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It won't survive me.

#;;i don't choose pain. i choose life || visage || raven reyes #my girl being pretty

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RAVEN REYES APPRECIATION  🔧FAVORITE SEASON | SEASON 1

You’re the youngest zero-g mechanic on the Ark in fifty years. Fifty-two, but, so what?

#;;i don't choose pain. i choose life || visage || raven reyes

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THE 100 ⇢ 2x15 | BLOOD MUST HAVE BLOOD (PART 1)

#;;i don't choose pain. i choose to live || raven reyes (visage)

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fiercehearts​

                      of course she had heared about the sky people , the rumours went wild and even though she hadn’t showed herself to her family since she was far too ashamed to admit that she wasn’t able to save her sister ,  it was better to stay low until she just couldn’t any longer. the rumours were wild , that the sky people were dangerous , burnt a whole village down , destroyed her people and yet the seem to expect to be welcomed here with open arms , when they were the intruders , strangers , enemies to them , to the people who lived here. „ war is what we know. war is what we have been raised with and only because you don’t know how to fight doesn’t mean we are the wrong. you are the enemy. “ , costia replied with a soft huff coming from her lips and then there was a chuckle slipping past her lips. „ certainly you must have done something. otherwise we don’t seek blood just for the sake of a war. we are not stupid. “ , she barked back. they were trained to be fighters , of course , trained to be prepared for war all the time , because if you wanted to survive , you had to fight , but coming down here from the sky and being so forward , it was certainly not something she liked about them. ravens words did let her blood boil , it was still lexa , her beloved lexa , the woman was talking about and as much as she might be right , raven had no idea what burden a commander had. the commander was the leader of so many people one wrong decision and the war would be even worse. cosita clenched her jaw , clenching her hands to fists , before she just attacked , her emotions taking the best of her right in this moment , as she pushed raven down with one swift move , knife on her throat and she pressed it against the skin so deep and hard , that red liquid dropped on the tip of the hunting knife. „ jus drain jus daun. “ , she mumured as a grin spread across her lips. „ you think i wouldn’t kill you for what you just said ? for everything you just told me ? “ , she mumured and there was a sfot huff coming from her lips. „ we don’t kill innocence. innocene was long gone before you even stepped on this earth. and talking about innocente. all of you are guilty. all of you destoryed a whole village when you came down. now tell me again about the innocence you killed. “ , she growled. „ it’s better to be feared than loved. “

“i never said we didn’t know how to fight.” she points out to her now, shaking her head while she was looking to the woman. “we didn’t mean to start a war, in fact, we were ready to try and finish one. but it seemed your people didn’t want to listen to us. your commander already had chosen war before we even knew we made one. so don’t stand there and think we started this. the moment we hit the ground a war was already started.” raven pointed out to her now, rolling her eyes at the woman, she was still standing there, because she didn’t want to back down. how many times were they going to back down just for these people to attack them? “we’re not so stupid either. we were singling for our people back home to let them know that it was safe to get here. there was no war with us. yeah our flares burned down a village or two, and i’m sorry about that, that was not our intentions at all by the way. we just wanted to make sure the rest of our people got here safely, before they ended up killing three hundred of our own.” but of course they were too late on that part, the culling had already begun before the flares had been sent. raven didn’t have time to figure out what was going on, all she felt was her back hitting the ground, pushing the air out of her lungs as she does this and then she felt the knife at her neck, hearing her sprouting some sort of words. “i have no idea what you’re speaking of lady.” she tells her now, making it very clear she didn’t understand at all. “do you think i care? you kill me, then you kill me. still going to be a war, still my people going to think your leader isn’t capable of leading. again, we didn’t mean to kill innocent people. but three hundred people of ours were killed, and they were innocent. that’s all we were trying to stop. we didn’t know about any villages. we came down here thinking no one was living down here. it wasn’t a war. you kill me, there will be another war. we kill one of yours, another war. it never ends. how are innocents suppose to live if all we’re doing is killing? you’re wrong. it’s better to be loved than feared. because at least then, you can step back and stop the wars from happening without anyone questioning you. but if you have people fearing you? the day you do something that goes against everything. is the day they go against you.” she breathes out to her, feeling the knife cutting into her skin, she was wincing feeling it. “but do it, kill me. you’ll just continue a war. is that what you want? to die in a war? to have everyone the last people on this earth to just massacre each other until the human race is left with nothing?” she didn’t know if the woman was listening to her or not. but what else could raven do? the girl had a knife to her throat. 

#fiercehearts #;;costia #;;season 1 divergent || fallen from space ||verse #sorry i didn't get to this right away!! #you don't have to reply to it if you don't want to!

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natshana​

afterglow.

she couldn’t have expected this; it was so far from any way that she had ever spent an evening and it left her body trembling with something that felt like the most incredible form of shock to her system. her nerves were jumping, tingling under her skin, and even as they parted and moved to sit up more in the soft grass, even as they dressed once more, luna’s body was still feeling those after effects of the way that they had moved together. being with her was unlike anything she had known; society pointed them towards marriage and towards men, and this was neither of those things. she couldn’t keep the smile off of her lips, and even if she managed a little while getting dressed…the softness of the smile was still present in her eyes when she looked at her. she pulled her bottom lip lightly in between her teeth, and there she could still taste raven’s mouth, kisses that had been left on her, the taste of them both where raven had placed her fingers on her own tongue and from luna having traced her own wet fingers against raven’s bottom lip as she kissed her…tasting her too. it was an amazing feeling…she was an amazing feeling, and everything in her life up until now had told her the feeling was a wrong one…but she knew it couldn’t possibly be. once she was dressed it took her a long moment to move from where she was. she wasn’t sure her legs were going to help her much with moving, but she still attempted it even though the idea of remaining close to her was…far more appealing to her. seeing the warm color on raven’s cheeks luna felt less self-conscious of her own blush, she became too captivated with how it looked on raven’s skin and too enthralled. “you made me feel amazing.” she breathes back to her, her smile twitching at the corner of her lips, teeth raking lightly over her lower; 

luna managed to get herself to her feet, knowing that they needed to eat and that required her to move…but she wasn’t sure what they would be able to manage finding; something small might be the best choice, something that would be enough for them without wasting a catch due to it being too much for the two of them, and they didn’t want to draw in predators of course by leaving wasted meat in the area when they wanted to rest here for the night. “maybe we can find something smaller…rabbit or maybe pheasant.” she suggests, some type of smaller animal. “i don’t want us to have to spend the night worrying about coyotes or cougars.” she adds, her eyes glancing over at the tent…knowing that they would be spending the night there together. the very thought of that had her stomach in knots and she smiled to herself more, bringing her eyes back to raven’s. “i can set a snare…and we can see what kind of luck we have.” she moved to her bag on the side of her saddle and dug around, looking for twine so she could set something up in the brush and see if they could catch something small enough for the two of them. raven was stoking the fire up higher, it was getting darker, and that was more needed now for the light it would emit, but not for the heat as luna’s body was still flushed from being with her; something that she enjoyed. she had obtained the twine into her hands when she heard raven’s steps closer and she looked to her eyes, her heart skipping a hard beat in her chest when she closed the space and pressed her lips to hers…how it stilled luna completely. “don’t. i won’t be stopping.” she murmurs, smiling a little wider, a promise in her eyes. “you won’t hear me complaining about it.” she couldn’t possibly; luna leaned in again to kiss her lips once more, this time slower, more tender, but deeper too.

