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Endangered | Chapter Seventeen
Paul Lahote x OFC
Endangered Masterlist
Summary: Vampires and wolves are not the only supernatural creatures to walk the earth, and they are certainly not the only ones in Forks, Washington when Charlotte Annabeth Swan, âAnnaâ, moves in with her uncle after the unfortunate demise of her parents.
Some may misidentify her as a witch, but thatâs fine, she would rather them think that anyway. But the Volturi know the truth, and they are closing in on her.
A/N: Surprise! I am alive, between school, work, and a hurricane, this was a challenge to complete. But to make up for it, it is twice as long as usually chapters AND the moment we have all been waiting for is here.
I hope you enjoy~Â
It was impossible to focus on anything in the aftermath of Bellaâs wolf bombshell. School went by in a blur, my mind constantly on what was happening in the woods. Even Eric and Mike had noticed, which was how I knew I was off. They barely noticed anything. For a moment, I felt like I was slipping away, just like Bella had. Â
I spent every free second of the next few days trying to monitor the vampire situation. The pack had killed one who had gotten too close to Bella. I couldnât even confront her, because telling her I knew about the vampire meant telling her I knew about the wolves. It wasnât just the boys in the woods with a vampire now, it was Charlie, Harry, and so many more humans in danger. I found that I could feel where she was in the woods. Vampires were not alive, and if I focused on that feeling of emptiness, I could track her. And she was fast. Â
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Endangered | Chapter Seventeen
Paul Lahote x OFC
Endangered Masterlist
Summary: Vampires and wolves are not the only supernatural creatures to walk the earth, and they are certainly not the only ones in Forks, Washington when Charlotte Annabeth Swan, âAnnaâ, moves in with her uncle after the unfortunate demise of her parents.
Some may misidentify her as a witch, but thatâs fine, she would rather them think that anyway. But the Volturi know the truth, and they are closing in on her.
A/N: Surprise! I am alive, between school, work, and a hurricane, this was a challenge to complete. But to make up for it, it is twice as long as usual chapters AND the moment we have all been waiting for is here.
I hope you enjoy~Â
It was impossible to focus on anything in the aftermath of Bellaâs wolf bombshell. School went by in a blur, my mind constantly on what was happening in the woods. Even Eric and Mike had noticed, which was how I knew I was off. They barely noticed anything. For a moment, I felt like I was slipping away, just like Bella had. Â
I spent every free second of the next few days trying to monitor the vampire situation. The pack had killed one who had gotten too close to Bella. I couldnât even confront her, because telling her I knew about the vampire meant telling her I knew about the wolves. It wasnât just the boys in the woods with a vampire now, it was Charlie, Harry, and so many more humans in danger. I found that I could feel where she was in the woods. Vampires were not alive, and if I focused on that feeling of emptiness, I could track her. And she was fast. Â
Paul made it known he hated this, but I wanted to help. The only upside was that I could use my emotional connection to Charlie to monitor where the hunting group was in relation to the redhead. The pack were excellent trackers, but apparently, the smell of a vampire was overwhelming to them. I could better keep track of the humans than they could while they were on her tail, so Sam let me keep doing what I could. I was able to warn them when she got too close to them and could track her movements off the reservation as well. Â
The nosebleeds, on the other hand, that was a point of contention. So much so that Paul broke his rule about being around me in his wolf form. Â
I was sitting against a rock, the cold forest floor beneath me, and my eyes closed when I heard footsteps. Sam had cleared this little clearing safe earlier in the day, it was off the path enough to be hidden, but not dangerous. I wasnât scared. I knew who it was immediately. Â
âPaul,â I whispered, opening my eyes. The wolf was about six feet in front of me, and they were really just as massive as people said. He had told me he was worried about scaring me, but all I could think was how beautiful he was. His fur was a dark silver, and some lighter spots on his face. His eyes were copper, seemingly staring into mine. Â
He huffs at me, his agitation apparent in his body language. I dropped the shields around my mind so we could communicate. It takes a minute to push through some of the pack's collective thoughts to get to Paulâs. They know heâs with me, I can hear Sam giving directions and some responses before I get to him.
âHey,â I think. Â
Youâre bleeding, he growls out loud at the thought. I wipe away the blood quickly beginning to fall down my lip. Â
âShit, sorry,â I say, standing up, âI honestly donât really notice it anymore.â
What if she had caught wind of you? Youâre forgetting that your blood is different. Youâre putting yourself in more danger. Â
âI didnât forget. Sheâs pretty far away, and she keeps making you guys chase her to the border. If you would just let me get close enough to her to read her mind, I could figure out what she wants,â I say pointedly.
Absolutely not, he huffs.
âPaul,â I say taking a step forward and I can see him step back. Â
Stay back, I donât want to hurt you. Â
I sigh, âYou wonât, love.â
You donât know that.
âI do,â I take another step forward, âTrust yourself. Trust me.â Â
He turns his head away, thoughts racing too fast for me to decipher. The pack's thoughts are bleeding through, making it difficult to single out his. Before I can get a headache, he turns to face me again, nodding. Â
Okay, he thinks. Â
Heâs taller than me still, but he shrinks a little as I move forward. I slowly hold out a hand, letting him come to me. Â
He stares at me unblinking, before leaning into my palm.
âSee, not so bad,â I smile, and even in his thoughts, he is grumbling. Â
Maybe, but I should get back, and you should go home to rest. Â
Sam breaks through the wall I have that pushed the pack away with an Alpha order to the boys. I flinch as it shatters through my mind like broken glass. Pressing my palms into my eyes, I nod.
âYeah, maybe.â
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Bella couldnât believe how blind she had been. Jacob had told her, point blank, exactly what he was, and she couldnât see it. It took him climbing through her window to notice exactly what was going on.
Jacob was a werewolf. He was killing the hikers in the woods. He had been manipulated by the others into murder. It wasnât a gang he was in, it was a pack.
Bellaâs thoughts raced as she drove, was Anna a part of this, did she know? She had too, Bella thinks. She had been keeping secrets for far too long.
Parking, Bella rampaged her way to the Black house, hellbent on getting answers with her aggressive knocking and pushing her way past Billy.
But now standing here at the door to his room, he didnât look like the monster she had made out in her head. He looked peaceful, having long since outgrown the bed he lay in. He didnât want this. He was just sixteen.
Looking through the window, she saw the four others step through the tree line, and she saw red. This needed to end.
âWhat did you do!â she yells bursting out of the door, when she didnât get an answer, she becomes irate, running up to Sam.
âHey! What did you do!â she yelled again, pushing Sam forcefully. Paul steps forward with a growl, his protective nature surging before Sam puts his hand on his chest. Â
âEasy,â Sam warns. Â
âHe didnât want this!â Bella continues, getting louder, pushing closer to them.
âWhat did we do?â Paul spits, âWhat did he do? Huh? What did he tell you?â Here was Bella, once again villainizing him and his pack, causing problems where there were none to begin with.
âBoth of you calm-â Sam urges with an authoritative tone, but it is cut off by Bella.
âNothing! He tells me nothing because heâs SCARED of you,â she screams, and the boys are all stunned into a second of silence.
Until Paul and Jared start laughing, shocked by how ridiculous that is.
