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Reckless

Part Thirteen 

Master List

Bucky had decided to get the rest of his HYDRA arm removed a few weeks after waking up. He said he wasn’t ready quite yet for a new arm. Shuri designed a new shoulder for him that could have an arm attached when and if he wanted. She was still constantly running tests on him. You had taken up residence in the weapons area mainly.

Things had been weird around Bucky ever since the night at the club. It was like neither of you knew how to act. It was never this way around Steve. Things were always easy with him. You figured that would be the same with Bucky but it wasn’t. Other than just in general being weird around each other, he also discovered that his pet name for you drove you crazy. Pretty much every time he talked to you he called you that damn pet name. Doll. It drove you absolutely mad. He must have picked up on it because he almost never used your name.

Shuri was defiantly not helping either. She was doing almost everything in her power to get you and Bucky to spend as much time together as possible. You knew it was a mistake to tell her what happened after the club but she picked up the awkwardness immediately. You had a pretty strong feeling that this why the two of you were currently at the market trying to track down something for her. She had told Bucky what she needed. He either forgot what she needed or was in on it at this point.

“Shuri. What all did you need from the market?”

“What? Oh, uh. Actually I found what I needed already. But you and Bucky should enjoy the market!” You groaned as Shuri hung up.

“Everything ok doll?” Bucky had gone ahead of you at the market and turned to check where you were just in time to see you eye roll.

“Yea. Shuri just tricked us again.”

“Ah. I see.” He tried to act surprised but he wasn’t as good as he thought he was. He was in on it. Ass. Bucky was now standing in front of you. Very close. You took a step back to give yourself some space.

“So do you want to head out?” I really don’t need anything.

“Nah. I want to walk around for a bit.” He moved around to the side of you and casually wrapped his arm around your shoulders. “Come on doll.”

“Bucky.” You warned and dipped from under his arm. He just laughed and followed you.

 After the morning of shopping, you dropped Bucky back off to his house. He wanted to live outside the city. It was more peaceful for him. He was even talking about getting some animals. Weirdo.

The afternoon you spent back at the weapons lab. You wanted to make sure your new tactical suit was ready for when the Winter Solider words were tested. Bucky had originally not wanted you to come but changed his mind shortly after. Your suit was made from the same material that Tchalla’s original Black Panther suit was. It was easy to move in, bullet proof, and knife proof for the most part. Vibranium absolutely amazing to work with. The suit also had gun holsters on each hip, knife sheaths in each boot and, places to hold all the new toys Shuri had given you. There were little bombs for everything. Smoke, fire, electricity, sound, flash bangs. Another awesome thing about Wakandan tech was most of it was small and super lightweight. You could have an entire arsenal strapped to you and not even feel it.

“So I think we should be able to test those words within the next month.” Shuri walked in from her lab.

“That’s awesome.” You looked up to see her staring at you from across the table with a smirk on her face. “What?”

“How was the market?” She was teasing you.

“You are such a shit head.”

“What did I do?!” She feigned innocence.

“You know exactly what you did. You have been doing it ever since the club. It’s kind of hard to miss.”

“Well I just think maybe you should give him a chance.” Shuri shrugged her shoulders and leaned back in her chair.

“It’s a little more complicated than that Shuri.”

“Well what is it then? It is Steve?” You head shot up at what she said. You tried to keep the shock off you face.

“What? No it has nothing to do with Steve.”

“Liar. I could tell there was something there when you first got here. So spill.” She was now leaning forward resting her arms on the table.

“Whatever. I’m not answering that.”

“Fine.” She got up from her seat and walked around the table. How’s the suit coming?

“I think it’s done. Hopefully once Bucky’s all good I can sneak out of here and help Steve.” She glanced at you. “Don’t even think it.” You warned her.

“Is that what you really want yn?” She fidgeted with the material a bit.

“Honestly Shuri. I don’t know what I want any more. But I miss being out in the field.”

“I get it.” She headed toward the door. “Oh I almost forgot! I convinced my brother to have a formal party. He hasn’t hosted anything since he became King and we know that he would do anything without me pushing him”

“That sound great. We will have to go shopping then.” You stood up and grabbed your bag from the floor.

“Well actually I already had some stuff made for you.”

“Oh?”

“I think you will really like it. Consider it a thank you for working so much in the lab.”

“Shuri-” She cut you off with a raise of her hand.

“I don’t want to hear it.” Before the two of you reached the door, it opened.

“Ladies.” T’Challa almost ran right into Shuri.

“Brother!” She playfully slapped him on the arm. “What do you want?”

“Y/N you have a visitor. I sent them to your apartment. I hope that is ok.”

“Uh yea. Who-” Your eyes widened. It had to be Steve. You rushed past Shuri and T’Challa. “Thanks! I’ll see you later Shuri!”

You ran to your apartment. You were beyond excited that he was back and maybe he brought everyone with him. You missed everyone, not just Steve. After taking the steps two at a time, not wanting to wait for the elevator you reached your apartment. Steve must have already been inside since the hall was empty. You took a moment to catch your breath before you opened that door.  Sure enough Steve was in there. He was standing next to the wall of windows that over looked the city. The sun had already begun to set. The windows faced the west giving the perfect view of the light sinking below the horizon.

“Steve.”

“Y/N.” He crossed the room in a few strides and picked you up in a bear hug.

“Steve.” You coughed out. “I can’t breathe.” He set you down but kept his hands on your shoulders.

“Sorry sweetheart. How are you doing?”

“I’m fine. But what the hell? You can’t call me to tell me you are coming?” You grabbed one of his hands and pulled him over to the couch. He sat down first and pulled you down so you were sitting on his lap.

“It was kind of a last minute thing.” One of his hands found its way up your back under your shirt and the other held your thigh tightly. You head rested on his shoulder.

“Well I’m glad you are here Steve. I fucking missed you. Did anyone else come?”

“No. Just me. I had to check on you and Bucky.”

“Right. Bucky.” You tensed a little bit.

“Hey.” He pulled your face to his. “I came here first didn’t I?”

“It’s not that Steve.” You smiled at him and tucked your head back to his chest. How could you tell him that you were staring to catch feelings for his friend? He never seemed to mind when you got flirty with other men but this was different. It wasn’t just some random guy.

“Any way. What else has been going on sweetheart?”

“Not much. Just helping Shuri a ton in the lab. I made a new tactical suit. So maybe I can get back out in the field with you guys.” Steve didn’t say anything but you could feel his breath catch a moment. You had no idea why Steve was so opposed to you joining him, but right now you just wanted to sit with him. “T’Challa is hosting an official party or whatever soon. Maybe you could stick around for that?”

“We’ll see y/n. I don’t know how long I’m staying. It may just be for the night.”

“What? Why?” You lifted your head up so you could look at him. Steve avoided your eye contact.

“Y/N you know it’s dangerous me being here.”

“Oh bullshit. Bucky and I have been just fine here. Hell I have had pretty much feel reign around the city and the citadel.”

“I don’t want to fight with you.” Steve finally looked at you.

“We don’t have to fight. I just want you to be honest with me Steve.” You put a hand on either side of his face. “That was the one thing we promised each other but you have not been honest with me in a while.”

“I’ll tell you everything in the morning. I promise. Right now I just want to enjoy being here with you.” He pulled you even closer and kissed you. Instantly your hands dropped from his face and wrapped around his neck. You repositioned yourself on his lap so that you were now straddled on top of him. Both of his hands were now under your shirt. Lightly calloused hands moved across you back and held you against him. You were the one to finally break away.

“God I missed that.”

“So did I.”  

“Then why stay away for so long? Almost five months here and how many before that while I was looking for Bucky?”

“Later.” He brushed a strand of hair from you face and tucked it behind your ear. “Can we just have the night?” He wrapped both his arms around you and stood up. You wrapped your legs around him, as he carried you to your bed room.

The entire way to your room his lips were on you neck. Only stopping to toss you to the bed. As soon as you left his body he was riding himself of his clothes. You worked just as quickly to take your own off. Steve took a second just to stare at your body. This was your favorite way to see Steve. Not just naked but almost completely undone with lust. It was wholly opposite from his usual buttoned up “Star-Spangled Man”. He climbed onto the bed and hovered just over you for a moment.

“Y/N?” His blue eyes were locked on your eyes.

“Steve.” You whined. You reached up and ran your hands along his arms up to his shoulders. Once you reached his shoulders you dug your nails into his skin and drug them back down his back as far as you could reach. The action elicited a moan from him. He sat back on his knees and grabbed your hips lifting you up from the bed slightly. You let out another needy whine at his pause. He lets out a low laugh at your neediness and enters you in one thrust. He sets a slow pace at first. Enjoying the way your body moves with his. The noises that escape you. The way you grab at the bed and his body. He takes him time to touch every part of you as well. Paying attention to the spots he knows are sensitive. It didn’t take long for you to start to come undone at his movements. You were begging him to pick up the pace and push you over that edge.

“Not yet sweetheart.” He whispered in your ear then quickly flipped you so that you were now on top of him. His hands gripped your thighs tightly as he guided you pace. It again didn’t take long for both of you to now start to come undone. The rhythm between you two became more and more erratic. Steve’s grip on your hips tighten even more, his fingertips surely leaving bruises. You orgasm came rushing through you. Steve sat up, keeping you on his lap as he pushed you though the orgasm. His own following shortly behind yours. Each of you saying the others name as a prayer. The sensations of the moment over whelming each of you. Steve fell back on the bed, holding you to his chest while the both of you recovered.

“I missed this so much, Steve.” You were mindlessly drawing figures on his chest. He just hummed in response and pulled a blanket over the two of you. You closed your eyes and let yourself drift off to sleep in Steve’s arms.

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Reckless

Part Twelve 

Master List

“You’re here doll.” Bucky reached out and grabbed your hand. You looked between his face and your hands. Suddenly the words he said to you before cause your anger boiled over. You yanked your hand out of his.

“Yep. Steve wanted me to be here when you woke up. So here I am.” You pressed the button to the Shuri know Bucky was awake, then turned toward the door.

“Yn please. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean that.” He was trying to get out of bed but was getting tangled in the cords.

“That’s fine.” You turned back to him once you reached the door. Shuri had just come in the room. “Steve said he wished he could be here. He hopes to stop through soon.” Before Bucky could say anything else you were out the door. Walking quickly to the elevator and back to your apartment.

The streets outside were busy as you rushed home. People going about their day unaware of the battle going on in your head. Part of you wanted nothing more than to crawl in that bed with him and just lay there. The other part wants to punch him right in the face. It felt like the last three months hadn’t even happened. Just as you reached your door, the kimoyo beads on your wrist chirped.

“Well that was dramatic.” She didn’t even give you a chance to say hello.