it was something close to the gods above, the feeling that luna had given to her, the way that she had touched her, that feeling of losing to a complete bliss. it was a beautiful feeling, obviously one she had never felt before. the way her body needed her touch, wanted her touch the way that it heated up the way that it was dripping for her. and feeling the way that luna's body felt against her, the way that her own body responded to her own touch. it still had that blush upon her cheeks, her mind unable to not think it over while she was getting dressed once more, taking her time because her eyes were on luna still, watching her getting her clothes on her. raven was biting at her bottom lip, just taking her time looking at her, while she was also then placing her fingers on luna's lips, to let her taste herself, and luna was doing the same for her. it still was amazing at how amazing that was, her body was still going through those feelings, still going through the emotions of it all. which was amazing, she was buzzing with a bliss still, still finding her mind lingering on the way luna's fingers were touching her body the way that her lips were touching on her, and on her skin. her body was still tingling from the way they had moved, her legs all wobbly and shaky also. it just had her smiling her heart skipping beats in her chest while she was looking back at luna, and hearing her words now. "good, because i would want to make you feel amazing more." she breathes out to her, watching her teeth raking over her lip, and she felt a shiver running down her spine just watching her doing this, and it had her licking at her lips, before she was forcing herself to stand, so she could move to get their fire roaring, knowing it was going to get colder soon, the sun was already starting to go down slowly.

she heard movement behind her, and she turned her head around to see luna moving, and she smiled just looking at her, knowing that she got to touch her, knowing that she got to feel her body against her. she was still feeling those feelings inside of her now, and then she was turning back to the fire so she could place more wood on it now, nodding her head hearing her words. "i feel like you'd know how to live out here better than me, so i will go ahead and agree with you on that." she tells her now, smiling softly at her glancing at her. she had a point though, if they killed a larger beast then they would be asking dangerous animals to stick around their campsite. her eyes glanced to the tent they had set up, and another blush appeared on her face, knowing her and luna would be sharing it together. she had never shared a bed with anyone before, let alone a tent, and it just had her heart pounding still in her chest while she was looking at the tent, heat coming across her cheeks. and then luna was moving toward her, closing the gap and raven found herself breathless while she was looking at her, her lips were on hers, and there was nothing better in this world than feeling her lips on hers, hands going to her hips to keep her there, before she was whimpering when she heard her words. "good. because i really don't want to stop." she breathes out to her now, and then she saw luna's smile widening, and raven found herself chuckling hearing her words. "oh you could complain, but i think i'd just ignore it." which might sound bad, because consent, but she wouldn't actually push herself onto luna if she didn't want that. luna leaned in once more, pressing her lips to hers. slow, and tender and deep that had her whimpering against her lips as she kissed her back, hands running up her back pulling her even closer as she began to pant against her lips while she was holding onto her, keeping their lips against each others. she didn't know how long they had been kissing, but she parted for air, panting softly, as her mind was hazy from it. "wow." she pants out, heat on her cheeks, her forehead resting against luna's. "i could definitely do that all day with you." she murmurs to her, horses neighing softly nearby but raven wasn't too concerned. "we need to get food. i don't want you getting hungry, and it's going to get colder soon." she wanted them to at least be in the tent before the cold weather hit, so they could be warmer, than still sitting outside, by the fire trying to keep warm.

#x baby girl deserves the world. instead she got stuck in this one || luna x #x afterglow || thread x #x its the wild wild west || verse x

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But you deserve the universe and I’m just a star

27/07/14 (via incoloure)

#x its not your blood that defines you. its your heart || luna x #x everyone has battle scars. suck it up and build a brace for yours || musings x #and yet to raven luna is the whole universe and raven is just the star

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“that death wave can kiss my ass.”

#;;i don't choose pain. i choose life || visage || raven reyes

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natshana​

heart strings.

all she wanted was for the time with raven to stretch on, for their night to continue into their morning without interruption. she knew no one was likely to bother them; people would be getting started on their own days, but she still locked the door because she knew that she would turn away any distractions when she just wanted this morning with her. luna settled back down on the rug, as raven had called it their bed for now, a mess of one of the blankets beside her she pulled it over her lap and got settled again. nothing was going to pull her away from this room, not any time soon, and she swore she would procrastinate to leave when the time did come. all she could think about it being right here, being close to her. her eyes adjusted some to the sunlight now that they were both up more, so easy to focus her eyes on raven and the way that she moved. their lips met softly and then she was watching her getting herself up to her feet and moving into the kitchen; from where she was she could see her perfectly and she smiled pulling her knees up to her chest and resting her chin upon them, keeping the blanket close and warm in case they needed it when raven came back to her side. for now…she just watched how she moved, and her mind was spinning with thoughts of her, memories of their night together. she could see the tattoo on raven’s back and she smiled more…seeing how much more beautiful it looked even now in the daylight and as she was moving about the kitchen. and that wasn’t even all of what made her smile…they had made promises to one another, they had shared words of wishing to commit to one another, and she was so excited about what that meant for them. she was so excited that she could look at raven and know that she belonged to her, that raven belonged to her too. it was a beautiful feeling, so full of possibilities, elation that tingled through her nerves and stirred her stomach. 

“they better not. i want breakfast with you and i want more time with you.” she murmurs, smiling softly as she watched her, her tongue brushing over her bottom lip. the promise of breakfast was in the making, the promise of more time with her…was what she got even at this moment. she couldn’t take her eyes off of her. “bacon and sausage sounds very good too.” luna admits, now that raven mentions them again, and makes her stomach wake up more at the very thought of it. luna pressed her knees up more to her chest hoping that she could keep her stomach quiet. warmth spread on her cheeks, raven’s words and that smile that she gave to her over her shoulder, luna pulled herself slowly from the floor with the blanket and she stepped closer to her, right up behind her so that the blanket she had wrapped around herself, she could open it up and gently wrap it around raven too. “everything aches…in very amazing ways.” she murmurs, pressing her lips to the top of raven’s shoulder, and then as softly and warmly into the side of her neck. “i love you.” she adds, resting her chin on her shoulder, so that her eyes could peer over and see what raven was making. for a moment she hummed in thought. “two of each.” she answers, because that sounded like the perfect amount to her. “do you need help with anything? i can make us drinks…but i also don’t want to move away from you now that i’m closer again.” she admits, her arms flexing around her, fingers with the blanket soothing over raven’s stomach and her hips. 

