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saksukei · 7 days

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simon ghost riley and his fear

masterlist | wow returning after a decade!

for the first time in his life, simon ‘ghost’ riley is afraid. and it's not the type of fear that comes with bullets flying around him, bombs going off, bloodshed everywhere. no. it's the type of fear he feels when you’re sitting opposite to him in this 80s themed diner for a burger and a milk shake.

you’re here ranting to him about your day, how life isn’t going according to plan and everything is a mess. you’re wearing a hoodie that is too oversized for your own good, with little heart pajamas and your jewelry twinkling in the neon light.

and all he can think about is that he’d lay his life down for you in a minute if it meant everything would go according to your plan, if it meant that you'd be happy. he wonders time and time again what he’d do to make you laugh. how wretched and perfectly miserable he is.

he thinks about how every time he gets deployed, there is a gaping hole in his chest because he’s leaving you behind. even death will not provide the solace he finds in your presence. the endless violence he’s been used to doesn’t feel like a safe haven, only your arms do. only you do.

god, if he could, he’d always linger near the door of your room, watching you carry on with your life. even if it meant it wasn't with him. and if anyone knows what it's like to yearn for normalcy, it’s simon.

“simon?” your voice snaps him out of the trance he’s in. “are you even listening to me?”

he nods, motioning for you to go on.

of course. he’s listening. even if it's with a heavy heart.

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saksukei · 3 months

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omg i didn't realise we were mutuals?? i adore all your writing for seventeen ^^

thank you so much <33 yes we're mutuals, happy to be!! always feel free to drop by!

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saksukei · 5 months

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ok, so i just read “simon ‘ghost’ riley and his strength” and OMGGGG SHDBNADBNABD PLEASEEEE I WAS SCREAMING GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET 🩷🖤🩷 he’s the most beautiful person to ever walk on this god's green earth, but i also love it because the size difference between me and him ARE INSANE LIKE yes go ahead babe pick me up! anyways, i love it so so so so so soooo much 🩷

i wanna kiss him so bad!!! like i just know he’d be so protective,, wouldn’t let you lift a finger, treating you like fine china omg!!

thank you so much!! i’m glad you liked it anon! (ur my first anon yay <3)

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saksukei · 6 months

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hello!! sorry for being so mia</3 there was this really sweet ask in my ask box and whoever it was I appreciate it a lot! :( it got deleted somehow but i think I have a rough idea on which account sent it. i’m praying that i'm right lmao. if the account that sent it is you, pls hmu!!! thank you for complimenting my writing!!!

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saksukei · 6 months

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zombie ghost 😭 i need him so bad y'all its not a joke

#saksukei

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saksukei · 6 months

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simon ‘ghost’ riley and his strength

masterlist | i’m about to throw up,, not rly nsfw

simon ‘ghost’ riley is not your average man and he knows it. he’s tall, his built is much bigger than your delicate little frame and he can bench your body weight like it’s nothing.

he only notices how his size affects you when he came from behind, caging you between the desk and himself. from stuttering your words, to gulping and getting red, he notices how the only thing you fixate on is how he’s towering over you. he let’s out a chuckle, how adorable are you? now he knows your little secret. simon has a shit eating grin plastered on his face under his mask. ‘oh i’m gonna have so much fun with this,’ he thinks to himself.

from subtly flexing his muscles, to wearing compression shirts that outline his god-like muscles, he does everything in his power to make you a shy blushing mess. he lifts heavy things, cages you from behind when he reaches things that you can’t (he purposefully places them higher up so you ask for his help), to bending down to your level so he can listen, to constantly placing his hand on your inner thigh, he’s a menace.

his hands are so rough, calloused and big, they cover your entire waist. especially, how he keeps his hand on your lower back to guide you, knowing the effect it'll have. fucking asshole uses his hand to hold your entire hair in a ponytail, whispering such unholy things in your ear, “you don’t know how much i’m holding myself back, love,” to “we are leaving. now.”

he can’t help but grin foolishly when you sit on his lap as if it’s made for you. “that’s my pretty girl, hm?” he praises, stroking your hair. simon never let’s you out of his iron grip. you can barely budge on the days he decides to pin you down, one hand enough to pin both your wrists.

