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saintsnsinnersbdb · 5 months
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#ATrueVisionOfPureBeautyAndHerWorth
A Little Update Somewhere in Caldwell The Pit:
{She was sitting in the Pit, No one was around just her and the thoughts that she had running through her head. What she was wanting to do with the future
her job, the precious beauty that was in her life for such a long time. She grabbed the hot mug off the coaster on the huge table in front of her. and sipped the slimmering hot contents. Taking only small sips at first. She brought her legs up towards
herself. And curled up. Placing the throw around herself and cuddling into the soft fabric. Wishing that her Nallum was here and not out patrolling. She needed his cuddles more than she needed this strong hot coffee that is for sure. Her long locks flowing
over her shoulders in waves as there was a slight breeze. She threw her hair onto the other shoulder. Laying back onto the chair after she picked up her tablet. Switching on the button on this little piece of equipment that Marissa would never leave the
house with. It finally switched on and connected to the broadband. The beauty and female of worth was thinking about what she needed to do and that was to note down that she had told the King and Queen of the race King Wrath and Queen Beth. That she needed
some help of any kind. That means including someone that could help her with the day to day running. But first she might seek some help with a library. Think the females might enjoy something like that. Marissa picked up her journal and looked at the list
of appointments that she was still to attend. And as she suspected it was full to the brim of things that she still had to do. "Lots of things to do today and there is no time to be sitting here and doing nothing" First on the list was to visit that local
bookshop somewhere in Caldwell and to see if the owner will help her with anything. She opened up her arms wide, placing the mug down onto the table and throwing the blanket that was around her onto the large leather couch. Got up and folded it up quickly.
Then she grabbed her tablet quickly and walked into the bedroom to get dressed. There was more to this. This was her life and it was only her worth. She needed Safeplace to be perfect for everyone. This was her life now with her Nallum the family and
Safeplace And she would do everything that she could to make it perfect. #HerWorth #SASBDB #BDB
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saintsnsinnersbdb · 1 year
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Stygian - New Drug on the Block: Deliverance Part 24
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Omega: *Running my hand along the top of the cages, the females inside pulling as far back as they can. Their scared eyes watching me, their thin and frail bodies a testament to how long I have kept them here. The old welts and bruises like my calling card and all over every inch of their flesh, their time was almost up, and yes like Dorothy they would be able to click their heels and go home. But unlike Dorothy they wouldn’t be happy to get there! Sending Mr. C my orders into his mind at the top of the basement stairs guarding the door like a good soldier. ‘Bring me down some stygian in any form, wait bring me down whichever acts the fastest!’ Leaning my back against the last cage, the whimper from within sends a shiver down my spine. Pain, even from a woman, was just so tantalising. My eyes locked on the back of the female vampire still tied to the chair in the middle of the basement, the floor around her a mess from our last session together. The smell now a mix normal bodily fluids and actions, plus the older blood pools I had left her sitting in. Mr. C had done as I asked, not let her eat but he did make her drink. Holding out my hand as I hear Mr. C descend the stairs, taking the bag of black pills, sending him back upstairs to keep watch. Over the last few days I had turned all the human boys hanging out here into Lessers, so Mr. C was only watching out for vampires. For my sister’s army, the Brotherhood! Shaking the bag of pills, my voice low, almost seductive.* Wakey wakey, time to get back to Kansas Dorothy. *Pushes away from the cages stepping up to the back of the chair.* You can even bring all your little friends here, hell I insist. @Greyhson_BDB    
Greyson: *I suddenly felt like I was falling as I heard a loud voice waking me awake. I could barely open my eyes as I realized I was still in the chair. My head felt heavy as I tried to raise my face toward the voice. My heart is thundering in my chest. My arms and legs ached from lack of circulation, and I could see bruises changing from shades of blue to dark purples and black. The smells around me were shocking knowing that most of it was my blood congealing on the floor beneath me. I was going to die here. I knew that … but how was what I was terrified of.
I could see the other females in the cages in front of me from my peripheral vision. They were all cowering in fear in the corners of their prisons. I’m still wondering what the Omega was going to do with us. Only human males can be turned into his lessening army created by the Omega to serve him and eradicate the vampire race. As Chosen, we never really ever had to experience the lessers being protected at the Sanctuary. We would see through our seeing bowls the devastation of their determination to wipe out the Scribe Virgin’s creations.
Then I heard the loud voice again. What or who was Kansas Dorthy?*
Omega: *It was a gift, but the moment the female woke I sensed it, it was the slight raise in her heart beat. The turn of her head, her fear heavy in the air of the basement. Turning away from her towards the cages, calling down some more Lessers, handing over the bag of black tablets. It may have once been ecstasy but it was now my drug, it was Stygian and the vampire race were about to get a good look at it tonight. Sending the Lessers into the cages to make the female vampires swallow them, coming back to the female tired to the chair. Crouching down in front of her my smile is a truly evil one, holding out my hand showing her the two black tablets then grinding them to a fine powder between my fingers* So your time with me is coming to an end, but before we say our goodbyes I have a gift for you. I am hoping you fight me on this, I really really hope you fight me on it. But one way or the hard way you will swallow them. *Leans in close breathing in her smell of fear, my lips by her ear.* And just so you know, from my test subjects you won’t die. But you will go insane and wish you were dead. You will also go mad, you and all these females here. *Biting hard on the females ear lobe drawing blood, spitting it out onto the floor adding it to the rest* Now open up! *Trying to force the powder into the female’s mouth, but the screams coming from the cages as my Lessers fed them was starting to annoy me. Pulling away from the female in front of me my annoyance getting the better of me*       
Greyson: *The smell of his breath was nauseating and foul. His nearness brought fear and pain all at the same time. He commanded orders to his Lessening Army and I was helpless to help any of the other prisoners as the undead began feeding them some kind of drug. He presented the drug and it was some sort of black powder. The screams all around me penetrated my thoughts that I could barely hear the Omega over all the chaos from the cells. I felt excruciating pain on my ear but tried to turn my head and avoid the black substance.
I almost broke my neck trying to avoid his hard grasp on my head and then heard more yelling as the effects of the drugs were swift and instant. I don’t think the Omega anticipated the same prisoner’s insanity and the fact that he just initiated the whole pandemic of the drug all at the same time without the lessers figuring out a game plan. There was a frenzy of yells, screams, and lessers trying to push all the prisoners up the stairs and what I assume out the door. The Omega cursed and started using his powers to corral them so they would stop fighting his army.
I was left forgotten …*
Omega: *Glaring at the females and how they were all acting like animals, they didn’t even seem afraid of my Lessers anymore. Mixing ecstasy with my essence was working out very powerful, and fast! Turning myself into black smoke and pushing all Lessers and Females up the stairs and out of the house, returning to my body a phone pinging in an annoying high tone. Looking at my Lessers only to realise that the noise was coming from my own pocket, pulling the accursed device free and looking at it. It was a middle level Lesser, answering as I can feel his fear through our link. Was it a full moon or something! A middle level Lesser shouldn’t be contacting me. Not even remembering his assigned name as they were, just answering with a low grunt* What! *Watching as the females get pulled and pushed away to spread mayhem and pain throughout the night, the Brotherhood won’t know what has hit them. Tuning back into the Lesser on the phone, his words at last sinking in* WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE BROTHERHOOD HAVE SOME OF MY DRUGS! *Just hanging up and putting the phone away, the Brotherhood having my new drug was never part of the plan! Just flashing away all thoughts of the female still chained to the chair in the basement forgotten.*
Greyson: *I could hear the roar of anger coming from the floor above. Apparently, the Brotherhood had discovered the drugs and the Omega had not expected that. Pretty sure I probably wasn’t supposed to hear that but I could hardly blame myself, the Omega sounded infuriated that he forgot all about me. Thank the Scribe.
I tried again fruitlessly at my binds. No way of getting myself out. I tried to instead move the chair to see if I could make my way up the stairs and see if I could try and yell for help.*
To be continued …
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Truth Finally Revealed: Submitting to the Darkness Part 25
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Written with @Lassiter_SASBDB.
Lassiter: *As the fire alarms went off the doc came out of his office. I’d counted on them getting his attention and it had worked. Staying ghost, I followed the doc into the young Chosen Talia’s room and watched him start to restitch the wound she’d torn open in her jailbreak attempt. When it was obvious she was totally out of it and wasn’t going to get back up and try to make another run for it, I left him to play doctor as I went to watch over Sloahne. Both females had made some damned bad choices and were paying for them now, but I could understand Talia’s. She’d hit her rebellious stage and had even more restrictions and expectations placed on her than a glymera debutante. But Sloahne … man, I just don’t get it. She’d always been secretive, but this? To hook up in some dungeon with a random male was /not/ in character. And to top it off I’d had to take a back seat in finding her. It was frustrating. I’d had more freedom as an angel to nudge and help than I did as a deity. Yeah, yeah … “With great power comes great responsibility.” Spiderman can bite me.
Still invisi, I take her hand and whisper into her ear.* Girlfriend, you and I are going to talk when you wake up. You have a future and Ima’ gonna see you make it to it.
*The door creaks as Manny comes in. Still invisi, I step back and lean back against the wall, letting him tend to her. Nobody’s better than the doc, but still, if a little deity-level healing was required to keep her stable, I was in. My eyes narrow as he fills several vials with her blood. She hadn’t wanted him to take any before. Come to think of it, she’d always been weird about the idea of having bloodwork done. Now might be the time to find out why.*
*The doc fussed with her a little more, vitals and crap, and then tucked a sheet over her before heading for the door. With a quick look at Sloahne to be sure she was still sleeping, I followed him out. He shut the damned lab door in my face without realizing it, but pffff, what’s a door? When I’m hiding in plain sight I really am nearly a ghost. I walked through the wall in time to see him set up his tests. It took a little time, and I popped in on Sloahne a few times to be sure she was still ok, but I was still there when the computer finally spit out the results. Manny’s brow furrowed as he looked at the labs, and the look on his face was not one of a doctor who saw what he expected to. That can’t be good. Leaning over his shoulder, still invisible, I looked over the test results. I was no doc, but I’d done my due diligence on the species when I was assigned to Tohr so I could monitor his recovery.
My eyes narrow as I look at the report in the doc’s hand. The red cell count, while elevated by human standards, was within vampire norms. The white cell count was high, but that was to be expected with the fever she was running. But what the hell …? She had all the normal enzymes a female vamp should have but what was THAT one? My brain worked furiously to ID the extra one that she /shouldn’t have/ and then it hit me. Straightening back up, I demat back to Sloahne’s room immediately. Motherfucker. Now I know what she’s been hiding. Standing beside her, I take her hand and whisper.*
Oh, sweetheart, we gotta talk. And we gotta do it before the doc spills the beans.
*My head jerks up as the door squeaks. The doc walks as I wink out and move my invisible self to the corner. Being covert is the norm for angels and I’d had a lot of practice. I suppose it wouldn’t hurt for Manny to know I was there, but somehow, I think maybe it’s best he doesn’t. I might have to do something drastic and I don’t wanna do a mind wipe on him.*
*I watch as the doc works on Sloahne and I can’t help but wince as he inserts the needle in her arm. I hate fucking needles … but I’ve watched him do it enough to know it’s no big to him. It’s the medical SOP for an unconscious patient. He’s just not ever getting to put one in ME. The bigger concern was the variety of meds he was injecting into the line and the worry radiating off of him. I mean, I try not to read their minds. I do. It’s just bad manners unless it’s in the line of duty, but he’s practically shouting it. And that’s not all. He’s thinking about going to Wrath with what the tests revealed. Isn’t that against HIPPA laws? The human Hippocratic Oath? Something. But the guy’s in a bad spot. She’s got no next of kin and the King would have jurisdiction to give permission for procedures and from what I’m reading from him, the infection is damn near out of control. I could heal her. I mean, I’m a deity, and I’ve got the juice, and she’s important to me but … I’m pretty sure doing it to the extent needed would violate the Creator’s mandate about mortal free will and the consequences of it. Damn it, what’s the point of being a deity if you can’t help the people you care about? With great restraint, I manage not to punch the fucking wall and freak out Dr. M, but it’s a near thing. There’s gotta be something I can do … wait … I’m a deity but I’m also still an angel, and angel blood is powerful. What runs through my veins isn’t just blood, as humans and vamps think of blood. It’s my essence, my grace. It’s what powers me instead of a soul. He’d thought feeding from any male would help but feeding from this male? It would supercharge her immune system and technically it’s not performing a healing so no issues with the Big Kahuna. I move from the corner to the edge of the bed and materialize with a thought.*
She needs to feed from me.
*The doc’s not the kind to be easily spooked, but I guess seeing an angel just suddenly appear in front of you would cause anybody to jump a little. Still, he gets his professional balance back fast.*
“Your blood might not be compatible with her. Human blood doesn’t provide much of a boost to vampires. I don’t know if it’s just a species difference or if we’re lower on the evolutionary scale, but we don’t have what it takes. I get you’re not human, but you’re not a vampire either.
*Cocking an eyebrow at Dr. M’s skepticism over my “qualifications” as a blood donor.*
I’m an angel, doc. *Deity, but we won’t quibble about details.* It’s not just blood. It’s grace. It’s what makes an angel an angel. And it will supercharge her mortal immune system and speed up her healing.
Sloahne: <My body feels as heavy as a damn SUV sitting on my chest. What the fuck was going on with me? The last thing I remember is Lassiter catching me and the girl in the garage thwarting our escape. Damn the Angel. I hear soft footsteps around me and some beeping from a machine. Taking a deep breath I smell antiseptic, a little bitter, with undertones of the artificial fragrance contained in soaps and cleaners. Fuck, I’m back inside the hospital room. I slowly try and open my eyes but they feel so damn heavy with fatigue as if I was asleep for days. How long have I been out?
As the light finally filters into my view, a figure in a white coat moves back and forth monitoring the machines and starting to touch me and check my vitals.> Hey doctor … what happened?
Lassiter: Sloahne….
*Doc M steps in between us, giving me “the look” as he takes her hand.*  
“Making a run for it wasn’t your best idea. You passed out. Your wounds are infected. You’re running a high fever and your white count is nearly off the charts. I’m worried about septic shock setting in. It could be fatal. I’ve got meds we can try to get the infection under control, but,” the doc shakes his head, “this is new territory for me. Vampires aren’t prone to severe infections, in my experience. I consulted with #Havers after I did the bloodwork and he tells me human antibiotics run from minimally effective to useless. The most common treatment is to have you feed, but against infection, it may or may not work, even with the antibiotics.”
*Impatiently I interrupt and grab the doc by the shoulder, making space for myself at Sloahne’s bedside. Warningly, I glance at him.*
She needs to feed. From me. Now.
*Focusing on Sloahne, I kneel my 6’ 9” self down beside the bed.*
What I’ve got is high octane and it’ll stay with you.  
*Fangs I’d not used in an eon descend and I score my wrist, blue-tinged silver grace flowing like blood from the cuts. The liquid welling from the fang punctures drips and leaves a bluish cast on the sheets.*
C’mon, sweetheart, *coaxingly.* Take your medicine like a good little female. Drink. You’ll feel better after you do. You’ve been through a lot but trust me, everything will be alright. *Lifting my wrist to her lips.* But drink now.
Sloahne: <Feeling the warm elixir of blood hit my tongue, my body decided it was time to feed. I feel my canines lower as they pierced the skin of the male offering me his blood. At my first swallow, I felt a rush of adrenaline like no other I have ever experienced. It was like what I think humans feel when humans take a hit of cocaine. I instantly opened my eyes to the bright lights above my hospital bed. I could feel my wounds heal immediately and the soreness and aches disappear instantaneously. It felt amazing and yet so surreal.
I never realized how much pain I was carrying all this time … not just from my capture and imprisonment but just how much I was carrying on my shoulders in life. My body felt so free and lightweight as if all my troubles were gone forever.