she didn't want to move, she didn't want to move away from her, but she had to move away from her. because she wanted to get luna some water, knowing how much they had moved the night before, knowing that she would need to be hydrated. her eyes kept glancing back to luna every now and again, smiling at the memories of the night before, the words that they had given to each other. it had her blushing, and her eyes glistening with happy tears. they had wanted to marry each other, and the soreness on her back was a reminder of how that happened, of what the tattoo on her back had given them. she couldn't wait to see the tattoo, and she knew that her skin would be red and possibly blotchy, but she still couldn't wait to see it. she wanted to see luna's creation on her back, she needed to see it, but she knew her back was being protected by the bandages.  her eyes melting on her while she was looking at her, knowing that she was making her breakfast, and also making sure that there was water there for luna, because again she wanted her to be hyrdrated. they had been resting by the fire, and moving the way they did by the fire, so she knew that they needed water. her eyes looked back to luna, smiling while she heard her words, and she was chuckling, knowing that the both of them didn't want to be interrupted by anyone. she wanted to be able to just rest with her, and enjoy moments together without being interrupted. "i'll be the bad guy and tell them to get out if they do try to come in here." she says, though she knew that luna had gotten up and locked the door so they couldn't just barge in here if they wanted to, they'd have to knock first. she nodded her head when luna told her that bacon and sausage sounded good, and raven was placing the pan on the oven, and placed the sausage and bacon in there together, careful because she knew that the bacon spat out fat, and she didn't want to get hit with it.

she could hear movement behind her, and she was turning to look to see luna pulling herself up and coming closer to her, and she could feel the aches in her body still, the ways her knees went weak just looking at her, and then she was humming softly when luna's arms wrapped around her, both of them engulfed in the blanket once more. "in a very amazing way." she says to her now, agreeing with her, her head turning so she could press a kiss to her curls, breathing her in when she felt the kiss to her shoulder and her neck. she was sighing softly, those words pulling at her heart, making it beat harder in her chest, melting for her. "i love you too." she breathes out to her now, before she was turning back to the pan, turning the bacon and the sausages over, and she was nodding her head hearing that she wanted two each, and she placed more bacon and sausages in the pan, knowing it was big enough to have them all in there. she melted against her while she was looking at their food, making sure that she didn't burn anything. she smiled hearing her words, her head dropping to her shoulder lightly, so she could press a kiss to her cheek, and then down to her neck. "i don't want you moving from me either, but we will need to hydrate some." she tells her now, her eyes closing when she felt luna's fingers running over her stomach, and her hips, her own hands were still working on the sausages and bacon. "do you have eggs?" she questions softly, nibbling gently at luna's earlobe. "i think eggs would do good with breakfast." she says to her now, lifting her head so she could turn them over once more, knowing it wouldn't be much longer and then their food would be done. "i think juice would go with breakfast, and it'll help us hydrate, plus put back some of the vitamins we might need in our body."

#x baby girl deserves the world. instead she got stuck in this one || luna x #x heart strings || thread x #x kom floukru || verse x

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ebony.

raven had done so much while she was gone, she hadn’t even realized until she was back here in the lab and with her to see it. they had a room; she had changed some of the things within the office and had made it a room for them, she had made a bed for them that she and raven now got to sleep in together…and even so the couch that they loved so much was still in the space, right there at the end of their bed. she could imagine it being a space where aspen would likely curl up some nights if she found herself not wanting to sleep in her own little room or be by herself and she thought that was perfect, a way for her to be close, and a place where they could all sit together still and watch movies together on the screen on the wall. being gone a week made her feel like she had missed so much, she’d missed raven and aspen, she’d missed the look in raven’s eyes when her eyes were on her, the touch of her hand and the feeling of her skin on hers, her breath on her skin, on her lips. she had missed so many things, and she felt frenzied to drink every ounce in, everything that she had missed. she smiled on raven’s lips, the promise of breakfast or just the idea of it made that smile spread but she knew that at the moment neither of them seemed quite ready to get out of bed. she wasn’t. “i can’t think about that right now.” she murmurs, answering raven’s words about not thinking about getting out of bed. all she was able to think about was her even just laying in bed with her talking to her. luna pressed soft kisses to the side of her neck, her fingertips trailing over her soft skin. “there’s a chance.” she nods. “birds are surviving, i would imagine some other animals are too. the waters have receded some but it’s still here and there are fish in the water.” she didn’t know if perhaps the tides had been out, she had never seen them out so far so she knew that in some way the oceans had been affected by the fires that engulfed the world but she hoped that in time it could recover. all that really mattered to her was that raven was safe and now that her blood was flowing through her, she knew she stood a better chance of being okay out there, and that meant yes…there was a chance that they could go outside and be okay out there. “as long as you and aspen are safe.” she mutters, pressing a soft kiss to her lips as she smiled more. “you made a very solid bed but i wouldn’t be surprised if it had moved some.” she and raven had moved…more than ‘some’ and she couldn’t keep the blush off her cheeks remembering, she couldn’t forget, she could feel the aches in her body from how hungry they had become against one another’s bodies and she loved those aches, she had missed the way that it felt to be with her…and even still knowing how it felt to be with her, they had moved more roughly the night before and so she felt those aches more. luna’s hand slid back into raven’s hair and she pushed strands from her neck so that she could kiss her skin there again. 

“i can still feel how much you missed me.” she teases, and she had missed raven just as much. she hummed on the side of her neck and her hands started to roam her body again, feeling like still she hadn’t touched her nearly enough for her liking; she had missed her that much. “i loved that, moving stronger with you. i missed you so much, sora.” her head came up so that her lips could meet raven’s and she slid her legs softly against raven’s, her breath shaking as she felt raven’s hand running down her back, the touch of her fingers around tighter flesh that made her stomach feel tense and her core ache. her breath only shook harder, as she ran her own hand down between raven’s thighs and slid her fingers through her folds, wetting them, and then running lower to trace tighter flesh too. she had placed the toy between them, there resting warmly against raven’s stomach and pressed to her own where they could feel it; it made her want to feel it more between them, it made her want to feel it moving inside of both of them as they moved together, and she whimpered as her eyes ran down between them to see it there while she was touching her. luna pressed her body closer to her, panting softly on the side of her neck, and as raven pressed her finger inside of her she was sighing on her neck and pushing slowly against her tighter entrance too, slowly pushing one finger inside of her and rolling her wrist gently. “you’re not hurting me.” she pants out, and the last thing that she wanted was to hurt her either. she wanted her body to warm, she wanted to slowly work her body in a little so that they could try something more and she was patient with that. her lips broke on a gasp, raven buried in her and luna’s finger pressing deeply the same. slowly she pumped into her, a few patient times until it felt like she could add a second finger….but she did that more slowly still, carefully, not wanting to hurt her, but rather listening to her soft whimpers to tell her that she was okay as she stretched her further and started to pump into her again. luna could feel her body dripping down the insides of her thighs, she could feel herself dripping to raven’s skin and she moaned below her ear, shivering in her hold.