Bella loses it, and she reaches out, slapping Paul across the face. She realizes her mistake the second it happens.
âFuck, too late now,â Jared says, grabbing Embry and stepping away from Paul.
âBella! Get back now!â Sam yells. Â
Paul is shaking, his rage has overtaken him. Itâs not just about her hitting him, he barely felt it really. Itâs her entitlement, her obvious selfishness, and her lack of understanding when it came to them or Anna. She just assumes her stupid, bloodsuckers were perfect, that we couldnât possibly be good as well. It all bubbles up to the surface at once, and all the animosity over the way Bella treats Anna explodes. Months of frustration and anger take over him.
Sam is trying to get him to calm down, but itâs not working. Â
âJared, call Anna,â Sam says calmly, but the glare he receives from Paul proves that that was not the right thing to say.
âNo!â Bella yells, eyes wide.
âJesus Christ,â Jared groans.
He doesnât have time to reach for his phone, because Paul loses control, and suddenly a giant grey wolf is standing in front of Bella, snarling and snapping. Â
Bella finally gets the hint, turning around to run as Jacob appears from his house. Â
âRun!â she screams, âRun, Jake, run!â Â
He does but in the opposite direction. Bella is terrified, looking back, she falls just in time to see Jacob jump into the air, but itâs not Jacob who lands on the ground. Another huge russet fur wolf stands its ground in front of the grey wolf. Â
The sounds of snapping jaws and growls are horrifying, but Bella canât look away as the mountains of fur tumble through the grass aggressively, snapping a boat in half as they move toward the woods. With a heavy sigh, Sam looks back at Bella, who is just staring in shock.
âHey, take Bella back to Emilyâs place,â he says with a sigh. Â
âGuess the wolfâs outta the bag,â Embry chuckles and reaches out a hand to help Bella off the ground. Â
As they start to walk towards her truck, Sam turns back to yell towards the boys, âAnd someone seriously, call Anna.â
âNot it!â Jared yells, making Embry groan. Â
Bella is too shocked to say anything as they guide her to the back seat. She doesnât hear what Embry says on the phone to her cousin, she doesnât notice Jared grab the keys and start the truck, all she can do is stare past the broken boat and into the forest. Â
Jacob really is a werewolf. Anna is a Fae. Are all the monsters real?
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âWhat?!â I yell. Embry had finished giving me the rundown of what happened. I hadnât even woken up yet when Bella had left, but I was wide awake now.
âPlease donât make me repeat it,â Embry flinches away from the phone, a furrow in his brow.
âAre you with her now?â I ask.
âYeah, we are on our way to Emilyâs, weâre almost there.â Â
âJesus Christ, I would love to go at least one fucking week without something blowing up,â I complain, getting my things together to leave frantically. Â
âYeah, me too.â
âIâll be there in like 15.â Â
âIâll warn everyone.â Â
I scoff and roll my eyes, setting my phone down to throw a hoodie on. Â
Embry hangs up the phone and Jared glances at him from the road. Â
âNot good?â Jared asks.
Embry gives him an incredulous look, âHurricane Anna lands in t-minus 15.â Â
Jared exhales, âThis outta be fun.â
When the trio pulls into Emilyâs house, Bella has finally come out of her shock, leaning out the window, she speaks up.
âHey! I think we should go back and see if Jacobâs okay.â Â
Jared laughs, âI hope Paul sinks some teeth in âem, serves him right.â He walks to the porch, Embry right behind him. Â
âNo way, Jacobâs a natural, did you see him phase on the fly like that? I got five that says Paul doesnât touch him,â Embry explains animatedly, they pause when they see Bella hasnât moved.
âCome on in Bella, we donât bite,â Embry jokes. Â
âSpeak for yourself,â Jared retorts with a smirk. Â
Embry walks back to Bella as Jared enters, a tentative look in his eyes.
âOh hey, about Emily, Samâs fiancĂŠ, donât stare. It bugs Sam,â he warns sadly.
âWhy would I stare?â Bella questions, but he doesnât answer, just walks in ahead of her. Â
Entering the house, Bella immediately felt out of place, like an outsider. She glances around the room from the doorway. The open concept made it feel bigger than it was, even with the massive boys at the wooden table. There were signs of life in every part of the room. Shoes were kicked off by the door, the smell of baked goods from the kitchen, and jackets hung on the back of chairs. One of which Bella recognized as Annaâs. It wasnât until a sweet voice broke her from her thoughts that she looked at the woman walking out of the kitchen.
âAre you guys hungry? Like I have to ask,â she laughed. Bella suddenly realized why Embry had given her a warning. The woman must be Emily, and she was gorgeous despite the scar traveling down the side of her face. Bella forced her eyes away. Did Sam do that? Would Paul do that to Anna?
âWhoâs this?â she asked curiously.
âBella Swan, who else?â Jared shrugs, falling back into his chair.
Emilyâs eyes widened, âAh, so youâre the vampire girl.â Â Her small smile let her know she was joking.
âSo, youâre the wolf girl,â Bella responds, her humor lost in her awkwardness.
âGuess so, well Iâm engaged to one at least,â she shrugs and sets down the plate in her hand as the two boys lunge for the food, âSave some for your brothers,â Emily scolds, âand ladies first. Muffin?â Â
âSure,â Bella says as Emily gestures to the plate. Emily watches her cautiously before going back to cleaning up.
âLeave it to Jacob to find a way around Samâs gag order,â she says. Â
âUm, he didnât say anything to me,â Bella interjects, feeling the need to defend him. Â
âYeah, thatâs a wolf thing, alphaâs orders get obeyed whether we want them to or not,â Embry tells her, âOh and check it out, we can hear each otherâs thoughts.â
âWould you shut up! These are trade secrets! This chick runs with vampires,â Jared yells in exasperation. Bella finally breaks a smile. Â
âYou canât really run with vampires, 'cause theyâre fast,â she says, a bit smugly, but Jared doesnât miss a beat.
âYeah, well weâre faster. Freaked out yet?â he taunts good-naturedly. Â
She shrugs her shoulders, âYouâre not the first monsters Iâve met.â
Sam walks through the door, breaking some of the tension. Â
âJakeâs right, youâre good with weird. I would refrain from using the word âmonstersâ around your cousin though,â he warns. He walks up to Emily, peppering kisses on her face as she giggles. Bella has to look away, it still hurts to see other people in love. Â
When Paul and Jacob walk through the door, they seem fine. Smiling even. Paul comes to sit down at the table in front of her, as Jacob stands in the doorway.
With a smirk, Paul turns to apologize, âSorry,â he says. He knows Iâm on my way and will finally have to confront my cousin, and not even the threat of my wrath deters him from this moment. Â
Jacob silently motions to Bella to follow him, but the slamming of a door directs everyoneâs attention outside. Â
âHere we go,â Embry huffs. Emily straightens as the weather seems to change, the sun has faded away and the usual cold air warms by at least ten degrees.
When Embry called me a hurricane, Bella thought he was joking, but looking at me now, Bella admits itâs a pretty good description. She can see me through the doorway as I walk around my car.
