ridiculousremy

[ridiculousremy]

For so long I’ve wished to leave the country. To live abroad and start a new life. Now, the date of my departure is so close I can practically taste it. And yet, I’m devastated about the life I’m leaving behind. For the first time in my life, I’m happy with my friend group, I’m happy with the life I have created and leaving would simply shatter everything.

I’ll leave , don’t get me wrong, it’s just that I feel conflicted. But I deserve this, I deserve to meet new people. I deserve to create a different version of myself. And furthermost, I deserve the peace that comer with presenting yourself to someone for the first time.

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[ridiculousremy]

my life is a mess right now and I need someone to talk to who is not involved in the situation…

[ridiculousremy]

For the first time in my life I feel defeated. I don’t know what to do…

[ridiculousremy]

What if I want more to life than an endless cycle of the same day? What if I want something meaningful? What if I don’t know what I need to be happy ?

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It might seem selfish, but my birthday is my favorite day of the year. I usually hate attention but on my birthday I love being able to show who I really am without having others judging me. I’m really emotional on my birthday because it’s hard to say goodbye to the past year and start living life with a new age.

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I’m so heartbroken right now that I can’t even cry. I just feel empty. I gave a second chance to someone who had hurt me in the past. I gave our friendship a second opportunity. Not even a week later do I feel as if that friendship is crushed… again. The worst part is I’m mad at myself for giving out information I shouldn’t of shared. Im starting to think second chances aren’t worth the emotional damage.

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Congratulations i finished my last year of high school and now I’m dead set on changing who I am. I have 8 months to work on myself and I plan to make the most of it. I’m starting this new era of my life by washing my face and moisturizing twice a day. By eating healthier and having less snacks throughout the day. But most importantly I’m starting this phase by cutting out people in my life who make me feel alone. I’m learning to deal without friendships if it means I’m free. And honestly I’m happy that I can have a fresh start.

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Because the moment your friendship is taken for granted is the moment it ends…

[ridiculousremy]

Today marks my final day of High School. Today I say goodbye to the people who have seen me grow. To those who have seen my tears and my struggles. 18 days of exams and I am officially done with school. This is the moment I’ve been waiting for two years but instead of feeling excited I’m actually devastated to see it all come to an end .

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[ridiculousremy]

life

stereotypes,

not perfect.

judgemental

what to expect

said to be pretty

said to be intelligent

said to be popular 

stereotypes. 

it's all a lie

nothing is perfect

everything is imperfect,

stereotypical

this is our world

a place to judge others

we are perfect 

the rest imperfect

-shiny

[ridiculousremy]

dream

deja vu

a dream can make it all come true

what if it could?

would it be absurd?

a wish makes it all happen.

and we all live in a wish

perhaps just an instance

a deja vu

escaping reality

is unreal

it is just a dream

 some could say

what a life we are living

days become boring

nights become shorter

everything falls apart

-shiny

[ridiculousremy]

time

the years go fast

those days we thought would never end,

did end.

and now time has flown,

we have not yet lived, 

but does it really matter, because no one seems to care

today I see the world differently 

my dreams are overwhelming me 

and now I wish it all came back to me

today it is a new day

it does not seem new;

and life has taken over

what would I give for one more day

of innocence

of a simple, happy life

life has taken over

we are older, wiser...

sadder

time has flown

minds have grown

and I am not the same

-shiny

[ridiculousremy]

insecurities

i just want to stand still 

to see the world a different way

all those insecurities 

make them leave 

and just turn them into self esteem 

the world? crazy

us? crazier 

there nothing to hide

but some chose to hide..

others to take advantage of those who hide

and just like that a simple dream became a reality 

i knew exactly what just happened

i was full of insecurities 

they never stopped...

and never will...

-shiny

[ridiculousremy]

simplicity

I see the sky and I see it

everything that once made me happy.

why does everything has to be hard

can't it just be simple?

why do people have to be compared

can't everyone be humble?

people make life though

and I wish it would be simple.

we are not happy

but we think we are.

I see the sky but I cannot see it

anything that once made me happy

nothing made me happy

why can't life just be simple?

-shiny

[ridiculousremy]

listen

everyone hears

nobody listens

you are always wrong 

they are always right

the world seems to turn on you

you have no way to defend yourself

life is unjust

and you are the criminal to the crime...

never the victim

you can dream

but never win

winners tell their story 

and losers never tell theirs

losers lie behind the truth 

while winners enjoy the lie

but thats life

nobody listens 

and you are the criminal

-shiny

[ridiculousremy]

cry

tears fall down

my world does too

life is crazy

and harder

the world falls

on top of you 

and you want 

to escape

those tears that fell

escaped again and, 

you wish you could too.

but that is not possible

life is hard

it is, but we are harder.

-shiny

[ridiculousremy]

life pt.2

what if rain is not water?

but every drop represents our own mistakes.

what about that,

would it change how we feel? think?

life is full of errors

you are not perfect

perfection is surreal

overestimated

why be perfect?

when you can be different

extravagant

rain, is special, because 

every drop is the same 

yet, every drop is different.

each one represents a different...

mistake 

 see?

now do you understand rain?

or even better, do you understand...

life?