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 ❝   i   didn’t   know   he   had   a   brother .  ❞

                                            ❝  yeah  …  i   get   that   a   lot . ❞

      ᴍᴜᴛᴜᴀʟ ᴇxᴄʟᴜsɪᴠᴇ . ʜɪɢʜʟʏ - ᴛʀɪɢɢᴇʀɪɴɢ .                     DYLAN MASSETT ғʀᴏᴍ ᴀ&ᴇ’s Bᴀᴛᴇs Mᴏᴛᴇʟ                              ᴄʜᴇᴄᴋᴇᴅ ɪɴ ʙʏ NOX . ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ʀᴇᴀᴅ ʀᴜʟᴇs & ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡɪɴɢ .

#[ this is where ive been lurking ] #[ come love my biker boy ] #༄ mun. 『 sᴇʟғ ᴘʀᴏᴍᴏ 』 ﹏﹋

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Rainer Maria Rilke, Letters to a Young Poet

# ༄ study. 『 ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀɪᴢᴀᴛɪᴏɴ 』 ﹏﹋ #༄ misc. 『 ǫᴜᴇᴜᴇ 』 ﹏﹋

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*// Me: Doesnt want to leave Nick but is gettin antsy for something different

Someone smarter than me: verses are a thing you know

Me:

#[ i have such a weird mental block picturing Nick outside of Rapture or the era hes from it feels UNGUCCI ] #[ but yknow ... mayhaps ... ill consider it ] #[ when i eventually get back on here ] #tbd

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‘   I  used   to   look   out   to   the   sea   and   stand   in   wonder .   So   vast ,  so   immeasurable .   The   imagination   could   run   wild   with   possibility   of   what   lurked   within   its   depths.  I   pictured   monsters   and   things   that   could   swallow   me   whole .  Childish   nightmares .  Never   thought   the   monsters   were   REAL   and   the   ocean   would   consume   me   so   cruelly ,   it   let   me     s ᴜ ʀ ᴠ ɪ ᴠ ᴇ   its   horror.  ’

      sᴇʟᴇᴄᴛɪᴠᴇ   ᴏʀɪɢɪɴᴀʟ   ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ   ʙᴀsᴇᴅ   ᴡɪᴛʜɪɴ   ᴛʜᴇ   BIOSHOCK   ᴜɴɪᴠᴇʀsᴇ

#[ am i setting this on the dash and fading away again? ill never tell ] #[ hoping to get back on here soon but until then ] #[ support a good dystopian sea city boy thank you besties ]

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when      the      world      divides      into      two     people      ﹔                             THOSE      WHO      HAVE      FELT      PAIN                                                                       &      those      who      have      yet      to

#[ the content. the quality ] #༄ gen. 『 ᴘʀᴏᴍᴏs 』 ﹏﹋

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“It wasn’t nostalgia that made these memories so wrenching. It wasn’t some fear that I’d never experience love or appreciate beauty again. Instead, my distress felt like a kind of preemptive mourning for a lost instinct. Those bits were a stockpile of tiny things, emblematic shards of some bigger, blurrier mosaic, that my mind had extracted and retained, when it was still able to do so. They were proof of some tenderly curatorial sensibility, intuitive and helplessly porous, that I was in the process of losing. My brain was Teflon, and everything in this beautiful place, in this beautiful time, was flowing past me like it belonged to someone else. It felt like I wasn’t making memories anymore, but just slipping through some inconsequential morass of stimuli, down a path that was neither a means nor an end. If could no longer absorb the right things—those tiny precious things, however de-contextualized and random, that signified some larger and nobler truth—how could I make meaning out of anything? How would I know what anything meant? How would I know who and what I was, who or what anyone was? How would I make sense of the world?”

