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"And the sad part is I was getting better.

And now I'm not"

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im not okay, evenw ith my new diagnosis to help me figure out whats wrong with me im still self sabotaging i cant believe i m back here, imiss my dad so muc h i miss my old friends i miss beign wanted

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tw / death my dad died yesterday. and i feel so fuciking empty. i was sick and whatever i had got passed to him i think, and his body couldnt handle it ontop of everything else he had. he was sick for days and then just collapsed unconscious. the last thing i said to him was goodnight expecting hm to be there when i woke up not his fucking corpse adn i just want my dad bsck. he’s the only parent i had and now i dont know wht to do anymore, ic ant die because it’ddestroy my girlfriend but liivng sucks so fucking much rght now ive spentthe past days in ebd staring at a wall

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tw  / sh

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♡ ♡ well i /thought/ i was done, but now i think im just, done done. 

i’ve been selfharming more and more my arms feel slightly numb and mjust cold, theyre not deep enough to kill me, never deep enough to kill me.

because in the end, i’m just a fucking coward.

it feels like im screaming into a void but im just , done.

i dont speak to anyone, i’ve already distanced and cut everyone off except for one.

and, i think, it’d be best if i went.

#trigger warning #tw #sh

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Can we staring giving more awareness to people who have horrible moms? It’s always “daddy issues this” “I’m this way because my dad” and so on. I hardly see shit about horrible moms. It’s an absolute pain to have a horrible abusive mom and it needs more attention. Mothers aren’t always perfect and will do anything to protect their kid. Some moms are absolute demons. But you end up feeling guilty for not loving them. Mothers can be gas lighters and manipulators better than anyone. If someone ever needs an ear to listen then I’m here. I’m here and I’m posting this because no one was/is there for me in that way. And I’m not asking anyone to be. I just want more awareness brought to it.

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im hgih and sad, i jsut dont get it.

 i dotn want to be this i just want to lay dwon in a bog and shfit to a plant or osmething and have no thoughts andn just let bees pollinat e me while i exist alone and untouched by the cruetly that is huamns

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I've really been wanting Daddy to breed me lately. I'm craving his warn seed to fill my insides up, feeling as it rolls down my legs. I want Daddy's cum inside of this precious little pussy.

I want to tease him so bad that he drags me to the bathroom to fuck the ever living shit out of me, or lift me onto his lap while wearing the skirt that he told me not to wear underwear under, for that very reason. To bounce on his fat cock and breed me.

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petplay x dumbification is top tier idc

#just saying---

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possessive doms are cool n all

but

possessive subs?? subs who leave marks on your neck to stake their claim and silently glare at anyone flirting with their dom. possessive subs who will climb into your lap when another sub flirts with, smirking when the other one backs off.

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Good morning to pets that get wet by the bare minimum <33

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All day I've had a nonstop desire to be used like a toy and told Im a good girl

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i want to wake up with your hands around my neck and your cock buried deep inside me🥺

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