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bpd culture is feeling worthless and unloved when ur fp doesnt talk to you (theyre just busy)

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the fact that im not medicated and ive never been in a hospital makes feel like a phony

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I don't now how it got this bad again.

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i’m sorry i can’t be what you wish i was

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The sudden urge to push everyone away and be alone forever

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The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful

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I am so so tired rn...

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starting to think the world might be better off without me again

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Den Drang haben, sich von jedem abkapseln zu müssen aber sich dann vollkommen alleine fühlen.

year 2024 sounds like a good end to me - my destination that is long overdue

#enough #end #girl #thoughts #quotes #lines #pepp #weightloss #pep #speed #love #green #tw selfhate #self destruction #unlovable #at my lowest #my final destination #lived long enough #i want to disappear #disappointment #failure #please help #numb

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AIYGIWGWYAIYDIWDWY

#AIYGIWGWYAIYDIWDWY #girl #thoughts #quotes #lines #pepp #weightloss #pep #speed #love #green #and if you go I wanna go with you #and if you die I wanna die with you

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Do you think it possible that some people are born to give more love than they will ever get back in return?

#girl #thoughts #quotes #lines #pepp #weightloss #pep #speed #love #green #naive #dumb girl #naiv #gutgläubig #ausgenutzt #used #useless

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i love you. you made a mistake? i dont care i love you. you made a wrong choice? love you. you don’t think you’re good for anything? guess what you’re good for loving i love you

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Do you think they said yes?

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“my girl”

literally fuck me rn

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Casually scrolling through your camera roll and finding pictures of yourself looking like a thinspo straight outta an ana blog

How absolutely fat I felt then

Only now realizing how thin I actually was

What a shame I wasn't able to see and appreciate it then

body dysmorphia is really the worst

#ana #tw ana diary #ana trigger #thin inspo #tw eating things #model thin #girl #thoughts #quotes #lines #pepp #weightloss #pep #speed #love #green #eating disoder things #tw disordered eating #disordered eating thoughts #tw eating issues #tw ed things #tw ed diet #ed disorder #eating disoder trigger warning #thinspr0 #thinspo #thinspiration #thin #skinny #small