“Shuri. Please don’t.” You flopped down on the couch.

“You weren’t the one trying to keep a super solider from tearing out every lead and chasing after you.”

“I’m sorry.” He tried to chase after you? Shit.

“You can make it up to me tonight.”

“Oh?”

“Nakia is coming home and we haven’t been to a club in a while.”

“Shuri, it’s been like one week.”

“And that’s too long! We will be at your place about 8. Wear something hot!” She gave you a wink and hung up. Maybe going out was just what you needed. Keep yourself distracted.  

You sent a text off to Steve that Bucky was awake and everything went smoothly. You then switched your phone off and set it at your desk. Spending the rest of the day puttering around your apartment cleaning and reorganizing things.

Finally, it was time to get ready for the club. You choose a deep red satin dress. It was strapless and came to rest just above your knees. It also had a slit up the right side to your hip. This dress was probably the most daring one you had bought. One that Natasha was proud of when you sent her a picture of you in it for the first time. You kept your makeup light. Doing your brows, mascara and a clear gloss. Your favorite necklace to wear with it was a black snake choker. Nat said it made you look sexy and scary at the same time. That is exactly what you wanted to feel tonight. Your hair was in a loose bun at the nape of your neck and you let pieces fall around your face. You were getting your shoes from the hall closest when there was a knock at your door.

“Come on in!” You shouted at the door from the hall.

“Yn?” You froze. What the hell was Bucky doing here? You shut the hall closest and walked to the living room.

“What are you doing here Bucky?” You didn’t even look at him as you walked through the room to the kitchen. Tossing your shoes down, you grabbed one of the liquor bottle from the counter.

“I was told to pick you up.” You looked up at him. He was dressed all in black. His dress shirt was unbuttoned just enough to tease his body underneath it. His left sleeve was tucked in on itself.

“What do you mean pick me up?” You forced yourself to keep your eye on his but you noticed his wondering.

“Shuri invited me out with you guys.” His eyes were still everywhere but where they should be.

“Wonderful.” You poured yourself a shot and then another. All the while Bucky was just staring at you and you let him. Thanking yourself for choosing the outfit you did. Your kimoyo beads chirped.

“Shuri mind telling me why Bucky is in my apartment.” She gave you a big smile.

“I thought it would be good for him. Now get over here!” She hung up.

“Well let’s go then.” Bucky held his arm out for you to take but you just brushed past him out the door.

“Well ok then.” You heard him mumble behind you. You were not about to let some 100-year-old super solider dampen your night.

  One of the perks of being friends with the princess is that you never had to wait in the lines at clubs. The music greeted you as you walked through the door. Bucky’s hand came to rest on your lower back protectively. You groaned to yourself as you scanned the room quickly. Finding Shuri and Nakia at the bar. You danced your way to them trying to stay just far enough from Bucky so he couldn’t touch you. Once at the bar you chose to wedge yourself between Shuri and a man, not allowing any room for Bucky who reluctantly took a place one the other side of Nakia.

“Yn!” She shouted and came around Shuri to give you a big hug. “You look sexy as always girl!”

“You look great to Nakia. How was the mission?” The bar tender had made her way over to you. You ordered a round of shots for the group.

“You know no work talk on girls’ night!”

“Well it’s not really girls’ night is it?” You raised your eye brows and looked at Shuri.

“You’re right.” Nakia turned to also look at Shuri.

“Oh come on!” She raised her hands and took the shot placed in front of her. The two of you followed.

After a few more drinks the three of you made your way to the dance floor. Bucky thankfully stayed at the bar but you could feel his eyes on you all night.  

“He really does stare a lot.” Nakia whispered to you under the loud music.

“You have no idea.”

“It probably doesn’t help you wore THAT outfit.” She gestured at your dress.

“Well I had no idea until he just showed up at my house.” Just then a man grabbed your waist and spun you to him.

“Hello.” He gave you a flirty smirk.

“Hello.” You returned it and danced against him. You ignored Nakia’s protest that you were dancing with her. Instead you just focused on his hands. They found their way across your body in an intoxicating way. The liquor that flowed though you gave you the courage to dance even closer.

“You look stunning in that dress.” He whispered in your ear. His voice sent goosebumps racing down your body.

“Thank-” A strong hand on your upper arm cut you off. You looked at your arm only to be jerked away from the man you had been dancing with.

“What the hell Bucky.” You tried your best to shake his grip.

“It’s time to go.” He spoke low and was staring now at the man. He opened his mouth to say something but just shook his head and walked away.

“Fuck you. I’m not going anywhere.” You tried and failed again to break free. This time though you lost your balance a bit thanks to the alcohol. Bucky just held on tighter. You looked around for Shuri and Nakia, they were both standing at the door. The lights in the club had started to filter on.

“I said it’s time to go.” He nearly growled it out between his clenched teeth. He started to pull you toward the door.

“Let me go you fucking ass.” You struggled the whole way to the door. Trying everything short of starting a full fight with him. He didn’t let you go until everyone was outside.

“What the hell was that?!” Bucky shouted at you.

“I could ask you the same fucking this ass hole!” You shouted back. “I was dancing and having fun.” You bent down and started taking off your shoes to make it easier to walk home. “You’re the one that got all possessive.”

“Is that what you call what you were doing?” Bucky was still seething with anger but help to keep you steady while you worked at your shoes. “And I was not being possessive.”

“Dancing isn’t like it was in the 40s buck. Get over it.” You walked back over to the girls. “Thanks for a great night ladies see you.”

“Yn are you ok?”

“I’ll be fine Shuri. I’ll see you tomorrow.” As much as you wanted to be mad at her you couldn’t. You knew she meant well inviting Bucky out. You gave her and Nakia a hug then headed off to your apartment. Bucky was following close behind you.

“Bucky what are you doing?”

“I’m making sure you get home safe.” You stopped but didn’t turn around. You hung your head and sighed.

“Whatever.” You started walking again. “But that’s kind of possessive.”

“It is not. Now come on.” He caught up to you pace and placed his hand back on your lower back.

A few minutes later you both stood at the door to your apartment. Bucky insisted on walking you all the way to your door not just the door of the building.

“Home safe.” You said as you turned you key and the door opened. Bucky gently grabbed your arm and turned you to face him. You gave a slight wince as he grabbed the same spot he had a death grip on not too long ago. When he saw that he dropped his hand and head.

“I’m sorry about that Yn. I’m sorry about a lot.”

“I’ll forget it if you spar with me. I owe you a few punches.”

“Deal.” He lifted his head and smiled at you. It was genuine. It showed in his eyes too. They were brighter than you had ever seen before. Shit. That was the alcohol.

“Right. Good night Bucky.”

“Good night doll.”

Before you could think his hand was on your face and he placed a kiss on your forehead. It was simple but it was probably the most Intimate moment you had with a man in almost a year. It damn near made you knees buckle. If Bucky noticed he didn’t let on, just give you another smile and watched as you went into your apartment.

 Once in your apartment, you made your way back to the bedroom. Struggling with the zipper on you dress as you went. Finally getting it of you changed into you pj’s and head to your desk. Even though you were fairly drunk you had a nightly routine of checking all your sources for Steve. Before sitting down you grabbed a glass of water and took some meds for the headache you knew would be coming in soon. You mind wasn’t quite focused on the screen in front of you. Your computer was running a facial recognition program. Instead you were thinking about what happened at the club.

Part of you knew exactly why you did what you did. You made Bucky jealous. But why did you want to make him jealous? Sure you liked to dance with men at the club but you never got that bold with how you danced. Mindlessly you rub the spot on your arm where Bucky grabbed you. It was still tender. For sure there would be bruises there by morning. In the back of your mind that excited you a bit. Bucky marked you.

What the FUCK Yn. You propped you elbows up on your desk and rested your head in your hands. Your computer chimed letting you know that the program was done running. Trying to pull your mind from Bucky, you clicked though any possible hits. There was only one that was even close. It was of Wanda. She was spotted in Finland. You decided to check you phone. Only to realize that you had turned it off earlier in the day. Once it was on, there was a title wave of notifications. A few calls from Steve, even more text messages, even some calls from Nat and Sam. You didn’t bother to read all the messages and called Steve back.

“Yn, where the hell have you been?”

“Well hi to you too Steve.”

“Sorry. We have just been trying to reach you all day. I was getting worried.”

“I mean same Steve. But I’m ok. Just had my phone off and got busy. Shuri took us out to the club.”

“Ok. Well how is Bucky doing? Did he do ok coming out of cryo?”

“Bucky is fine. Shuri drug him out to the club with us. So that was fun.” You tried to make your tone light. You really didn’t want to tell Steve everything that happened tonight.

“Bucky went to a club?” You could hear Sam say something and Steve laughed.

“Yea. It was interesting to say the least. But he came out of cryo just fine.”

“Good. Any other updates?”

“Not really. I haven’t really talked to Shuri about what’s next. All I know is that whenever he is ready they will get the rest of that old metal arm removed. Shuri has a whole plan for a new arm if he wants it.”

“That’s awesome. I’m glad.”

“Yea.” You couldn’t help but let you voice slip.

“What else Yn?” Steve always knew when something was wrong.

“Uh, I got a new tac suit ready to go. It’s got all kinds of goodies. So whenever you need me I am more than ready.”

“Sweetheart, I know you want to be out here, but please just stay there.”

“Right.” Both of you paused in conversation.

“Oh, also, you might want to let Wanda know to be a little more careful.”

“What do you mean?”

“Well I run a facial recognition program every now and then. She popped up tonight. It may not be her but it was a pretty high match.”

“Where was it?” He sounded concerned.

“Central Finland. Is that where you guys are at now?”

“Yea it is. I’ll let her know. Thanks Yn.”

“Anytime Steve. Also if you need anything tech wise you can still use me. I’ve been helping Nakia.”

“I know. We are just kind of laying low right now.” You heard more voices over the phone. “I got to go Yn.”

“Alright. Tell everyone I said hi and that I miss them.”

“I will sweetheart. Stay out of trouble.”

“Always.”

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Reckless

Part 11

Master List

Three months seems to fly by.  

