now that it was a book about me dealing with depression before I even knew it. Looking back at how blatant the projecting was, it’s obvious now. It wasn’t then.

In the story, the middle-generation people are lost. They’re apathetic. They’re just a placeholder. The only job they have is to keep the ship running, have kids, and die. As the middle generation of people began becoming adults, suicide rates were skyrocketing. Crime and drug rates were jumping. This generation was completely apathetic because they felt that they had no use.

In the story, a small group of people in the middle-generation create the Weather Project. They turn the ship into a terrarium. They make magnificent gardens and take the DNA of animals they took with them and recreate them and they make this cold, metal spaceship that they have to live their entire lives on into a home. They take what little they have and they break it and rearrange it into something beautiful. They take this radical idea and turn the ship into a wonderful jungle of trees and birds and sunshine.

And I realize now how much it reflects my state of mind as I transitioned from a child into an adult while dealing with depression. You always hear “it gets better” and “when you’re older things will be easier” and I was so sick of waiting for it to get better. I was in the middle-generation stage. And I was sick of it. I was so sick of waiting.

When I was in highschool I didn’t know how to end the story. I didn’t know how to have a happy ending. I didn’t have the life experience then to finish the story in a meaningful way. I didn’t know how to make it better for these middle-generation characters.

But now that I’m older, I’m learning. That if you sit and wait for things to get better, it never will. You have to take your life and break it apart and rearrange it into something beautiful. You have to make the cold metal ship into the garden that you deserve. You have to make your own meaning. You have to plant your own garden.

You have to teach yourself that being happy is not a radical idea.

#mental health #relevant of everything #worldbuilding #Olafur Eliasson #art #r.e.f.e.r.e.n.c.e #the neverending queue #one of my fave artist

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#brian cox #refaat alareer #words #palestine #things that are not okay #the neverending queue

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coloring book no. 10

"vengeful"

#richie guzmán #illustration art #lore and legends #'if you could only see what you’re not seeing' #the neverending queue