Before long, however, I felt gentle fingers tapping my face as if an indication that I had enough. Which I’m sure I have, but this blood was so addicting it was very difficult. I forced myself to stop knowing my wounds were healed and I didn’t need anymore.>
Lassiter: *As she fed, bruises disappeared, going through the normal transition of colors in seconds. The odor that always accompanies infection, no matter how hard a medic works at keeping it at bay, vanishes. I can’t see beneath the bandages without invoking deity power but I can feel her pain dissipate. I’ve never seen Dr. M’s jaw drop before but it does now. The heart beep on the monitor starts to speed up abruptly and he looks alarmed. He puts his hand on me and tries to pull me back, but he might as well try to move a mountain with his bare hands.*
“You have to stop! Her heart can’t sustain this.”
*My eyes never leave Sloahne as I answer,*
It’s normal. My blood is spurring rapid healing but it’s not magick, at least not as humans think of magick. Her body still has to do some of the work, so it’s going to respond like an adrenaline burst. Her BP is up a little, but not enough to stroke out and her heart rate is no higher than if she was running a race. *Or having an orgasm, but we won’t go there.* It won’t last beyond the time it takes her to feed.
*Her gentle feeding has become more aggressive now. She’s got the rush from it. If she needed it I’d let her continue a little longer, but she doesn’t. Her body’s healed and her brain is experiencing the euphoria that accompanies the rush. I lightly tap my fingers on her cheek to get her attention.*
It’s enough, babe. Let go.  
*I can feel her now, feel her reluctance to stop, and the effort of will it takes from her as she does. She’s part of me now. Feeding from a vampire male would enable her to be able to find that male for some months afterward, but it doesn’t work like that with angel blood. Yeah, she’ll be able to find me if she needs me but it will last her lifetime and it’s a two-way street with angel blood. And I’ll always know where she is and what she’s feeling. What I gave her forged a lifetime connection to her. It’s going to take some work for me to be able to block her off, but I’ll get it done. It would be an invasion of her privacy not to. And, to be honest, mine as well. As she releases my wrist, she looks up at me. There’s a sparkle in the depths of those dark brown eyes that has nothing to do with mortal mischievousness. It’s the reflection of my grace running through her. Over time it will tone down but there will always be flashes of it now. I lift my wrist and lick the wounds shut myself. She’s still too high to think of it and I expected that.*
Angel blood does more than rev up the healing process. It affects the pleasure centers in a vampire’s brain to the point we can become an addiction. *Glancing over at the doc.* So the fact I can do this doesn’t leave this room. I can’t do it for the Brothers, they’d need a female angel, and I won’t do it for anything less than life and death. It creates a lifelong connection between me and the patient. One that could be dangerous. So the benefit of doing it has to outweigh the cost. It did today.  Now I need you to give us the room. *He looks at me stubbornly.*
“I want a blood sample. Maybe I can analyze it and isolate the healing properties. If I can negate the sex differentiation and void the connection aspect I might come up with something that I can use for extreme injuries.”
*I shake my head.*
Not happening. It’s not just blood, doc, it’s GRACE. It’s what makes an angel an angel. The equipment you’d need to even analyze it doesn’t exist and you don’t have the words for what you’d see if it did. Now. The room. Please.
*He grumbles as he shuts off the monitors and turns to go but I ignore that.* And Doctor Manolo?
*The formal address is cold, colder than I’ve ever been with any of them since I came to the manse. It stops him in his tracks but I want him to know I’m invoking his professional ethics and that I’m not just that goofy, annoying angel that’s always hanging around. I’m a being of power. The power I’ll use if I have to.*
What you saw on that blood work report? That stays in this room, too. Sloahne’s awake and perfectly capable of making her own decisions. Wrath doesn’t need to become involved unless SHE wants him to be. Got it?  
*His eyes narrow. He’s a male that doesn’t intimidate easily, if at all, but he got the message. He nods and leaves, shutting the door a little harder than necessary. I turn my attention back to Sloahne and drag a chair over to the bedside. Touching the bed controls to raise the head so we can be pretty much eye-to-eye, I begin.*
Okay, little one. We need to talk.
Sloahne: <I’ve never felt better in my entire life as I did at the moment with the Angel’s blood running through me but my elation comes to an abrupt halt as I finally tune into Lassiter’s conversation with the human doctor.
Fuck!!??!! He took my blood? He knows! That I also run with Chosen blood as well as the blood of a Brother which makes me cattle. Goddammit. As the humans say. I’m defining FUBAR now. But then I hear the deadly tone of the Angel’s warning. Is he evoking the doctor’s Hippocratic oath on him? Hope rises as I hope he remembered his ethical standards.
But as the doctor leaves and leaves me alone with my savior … I realize that means the Angel knows too. Damn it.>
About what?
<I’m going to try and deflect this whole thing, I’m not really to admit that I belong to the Scribe Virgin her league prison of breeders and slaves. My mind searching for different escape routes while I stall.>
Lassiter: *My eyes narrow and my mouth becomes a grim line*
Ok, so if you want to play it that way, then we will. I saw the blood work report and I’m capable of understanding it. I know your secret. The question isn’t are you going to tell me? I already know. The question is do you trust me?
*I’m getting pissed now. Sloahne is someone I care about. She’s like family, if I actually had one, and she’s treating me like the enemy. *
I just saved your fucking life and NOT because of what I saw on that report. I did it because I care about you. I did it because my allegiance isn’t just to Wrath. It’s to the species both as a whole and as individuals, which means you. And I did it because I’m more than you think I am. So, do you trust me enough to talk to me? And don’t think about bailing on me. I know you are, but there’s no place I can’t find you now. That little infusion of grace you just took in makes everything a whole new ballgame. We need to talk about that, too.
Sloahne: <I bit my lip as I was properly chastised. I knew he was right. But it’s been hundreds of years of hiding and keeping my secret that it was difficult after all this time lying to him. Granted I didn’t lie exactly … but there had been lots of omitting the truth.>
I … um … <Sighs deeply.> I’ve been hiding something sorta important, I guess. I’m the child of a Brother and … a Chosen.
<I slowly and painfully admitted.>
I left the Old Country and immigrated to the New World when my mahmen attempted to arrange for me to marry an aristocrat from the glymera, Some sexist, privileged male who believed females should be kept at home. Before entering the Fade, my papa always taught me that a woman is worth more than just being the head of her household. Unfortunately, the Scribe Virgin’s ways were still used to guide my mahmen, a Chosen to the core. We never saw eye to eye.
<So here I am in a hospital bed knowing my past has finally caught up with me and I’ll end up serving the Scribe Virgin to be receptacles for The Brotherhood … to be a Chosen, whose only existence was to be fed, bred, and fucked. Fuck me. What am I going to do now?>
To be continued …
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Blood of Life: Blood Oath Part 5
Written by @My-Own_Male and guest @Evayhne_BDB
Assail: *Six months had passed since Marisol’s body left me, but her soul, her spirit had come to me this day. I had heard her, seen her, felt her touch as a gentle whisper of wind. And I would count myself mad from grief and starvation, but for the blood red teardrop ruby pendant I still clutch in my hand. The pendant I had buried her with and that she had left behind with me this day.*
Marisol … *I open my hand to see the jewel lying in my palm, a reassurance that what I was about to do had her blessing. ‘Do this for me,’ she had said. ‘Feed.’ And though the thought fills me with such sickness of heart, soul, and body that I can barely stand to exist, there is nothing I would deny her. Not in life. Not in death.  And she had been right, I thought as I catch a glimpse of myself in the same mirror I had seen her in. I see myself through her eyes, through those of my cousins’ and Markcus. I am a weak, wasted creature. Nearly skeletal. Even Markcus had not been in such shape when we rescued him. Nothing remains of the muscular, robust male I had been. All had been urging me to feed, and now, though death would be preferable, I must. I have one task left to complete in this life, the death of Tony Silva, and though the trap is laid and the prey moving into it, I have not the strength left to spring it if I do not do this one, detestable thing.*
“Assail.”
*My hand closes over the ruby and I turn slowly at the sound of Evahle’s rough voice and raise an eyebrow.*
“Ehric called. He is returning with the female we approached. She is known to you.”
*A thread of anxiety runs in the undertones of his voice. I can surmise he fears I will reject a female I do not know, though in truth, it no longer matters. I /must/ do this. Curtly, I nod at him.*
Bring her into the study when they arrive.
*He nods back at me and then steps away, leaving the door ajar. He fears for me. It is a clinical observation. I can no longer muster the bonds of family feelings. But he needn’t. I will have my vehngance and to have it I must do this. I promised Marisol I would do this. Those are the only two things that matter. Turning, I go to the window. From here I can see the moonlight dance on the water. It was a view Marisol had loved. I recall the nights we’d sat on the veranda sipping wine and watching the river flow. Her grandmother had liked to serve midnight meals there for all of us, directing Ehric and Evale to set the patio table and carry the food as Markcus trailed her like a queen’s retainer, willingly seeing to her every need. She’d treated us all as sons and, in truth, we had all become closer because of it.  Marisol had made me a better male, but Mrs. Carvalho had made us a family. The memories send a stab of anguish for the dear old lady through my heart. I hope she made it, I thought. I hope she rests in that heaven she was so certain of.*
*A flicker of light catches my eye. Headlights approaching the meandering driveway. I watch as they turn in and know that Ehric is home with this female who “is known to me,” but I do not move. I simply watch through the window as the car disappears into the garage and the descending door blocks out the light, leaving the night once again pristine.* @Evayhne_BDB
Evayhne: *I was surprised by the unexpectant call from #Ehric, it had been a while since the last time I called them for a feed and maybe some extracurricular activities if he and/or his brother #Evale were available. They rarely called on me as I assumed they had other sources. Their dangerous looks could get them any female or woman for their needs. I could keep a normal feeding schedule with the help of #Rehv, #Xhex or #Trez and the other employees at #IronMask.
The twins picked me up in a blacked-out Range Rover and started driving to a beautiful estate on the outskirts of Caldwell. The house came into close focus and I could make out the garage doors and back door. There were full floor-to-ceiling glass windows running down the rear flank and around the corner that turned to the Hudson River’s shoreline. Three stories up. Lots of glass and lots of security cameras. It seemed like overkill, but I knew very little about Assail except for a few occasions years back. It's been a long time and we only met at the club though I had visited his private condo when I fed from the twins. It’s where we met to meet my blood needs a few times. They always helped me in a pinch so I felt compelled to agree to their request to assist Assail. It was not a hardship. He was a very handsome male. After #Ehric parked the SUV, #Evale opened my door and led me into the garage door into a mudroom and into the kitchen.*
Assail: *The door from the garage opens and shuts. Though my body is wasted, my hearing is still acute. The sound of the security system accepting the code and resetting, assures me that we will be safe during this time. Feeding makes both parties vulnerable and I will require both Ehric and Evale to remain with us, both as chaperone and as insurance that once I begin, I do not become so ravenous as to lose control and take more than this female can spare. As unwelcome as this task is to me, the need for blood is instinctive and I have denied it for too long. Losing control is a very real possibility. Marisol would not want that, even though my need is great.*
In here.
*I speak calmly, giving no voice to my inner turmoil. Though I am not loud, I know my cousins will hear me. They always hear me. It's as though they have attuned their minds, always so close to one another, to mine as well the last few months. Frequently they anticipate my needs and often simply appear before me, unasked but knowing when I should not be alone. I hear Evale murmur to them to follow him and I wait.*
Evayhne: *The kitchen was a cook’s dream, with beautiful cabinets and high-end appliances. A gorgeous island with plenty of space for entertaining. I wanted to look around but the boys softly nudged me along into the living space. Breathtaking in its vastness as well as its furniture and decor. Again, I was ushered down the hallway to what seemed to be an office.
A male sat in a chair. I gasped internally as I realized it was Assail. Gaunt with clear starvation. No more the muscular and darkly handsome male only a handful of years that I saw him last. Though time was different for vampires than humans. It was more like 5 months ago rather than 5 years ago.
I had been working for him in a small capacity, being a sort of informant. He must have known I only gave him information that The Reverend would have already known or whom I already told. I was loyal to my employers since they took care of me like many of the females including humans they had employed.
But I had a relationship with this male, albeit brief, but his cousins were my friends. I quickly came to his side.*
Assail …
Assail: *I had sunk into a chair facing the door as I waited. Now, as she enters, I gesture for her to sit on the settee across from me. “A female who was known to me” Evahle had said. I should have known it would be Evayhne. Though we had not had direct contact in some years, she had continued to funnel information to me through the twins from time-to-time and they had maintained a blood and – if their demeanor after seeing her was to be any scale of judgment – occasionally physical relationship.*
Please, take a seat Evayhne. It has been some time since we’ve met. Would you care for some refreshments?
*I just want this over before I lose my resolve but to be discourteous to a female doing me a great service would be unseemly. Even though the social niceties feel like sandpaper running across an open wound, I would not disgrace Marisol and her grandmother by failing to observe them.*
Evayhne: *This once very strong man seemed broken. What had happened to him? He seemed so formidable when we first met, I had even mistaken him for a Brother. Knowing the ones that frequented the club always sitting in the corner booth near the exit. I had never met them personally … but the rumors and the chatter that came in their wake every time they visited was hard to ignore.
I sat down as requested but shook my head and politely declined any refreshments. The twins were always formal and courteous, I knew something was wrong when they ushered me straight into, which I assume is Assail’s office l, after bypassing the kitchen and living space. They would have taken the time for common courtesy. Assail was in urgent need.
Assail seemed very sad and clearly reluctant to feed. I wondered if he was too far gone for the wrist … but I offered nonetheless.>
Please, take what you need …
Assail: *She offers me life, and yet I cannot bring myself to rise from the chair to take it from her. This is a need so basic and yet so long foregone that I should be overwhelmed with blood lust, but all I find within myself is sadness.*
I do not think I can.
Evayhne: *I watch as different emotions pass across his face. He seemed so broken. I score my wrist and lean up towards his mouth hoping the smell will entice his fangs to descend and the biology would take it over from there.
He unquestionably needed to feed but there was such reluctance. I wasn't aware of his situation but I hoped that I could help him.*
Assail:  *The scent of iron fills the air as her blood begins to slowly flow. My fangs descend of their own accord, and still I hesitate.*
Thank you for this. It is a great gift.
*I kneel before her and take her wrist in my hands, holding it as delicately as fine, aged china, and then lift it to my lips.*
Evayhne: *I watched quietly as he struggles with himself and the thoughts that must cloud his mind with so much conflict and watched several different emotions cross his face.
I wondered once again what has led us to this moment so dire that the twins had to reach out to me. Clearly, he needed to feed based on his gaunt appearance and just as evident in his reluctance.
His mate. It must be because of her.
As he finally decided something he came toward me and thanked me for my service and I could feel my own heart break a little just hearing the anguish and something else I could not name.
I just replied, “you’re welcome. Please take my vein and replenish yourself.”
I briefly felt a sharp bite of his fangs and the gentle pulls of life’s sustenance helping another.*
Assail: *For a moment my eyes meet Evayne’s and grief wells up within me again, a knot of bitter bile in my throat, and then I feel the cool, ephemeral touch of my love on the back of my neck, gently urging me to take from this female. My fangs sink into the soft flesh of Evayne’s wrist, and in spite of myself I begin to draw from her. At first I am delicate, but as I feel the strength flow through me my instinct’s take over and I drink deeply. And all the while, I feel Marisol’s gentle touch ruffling through my hair, caressing the back of my neck. Her love bathes my broken heart in light, her tenderness enables my mind to focus on her presence instead of the female in front of me.*
Evayhne: *At first, I thought he was going to stop before he even had enough but slowly time seemed to change his mood slowly and he drank as his body was surely demanding of him. I hoped whatever turmoil he was going through would pass. But before my thoughts could really form onto what I could do, I felt faint …*
Assail: *Even as I feed, I can feel muscles filling in, skin stretching taut over them again. My long abstinence broken, my body demands more and more. I am no longer thinking, only feeding, the beast within me coming alive. Though Evayhne’s arm had been relaxed and steady in my hands as I took from her wrist, it began to tremble, and still I feed. Until Marisol’s voice breaks through my bloodlust even as Ehric’s hand rests atop her otherworldly one on my shoulder and his voice echoes hers.*
‘Stop, Assail. You have to stop.”
