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I do not have the time nor the willingness to relive 14 years of Catholic school to write this but I can’t stop thinking about this one extract from the deluxe transcripts, the one for Desecrated Host. I know they’re not strictly canon, but we get some of Jon’s Thoughts On Religion here which keep rattling around in my brain. They’re mostly funny, calling crucifixes judgemental or saying he isn’t a fan of incense, but there’s one that sticks out. It’s when Father Burroughs is talking about how Father Singh listed all of his sins from childhood, and Jon comments that “Hm. Young sins can cut the deepest.”
Which! First of all! Wild thing to write down in your little blue biro on what is supposed to be a work document! But that feels like it has layers, intention or meaning behind it because no one just says that off the cuff. From both canon and the transcript notes he seems more jaded with religion now, or at least Christianity, but I can’t help but think of a young Jon, 8 years old and feeling like he has blood on his hands that somehow no one else can see. Like he’s gotten away with murder and it weighs so heavily on him he wishes he’d be caught, just to let up on the pressure of knowing at every moment that that should’ve been him. Sure, he hated that bully, but he didn’t want him dead and is this his fault? Did he wish somewhere deep down for this, a sick and twisted thing coming true that he’d desperately take back? In the books he read when the villain was vanquished the hero celebrated, but he just feels this terrifying ache in his chest, and wonders if this is just what happens to people who surround him. 
So he sits at the back of the church when his grandmother takes him on Sundays, and silently begs forgiveness. It’s not even that he’s thinking about some higher power fear of justice from above. He’d take that if it absolved him of something, repentance and atonement. He just wants to stop feeling like he did something wrong. 
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i do love how quickly justin just accepted taako having a twin sister. just so instantly. "taako and lup do the same thing they do at every bar they go to which is hustle people at pool" how fucking incredible. how heartbreaking how easily they fit into eachothers lives you wonder how taako was ever without her
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i think lou wilson would be a rlly good taako adventurezone send tweet
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And a Georgie name drop too like. Little treat for me with this one. My two beloveds back in one.
I will now resume not listening to this podcast.
I will probably not be listening to magnus protocol but I need someone to barge into my inbox and kick the door down if there is ANY reference to any Keay or Delano activity
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Well! I certainly am not listening to this show in it's intended manner, but damn if I didn't just pull up half an episode and get Very Very Excited. What is he doing? I thought he was playing stupid, but the comment after they closed the door made me think that golden retriever act was... genuine? Is that just who he is in this universe?
I need to know what colour his hair is.
I will probably not be listening to magnus protocol but I need someone to barge into my inbox and kick the door down if there is ANY reference to any Keay or Delano activity
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Please tell me no one has done this
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What does autism swag mean in this context? Who knows! It is NOT about popularity though, get that shit out of here, this is ACADEMIC
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during Fantasy Aromantic Awareness Week kristen sends riz a "happy aromantic awareness week!" text and riz (allergic to any self reflection or awareness) responds like "Okay, cool! Why are you sending me this though?" and then he sees a "Read" and kristen never responds
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do you think any members of father galahad's congregation were sitting there with baited breath as he went on his literal fire and brimstone tirade and then he got to the end and they were like. oh. so it's nothing to do with us or virtues or religion at all. you just wanted to tell us that you're going on a fetch quest. could've been an email.
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fun fact! according to TMAGP ARG Stuff, February 4th (TODAY!!!) is/would be the 36th birthday of none other than gerard keay!
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mr gerrymandering keay, as the people wanted
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dont ask me what this is girl i dont KNOW
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living war crime
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The winner of this poll will go through to round 2!
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i think there's a very simple and achievable way of fixing fabian's home life and well-being right now. a really great one, a possible one, in fact, and that is
My grandson...... Fahbiahhn. What a pleasure, it is. To behold you and grasp your cheek within my hand once again. I have received word, through the falling of a dove's gentle wing, that my daughter, Hallariel, has left you without the guidance of any of your adult Elven guardians. It brings a great sense of shame, to me, to witness my own daughter behaving so unkindly to you, in your short time here, on this mortal plane, so very short, as short as the falling of a leaf from a great Elven oak to the ground. So I seek now to aid you, my grandson. Away from our homeland as I may be, I shall use the great Elven magics to bestow upon me knowledge of your strange land, and how I shall assist you in your mortal ways of life. You need not enter trance by your lonesome in this manor no longer. ...Pour-tie? I know not of this word you speak of. Come. I shall teach you the method in which to prepare Elven Fantasy Box Macaroni And Cheese.
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