The wind seems to be roaring just around me, my now chaotic curly hair had to be gathered haphazardly out of my face. My own storm cloud follows me, about twenty feet in the air, and lightning is cracking within it. Itâs about the size of my car and looks like rain could pour at any second. It swirls in a spiral, just like a hurricane, and Iâm standing in the eye of the storm. Itâs the first time Bella has really seen my magic and sheâs suddenly faced with the reality that I am not human. Sheâs staring at me wide-eyed and mouth agape. Â
âYou should have seen her when she found out a vampire almost killed you,â Jacob whispers to Bella, âWe thought we were going to have to board up the house.â
Bella stares at me, realization hitting her about what exactly I am. Bella had found herself surrounded by magical creatures, and her mortality weighed on her heavier than ever.
Bella sees what I canât, my eyes have darkened to a navy, almost black. The ends of my curls spark with the lightning. Bella gets why the Cullens thought I was a vampire at first, in this state, I look like one.
With my hands on my hips, I can tell by everyone avoiding my gaze that I look as pissed off as I feel. Staring at Bella through the door, I notice Paul is still inside.
âBella! Paul! Get out here!â I yell, thunder booming behind me.
Bella sees Paul grimace as he walks out, and she grows more worried about confronting Anna about her serial killer boyfriend. Â For a second, she considers the fact that Anna may have committed murder too.
âYou look like youâre heading to the gallows man, itâll be fine,â Embry says to Paul, trying to be supportive. Bella slowly makes her way to the porch, Jacob and Sam behind her. Â
âHi Anna,â Sam says with a smile, âHow are you doing?â Itâs an attempt to cool the situation, but it hits my cold exterior and fails. Â
With eyes like ice, they flicker between Paul and Bella. Â
âOh, I am fucking fantastic Sam, especially since I got a call that once again, my cousin has forced herself into things that arenât her business- â Bella moves to interject, but I put a hand up, stopping her as lightening cracks behind me in the growing storm cloud and a gust of wind hits them.
âNo, you will shut up and listen, what the hell were you thinking? And you, donât think youâre getting away with this,â I yell pointing at Paul, who has the decency to look sheepish. Â
âI am so beyond pissed off. Can I please just have one moment where I donât have to worry about you getting yourself killed Bella!? Because I have tried so God damn hard to keep you alive, despite your best attempts to do the exact opposite. I have spent months perfecting and learning how to protect you and Charlie. Why do you think youâve never seen a vampire around our house, Bella? Because I exhausted myself warding it, layers and layers of wards so anyone we didnât know wouldnât be able to sense the house. I have charmed so many things with protection that itâs insane. Jewelry, clothes, Charlieâs badge. The list is so long,â I take a sharp intake of breath before continuing.
âI spend every day tracking any vampire activity, and all you have done is make it so much harder! I have one thing for myself, and thatâs these boys. This pack that I also spend every day doing whatever I can to make sure they are safe because they have been forced into a role they donât want. I have enough to worry about, I donât need to add âmy boyfriend getting so angry he blows the pack secretâ to that list?â I know I must look crazy, arms flailing, and cheeks flushed, but I canât stop, that is until Bella interrupts my rant.
âI kind of knew already, this just confirmed it,â Bella says quietly, and everyone around her audibly groans. Embryâs head falls into his hand as he leans against the railing of the porch, Jared shakes his head. Sam looks up to the ceiling in exasperation, Emily flinches, and Paul glares. Even Jacob lets his head hang, waiting for my inevitable reaction.
âIF YOU KNEW WHAT MADE YOU THINK ANTAGONIZING PAUL WAS A GOOD IDEA!â I scream.
Bella didnât have a great response to that, she just looks down at the ground.
Sam stepped in between us before I can start again, âAlright I think maybe itâs time for Bella to talk to Jacob, give everyone a breather.â Â
Jacob pulls Bella quickly out of the house towards the beach. Paul was the only one brave enough to step into my vicinity, and the wind died down once he placed his arms around me. I keep my arms crossed in the hug, pouting until I feel myself relax. I pull back, placing my hands on either side of his face. Â
âI hope Jacob got some good hits in for me, and you better have given him as good as you gotâ I muttered, and he laughed despite himself. Â
âDonât worry my little brawler, we both have been effectively whipped into shape,â he says kissing my head, then looks into my eyes, âIâm sorry.â
I nod once, and the cloud finally dissipates above us. I sigh deeply before curling into him and his warmth.
âItâs cold.â Â
âWell considering you brought your own weather front, Iâm not surprised. Letâs go inside.â
Everyone is silent, looking at me expectantly, waiting for my reaction. Â
âIâm fine guys, really. Paul will live to see another day.â
âItâs not him Iâm worried about,â Emily says, âIâm worried about you, and what you are going to do now that Bella is in the loop.â
âYeah Anna, you havenât given yourself a break since Iâve known you,â Jared quips.
âYes, thank you for reminding me,â I say as Paul sits down, pulling me onto his lap, âIâll be fine guys, donât worry.â
They drop it, but their thoughts are loud and demanding. I can hear their worry and I canât shut it out, so I just close my eyes and lean against Paul. Tuning into our connection quiets the noise, and I can fade into the thrum of our heartbeats. I know this wonât be the last time they bring this up, but I will avoid it as long as I can. Â
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Bella walked across the beach solemnly. Jacob trailed behind her, unable to face the gravity of the conversation they needed to have. Once they approached the shore, with the calming waves crashing in the background, Jacob fell in step beside her.
âSo, youâre a werewolf,â Bella says after the silence had gotten too heavy. Stuffing his hands in his pockets, he nodded.
âYeah, last time I checked,â he shrugged, âA few lucky members of the tribe have the gene. Then a bloodsucker moves into town, and the fever sets in.â Bella can clearly see he feels bitter about it, and she holds out hope Jacob is still the same person she knew.
âMono,â she states.
âYeah, I wish,â he scoffs.
âWell, canât you find a way to just stop?â she asks indigently, and Jacob rolls his eyes as she continues, âI mean⌠itâs wrong.â
âItâs not a lifestyle choice Bella!â Jacob raises his voice and furrows his brow, âI was born this way! I canât help it.â
He pauses, throwing his arms down in frustration, âYouâre such a hypocrite! What? Iâm not the right kind of monster for you?â
Bella looks up at him with wide eyes, crossing her arms.
âItâs not what you are, itâs what you do. They never hurt anybody! Youâve⌠killed people Jake,â she cries out like this was obvious. Jacob shakes his head as she looks down and away from him. Jacob takes a step closer to her, bringing her attention back to him.
âBella! Weâre not killing anyone,â he pleads.
Bella is taken aback, âThen, who is?â she says breathlessly. He canât believe she doesnât get it, that she doesnât understand even after remembering the stories he told her.
âWhat weâre trying to protect you people from, the only thing we do kill,â he pauses, âVampires.â
Bella starts to panic a bit, âJake you canât!â
âDonât worry we canât touch your precious little Cullens unless they violate the treaty,â he interrupts her with another eye roll. Bella just shakes her head, he does not understand what she means.
âI â thatâs not what Iâm saying, you canât kill vampires, theyâll kill you.â
âReally? We took out that leach with the dreads easy enough,â Jake says smugly, and finally, Bella realizes maybe thereâs more to the wolves than she thought.
âLaurent?â she gasps, her chest pounding. Jacob nods.