she had kept herself busy in moments that she couldn't be with luna, but she kept herself close to the computers, in case luna was around. but she wanted to make sure that she came home, not just to the lab where people had hurt her, but to a new place, filled with promise and care and love. because that's what she wanted to offer to luna, was care and love and so much more. now that she was here with her, she didn't want to let her go. she knew that she needed to get them breakfast, knew that luna needed to eat more, considering she couldn't pack a proper lunch or breakfast into her bag while she was out there. she wanted to take care of her, to make sure that she was okay, that she was really safe, and not sick or anything. she smiled though, seeing the smile upon luna's face, and hearing her words. her eyes looking over her face, while her hands were roaming over her body, just mapping her out all over again, because it had been so long since she got to feel her like this, to be close to her like this. "i'm not either, but when you are, i want to make you breakfast. i know you haven't eaten much while you were out there. so i want to make sure that you have plenty in your stomach." she breathes out to her, her eyes closing when she felt luna's lips pressing to the side of her neck, and raven was burying her own face into her neck, breathing her in and pressing a kiss there before she was pulling back to listen to luna's words. "will we be able to get out there? i don't know if it'll be safe to take the rover out there, in case the ground is still damp and it might get stuck and then we lose it if the water does come back." she says to her, knowing there was a chance that they should walk, but with aspen with them it might take longer. though luna had been out there, so before she got ahead of herself and scratched the plans she had already said. she chuckled hearing her words, though she didn't want to move to find out if it had moved, they would find that out when they got out of the bed. "i wanna check, but i'm much too comfortable here to move." she murmurs to her now, her lips pressing to hers. her body was aching from the way she had moved with luna before, and she knew she hadn't hurt her, and raven wasn't really trying to hurt her, she was making love to her, letting her know how much she loved her, how much she needed her. her eyes closed when luna removed some of the strands of hair from her neck, and she whimpered softly when she felt her lips pressing there, her own lips pressing to her curls, breathing her in.

"i can still feel how much i missed you too. i didn't hurt you did i? because that was not my attention." she murmurs to her curls softly, while feeling the hum luna gave to her neck now, her eyes burning while she was listening to her words, her hand moving down her back and to her ass, her finger began to roll around tighter flesh right now, knowing that her pussy was probably aching, and she wanted to give it a rest, but she also didn't want to stop touching her. "i've missed you so much too. i want to love you like that more often." she tells her now, panting softly from the way she could hear luna's breathing changing, and it just had her body warming while she could feel luna's fingers running between her thighs, and she was whimpering, which turned into a soft moan when she felt luna's fingers running to tighter flesh. she was pulling away from her curls, just so she could see her face, but luna's head dipped into her neck, and raven was pressing a kiss to her curls, as she continued to push her finger against tighter flesh, pushing her finger inside of her, and she heard the sigh that was given, knowing that luna's body wanted this, that she was okay with this, and raven began to slowly push her finger inside and out of her now, pumping her softly. she was panting softly herself, when she felt luna's finger pushing inside of her now, making her whimper against her curls, her hips rolling softly against her finger. "good, because i never want to hurt you." she breathes out to her now, whimpering as she continued to roll her finger inside of her ass, feeling heat dripping to her own thighs now, before she was whining when she felt luna pressing a second finger into tighter flesh, and she could feel herself dripping to luna's skin, as she was pushing a second finger inside of her also, her fingers still pumping slowly and patiently, because again she didn't want to hurt her, she never wanted to hurt her. "oh gods, you always feel good, but i've missed you so much."

#x baby girl deserves the world. instead she got stuck in this one || luna x #x ebony || thread x #x fighting through this with you by my side || lab verse x #x i need you like the stars need the moon || nsfw x

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natshana​

heart compass.

for hours she had watched her sleeping, not moving too much herself because she didn’t want to wake her prematurely, but little sebi had other ideas it seemed, tiny kicks that she could feel under her palm resting on raven’s stomach letting her know that he was waking up too. she smiled seeing raven’s eyes open, and her other hand moved to slide into her soft hair, dragging over her scalp and tucking some loose strands behind her ear. raven’s lips were warm on her ribs and she leaned down to kiss her forehead. “it’s not really just from me.” she says, looking to the small box she had wrapped. “it’s from him, he just needed me to find it for him so that he had something to give to you.” she gently released raven when she sat up more…watching her getting up from the bed and walking across the room. “when it comes to the two of you…always.” luna gave her a soft smile…and then made more room for raven to get comfortable again when she came back to bed. 

“have i ever not been lovey?” there’s jest in her voice because certainly when she was on the deck of the ship and working, giving out orders…she was likely more bossy than she really intended to be and maybe that counted. “with you i mean. have i ever not been with you.” it wasn’t really a question, more of a musing and accompanied with a soft smile as raven was settling back in beside her. luna turned her head to the kiss that was placed on her cheek and though her one hand stayed on raven’s stomach her other moved to her cheek to rest there as she kissed her lips. “you didn’t have to either.” she quips back to her, nose nudging tenderly to hers. “i know….i didn’t want to be away from you in the market when we were there, this is what i was looking for, but when i saw it i needed to get it.” she had needed to be away from her for a little while just long enough to purchase it. she reached to touch the little box raven gave to her, her name carved into it, “it’s beautiful.” she whispers, looking back to her eyes and lingering there, until raven’s words pulled her gaze down to her hand on her tummy still. it was true…her stomach was getting bigger, their son was growing and she smiled rubbing her hand gently there. “i don’t want him to be hurting you.” she murmurs, leaning down she pressed her lips to her stomach. “be gentle with your momma, little one.” she asks of him softly. “gentle.”

she loved waking up next to her always. there was never a finer moment than opening her eyes and seeing luna when she first woke. to be the first thing that her eyes land on. though they closed again when she felt her fingers brushing through her hair now, and she was humming softly before she was pressing a soft kiss to her ribs, breathing her in deeply wanting the scent of her in her lungs. she could feel sebi kicking inside of her and she whimpered softly before she was pressing another kiss to her ribs, pulling back so she could look at her eyes now, smiling softly while she was listening to her. “well, i guess i should thank the both of you for the gift. the boy definitely has been busy, because he’s given you a gift also.” she breathes out to her now, nuzzling softly against her ribs before she was sitting up slowly, walking over toward the dresser across the room so she could bring over the small box that contained the gift in it for luna. she was then moving back toward the bed, wanting to rest back against her mate, and she was pressing a soft kiss to her lips now, wanting to feel them against her own, needing to kiss her, and be kissed by her. she smiled hearing her words, her lips then pressing softly to her forehead. “i love you, you know? so much.” she breathes out to her now, her eyes burning while she was looking at her. “you’re everything to me, luna. you and sebi, but you more importantly. i could just spend the rest of my life laying right here beside you, and i would be so content in doing just that.” she whispers to her now, her own fingers leaving the small box so she could run them softly through luna’s curls, her eyes watching her fingers moving, watching the way those curls were just falling back into place from once they had been resting. 