— Suzanne Rivecca, Ugly Bitter and True

# ༄ study. 『 ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀɪᴢᴀᴛɪᴏɴ 』 ﹏﹋

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#[ dont look at me im crying in the corner ] #༄ dyn. 『 ᴍᴇʀᴇᴅɪᴛʜ 』 ﹏﹋ #gif tw 」 ≈

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Tony Hoagland, from “Better Than Expected”, Priest Turned Therapist Treats Fear of God

# ༄ study. 『 ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀɪᴢᴀᴛɪᴏɴ 』 ﹏﹋

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the gentle countenance of  NICHOLAS RIPLEY - AGE SIXTEEN

                                ᴍᴜᴛᴜᴀʟs ᴄᴀɴ ʀᴇʙʟᴏɢ  .   ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟs ᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜ

#[ laptop lasted long enough for me to make these please clap ] #[ look at hem. baybee] #༄ study. 『 ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴀɴᴄᴇ 』 ﹏﹋ #[ that crooked smile is so Nick im dmdmmd ]

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friendly reminder   that     your relevance is not equal to your presence.     you are not expected to be active every single day and those who truly care about you will understand that you have a life outside of your blog.     your real friends will never abandon you forever just because you are on less.    those who truly matter will embrace you and appreciate you whenever they get to interact with you.     don’t forget that     !     ♡               

#༄ mun. 『 ᴀ ʀᴀᴘᴛᴜʀᴇ ʀᴇᴍɪɴᴅᴇʀ 』 ﹏﹋

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Jeanette Winterson, Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal?

#[ you ever filled with love for your own character ansnsj ] #[ i love my good boy so much ] #༄ study. 『 ᴍᴜsɪɴɢs 』 ﹏﹋

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Twin Peaks (TV Series 1990–1991)

#[ sweeney todd plays softly in the bg ] #[ ending me on sight with this ] #༄ study. 『 ᴍᴀɴɴᴇʀɪsᴍs 』 ﹏﹋ #༄ dyn. 『 sʜɪʟᴏʜ 』 ﹏﹋ #༄ dyn. 『 ᴄᴏʀɪɴɴᴇ 』 ﹏﹋ #༄ misc. 『 ǫᴜᴇᴜᴇ 』 ﹏﹋

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I love when people are genuinely excited about our plots/ships. I love when I’m not the only one who’s like “!!!” I love it. @ my partners you will literally never annoy me by being overly excited about our ships I love it so much.

#[ !! ] #[ p l e a s e i adore this & go equally as feral over ships of all kinds ] #༄ mun. 『 ᴏᴏᴄ 』 ﹏﹋

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When you’re holding hands with someone and they rub your thumb with their thumb is what I live for

#༄ study. 『 ᴅᴇsɪʀᴇs 』 ﹏﹋ #༄ study. 『 ᴍᴀɴɴᴇʀɪsᴍs 』 ﹏﹋

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I’m Not Here (2019)

#[ :') ] #༄ dyn. 『 sʜɪʟᴏʜ 』 ﹏﹋ #༄ dyn. 『 ᴅᴀɪsʏ 』 ﹏﹋ #༄ study. 『 ᴍᴀɴɴᴇʀɪsᴍs 』 ﹏﹋ #༄ study. 『 ᴅᴇsɪʀᴇs 』 ﹏﹋ #gif tw 」 ≈

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bryan dechart gifs @clockwrkprincess asked for (9/?)

#[ considering my laptop screams at any attempt to make gifs #have a reblog of my sons face amen ] #[ this is targeted at Bun. she knows why adfbh ] #༄ study. 『 ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴀɴᴄᴇ 』 ﹏﹋ #gif tw 」 ≈

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“He was a fighter. He really was. I’ve watched people tear him down, and then ask for his help. And he would help them. He would spend hours helping them. I’ve always admired that part of him.”

— r.k (via renrps)

# ༄ study. 『 ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀɪᴢᴀᴛɪᴏɴ 』 ﹏﹋ #༄ misc. 『 ǫᴜᴇᴜᴇ 』 ﹏﹋