âAnd his red-headed girlfriend is next.â
âV-Victoriaâs here,â she stutters, losing her footing, and Jacob goes to steady her, eyebrows raising in concern.
âShe was, we chased her all the way to the Canadian border last night. She keeps coming back, but we donât know what she is after.â
âI do,â Bella gapes, âme.â
Jacob stares at her, concern all over his features. He helps Bella stand, but he can hear her heartbeat pounding in her chest. His urge to kill the bloodsucker has increased tenfold at this moment.
âWe should go back, tell Sam and Anna.â
âNo, wait, AnnaâŚâ Bella trails off, gazing back at the way they came.
âDonât worry, Iâm sure sheâs calmed down by now. Paul has that effect on her,â he says, and Bella thinks she is joking, but heâs serious. Jacob notices she looks genuinely scared.
âSheâs not safe, why is she with him?â she whispers.
Jacob tenses protectively, âSheâs safe Bella, we would never let anyone hurt her.â
âBut Paul⌠what if he hurts her?â
Realization hits him, he had come to know Paul as so much more than just his temper, but the rumors were still in Bellaâs head. Hell, he had put them there. Honestly, it was rare he blew up anymore. These days Paul only has three emotions, being in love with me, worrying about me, or focusing on the hunt.
âI know you might not have seen him in the best light today, but trust me, he would rather cut off his own arm than hurt her,â he says seriously.
When Bella continues to stand still. Jacob picks her up underneath her knees. Carrying her will be quicker than walking with all her questions, and to his surprise, she leans into him, laying her head on his shoulder.
âHow long has she known about you?â she asks, then softly, âWhat do you know about her?â
âSheâs known since she met Paul, and we know about her too. I found out when I shifted for the first time.â
âThatâs why he showed up at my birthdayâŚâ she whispers.
Jacob hasnât heard this story but makes a mental note to ask Paul about it later. Itâs a short walk back to Emilyâs house with his large and quick steps. They spend it in relative silence, just enjoying being together again.
As they approach the house, Jacob sets her down to walk up the porch steps. The doors are still open, and Jacob stops Bella before she walks in. When Bella gives him a questioning glance, he just points inside.
âSee for yourself,â he whispers.
Bella looks to where he is pointing and is genuinely shocked at what she sees. Paul and I are sitting in the old La-Z-Boy in the corner of Emilyâs living room, while the rest of the pack and Emily are lounging around. Itâs a rare moment, everyone relaxing for even a moment, but Emily strong-armed Sam into an uninterrupted hour of calm. Â
Paulâs arms are secured around my waist as I am draped over his lap, laying my head on his shoulder just like she was a moment ago with Jacob. My head is suddenly thrown back in a laugh as he peppers quick kisses all over my cheek and neck through his own smiles. Embry throws a pillow at us from the couch, making a fake sound of annoyance, but it just makes us laugh more.
Bella canât see whatâs playing on the TV, but it doesnât look like anyone is paying much attention to it anyway. Everyone is mostly just enjoying each otherâs company. She sees the way Paul looks at me, and suddenly, she gets it. This isnât the guy who was shaking with rage just hours ago, now heâs gazing up at me with a sickeningly sweet adoration that makes Bellaâs heart crack. I look the most relaxed Bella has seen in a month; she doesnât think Iâve had my guard down at all. That has to be tiring.
They look like a family, Bella thinks. Thereâs a distinctive warmth surrounding them that Bella knows is lacking in her own house, the only time she sees it is when she sees Charlie and me cooking together, or sitting on the couch with the game on, and the warmth leaves when she enters the room.
Sheâs about to do the same thing here, break up this happy moment, and for the first time since Edward left, Bella actually feels guilty about it.
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âpairings:Â eddie munson x sunshine!female!reader
âsummary:Â after meeting y/n, eddie feels he needs to protect her.
âwarnings:Â mutual pining, eddie being a terrified mess but also a pining idiot for 2.8k words because thereâs nothing softer.
âword count: 2.8k
âadditional notes:Â posting this before i go to work so i hope whoever reads enjoys, comments and reblogs always appreciated </33
Eddie had already been terrified enough, hiding from everyone in an attempt to escape from inevitable arrest, if they found a girl in his school year dead in his trailer, he was sure he would be the first suspect. But the fear he felt only heightened when he heard the rustle of car wheels break outside the house he was resided in.
So, when he moved to lay underneath the tarp in the boathouse, he tried to control his shaking upon the door creaking open with uninvited voices joining the party. He held his breath, refusing to utter a sound in fear of being caught.
However, he inhales a sharp breath when the end of the tarp starts getting poked, two voices bickering from outside and Eddie clutches his makeshift weaponised bottle closer to his chest as he awaits to attack in hopes he could escape, unsure of where he would even go next.
The rustling stopped, and he lets his mind focus for a moment while the voices continue across the small room. Deciding that while theyâre distracted, heâll attack and then make a run for it, Eddie whips the tarp off and aims for the first person he can see.
Streams of screaming enters the room as he pushes the frame against the boathouse wall, holding the cracked bottle up to his neck while he fights against his grip. He can hear his name being shouted, feeling like far away in the distance, but as it continues on through his deep breathing, he turns when it suddenly starts to sound familiar.
âItâs me. Itâs Dustin. This is Steve. Heâs not gonna hurt you, right, Steve?â he glances back to Steve in front, but by how frightened Eddie was, he doesnât loosen his grip on the manâs shoulder or of his bottle, even when he whispers back, âright, yeah.â
Steveâs told to drop the oar and Eddie hears the battering from beside him, causing him to jump while pressing the bottle further against Steveâs skin, threatening to penetrate it. His breath is ragged and rushed as he listens to Dustin continue to use assurance against him while Steveâs whispering, âIâm cool, man. Iâm cool.â
âWhat are you doing here?â he finally asks, âweâre looking for you,â responds Dustin. âWeâre here to help you,â his threatened yet feared expression drops at the unfamiliar voice, head turning back to face the group, only to now see the figures behind Dustin.
Max, who he knew as his neighbour, Robin, who he was also acquainted to, and quite possibly the most beautiful person he had ever seen beside her. Her voice was soft, far more assuring than Dustinâs and calmed Eddieâs nerves all the while looking at her indulgent gaze, a feeling of non-judgement and tenderness packed into one.
His breathing was heavy, yet he was sure Steve could hear it steady as Dustin begins to introduce them, âEddie, these are my friends. You know Robin, from band.â He feels more relaxed when Dustin points to her, while she makes a weak attempt of imitating a trumpet.
âThis is Max. The one who never wants to play D&D,â and she sends a small wave in return, â⌠and whoâs that?â Eddie asks without a beat, nodding towards the girl on the end who smiles at him softly, even when his tone sounded harsh, âthis is Y/n. Iâve told you about her before.â
Right. The sunshine and rainbow girl, Eddie thinks, remembering how Dustin and Mike would always refer to her as. His eyes lightly scan down her frame, a dress adorning her and almost making him instantly dizzy as he loses focus.
âEddie.��� His eyes abruptly snap back to Dustin upon his voice, âweâre on your side.â He realises he still has a grip against Steve and listens as the group all begin to swear on Dustinâs mother, the voices around him overwhelming him as he hesitantly moves away from Steve, his grip faltering as he walks to the side to slide down the wall.