“that’s a very good question, and to answer it, no.” she says with a chuckle, her eyes flickering back to luna’s eyes now, her hand dropping back down to her lap, her eyes then looking down at her stomach and then back to luna, she was laying down next to her on her back now, her head resting on luna’s shoulder. “i know. just like i know with you, i’m more lovely than with anyone else.” she whispers to her softly, her head turning so she could press a soft kiss to her cheek, and then she felt luna’s hand on her stomach and she smiled feeling it there, knowing luna could feel their little boy kicking inside of her like he was doing now. “i don’t know why he’s kicking, if he’s hungry then he should use words.” she whispers with a soft chuckle, smiling when she heard luna quip her back, and she knew that to be true. she didn’t need to get her a gift either, but she wanted to, and she knew that luna wanted to do that also for her. “i know, but i love you too much, and sebi insisted so really, blame him.” she says with a soft chuckle now, while luna’s nose was nudging into hers, and she was nudging hers right back to her. “you got this while we were at the market? you sneak, i didn’t even notice.” she says to her now, smiling softly while luna was looking down at the box that she had handed over to her. “i just... when i saw it i thought of you, but i wanted it to the only kind out there. so i had it changed a little, to suit you a little more.” she tells her now, her eyes burning still while she was looking down at her stomach, knowing their little boy was in there and she was smiling hearing luna talking to him, her lips pressing softly to her curls. “open the present, nomi. and then maybe we should feed him so he stops his little kicking fest. not that i mind, at least we know he’s healthy.” she murmurs, before resting her head back down onto the pillow underneath it. “can i open mine?”

#x baby girl deserves the world. instead she got stuck in this one || luna x #x heart compass || thread x #x its a pirates life for us || verse x

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natshana​

mothers day.

her head snapped up when raven darted past her, it made her heart slam into her chest…worry crossing her features, confusion, a twinge of panic in her chest thinking that something might be wrong. why else would raven move the way that she had, that quickly. luna’s pulse started to hammer, her stomach twisted into knots. maybe their home was failing them, maybe the system was failing, maybe they weren’t safe…but she thought for certain raven would have told her that first before leaving the room, she thought for certain raven would have told her that and would have asked for her help to correct and see to the problem if there was one…she didn’t think she would shout that she loved her on her way out the door, she likely would have shouted what was wrong. “i love you.” she calls back…maybe a moment too late for raven to have heard her. surely nothing was wrong.

thinking that everything was okay….didn’t quiet luna’s heart, she thought of quickly tucking their babies in and going after her, but then raven was entering the room again just a few minutes later and swallowed weakly. “are you okay…” she breathes out to her, watching raven sit down with him, paper in her hands and then…she saw what she was doing, even not knowing why..she smiled softly watching their little one’s hands be guided into paint and pressed gently to paper and she looked up to raven’s eyes with that soft smile, and with questions too, tender ones because she didn’t understand at first. “mother’s day?” she questions quietly, her smile twitching upon her lips. she reached a free hand to hold their babies’ tiny wrists while raven cleaned them up just to help her if she could, but her eyes were more on raven than anything. luna shook her head softly not knowing the day. “but we’re mothers every day.” she beams softly at her, pride in her eyes, pride for raven…she was an amazing mother. it made her smile how raven explained it, luna captured her bottom lip between her teeth and she looked down at their little ones. “so we help them?” she murmurs, shaking her head softly. “you’re already a gift, and they are.” she adds, her palm placed on her wife’s cheek, she leaned in to kiss her lips softly. “happy mother’s day, sora.” her nose gently nudged hers, and then her eyes looked down at the card raven had placed in her lap with the tiny prints of their children’s hands. “we need to do this again…to hang on the walls. these are so precious.” she smiled more looking at the tiny painted hands. “maybe their feet too.”

the thought of this being ridiculously stupid had crossed her mind, but nevertheless she was doing it anyway. because she loved luna, and she would always want to celebrate these special kind of days with her. she didn’t know if luna knew about this day or not, or perhaps they called it a little differently. either way, she was doing this really quickly, because she didn’t want to worry luna. she had come back with a card, and some paint so she could press their little ones palms and fingers to the paper and then her eyes were looking to luna hearing the question a nod of her head given to her. “yeah, it’s a day where the children celebrate their mother, let them know how amazing they’re doing, and how much they mean to them.” she says to her now, her eyes flickering up to luna’s face and then back down to their little hands, as she began to clean them up, knowing the paint would go everywhere if she didn’t clean up their little hands, that seemed to get a hold of everything they could touch. “this is true. but we’re never celebrated every day. children take their parents for granted, expecting them to always be there for them, expecting them to get everything they want out of them. so there is one day out of the year, that the children give back to their parents.” she explains to her, though she wasn’t sure if she was explaining it right, but she was doing her best to let luna know what the day meant. she smiled hearing her next question a nod of her head given from where she was kneeling, and she was putting the cloth down from as she finished cleaning off bran’s little fingers, their hands all clean now. “yep. because these little ones, are suppose to show us, how much we mean to them, to show us that they don’t take us for granted. but they’re too little to understand. so today, we help them.” she breathes out, her eyes twinkling with happiness, with love as she looked to luna. “happy mother’s day, amante.” she says to her now, smiling as she felt the kiss to her cheek, and raven pressed a kiss to hers also, breathing her in as she nuzzled her nose against that soft skin. “you’re all definitely a gift.” she breathes out to her, lips pressing softly to her jawline, and then she was looking down at the card that luna was looking at, nodding her head at her words. “i can get us some more paper? so we can do their foot prints, and maybe some more of their hands, so we can hang them up.” she says to her now, her eyes looking around the room, for nothing in particular just a thought that had been running through her mind. “i could see if i can make some cement, and we can press their hands and toes into it, and permanently have them in cement forever?”

