randomlittleimp

[randomlittleimp]

Chapters: 8/? Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Thor (Movies) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Darcy Lewis/Brock Rumlow Characters: Darcy Lewis, Cameron Klein, Brock Rumlow, Jack Rollins, Maria Hill, Original Male Character(s), Nick Fury Additional Tags: Post-Thanos’s Snap (Marvel), Post-Episode: s01e09 The Series Finale (WandaVision), Friends to Lovers, Protective Brock Rumlow, Good Brock Rumlow, Triple Agent Brock Rumlow, Triple Agent Jack Rollins, Good Jack Rollins Summary:

Darcy goes to work for SHIELD and they move her into secure housing with other members of staff, including Brock Rumlow. The two quickly become friends, but that’s all it is until it’s not.

#taserbones #fanfic #brock x darcy #darcy x brock #brock rumlow #darcy lewis

[randomlittleimp]

In the dark, we're black and white, in the morning, colorblind.

for Anonymous.

[randomlittleimp]

buddie from the beginning (19/?) | season two: episode four "stuck"

[randomlittleimp]

i can actually see the vision so clearly:

they wake up in the beginning of the episode and are super disoriented, buck wakes up first and looks around the room. his eyes go to their jackets first and we get a flash of them taking them off, then to the wine and we see a flash of legs entangled and spilling it, then to the burnt couch and it flashes to like them literally on top of each other and they knock over a candle

eventually we find chimney and he recounts that they just stumbled into the room and lost their balance and fell over with a very comedic drama after taking their coats off but we spend the entire episode with them thinking they hooked up

[randomlittleimp]

First things first.

Watching the 9-1-1 fandom give Oliver Stark his accolades and flowers has been a wonderful thing to see. Equally wonderful to watch is Oliver graciously receiving that love and redirecting it by validating the thoughts/feelings/emotions of longtime fans of the show. "You were right" is a very powerful statement, and I hope he genuinely realizes the impact that has had on the fandom, especially those who had certain opinions of his character and how they felt he should be portrayed. I'm glad the show took this hiatus and just let Oliver, Lou, and the rest of the cast and crew marinate in this. The show has gained so many new fans and returning fans in the wake of Bi-Buck. THAT BEING SAID... These "revelations" that have been coming out after THE Revelation are just...I can't even

What do you mean Ryan and Oliver have been secretly pitching Buddie canon to the powers that be behind the scenes for years? What do you mean Tommy was initially supposed to kiss Eddie? What do you mean Eddie getting shot years ago was supposed to be the beginning of a romantic Buddie arc? What do you mean Buck's coma dream after getting electrocuted was a the setup for a Buddie moment? What do you mean 7x04 was from Buck's POV? WHAT DO YOU MEAN RYAN AND OLIVER WATCH THE BUDDIE FAN EDITS AND READ THE FANFICTION?!?!??!?!?!!? Watching these two fuzzballs is genuinely going to flatline me.

SN: I'm stuck on the fact that before the S7 premiere, Ryan had the audacity to say "Buck and Eddie get closer than ever this season" with the biggest shit-eating grin on his face. And I'm happy/scared/excited/curious to see what the back half of the season holds. On to 9-1-1's The Hangover!!!

[randomlittleimp]

[randomlittleimp]

BUCK AND EDDIE IN 4x03 - FUTURE TENSE

[randomlittleimp]