T’Challa was right to have you stay far from the city. Apparently his cousin came back looking for revenge. You had wanted to help. Especially after you learned T’Challa died but Shuri told you to stay hidden and be ready to flee. There was also a CIA agent in Wakanda. That was enough deterrent to keep you hid away. She assured you that Bucky would be safe for now. You begged her to give you the codes to get him out if things got worse. She did and gave you specific instructions only to do so if it was the last option. Not only you going back into the city but trying to get him out would be tough. So you stayed put waiting for any word from her. It wasn’t until after the battle when T’Challa showed up at your house. He survived and Wakanda was safe for now. The two of you spent most of one afternoon talking. “I appreciate everything you have given me T’Challa but I also don’t want to take advantage of you. Is there something that I can do while I’m here? I’m a good pilot, I can track just about anyone down, I also spent some time working with Tony in weapons development.” You leaned forward in your seat, looking ahead of you at the water. “I’m sure we can find something to occupy your time yn. Please do not feel like you are a burden here.” “I know.” You let out a sigh. “Part of me is yelling to just take a break. Even when I was tracking down Bucky I was still doing a lot of other surveillance. I don’t think I even know how to slow down.” “Shuri will be sure to help with that.” He laughed. “She always finds time to slow down and have fun. Even while working harder than almost everyone I know. I think you two will get along.” “I hope so!” You turned to him and smiled. “It will be nice to have someone to maybe be a little girlie with.” “In that case you are more than welcome to work with her.  She can definitely put your skills to work.” He set his drink down and stood. “If you are also interested, I think we can find you a place in the city to stay.” “Are you sure?” “Yes. I don’t foresee any issues now. Wakanda maybe opening her borders but you will still be safe.” “Thank you.” You stood as well now and shook his hand. I am really grateful for everything and I don’t think I will ever stop saying thank you. He just gave you a smile and laugh as he walked back to his transport.

It took a few weeks to get everything in order for you to start work with Shuri and move into the city. But once you finally got settled it didn’t take long to fall into a very familiar routine. Mornings were spent having breakfast on the balcony of your apartment. It was the perfect size for you. A large living room that was able to comfortably hold a couch and tv. But also a work station. Shuri was really throwing you into the deep end of Wakandan tech. You couldn’t get enough of it though. It was amazing the things they could do with the vibranium. It touched just about every part of their lives. The kitchen was probably bigger than you needed. You rarely cooked anymore. It reminded you too much of Steve. That shit head had only called you once since he left. He found Nat. Wanda was doing better. She was still having nightmares about the Raft but having Nat around was helping. They were still going out on missions to help where they could. He asked how Bucky was doing even though there wasn’t much to tell. Shuri had one of the doctors on it. Every day they were going over scans and what not. You tried to not be there. Using that time instead to train with the Dora. They had such a different fighting style. You were so used to the brute force that Steve taught you. They were graceful. Using their weapons as extensions of themselves. They regularly beat your ass. Shuri got you to go to the clubs a couple times a week. T’Challa was right. She worked hard but wasn’t going to let any fun pass her by. And now she made it her job to make sure it didn’t pass you by either. Any time not in the lab or training was spent doing something fun. First she mostly just drug you out shopping then it became actually wearing those clothes to go out. Natasha would have been proud at how much you had grown comfortable in your skin. Anytime the Avengers had a party she made sure you didn’t get away with wearing anything that didn’t show the most skin possible. Now that was second nature. It also helped to forget about the frozen super solider. The first week was hard. So many dreams about him. You only actually knew him for less than a week. But he infiltrated your mind thoroughly. Now he barley crossed your mind. Only coming up when Shuri would talk about the progress they were making. That was taken care of by going and sparing with Ayo. “I think we should be able to wake Bucky up in a week or so.” Shuri was chatting with you while you tinkered with a new design for a suit. “Already?” “What do you mean already! We have been at it for almost three months.” She walked around the table so she was across from you. “I know I know.” You leaned your arms on the table. “What would the next steps be?” “Probably a few more weeks for scans and maybe some reconditioning. Then testing the Winter Solider words.” She talked like that was the easiest thing in the world. “He’s not going to like that. Hopefully Steve can be here for that.” The thought of using Bucky so Steve would come back made you smile. “If not, I’m sure we can handle it. And I think you will be able to talk to him about making sure the words don’t work anymore.” You looked up just in time to see her give you a smirk. She knew just enough about the dreams when Bucky first went under and then how you are always absent during his scans. You just rolled your eyes at her though. Bucky was an ass right before he went under. Even though he tried to apologize the words were still there. You were there because of Steve. You cared because Steve needed you to care.   The next week you spent almost no time in the lab. You didn’t even go out with Shuri. Instead all your energy went into sparing. It felt like you were there from sun rise to sun set. It got worse after the first three days. That’s when you finally got Steve on the phone. He wouldn’t make it back to be there when Bucky woke up. And the likelihood that he would be able to come when the words were tested was still up in the air. “If not for him Steve. For me? I miss you.” “I know sweetheart heart. But with us running missions I just can’t risk it.” “Fuck you.” You headed outside from the sparing room. “I went two years barely seeing you and now this.” “I know.” You heard him sigh. “I want to be there. Even if it’s just for you. But I need to make sure that you are both safe.” You heard voices through the phone. “Is that Nat?” “Yea. I got to go yn.” You didn’t say anything back, just hung up the phone on him. “Everything ok?” Ayo had joined you on the balcony. “No. But there’s nothing I can really do right now.” You knew that at least until Bucky woke up you needed to stay put. Maybe after you could start chasing down Steve and beat his ass for leaving you again. “Do you need a break?” “Nope. The only way to deal with this is fighting.” You smiled and headed back in. Shuri and Ayo were staring to get concerned with the amount of time you spent in the gym. If it wasn’t sparing, it was lifting. Anything you could do to take your mind off Steve and Bucky.

You knew that today was the day. You couldn’t sleep last night. Just scrolling through surveillance feeds and running some tracking software. T’Challa had let you slowly help with some missions the Nakia was working on. Right now she was tracking down some bad guy in South Africa. He was dealing in weapons and people. It was nice to get more distractions other than training the last few days. Now the sun was starting to come up so it wouldn’t be so obvious if you went to the gym. After sending off the information to Nakia, you changed into workout clothes and headed out. Shuri caught you just as you were walking into the citadel. “Oh. Where are you off to?” She knew. “Gym. Just the usual.” You pushed the button for the elevator. “We are waking Bucky up today.” “I know.” She followed you onto the elevator. Before you could press the floor you wanted she hit the button for the lab. “Good. T’Challa is waiting for us.” “Shuri I don’t think-” “Nope. You are going to be there. Kings orders!” She damn near skipped off the elevator. You trudged behind her. This was going to be a long day. Everything was set up just how it was when Bucky was placed in cryo. The only difference was Bucky was in the cryo tub and you stood alone. Even T’Challa was busy talking to someone. You just took up a spot behind the busyness of the room. As much as you tried to look anywhere but, you keep finding Bucky. He looked at peace. His features relaxed while he slept. The longer you watched him the more your surroundings faded away. It felt a little odd just staring at him while he was frozen. But you could stop. You noticed all the small scars on his face, the way his skin met the metal of his shoulder, the definition of his muscles under his shirt. “They are ready to start.” T’challa’s voice broke you from your thoughts. “Ok.” You nodded slightly, allowing all the noise of the room to come back. “How long will it take?” “Once he’s clear of the chamber, it should take about an hour or so for him to wake up. The whole process takes about two hours.” Shuri shouted at you over the noise. T’Challa placed a hand on your shoulder and offered you a chair. “Thank you.” You sat down and scooted the chair so you could still see Bucky. The minutes dragged on as everyone went through the checks to get Bucky awake. T’Challa stayed next to you. He was talking about something but you mind went back to Bucky. “When is he going to have the rest of the HYRDA arm removed?” You knew that you had interrupted whatever T’Challa was talking about. “Hopefully in the next few weeks. It will be up to him though.” You could feel T’Challa watching you as you watched Bucky. “I’m sure he will want it gone soon.” “I sure he will.” “He’s stable. Ready to open.” One of the doctors moved toward the chamber.  Shuri quickly glanced back at you. You gave her a slight nod. “Let’s crack him open.” You heard T’Challa snicker at his sister’s remark, but you just stayed focused. The chamber opened. Several men came forward and maneuvered Bucky around to lay on the bed. A steady beeping was coming from the monitors. “Still stable. Getting ready to start phase two.” Shuri moved forward to the bed and injected something into the IV line. Slowly you noticed people staring to filter out of the room. Soon enough it was just Shuri, T’Challa and you left. “Yn?” “What’s up?” You stood and headed to Shuri. “All that is left is to just wait for him to wake up. I am going to head over to weapons and do some work. Will you stay here with him?” She noticed the worried you had on your face at her words. “If anything starts to go wrong, you can just hit this button and I will be right back.” “Right. Ok.” T’Challa moved the chair you had been sitting in next to the bed. Both of them quietly headed out of the room. Leaving just you and a sleeping Bucky. “Well shit.” You plopped down into the chair and laid your head on your arms on the bed. You let your eyes close, finally tired from the night before.

“Yn?” You head shot up. “Bucky?”

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Reckless Master List

Summary

You would follow Steve Rogers wherever he went. But after helping him track down his old friend, he has left you to deal with Bucky. Promising him that you would do your best to be nice and stay out of trouble.

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Part Two

Part Three

Part Four

Part Five

Part Six

Part Seven

Part Eight

Part Nine

Part Ten

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Reckless

The Winter Solider 

Master List

2014

It had been a while since you had been back to the Avengers tower. Once SHIELD got all official after the Battle of New York, they got a big fancy building in DC. You decided to keep an apartment at the tower but honestly spent most of your time now in DC. Now though, you had been forced back by Steve. All because of a broken leg. It didn’t even happen on a mission, although that might have been better. You were sparing with another agent when a mistake happened and your left leg was broken. Steve nearly took the guys head off when he heard you scream. Somehow between the pain you got Steve to focus on you. After all it wasn’t the others guy’s fault.

The doctors put you in a cast and told you to use the crutches for at least 3 months. Then they would reevaluate the leg. Steve caught you once without your crutches and set you back to New York. It forced you to take your job slower and you couldn’t do as much. Plus, Tony and Bruce kept an eye on you. After a week there, Tony broke down and figured out how to make an exoskeleton cast. This way you could get around more easily and hopefully complain less. After some trial and error, and the ok from the doctor, you had a brace. It came up around your thigh and had a plate that slid under your foot. The knee joint move freely but the ankle was locked, but could be loosened as you healed.

“Well it looks like your leg is pretty well healed agent.” It was almost three months to the day.

“Thank god.”

“I would still recommend the brace for another month but the ankle can be set to move freely.”

“Awesome. I’ll get Tony to do that.” The doctor at the tower was so much nicer than at SHIELD. Probably because they were ex-military docs. They somehow always were dicks.

“I’ll want to see you again in a month. But other than that you are free to go.” You hopped of the bed and shook the doctors hand.

“Thanks again. I appreciate you working with me.”

“You didn’t give me much of a choice.” He raised an eyebrow. To which you just shrugged your shoulders and headed out. The doctor just laughed as you walked out the door.