Flashbacks of Chrissyâs death continue to haunt Eddieâs mind, what was supposed to be a minor and confidential drug deal with the cheerleader in his year, turned into quite possibly the worst moment of his life. He didnât do anything and has no idea what happened but the images from back at the trailer continue to appear and cause tears to well up in his eyes, as they have been ever since he has went in hiding.
His hands were shaking atop his lap as he rests against the wall, hardly noticing Dustinâs crouch until he felt his hand near the bottle in his grip, pulling it away from him. He shakes his head at Dustinâs continued assurance, knowing if he told them what he saw, they would bid him crazy.
âWe want to know what happened,â he closes his eyes upon Robinâs words, allowing the tears to escape and float down his cheeks and as he sniffles before turning back to the group, âyou wonât believe me.â Everyone is around him, Steve sitting over the side as he holds his neck, but Eddie quickly shifts his glance back to Y/n, the way she looked at him, comforting and with assurance, only caused him to do so, allowing them to hear about everything.
From that moment on, Eddie grew not only a liking to Y/n but a flourishing fondness for her whenever the group were present to help him. Dustin and Mike were right, she was all sunshine and the immense fear he felt living in that house himself as a wanted man would vanish into thin air the second they arrived, Y/n sporting her wide and kind smile.
The moment there was sudden noise from out-with the boathouse, Eddie would try to rush them into leaving, hand reaching for Y/nâs arm to move her away anxiously while a guilty wave washes over his frame from dragging them into this.
Eddie thought he mustâve looked crazy, flinching at any noise that werenât within the group, wide-eyed and forcing as much food and drink down his throat whenever they brought more over. There couldnât have been a worse time for Y/n to meet him, an innocent man terrified while on the run from being framed with murder.
But she never showed judgement. Y/n was always smiling at him, whenever he would get too anxious, her hand would fall atop his to gently bring him back down, offering to always talk when he needed. And when he would watch them leave, walking back to Steveâs car down the path, Eddie would yearn for her until they return.
However, it didnât take long until they were together almost all the time. Just not in a way Eddie would want. When he thought his situation couldnât get more complicated and anxiety-building, Jason and his group found him which led him escaping to Skull Rock where he awaited his friend's return.
Which directed them to devising a plan, and suddenly he was taking Y/nâs hand to help her steadily step upon the boat's wooden panels as they collectively search for the open gate. Once they were down the lake, Eddie tears his glance from the children by the ground afar and toward the large open lake, wondering how and why he got into the position he was in at that moment, while they await Steveâs return from searching underwater.
Eddieâs focus diminishes for a moment too long, eyes flickering to follow the white glittering water rippling across from the reflection of the moon above, yet his mind far from in front of him. But before it can get too distant, before he finds himself backtracking too long and sending himself into a spiral, a hand lands on his knee.
He tenses beneath the touch, head refusing to move in acknowledgement but his eyes glancing in wonder from the water and to his jeans, and nearly falls back off the boat and into the water when Y/nâs breath grazes his cheek, whispering into his ear, âhey, donât stray too far from us.â
âHm?â Eddie murmurs, nudging his head to the side and close to Y/n. She giggles lowly, trying to keep quiet but Eddie notices Robinâs glance their way before smirking knowingly at Nancy, her knee bouncing anxiously as Nancy gazes at her watch.
âYou looked like you were far away in thought.â
âOh, yeah,â he drags out the âyeahâ with a deep rasp, âI mean, just thinking about how selling a cheerleader some weed leads me to running away from cops and also my own sanity as well as hearing about this real-life d and d shit. Does stuff to a guy, you know?â.
Y/n nods, Eddie watching her expression as she does so, flitting from the little hairs against her forehead straying from the wind and down to her lips which tug upwards in a soft, kind smile. Eddie really wanted to kiss her. And with the way this was going down, he might take a chance, given the life-threatening ordeal he was dealing with.
How could someone so innocent and full of optimism and sunshine be involved with this entire upside-down world, fighting off monsters alongside Steve Harrington and Dustin through these years he sat idly caring about Dungeons and Dragons.
To Eddie, Y/n was an extraordinary person, a masterpiece to the eyes, her personality and forgiven nature a saint in disguise. Not even the sun was as bright to Eddie, not as soon as she stepped through that door, beside her friends to protect him.
But he wanted to protect her, it should be the other way around, right?
Eddie was the metal head, and Y/n was the angel. Thatâs how it works.
And a nasty, gut feeling settles across Eddieâs stomach as he realises their situation. Wanting to protect her, and here they were, apparently above a gate to this other dimension where God-knows what is controlled by the master puppet, Vecna. And she sat beside him in that very boat crossing the lake.
âI can imagine,â Y/nâs words snapped Eddie from his minds attempt to escape once again, and he furrows his brows from nearly forgetting what they were talking about. âSay, could youâ I mean obviously once weâre all out of this Vecna thingâ which I hope is soonââ Eddieâs lips quirk into a smirk as he leans his head down to Y/nâs level, elbow nudging hers teasingly, âspit it out, buttercup. We donât have long, you know?â.
Y/n chuckles quickly at his teasing words, âcould you teach me Dungeons and Dragons? I mean only if youâd like to, of course! Lucas said heâd teach me, but I get the feeling Eddie Munson would be a greater teacher at it.â
Eddie could have died happily over-the-moon at that moment. Forget the Vecna shit, the gates and running from the law. Fuck all of that when the girl he already adores, eyes prettily looking at his own, is asking him to teach her his game.
He nearly, just nearly, lets his mind wander once again, wanting to picture Y/n in a Hellfire shirt from the second she had asked the question.
How could Eddie say no? In what world did she think he would?
âGive me your size and youâll have the Hellfire shirt in the snap of a finger, sunshine,â Eddie watches as Y/nâs body language visibly flusters, eyes snapping from his and to her lap, trying to contain her smile as lines arch across the corner of her lips, shifting in her spot with excited glee.
Robin tears her watch from the pining pair and towards Nancy, speaking through her scared sigh, âwhere we at, Wheeler?â. Nancy glances back up at their friend after checking her watch, Eddie and Y/n dropping their conversation to focus, âclosing in on a minute.â
âOkay.â
They all go silent, awaiting the return of Steve anxiously and Eddie leans his lower back against the boat while they all watch the water, his arm dropping to rest behind Y/n. But before Eddie can get too comfortable, a sudden burst of noise causes them all to flinch as Steve jumps from the water.
âOh, Christ!â Eddieâs the only one to yell as the rest exclaim in fright, Y/n holding her chest while they all catch their breath. Listening to Steve explain what he saw, the snack-sized gate hidden at the bottom of the lake.
However, before much more can be discussed, Steveâs pulled under, only shortly as his hands that grip the edge of the boat pull him back up. âSteveâŚâ Y/n eerily trails off, everyone confused and looking around.
âYeah?â
âGet back on the boat.â
 âYeah, good call.â
Steve starts to lift his body out of the water, hand reaching for Y/nâs extended one but just as they graze, heâs submerged within the water again. His whole body being brought below in one firm pull, and heâs suddenly nowhere in sight.