“Boss, it’s enough. Pull back.”
*Their tandem voices pull me back to the now. My mind is sharper than it has been in months and I realize that I have very nearly taken Evayne to the point of no return, but I cannot return to her the gift she has given me. I had allowed no one to feed from me since Marisol entered my life. As a human she had not required it for life, and I had not required it to desire her. To feed a female … it is a bridge too far, even now. Quickly, I lick Evayne’s wrist, sealing the bite wounds and look to Evale. He had moved with Ehric and had knelt beside her to assist if I had been so locked in bloodlust that they would have had to physically separate us.*
Evale, give her your wrist before she faints.
*I shake off Ehric’s hand and rise, once more myself, a male in his prime with the physique of a Brother, if not the sense of duty. Marisol’s touch fades but I can still feel her presence. Gently lifting Evayhne's chin with two fingers as she sits, clearly weakened but with courage that would put many a male to shame, I meet Evayhne’s eyes.*
I allowed myself to over-indulge. I ask your pardon. I know my cousins will be anxious to see to your needs. I will give you the room while I attend to some business. Cousins. *Both look at me with expectation in their eyes.* See her home when she has been restored.
*With a nod to Evale, I rise and leave the room, though I do not go far, just to the kitchen where I stand looking out the window at the woods that surround all but the front of the house. Ehric had seen to packing the SUV while Evale had gone to get Evayne. There was little for me to do now but wait. If a low, frustrated growl escapes me, well, it is to be expected when I have worked six long months to get to this point and am now only hours from the end. A soft laugh, almost inaudible, comes from behind me. I turn to see Marisol’s … ghost? Soul? I don’t know what to call it, except … Marisol. I turn to see her translucent form seated on the center island.*
You can laugh?
‘You always were impatient. You would never have made a thief or an assassin.”
That is well because I never wanted to be either.  Well, perhaps that is not /quite/ true. I have been an assassin now and again. In a good cause. But it did not require extensive waiting on my part. I’m more of an opportunist in such matters. I simply put my quarry where I want them and take advantage of it.
‘Whereas I could lay in a snowbank with a pair of long range binoculars for hours.’
*I cannot help but smile.*
I remember. And still, I caught you. *The smile fades, quickly.*
‘Don’t.’ *She is somehow off the island and in front of me, her fingers a whisper caress on my jaw, her voice firm and unwavering.*
‘I can see you regretting it now. Don’t.’
If I had let you be, ignored your presence, you would still be alive.
‘And you would be dead instead, Ehric and Evale forced to pull the plug on you in the Brotherhood’s clinic. You would have died trying to overcome your addiction and we would never have had our time. I would have never known what it was like to love and be loved so completely. It was a gift, Assail. One I will take with me into eternity. I regret nothing and if you do then you insult what we had.’
*I blink at this. This is my Marisol. This is the female that took no shit and told no lies. That had to have been a drawback in her line of work, but, smiling to myself, it was what I loved most about her. I, on the other hand, had no problem with lies. I force a smile, unwilling to allow her to see what is in my thoughts.*
You are correct, my love. You were a gift, one I did not deserve. I won’t tarnish it with regret.
‘Then get on with dispensing vampire justice so you can move on.’
*She fades from my grasp, and it is just as well, because if she had seen my eyes she would have known there would be no ‘moving on’ for me. I inhale deeply and focus my thoughts, going to stand in the doorway to my office to be sure that Evayhne recovers completely.*
Evayhne: *I was still seated in the comfy chair and felt wetness on my lips and a low sexy voice in my ear.*
“Drink Evayhne.”
*My fangs descended naturally at the scent and I carefully bit down on a wrist that was provided and drank slowly as my senses came back online. Assail was as starved as he looked as he has taken more than normal that I became faint. I saw from my peripheral and he seemed much more the powerful male I remember. I hope he would take care of himself. His cousins seemed really concerned when they picked me up. It was none of my business, but I did care for the family. Hopefully, everything will work out.
I took more normal pulls of sustenance into me as I drank Evale’s vein as Ehric watched attentively. I felt better minutes later and licked my bite marks.*
Thank you.
Assail: *As the female’s lips rise from Evale’s wrist I see a glint of devilment in his eye. One I had not seen in a long while. He is looking at Ehric, who had seated himself beside Evayhne, his arm still around her shoulders in support. Ehric’s eyes mirror Evale’s. It is good to see. They are fond of this female, and when this is over, perhaps they will be able to seek her out and find some semblance of “normal”. Ehric, as is their norm, speaks for both.*
“It’s we who should thank you, Evayhne. He has fought us over the issue of feeding since the death of his mate. When he finally agreed, you were the only one we trusted to bring to him. You could have refused once you saw his condition. You had to know once he began to feed he might not be able to stop himself. Yet,” he took her hand and kissed her knuckles in gratitude, “you had the courage to think of him instead of yourself. We owe you.”
Yes. *Speaking loud enough they would hear me easily.* We do. And it is a debt that shall be repaid. But for now, we have an appointment. *Looking at Ehric and Evale.* Do not dally over long. We leave here in an hour.
Evayhne: *Finding my footing, once I felt better after feeding, I got to my feet and looked at the males surrounding me.*
I can demat home from here and you can make your appointment. I don’t want to keep you.
*I ran my hands down my clothes smoothing them unconsciously in nervousness. My heart ached for Assail and the loss of his mate. It explained a great deal his refusal to feed. It can be an intimate act which is why unmated young females were often chaperone by the male of the household. I understood now why he was hesitant and hoped that he would continue to feed regularly, I know the cousins were clearly concerned and cared deeply for their family. To be part of such a family. Shaking my head at such thoughts.*
Please, you don’t owe me anything. Please take care of yourself Assail. The twins care a great deal for you. I can feel it here. *Placing my palm on my heart.* I can take my leave now. Please keep your appointment.
Assail: It is not possible to dematerialize from within the house. Come. We will walk you out.
*Taking her elbow, I gently guide her to the front door of my home, my cousins following in our wake. As I open the door, I catch sight of the river. It is breathtaking tonight, the full moon glinting on the waters. I pause a moment on the front steps and my hand goes to my heart as I bow to this selfless female as deeply as I would have to any Glymera debutante in the Old Country.*
Fare thee well, fair Evayhne.
*She dematerializes, sending her molecules racing across the city to her home, and my face grows impassive as I address my cousins.*
Arm yourselves and meet me in the garage. Tonight it ends.
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Somethings Not Right Part 4
Written by @Qhuinn_SASBDB, @Ella_SASBDB & @EndlessDivinity
Qhuinn - *Stepping out of the ZeroSum the crowd waiting to get in almost pushed me backwards, getting free and taking a few steps towards the freedom of the street. Taking a deep breath and one step towards an alleyway then stopping, the evil feeling of the black powder in my inside jacket pocket making my skin crawl. Needing to get it to Tohr yet… turning around to look at ZeroSum and the waiting humans and our race. An uneasy feeling crawling up my spine, the mystery of the human that made me think Lesser. Scrubbing my face then turning back to the club, tonight was a night full of surprises. It started out with me trying to drown my sorrows over Blay, then it was turning into a night with the good company of two females. Then another twist! A female punch out and the mystery of the human that felt wrong like a Lesser. And of course let us not forget the evil black powder now sitting in the inside pocket of my jacket close to my heart. Yes, tonight was a mess! I knew Tohr wouldn’t like me keeping him waiting but I just wanted to make sure the females were ok. It was almost like I HAD to go back in to check on them. @Ella_SASBDB
Ella - Now that was over I wondered what the rest of the night would bring. I had to carry on with the other newbies. I was sitting on the stool next to Madi as I drank my vodka looking around the club seeing what was happening. Things were back to normal but something didn’t feel right but I had to get on and do my job. There was a male hanging around near the back area. Maybe he is waiting for a working girl. It was always busy at the end of the club. “Qhuinn had already left.” “ I turned and said to Madi I was going to find the other newbies and carry on showing them how to work the pole.” I will be there if I am needed in my room. I got off the stool and headed to my room. @EndlessDivinity 
Madi - “Well that was extremely fun to watch. Can we have another fight and punch up? We should have something like that in here every night. We just need to put up a boxing ring in the middle of the room instead of a dance floor. And you Ella , you are awesome at fighting. Do you think self defense classes are a great idea?” I started to laugh a little bit. “But apart from the fighting I had a wonderful time having a drink at the bar and just chilling out for a little bit while at work. Could do this more often” I scanned the room quickly then ordered another shot before I decided what to do next. “I will be right here Ella. It is rather quiet tonight after the fight. I could just hang out here and maybe drink the bar dry. That feels like a great idea” I smiled and watched Ella going to her room. @Qhuinn_SASBDB
Qhuinn - *Stepping into the club letting my eyes adjust, it wasn’t too bad as it wasn’t much brighter outside at night. But the strobing lights plus the wall lights pulling your eyes everywhere at once. Taking in a few minutes to do a slow reconnaissance of the club, noting Madi still at the bar and heading that way. Stopping as the smell of a Lesser hits me again, it was almost covered over by Dior Sauvage. But even that strong scent couldn’t kill the baby powder smell. Stopping in the middle of the dance floor and just turning slowly around, the human’s still dancing around me. It was quieter than early but still enough bodies to hide the fact I wasn’t dancing, my eyes not finding the human male from earlier. Catching a glance of Ella back in her room, her body twisting around the poll in a sinful way that would bring any male to his knees. Heads blocking her from view as they move in close, not sure who her audience is but damn I wish I was there. Letting my eyes move on again, still no sign of the male from earlier. Locking my eyes onto Madi and walking over to sit next to her* I just want to check in with you, I know I said I was going and I do need to but I still didn’t want to just leave. Are you staying here for the rest of the night? Or is your shift finished? I see Ella is back working. @Ella_SASBDB
Ella - Walking towards my room as Madi made a remark about having a boxing ring, it doesn’t happen everyday thank god. I do agree that sometimes it is good fun but only if it means keeping people in check can’t get a bad name. “Self defense classes? Madi, those are for wimps. I can handle myself as you have noticed loads of times already. Enjoy your drink.”  I reach my room and go inside as the girls are waiting for me, sorry I had to get rid of some trash. Okay I am going to show you how it’s done, I reach up and grab on the pole as I swing my legs around the pole as I sway to the music moving my body quickly around and up and down the pole. Still rubbing against the pole as I slowly swing around as I come down slowly as I reach the bottom standing against it as I dance beside moving my body to the beat of the music. Then the music ends as the next newbie takes her place. Go ahead it’s all yours “Laughing softly” I am sure you all got this. @EndlessDivinity 
Madi - I did not know what I was thinking of mentioning the classes to Ella, it was such a bad idea” Sitting at the bar swirling the cold liquid around in the glass at first then drinking it. I coughed a little. “Wow, that was a little strong. My jaws started to clamp together.  “Hello Qhuinn and it's really nice for you to come back here to check that I was alright and my shift is nearly finished ” She looked down at the bar and there was another drink there. I took it into my hands and took the shot. Then I licked the edge of my palm and tasted lemon. “Would you like another drink before I go back to doing the last dance of my shift? It has been really busy tonight but as always it is really great to get home and chill out afterwards” @Qhuinn_SASBDB
Qhuinn - *Sitting down beside Madi, my back to the bar as I scan the dance floor and the rest of the club, from here I couldn’t see into Ell’s room anymore but I would see anyone going in or coming out. Shifting enough to pick up a shot, nodding to the bartender to set us up a few more* Madi I will knock back a few with you for now. I do need to get back to the mansion but I am uneasy about leaving right now. *Knocking back the shot the burn sweet and refreshing, then taking another as the bartender sets us up three each* So have you noticed anything weird going on tonight? And I am not counting the slap down from earlier. That was just hot. *My eyes now traveling over the booths along the side of the dance floor, my odd coloured eyes picking out the shapes of the humans in the shadows. Most are drinking like Madi and myself, some are playing hid the pickle is interesting ways*  @Ella_SASBDB
Ella - The girls were giving the pole some more practice as I was watching them closely okay keep going I will be back just going back into the club to the bar to get another drink. I headed out and headed towards the bar. “I then noticed Qhuinn was back taking shots with Madi. Can’t stay away  from us, Qhuinn? “Laughing softly” As I got the bartender to get me another drink.  That human male was hanging around earlier. I wondered if he was still hanging about when he went to the working girls section at the back of the club Qhuinn.”  There was a commotion at the door of the club #Shazzy was trying to get back and she was crying.  Geez what now, I will be back. I walked over to her didn’t you get the message we don't need you here, leave now or I will throw you out. She fell to the floor to my feet begging me to forgive her. You already caused a scene and don't need another one. You look worse I take it those are the drugs that have done that, you need to go now! “Please Ella, I am really sorry.”  Sorry or not, you need to leave now! @EndlessDivinity 
Madi - I patted the seat next to me with my hand and started talking to Qhuinn. “To be honest I have not seen much going on at all. It seems as if it has been just a normal night well apart from the fight of course which was fun in a way. I thought that it was great that Ella kicked her ass” I started to laugh a little bit. And took another shot. “I agree Ella he can’t stay away from this area with us both and now I am not even making any sense that tequila has gone right to my head and I am not drinking anymore. I need to get back up and onto dancing again and maybe it is not a good idea if I go on the pole. Very bad idea” Looking towards the door to see the girl again and now she was crying. “Don’t be too long Ella I will buy another drink” @Qhuinn_SASBDB
Qhuinn - *Giving Ella a smile as she joins Madi and myself* Can’t keep me away, not with two beautiful females for me to play with! *Leaning into Madi, my eyes still scanning the club. A feeling like something was about to happen, just not sure what it was going to be* I’m glad your night is going as normal. Well the girl on girl action was SO much fun to watch. But I don’t think it was fun for Ellla. *Giving Ella a wink letting her know I had her back, giving Madi a one arm hug* Madi I bet you will do great, and don’t diss the tequila. Tequila is the master. *Standing up straight as I follow Ella’s eyes to the door to see the female she had thrown out back, following Ella with my eyes as she heads over. A shiver running down my back as I turned to the left away from Madi, there in a dark corner was the male from earlier. I watched as in slow motion he took money from another male then handed over a small bag. I couldn’t see from here if it was the same back drugs I had in my jacket pocket, but my blood was running cold. I just knew it was the same stuff. Not even saying goodbye to Madi, my mind focused on the male. Following him through the club, getting stuck on the dance floor for a few seconds. Getting through as the male left through the door out of the club, passing Ella, my voice a whisper as I lean over her as I pass* Sorry I need to sort something, will you let Madi know. *At last getting out of the door, passing the humans still trying to get in. Turning slowly trying to find my prey, the sense of the male gone! Crouching down my voice a yell, the humans turning to look at me. But what could I do! Something still wasn’t sitting right, running back into the club searching for the male that had bought from the male that kept giving me the Lesser vibe* @Ella_SASBDB
Ella - I was beginning to lose my temper with #Shazzy she still wasn’t leaving tell me why you haven’t gone yet why you are still here? She kept looking around and scanning the floor. Lost something? There is nothing here you just need to leave your job has gone you don’t steal from your work friends though we were never friends. Just leave. She wouldn’t leave so I grabbed her and threw her out again. “Qhuinn came past me and left quickly. He shouted to me to tell Madi he was sorry. That he had to sort something out I looked towards the bar. Madi was still there drinking.”  I did manage to see the other male lurking still over in the far corner as I made my way back to the bar. Noticing Qhuinn coming back again through the main doors. @EndlessDivinity 
Madi - I had given a smile and then held onto Qhuinn once he took the one arm hug. Ella was still talking to the girl that she had a fight with so there was just me at the bar. Then I watched on as she threw her out yet again. “That was great that girl did not deserve to be here. She was always trouble” I had ordered another round of drinks for when Ella and Qhuinn came back to the bar. So since I was left all alone I decided that I could get in another dance and then I could enjoy myself later. Walking away from the bar and making sure that the bar staff knew what drinks we needed. I walked to the dance floor. Looking towards the door it seemed as if the place was starting to get busy again. Starting to dance for everyone full of tequila my head was spinning as long as my ass would not fall to the floor then I would be ok. @Qhuinn_SASBDB