and how insanely strong he is. he picks you up so effortlessly, one hand on your waist and then you’re thrown over his shoulder, with a playful smack to your behind. when you play fight him, normally, simon let’s out a laugh at your attempts to cage him but then something changes and he flips you over, his deep gravelly voice muttering, “haven’t even used half of my strength with you, sugar.”

he manhandles you so much and he’s so mean about it! from saying, “aren’t you just a doll?” to “i know this is what you want” to “look at you fucking ogling every time i enter the room. can’t get enough of me, yeah?”

all in all, simon enjoys enjoys that you’re so fascinated by his strength and size, whispering to himself something about how you're ‘the most cutest little thing’ he’s ever seen.

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saksukei · 6 months

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gojo satoru and his hands

masterlist | somewhat nsfw

it’s no secret that gojo satoru has pretty hands. long slender fingers, well kept nails, veins lining his skin as some bruise grazes his knuckles. but it’s not just his hands that are worth lusting for. no, it’s how he constantly has them on you.

hands always placed on your thigh or lower back as he guides you through the crowd. fingers running through your hair, tracing patterns on your naked back or neck and he’s already so handsy. from tying your necklaces, to zipping up your dresses, he makes sure you feel his cold fingertips tracing down your spine, lips meeting your neck.

how your entire palm wraps around his two fingers as he walks beside you, he chuckles, “such a sweet little thing, hm?” he presses a kiss to your hand. how you fidget with his hands to distract yourself as he bites back a grin.

and in no way does it mean that satoru doesn’t know.

he’s so smug about it. with the way his fingers enter your mouth, as you gag on them, drooling all over his knuckles and the face you make. god, he ascends right into heaven. especially as your tongue twirls around them giving him a good fucking preview about what’s to come. he loves it so much when you randomly decide to take his fingers in your mouth, smirk plastered on his face, “want them to be somewhere else, darling?”

or how you react when they work inside you. “my pretty girl” he coos. “i know you like this ba–by, fuck I like it even more.” his fingers toy with you mercilessly. he can’t hold himself back seeing your cute little face like that. and oh how much he prides himself on being able to do such unholy things to you by just his hands, constantly dipping inside to feel you.

but honestly? gojo loves it. gojo loves how you’re fixated on his fingers, because he knows how to put them to good use.

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saksukei · 6 months

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i’m about to throw up i cannot stop thinking about ghostface please 😭😭 I had one dream about this man and i haven’t been able to get him out of my head????

#like i didnt know why people liked such characters #but fuck i get it now #the things i would let him do to me #saksukei

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saksukei · 6 months

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smoking with simon ‘ghost’ riley

masterlist | subtle things he does | his crush on you

“smoking’s dangerous,” a voice behind you remarks. you turn around, only for your eyes to grace upon simon ghost riley, your lieutenant. he's wearing his standard balaclava and gloves, a black t-shirt, his muscles bulging out with tattoos lacing his skin and his green track pants. what a sight for sore eyes, wasn't he?

“so are you lieutenant, yet we keep you around,” you retort, taking another drag. you offer a cigarette to him as well.

you’ve had this back and forth going on with him only recently despite joining the task force about almost a year ago.

“touche,” he replies, taking one from you.

despite his very crude and steely exterior, simon riley is someone you admire a lot. you've worked plenty of missions with him and enjoy his witty humor.

but the most tender you've ever seen him is when he leans forward, his mask half pulled up, cigarette pressed between his lips, an indication for you to light it. you've never fully seen his face but you bask in the smidgens you have.

“you alright?” he asks, breaking the silence as he leans against the wall for support, eyes focused on the group of soldiers at the check post ahead.

“just feeling the tiredness of the day,” you reply.

“once you get to where i am,” he exhales whiffs of smoke, “tiredness will be the last thing on your mind.”

a sigh escapes your lips. after a few beats pass, you confess, “i don't intend on getting to where you are lieutenant. m’ not gonna make it that far,” you tell him truthfully.

he stops mid drag, mask falling over his face, warm green eyes meeting yours, his intense gaze burning through. “you don’t have a choice, private,” he orders. “you have to make it that far.”

you furrow your eyebrows in confusion. “why?” you question. “i don't think i matter this much, surely.”

