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I'm probs gonna turn off the askbox for a bit as I just feel a tad, idk. Stressed? Anxious?

So for now I probably won't answer asks in the askbox sorry-

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Jax: its offical.... noah hates me... look where they put hex's charaecter and read the discription- i'm sorry... i'm so sorry...

Please don't hate yourself, jax- hat just has bad memories they would prefer to move on by.

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Jax: good! thats really good! how's Violet going? any glitches driving ya mad?

Nope!

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Jax: nightfurry? you okey?

I'm fine!

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Jax: quick lil question- dose this mean yer gonna make AS one'n three evil again? or 2 evil? cause that will cause hemlock'n ultra a whole bunch of angst-

I don't think I'll make them evil again

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Jax: nightfurry! you can't do ANYTHING really i can think of that'd upset me! other then like turning into a racist or pedo or something! other then turning to those you can tell me ANYTHING and i'll fix it!

KSJSJDHD, thanks jax

Have this dark choco cookie I found

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Jax: and i love you're children so much! each of them! they're funny'n well written! make me smile'n laugh! care about them as much as i care about mine! and so i'll focas on'em as much as i can! and give them PLENTY of room to shine! i swear! thank you for telling me the issue! not many others gave me that...

I was worried that telling you the issue wouldn't go well because of my anxiety,,

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Jax: then i'll fix that! correct that issue! i'm sorry! i'll try to be more considerate! i just get carried away i guess! just when we do get back to it? can it be fluff for a lil while?

When we get back to it, yes, fluff good,,

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Jax: nightfurry? this blog's not what drains my mental health! its LITERALLY nearly everything else that dose! but if its hurting yours then please take a long break! i just want you to be happy! i'm sorry i caused ya so much stress...

Hey, it's not your fault. I think what's really burnt me out may be that I feel like my characters don't get enough focus, or get changed to be good or have the crap beaten out of them when they should have more power. I'm so sorry if this doesn't make sense,,

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Jax: nightfurry? i would if i could! but life has other plans!

I think I might put this blog onto a bit of a hiatus because I worry it's taxed both your mental health and mine. Sorry if this sounds bad,,,

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Jax: i want to cry- scream in anger and curse- but take a depression nap all at the same time!

Maybe take a break yourself for a little while? It feels like your mental health has deteriorated and it worries me.

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Jax: how ya feeling? still need more time? take it if ya need/want it!

I think I may take a bit more time sorry-

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Jax: i'm sorry i remind you of someone awful- i'm just a bunch of metal illnesses in a trench coat pretending to be human- take as long as ya need! love ya sis!

Hey! It's not your fault! Sometimes my brain makes a comparison and I go "dude that ain't right what the FUCK" at my brain because I care you

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Jax: i play fallout 4 nightfurry! i know what ya mean! lol! so! how much longer ya want da break to be?

Probably a bit longer? Idk dkdhfh

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Jax: i'm thankful for you! for always having my back and keeping me going! for always helping me realize my ideas! you're the best! please! enjoy your break! i love you so much!

:D

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Jax: Alyssum sorry! and not new! just got a new look! lol i'm dumb!

She not new she just redesigned by me sndnrb

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Jax: and i guess! i'm afraid you'll eventually abandon me? like i know you won't but there's this nagging voice in the back of my head saying you will! that... everyone will... i just! i pray its wrong... i really do...

Sometimes you remind me of someone I thought I knew but I go to myself "brain, hey, Jax is an entirely different person and actually good unlike the person you're thinking of, brain" if that. Makes sense aaa-