#x baby girl deserves the world instead she got stuck in this one || luna x #x mothers day || thread x #x i say the death wave can kiss my ass. praimfaya || verse x

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natshana​

tummy time.

over the last week since they’d been born their little ones had become so much more alert, still not entirely but, so much more alert than they had been right after they were born, when their little eyes were more sleepy. they had longer periods now of being awake and watching them, rather than falling asleep every hour or so they would stay awake a little longer to practice their sounds, to try them out. it gave her and raven some time to get to know them more, to witness them more as their little budding personalities were coming more to the surface. now they were more squirmy, at least for short bouts before they would curl up again when the movements of their arms and legs tired them. “they’re still so tiny.” so entirely tiny, not at all bigger than they had been when they were born, if anything they might have dropped a pound or so in the days that followed their births and now they seemed to be right back to their birth weight, but she knew that was because their little bodies had to get used to eating on their own without the constant flow of nutrients through the cord. they made up for it just fine, healthy little cheeks and healthy coloring, they seemed happy and curious and in love when they could see both raven and herself and she knew they were just as in love with their little ones, if not more so because they were their mothers and she knew…no one could love anyone as much as a mother could love their child. both her and raven got to feel that and while they loved one another endlessly…they now learned this different kind of love that was incomparable to anything else ever. so many different ways that luna got to fall in love, with them and even more with raven, with raven as a mother.

beck let out a soft happy sound when luna blew on her tummy and she smiled. “i think so…or something like that. she doesn’t seem to hate it.” she muses, leaning down to kiss their daughter’s tiny toes and her little knees before her eyes settled happily on raven with their little boy, noticing the small frown on his features. it didn’t seem like…a frown exactly, but more…he looked completely perplexed as to what was happening and luna reached her hand to gently soothe over his stomach, deciding it best to let up on attempts to raspberry on him because he wasn’t sure about it and the least they could do was not push. her hand slipped into his to hold his tiny fingers instead and he seemed more content with that, flexing his grip on her while she was watching raven with beck and smiling more, her little squeaks such an entirely happy sound. “say…i just have a lot of opinions, momma.” luna murmurs, looking at bran with a smile, the pad of her thumb rubbing his fingers as he was contently looking at their hands and testing his flexes on her, interested. luna couldn’t help but laugh herself when beck squeaked again, and then focused on her little excited breaths when raven went in to kiss on their son more gently, nuzzling on him and making his head turn away, his nose also bunching up and she noticed why, “oh boy.” she breathes out on a smile, a strand of raven’s hair tickling him and then he sneezed, not once…but twice…before a happier cooing sound left him. “there it is.” luna moved her arms to scoop gently under beck, leaning over to kiss her soft hair before she rolled her to her tummy on the blanket and let her rest there so that she could work on learning how to lift her head. for a moment she just nibbled on the blanket and pouted in protest, fussed before luna lowered herself down more so that beck could see her close by. “we’re right here.”

she could just love on these children all day. to listen to the sounds that they were giving them. well one was giving them, the other was scowling but she could see that he had been smiling, and then he would scowl once more. beck seemed to enjoy the love that she was getting from the both of them, and it had raven smiling, while watching the way luna was loving on the both of them, being able to see her loving on them, and smiling while she was doing that also. it had her happy with her life, happy with the life that they had chosen together. she could never get enough of this, she would never want enough of this. it was a life that they should of had when they had been born, a life that they should of grown up with. children surrounding them, loving parents who would do anything that they could to protect them, and to show them love. this was a life everyone should have together. this was the life that luna should of had, not a life of being trained to be a killer, to be a leader at a young age. that wasn’t a life for anyone. this was the life that they should of had, a life that should of been in their future, that they could think about every day. they should of been able to think about it, how many children they wanted to have when they grew up. thinking about school, and where they want to live when they get older. not this life. not the life of fearing for their lives and wondering if they’re going to live to see tomorrow. her eyes were looking down at their little ones now, seeing how bran was still scowling, hearing beck’s little squeals, while she was also watching luna kissing on them. this was the life they deserved, and she would keep fighting for it. she knew that luna would keep fighting for it also, that she would do anything to keep her family safe, and raven would be right there to protect them all, also. 

“she seems to rather enjoy it. which i can’t say for our little guy over here.” raven tells her, booping his little nose, and then running her finger between his eyebrows to do her best to get rid of the scowl that seems to be here. “her sounds are beautiful.” she breathes out softly to her wife, her lips pressing to luna’s curls, and then down to beck’s cheek, then to bran’s, where she was breathing them all in with each kiss that she gave to them. a laugh escapes her, and she could see both bran and beck’s eyes turning to look at her, while also looking to luna when she spoke up next, making her smile more. “yes you do have a lot of opinions, and i can’t wait to hear them when you speak them, little man.” she whispers to him now, noting that luna had stopped blowing raspberries on beck’s stomach right now, but she noted the way bran was smiling when he heard luna’s laugh, making her heart swell just seeing that. “seems he likes hearing you laugh.” she points out to her softly, and then she was raising her eyebrows watching as his little nose scrunched up, seeing the way his little chest rose, and then came the tiniest sneeze making her coo softly as she leaned down to press a kiss to his forehead, her lips then pressed softly to beck’s now. “you two are the most precious little things in our lives, and we will protect you no matter what.” she breathes out to them both, her eyes then connecting to luna’s, and she was smiling softly while she was saying this, her lips then pressing a soft kiss to her lips. “and i will definitely protect you also. don’t worry about that.” she says to her now, smiling still as she pulled back so she could look at all of them, all of her precious ones. she watched as luna turned beck to her stomach, and smiled when she saw the pout that was on their little ones face. raven then lifted bran, hearing the grunt of protest coming from him, but she laid him on his stomach, and he seemed to like that, seemed to enjoy it. she lowered herself down onto her stomach also, so the both of them could see her and luna together. “we will never leave you alone little ones.” she breathes out to them, fingers gently running down bran’s back, and then running down beck’s, feeling their little muscles working. “got to get your head stronger, your neck muscles stronger so you can hold your head up all on your own.” she says to them now, before her lips were pressing to luna’s cheek. “they’re definitely getting stronger, nomi.”

#x baby girl deserves the world instead she got stuck in this one || luna x #x tummy time || you are worth saving part 2 || thread #x i say the death wave can kiss my ass. praimfaya || verse x

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natshana​

heart compass.

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she hadn’t woken her; luna couldn’t dare bring herself to. the sun hadn’t even come up over the sea, only barely did a lighter blue kiss at the horizon…yet she had found herself sitting in bed beside raven where she slept and without disturbing her…she was running her fingertips lightly over the curve of her stomach. the witch knew how to touch without waking her, so often soft touches were given in the night and peaceful sleep wasn’t disturbed unless one of them was aiming to wake the other. luna wasn’t aiming to wake her really…she was admiring, sitting in bed with her back resting against the wall the bed was up against, and watching as her fingers danced gently along the side of raven’s stomach, toying with the light the flickered on the bedside table…calling it to her and making raven’s stomach glow in low light so she could see the silhouette of their tiny son growing within her mate’s womb. 

her lips curved in a tender smile, so quietly she greeted him…only with her touch, as she didn’t utter a word if it might wake raven up too early. but then…sebi seemed to have other ideas once luna coaxed him with a soft ‘tap tap’ of her fingertip; she watched him stretch, she felt his kick under her hand gently…and she knew with as much as he had grown within the last few weeks…raven would no doubt be woken by it. “happy mother’s day.” she murmurs, brown eyes drifting lovingly to raven’s restful face, before she leaned over her and kissed her mate’s cheek…and then down to the side of her neck. beside luna on the bed was a small box, with a delicate satin ribbon, because she had found what she had been searching for in the last port they had visited.