Qhuinn - *Looking around my eyes cataloguing each and every person in the club, human and vampire alike. My eyes catching fleeting glimpses of what I am almost sure is the human male that felt wrong. That felt like a Lesser. My eyes going wide as I see Madi now dancing around a pole at the edge of the dance floor, the humans around her really enjoying the show. So much so that as they cramped around her I couldn’t see the far side of the club, taking a wide route around the edge of the dance floor again looking for  the male selling the drugs. Not sure but my gut telling me he has something to do with  the bag in my pocket. The drugs in my pocket giving off an evil vibe, a normal looking human giving off a Lesser vibe. Way too much vibes in here for me to just leave and go to Tohr, even if I did need to get the bag of black powder to him. Coming back around to the bar and standing in close to Ella, leaning in to talk without having to shout over the music* You get that female sorted again? I can’t really stay much longer but I wanted to make sure you and Madi were ok.  @Ella_SASBDB
Ella - “As I sat on the stool next to Qhuinn. Yea finally I thought she wasn’t going to leave, chucking her out was the best thing to do. Hopefully this will be it we will see what happens I guess. I don’t know if it’s me that feels off or something else. I just have that eerie feeling. That bloke that I saw earlier is still lurking around.” Madi seems to be doing okay as we watch as I take a sip of my drink. The place was getting more buiser by the minute, it got so busy all of a sudden maybe it’s madi because she seems like she is having loads of fun. “Qhuinn, another drink?” Tequila 2 shots please, then we both down them. Oh my that was too quickly I laughed softly. @EndlessDivinity 
Madi -  The males were watching as I was dancing the pole the room spinning after drinking all that tequila But I could not stop smiling. This had been a great night. Looking up to the bar and spotting Ella and Qhuinn standing up there. I was really wanting to finish up the dance and get back to them both to talk to them. And have another drink before I finish my shift for tonight. It was getting so busy but it was going to be great at the end of the night once I received my tips. The music finally stopped and I saw the males and whoever was interested in what I was doing clapping. Pulling back my hair finished up and jumped off the stage to go and get changed. There was another female ready to take over from me once I disappeared. Before heading into the changing room to get my stuff. I signalled to Ella to grab me a drink in the hope she spotted me. @Qhuinn_SASBDB
Qhuinn - *Nodding along to Ella as I listened to her issues with the other female, glad it all seemed to be worked out at last. But as she said, only time would tell. Eyes wide as she orders us two more shots of tequila, a laugh dancing across my eyes as I down my shot trying to keep up with the little female. Letting out a short laugh at her gasped words* Yes Ella, downing tequila is an acquired taste. *Wiggling my eyebrows at her, my piercing catching the lights. Damn if it wasn’t for Blay and the fact that before Blay I was a male tart I would have tapped Madi. Her body was moving in all sorts of ways, then too had Ella earlier as I watched her in that room. Shaking my head to clear my lustful thoughts and praying that my little head stayed down and didn’t decide now was the moment it got interested in sex again. Seeing the nod Madi was giving Ella, knowing the females were not finished yet. Leaning into Ella my voice loud* Next round for all three of us is on me but it most likely will be my last for the night. @Ella_SASBDB
Ella - “Looking back to Qhuinn as we laughed as the tequila went down very nicely as his eyes were on Madi. I made a little joke, you okay there Qhuinn I see dribble down your mouth. She can move, can't she? I taught her how to. “ laughing softly. There is still 1 more dance left. I think Qhuinn then she will be over.”  Okay, sounds like a plan for another round.  “Watching Madi as she does her moves makes more males fall at her feet.” “Okay, Qhuinn got the drinks. I am just going to check on the girls to make sure all is okay. Brb won’t be long.” “I leave Qhuinn at the bar and head to my room.”  That is when I noticed a male hanging around again. He was at the other end of the bar. I headed to the room and everything seemed okay as I popped my head inside “Everything good?” One of the new girls nodded back and shouted Yep, everything good no worries alright as I headed back to the bar. “Qhuinn had gone, hopefully he wasn’t too far away. Madi was still dancing and the drinks were still there on the side waiting for us.”  @EndlessDivinity
Madi - I was finishing up my dance. I felt happy or maybe that was the tequila that was making me feel like that. I had a wonderful night with friends Ella and Qhuinn. So it was near the end of the night and I had just finished the last move on stage. The males were watching me and it felt good that I kept them at the club and they were enjoying themselves. Looking up I saw Ella walking away from the bar and to the room again. The music I was dancing to had finally stopped. I let go of the pole and smiled at everyone and then walked to the changing rooms.  I also had a quick shower then I changed into a new leather dress. I fastened the strap on the red high heels and walked out of the changing room. “I am needing a room of my own in this place” Then I walked out to the bar and reached for the shot glass of the tequila that was waiting for me. Lifting it up to my mouth then I  drank the contents in one. @Qhuinn_SASBDB
Qhuinn - *One minute I was here with two females then I was left at the bar alone and unguarded. Now back in my old days that would spell trouble, not these days. Pulling out my phone and checking to see if Tohr had answered back yet. I really needed to get back to the mansion and get this black powder looked at. The uneasy feeling falling over me again, scanning the crowd but seeing nothing. Then just as I was about to head to the toilet a very small and very human female was pulling at my arm. “Hey man mountain, you need to dance with me. My boyfriend thought it would be fun for us to come here together. You know, like spice up our love life! Well, fool me twice, I think not!!” This human female was a force of nature, I stumbled away from the bar into the middle of the dance floor. Taking her by the hips as she talked non stop over her boyfriend. And if the male looking at me like looks could kill isn’t her boyfriend my name isn’t Q-ball. Now I am not one to back down, but even I was finding it hard to keep the little human’s hands off my ass. Playing a quick game of grab ass and not winning I at last got free, finding my way back to the bar to see Ella reach it and then Madi to get there. Watching as she downs her shot then picking mine up and holding it up* A belated toast, females. To a very good night with only a few interruptions!  @Ella_SASBDB
Ella - “Getting back to the bar as the drinks were waiting there was no sign of the others but I could see Madi. She had changed from what she had on, maybe she had a quick shower.” She was heading in my direction and we both reached the bar as she downed her drink in one. “ That is when I did the same, then turning around seeing Qhuinn coming back he looked a little flustered. I wondered what happened “Laughing slightly, you okay there Qhuinn”? Yea he nodded as he picked up his and did a belated toast to us and downed his. As to say the night went well for only a few interruptions. @EndlessDivinity 
Madi - I took the last drink and did the toast along with Ella and Qhuinn. “And I would like to add something to end this night. I have had a wonderful time with the both of you. We should do this another time” I held onto the top of the bar for a second and stumbled backwards. All of a sudden a small headache appeared out of nowhere  and there was a funny taste in my mouth. and now it was time to head home for sure. “Well I am thinking that I need to go home now and get to bed. I have had too much to drink. The tequila is far too strong. Let’s get out of this place and go home Ella.”
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Trust Issues: Submitting to the Darkness Part 23
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Written by @Vishous_SASBDB and @LilWarriorGal 
V: *I walk into the penthouse and look at all the toys hanging from my hooks. I wonder how the leather straps would look on her skin. I can’t get the picture out of my head. It keeps flashing in my mind.*
How? *I yell to no one, to my empty room of sex things on my wall, knowing they can’t answer me back. I ask them.* How can I get her to see me? The real me? *I look at the straps and the cat o’ nine tails. They don't say anything back and it pisses me off.
I can't get past her mistrust of the brotherhood. Why does she not trust us? Of all the vampires of our race why not trust the ones who protect them? What happened to her before we met? Who did this to her, for her not to trust us? I know we all have pasts. What is her past for her not to trust her protectors?
I walk past my toys that hang on my wall, things I would love to see Sloahne in, and some I would use on her.
I focus on the memory of her, her long dark hair and eyes I can see looking at me in fear. I throw my fists to my temple and groan so loud the glasses on my bar rattle and the glass in my doors strain, wanting to crack.
I pull out my cell and the first one I can think of with trust issues is my twin. She's the one who can help me understand her issues. Two rings and she answers.*
 “Hey sister mine, can you meet me at the pit? I have some things I need to talk to you about.”
Payne: Rehvenge was up at the sympath community, so I was at the gym working out.  I found I could escape everything there or fantasize that the punching bag was who I was upset with.  Either way I always felt better after I was done.  This time was no different.  
I had just finished up and was sitting on the floor drinking a bottle of water when my phone vibrated.  "Hello", mine twin's voice greeted mine ear.  He wanted to talk to me. I got up, headed to the shower in the locker room and then I'd go to the pit.  
Going through the tunnels I made my way to the pit.  The moment I saw him, I knew something was bothering him and I started running through my last patrol in my head.  Vishous tended to be overprotective at times, but nothing had really happened.  
"What do you wish to speak me about, mine twin?"
V: Sister mine. *I drop my head in my hands, rubbing my face. Then going to my hair pulling some locks through my fingers.* I need help with Sloahne, I see her everywhere. She’s all I think about, I see her in my dreams, in my visions nothing, but she does not trust anyone. I don’t know why I need help figuring out how I can get her to trust me? *I stand up pacing back and forth. I get a hand rolled out of my pocket. I pat my pockets.* Damnit where is my bic. *I found it in my leather pocket. Light my hand rolled and take a long drag and blow it out. I look at my sister rubbing my brow with a look of question and shake my head back and forth.* 
It seems Rehvenge and Lass seem to be the ones that she trusts but we helped free her. Why is she so afraid of me?  
Payne: My diamond eyes never left mine twin as I watched him pace the floor and light his hand roll.  What he pondered was a question only Sloahne could actually answer, but I had some ideas on how to start building that trust.  I let him finish and grinned just a bit.  All along I knew V had a softer side.  
"You may have rescued her, but she sees little difference between you and any other male.  That is what you need to change.  Start with something small."  I bit my lower lip for a moment.  "Maybe I could invite her to go with me somewhere we'd need an escort.  You could be the escort.  I could stay, how do you males say it, out of the way." 
V: That all sounds like a good idea sister mine, but she is still in recovery. And unconscious she needs to heal first then then we can dig deeper *I grabbed my hair and looked at my hand roll.* I don’t know what is going on in my head with this female. I can't stop thinking about her. This female is doing something to me. I just don’t know what it is. Then it seems that both our lives were in the BDSM lifestyle but that maybe gone too with her kidnapping and what that Drake piece of shit did to her. *I go over to the couch and pretty much drop myself down by my twin. I drop my head in my hands and just sit there.*
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saintsnsinnersbdb · 2 years
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#Something’sNotRightPart3
Ella - I was getting ready for another shift. It was mine and Madi’s night to work. It had been a few days since I had seen #Shazzy You would have thought she was ignoring me or staying out of my way. Let’s see what happens and hopefully the night will go smoothly. “Shouting out loud to Madi, are you nearly ready? We need to leave soon” I will get the car ready to meet you there. @EndlessDivinity 
Madi - Just about ready and shouting from my room as I was walking out. Heels clicking on the floor as I started rushing a bit. “Just ready Ella sorry it has taken me so long I was trying to decide what to wear tonight. Yes I will meet you there” I  stopped in front of the mirror and put on a layer of lipstick before heading out to the car. Spotting Ella waiting for me I jumped into the passenger seat. “Let’s hope that this will be a good night  Ella” @Qhuinn_SASBDB 
Qhuinn - *Banging the front door closed behind me, my anger at Blay so high I could have pulled the damn door right off its hinges. Not even spending time with  Lyric and Rhampage could ease it down. Here I was a mated male and that male was ‘giving me space’. Scrubbing my hands over my face, tonight was OUR night off and where was he. He was off with his mahmem, shopping!! Looks up and the sky and just yells* SHOPPING, ARE YOU KIDDING ME! *Letting my shoulders slump head almost on my chest, I was a mess. No wonder Blay was AWOL in my life right now. Lyric and Rhampage were covered in his scent, so at least he was spending as much time with them as I was. It could be more if we went together but, dreams and all that never come true for me right now where Blay was concerned. Knowing I couldn’t go back inside of the mansion, not tonight, tonight I needed to let loose. Making a snap decision dematerialising to ZeroSum, nodding to the bouncer as I stomp inside. Grabbing a table along the way in the darkest corner I could find and ordering a bottle of Herradura tequila and growling at anyone getting too close* @Ella_SASBDB 
Ella - Madi got in the car then I drove us both to work. I was thinking of the night ahead and lots of things were going through my mind. Also I wonder how busy it was going to be tonight. We arrived at work and I parked the car in the normal spot. We both got out of the car and headed inside. Walking to the lockers to quickly get changed then we both headed out into the main part of the club. I was going to get my stuff ready before all the girls showed up. There was going to be more training tonight. I headed over to the bar to get my normal drink from the barman. That is when I noticed Qhuinn sitting in a corner by himself. “I nodded because I didn’t want to be rude” Then I headed towards my room. @EndlessDivinity 
Madi - I made it to the locker rooms shoving my things inside quickly and then heading back out to the main part of the club. Before starting to work I walked up to the bar grabbing a bottle of sparkling water and then heading out to the main part of the club at first. I grabbed a table quickly and sat down on one of the hard and uncomfortable seats to take a drink. The cold water flowing down my throat seemed to quench my thirst just enough right now until my next break. But I headed to my private room. On the way there I stopped near the dance floor to talk to a few people and possibly some paying customers. @Qhuinn_SASBDB
Qhuinn - *The club was filling up around me, my mood was working wonders keeping the humans away. Their hindbrains were in full working order tonight. Without knowing why they were keeping clear of my table and little corner, they just did. Some would look then look away fast, others would just shiver when they got close. Knocking back shot after shot the second bottle of Herradura at least relaxing me enough that I wasn’t tempted to flash my fangs at anyone. My odd coloured eyes scanned the crowd every few minutes, it may be safe here but you just can’t be too careful. And if I happen to see Blay looking for me, well that would work too, right! Catching the eyes of one female, her nod polite, nodding back while watching her carry on towards the private rooms. Doing another scan and seeing another female here, she as well heading towards the private rooms. Keeping my eyes up now I had some reason too, wondering how many from our race were working here. Well if I had to sit here Paddy no mates, while Blay went off shopping with his Mahmem. SHOPPING! Closing down my pity party, no I would play detective tonight and work out how many females worked here* @Ella_SASBDB 
Ella - I headed towards my room putting my things down as I got ready before the trainees got here. I was nearly finished. I just wanted to make sure that they all knew what was going to happen next. Most of the girls were already here only 1 person we was missing #Shazzy as always she was always late or never showed her face. She was starting to annoy me. Right girls show me what you got. I watched as she danced and moved her body around the pole. As they all waited to have a final go. Then my door swung open and in walked #Shazzy she looked worse for wear, her eyes were all puffy and she looked as if she was drunk, I don’t think you should work tonight you look a mess. I think you should leave right now or go and get some water.  @EndlessDivinity 
Madi - I grabbed a bottle of water and I walked to my room after stopping a few times to talk to a few males on the way and actually getting some money in my hands to do a little dance for them. It was a lot of money and I was not complaining. Making my way past Ella’s room but everything seemed to be going good. Although I was hoping that tonight would go in quickly without any hassle, surprisingly it was rather quiet. I got to my room and then the male that paid me first came in behind me. The dance was going to be easy and let’s hope that I don’t fall on my ass. It was a new dance that I had been practising  just to impress everyone and Ella when I eventually showed her. Even though Ella was not teaching me anymore I liked it when I had a new dance and maybe she could give me pointers on where I was going on and how I could improve. Before I started the dance I banged on the wall. Maybe I could go and see her later when I am finished with this male. Once he took a seat I danced around the pole. @Qhuinn_SASBDB
Qhuinn - *Swallowing the last of my tequila and putting two Benjamins to cover my bill so far, walking through the gathering crowd towards the private rooms. Seeing a few females go into one and then a lone female, my view was blocked by a few humans who almost tripped to get out of my way. Reeling my mood back in, it wasn’t their fault I was bitching for a fight. Hell it wasn’t even them I wanted to slap around, it was a redhead who…, giving myself an internal shake watching a single male go into the room next to the one with all the females in it. Backing my ass up to the wall, the sound of music loud from inside the room with the female and the male in it, my eyes locked onto the door with the group of females. Looking away to scan the rest of the club, I couldn’t make out others of our race but I knew there had to be more. As it was, these two rooms had at least one female of our race in each, so the odds were in my favour that more had to be around. Crossing my arms over my chest putting a growl on my face, I didn’t want company, I just wanted to wait and see who else was in the rooms. And maybe ask the two females I had already seen if they wanted to get so drunk we all blacked out. Bet Blay would have something to say about that* @Ella_SASBDB 
