raspberryraven

[raspberryraven]

Please hit me with a car so i dont have to kill myself i am so fucking tired of everything

[raspberryraven]

No matter how hard I try, I just can’t see a future in which I’m alive.

- Me

[raspberryraven]

[raspberryraven]

⚠︎ warning: will become attached to anybody that gives them the slightest bit of attention ⚠︎

[raspberryraven]

maybe i can't.

[raspberryraven]

I don't know how many times I survived myself without telling anyone.

-V. J.

[raspberryraven]

i'm tired of constantly trying to get better.

i'm not okay, and i might as well get used to that.

#depression #bipolar #lgbtq #bisexual #depressing #relatable #tw depression

[raspberryraven]

i don't know if i can take this anymore

#its depressing #lonely #bisexual #depression #persistent depressive disorder #therapy #selfhelp #mental health #lgbtq

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weakness

I don't eat enough, and I lose weight and I feel so accomplished. But then, I don't see progress for a while, and I start eating more to feel better. I am the reason for my own downfall- the weakness of my brain is the weakness of my body. how pathetic.

#tw ed mention #tw ed things #disordered eating tw #depressing shit

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my body is just a vessel for my brain,

to carry out my thoughts.

my thoughts are suicidal.

why can't my body carry them out?

#death tw #sad quotes #fuck my life #tw depressing stuff

[raspberryraven]

another day of opportunities.

another day of me waiting for the end of it.

another night of being stuck inside my head.

another night of not enough sleep.

another tired morning.

another lie that i'm doing better.

another day of me ignoring my friends.

another day of feeling distanced.

another day of being numb.

another.

#another #sad quotes #depressing shit

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depressed

procrastinating in school stresses me out enough that i fall into a depressive episode, and in order to feel better, i procrastinate everything i need to do. the process continues.

#kinda depressing #sorry for being depressing #sad but true

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not enough

sometimes i just feel out of it. i'm bored, but no activities are satisfying. i'm hungry, but nothing seems good. i want to listen to music, but it's all annoying.

#numb af #tw depressing stuff

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stuck

sometimes i feel like i'm truly just a mind stuck in a body. like, why is this my body? why didn't i get a different one? i want to escape this body

#im stuck #depressing shit #kinda depressing #kinda dark

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hope, but not really

the pain of life is waiting for the end of it

#suicidal #depression #pain #kinda dark