“Hey Jarvis. Let Tony know I’m on my way down!” It took all you had not to skip down the hall.

“Certainly Miss yln.”

As you reached the elevator you grabbed your phone to let Steve know how your leg was and maybe drop the hint about getting back to your regular work. Before you could type your message, number came up on your screen.

“Speak of the devil! I was just about to text you. I got the all clear from the doc.”

“That’s good yn.” His voices sounded off.

“What’s wrong Steve? How’d the mission go?”

“It was complicated.” He let out a sigh over the phone.

“How complicated?” Suddenly the conversation was serious. You changed the floor you were headed to, now going to your apartment.

“What do you know about something call Project Insight?”

“I’ve never heard of it.” The door to the elevator opened and you walked down the hall.

“Fury showed it to me. I need you to see if you can find anything out about it. Something doesn’t feel right.”

“Sure. Hang on a sec while I get my computer up and running.” You sat down at your desk. Setting the phone down and putting Steve on speaker. If something did sit right with him, it was trouble. You learned quick to trust Steve gut.

“Alright let’s see what I can find.” A quick search of shield records didn’t provide much.

“All I can see is that there is a file under that name but it pretty high clearance. Like Fury and a few others. What is it?” You kept click through files that you could open while listening to Steve.

“He’s got three helicarriers. At armed to the nines. He said it’s a way to neutralize threats before they happen.”

“What? So shield is building their own nuclear deterrent? How is Fury ok with that?”

“I don’t know. Can you see anything else?”

“No Steve. Not without hacking in and they would know it was me. I doubt even the people working on it know what they are building.”

“Ok. Well I’m going to have to do some more digging around here.”

“I can come down there Steve. My leg is fine.”

“No yn. Just stay there. Keep digging though files and see what you can find.”

“Ok. Be careful Steve.”

“You too sweetheart.”

You spent the rest of the night combing through any file you could get your hands on. Tony came up sometime after dinner. He was going to yell at you for not eating or coming down to have him loosen your brace. But changed his mind when he saw the mess around you on the desk. Instead he went back and grabbed you a plate. Pulling you away for only a moment so you could eat and he could take care of the brace.

“So how bad is it kiddo?”

“I don’t know Tony. The more I dig the more inaccuracies I find in all kinds of files.” You stared at the computer twirling your fork. “I think I might head down to DC.”

“Well I’ll get a jet ready for you. It’ll be on standby.” He stood from his seat and walked to the door. “And what is it the Rogers always tell you? He gave another pause and you turned to him. That’s right! Don’t do anything stupid of reckless yn.” With that he was out the door.

You took one more look at the computer before standing up and heading to the bed. If shit was about to hit the fan you at least need to get some rest.

Apparently you needed more than you thought. It was almost 8am when you finally woke up. You decided against breakfast for the moment. You checked for phone for any messages then hit the shower. After your shower, you started to pack your bag. A change of regular clothes along with your tac suit. Some toiletries and a few extras. Lastly was the fun stuff. In the hall Closet was your own mini armory. You pack your usual two pistols and a few blades. You also grabbed a couple auto injectors. Can never be to safe. While you were packing though you missed the alert on your computer. Something big was happening.

“Miss yn. You jet is ready for takeoff.”

“Thank you Jarvis.” You walked to the door and laced up your boots.

“There was also an alert that came up on your computer miss.”

“What?” You stood up and headed to your desk. Leaving your bag by the door.

Sure enough there was an alert. Nick Fury was dead and Steve was wanted by Shield.

“What the fuck!” You nearly topped your chair when you stood. Instantly grabbing for your phone to call Steve. There was no answer. Shit. Shit. Shit. You grabbed you bag and ran to the jet. Shit was hitting the fan. A lot of shit.

“Jarvis let Tony know I’m leaving.”

“Certainly.”

You flicked through your takeoff procedures and grabbed the controls.

“Jarvis try Steve again.” You shot up into the sky heading to DC.

“I’m sorry miss. He did not answer.”

“Fuck. Try Maria.” She was always close to fury. Hopefully she would know what the hell was going on.

“Hill.”

“Maria. What the fuck is going on?”

“Yn.” She paused. It sounded like she was taking to someone.

“I’m on my way to DC. Tell me what the fuck is going on.”

“Yn. I’m sending you Coordinates to land at. Do not enter DC air space.” Fuck. This was bad.

“What’s going on?”

“I’ll tell you when. You get here. Just get here.” She hung up. You pushed the engines to max speed.

You made it to the coordinates Maria gave you in almost record time. 20 minutes from her hanging up to when you touched down outside an old dam. Maria was out waiting for you.

“Tell me what the fuck is going on!” By the time you landed you were fuming. Not at anyone particularly but at the whole situation. “What happened to Fury? Where is Steve?”

“Come on in yn.” She turned to lead you into the damn. All you wanted to do was cuss and scream at her nonchalant attitude towards everything. You followed her down the damp hallways of the dam until it opened up into a small room.

“I could hear you cursing from in here yn.”

“Fury! What the fuck” He held back a laugh. “SHIELD said you were dead. How?”

“They needed to think he was actually dead but we got him out of the hospital and here for treatment.” Maria moved around the bed and started talking to one of the doctors. You took a seat next to fury.

“What is going on?”

“Shield has been compromised.”

“By who?”

“HYDRA.”

“Project insight is them.” You sat back in your seat. That would explain all the odd bits of info you had been picking up while digging through files. Fury nodded at your response. “How long?”

“I’m not sure. At this point we don’t know who to trust.”

“So why I am here? Why did you let me know you’re alive?”

“Because other than Captain Rogers, you would be the second person in line to kill anyone that might be affiliated with HYDRA.” He wasn’t wrong.

“So where is Steve now? What’s are next play?”

“Hill is working on how to get Steve. Then we stop Insight.”

Sitting around was not your style, but Fury told you to wait. Maria was on trying to track down Steve. Doctors where still working on patching up fury. All you could do was sit and wait. You knew that if Steve was running he would have ditched his cell. At this point it really wasn’t safe to call anyone else. Fury didn’t even want you call Nat. You only slipped a call to Tony to let him know you landed. He tried to press for more info but you shut him down quickly. You could hear the news playing in the background about Fury and Steve.

It was well into the night when Maria finally found something. A STRIKE team had been sent to a mall then Camp Lehigh was bombed. There was still no indication where Steve was at.

Then around mid-morning the next day more alerts started going off. Sitwell was kidnapped.

“That has to be Steve right?” You had taken up a post with Maria going through any SHIELD alerts.

“It’s a good chance. Keep digging.”

“God I should have come down here when he called me the other night.”

“There’s nothing you could have done. You would just be on the run with him.” Maria looked up at you over her computer. “And do you think Steve would want you out there or here?” You caught the smirk on her face.

“Yea yea.” You waved her off. Steve did just about anything to keep you safe. He learned quickly that your self-preservation was about as good as his.

“This is it!” She stood up quickly and spun her computer around. A STRIKE team orders to grab them on the freeway. They were helping out “the asset”.  “If I can get into one of those prisoner transports, I can get them out.” Before you could respond she was off to Fury.

“Take the team and get him.”

“Yes, sir.” She turned and started ordering the men around.

“I’m coming with you Maria.”

“No you’re not yn. I need you here.” It was an order from Fury.

“Fine.” You just watched as Maria and her team suited up.  

“I don’t what you doing anything stupid out there yn.”

“I know Fury. I know.” He was right. The likelihood you would do something stupid was pretty high. All you could do now is wait.

  The plan was easy enough. Steve, Sam and you each had a chip to place into the helicarriers. Linking them and taking them out of the air. Nat and Fury would take down SHIELD. Exposing everything to the world. Steve was on edge even though he didn’t show it.

“I want you to get on and off that helicarrier quick. Don’t mess around.”

“Steve I’m fine. If it’s about the leg, it’s ok.”

“Yn. It won’t take much for you to rebreak it.”

“Yep. And it doesn’t take much to break my other bones either.” You teased and jogged off to your starting point.

“Yn I’m serious.” He said over comms. You just laughed to yourself and continued on.

The guys gave you a head start. You listened to Steve talk over the intercom. People that you passed looking nervously between each other. Once you reached you carrier, it was mostly unguarded for the moment. Steve drawing the attention away from it for the moment. Just a few bad guys to take down. Suddenly the door above the carrier began to open.

“Uh, guys they are getting ready to launch.”

“Get that chip in place and get back to Maria yn.” You rolled your eyes at Steve even though he couldn’t see you.

You pushed harder to get to the control center to get your chip in place. Thankfully it seemed most people hadn’t quite realized you were already on the ship. Outside you could see that Sam and Steve were drawing the most attention.

“I got my chip in place. How are you guys doing?” Getting out was going to be a bit more difficult.

“I’m locked.” Sam shouted.

“Two down. Captain how are you looking?” Maria was running the ground.

“Working on it.”

“Steve where are you? I’m coming to you.” You started working your way to the flight deck.

“Yn get back to Maria. I got this.”

“Oh fuck you Steve.”  You heard Sam laugh.

“I like her.” That earned a groan from Steve.

“Since you like me so much want to give a lift Sam?” You kept working your way to the deck. First plan was to grab a jet and head to Steve. You just had to get up there.

“6 minutes until it reached altitude.”

“Sam! Where is that ride!”

“I’m grounded. Steve’s on the carrier.”

“What happened!”

“Winter Solider.”

“Shit.” You pushed off from where you were hiding. Steve told you that somehow that was Bucky. That whatever happened to him when he was captured during the war must have helped him survive the fall. You knew Steve would be blinded by his friend. Even if he didn’t recognize him.

“Steve you copy? I’m on my way.” No response.

“Falcon. I got Rumlow.” Maria broke in.

“I’m on it.”

“Maria can you get into one of these jets and get it started for me?” You kept clearing a path.

“Space five. Staring engines now.” The jet just ahead of you roared to life and the hatch opened.

“I could kiss you girl!” You climbed in and headed to the last carrier.

By the time you reached the control center Steve and the Solider were already locked. You took aim and started firing at the Solider. It caused just enough distraction for him that Steve was able to lock him in a hold.

“Yn.” He hissed over the comms.

“Just get me that chip Steve!” Steve shoved the Solider off of him and started toward you. Climbing up the structure.

“Steve!” The Solider was back up an aiming at Steve. He tossed the chip at you. You barely got your fingers on it, leaning every part of your body over the railing. A shot rang out.

“Go yn!” Steve kept climbing as you rushed to the computer. More shots were fired. This time they hit you. First in your leg.

“Yn!”

“I got it Steve!”