Ella - I watched as #Shazzy left the room and headed towards the bar area hoping she would get a bottle of water. The barman handed her a bottle and she sat down. She didn’t look too good, I knew the barman would look after her. So I carried on with the other girls. I was really happy with their progress. I think you might be ready to go it alone. I will be around if you need me at all. Go and get them “Stay safe all” #Shazzy has disappeared from the bar. Maybe she went to the lockers as she looked like hell. I will keep a lookout. I decided to get another drink and sit down at the bar.  @EndlessDivinity 
Madi - I was still in the room doing a dance for the male that paid really well. So I did my best to impress even if I did mess up with the dance. It was not my night tonight and maybe a quick break would do after this male disappears. If there was a smile on his face at the end of the dance and that was the main thing. I had slipped off the pole about three times trying to get this new dance right. But in the end I just started another. I had fallen off the pole and fell on my ass bruising it. My lipstick seemed to match my cheeks as I covered my face up trying not to show the male that I was a complete klutz tonight. I just smiled and finished what I could to save the dance. The male was still happy even with all my faults. And now it was time to call through, have a little drink and maybe a quick bite to eat. @Qhuinn_SASBDB 
Qhuinn - *Watching a female leave the room and head to the bar, turning away as another female, the one that nodded at me earlier leaves. Shifting so I can see into the room better while still half hidden by the shadows, it was now empty of all the females. Looking back towards the rest of the club trying to track all the females that had left the room, the tequila high was still riding me. Standing straight as a human male leaves the other room, looking into the room and seeing the other female I had seen earlier. Stepping into the room but staying  just inside the doorway* So female fancy seeing you working here? Want to drink a bottle of Herradura tequila with me? I’ll be the one propping up the bar. *Walks out and heads to the bar, sitting beside the first female. Giving her a smile, my odd coloured eyes wide* I’m going to share a bottle of Herradura tequila with a female I found back there in the private rooms. You fancy sharing as well? @Ella_SASBDB
Ella - I was sitting at the bar having my drink as I noticed Madi coming out of her room, and the brotherhood Qhuinn standing in the doorway talking to her. Then he headed over to me and sat on the stool next to me. He spoke to me about sharing his drink with me. “Laughing softly to myself” Just 1 would be okay. I still have work to do even though the other girls are now doing their own thing. I take it that it was Madi who is joining us? Sounds okay I haven’t anything planned at the moment just having a break. While it’s not too busy. So yea why not just 1. I mean only one though. I kept an eye on things while I sipped my drink. @EndlessDivinity
Madi - I saw the male off that I was dancing for but felt my cheeks flush with embarrassment. I really was so bad at the last dance I did but the male seemed pleased with what I tried to do. And I got good money for just one night and one dance. It was nearly time to take a break but I stood by the door for a moment. The brother came to the door after the male left and I talked to him, accepting the offer of a small drink before starting another dance for someone else. I went back into the room and quickly cleaned up the place before heading back out the door. Quickly taking a look around the club I spotted Ella and the male sitting and talking. At the bar.   But I thought a quick drink would not go wrong. Making my way up to the bar ordering a small drink. Then I pulled up a spare bar stool. @Qhuinn_SASBDB 
Qhuinn - *Nodding to the barman letting him know the drinks for the two females on either side of me was on my tab. Ordering another bottle of Herradura tequila and downing a glass, twisting so I could lean my elbows on the bar looking out at the rest of the club* So females, you like working here? Pays well? *Watching the corners of the club as well as the tables around me, I may be off tonight but I just couldn’t switch off my training. And something was setting off the hairs on the back of my neck. I checked the table most of the brothers use, it was empty. It was early in the night yet for after rotation drinks and no one was here either. Something out to the left catching my eye, locking onto a male shuffling around from shady table to table. He was setting off my danger meter like he was a Lesser, really taking a good  look at him but from the bar he looked fine* Females give me a minute! *Slowly walking around the club towards the male* @Ella_SASBDB 
Ella - You don’t have to do that as we work here we get most of them free. Or they go on our own tab. Thanks though. I have worked here for a while now and it pays the bills. I do what I have to, to survive. I like training others. I like to be in charge “Laughing softly” Even though I am not I just like to help out. I don’t always work the pole, sometimes I do the bar also. Looking at Madi, I also taught Madi to.  I was watching Qhuinn he was casing the joint seeing who was in and around, something caught his eye and he said he would be back he started walking around the club that is when I noticed the male I swear he was the one #Shazzy had been talking to who knows. I waited until he came back to the bar. @EndlessDivinity 
Madi - Taking the tequila shot and drinking it in one go. I took a bit of the lime and then the salt. “That tasted amazing” I smiled a bit and then thought back to when I first started here. “The money is great that is for sure but yes I do love my work. I started and seemed to fall all the time. But thanks to Ella it has turned out well for me being here” I watched as the male left the bar stool so I ordered another tequila shot and a long vodka. But watching what Qhuinn was doing at the same time as I was drinking. I looked at Ella. “I wonder what Qhuinn has spotted but I am staying right here on this barstool keeping out of the way. I think it would be better that way” @Qhuinn_SASBDB 
Qhuinn -*Weaving in and out of the tables as well as through all the humans, trying not to grunt or push anyone out of my way didn’t want the staff here to kick me out. Brother or not no one was allowed to be a bully. Stops short as a waitress almost crashes into me, grabbing her arm to steady her. “Damn sorry I didn’t see you there!” Smiling letting her go* Don’t worry it was all on me, I had a fe.. I mean lady in my sights. *Winks as I step around her only to come to another stop, the male was gone, eyes scanning fast but I couldn’t see him. Back tracking my steps to the bar and the two females I had left behind, nodding to the bartender for another round of drinks I down my own. My back to the room as I just try to shake the feeling from seeing the mystery male, my voice overly happy to try and make the females more relaxed* Well you two seem to really have your lifes sorted. I happen to think you both dance great, not to sound like a starker but I have seen you both do your thing. And you both look good, different styles as it should be. *Turns to wink at Ella* And you even get to help train up the newbies. @Ella_SASBDB 
Ella - [Laughs at Qhuinn when he returns, mentioning the dancing. Are you sure you’re not a stalker? It pays the bills so yea I like doing both. I get to train them in private then they can go and try it alone most of them are really good and learn quickly. I can try all sorts really. You just need to be careful of the punters and not go over the top. Most of them are alright, nothing bad has happened in a while. Though I do have an eye on one of the newbies we will see what happens. Sitting next to madi as I down my drink, one of the workers comes over to me and says hello. “Hi, Ella. I thought you were in your room. Someone just went in there and I noticed you were sitting here.” Oh, okay I will go and have a look. Thanks for telling me. Sorry but I will be back. I thought everyone had left.]  @EndlessDivinity 
Madi - “Well I am pleased that you like my dancing. I was taught by the best in the club of course I am going to be good. Not as good as Ella though. But I tried my best and even fell on my ass a couple of times. It is all a part of the job and I know that I have done a better one when the bruises are on my butt” I waved a member of the bar staff over to my spot at the bar to order another round. “I say that we share a bottle of tequila and then I can get back to my work. Finally I have another hour here until I finish for the night” I was not overly concerned when I overheard someone was in Ella’s room when she was out here with us.  “I will wait until you get back before I go and finish with these two dances” I took the shot glass and downed the contents in one go. @Qhuinn_SASBDB 
Qhuinn - *A smile playing on my lips as I listen to the females, Ella is modest in her talents. Madi puts herself down too much, but both are good company. If Blay was to walk in now I bet I could make his head spin! Pulling my thoughts from that abyss as the night was going so well, even if I had lost sight of that male that had given me a Lesser vibe. Trying not to listen to the new female’s words, but as Ella didn’t seem too worried I let it go nodding at her as she leaves* Female, I will be here keeping Madi company till you get back. Now female let’s drown shots like they were going out of fashion. *Letting loose a sharp laugh as I watch Madi down her first shot, following suit and downing my own. Slamming the shot glass onto the counter top the burn of the tequila like a joyride going down. Pouring out two more shots my odd eyes glowing, taking a quick look around the club then back to Madi* On three! One, two, three…. *Drowns the shot like a pro!* @Ella_SASBDB 
Ella - I reached my room and I could hear someone in there. I decided to look around the door so the person couldn’t see me. That is when I heard a zip moving as if something was being opened. That is when I caught #Shazzy went through my bag and reached for something. That bitch went through my bag and that wasn’t all she picked up my purse and started taking my money out “What the hell” I will wait and then pounce on her she looked around and then started to head towards the door. That is when I stopped her by shutting the door on her there was nowhere to run. She fell backwards. That is when I opened the door, what are you doing with that? That is my money, what is it for Drugs? Drink? It’s not yours, it’s mine, give it to me now. She went for me so I moved out of the way and she fell again. I laughed, you look like hell. You have no chance here. Give up now that is when her foot hit mine and she knocked me flying as I landed on the floor you will pay for that bitch! She also got up just as I managed to get up and I pulled on her hair swinging her around hard, throwing punches at her. Knocking her right in the face her bag dropped to the floor and everything went everywhere. I tried to grab my money but she was a little strong and went for me again and I punched her again clean in the face. She fell again at that moment.  I looked over at Madi and Qhuinn. I could tell I had blood on my face. She was still moving in my hold so I grabbed her hair more. I told her to stop moving bitch, it won’t hurt so much. @EndlessDivinity 
Madi - I had a bottle of Tequila in front of me. I took another shot then started to look around the club quickly . Following Ella with my eyes to see what was going on with her. I stopped looking and when the chair swivelled around to face the bar there was another shot waiting for me. Something was going on in Ella’s room. After just about hearing the door being slammed shut. “Something is wrong or it might  just be someone getting rowdy, it is probably nothing either way Ella could handle it herself” @Qhuinn_SASBDB 
Qhuinn - *Knocking back another shot, just about to pour Madi and myself another when the back of my neck starts to tingle. Thinking it was going to be the male again my foot slipped from the bar on the stool to the floor as I see Ella and another female going at it. Looking around the club but no one seems to be running to help or showing much interest. They must be fools as two females throwing down is sexy as hell, mostly. Locking eyes with Ella for a moment the blood on her face is not sexy, far from it. Placing a hand on Madi’s shoulder as I stand* Hang tight for a moment, I am going to go rescue our third wheel! *Takes a step then stops, looking back at Madi* Unless you know something I don’t follow. *Turning back to the club and Ella, steps sure as the humans again know to clear the way for me. Coming to a stop beside Ella and the other female, my voice low but strong* Ella, you need a hand? *Eyes roaming over the two females and the wreckage on the floor around them* @Ella_SASBDB 
Ella - Still trying to keep her in hold as the blood runs down my face keeping her in hold. No one bothered to come and help me. It’s okay I can handle this myself. I have done it since I left home. Next time you won’t be so lucky I gave you a job I tried to help you and you throw it in my face never again plus stealing is a no no. I should shove you outside and slam the door on your face bitch. Hearing footsteps as Qhuinn walked over to me, everyone cleared the floor for him to get to me. “Qhuinn said did I need his help, that was nice of him” Replying to him no I got it, you could maybe check her stuff and put it in the bag before I throw her out. Not the money she stole from my bag. It’s mine. Thanks Qhuinn.  @EndlessDivinity 
Madi - Feeling a weight on my shoulder as Qhuinn stood up off the bar stool, I took a look around to where he was heading off too. Spotting that the male was heading in the direction of Ella’s room. “Oh no what is going on there? I think that I should really stay here” I waved over the bar staff thinking that everyone is going to need another bottle of something after what has gone on “Taking another quick shot out of the bottle I already had in front of me. and thinking that I was not going to get to do another dance tonight after what had just gone on in the club then I spotted another female there. Maybe she had something to do with the fight. We all knew who would win that one. @Qhuinn_SASBDB 
Qhuinn - *Nodding once to Ella, then looking back to the bar nodding back at Madi still sitting at it. Knowing that Madi would be safe at least, and even with the blood still dripping down Ella’s face she had the female in hand. Taking another look at the mess around the two females, crouching down then grabbing all the stuff from the floor. Not sure I was doing it right or if it even mattered,  just wanting to help the female out. Making quick work of it while also keeping an eye on the humans watching the show that is us, also keeping a look out for the male that creeped me out earlier. Putting the loose money aside which was Ella’s then grabbing the last item off the floor, standing up slowly my eyes locked on the other female struggling in Ella’s hold. Muttering under my breath as my danger metre starts to ping, there was black powder inside the clear plastic bag. But my fingers touching the bag were telling me evil was inside. Not sure what was in the bag but my money was a drug of some sort, but why the hell was that giving me the heebie-jeebies!* @Ella_SASBDB 
Ella - Qhuinn came over to help while I still had #Shazzy in hold. The blood was still on my face, holding onto her while I waited for Qhuinn to grab her bag and other stuff. I couldn’t wait to chuck her out of the club. Or I could drag her by her hair. “Evil laugh” I just needed her out of the club and out of sight she gave us a bad name. I just have to be more careful next time with the newbies. Okay, this is a warning: don’t come here again next time I won’t be so nice Bitch! I dragged her by her hair and I threw her outside the back door. I chucked her bag to her.  Now go and don’t come back. @EndlessDivinity 
Madi -  Spinning around on my chair watching all the commotion that was going on inside the club and I thought it best to stay well back from everything but I was just kind of observing what was going on. I spotted Ella dragging a girl out of the club and well done to her. Then I zoomed in on what Qhuinn was doing. He was looking at something then I noticed that he was picking up stuff from the floor.  I swung back around on my chair to take another shot of the tequila. “Must be my damn eyes or I have too much of the tequila that it is having an effect. Yup I am getting drunk. And it’s about time. @Qhuinn_SASBDB 
Qhuinn - *My mind split in two as I watch a very angry yet sexy Ella drag the squealing female across the edge of the dance floor to what has to be a back door of some sort. I may have a Hellren but damn female on female action is always hot. But it isn’t hot enough to stop my mind from freaking out over the bag of black powder in my hand. Cracking my neck as I follow Ella to make sure she doesn’t need back up, putting the bag into the inside pocket of my light jacket. Giving Ella a quick nod as she closes the door putting an end to any more female fighting* I need to check in Ella, I hate to cut our drinks short but maybe you need to go make sure that female didn’t take anything else from you. *Stepping away with a cheeky smile my voice almost a roar* But I gotta say, you rock hands down! I’d pay to watch you in action again. Ella queen of the female bitch fight! *Jogging back the dance crowd again parting like the red sea before me, grabbing my glass and draining it. Ruffling Madi’s hair as I smile* Ok Madi I need to leave you, but we will get drunk together again and soon! *Pulling my phone from my pocket texting Tohr - Man you need to take a look at this powder I just found at ZeroSum- hitting send my uneasy feeling about the male from earlier and now this new evil feeling drug* @Ella_SASBDB
Ella - After chucking out the bitch Qhuinn spoke saying he had to get back to the brotherhood and check in, looking at Qhuinn yea it’s okay, I was just going to grab a drink I need one. “Laughs softly” Listening to him calling me a “Queen of the fight” I just had. “Laughs even more” She deserved it and more I think I was too nice to her but at least she’s gone now the stealing Bitch! Let’s get one more drink, say bye to Madi then I will recheck my stuff and room. Heading through the crowd across the dance floor going towards Madi, pour us a drink Madi. I need it. I sat on the stool next to her. @EndlessDivinity 
Madi - I took the last shot of tequila that I had, then as I started to pour out another shot for everyone. I felt my hair getting messed up. Starting to laugh a bit as I was patting it down again. Then I noticed it was Qhuinn. “That’s ok I am sure that we will all catch up soon. But I enjoyed tonight. Different from dancing all the time. I spent it with friends. I noticed that the fight was over and Ella got that female out of the club so damn quick. “Ella, do you need something like a glass of bourbon straight or maybe some of the goose will do?” Waving a bar member over to where we were sitting at the bar. I asked for more glasses, a bottle of bourbon and a bottle of goose. 