This time they all scream, Steveâs name flown into the late-night empty air as they all lean over the boat to frantically search for any sign of him. Yet, while a glittery glint crosses the water, the lake is pitch black beneath, unable to get proper sight of anything unless underwater yourself.
âWe have to go in!â Y/n exclaims between all their shouting, Eddie body jerking atop the boat frantically as his eyebrows furrow, âwhat do you mean âwe have to go inâ? Like hell are we going in.â Eddieâs hand wraps around Y/nâs upper arm, pulling her back when she stands up, both girls shouting towards Nancy who towers her body above the water.
Before they knew it, Nancy was jumping under the water, leaving with a quick âjust wait hereâ. And Eddie is suddenly yelling again as they watch the next person dive beneath the water.
âY/n, for the love of Christ, will you sit down? youâre freaking me the fuck out!â Eddieâs grip tugs Y/n whoâs still standing on the rocking boat. Y/n refuses to budge, mind reeling as she debates following swiftly behind Nancy, but before she can decide, Eddieâs loud voice booms once more, âRobin, no, no, no, no!â.
Y/n looks to her side where Robin perches against the edge, testing Eddieâs patience as she falls backwards into the open water to follow Nancy towards the other gate, nodding to Y/n before she leaned back.
This time Eddieâs grip tightens against Y/nâs arm and he fears he may bruise her, but he refuses to let go in fear sheâll not only put herself in danger but leave him alone. Itâs protective. The way Eddie tries to keep only her by his side and above the water, but if Y/n falls beneath the sheet of water, Eddie knows he will immediately be following behind.
âEddie,â Y/nâs voice cuts in, Eddie already knowing what sheâs going to say with a fast, ânoâ following. âLet go of me,â but Eddie pulls her towards him in an attempt to sit her down, but her legs only shift back, refusing to bend down, and she nearly falls off the boat. Eddie freaks out, hand leaving her bicep to rest against her back so she doesnât topple over and he puffs out shaky breaths as they go silent.
âDonât leave me alone, canât let you go down there,â Eddie ushers, desperate and scared, voice rushed and unhappy. âTheyâre my friends, Iâm sorry,â Y/n looks behind her, locking eyes with Eddieâs dark pupils, begging her to stick to his side.
Ever the actress, Eddie watches as her eyes glance to behind him, widening in fear as she gasps, âDustin! What are you doing here?â. Eddieâs quick to react, turning to the open water behind him as he believes heâll catch his younger friend swimming towards the boat, only to be met with a blank view.
Eddieâs eyes close in pent up anger as he hears a splash, not having to see to know Y/nâs tricked him into letting her go. Causing Eddie to shout, loud and clear into the night as he stands from his spot, facing the way Y/n left.
âGoddamn it, lying son of a⌠bitch!â
Why did he like someone so caring and ready to put herself in danger for others, willing to lie right to his face in order to escape his grip? Why did he like Y/n when he knew the second any danger arises, he was now more-than-willing to fall headfirst in attempts to protect her?
But thatâs exactly why he did like her, Eddieâs mind reeling in increasing fear as the seconds pass too quickly in his head, muttering âthis is so stupidâ repeatedly as he grips the boat while tumbling over. Headfirst into the life-threatening scenario.
Oh, yes. Eddie thought, he was definitely going to kiss her the second he crossed this gate. As he swam down the water behind Y/nâs disappearing frame, it was as clear as day to him.
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This man is the only famous person who should be allowed on tumblr
Whatâs it like to be on tumblr and observe everyone talking the Sandman?
Astonishingly reminiscent of what it was like to be on Tumblr and having everyone talking about Good Omens, only without the arguments about whether or not various occult and/or ethereal entities were gay.
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Hi!!! Itâs @paulxlahotee !!! I am LOVING endangered. Like so much itâs SO good!!! I just read the entire thing and I am absolutely blown away. I would love if you could add me to the tag list because seriously your story is incredible. I love the way you write Paul and Anna is so much fun as a character!! I love how youâre giving us just enough world building to where I donât feel confused about the fae but thereâs still so much I want to learn about!!! I love your writing style and your dialogue. Honestly I love everything about this akdhskdj
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Endangered | Chapter Sixteen
Paul Lahote x OFC
Endangered Masterlist
Summary: Vampires and wolves are not the only supernatural creatures to walk the earth, and they are certainly not the only ones in Forks, Washington when Charlotte Annabeth Swan, âAnnaâ, moves in with her uncle after the unfortunate demise of her parents.
Some may misidentify her as a witch, but thatâs fine, she would rather them think that anyway. But the Volturi know the truth, and they are closing in on her.
A/N: Sorry this took forever. Work got busy and classes started up again, but Iâm back! The fall vibes b ring the Twilight vibes.Â
As suspected, Bella was not handling the fact Jacob wasnât answering her calls well. Billy had told her Jacob came down with mono, but she didnât care. She wanted to see him, come hell or high water.
âHave you heard from him?â she asked me one morning on the drive to school, biting her lip. A tell-tale sign of her anxiety. Her grip tightened on the steering wheel as she glanced at me.
âNo, I havenât,â I say, focusing on the road, hoping if she canât see my eyes, she canât tell Iâm lying.
âI think I should just go,â she mutters, slumping down in her seat. Â
âMono is highly contagious, Bella.â Â
âNot that contagious,â she mutters.
I should have known nothing would change her mind. When Bella Swan has her mind set on something, thereâs not much one can do to stop her. It will come to a head eventually.
Eventually came that Saturday morning, as Charlie and Harry were about to head out to go fishing, and I was going to go over to Emilyâs.
âWait!â I yelled at the men walking through the living room, closing the cooler on the table. Â
âHereâs lunch,â I say lugging it over to them.
âThanks, Anna,â Charlie smiles at me, âI appreciate it.â
âThank you,â Harry follows, and I smile back at them. Â
âHave a good time alright?â
Charlie begins to speak but is struck silent by Bellaâs voice, his shoulders deflate at the name she speaks sadly into the speaker.
âJacob?â she says with a frown, âCall me.â Bella slams the phone and turns as Charlie straightens to cover up his concern.
âYou know, I donât have to go today,â he says. Â
âYes, you do,â deadpans Harry, glancing at me with a bit of disdain.
âYeah, you do. Go. What are you talking about?â she says crossing her arms, pulling herself tight, âJust be careful.â
âAlways am,â Charlie replies, a reluctant expression on his face. Â
âThose bears wonât get the drop on me, Bella. My kung fu is strong.â Â
I canât help but laugh at Harry, who smiles and gives me a knowing look. With a wink, they both finally walk out the door. Â
Bears. Thatâs what the town had come up with for the missing hikers. It was a bit funny, that the wolves were being mistaken for bears, but I hated how they somehow were taking the blame for a problem they were working so hard to solve. I could tell it bothered them too, no matter how hard Sam and Emily worked to take their minds off of it. Â
Once they leave, itâs just us. The silence weighs heavily between them as Bella sulks on the couch. Â
âYou know, I donât have to go. I can stay,â I offer half-heartedly.
âNo, I know heâs been busy. You should go.â Â She waves me off with a sigh, falling over to the side to lay on the couch.
She at least has the energy to be dramatic, thatâs a good sign.
She was right though; Paul had been busy. The vampire was always one step ahead of them, and it was all hands-on deck most days.