“One minute!” Maria shouted over comms. This was it you just had to reach- Another shot. It hits you in the shoulder propelling you forward. You slam into the control center. Pressing the keys as fast as you could the door slid open. Just as you reached to put your chip in another shot hit your stomach. You fell before you could get the chip placed.

“Damnit.” Steve had reached you. He grabbed the chip from you and slammed it home. “We’re locked.”

“Get out of there guys.”

Steve reached down to scoop you up when he was shot in the shoulder.

“Maria. Fire.”

“Yn.” Maria questioned you.

“I said fire!” You shouted. Steve didn’t have words to say. Suddenly there was an explosion.

“Why?”

“Steve.” You gave him a sad look. He dug in you suit to find an injector. Quickly stabbing it into your arm.

“That was stupid.”

“So is this.” You pushed him off of you. “Where is the Solider?” Steve looked around. When he stopped you followed his eye line. The Solider was trapped under a large piece of metal from the carrier. “Go.”

Steve looked back to you.

“Go Steve.” You reached into your pocket and grabbed another injector. Slamming that one into your thigh. Steve nodded.

“Here.” He handed you the shield. The carrier started to tip. A quick glance saw that it was colliding with the building.

“Stupid and reckless.” You gave him a grin then stood the best you could. At the railing you gave a look down. There was a break in the glass directly below you and water beyond that.

“Get your friend Steve.” Before he could question you, you heaved yourself over the railing and out the bottom of the ship.

You used the shield to help break the water as you hit it. It still nearly took all the air out of you. Once you bobbed back to the surface you looked back up. The building seemed to have caught the carrier and it just sat there. The extra injector gave you enough strength to slowly swim to the edge of the water.

“Where’s Steve and yn!” Your comms still worked!

“I’m in the water under the ship! I’m trying to get to shore. Steve’s still on the carrier.”

“I’ll get a vehicle and get her Fury.”

“Copy that Hill.”

You just have to get to the edge before that carrier comes down. Pushing your muscles as they ached. The pain meds quickly wearing off even with the extra dose. You glanced back. Shit. The carrier was coming down. You didn’t know if you were clear but you hoped you were. Maybe the wave it caused would give you the extra push to the shore.

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Reckless

Part Nine

Master List

“Yn.”

“Hey Steve.”

“How are you holding up?”

“I’m ok. How’s Wanda and Sam?”

“Sam’s ok. Wanda is still messed up from what they did to her.”

“Bucky told me.” You rubbed your temples at the thought of what she went through.

“Yea. Hopefully we can get contact with Nat soon. I think she’ll be good to have around for Wanda.”

“Natasha?”

“It got back to secretary Ross what she did at the airport. She’s on the run too.”

“Jesus fuck. This is a mess.” Understatement of the year.

“I have some good news though.”

“What is it Steve?”

“Rhodey is ok.”

“He is!” It felt like your heart jumped out of your chest. He was ok.

“Vision killed his suit when he aimed for Sam.”

“Ok?” This didn’t sound good.

“He broke some vertebrae and severed his spinal cord. He’s paralyzed from the waist down.”

“Steve. This doesn’t sound like he’s ok.” The thought that Rhodey wouldn’t be able to fly because of this made you sick. At least he’s alive right?

“Take a deep breath in. He’s ok. Tony got him set up with an exoskeleton to help him walk. It’s similar to what you had after you broke your leg. I guess he beefed it up for Rhodey.”

“Thank god.” You let out a breath and leaned back into your chair. “Any other news?”

“I sent a letter to tony and a phone with this number.”

“What the fuck!” You sat right back up in the chair. “Are you fucking stupid?”

“Yn. Calm down. They are still our friends. I told him that if anything big happens that we are only a phone call away.”

“Steve.” He was right though. If they needed it, you all would be there. No matter what. You heard the door open behind you. You turned to face Bucky. His whole mood had changed since you came outside. A quick look into the suite told you why. Shuri and Ayo where there.

“Hey Steve. I got to go.”

“Everything ok sweetheart?”

Yea. It’s just time to get Bucky ready. Steve gave a sigh over the phone.

“Yn promise me you’ll stay there for him. I know you want to be out here with me, but Bucky needs someone there.”

“Fine Steve.” You tried to watch your tone. Not sure of how much Bucky could hear. “But you promise me. If shit hits the fan, call me. And just call in general. Don’t make me hunt your ass down.”

“I promise. Tell buck I said hi. I’ll try and come through once he’s out of cryo.” You turned to Bucky. He nodded. He had heard the conversation.

“Will do Steve. Be safe.” You stood up from your chair to stand in front of Bucky.

“Try not to be too stupid or reckless yn.” You let a laugh out at his words and hung up the phone.  

“You ok Bucky?”

“I’m just nervous.” He looked every bit of it too. He was so relaxed this morning. Now his shoulders were tense and his nerves were written on his face. You placed your hand on his arm and gave it a squeeze.

“Come on Bucky. Let’s get this done.” You lead him back into the suite.

“Hey. I’m going to go get changed real quick. Do you want me to meet you guys down there or do you want to wait?” As comfortable at the shorts and tank were, you definitely needed to change.

“You can meet-“  Shuri was cut off by Bucky.

“We can wait.”

“Alright. I’ll be quick.” You walked down the hall to your room. Quickly you stripped of the clothes that you were wearing. Slipping on fresh panties and a bra then into a pair of leggings and a tee. Next you head to the bathroom. Your hair was a mess in what was left of a bun. You pulled you hair down brushing your finger through it before twisting it back into a bun. You heard the door open as you reached for your tooth brush.

“I’m in here. Just have to brush my teeth.” You did just that, putting a strip of paste on the brush and scrubbing at the morning breath. Nobody had answered you by the time you were done. So you expected the room to be empty, but Bucky was stilling on the edge of your bed.

“You don’t have to do this Bucky.” You sat down on the bed next to him.

“I don’t trust my own mind yn.” He ran his hand through his hair. “As long as I can be controlled no one around me is safe.” You stood and held your hand out to him. He took it and stood up also. You lead him out of the room. Shuri and Ayo had taken a seat while you changed. They both stood when you and Bucky walk in the living room.

“Are you ready Sargent Barnes?”

“I am.”

You dropped Bucky’s hand so he could walk next to Shuri. She was still going over everything that would happen while he was under. Ayo lead the way for the group and you were at the back. Bucky found your hand again once the elevator door closed. He quickly glanced down at you before fixing his eyes straight ahead. The rest of the way to the lab he held you hand. Ayo and Shuri were discussing something between the two of them. Being back on this floor reminded you that Shuri said she would answer any questions you had. Now wasn’t the time, but you tried to keep track of what you wanted to ask.

The doors at the end of the hallway opened, revealing the lab. Bucky froze. You nearly dislocated your own arm with how quickly he stopped and stood dead in his tracks. You followed his eye line. It went directly to the cryo chamber. Shuri went around it and started getting this ready. People buzzed all around the room. Ayo went and stood next to T’Challa. Bucky stayed still and your eyes were focused on him.

“I’ll will be ok Bucky. I promise.” You gave his hand the tightest squeeze. He nodded and walked forward. Someone directed him to sit on the bed and they started to hook up IV’s and other leads. You decided to give them space, walking to stand by Ayo and T’Challa. You made sure though to stay in Bucky’s eye line.

“Thank you again T’Challa.”

“You’re very welcome yn.” Neither of you looked at each other. Just at Bucky.

“Do you think Shuri can do it? Remove the code words?” You quickly glanced at him. He gave a small smirk.

“If anyone can, I would be her.” His confidence in her set you a bit more at ease.

“Good.” Bucky was all hooked up. They were just waiting for the all clear from Bucky.

“Yn?” It barely came out as a whisper. You walked to him and took his hand in both of yours.

“I’m right here Bucky and I’ll be here when you wake up.”

“Only because Steve told you to.”

“Wow. Ok ass hole. Be that way.” You pulled your hands from his sharply, but he reached out just as quick to grab one hand back.

“Shit I’m sorry yn. I-”  You twisted your arm up to make him release you.

“I’ll see you in a bit Bucky.” You turned back and stood behind T’Challa. A glare set on Bucky who was looking at you pleading.

“We already Sargent Barnes.” Shuri walked up beside him almost to where you had been moments ago. She held a tablet on her hands.

“Ok.” He stood up and walked to the chamber. Getting in slowly trying to steady his breath. You could see on the monitors that his heart rate was rising. He turned back to you just before stepping in.

“I am sorry doll. Please be here when I’m out.” It took everything in you to only deepen your glare at him. His eyes were glazed with unshed tears. When he didn’t get a response he turned and stepped in. The top sliding down and the cryo process starting.

After a few moments someone gave the all clear, that he was stable. You turned sharply on your heals and headed out of the room. Bucky’s words may have been true but they still stung. You would much rather be out there with Steve instead of babysitting his friend, but something felt different after last night. Him being frozen will allow you to feed the hate that bubbled up at his words. Forcing whatever else is going on in your heart out and away. You crossed your arms over your chest as you waited for the elevator. T’Challa had walked up next to you just as the doors opened. You both walk in; you rest your back against the back wall.

“Are you ok yn?” T’Challa presses the button to head back to the floor your suite is on.

“I’ll live.” You answer was short. Trying not to unload your anger at him.

“I hate to bring this up now. But I am going to have you moved out of the suite today.”

“Ok?” You straighten up off the wall. “What’s up?”

“There will be some ceremonies for me to officially take over as king. I would prefer if you were away from the city.” He did look apologetic. “Just as a precaution.”

“I totally understand. T’Challa. You’re harboring two international criminals. I’ll move wherever you need me too.” The fact that you were even here was a miracle after everything.  You would do just about anything T’Challa asked of you.

“I have a home set up for you in the countryside. You’ll be tucked away.” He stepped aside as the elevator reached the floor. “I will have Ayo collect you in about an hour.” You stepped out of the elevator and turned back to T’Challa.

“Thank you T’Challa. Again, for everything. I’m sorry I have such a sour attitude most of the time.” He smiled back at you.

“You seem to have your hands full with Captain Rogers and Sargent Barnes.” You couldn’t help but laugh. If he only knew that half of it. The door closed and you headed off to your suite.  

Inside the suite was quite. Everything had been left almost untouched from breakfast. You could tell Bucky had done some cleaning before Shuri and Ayo showed up. It killed you to leave a mess. You had an hour before it was time to leave. It would only take a moment to pack what little belongings you had. You started to clear the table. Your mind wandered to what the house that you would now be living in looked like. You were hopeful that it had some modern amenities. Roughing it really wasn’t your style. Then again, you would be grateful for just about anything. You also had to figure out how to make some money. They gave you some clothes but it wasn’t much. Steve must have helped them get stuff for you. Everything was in your size and it was mostly leggings and tees. Steve was always about seeing you in leggings. He wouldn’t say it though. You’d have to add that to your list of questions for Shuri and T’Challa. Maybe they could set up a job.