“to yourself, maybe,” he retorts, tearing his eyes away from you. “but to me, you do,” he admits. his voice is stern, almost commanding, till he whispers, “i plan on us retiring in one piece and alive.”

“then what?”

“then – we – can get rid of this tiredness together.”

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saksukei · 6 months

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gojo satoru has a bad day

masterlist | praying that this helps w the writer’s block

you love it when gojo satoru has a bad day. and that’s not because you wish misery upon him, but it’s just what he does on those days that make you feel so in love with him.

satoru isn’t the type to come home and yell or shut himself out. he comes home with a tired look on his face, collapsing down on the couch beside you. without saying another word, he pulls you into an embrace, head nuzzled in your neck, as his hand dips inside your shirt. you chuckle at his antics, stroking his frosty hair.

“sorry, i smell like shit,” he mutters, voice muffled.

you laugh in response.

truth be told, you love how he smells, even if he’s sweaty after an entire day of going on missions. after all, there’s something so inherently attractive about satoru. the way his muscles flex in that god awful black shirt of his, or how his sweats hang at just the right spot, enough to show his happy trail. that outfit of his is a sight for sore eyes.

you pull away from him, just for a second to position yourself correctly, so you’re completely on his lap facing him. you press a sweet, soft kiss to his neck.

“fu–ck,” he groans, head thrown back. “you know i could spend eternity right here,” he breathes out, as you kiss his sweet spot. “wouldn’t change a thing about it.”

“oh? is that so baby?” you grin. you love it when he comes back home so needy, so clingy. on days like this, he’s putty in your arms.

he nods, leaning forward and you can feel his hot breath on your lips. “you’re the only one i could ever think of spending eternity with.”

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saksukei · 7 months

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simon ‘ghost’ riley and his love languages

masterlist | i think i may have wrote too much??

there’s one thing lieutenant simon ghost riley knew when he began dating you. he had to be the best version of himself or at least try. you were the only person he met that he ever wanted to try for.

i. words of affirmation

initially, simon has trouble adjusting to calling you any pet names and just calls you by your name. it isn’t until he gets comfortable enough to say, “love” which is his go to nickname. he says them only in private though.

and then it’s nicknames galore. he calls you his sunshine because he literally adores your smile so much!!! the type to say, “i brought flowers for you. they needed sunshine and you were the obvious choice.” and he also says things like, “my darling angel” when you get him a cup of tea.

most importantly, if you ever do something that’s like daunting or difficult for you or if you learn something he’s gonna say “that’s my girl, always so intelligent.” if the two of you ever hit the gym together and you hit more reps than your regular ones, he’s gonna be so happy for you. “atta girl,” he kisses your cheek as he pats your back.

ii. gifts

he wasn’t very heavy on gift giving. that was until he saw something that he knew you’d like and bought it. and the smile that graced your face with the stars in your eyes made him want to do it more often.

and he felt his heart jump when he saw you cherish the letters he’d written when he was deployed. ever since then, he’s been leaving cute little notes for you, making handmade things you’d like such as bracelets, necklaces. he knows how to sew and he sewed a cute little shirt for you. this also brings me to the fact that he likes knitting a lot and loves making mug warmers? it’s endearing really. he can also carve wood apparently? so he makes sweet little decoration pieces for your apartment. (but also lumber jack simon making me insane)

all in all, he loves giving gifts. he’s the type to make a special notebook for just you and put pressed flowers on each page. “got you something you liked, darling.”

iii. acts of service

simon’s strongest way of expressing love is through acts of service. he’s a military man and a firm believer of ‘actions speak louder than words.’ i’ve said it before that his eye for detail is insane and he uses it in the relationship as well. alongside with his ability to literally commit you to memory, he remembers everything. (except birthdays, but he’ll remember yours).