it was always peaceful when she slept with luna. there was no closer way to be to heaven than to be with luna. she loved just laying with her, being close to her. their little boy was getting bigger, and that caused some discomforts in her body. though she loved carrying him, because he was a part of luna, he was her child, and raven was happy to protect him, to make sure that he was going to be healthy and safe. she was laying on her back, like she usually does, her head resting against luna’s ribs as she was resting. a grunt was given when she felt a kick inside of her stomach, and she was groaning against luna’s ribs as her eyes were slowly opening, and closing as she continued to rest right next to her. she smiled hearing luna’s words, her heart fluttering as she looked down at her stomach to see their little boy, from luna’s magic allowing her to see him. “happy mothers day to you too, amante.” she whispers to her softly, her head turning to press a soft kiss to her ribs, while she felt luna’s lips on her cheek, and then to her neck. she hummed against her ribs and then she felt luna moving, and raven moved also, sitting up a little, wincing at the movement, but her eyes lit up when she saw the box with a ribbon on it. “you didn’t have to.” she whispers to her softly, though even saying that, raven had gotten luna something also, but she didn’t want to lean over the bed, so she had to swing her feet over the bed, just so she could get to it, and then she was resting back onto the bed where luna was. “look at you, being all cute and lovely.” she breathes out to her softly, her lips pressing to luna’s cheek as she rested the small box onto luna’s lap. though it wasn’t as nicely wrapped as luna’s one was. it a small black box, with luna’s name carved in it, in a rose gold color. “it was hard to find you something, because i didn’t want to be away from you.” she says to her, a blush appearing on her face. “also your son kicks hard.” she points out to her, her hand going to luna’s that was resting on her stomach, that was letting them see him. “he’s getting so big. can he come out yet?”

#x baby girl deserves the world instead she got stuck in this one || luna x #x heart compass || thread x #x its a pirates life for us || verse x

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Murphy: Burnt lemons? How the hell do you burn lemons?

Raven: We microwaved them for 40 minutes

Murphy: Why??

Emori: To cover up the smell of burnt oranges

Murphy: And how did you burn the oranges?

Raven: We microwaved then for 40 minutes

#x everyone has battle scars. suck it up and build a brace for yours || musings x #* lol just because raven would totally do this just to see what'll happen to the fruit *

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Raven Reyes

#x the youngest zero g mechanic || aesthetics x

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natshana​

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​“he’s cute. i’m keeping him.” luna says of the little bowtruckle she’s taken into her palm very gently. she had found in him herbology, sneaking around the mandrake roots and trying to blend in to various other potted plants. not one bit of professor sprouts lesson today had been absorbed by her; luna had been far too fascinated with the tiny green creature creeping around, waiting restlessly for the class to be dismissed and the greenhouse emptied of students so that she could attempt to capture him. the hufflepuff was fairly certain her soft words had won him over…or perhaps he was just bored and wanting to see what he could gain from the friendship, so he’d accepted with a fair amount of coaxing and now she just sat staring at him in awe. “they’re native to germany, you know. i used to find them all the time.” she says, smiling at the little creature. luna was proud that she had acquired the ability to spot them, because they were very hard to find most of the time, due to their shyness and slyness.

raven wouldn’t deny her best friend anything, and she would never tell her she couldn’t have anything that she wanted. so of course when luna told her that she was keeping him, raven would help her conceal him, making sure that no one else found out about this. she was amazing at potions, top of her class. she could easily wipe people’s memories if they found out, but not that they would be able to know they’re missing something in their memory, she’d make sure that they wouldn’t know at all. so she just smiled at luna, watching her with the creature while she listened to her. the class was over, but she could tell luna hadn’t been paying attention. though raven didn’t draw much attention to luna, she kept her eyes upon her, but didn’t allow anyone to see what she was looking at. raven had paid enough attention in class to help luna if she needed that. “like i could pry him out of your hands.” she teases her friend softly, not nudging her because she didn’t want to disturb what was happening between the animal and luna right now. another class would be coming in at any moment, but she wasn’t going to rush her, she wasn’t going to have her rush this moment either. she smiled hearing her, and her eyes looked to her friends face, seeing that smile she was giving to the creature. “then we should probably move out of here? i don’t want him being taken from you. we can cloak him while we move toward your dorm or mine.” she says to her, knowing the both of them had secret compartments in their place, that sealed anything they didn’t want others to see. they were very good, and obviously paid attention in the classes that would be able to keep things hidden that they didn’t want anyone else to see. “you think he’ll be safe under your robes while we move out of here? another class is going to be starting here in about an hour or so.”

#x baby girl deserves the world instead she got stuck in this one || luna x #x mystics and magic || thread x #x its a harry potter world || verse x

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natshana​

will always be with you.

she knew raven worried…and now more than any other moment even before raven had every right to be worried, she deserved to be worried…because there was reason to be, but that didn’t mean that luna was going to allow those worries to increase and grow stronger, become worse. luna was worried too and in truth, now, all she wanted was to turn right around and go back home with her where they were both safe. neither of them could have known that they would run into something like this…and now that they knew this was even…possible…she just wanted to go home with raven and stay where they knew they were safe. she would never ignore her worries, she would never brush them aside. raven brought clothes from the saddle bag down closer to her before she got herself settled and sitting and wrapped up in the blanket too; the blanket wasn’t going to be enough to help raven feel comfortable through the night, not on its own so she was glad they had brought changes of clothing. “i don’t need to do this…what i need is both of us safe, and we’re not safe here.” she breathes out to her, her hands forming a circle with rocks from the meadow within reach so that they had a place to build a fire for the night. no one from the village was likely to pay mind to them here, even in this meadow in plain sight of the villages fences and homes. luna could see it all clearly from here….everything a washed out gray and black color against the vibrant green of the pasture they sat in now. even if they noticed them out here…she imagined it was more impossible for the people to leave than it had been a struggle for them. without both her and raven being strong enough to keep it pushed back even just a little…those people did not stand a chance of leaving. it saddened her…it shattered her heart in many ways because she felt helpless, she knew they were helpless. nothing could be done, and yes it was hard to know that, but it didn’t change the fact that it was the truth; there was nothing that she could do to help those people, nothing either of them could do…and she just wanted them to go back home where they were safe. 

come morning…they would do just that. tonight…luna would make sure that they stayed warm at least, and that they were fed. “that is not going to be my fate.” she promises, meeting raven’s eyes and knowing very well…that their fate would be much better than that. she would never allow this to tear them apart. her hands moved to raven’s cheeks and so softly her fingers chased tears from her skin, leaning in just after to kiss her forehead, the bridge of her nose, and then she found her eyes. “all that matters is us, our safety, i need you safe, and i need us home.” she needed her warm and fed too, so while raven dressed luna finished the stones around the firepit that she was making and then she gathered some dry pieces of wood to place in the middle. if raven wished to start the fire…luna would find them something to eat. she didn’t feel like hunting all that much; there was enough death clinging to that village, killing an animal didn’t feel right here; they were already lucky to not be among the trapped within that place. but she had other ideas of things that she could make for them. it was hard to even think about moving when they were sitting holding one another, breathing each other in…she didn’t want to move even to find them food…but she would, just in a moment or so more because she needed this. 