Once the kitchen was clean you straightened up the living room and moved to the bed rooms. First checking in Bucky’s room. The sheets were still a mess and a pillow was still on the floor from where Bucky was sleeping. You loosely made the bed. Your room was next. The bed had barely been slept in so you left it as it was, grabbing your duffle from under the corner of it. Walking around the room you pick up the weapons that were stashed and the few personal items that you had. All placed snugly in the bag. Tossing it over your shoulder you check your phone. Ayo should be here any minute.

As if on cue, there is a knock at the door. You head out of the room, sliding your shoes back on before opening the door to greet her.

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Reckless

Part Eight

Master List

A deep scream woke you suddenly. Your body froze listening for anymore sounds. Another scream. You grab the gun under your pillow and get up from bed. Crossing the room, you place your ear to the door. Straining to hear anything from outside. Another scream. It was coming from across the hall in the other bedroom. Slowly you open your door. Letting your gun lead the way. Checking first down the hall towards the rest of the suit. Everything was still pitch black and there seemed to be no movement. Another scream. You moved to the other door. Bucky should be alone in there but still you raised your gun and swung the door open. The lamp on the bedside table was on, barely illuminating the room. The bed was empty. The room was just big enough to fit the bed and a closet. Bucky was laid out on the floor to the left of the bed. His head was thrown back into the pillow. Face twisted in pain. Sheets were tangled up around his middle and those that weren’t, were being gripped by his hand. He let out another scream.

“Shit.” You dropped your gun. He was in the middle of a nightmare. You left the room quickly. Knowing better than to try and wake him without help. Steve nearly took you head off on accident after a nightmare. That was nothing compared to what Bucky looked to be going through now. Walking back down the hall you flipped on lights as you went. Still a little on edge from his screaming. Once in the kitchen you set the gun down and turned on the tap. Letting it get as cold as possible. As you reached for a glass he screamed again. It somehow sounded even worse than the screams before. It nearly caused you to drop the glass. Once it was filled with the cold water, you made your way back to his room.

 The small room didn’t leave you with a lot of options. You weren’t sure how he was going to wake up. Being that he was a trained assassin it could get ugly quick. You decided that the best option was to stand on the other side of the bed. It would provide a little space between the two of you. You took a deep breath and tossed the water on him.

 Bucky shot with a scream.

 “Bucky!” You shouted at him. His eyes frantically looking around the room. When they found you though, it wasn’t Bucky looking at you. There was something much darker staring at you through his eyes.

 “Bucky?” You were much quieter almost as if not to draw any more attention from what was staring at you. You glanced at the door wondering if you could make it out in time. Or would he be faster. When you looked back he was blinking rapidly. The darkness was fading.

 “Yn?” There was nothing else behind his eyes but him now. You were still cautious.

 “You had a nightmare Bucky. Are you back with me?” He nodded before looking down and pulling the sheets closer around him. You relaxed your stance and walked to the foot of the bed. “Good. You scared the shot out of me for a minute there.” He only responded with a small sigh. “Well try and get some more sleep. It’s still pretty early.” You turned to head out of his room when he spoke up.

 “Can you stay?” You were going to say something g snarky to him when you turned but you stopped yourself. The man sitting on the floor looked so incredibly small. He looked broke about whatever happened in his nightmare.

 “Sure Bucky. I’ll stay.” You walked back around to the right side of the bed and climbed in. You positioned the pillows behind you back for some support. “Come on Bucky. I’m not laying on the floor with you.” You patted the spot next to you on the bed.

 He stood up slowly keeping the sheets wrapped around his waist. This was the first time you have seen him without a shirt. While yes both Bucky and Steve had a form of the super solider serum. Clearly it effected them differently. Steve was more trim. Muscles sharply defined under the skin. Bucky was thicker. His power hidden just slightly under his bulk. You tried your best to keep your eyes on his face but they kept wandering down as sweat and water slipped over his body.

 Once in the bed, Bucky laid his head on your lap and draped his arm over your legs. You responded by placing one arm over his shoulder and your hand gently combing through his hair. He moaned slightly at the touch and settled in tighter to you.

 “Do you want to talk about it Bucky?”

 “No.” He sighed. “I don’t.”

 “That’s fine. Just try and get some sleep. I’ll stay right here.” You continued to lazily comb through his hair until your eyes got heavy. Leaning your head back against the wall you closed your eyes

 The sun was shining brightly through the window and onto the bed when you woke up. You blinked against the light and adjusted so the beam was out of your face. Some point in the night you had stretched over to your right side. Awkwardly curled at the head of the bed. A bed that was now only holding you. Bucky must have gotten up at some point in the morning. You weren’t even sure of the time. Cursing to yourself silently you get up out of bed. Steve was supposed to call you this morning but you had left your phone in your room after Bucky’s nightmare. The door was slightly open and you could hear something clattering to the ground out in the suite. It was followed by a string of curse words.

 “Everything good out there Bucky?” You shouted down the hall.

 “Yep!”

 “Ok.” You laughed at the exasperation in his voice. “Let me grab my phone and I’ll come help.”

 “Actually I have your phone out here.” He walked to the entrance of the hall and held up your phone. “Steve already called.”

 “Shit. Why didn’t you wake me up Bucky!” You walked over and snatched the phone from his hand.

 “You were sleeping good. And after last night, I just didn’t want to wake you.” He shrugged. “Plus, I didn’t feel like getting punched this early.”

 “Well I might still punch your asshole.” You looked through the phone. Sure enough there was a number you didn’t recognize that called about an hour and a half ago. “What did he say?” Bucky grabbed your wrist and pulled you out of the hallway.

 “I’ll tell you while you eat.” He had a big grin on his face as he moved out of the way.

 “So that’s what all the noise was.” You raised your eyebrow at the site in front of you. The table had been set for two. In the empty space had been filled with breakfast. Pancakes, egg, bacon, and fruit.

 “Uh yea.” He walked to the table and pulled out the chair for you. “I figured it was the least I could do since I woke you up last night.” You set your phone down on the table and sat in the chair.

 “You seriously didn’t have to Bucky. But thank you anyway.” Bucky carefully poured each of you a cup of coffee before he sat down across from you. “Did I really sleep through you grinding coffee beans?”

 “No. I actually snuck out of the suite to do it.” You hummed as you took a sip of the fresh coffee. Bucky began to load up his plate.

 “Did you make all this yourself Bucky?” You reached across and plated yourself some eggs and a couple pieces of bacon.

 “Not exactly. I was just planning on making you coffee. But I ran into the person that has been bringing us food so far. I talked them into making this stuff for us.”

 “I see. I was going to be pretty impressed if you had done all this with only one arm.” You raised your brows at him.

 “Well in that case.” He gave you a giant grin. “I actually did all do all this myself.” You leaned back in your chair laughing at him.

 “I’m sure you did Bucky. You defiantly seem like the kind to make grand gestures.”  You watched him as he began to eat.

 “What is that supposed to mean yn?” He raised an eye brow at you. “I was quite the ladies’ man when I was younger.” He sat back in his chair and gave you a smirk.

 “Well ladies are quite a bit different now Bucky.”

 “I can I see that.” He leaned forward again leaning slightly on his forearms that rested on the table. You squirmed slightly at the look he was giving, but you cleared your throat.

 “So what did Steve say Bucky?”

 “Sam and Wanda are ok. Wanda is still pretty shaken up over being at the Raft. From what Steve said she was lockdown with some collar and jacket.”

“Fuck.” You ran you let hands over your face. “Of course they would do that.” Bucky gave you a questioning look. “It was so she couldn’t use her powers. Most likely that was a high power shock collar. She would have been on a separate level also. Away from Sam, Clint and Scott. God that place is horrible.”

 “Shit. No wonder she’s messed up.”

 “No kidding. Anything else?”

 “Not really.” Bucky shook his head. “Steve did say to have you call him back.” You made a move to stand up. “Eat first.” He grabbed your phone from the table.

 “Bucky I’m fine.”

 “Yn. You have barely ate since we got here. Steve isn’t going anywhere yet.”

 You begrudgingly sit back down and pick at your eggs. Bucky on the other hand was shoving a fork full of pancakes into his mouth.

 “Did Steve say where they were at?”

 “Somewhere in northern India.” He mumbled through a mouthful of food.

 “I’m starting to think this food was more for you than me.” You chuckled. Bucky forced down what was still in his mouth.

 “I can’t tell you the last time I ate like this.” His shoulders sagged. “Even when I was on the run. Most my food came from a can. Plus, I’m not very good in the kitchen.”

 “Well,” You placed your fork down and pushed your plate away. “When you get defrosted I’ll have to cook for you.”

 “Really?” His eyes lit up.

 “Yep. I’m pretty ok.” You shrugged your shoulders and stood up. “Now can I have my phone.” Bucky looked back down at your plate then handed over your phone. “Thanks.” You walked out to the balcony and sat at the small table. You took a deep breath and tapped the last number on your phone.

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Reckless

Part Seven 

Master List

Your eyes shot open. There was no reason. You just were immediately awake. Having only slept a few peaceful hours before your body decided it was time. The sky was still dark. Hits of light just peaking over the horizon giving the landscape outside a glow. It was beautiful. You stood for a moment at the window looking out over the dim land. You were pulled from the window by your head and stomach needing caffeine and food.

 The door barely made any noise as you opened it. The hallway was still dark and the door across the hall still shut. You still wanted to go fight with Steve for not including you but by this point there wasn’t much that could change his mind. You walked down the hall to the living room. That was still dark as well. Both men must be still asleep. You chuckled to yourself wondering who ended up sleeping on the floor. If Bucky was anything like Steve, you assumed both of them were. The bed would be too soft for Steve. How he loved that rock hard mattress he had. Quietly riffling through the cabinets you only found fresh coffee beans. Sighing you looked back down the hallway. As mad as you were you just couldn’t bring yourself to start grinding the beans at this ungodly hour. You went place them back into the cabinet but they slipped out of your hand. The container clattering down onto the counter and then the floor.

“Fucking piece of shit.” You mumbled under your breath. That for sure would wake at least Steve up. Being in a new place he probably didn’t get the deepest sleep.

 “Everything ok over there?” The voice startled you. You turned to where it came from in the living room.  Bucky was sitting up on the couch rubbing his eyes.

 “Uh yea. Sorry about that. I was trying not to wake anyone.” Bucky hummed a response and reached over to flip on the light beside the couch. “Damn. You look like shit.” His hair was a matted nest on his head. He looked like he had sweat through the shirt he was wearing. Dark circles rested under his eyes.