from bending down to tie your shoelaces, to refilling snacks that he knows you like, to picking up heavy stuff, to guiding you with a hand on your waist, everything really!!! can read your facial expressions like it’s the only thing he knows and can immediately figured out what you like and don’t like. “you okay?”

and god, he's also aware of the sidewalk rule! never lets you walk on the outer side. the type to place a hand on corners and edges so that you don’t get hurt. he’s always looking out for you, ensuring you don't have anything in your way. he’ll always stand behind you because he feels it gives him a better chance to protect you.

iv. quality time

such a sucker for spending time with you but that’s mainly because he knows his is limited. and he would never risk not spending another minute with you. from watching movies, to watching you do make up in front of the vanity, to reading books together, training together, having tea. he finds your presence alone to be comforting. it's like you deal with all of his inner thoughts and reservations without even knowing it.

he also enjoyed doing mundane domestic tasks with you like getting groceries, setting up ikea furniture, cooking and cleaning together, honestly he loves it all. especially if there’s some jazz music playing in the background. i can absolutely imagine rubbing a little flour on simon’s face and he’ll get so offended, chasing you around the entire house, pining you down, just to do the same to you.

v. physical touch

simon is hesitant to become physically affectionate. that's not to say that he doesn’t enjoy it, it's just that when you’ve been met with violence all your life, gentleness is hardly something you expect.

but god, did he want to melt into a puddle when you held his hand or when you pressed a sweet kiss to his cheek. he swears he forgot how to breathe. and little by little, he got comfortable. hands hesitant to be on your waist, until that's the only place you found them, his head always nuzzled in the crook of your neck. “this might just be the favorite part of my day,” he says softly.

from lacing fingers, to kissing you the first thing in the morning, once simon’s comfortable, he won’t go a day without being intimate. “c’mere give me a kiss” to “you’re my good luck charm, love.”

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saksukei · 7 months

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i have soooo many drafts but so little time to actually write. this is what'll kill me.

#saksukei

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saksukei · 7 months

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Spreading for awareness!

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This bill is serious. If it passes it will ban all forms of NSFW media to “protect children.”

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i don’t usually like getting involved in political related stuff but my god, give this a read guys!!! kosa absolutely destroys your right to privacy, freedom of expression that in turn compromises the first amendment. this article and this one go in depth about the issues this bill poses.

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saksukei · 7 months

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Can i PLEASE suggest/request “John Price has a crush on you” or “subtle things he does for you” but with Price? 😩 The way you write for Simon makes me melt into a puddle on the floor, you’re SO good!!

I’m more or less on my knees begging you for soft Price, i just KNOW it would make me hug my pillow and giggle like a schoolgirl 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️

hiii!! thank you so much <33 I hope u like it. here it is!! and don't worry I'm absolutely a sucker for soft price too!!!

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saksukei · 7 months

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subtle things captain john price does for you

masterlist | simon ghost riley version

captain price always promised himself to not have favorites. but all of that changes when you’re recruited by the task force. it's only then that john realizes he might not be that good at keeping promises after all. he conceals it well but let’s be real, he’s not fooling anyone.

a firm believer of acts of service as the best way of expressing his pent up emotions (he feels like he’s gonna die before ever confessing). so he’ll do such nice things. from letting you sleep in his bed, to taking first watch, to ensuring that you’re always comfortable, well fed and warm. he also offered you his cigar once and had a laughing fit when you choked as he pat your back.

after mission celebrations at a local bar, he has absolutely cute drunk pictures/blurry selfies of the entire crew which he later looks at smiles. he will absolutely escort you home, let you sleep on his shoulder and even carry you. “need help getting up?” prays you don’t remember it in the morning.