âAre you sure Bells?â I hesitate to grab my bag by the door, waiting for her answer.
âYeah, I have homework anyway.â
With a nod, I tell her goodbye and grab my stuff before heading out.
It only takes Bella fifteen minutes before she gets too impatient, she jumps in her truck and makes her way in the same direction.
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I jump off the couch, my book slipping from my hands as I yelp in surprise at the noise coming from Emilyâs porch.
Itâs Jacob, slamming the door to Emilyâs house so hard it makes Sam take a step back before opening it for the rest of them. Paul and Jacob look particularly pissed off as they all file in, finding seats around the table. Paul doesnât even stay or speak. He just gives me a chaste kiss on the head before walking out the back.
âHey!â I scold Jacob, âBe respectful.â Â
Jacob has the decency to look up sheepishly at Emily, âIâm sorry.â
âIt wouldnât be the first time Jake. Itâs why the door stays open most of the time,â she smirks, handing him a glass of water.
âWhatâs wrong?â I ask, walking up to the table, and leaning on the back of Jakeâs chair. Â
âBella came over,â Jacob groans.
âOh shit,â I gasp.
âYeah, she knows Iâm not sick, and she thinks Sam âgot to me.â Jacob rolls his eyes as he drops his air quotes, but I can hear the hurt in his voice.
âGreat,â I groan, âI cannot wait for her to accuse you all of being in a gang yet again.â Â I rub my temples to soothe the oncoming headache I am getting.
âA gang?â Sam perks up with curiosity, âWho thinks we are in a gang?â
I look down at Jake. Â
âThatâs all you dude,â I pat him on the shoulders twice.
âYeah, thanks Anna,â he mocks as Sam raises an eyebrow at him. Embry is trying his best not to make eye contact with Sam and Jacob, and I canât help but laugh.
âYouâre welcome!â I exclaim, turning to go check on Paul. Before I can take a step, Jacob moves to grab my hand to stop me. Â
âWait! I might have said something about the Cullenâs to her.â Jake admits.
âJakeâ I groan, pressing the heel of my palms into my eyes
âIâm sorry! I just saw her and got so mad.â
âNow sheâs definitely going to grill me about how you know and what I know.â
âIâm sorry,â he pouts.
I sigh, âItâs fine. Iâm going to check on Paul. Whatâs the matter with him?â
âOh, he just really does not like Bella.â
âSounds about right,â I say exasperatedly. Â
Walking outside, Paul is taking deep breaths. I make sure to make noise while walking up to announce my presence before wrapping my arms around him and resting my head on his back.
âHey,â I whisper, âItâs okay.â Â
He nods, shoulders losing a bit of their tension.
âShe just continually makes things harder. For you, for JakeâŚâ he trails off, seething.
âI didnât know you two were close now,â I tease, moving to face him.
Paul shoots me a look. Â
âKidding, I know, pack bond and allâ I run my hands through his hair, and he closes his eyes, leaning into the touch.
âItâs not really her fault,â I add quietly.
âLetâs agree to disagree,â he grumbled.
âPaulâŚâ
âAnna, I love you, and I know she is your family, but she has put you through so much. It will take a while for me to get over it. Itâs hard when she doesnât even know or refused to acknowledge those few months.â
âWell, I doubt things will get easier soon, I think Jacob would rather go all lone wolf rather than not keep Bella around.â
âGreat,â he exhales, pulling me close to him and resting his chin on my head.
âItâll be okay.â
He sighs and kisses my head, âJust as long as youâre okay.â Â
âIâm okay, promise. Iâll always be okay.â
He presses his lips into mine in a needy kiss.
âI hope so,â he whispers.
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âDad!â
Bella bursts through the door, yelling into the kitchen where Harry is standing next to him. I jump from the sudden intrusion.
âDad, I saw them!â She yells as she steps next to me. Â
âWhatâs the matter,â Charlie asks. Â
âIn the woods. Theyâre not bears!â She gasps out, and my entire body freezes. Oh god, no. Harryâs eyes fly to me, and with a slight shake of his head I steel my reaction.
âWhat do you mean in the woods? Bella, what the hell are you doing out in the woods?!â Charlie groans.
Bella doesnât stop, âTheyâre wolves, I mean, theyâre like HUGE wolves.â
âAre you sure about that Bella?â Harry interjects.
âYeah, I just saw them. They were after⌠something.â She falters, and it feels like ice has replaced the blood in my veins.
She saw a vampire.
âWolves? You saw âem?â Charlie repeats.
Bella nods and my heart drops.
âAlright, well,â Charlie pauses, looking up at us, âHarry. Feel like going hunting? Get some of your guys together?â
âSure, yeah, Iâll justâŚâ Harry walks out with his phone in his hand, and I am quick to follow.
I stare wide-eyed at Harry in the hallway, my breath ragged and my eyes are wide. Â
âHarryâŚâ I whisper. Â
âI know. All of them are out right now, I canât call them.â
âFuck,â I run my hands through my hair, pushing it out of my face before it dawns on me. How far can my telepathy go?
âOkay,â I take a deep breath and meet Harryâs eyes, âI can maybe do something. Give them a warning.â He nods, not asking any more questions. He knows he shouldnât push.
âWork your magic kid, Iâm going to call the elders. Make sure whoever is coming knows the deal.â
âThank you, Harry,â I whisper, my body shaking with panic. Â
Harry puts his hand on my shoulder, âTheyâll be okay. I promise.â
I nod, not trusting my voice before he starts making calls. I slip out the back door, making my way towards the forest. Â
I hope to God this works. It has got to work. I step through the tree line, making sure I canât be seen from the house.
Closing my eyes, I focus on the hum of magic surrounding me. It takes a moment, but when I open my eyes, I am met with a sea of gold. Magic threads of energy connect everything. Here in the forest, itâs almost overwhelming.
Thereâs always one thatâs a little bigger and brighter than the rest though, the one connecting me to Paul. I reach out to touch it, and with it, I can feel a thrum of love. I focus, trying to feel him.
It works, and I know heâs alerted to what Iâm doing as confusion floods through me, but itâs not mine. This is the farthest Iâve pushed our connection, and itâs also the farthest weâve been apart while I try. Pain stabs through my brain, and the confusion turns into concern. Despite the pain, the connection to him helps me send him a message despite the distance, and by extension, the whole pack. Â
Thereâs a police hunt happening, and they are looking for wolves. Giant wolves. You need to get out of the forest. Please, stay safe boys.
A multitude of thoughts bombards me at once, the force of it making my knees buckle. The pack bond is something I might not ever get used to. Words mixed with memories and emotions all swirling around at once. My head feels like itâs exploding. I canât tell the voices apart with all the noise in my head.
They are looking for wolves now?
Now thereâs going to be tons of humans in the woods, in her way.
Bella. Thatâs Paul, growling. Even in my thoughts, I can tell it was him.
I get hit with a memory, Bella standing in the woods alone, with a vampire about to kill her. What was she thinking being out there only?
I watch from what I think is Jacobâs perspective, I can feel the longing and the heartbreak. Bellaâs curious gaze stares back, a hint of recognition in her eyes.
Sheâs so close to finding out.
I remember what happened in the kitchen, effectively replaying the scene for them, and they seem to settle at Harryâs reassurance.