 “Gee thanks.” He stood and walked over to the kitchen. He reached just past your head to where the coffee beans had been placed. He was dangerously close to you. “Coffee?” You cleared your throat and took a step back.

 “Isn’t Steve still sleeping?” You pointed your thumb back to the hallway.

 “Ah. No. He’s been up for a while. He’s going over everything with T’challa.”

 “Right.” You clenched your fists at your sides. “Coffee sounds great.” You spun on your heels and walked to the living room taking a seat in one of the chairs.

 “I’m sorry yn. I know your pretty mad but he’s just trying to keep you safe.”

 “You don’t know shit Bucky.” You spat back out. Eyes trained to the floor. You heard him sigh then start up the grinder. The longer you sat in that room while Bucky worked the madder you got. It finally got to the point that you shot up from your seat and stormed out the doors onto the balcony. You need air.

 “Yn?” You turn to Bucky. He had the door held open with his body holding two cups of coffee. He stayed there for just a second to judge your reaction. Once he knew that you weren’t going to yell, he walked over to the small table and set both cups down. He made a small gesture to you as he sat down. Begrudgingly you sat down across from him and picked up your mug.

 You both sat in silence as the sun rose. Bright sunlight warming your skin as the coffee worked from the inside. Bucky was the first to break the silence.

 “If I tell you his plan, can you promise not to follow him and get both of us in trouble.” His words almost making you choke on your coffee.

 “What?”

 “Promise me you’ll let him do this on his own yn. If I tell you and you go off after him, he’ll kill us both.” The sternness in his voice sounding just like Steve.

 “Fine Bucky. I promise.”

 “Good.” He nodded and placed his cup down. “He plans on going tonight. T’challa is giving him air support to get out there. Scott and Clint have taken house arrest deals. So they are probably already out.” You nodded. That was smart. They both had families. It would be ten times harder for them to be on the run. Something flashed across Bucky’s face that made your heart drop even more.  “Once he had Sam and Wanda,” he paused again. He was doing everything possible to not make eye contact with you.

 “What Bucky? Once he has them, then what.”

 “He’s not coming back here.”  Bucky kept his head down.

 “What the fuck did you say!” You stood up so fast that the chair fell back behind you.

 “He’s not coming back here yn. It’s too risky. If they are followed it puts not only you and I in danger. But T’challa.” You stumble back, turning to use the railing for support. He was right. If there was any chance they could be followed, Steve couldn’t come back here.

 “Yn?” Bucky had come to stand beside you, placing his hand on your back. “Please don’t do anything stupid.”

 The both of you turned quickly when the door to the suite opened and closed. Steve was standing in the living room with both hands in his pockets. You were sure the look on your face gave up that Bucky had told you the plan. In that moment you weren’t sure if you were more mad at him or sad that he was leaving. You saw Steve’s eyes flick over to Bucky, causing Bucky to drop his hand from your back. He gave a short nod in your direction then retreated down the hall.

 “You should go talk to him yn.”

 “Bucky, I don’t even know what to say.” But before he could respond your feet carried you into suite and down the hall. You barely made a noise when you knocked on his door. But Steve heard you none the less.

 “Come on in yn.”  You opened the door to find him sitting on the edge on the bed. “I’m assuming Bucky told you the plan.”

 “He did.” You slowly made your way over to him. Standing just in front of him.

 “And?”

 “You’re fucking dumb.” You let out a sign and wrapped your arms around his neck. “So fucking dumb.” He now wrapped his arms around your waist.

 “Promise me you’ll stay here yn.” He spoke the words into your chest. “Please.”

 “I promised Steve.” He pushed you back so he could look at your face. Tears threatening both of your eyes.

 “Thank you sweetheart.”

 “Anytime captain.”

   “The second you get them out of there you better call me.” You pointed you finger into Steve’s chest.

 “Yes, ma’am.” He chuckled and scooped you into a hug.

 “Put me down fucker! I’m still mad at you!” Steve just laughed hard and held tighter as you struggled.

 “Stop wiggling and I will.” You went limp in his arm in a huff. As he said he set you back to your feet. Kissing the top of your head. “Don’t do anything stupid or reckless while I’m gone.”

 “I am not promising anything.” You crossed your arms and stepped back from him. “The only way to make sure I keep in line is to call me often I guess.” Giving your shoulders a shrug. Steve just shook his head and walked over to Bucky. He pulled him into a hug and whispered something in his ear. The pair pulled apart and Bucky joined you.

 “You two behave and play nice.” Steve shouted as he walked up the ramp of the jet that T’challa had provided.

 “It’s a good thing he’ll be frozen then.” You shouted back. Earning a scoff from the man next to you.

 “Be safe Steve.”

 “You too Buck.”

 Steve promised to keep you updated with how things were going. When he arrived to the raft and once he was clear. Bucky had decided to wait until Steve was clear of the raft before he went back into cryo. You wouldn’t tell him, but you were thankful that you wouldn’t be alone for right now. You both tried to keep busy in the suite but it just ended up being that you were pacing ruts into the floor. Finally, a ding on your phone.

 -Just entered Raft airspace. -

 Bucky was standing over you. You tilted the phone so he could read the message too.

 “Fuck this is stressful.”

 “I know.” Bucky placed his hand on your shoulder and tried to massage some of the tension away but it really wasn’t helping.

 It had been three hours since Steve’s message. It was now late in the night. The city outside alive with lights. Inside the suite, tension and nerves grew with every passing minute.

 “He should have been out by now.” You were just staring at your phone chewing on your nails. “Fuck.” You picked up your phone and headed toward the door. Bucky caught your arm.

 “Yn.” His voice was a warning.

 “Bucky I can’t just sit here anymore.” You pulled a little with your arm but his grip only tightened.

 “Yes you can and will yn.” You were about to tell him to fuck off when your phone buzzed in your hand.

 -I have Sam and Wanda. I will call you later-

 Bucky pulled on your arm so he could see the phone but instead you fell to his lap. He caught his breath expecting some sort of snap from you but you were to focused on the phone.

 “What is it doll?” His hand cautiously resting on your hip.

 “Steve has Wanda and Sam. He said he’ll call later.”

 “Good. See I told you he would be fine.” You nodded still staring at your phone. You knew Steve would wait until morning to call you but you still willed the phone to ring.  A breeze across your neck caught your attention. Suddenly you became aware of where you were sitting. Bucky’s hand was on your hip. His thumb lazily rubbing over a bit of exposed skin. You turned you head to say something snarky to him but you got caught by his icy eye. Your breath hitching a moment at the closeness of your faces.

 “Umm,” your brain was foggy with the situation. “I should probably head to bed.”

 “Right.” You saw his eyes flick down to your lips. There was an ache between your legs. Bucky’s hand tightened slightly at your hip.

 “Right.” It took every ounce of strength the stand up. His hand rubbing down your thigh as you did.

 “Good night Bucky.”

 “Good night yn.” You turned and all but sprinted to your room. Shutting the door behind you and leaning against it.

 “What the fuck was that.” You slid down the door sitting on the floor. “What the fuck yn.” You placed your hands over your face. Mutter more curse words to yourself.

 “I need a fucking shower.” You stood up and rushed to the bathroom. Quickly turning on the water just warm enough to not give yourself hypothermia. You thought about just getting in fully clothed but decided at the last minute to strip down. The shower wasn’t so much about cleaning your body. No, it was more about cleaning your mind and calming your body. You mumbled even more curse word throughout the shower. Stopping only a moment to get out and dry yourself off. Putting on a pair of shorts and tank for bed. You headed over to the bed where a duffel bag was sitting. Inside would be all your various weapons. You went to work placing a few around the room you didn’t necessarily need to put them out, you were in a safe spot. Old habits die hard and it comforted you knowing that a weapon was just within reach at all times. A pistol in the bathroom. Knife stuck between towels. Machine gun tucked behind the chair in the corner. One more knife slipped behind a sculpture on the dresser. Finally placing a pistol under your pillow you stretched out on the bed. Going through the motions allowed you to push things out of your mind. Now it was just you and your thoughts again.

 “I just have to get through tomorrow. Then at least three months without any temptation.” You assured yourself that whatever it was you were feeling would fade quickly. It was just the heighten emotions of the last few days getting to you. You closed your eyes and tried to get some sleep.  

a/n: I got to caught up in posting that I slacked in writing. Updates may be a little more spaced out from here on out. Hopefully a chapter every couple days. Thanks for reading! 

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Reckless

Part Six

Master List

Steve had taken over the landing procedure since you were still down an arm. You and Bucky panicked for a moment when it looked like you jet was going to run right though the side of a tree covered mountain. Instead, the mountain dissolved to reveal a large city. It was impressive. It was nothing like you were expecting. Up until know all you knew of Wakanda was that it was a struggling poor country. Seeing it now. That was all a lie. Steve guided the jet down onto a platform where several people stood in waiting for the three of you.

 “This place is incredible.” You didn’t know where to look as Steve was landing. Everything was a beautiful mix of technology and tradition.

 “Come on yn. Let’s go meet our hosts.” Steve helped you stand. All the pain meds had worn of by now and you were definitely feeling everything.

 “God. I hope they have a hot bath I can crawl in for the next week.” Even though you were trying to hide the pain as not to worry either men, it was getting hard to hide.

 “I can carry you if you want?”

 “No Steve. I can walk.” He held you steady for a moment before he decided not to fight over it right now.

 Introductions didn’t take long. Unfortunately, it was hard for you to pay attention. Steve held onto tightly so you wouldn’t stumble. Even then it took everything you had just to stay upright. Steve was talking to a younger woman about living arrangements for the night and when T’challa was to be expected back. There was also some talk about what their rough plan was for Bucky. Finally, attention was turned to you.

 “We should get her to medical.” The young girl pointed out to the men on either side of you. You tried to remember what she said her name was, Shuri?

 “Shit. Yn.” Bucky positioned himself the best could to help Steve hold you up.

 “Yea, I don’t think I’m doing too hot over here boys.” Steve held on a little tighter.

 “Why didn’t you say something?” You shrugged at Steve’s question.

 “Y’all were busy.”

 “Yn.” He was stern with you name. “Come on.” Both Steve and Bucky helped you into the building and down the elevator. From what you saw of the building so far, it put the Avengers compound to shame. Tony would have been a kid in a candy store with all this tech. The door of the elevator opened as your heart was hurting again for everything that had gone on.

 “This way Agent yn.” Shuri lead the way for you to lay down on the bed. Several people moved forward helping you to undress so they could better treat your injuries.

 “Gentlemen, if you wouldn’t mind.” Shuri motioned for them to leave the room.