“i love you…and i will always keep you safe.” she felt raven breathing in against the side of her neck and she turned her head to kiss her cheek warmly, lingering there, breathing her in the same way. “you get yourself dressed and warm.” she whispers, her hand gently pulling the blanket in around raven more because she didn’t want her cold. luna nudged her nose against hers and kissed her lips, one hand resting on her cheek just to feel her soft warm skin the breeze was trying to bite at. it wasn’t cold…not entirely, not yet, but it would be once it got darker. “i think we can make dinner without animals tonight.” she murmurs on her lips, before she was reluctantly pulling herself up to her feet; she didn’t want to be away from her, but she hoped that she wouldn’t have to go far anyways. luna began to hunt around for wild mushrooms within the meadow that she recognized as safe for them to eat and she began to gather some, along with wild onions that grew closer to the fencing of the village. she wasn’t worried by being closer to it; she knew already now that it could not cross and she still kept a few feet of space but she needed the things that were overgrowing the crop gardens, wild radishes and various herbs she was able to pluck, things she carried right back to raven’s side to set down when her arms became full. she then went back to dig up some potatoes growing just under the soil and brushed them off while she carried those back to raven’s side as well. “see…no need to hunt.” she smiles, sinking back down beside her, her lips connecting to raven’s cheek.

she didn’t like this. not because they were in danger, or that luna was, though that was part of it. but because it felt like she was telling luna she couldn’t do this anymore. she didn’t want to say that to her, she wanted luna to have a choice and if she wanted to choose to continue to do this, then that was her choice. raven felt like she was dissuading her, like she was trying to tell her that she couldn’t do that. it wasn’t what she was saying, she just didn’t want luna to be that fog, covered in hate, and taking out that anger on anyone that steps foot in the village. luna deserved a better life than that, and she knew if they continued doing what they were doing right now, there was a chance that luna could end up like that, and raven would have to watch on, she wouldn’t be able to save her, even if she did shift into the little bird, they still wouldn’t be able to protect her, wouldn’t be able to stop them from hurting her. she couldn’t live with herself if she couldn’t protect her, but raven wasn’t magical, she wasn’t strong either. she couldn’t do anything to protect her, to make sure nothing happened to her. all she could do was shift into a little bird, and even then she wasn’t strong enough to look out for her, wasn’t powerful enough to make sure that nothing would happen to her. she was helpless. all she could do was watch those that hurt her, or try to hurt her. “you’re not safe here.” raven points out to her, her chin trembling as she said these words. “i could shift into the little one, and fly away, get away. though i wouldn’t because i wouldn’t leave you here. but they won’t see me, because i’m a bird on your shoulder already. the only person that they would see out here, is you.” she whispers to her now, the blanket still wrapped around them both because she was still hugging luna. yes they probably did need to set up camp, and eat eventually, but it was scary being out there, knowing what happened to those witches, or that witch. and she knew it was possible that it could happen to luna. she also knew her mate wasn’t fighting against her, and it just had her eyes burning more, knowing that they both knew the dangers. 

her eyes burned more when luna told her that, that wouldn’t be their fate, and she knew that to be true, because raven would do anything to make sure that didn’t happen, and she knew that luna would make sure that didn’t happen either. it just had her heart swelling for her more, and her throat was tightening as she looked at her, felt her lips on her forehead, and the tip of her nose, and raven was pressing a kiss to her lips gently. “and i will make sure that doesn’t become our fate either. or your fate.” because again, raven was the bird when they went out, and unless these people wanted to hurt her as a bird she didn’t think that she wouldn’t ever be touched. she whimpered hearing her words, her arms flexing around her just to keep her close to her. “all i need is for you to be safe, and i realize too late what we’re doing isn’t safe. you and i aren’t being safe. i’m being safe by being a bird, but you wandering around the villages and placing vials down is dangerous, and i know that you want to look after these people, and i don’t blame you for that. your heart is pure, and i love that you want to help everyone that you want to help.” she says to her now, her lips pressing to luna’s, and she knew hers were wet from the way she had been crying, but she knew that was only because she loved her. “i’m not telling you to not do something, okay? if you want to continue we will continue, we will just be more stealthier about it. perhaps you can turn into a cat and leave vials that way?” she asks her now, not sure if that would make it stealthier but it was better than doing what they were doing. risking luna’s life to save others? they weren’t important to raven, not like luna was. 

“i know you will, but i need you to know that i will keep you safe. that, that’s all i want to do right now, not stop you from doing what you need to do, but to make sure you’re safer than what you’re being out there.” she whispers to her, her lips brushing against her neck while she was breathing her in and holding onto her tightly, not wanting to let her go. she knew that they needed to eat, and raven didn’t feel like running around out here, she didn’t know who was out there right now, and they were close to the village, not too close that the fog would get to them, but she knew others were hunting witches, or people that they thought were witches. right now, with so much going on, no one was safe out there. they were killing people with the plague, and they were killing people that didn’t have it, because they thought they were witches. they were safer at their home, she knew this. they were not safe out here. she felt the kiss to her cheek, and then nodded her head when luna told her to get dressed. she did as she was told and moved for the clothes luna had brought here with her. the shirt pulled over her head, and then she was placing the pants on her legs, her boots then being placed on, once she had her socks on. fingers shook as she did up the buttons on her shirt, and she felt luna wrapping her up in the blanket now, and she whimpered against her lips when she felt her lips against her own, she was kissing her back, letting her know how much she loved her, and then she was frowning when she heard luna’s words, watching her pulling away from her, though it was slow and she knew from that movement luna didn’t want to go far from her. raven moved herself also, moving to grab their tent from the horse, so she could get it up and ready for them. she was still keeping the blanket around her, though she did place it on the ground so they could have more to sit on, and then she fumbled with the tent, cursing a little when it didn’t work with her, before she finally got it ready, she sighed in relief before she was moving closer to luna now, sitting down on the blanket, watching as her mate was moving around for food, and she was smiling at her, watching her now, and she was drawing out their heavier blanket, and once luna was close she was wrapping it around her. “i think it might snow.” she says to her now, smiling still, seeing the food that luna had picked out for them. “do you need me to start a fire?”

#x baby girl deserves the world instead she got stuck in this one || luna x #x will always be with you || thread x #x the witching hour || verse x