“I wish I was as invisible as you make me feel”

a lot of things broke my heart,

but fixed my vision...

Knowing more only makes me realize how little I truly know.

hang onto your memories,

you can’t relive them.

I may be suicidal, but at least I am a procrastinator too.

I miss the idea I had of you.

My expectations are way too high for this world.

If I had a dollar for everytime I thought of you...

I’d start thinking of you.

I have so many dreams but no way of accomplishing them.

hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have - but I have it.

Sonder- the realization that everyone has their own lives

“Betrayal is the only truth that sticks” - Arthur Miller

does the pain ever end or do you just get used to it?

HAPPY MOTHERFUCKING BIRTHDAY!!!! birthdays can suck (I know I have issues with mine) but you've kicked another year in the ass despite the bullshit the universe has thrown at you and shown how much stronger than all that you can be. I hope you have a good weekend and find some fun ways to celebrate!!

Ah thank you I needed this. This was really sweet, thank you.

you can always count on things to change

I really want to belive that you right.

i'm just stopping by to send you one big and comfy hug *hugs you* 🤗

*hugs back* <3

Today just re-enforces the fact that no one cares about me. All I seriously want to do is just kill myself. I just want to die. I just want to disappear fall off the face of the earth and just start a new life. I hate this so much. I am just so tried of living this way and I can’t even do anything about it. It’s just completely ruined and nothing I do can change that. It is so suffocating and feels like I’m drowning and I don’t want to feel this way anymore.

ALSO BIDEN WON THE 2020 ELECTION WOOHOOO!!! BEST BDAY EVER.

You want to know something so funny? Someone who I’m really good friends with called me and I thought it would be to wish me a happy birthday but it was for math homework answers. I can’t even say I’m surprised. It just hurts so much.