#SomethingsNotRight #PartThree #CROSSOVER #Deliverance #PartTwentyTwo #SaintsNSinners #BDB #SASBDB #BlackDaggerBrotherhood #BDBRPG
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Blood Tear: Blood Oath Part 4
Written by @My_Own_Male.
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I sit at the great desk in my darkened study staring down at the two lines of powder carefully drawn out on the mirror lying atop it. I craved it. Needed it. It called to me like a lover, like a siren. I catch sight of myself in a dark reflection of the mirror across the room. I almost do not recognize myself. The male I had been is gone. All that is left is a shadow, a gaunt reflection with cheek bones too sharp, a jawline too defined. I cannot eat. I cannot sleep. I cannot think of anything other than ahvenging my mate. My temper is uncertain, any claims I’d ever had to charm long gone by the wayside. I bark at Ehric and Evale. I have hurt Markcus with my rudeness when he diffidently brings me a tray in an effort to get me to eat. And I have avoided all contact with the Brotherhood. I do not want to see the pity in their eyes and I do not want either their help or their interference. I only want rehvenge. And then to die.
My task was nearly complete. Benloise’ mother, Maria, now ran the cartel with an iron hand from a penthouse in Rio. Thanks to a heretofore unknown talent for computers, Markcus had managed to hack her emails. Though she’d had no direct contact with my prey, the ancient bitch had made an overture to him through an intermediary. The intermediary was to meet with the would-be heir to the throne and deliver 30 kilos of uncut cocaine. I had intercepted him and now /I/had the 30 kilos /and/ the intermediary. He had been most helpful, if unintentionally. His mind was not particularly strong and I had rummaged through it with the deftness of a butcher with a meat cleaver and thoroughness of a surgeon with a scalpel.
He’d been left alive. A vegetable, but alive as a warning to the old woman now in charge of the South American operation should she be tempted to take further action. This man had not been a middle man nor was he a dealer. He had been a highly placed lieutenant tasked with delivering the drugs as a small test of the boy’s ability to assume his half-brother’s place in the organization. My foray into the psyche of the middle-aged human had revealed a great deal about both the Benloise operation and the young man who murdered my mate. Not only had the emissary been trusted by Maria Benloise and entrenched in the distribution channel of the cartel, he had raised the monster that had destroyed all that was precious to me. His name is Luis Silva, adopted father of Alejandro.
Alejandro Silva, better known among the denizens of the Florida juvenile penal system as Alex Silver, was the unacknowledged bastard child of Arturo Benloise, the father of Ricardo, Eduardo and Victoria Benloise. Arturo had abandoned his wife and children decades before Alex’s birth, and, though he had moved from Columbia to Brazil, it was a pattern he’d carried with him. Alex’s mother, Juliana, had thought she was Arturo’s legal wife until she became ill two years after the infant’s birth. Although Arturo had traded countries and become well-to-do enough to afford a young trophy wife, he was not willing to deal with a female who was going to require expensive, and likely fruitless, treatments and a toddler he considered more a nuisance than a son. He’d revealed the marriage had been a sham, the priest a fake and their child illegitimate as he threw her onto the streets without even a fresh diaper for the child.
That had been 23 years ago. Ricardo had been only 30 years of age but his drug trade had been flourishing. The devastated and desperately ill female, having been made aware of her ‘husband’s’ legal wife and legitimate progeny, made the journey from Brazil to throw herself not on Ricardo’s mercy, but his mother’s.
Maria had been a hard woman as Ricardo, Eduardo, and Vitoria grew up. The depths of their poverty demanded she show no weakness if she were to keep her children alive, but Ricardo in particular had revered her. As his business grew she found herself living a luxurious existence with homes in various South American countries. However, wealth and age hadn’t dulled her edge and, as Ricardo adored her, she had wielded a great deal of power in the growing cartel. While she hadn’t wanted a rival for her children’s power she could not hate the young woman who came humbly before her begging for a chance for her child. Juliana had been as duped by Arturo as she herself had been some 30 years before and now brain cancer would take the young mother’s life before her son’s third birthday. Though she could not save Juliana, she took pity on the child and promised she would see him cared for. What she did not promise was a place for him atop the empire Ricardo was building.
Instead, she arranged a situation for the boy. One that took him away from the South American base of operations and him well south of Ricardo’s American base of operations in Caldwell. The drug pipeline ran from Columbia through Miami and the head of the operation there was being replaced by Luis Silva, a nephew of Maria’s in his 20’s. He had a young wife, but no children. It had been a simple matter to forge birth documents for the toddler and ship him off to America with Luis and his wife.
It had been painful to view Luis’s memories of his wife. They had been warm and content, a lifetime of loving that I was forever denied now but I took some satisfaction in seeing the memories he had of the demon-spawn he’d harbored were filled with a strange mix of disappointment and anger. Even though he’d been kept in ignorance of Luis’s business, as a young teen the boy had become a junior member of a local gang. And as a junior member he’d escaped arrest when the gang had been raided only because a cop on the Benloise payroll recognized him and shielded him. Rather than arrested, the 14 year-old was hauled home in the back of a police car and given into Luis’s custody. Alex’s surly, unrepentant attitude had been the least of Luis's problems. Alex’s involvement with the gang had endangered the Benloise pipeline. It had been concluded that Alex had to be informed of his father’s connection to a larger, wealthier organization and his potential future in it if they were to persuade him to renounce his gang affiliation. And it had worked. Alex turned into, if not a model student, at least one that was only a bully and not an obvious criminal. That he lacked the subtlety required of a Benloise drug lord was apparent so the decision not to tell him of his relationship to the Benloise family was made. Instead, he’d been groomed to be a future enforcer and eventual right hand to Luis. But when Ricardo and Eduardo disappeared and Vitoria was killed Luis had taken it upon himself to tell the now 25 year-old of his true connection to the cartel. That had been all it had taken for Alex to take himself to Caldwell and declare himself the unrecognized heir to the empire.
Perhaps if I had been a better male I would have pitied the toddler who lost his mother, the boy who had been guided into a life of brutality, but I doubt it. As it was I was grimly satisfied to know the identity and weaknesses of the monster who had taken my reason for living from me. Knowledge is power. I now had great power over Alejandro Silva. He just did not know it yet. But he would. Soon.
The merchandise and terms were originally to have been delivered to a 12th floor condo in the Commodore. That would not do. Never let your opponent set the field of battle. Besides, I need a visual to be able dematerialize into it and the ability to appear out of thin air is not an advantage I am going to give away. Fortunately, I now had the courier’s phone and after studying his texts I had the rhythm and style of his communications down. It had been a simple matter to let Tony know that the meeting was to be kept away from prying eyes and a cabin a few hours’ drive to the north had been rented to transact business in. We would meet there tomorrow at 11 PM, as there was some other business to take care of for his grandmother in the interim. His response had not been a happy one but what was he going to do? He needed this connection if he was to take the final step and he thought he was speaking to the man who had raised him. After texting him directions I had turned off Luis's phone and pocketed it. Alex would be there. And I would be there first. I knew the cabin well. It’s where Ricardo Benloise had once held Marisol. His rotting body would provide Alex Silva with an appropriate visual of his brief, but painful, future.
But that still left me with an entire day and a half to wait. To think. To try to turn off that terrible insanity that threatens every time I lower my guard. I could not sleep without damning visions of Marisol. Dreams of her with our young in her arms that turn to nightmares with her screams as she is raped and tortured, her eyes glassy as they stare into mine and glaze over as death takes her, a sea of blood surrounding her. During the nights I try to keep my memories, my pain in a box buried deep so that I may focus on strategy to ahvenge her death but there are moments it fights its way to the surface. Even now my helplessness to save her threatens to overwhelm me, to paralyze me, and that, I cannot afford, not when I am so close. And that is why two lines of cocaine are on the glass desk top before me.
If there was one thing it had done for me, it was to give me the exhilarating sense of strength, even if it was only from hit to hit. At least it had done so for a time. Eventually it had destroyed me, driven me mad, and murdered me. Only my Marisol had resurrected me from the dead. But it had taken time for me to reach that point and I only needed a little more. Afterwards it would not matter. I would not be alive long enough for the drug to take me.
Carefully, as though it would break the glass, I lay a tightly rolled one hundred dollar bill next to the lines.
“Marisol would not want this for you.”
My head jerks up at the voice. Ehric stands in the doorway, his face grave. Evale comes to stand at his shoulder as I answer.
“Marisol is not here. What she would want does not matter.”
“It is the only thing that does matter/because/ she isn’t here.”
If Ehric is a male of few words, his twin Evale is essentially mute. A sensation of shock runs through my troubled mind that he would speak to me thus.
“You do not honor her memory if you let your demons in, cousin.”
Ehric subtly reminds me that I am not alone, that I have family. And still it is not enough. Ignoring his comment, I address him.
“Did you cut and move the product?”
He nods, “All but the kilo you have in your desk.”
It is worry I hear in his tone, not judgement, but I no use for either.
“Good. The final meet is set for 11 tomorrow night. We will meet at Beneloise cabin. I will depend on the two of you to take care of his muscle while I take care of matters inside.”
“We will take care of his men but it will not take long. We will join you in the cabin. We will not interfere but you will not do this alone.”
I frown at his quiet assertiveness. It is quite unlike him to question my instructions.
“I do not need your assistance.”
“You do not need /that/ either,” he nods at the lines on the mirror. “What you need is to feed. Even when Marisol…” he swallows hard and continues. “Even when she was with you, you still needed to feed from a vampire female.”
My anger is almost a tangible thing in the room. “You would dare…”
“Cousin, we would dare anything for you. You know it. But you need strength for what is about to happen and you have not fed in months.”
“I fed from a Chosen three months before … before. Their blood is very strong. I am fine.” The nausea I feel at the thought of feeding outpaces the anger.
“You are /not/ fine. It has been six months since she left us. Even Chosen blood can’t sustain you that long. You need to feed. We will bring someone to you.”
My jaw sets and through gritted teeth I speak.
“You will not. What you will do is gather what weapons we will need and put them in the Range Rover. There was a rocket launcher in the last weapons shipment we intercepted. Include it. Now leave me.”
Ehric glances at Evale. Evale shakes his head and the two turn and leave me. I give my attention back to the white, powdery lines before me. My hand trembles as I reach for the rolled bill and bend to answer the drug’s siren call. Addiction – because a recovered addict is always an addict – wars with the thought of what Marisol would think, would have said.
‘I’d say “Don’t be a fool.’
My head jerks up and she is there, in the mirror. I jerk around, expecting to see her behind me but there is no one. Looking again at the mirror, I see the image there is shimmering rather than stable, but it is her. Her dark hair falls in waves on her shoulders, her eyes filled with that steely brand of love I knew so well. I half rose form my chair, hands on the desk as I lean over it towards her.
“Marisol!”
Her gaze softens a touch. ‘Don’t bother getting up. You won’t be able to touch me and I won’t be able to touch you. But I can’t rest while you are in such pain, my love, so I have watched and wept for you, been with you every step you’ve taken to this point. But I couldn’t let you do this.’
Stunned, I lower myself back into my chair.
“The bastard must pay, Marisol. He robbed us of our future. He hurt you, killed you and our young, your grandmother.”
‘Yes, he did. And you wouldn’t be the dark, dangerous man I fell in love with if you didn’t wipe that piece shit from the Earth. No, I’m talking about /that/.’ She points to the lines before me. ‘You don’t need that. You never did. And I didn’t bring you back from the Fade for you to take yourself there again with it.’
Her image wavers again and she steps from the mirror. She wears what I had her buried in, her long legs encased in her favorite jeans and tall boots, a deep red silk shirt, the baby-fist sized teardrop ruby that I had given her for our first anniversary as mates suspended on a chain around her neck, a shimmering drop of blood against her skin. The people who had prepared her body for burial had balked at the attire but I had been adamant she would go into eternity as herself. I rise and go to stand before her.
“The end is near. I need something to boost me through.”
‘What you /need/ to do is feed.’ It came out flatly, as though I was being an idiot, and perhaps…. perhaps I was.
‘Look at you. Really look. You’re gaunt. Your clothes are hanging off of you. You don’t eat regular food, you don’t sleep, you haven’t fed. The only thing keeping you alive is your anger and that’s not going to cut it tomorrow night.’
“I cannot. Do you not see? I…cannot, Marisol. Even the thought turns my stomach.”
Her face softens and she raises a hand to my face. In another life it would have been a caress but now it was the brush of wind against my skin.
‘I know, baby, I know. But there’s nothing intimate about feeding if you don’t let there be. You’ve done it before to stay healthy while I was still here. It’s necessary.’
My voice comes out roughly “You were there when I fed. I insisted.”
‘Yes, you did. And now you can keep your cousins with you to protect your modesty.’
She says the last with that lilt of teasing humor in her voice that I knew so well. I reach for her. I cannot help it. Her form wavers and dissolves under my hands.
“MARISOL!” I shout despairingly. Her voice floats in the air of the room.
‘Do this for me. Feed.’
I turn and brace myself against the front of my desk, tears coming as I bow my head.
“Marisol...” Her name comes out brokenly, echoing my soul and then the wind comes from nowhere and scatters the lines of cocaine, carrying the powder away with it. When I look again, a baby-fist-sized blood red teardrop shaped ruby lay on the mirror where the cocaine had been and I breathe out a prayer.
“Marisol.”
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NEW BEGINNINGS
A lot had happened in the past few weeks… including getting offered a job with the Black Dagger Brotherhood! Granted, the experience that I had gained in more than 300+ years in the medical field had given me the opportunity to work in some incredibly prestigious positions, but none that I would have considered more of an honor than working with the Black Dagger Brotherhood. I had studied in multiple fields of expertise and had my fair share of discoveries in those fields, firsts, and as a female, I had thrown more than a few noses out of joint in doing so. I had many challenges to overcome in my career, to get to where I was. After centuries of studying and doing everything I could to become invaluable, I was sought after by medical facilities all over the world, but I wanted to be here, in Caldwell, where the largest concentration of my kind was in the New World. Who would have guessed that one choice would bring me to the Black Dagger Brotherhood’s doorstep?
When I realized who Mary had set me up to meet with, I just about fell out of my chair. The Queen, herself, was sitting across from me, asking me to call her Beth. It was the most surreal situation I had ever been in. It wasn’t the work I was intimidated by. I knew I could do the work. I had trained and worked all my life to be able to do all this and much more. Actually, I probably wouldn’t use 80% of the knowledge I had gained in my career on this job, but I would be saving the lives of the most important people in my race. There was no greater honor in the world than that! I would’ve been plain stupid to turn away the position, so I didn’t. Of course, I had one final hurdle. I had to meet with their head attending.
How was it possible that this one person, a human, that I had centuries more experience than, held my fate in his hands? I know that sounds arrogant of me, but I didn’t get to where I am by being humble. I know my worth and I won’t pretend I don’t.
It had been difficult to reign in my ego for that interview, but for the chance to work with healing the Black Dagger Brotherhood, I would have done just about anything. Plus, Manny Manello had turned out to be one of the most modest and kind people I had ever met. He was more versed in vampire anatomy than I had expected and he had surprised me with his background, in general. He knew and had accomplished more than he should have at his young age. I was impressed. I was also impressed with the medical suite he had set up on the compound. It was much better equipped than I expected it to be. It didn’t have everything I would want it to have, but Dr. Manello seemed truly flexible and willing to discuss my recommendations.