 “Only one show for you guys today.” You gave your best grin to Steve and Bucky as they left. Both shaking their heads at you.

 You weren’t sure how long you have been in medical. Each of your cuts had been cleaned and rewrapped. They even removed Steve awful stitches from your thigh. Instead they just applied an ointment to it and wrapped it back up. You wanted to question them but chose not to. You were just grateful for their care. They also double check the setting of you shoulder. Satisfied with how it was sitting, they injected something. You assumed it was pain meds because almost immediately the pain was receding. After a few more injections you felt damn near back to normal.

 “What kind of meds are you using? I feel almost good as new, but I’m not groggy like regular pain meds?” Shuri looked up from where she was sitting at a desk typing.

 “That’s because it wasn’t pain meds. Things heal very differently here in Wakanda.” She walked over to where you were still lying on the bed. “You’ll want to take it easy for a day or so, but you are healed.”

 “What?” Your eyes were wide at your statement. She just laughed.

 “I’m sure we will have plenty of time to answer all your questions later. But Captain Rogers wanted you to join him as soon as you were able to.” You nodded and slowly at up from the bed. A few hours earlier you would be in too much pain to even think of moving like that without help. Standing up you tested your shoulder. Rotating in slightly. It felt fine. This place was crazy. You were definitely going to take Shuri up on her question answering.

 “Where are they?”

 “Right this way.” Shuri lead you to where Steve and Bucky were at. It was a small apartment on one of the upper floors of the building. Both men stood when you walked in.

 “Thank you Shuri. Thank you.”

 “You are very welcome Agent yn.” She closed the door behind her. You turned to face the men before you. They had changed and been cleaned up.

 “You boys clean up well.” You glanced around the room. There was small kitchen area to you right. The table was full of the most delicious looking food. In the center of the room was a couch and a couple chairs setting around a low coffee table. The left wall was solid windows. It was night and the city outside sparkled with life. You had seen a city at night before, but there was something different about it. It didn’t feel intimidating like the New York night sky could be. Instead it was inviting, it felt alive in the best way.

 “You look better yn.” Steve walk over to you. He placed his hands on your shoulders. You could tell he wanted to give you a hug. Closing the space between the two of you, you wrapped your arms around him.

 “I feel better Steve.” You squeezed him with all the strength you could to let him know that you weren’t lying. He pulled you back to look at you. “Shuri says I’m all healed. Just got to take it easy for a couple days.”

 “Good.” He pulled you back to him and gave you a tighter hug. Bucky cleared his throat behind the two of you. You felt Steve chuckle. He released you from his arms.

 “Glad to see your better yn.”

 “Thanks Bucky.” Steve raised an eyebrow at you. “What?” You questioned him. Turning though before he could say anything. “So what’s good?” You walked over to the table. Your eyes moving over all the food that had been set out.

  “Just about everything. We tried to leave you a good selection.” Bucky joined you standing at the table. He pointed out the different foods. What he and Steve liked the best. You mainly stuck to the fruits and lighter dishes. You were starving but didn’t want to overdo it and get sick. Once your plate was loaded up, you joined Steve on the couch. Bucky took one of the chairs on the other side of the coffee table. As you ate they explained about how Shuri and the other scientists might be able to remove the programming in his brain. You partly paid attention. To engrossed in the food to give all your attention to the men. There was something about Bucky going back on ice and doing scans. You nodded and agreed when it seemed appropriate in the conversation. Steve finally caught your full attention when he mentioned the Raft.

 “What a minute. Run that by me again.” You had nearly choked on your food.

 “I’m going to get Sam and everyone out else out tomorrow night.”

 “How? What’s the plan?” You set down your plate turning to face him in on the couch. Bucky leaned back in his seat.

 “You’re not coming with me yn.” Steve didn’t make eye contact with you.

 “The hell I am not Steve. They are my friends too!”

 “Yn. I’m not going to let you risk getting caught.” He still wasn’t making eye contact.

 “I don’t give a fuck! I’m going with you!” In an instant Steve was standing. Towering over you as you sat on the couch.

 “You. Are. Not. Coming.” He punctuated each word through gritted teeth. “There is no more to discuss. I want you here. Safe.” It had been so long since you had seen him this angry. It took so much to get him to that place and honestly it scared you. You quickly nodded in agreement. Not trusting your voice. Steve gave a sharp nod back and left the room. Heading down a hall and slamming a door. Letting out the breath you had been holding you looked over to Bucky. He looked just as surprised as you did with Steve’s outburst. As soon as his eyes meet yours he spoke.

 “I don’t think I have ever seen him like that. Are you ok?”

 “Yea.” Bucky nodded then got up to sit by you. Loosely placing his arm around you.

 “I’ll still be here doll”

 “Oh fuck you.” You pushed his arm off and stood up. Just like Steve was moments ago. “You’re going to be in a fucking tube. You don’t even try.” He stared blankly back at you. You looked down the hall where Steve had gone down. “Bedrooms down there?”

 “Uh yea. One on the left is set you for you. Steve and I thought you might like it better. It has a private bathroom.” He was trying to make up for his comments but you didn’t care.

 “Good.” You headed down the hall quickly. Leaving Bucky sitting in the living room by himself.  You wanted nothing more than to scream. But you also didn’t want Steve to be worried. It made you even angrier that after what he just pulled, you still didn’t want to worry him.

 “Fuck him.” You mumbled to yourself. Walking around the room you found that it had been stocked with clothing and toiletries. You sighed, running your hand over your face. This was a much better situation than any other options. Not that you had options at this point. You sat down on the bed, staring at the door across from you. Everything inside you wanted to head across the hall. To fight with Steve. To tell him exactly where to stick his plan of leaving you here. You knew though that if you did, it would end the way it always did. That is the last thing you wanted. Not only because you wanted to keep hating him, but you were guests and there was someone else in the suite with you two.

The next best option was a hot shower. Silently thanking the men for giving you the room with its own bathroom. You rifled through the clothes that were given to you. Finding something comfortable to wear to bed and laying it out on the bed. You walked into the bathroom and turned on the shower. Setting the water as hot as you could. It didn’t take long for steam to fill the bathroom. Stepping in you let out a small hiss at the sting of the water. It turning your skin pink almost immediately. Once your body adjusted, you began to clean yourself off. Washing away all the stress from the past few days. You had gently passing over each spot that had been healed just hours before. A thousand questions came to mind. You tried to commit them to memory so you could ask Shuri.

 After a long while the water started to cool. Your hands were pruned and skin bring hot red in spots. You turned the water off and reach out for a towel. Wrapping one around your body and other twisted in your hair. The temperature changes from the shower to the room air caused goosebumps to raise on your arms and legs. You made quick work of drying off and changed into the clothes you had laid out. Climbing into the big bed and wrapping yourself up in the blankets. You let your thoughts drift and soothe you to sleep.

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Reckless Master List

Summary

You would follow Steve Rogers wherever he went. But after helping him track down his old friend, he has left you to deal with Bucky. Promising him that you would do your best to be nice and stay out of trouble.

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Part Two

Part Three

Part Four

Part Five

Part Six

Part Seven

Part Eight

Part Nine

Part Ten

Part Eleven

Part Twelve

Part Thirteen 

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Reckless

Part Five

Master List

“She passed out.” Steve looked to Bucky. “Are you good to walk on your own?”

 “Yea. I’m fine Steve. Take care of her.” Bucky helped the elevator doors open faster as Steve picked yn up. He was careful with supporting her shoulder that was still dislocated.

 “We need to get that shoulder in place.” Bucky said as he noticed Steve’s caution.

 “Once we get out to the jet and wake her up. She’s got a pretty good cut on her thigh too.”

Bucky lead the way out of the bunker. He pushed the door open farther so it was easier for Steve to carry her through. They stopped though just outside. A figure in black stood at the base of the jet as ramp. Another figure was kneeling beside him.

“Your highness.”

 “Captain Rogers. Is agent yln ok?”

 “She will be.” Steve could feel Bucky tensing behind him.

 “Please.” T’challa motioned for Steve to head up the ramp to the jet. “I mean no one here any harm.” Steve gave a sharp nod and headed past the King to place yn on the bench at the back of the jet. Bucky stayed where he was at. His eyes had focused on the man knelt next to T’challa.

 “This man will cause you no more problems Sargent Barnes. I will be taking him back to Germany.” T’challa turned to face Steve. “I would also like to extend an invitation to wakened for the three of you.”

 “Why?”

 “I am done letting vengeance and hate consume me. I wish to help you both do the same.” T’challa turned back to face Bucky. “I also believe that we may be able to help remove the conditioning that was forced upon you Sargent.” Bucky’s eyes went wide at the thought that he could be free of the Winter Soldier. Steve spoke up first.

 “Thank you your highness. We will talk it over.”

 “Very well. I will send you the coordinates. Now I must return this man to Germany.” He lifted the man that was knelt beside him and walked down into the tree line.

 “Bucky?” Steve moved toward his friend who was still in shock. “We need to get yn patched up and get out of here.” Bucky shook his head and followed Steve into the jet.

 “Try and wake her up. I’m going to get some med supplies together.” Steve began rummaging through the med supply cabinet. “Just be careful. She will probably try and throw a punch or two.”

 “Right.” Bucky recalled how she reacted when Sam tried waking her up. She pulled a damn gun on him.  

“You really don’t like waking her up do you Steve.”

 “Just spreading the joy of waking her up around.”

 Bucky placed his hand on her left shoulder and shook her gently.

 “Yn?”

  Fight.

 There was a fight. Your eye shot open. A face was close to you. You swung your left fist as hard as you could. The person groaned at the collision. You tried to sit up but the person now had their hand on you left shoulder holding you down.

 “Yn! It’s Bucky.” You shook your head willing it to focus.

 “Where’s Steve?” You shouted back. Barnes looked up. You strained your neck to see where he was looking.

 “I’m right here sweetheart.” Steve was kneeling just above you head. He placed his hand on your cheek.

 “Calm down ok?” You let your breathing slow down taking in more of what was going on around you. They had you back in the jet. You were laid out across one of the benches in the back. Barnes still had his hand on you shoulder.

 “You can let go.” You adjusted your shoulder as he let go and grabbed your hand to help you sit up. “Sorry about the punch.” You winced as you sat back. The pain was slowly building in your other shoulder.

 “Didn’t expect any less yn.”

 “We have to get that shoulder set yn.” You turned your attention to Steve who was still kneeling on the floor.

 “Yep. I hope you have some pain meds for me first.” He held up an auto injector.

 “Got it ready. I’m going to give you a little extra ok?” You nodded in agreement and Steve pushed the injector into you left shoulder. Letting the meds wash over you, you leaned your head back against the wall.

 “Where’s Tony, