rin-of-asgard
Loki is my God
Rina. She/her, agender, bisexual.
I try to draw in different techniques (mostly Loki and Tom Hiddleston)
If you have some ideas for frostiron drawings - tell me, I'll do it with my pleasure.
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Just in case the hater idiots wander in here again.
I draw every day. Two hours a day: that's my therapy. My psychologist advised me to do this over a year ago: draw what calms you, they said.
I take tea, turn on the music and draw Loki. At first, I thought: I don’t have enough stories, I repeat myself. Then I realized - every hug is a new hug. It is impossible to repeat the same pattern. Then I thought - I have few likes, probably no one is interested in what I do. But it's not bad - likes, this is an additional bonus for me, but not a goal.
What I do is like meditation. And yes, the drawing may not be very good. I still post it on Tumblr. I spend two hours drawing. And at night, when everyone is asleep, I like to edit finished drawings. I have trouble sleeping and can spend hours editing a drawing to keep my hands busy while I listen to audiobooks.
During this year I had almost no really bad depressions. Now I almost never take sedatives. I used to be constantly on antidepressants and sedatives couple of years ago.
Even if my drawings were really awful and ugly - they help me with my mental health.
And when I hear criticism from a stranger who accidentally crawled onto my blog, I think: okay, I'm ready to endure this freak, his words do not change anything.
Loki is my antidepressant. I draw him with Mobius, with Tony, with an alligator. He is my medicine.
Tom and Zawe are my comfort persons. (And Bobby is my comfort dog 🤔😂)
And I don't care what anyone thinks about it.
I know one thing: now I draw much better than a year ago. And I hope that in the future I will draw better than now.
So, haters - go f*ck yourself. Just go f*ck yourself and that's it.
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