ALWAYS looks to you for approval. he doesn’t care if there are more decorated people present in the room, he’ll always look at you as if it’s just you and him. “you’re with me, yeah?” and he listens to your suggestions more than others. any time he has something mischievous up his sleeve, he looks at you with a smirk, head tilting because he knows you’ll read him.

he feels so protective over you. during missions, always checks where you are, what you’re doing. god forbid if anyone let’s him know that you’re in harm's way, he will claw his way out of hell if he has to, to get to you. “you alright?” you’re the first person he visits after the missions are over. “what’s wrong?” he asks, softly, his head tilting in your direction, eyes full of concern.

he enjoys your presence so much, especially if you and him are working in the same office. he feels at peace having you near him. he occasionally offers you tea and shares a sarcastic quip here and there, ensuring that the atmosphere is comfortable. he also loves it when you just talk. you have all of his attention and he picks on so many details about you that he tucks away to think about later. (cannot stand to see you upset because it makes him upset).

when it comes to you, his memory is so incredibly sharp. can easily remember your likes, dislikes, stories of your childhood, everything. he has you committed to memory and he can absolutely figure it out when something’s out of place. “nice haircut. it suits you.”

when it comes to training, he enjoys gun fights so much!! and he’s so smug about it too. “i know you can do better than this.” to “thought you were skilled enough to take on me?” also coaches you side by side because like hell is he gonna take a risk when it comes to you. “knew you could do it” he remarks, a grin on his face.

he’s your biggest supporter and it’s very evident. from him saying, “good job” on comms to “i’m proud of you” and the one time he accidentally let “that’s my girl” slip. simon snickered because he knew captain had such a soft spot for you.

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saksukei · 7 months

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simon ‘ghost’ riley has a crush on you

masterlist | subtle things he does for you | simon my love

simon’s feelings hit him like a truck, as if he's a deer caught in the headlights. he only comes to realize it in the heat of the battle, chests heaving up and down as the two of you hide behind a wall for cover. you tell him to reload first and it's something so insignificant, so minute and yet it pieces things together for him. so he does what his first best. swallow the lump in his neck, ignore the swelling of his heart and focus on what’s next.

except

he sucks at it and boy is it evident.

it is so subtle though, subtle enough for it to slip under everyone’s radars including yours. except, captain price is no fool. he's known simon long enough to see the little change in his demeanor when you enter the room. how simon immediately sits up right, in his best posture, giving you a firm nod of acknowledgment.

how simon always looks your way, always. even when you’re not looking, he’ll still check what you're doing, where you are. it’s not intended to be creepy, it's just a form of reassurance that you’re alive, that you’re okay, that he has another chance to confess. (also the type to lean against the door frame and observe you)

what’s shocking is that even during his infamous cigarette breaks, he chooses to hang out with you. he adores the fact that it’s comfortable silence between the two of you. and more importantly, it contains the two best things he needs, silence and you. “what a view” he thinks to himself.

moreso, the lieutenant’s eye for detail is insane. simon is incredibly nuanced, he can notice when your mood is off, when you’re hurt, irritated or whatsoever. he tries to deal with the issue silently, like handing you a bottle of water, leaving a seat for you beside him, ensuring that he does most of the paper work and so on.

simon reacts at the speed of lightning if he notices you’re hurt or in range of fire. he remembers the one time he ran, grabbing you by the waist to make sure you don’t get shot. your small frame clinging against his, your body weight almost nothing to him and he felt lightheaded. he desperately wanted to keep you in his arms but he settles for asking, “you holdin’ up fine?” as he lets you out of his grip.

he enjoys bantering with you so much. such snide and snarky remarks all the time. from “what? can’t handle a little teasing from your superiors?” to “you know it's bad manners cussing behind your lieutenant’s back,” to “thought you were tough?” to “all that back talk, why don't you come and prove it?” he absolutely loves the reactions you give him.

moreso, when he begins getting more and more comfortable, he invites you eat lunch with him as opposed to with the rest of the soldiers. adores the fact that you both can converse without having eyes on the two of you. “plans for lunch?”

oh and of course, the most difficult moment of his life, when you reached forward on your tippy toes to fix his balaclava, simon thought he’d have a heart attack. took all of his strength to not lean forward and press a kiss to your forehead. “looking alright now?” he jokes, you can almost hear his smirk.

he hates the vulnerability, he does. but what he doesn't hate is the fact that it's you. it's you he’s being vulnerable with. and he repeats it to himself every night that you’re the best choice anyway.

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saksukei · 7 months

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i fantasize about it all the time (thinking about graves and 141)

#saksukei

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