Okay, but I kinda wanna talk about the panic attack conversation with new context, because here's the thing, the wording of that conversation is very on purpose. And Buck is calling Eddie out in a very specific way because what Buck is saying is actually "if you love me you're not going to do that to her" but like, everything about that conversation is crazy. Buck is checking in in a way I feel he's very entitled to considering that he gets Chris if something happens to Eddie, so if Eddie is seeing cardiologists, something might be wrong and I think Eddie gave up the right to privacy about his health when he signed his will, but like, does Buck assume the problem is the shooting because he is still anxious about it? And like, Buck is assuming things are fine with Ana, we have no reason to believe things aren't fine with Taylor, but you don't talk about a relationship you want to be in as just fine, and Buck is talking about loving someone who doesn't love him enough to be all the way in and he's talking about Abby, but is he? The will reveal was a love confession. But halfway done. It was a shield. Eddie hiding behind Chris. "My kid loves her" "Is that enough?". Is Buck saying your kid loves me. You offered him to me. What does it mean? Is that all it takes? If that's all it takes then why aren't you all the way in with me? Why does all I get is a maybe under a condition I can't live with? "Somehow we became a ready made family and I don't know if I'm ready for that" Buck has been taking care of Chris since he found out Chris existed. Someone assumed Eddie, Chris and Buck were a family months into them knowing each other. Is Buck seeing that as Eddie being scared of any type of family? Is Buck seeing that as Eddie being scared of his place in Chris' life? Does he think Eddie would freak out if it was him? That's pretty much the only situation where we see Buck seem genuinely mad at Eddie. Eddie confessed his love hiding behind his child, now he's having all these feelings about someone assuming Ana's place in their life. Is Buck feeling as rejected there because he has no way of knowing if Eddie wouldn't react like that if someone assumed that about them? Because the will is a love confession but is one that Buck can't accept. In his head that is conditional. And the price is something he will never be willing to pay. "If you don't want to hurt Ana, you owe it to her to be honest" "come on, Eddie, if you're not gonna be honest with Frank, at least be honest with me", "look, man, you don't need to pretend with me" was Buck begging for clarification? Was Buck asking if he's allowed to want this? Has Buck been daring Eddie to say it again because he doesn't know if he read what happened right since Eddie didn't mention it again and he can't risk being wrong? Is the miscommunication of this situation even deeper than we imagined? Did Eddie assume Buck rejected what he offered while Buck assumed Eddie didn't love him enough to offer everything? Does Eddie understand that while he offered everything, he put a condition to it that Buck will never take because Buck needs him too much to even consider? Does Eddie understand that he offered Buck everything he ever wanted and put it just out of his reach in a place Buck would never dare to reach for anyway, because he thinks the only way he gets there is if Eddie dies and Eddie dying means he's not actually getting everything he wanted? I wrote in a fic once "I can't ask for more of you, Eddie" "everything is already yours", but do they even realize that that's what's going on? That they are imagining obstacles that could be solved if they were just honest with each other the way they keep begging the other to be? Do they even understand that the only thing between them is the way they keep assuming things and acting on that assumption instead of just asking for clarification? "You don't need to decide right now" does Buck think that Eddie not telling him again means he made a decision already? Are they just looking at each other thinking they can't reach for it????????

Are they just trapped in the moment that gun went off watching the other fall away and helpless to do anything about it??????

[randomlittleimp]

Chapters: 8/? Fandom: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Thor (Movies) Rating: Mature Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Darcy Lewis/Brock Rumlow Characters: Darcy Lewis, Cameron Klein, Brock Rumlow, Jack Rollins, Maria Hill, Original Male Character(s), Nick Fury Additional Tags: Post-Thanos's Snap (Marvel), Post-Episode: s01e09 The Series Finale (WandaVision), Friends to Lovers, Protective Brock Rumlow, Good Brock Rumlow, Triple Agent Brock Rumlow, Triple Agent Jack Rollins, Good Jack Rollins Summary:

Darcy goes to work for SHIELD and they move her into secure housing with other members of staff, including Brock Rumlow. The two quickly become friends, but that's all it is until it's not.

#fanfic #taserbones #darcy lewis #brock rumlow #brock x darcy #darcy x brock

[randomlittleimp]

The thought that plagues me:

Canon Bi!Buck is canonically an ass man when it comes to men and we all know what the guy who plays his best friend/co-parent's ass looks like.

I think that Evan Buckley deserves that perfect piece of cake, Tim, so don't rob him of it.

[randomlittleimp]

I guess it is.

[randomlittleimp]

I think it’s funny when we say buck got baby trapped. He learned Eddie had a kid and fucking parent trapped Eddie. He said sorry I’m gonna be your sons other father you just have to deal with it

[randomlittleimp]

buck and eddie screaming for each other

[randomlittleimp]

coming back briefly to share that I uploaded my 200th 9-1-1 fic on ao3

I love you (it's ruining my life)

6,2K words | Buddie, Eddie & Chimney | Rated T for swearing

*While Tommy is mentioned, there is no Buck/Tommy in this fic

Thinking they're about to die, Eddie confesses his feelings for Buck to Chimney… Except they don't die, and now he has to deal with Chimney's inability to keep secrets.

“You’re his brother, Chim,” Eddie sighs.

Chimney makes a sound, “You’re his… his Eddie.”

“Brother trumps friend,” Eddie says.

Chimney shakes his head, “Na-ah, you’re not his friend.”

Eddie squeezes the bridge of his nose, “For the love of all that’s holy, please, Chimney, just get out of the fucking ambulance.”

“No, I won��t. He won’t forgive me.”

“He can find another best friend, he can’t find another brother. And you have Maddie to think about too. You have a family, Chim. You’re married.”

“Buck could never replace you, Eddie,” Chimney frowns at him.

“He can. He has Tommy now,” Eddie tries to stay calm, but the panic is rising again. Each second they stay here is another moment closer to death. “Tommy will get him through it.”

“Yeah, but-“

Losing his patience, Eddie finds himself yelling, “Fucking Hell, Chimney! I’m in love with him! And I can never tell him! The least I can do is save his brother. Now get out of the fucking ambulance!”

[randomlittleimp]

Something I would like to see is Tim apologizing to Lucy and her accepting his apology but telling him that he needs to earn her trust back so the rest of the episodes before they get back together are him learning how to do that

[randomlittleimp]

THE ROOKIE 6.02 'The Hammer'

[randomlittleimp]

😭😭😭