Iâm going to Emilyâs. I say to Paul, even if they all can hear me.
No, stay home.
Not a chance in hell.
I hear Paulâs wolf form growl. In the months we have been together, he still had reservations about me being around him when shifted. It was a boundary I tried not to push too much, but it looks like that it might have to fall soon.
Sorry, love.
I close the connection and the gold surrounding me cuts off like a light. I catch myself falling completely with my hands, cutting them on the rocks on the ground.
It takes a minute before I can move, my eyes wonât stay open, and the light too painful to my head.
When Iâm able to stand, I notice the blood steadily dripping down my face from my nose.
Thatâs new, I think. I try to clean it up as best as I can before texting Charlie, telling him Jessica was having a girl emergency, before getting in my Jeep to drive to the Reservation. On the way, my nose starts to bleed again. I wipe it away, feeling my body get heavier and heavier.
Fuck.
I barely remember what happens after I get to Emilyâs house. I know I stumbled through the door and panicked as I told Emily that the boys were in danger. But then, it goes black. My body just⌠gives out.
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Itâs the sound of arguing that wakes me up. I canât tell who is talking or what they are saying, but it hurts. Itâs too loud. A small whimper escapes my lips as I try to move, turning away from the noise.
âHey, hey, hey, hey,â Paul whispers, âitâs okay.â He shushes the voices in the background, his hand running through my hair. âCan you hear me, Anna?â
I nod weakly, squeezing my eyes to block out any light.
âSâhurts,â I mumble.
Paul lets out a relieved sigh, âI know, Emily is bringing you some medicine.â He kisses my head and slowly helps me up into a seated position. I finally open my eyes, closing them again after feeling the stares of all of the boys, crowding around the bed Iâm laying on.
âIâm glad you guys are safe,â I say, rubbing my eyes.
Sam lets out a dry chuckle, âYou shouldnât be worried about us, we are glad youâre okay.â
I shrug, âI donât even know what happened.â
âYou gave me a heart attack, thatâs what happened,â Emily declares, entering the room with a glass of water and aspirin in her hands. âYou walked in, blood covering your face, and passed out. You hit your head when you fell.â She frowns. âSue Clearwater came over and looked you over. She doesnât think youâll have a concussion, just some pain.â
âAh,â I nod, âThatâs why the lights feel particularly stabby.â Paul takes the water from her and helps me hold it despite the glare Iâm giving him. With the medicine down, I lean back into the bed.
âIâm sorry for scaring you, Em,â I say.
âWhat about us?â Jared speaks up, âYou scared us too.â
âIâm sorry, to all of you. But you guys needed the warning. I didnât want anyone getting hurt.â
âThank you, Anna,â Sam interjects, âYou just rest for now.â He looks around at everyone, âCome on, letâs give her some space.â
With a groan, they all say their goodbyes, as they walk out the door, Jared peaks his head back in.
âSeriously, that was terrifying. Please donât do that again. We all love you and hate to see you hurt Feel better Anna,â he says before rushing off.
And then there were twoâŚ
âYouâve been quiet,â I whisper. Paul had been sitting in a chair next to the bed, not taking his eyes off me. Worry surrounded him. I could tell.
âYeah,â he sighs, âIâm just⌠I think Iâm too worried to really explain it.â
âYouâre not mad at me?â
He smiles sadly at me, then moves to sit on the bed wrapping his arms around me.
âNo, Iâm not. I know it wonât do much. I was worried, then absolutely terrified. Now, Iâm just relieved.â
âI couldnât let you guys get ambushed.â
He nods and kisses my head, âI know, we can talk about it later. Right now, I think I just need to be with you and hear your heartbeat. Know that you are okay.â
Looking up at him, I can see the fear still in his eyes. This was a new side of Paul. I was expecting a protective Paul or even an angry Paul, but right now he really is just scared. It breaks my heart.
âYeah baby, that sounds like a plan.â I nod and lean into him. The silence surrounds us like a warm blanket, and Paulâs arms around me tighten, like keeping me close wonât let me slip away.
I try not to let it show, but I hold him just as tightly.
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*knits the red string of fate into a cosy blanket*
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Sry 2 disturb but when r u next updating the endangered series?
No need to be sorry :) Update will be tonight or tomorrow morning!
I appreciate everyone's patience and support <3
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Completely obsessed with endangered. U plan on posting soon?
Hello!
I know I haven't been active lately, but I'm happy to tell you that I'll be posting Ch 16 of Endangered either tonight or tomorrow morning!
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This hits so hard, my anxiety has been waking me up every hour
What pleases u in bed?
sleep
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steven listening to your writing
warnings: literally none, this is pure, unadulterated fluff :)Â
âWhat are you up to, dove?â
â âm just writing.â Steven looked over your shoulder at your notebook, the handwriting gradually getting messier as it descended down the page. âFelt suddenly inspired, you know?âÂ
âThatâs wonderful, darling.â Steven pressed a kiss to your forehead to which you leaned into him, feeling his warmth, thriving on it. âCan I hear it?â You looked up at him and was surprised when he was already looking excitedly in your eyes.Â
âYou⌠want to hear my writing?âÂ
âI would like nothing more.â You felt your heart skip a beat and you picked up the papers, shuffling round on your chair. âWait, stand up a second.â You obliged just for him to sit in the chair and gently urge you to sit on his lap. âThere we go. Do continue, my love.â
You began muttering a few âit might not be very goodâ and âit isnât finished quite yetâ to which he placed a few reassuring kisses to your collarbone. And then, you began.Â
And Steven was completely enchanted. He watched as you got lost in the words, your words, which you had so perfectly crafted on the paper. He struggled to believe a mortal being could make words so beautiful. He swore his heart grew in size, each inch being further lost in the very essence of you.Â
And when you were done⌠he didnât know whether he should laugh, or cry, or clap. But he settled on silence.
âSo⌠what did you, uh, think?â Your voice was laced with worry; worry that he didnât like it, that you sucked and he thought that. Steven began shaking his head and your heart sank. But as fast as it did this, it was lifted back up, as if out of your being, as Steven kissed you passionately.
âWoah. That was⌠incredible. Simply⌠simply marvellous, my love.â He punctuated his words with light kisses to your lips, making you laugh, stomach doing flips.Â
âYou really think so?â Now, he laughed too, looking into your eyes so deeply, that you felt dizzy.
âI could listen to your writing all day, every day. Itâs heavenly. Iâm not kidding. I just, I love it. I love you.â You just smiled the purest smile as he spoke so passionately of you, too you, and wrapped your arms around his neck.Â
âI love you, Steven.â You gently traced his features with your thumb, feeling euphoric. âI never thought Iâd find someone who would listen to my writing.â
âDarling, I will happily listen until the day I die.â
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Iâm stalking the TF tag and had to reblog this because it makes me laugh every time
Itâs really such a bonding experience to see how much we all hate Tom
But why did they need tom there?? like will wasn't in unless tom was there?
idk like they were all 'tom is the planner đ¤Ş' then the plan was something i could have cooked up in 5 minutes with the same intel he had lmao
familiarity of leadership or something probably had something to do with it (minimizing the unexpected by having as many familiar and trusted elements as possible) although its clear santi is leading and did all the real planning and intel gathering
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