After spending just about two hours trying to impress the human doctor, I had been driven home to wait. Waiting to hear back on that offer was the hardest thing I’ve had to do in an incredibly long time. Thankfully, it didn’t take too long. About four days after my interview, I finally received a phone call from Beth, officially offering me the position. I jumped. There was no doubt in my mind that I wanted it.
Yesterday was my last day at Havers and today I was just getting settled into the suite Beth had set me up with. It was in the main house, in order for me to be on-call with them pretty much 24/7. That was not going to bother me, though. They had Dr. Manello and his nurse Ehlena, as well as a few other medically inclined assistants. They were in desperate need of another doctor, so I would have a regular schedule opposite Dr. Manello, and when I wasn’t on the schedule, I would be on-call.
As I put my clothes away in the walk-in closet, I thought about how majorly my life was beginning to change.
#NewBeginnings #SASBDB #BDBRPG
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I’m Sorry Did You Want a Safeword: Pound of Flesh Part 2 CROSSOVER Submitting to the Darkness Part 24
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Written by @SinsSecondComin.
*Rehv sat in the shadows of the panic room that he had Drake detained in, watching the male slumber. The fool actually seemed like he wasn’t worried about his fate or worse what his captor was capable of. That would change, and in the most wicked of ways. Rehv stood up stalking towards the slumbering male, gently running a long elegant finger down the rusted chain links that bound Drake’s wrists and ankles to a stainless steel platform with drainage holes in it for blood to flow into a tub system below. If things got too carried away Rehv would use the accumulated blood to infuse the male to keep him alive as long as he wanted. Rhev would position a portable shower head system over the table and turn it on to freezing cold water, letting the water hit Drake’s naked body in a mist, he would then take a tazer out as the male begin to slowly stir at the cold water hitting his body, pressing the taser to the male’s balls he lit the fucker up like a Christmas tree.
Oh how sweet the screams of pain were that shot from his lips, if you were someone who relished the pain and anguish of others the sound was akin to the bells of Notre Dame to the people of Paris. The heavy breathing that followed and the pained filled panicked eyes of the male bulging, bloodshot and showing more unfocused white sclera then coloured iris. Rhev walked around to the male’s side giving him a clearer view of his captor; before slowly and softly speaking to the male as if he were a child or even a lover.*
“Good morning sleeping beauty, I hope you got some rest. I have a full day and evening of festivities for us to partake in. We shall learn new things about each other, we shall push boundaries and limitations; by the end of it all we shall be a little more intimately known to one another. Why don’t we get started with a little science and biology lesson ...”
*Rehv would walk over to a cupboard and counter, reaching in the cupboard he pulled out a galvanized steel pail, and upon the counter he reached into a small cage pulling out a massive rat. He wasn't done gathering supplies. On the floor beside the steel platform lay a blow torch, and a heavy leather glove the kind used in blacksmithing. Holding the rat and the steel bucket up for Drake to see, Rehv allowed a small smile to slither upon his lips before explaining the science behind their little experiment to come.*
“Here is the basis of this little science experiment, The rat goes into the pail, the pail goes upon your chest with the opening squarely placed on your chest so the rat is in the bucket but also upon your chest. We then start to slowly heat the bottom of the pail, as the pail heats up the rat will start to become frantic, looking for a way out, anyway out. Eventually the rat has no choice but to burrow through the flesh of your chest to escape certain death it faces from the heated bucket. That is where things become really interesting, Because while all this is happening you will be fully aware of every movement, every scratch, every nibble. This science experiment was the best way to start the day in my opinion, don't you agree?”
*As the hours faded away and the screams filled the room, Rehv tossed the bucket aside, taking the frantic rat back in the cage it came from. Returning to Drake’s side, Rehv admired the scratches and bites that riddled the males flesh, bloody pockets worn as a badge of Rhev’s twisted mind. The next game was afoot, reaching into a pocket of one of his sable dusters; he pulled out a large needle and a canister of liquid nitrogen.*
“I think you’ll enjoy what’s coming next, Especially since you were so heavily involved in the BDSM scene. This will be a perfect way to end our night together, a little nipple play if you will. We will start by applying some of this lovely medical grade liquid nitrogen to your nipples and surrounding area. The cherry on top will be when I take this needle and pierce the frozen flesh of your nipples.”
*The screams and trashing of Drake were pleasing Rehv to no end, as the night drew on he could tell drake was fading quickly; stopping his fun for the night, rehv grabbed his duster that he had tossed to a side somewhere through the night events. As he reached the door and went to flick the light off he turned back to Drake with a sinister smirk, he muttered a couple words to Drake before leaving with a dark chuckle wafting upon the air.*
“I’m sorry. Did you want a safe word? I forgot that those are common practice in the bdsm scene aren't they … maybe we will figure one out for next time.
#TBC
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Ecstasy
Groping hands sent a fire through my body that I’d never experienced before. All that went through my mind was, “More!” and in cue with that, my hips lifted, as if to seek out the body that went along with those hands. In response, I heard a low growl rumble deep, and shudders rolled through my body in places that had never been awakened before. Quickly, I felt clothes sliding off me and dropping to the floor as those strong hands moved up my torso, across my shoulders, hips, and legs. Then they were gone for a minute and I could vaguely hear my own voice, as if so far in the distance, “No! Don’t go away! Come back!”
“I’ve gone nowhere.” Came a deep, raspy voice. “I’ve gotta get these fucking pants off!”
It seemed like a lifetime before those hands came back and when they did, I sucked in a deep breath, reaching my own forward, across the body of the male that was exploring me. He was a large male, with an incredibly muscular body that was naked and hovering over me.
Fingers grazed my nipples and sensations I’ve never felt rocked my body. Then his lips took over and his hands made their way further down my torso. Somewhere in the back of my mind, I knew this wasn’t right, but everything else in my body was screaming for this male and I gripped onto him, pulling his body to mine.
The large length between his legs poked into me and instinctively I raised my hips to meet it. That low growl now rumbled through my chest now, as his chest rested on my own and it created a sense of urgency in me. Grabbing at his shaft, I pushed it down to meet my core, not quite knowing what I was doing, but it just felt like the thing to do. He moved himself into position and slid himself inside of me. The feeling of that movement was painful for a second, but then as he pulled back out and thrust back in, it sent shockwaves of delirium throughout my entire being and I sank my teeth into his neck. Blood rushed into my mouth as I could feel him moving inside me. For a time, everything seemed so out of sorts. My body was experiencing a new, sexual euphoria as we moved together, all the while his hands were still squeezing my breasts and pinching my nipples making the experience even more surreal. Suddenly, I felt his teeth against my neck and he bit down and started drawing my blood in. That’s when it went from out of sorts to completely clouded. My body turned into a frenzy and I couldn’t pull him any closer to me. Suddenly, an unbridled eruption of ecstasy ripped through my body and I trembled uncontrollably. The male gripped a hold of me tight and groaned low in his gut, slowing for a minute. But, as soon as the trembling stopped, I pushed him over on his back and started to move on top of him. I never wanted this to stop. Screw the voice in the back of my head! This was what I needed! Forever! Just this male and me, doing this for the rest of my life and into The Fade.
We went on for what seemed like hours before fervent, hostile voices interrupted us. Arms reached in, trying to pull this male from me and I wrapped my entire being around him to keep that from happening. I could hear his threatening snarl as the others got close and it seemed to make my nipples even harder than they were, and I rocked a little more forcefully against him.
“Fuck!” It was the male’s voice.
Abruptly, I felt him stand and push me behind him, but I still couldn’t get enough of this powerful male. My hands roamed along his back, butt, and hips, finally reaching around his front in an attempt to pull him back to me. He was still rock hard and I gently wrapped my fingers around him. He let out a groan and turned to me. Next thing I knew he was slumping to the ground in front of me and I hit my knees next to him. “No!” A prick in my neck, then all things went black.
#Ecstasy #SASBDB #BDBRPG
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Aftermath One Week Later
Written by @LostZariah.
[I had left ZeroSum with more questions than anything, meeting Ella, the girl who looked like an older version of me. I knew that I had no older siblings, while my Mahmen wasn’t the one who gave birth to my brother or myself, dad did bond with her. So in all other aspects she was my Mahmen, she raised me, helped me through my transition. And would soon be helping my brother through his once it was time. To say I felt a little lost was putting it lightly, there was no one I could really ask about this. If I brought it up to my father he would then know I had been sneaking out and doing the things that he had forbidden me from doing. 
That night was a few weeks ago, I still had her number in my phone but I had yet to put it to use. Not sure I was ready to hear the things that she would say. Or the questions she would ask. I know she had to be wondering as well as to what was going on. Why we looked so similar. Scribe I was not ready to deal with those questions and the answers that would follow suit. Tonight after my parents left I chose to stay home. Taking the chance to lose myself in my thoughts as I tried to figure things out. It was becoming rather annoying how not since the year after my transition I had not gone out with them. At first I did not mind, not always wanting to be out and dealing with it. The rules that were required to be followed, as well as the way I was expected to have dressed…… it really was not for me. I was aware though that it was becoming that time when I should be getting married off. That both excited and frightened me. I did not want an arranged marriage, but it was looking more and more like that was eventually going to be the only way I got a male. Or I stay single. Ugh both options were not up my alley. I did not like the options, I would rather have someone who wanted me because of that elusive bond so many of the race did not get to experience. It was a pipe dream, I know. But I couldn't help it at all. The tale of becoming bonded as well as seeing how father was with Mahmen, it made me want the same as well.
Tonight while I sat here at home I decided to raid my father's better scotch that he kept hidden away for those all too ‘important’ guests that tended to show up every so often. The bottle was easy to get out of his office, so I carried it and a small tumbler out to the pool. There I would be sitting enjoying the night air while drinking. Placing the tumbler on the table I opened the bottle and slowly, carefully poured just enough in the glass. It was strong stuff, the kind you would sip and appreciate. Which was what I would be doing. Leaving the lid off the bottle I grabbed my glass and took a rather slow sip. The burn did not really hit until after I had swallowed, the taste was even better. Even though I may not get drunk, I could appreciate it all the same. The night air was both welcoming and soothing. An odd mixture. Head tilting back, looking up into the sky I was able to occasionally see the stars through clouds that had rolled in. No matter how many times I pulled my thoughts away from it, the questions and the wanting to know more about Ella would burst to the forefront of my mind. 
UGH! A frustrated sigh left me as I was all too aware that my questions would not dissipate any time soon. Already knowing what it was I was going to have to do to find out answers. Pouring myself another drink, downing it rather quickly before my phone was pulled out and Ella’s contact information was glaring at me on the screen. She seemed like she was going to be the only person who probably would give me straight answers. ]
You should not have even waited this long, Zariah.
[Lecturing myself for the first time in years. Not even when I went out on the nights my parents were not home never happened. Grumbling I almost just tossed my phone into the pool, I was full of mixed feelings. However I knew that no matter what I was not going to be able to rest until I figured everything out. Pressing the button to make the call I put it on speaker just so I could get myself another drink. Choking on the liquid with Ella picked it up on the second or third ring.]
Um, Ella, it's Zariah. I was wondering if you wanted to talk maybe?
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Stygian
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Written by @Omega_SASBDB.
*Glaring at the bodies now laying around at my feet, the smell of rot starting to become even overpowering to me. Kicking the feet of the nearest body telling it to get up and start cleaning up the mess I have made off all the latest inductees into my Lesser society. My steps took me into the old kitchen of this house, watching as some more of my army cut up the cocaine and heroin. Another is pouring out ecstasy tablets onto the dirty counter, pulling another Lesser close to me. My hand deforming into my black smoke and sliced the Lesser’s arm, using my other hand to hold the now bleeding arm over a plastic basin. Only letting the Lesser’s arm go as he falls to the floor at my feet, he won’t die but it will take him a day or so to get back his strength. My laugh more a grunt as I walk over, the human drugs only means to an end. They do nothing to me or my Lessers, but over the centres I have watched my sister’s chosen race use them more and more. Each looking for the high the humans seem to get, shaking my head running my fingers through some of the white powder of either heroin or cocaine. It made no difference to me, I will use everything and anything to make the vampires suffer. Stepping back to the plastic basin filled with the Lesser’s blood, pushing my black smoke that was my deformed hand into it. Watching as the black blood of my Lesser turns it into a black powder, reforming my hand while still in the black powder. Watching it slip through my fingers, then dusting off my fingers.* Ok mix this with the drugs, and coat the tablets. I want my drug stygian on the streets and in the clubs tonight! I want it in as many vampires to succumb to it’s potent powder now! *Lets see how the Brotherhood and my sister cope when my hate and my violence bleeds into their systems. An evil smile spreads over my face using my mind to tell C to get the human drug pushers that Lash used to use back into action. And if not them, then hire some more, I didn’t want my Lessers to be seen selling. Why let the cat out of the bag too soon. Turning away my mind now on the female still being held in the basement, it had only been two days but I bet she missed me.*    
#TBC
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Deciding What To Do Next
I hadn’t been able to sleep so I gave up trying, sitting up in bed I grabbed my laptop. Opening the laptop I started playing some music at a low volume while I waited for it to turn on. I pulled up my email and went through what had come in since I last looked. I pulled up the email that Batair had forwarded to me and I read through how to go about setting up an appointment with the King. Once I read through the email I started to close it but something stopped me. I sat and just stared at the email as thoughts flitted through my mind too fast for me to grab ahold of them. I tried to grasp one thought that continued to flit by over and over again however the harder I tried to catch it the farther away it seemed to be.
I gave up chasing that thought and started looking at the other thoughts. Most of which were questions revolving around Marsden and his actions. Not to mention the males that had been with him the day I broke in on and confronted him. They did not look like members of the Glymera nor did they look like males he typically associated with. They had seemed to enjoy my actions the day I had broken in on them especially the blonde hair male who had winked at me. Even though they were dressed in suits and looked respectable something told me that they were just pretending to be civilized. The more I tried to figure out what was causing Marsden to do the things he was doing the more questions it raised.
I knew that I couldn’t go before the King with what I had now because it wouldn’t be enough to do what I was hoping the King would do which was get rid of Marsden from my life completely. I didn’t want him to have access to anything relating to the estate. Though considering he still hadn’t paid the money he owed me for the business he shared with my father... He was supposed to buy me out completely however he hadn’t done that. I had been checking the bank accounts and I had checked my father’s ledgers so I knew how much should have been deposited. So far nothing had been deposited in any of the accounts. Perhaps the King would be able to do something about it but I didn’t just want the money, I wanted to be rid of Marsden completely.
I decided that I needed to do everything I could to get the entire truth before I went before the King only then would I be able to rid myself of Marsden and his nauseating son Treharn. Until I could do that it would be better to keep myself away from the King. If Marsden found out that I had gone to the King before I had everything I needed he’d do whatever he could to make it appear as if I was just a distraught child who wasn’t capable of taking care of myself. That could end up turning the King against me and actually forcing me to live with Marsden. I refused to let that happen. I would sooner leave Caldwell with Kiehran and live our life on the run than to ever spend one night in Marsden’s home. I heard Kiehran so I closed the laptop and set it on my nightstand as I went to him.
#DecidingWhatToDoNext
#UnmaskingTheVillain
#Part11
#SASBDB
#SaintsNSinners
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Trial by Pain: Deliverance Part 20
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Omega: *Roars throwing the human away from me, cocking my head to the side watching as the body hits the wall and then slides down to slump on the floor. Steps slow, kicking the trash out of my way as I walk over. Crouching down, fisting my hand in the boy’s hair pulling his head up. His groan music to my ears, turning to look over my shoulder at the Lesser standing in the corner.* Why did you bring me this filth! He isn’t worth my time or effort. *Turning back to the human then using both my hands to snap his neck, breathing hard standing up straight.* What word on the female? Is she still alive? *Dusting off my hands the grim of the human sticking to my hands, walking out towards the front of the run down house. My eyes falling on the rest of the humans, each drugged up to their eyeballs on me. Well stygian, but as it is my essence made into the all new designer drug fast becoming the drug of choice, I feel like I am inside each and every one of them. It isn’t like my Lesser connection. But I like it and the money it is pulling in, stopping my voice showing my annoyance.* I am waiting for an answer! 
Greyhson: *When I came to later, I was still in the chair they originally tied me to. The iron chains were still wrapped around my arms and legs so I could not dematerialize, though I was also weak so it would have been difficult anyway. My eyes felt like cement trying to open them to look at my surroundings. As I tried, I listen to any movements around me. I could hear several breathing low around me and then suddenly I heard a crash above me and a roar, instantly opening my eyes.
The atmosphere was suddenly colder and hauntingly fearful as I became more aware. The females and humans around me crouched into their cells into corners as they seemed familiar with what was happening. A wave of malice burned into my skin as I listened to a nasty laughter, like a disembodied ghost haunting a house. Finding the stairs ahead of me, I could see black smoke billowing down the steps similar to an apparition of a ghost I just imagined. 
I could feel my eyes widen as I realized that the figure coming for me gave me the exact opposite feeling the Scribe Virgin once provided. It was her brother, the Omega.* 
Omega: *Kicking a few bodies out of my way, steps sure heading towards the basement.* “The female is tied and in a weakened state, we have kept the humans away from her in case she tried to feed from them.” *Stopping at the top of the stairs.* Did I tell you to do that C? Do I need you to exercise your brain? *Letting loose a roar, my fists tight at my side, taking in a deep breath one foot stepping onto the top step.* Gather the troops, I want you to take the money we just collected and buy something that will kill some of my sister’s chosen species. I want you to get me something that will rip them apart, let them suffer for her arrogance. Let her memory cry as I kill the race she created, the race she tried so hard to protect, her precious vampires. *Letting my essence fill the air around me, my steps pushing my black smoke down into the basement. Hearing the speeding beat of the female’s heart, stepping out of my essence clasping my hands behind my back. The whimpers of the humans in the cages music to my ears. One boy catching my eye, sending a thought to one of my Lessers upstairs. Letting him know I want the boy ready for me, for later tonight. At last looking down at the female tied to the chair in the middle of the basement, her fear like a fine wine.* So now I have you, what to do with you? *Ghosting a finger down the side of her face, then cupping her chin in my hand hard. Forcing her to look up into my face.* Do you wish to live female?  
Greyhson: *The Omega was clearly still active and coordinating his lessers to kill our race. Though the Brotherhood had been out every night protecting us, his minions kept multiplying. They hunt the civilians down to try and get closer to the Brotherhood. I have never had to experience it when mine sisters and I lived at the Sanctuary. But since the Primale Phury freed us we were experiencing all different new things. I was so excited about the prospects and never realizing until this moment how many things I was protected from while being at the Sanctuary.
I felt the chill of his hand on my face, it felt like my blood was solidifying inside my cheek. I tried to flinch but his strength was too strong for me. The grip was hurting me as I tried to get free. The malevolence was pouring off of him in waves. I had a strong reaction to flee but I couldn’t. The chains cutting my arms from my efforts were causing my skin to bleed.
As I continued to struggle, all I could hear was hollow evil laughter as he persisted with hurting me. My heart was racing inside my chest and I could hardly breath or speak.*
Omega: Tut, tut, tut female. *Pressing my fingers harder into her flesh, my nails breaking through the skin of her chin and cheek. Watching as the slow but steady drip of her blood leaves a tail down her neck towards her clothes.* I want your words, but I will take your screams. *Keeping my hand and eyes in their human form but letting the rest of my body explode into my black smoke. Sending my essence into the female’s body, my eyes wide locking on hers. Feeling my essence heat up her blood to a point that even a vampire would die, then bringing it back down as I use her heated blood to attack her organs. The grip of her chin getting tighter, her blood now almost steaming like boiling water from the cuts my nails were making. Time passes as I watch my mind split between the boy I was planning on turning tonight and the pain of the female before me. At last pulling my essence out of her body and reforming my human body, using my mind to get one of my Lessers to bring me a mop and bucket. At last letting go of her chin stepping back as the Lesser bangs down the stairs with the cleaning equipment.* Clean this up, her blood makes my skin itch. *Placing a foot on the bottom step but turning before I leave, my smile pure evil as I look at the female her screams still ringing in my ears.* Do not fret pet, I will be back.      
Greyhson: *Pain exploded as I felt his nails cut into my skin, I couldn’t help but scream from  the agony. His voice was like nails down a chalkboard. But the thought soon disappeared as the torment continued. I felt like I was coming out of my own skin fighting against his essence inside me. My blood felt like scalding water through my veins, my body shrieking with pain from the inside out. My heart felt like it was galloping like horses through my chest and trying to get out. 
I could physically feel my lungs filling with fluid as I tried to fight to keep breathing. Was this what it felt like to drown? I could feel the blood oozing out of  my injuries burning my skin like burning oil.
I was gasping for breath as blood came pouring out of my mouth. My eyes were closed shut from the agony I was feeling. I could not see, I could not breath, the torment was nothing I have ever felt … then there was nothing.*
Omega: *Walking into what was once a bedroom, the smells of decay and rot over powdering the scent of the boy’s fear. Keeping my steps slow and relaxed watching the human, his face pretty for a boy. Young, so young. Licking my lips with the thoughts of what was to come, the female in the basement had passed out from pain too soon to let me fully enjoy her. Not that I liked females much, their pain threshold too low for my liking. My eyes fell on the old cookie tin box, damn what was the world coming too. Back in the good old days in the Old Country my new Lessers would turn up with a more appropriate container to hold their hearts. But not any more, pushing aside memories of my glorious past, stepping up to the boy.* Are you ready? *Not waiting for an answer, my body deforming into black smoke and shredding his clothes. My essence slicing into his skin and pushing into his bloodstream, his screams music to soothe my soul. Taking my time as hours fly by, the boy’s voice breaks about three hours out. His body emptying out sometime ago, that smell of human waste now added to that of his blood, decay and rot inside the room. Knowing I had to stop, the boy was nearing his limit and I didn’t want to lose a new soldier for my army. Pulling my essence out of his body, through the lesions covering him almost ninety percent of his body. Reforming my body the boys withered heart in my hands, dropping it into the cookie tin looking at it’s new colour of back. Standing naked covered in the last of the human boy’s blood, watching him breath with difficulty his new black blood weeping from all the damage I had left. The black stain now on his chest above where his heart once was, giving him a kick as I crouch down pushing a finger into one of the cuts.* Get up, I’m finished with you for now. *Hanging my head to the side as he tries and fails to scream, letting loose a dark laugh standing up. Calling out to C who I could feel hovering in the hallway.* I have changed my mind, bring me more boys. I will change them now, let the female stew for a few days! Make sure you let her drink, but not eat.     
#TBC
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Something’sNotRight Part2
Ella: I was getting ready for my shift at work, I was thinking of the night before. It had been bothering me. I didn’t like people going through my stuff. Looks like I have to keep an eye on my things from now on. Also keeping a lookout on the newbies especially #Shazzy something is up and I am going to find out what. I shouted to Madi. “Are you ready to go?” I will wait in the car. @EndlessDivinity 
Madi: I heard Ella shouting at me, I picked up my bag for work and then I walked to where Ella was in the car. I started to climb inside into the passenger seat. “So Ella I am hoping that tonight is going to be better than last night. I also wonder what this new girl was doing. Are you going to find out about her tonight and what was going on? If you need any help with that girl you know that I would be nearby” I started pulling out the new jacket I had brought with my pay from the other night and put it on. Turning around to Ella before you start up this car, what do you think about this new jacket brilliant or what?” @Ella_SASBDB 
Ella: Not sure yet just need to see what happens I guess. “As madi climbs in the passenger seat.” Something is up. I can feel it. I hope it’s not the same as last time. One of the girls was giving information to another place and trying to get the other girls to go there. I found out let’s just say no one has done anything since then. It didn’t go too well as I ruined her. We basically had a cat fight and I thought she had hair. It was a wig it was glued on. It hurt like a bitch. I did what was needed. The jacket looks awesome, Madi. @EndlessDivinity 
Madi: I laughed a bit when I had the image of the cat fight between the girl and Ella. And shook my head. “She deserved her hair to be pulled and everything that she had coming to her. You are a really great fighter Ella.  Oh well, let’s see what happens when we finally get to work.  Oh and it was a surprise when I found out the  jacket was on sale.  @Ella_SASBDB 
Ella: I don’t know about a fighter, I just don’t like people coming after what is mine. We lost a few girls then. But I managed to keep most of them. We are doing okay at the moment Trez says we haven’t lost any money. It seems to be getting better so that is why I keep my eyes wide open because of the past. When we reach work I park the car in my normal spot. Let’s have a good night and see you inside. 
I locked the car as we headed inside. The place was getting filled and the music was pumping loud as normal. I head towards my room to put my stuff away. @EndlessDivinity 
Madi: “That is good news that we have not lost any money. Does that mean we might have been out of the job? I would not like that to happen. I love where I live and work” As soon as we reached the destination. I opened the door as soon as we parked. “See you inside Ella. And you have a good night too. Let’s make lots of money” Making it the door opening and going inside. My favourite song was playing. I shook my body a bit and made my way to the locker room. @Ella_SASBDB 
Ella: Why would she ask about losing any money, she should know that the other girls keep us going to. “Shaking my head, as I get my stuff ready for the night ahead” Coming out of my room and heading towards the bar to get my usual drink. “Evening, can I have my usual please? The barman nodded and got me my normal drink.” I took a sip and headed back to my room. That is when I noticed #Shazzy was just coming out of the locker room. I looked over at her, smiled and headed inside my room. Hmm I need to keep my eyes open tonight. I was training more girls tonight, so I called the first one in. Alright, show us what you have learned. I sat and watched her do her thing. @EndlessDivinity 
Madi: I got changed in the locker room and then I walked out. I spotted Ella briefly at the bar getting her first drink.  I had my bottle of water in my hand then took a little drink before I started my dancing tonight. I looked at the other end of the room and I noticed that the other girls were getting trained tonight and I remembered those days. Then I looked behind me wondering what Ella was looking at. There was another girl coming out the lockers after me and I wondered if that was the girl that Ella was talking about. I had to find out somehow. Maybe just keep an eye out in case anything goes down. @Ella_SASBDB 
Ella: Watching the newbie do her thing on the pole she was really good, she was really good with her body around the pole she will do well I have that feeling. I am just going to get another drink. “Be right back, keep going your doing well” I headed out of my room and got another drink. #Shazzy had gone again. I couldn’t see her, maybe she was with a punter. I headed back to my room. I sat back down watching the girls train. @EndlessDivinity
Madi: I was about to go and start my routine when I looked at the new girl and I remembered that I had fallen on my ass at that part. And the girl was actually better than me at doing it. I walked up to the pole in the dance that I was doing tonight and jumped up wrapped myself around the pole and did it successfully. But now I was getting thirsty and wanted something strong to drink. After I came off the pole the men in the club were cheering. Walking  quickly to the bar to grab a vodka. When I walked back I took the long way and walked to where Ella’s room was and knocked.  “How is everything going with the new girls.?  I can’t stop for long. I am up on the pole again for another dance. @Ella_SASBDB 
Ella: Everything is going okay, she is doing really well. That is okay we don’t want to keep them waiting Madi. Have you seen #Shazzy at all last time I saw her was when we walked in. Maybe she is busy with a punter. I know it is busy. I might just keep a lookout in case I missed her and she is about somewhere. I am busy because the other girls go on the pole now, so I am going to supervise them. Show them if they need help. “See you later, Madi “ Don’t work too hard. [Laughing softly to myself] Laters! @EndlessDivinity
Maddi: “Glad that it is going well with the new girl’s Ella.  I was looking around the club on my break but I could not see her. The girl seemed to have disappeared after I did my first dance. But I will keep my eye open for her again. She will probably be trying to keep out of your way.  Have a wonderful time teaching the girls”  I heard Ella laughing when  I walked away and out of the room again and up to where the pole was.  @Ella_SASBDB 
Ella: I always have a wonderful time teaching the girls we have a lot of fun while we train. “You should know that Madi” Better get back to work, I went back to my room, telling the other new girl she was up next. I sat down as the girl started on the pole. Remembering the first time I danced on and around the pole I also fell on my butt, just after trying 2 times. “Laughing to myself as I watched the newbie” Taking a sip from my drink. Watching her closely. @EndlessDivinity
Madi: I saw the male at the edge of the stage near the bar. After having another go of the pole I asked the male to follow me back to my private room where I could do a private dance for him. I grabbed everything that was on the table including my vodka and I quickly took a sip of it before heading to the bar to pick up a bottle of wine for us both. I put it on my tab and then walked to my room passing Ella’s room on the way. After I had given the male a proper dance in private I could maybe go back to see Ella in her room. @Ella_SASBDB 
Ella: I was wondering where #Shazzy had gone. I still couldn’t see her, maybe she left and went home. I asked one of the girls to look out for her. It was strange that she had disappeared, maybe something was up.  I wonder if someone should go and check on her. I carried on training the girls until I knew what was happening. That is when one of the newbie’s said she left the club about an hour ago. It was strange not to tell anyone. Maybe she went elsewhere, I would find out soon enough. @EndlessDivinity
Madi: I had given the punter a dance and I did not even fall off the pole that was in my room, something to tell Ella about. I got changed into something else in my room pulling my leather trousers on and my white blouse with stars on it. I said goodnight to the male and then made my way to Ella’s room again. I knocked once and went inside.  “I thought I would come back in to see you Ella and I am nearly finished my shift for the night as much as I love my job I love to go home and chill out. Do you have much more to teach the girls?” @Ella_SASBDB 
Ella: “Madi, came into my room asking if I was done.” Yea will be soon just finishing of, oh one of the girls said #Shazzy had left the club not sure why she still needs training. I thought it was strange that she left. Maybe we will know more when she is due again.  I think it’s in a few days, Madi. “Okay, let me get my things then we can leave. I had a funny feeling we wouldn’t be seeing #Shazzy again.” I grabbed my things and we headed out to my car. 
Something’sNotRight #Part2 #SASBDB 
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#BlackDaggerBrotherhood #SASBDB #WorriedAboutMySister #TechniquesOnTheChosen. #Part19
{I had sought out help and thought about the path that I was wanting to take. A physical therapist was the best option for myself. And seeking out some advice from Cormia was great. She has helped me a lot. The books that I had picked up too were 
the best ones. Although I might need to order some in when I finally arrive in Caldwell. And when it was safe to do so, I picked up one of the books she had and I pulled out a notepad just to take a few notes. Turning to the first page with my dainty 
 fingers she looked at the first paragraph. And read it out loud. Looking at the diagrams that went with the statement. Then I wrote it down. Then moving onto the next page stopping half way down to look at the posidure that they were showing in the 
 picture. “Seems a bit difficult. But maybe I could practice some of the techniques on the chosen. I would have to seek Phury’s help and maybe Cormia’s to see if I could do that. It always seems better if you practice with someone. That way I would know if
 I am doing it correctly. Smiling as I turned the next page adding a few notes into her notepad writing up the answer. Crossing my leg over the other has become more comfortable on the bed as I continued throughout the rest of the book. The rest of the 
chosen were arriving in my room and for today the books would have to be put aside for now until they were sleeping. Looking up as one of my sisters sat down on the bed. Then she lifted one of the books and lost the place that I was working on. Placing a 
~ little book mark at the top of my page with the pen. I let her look through. Tilting my head to the side when my Sister chose to speak. She had loved the idea of me going to college and working on this amazing course. It was the perfect choice for me. I 
smiled at the female sitting in front of me. “Thank you, I am glad that you like the idea.” I flipped the next page to the book that I had when my Sister walked away. Soon as she walked away. I thought for a minute about my other Sister. She had been 
 kidnapped and was it even safe to be where I was? I was worried about what the future held for myself and my other sisters. And should I even mention to everyone just how bad I have been feeling about this. Laying my head onto my knee, A single tear 
falling onto my icy cold skin that was exposed. “Oh Scribe please send our sister home safe where she belongs with her family” #BlackDaggerBrotherhood #SASBDB #WorriedAboutMySister #TechniquesOnTheChosen. #Part19
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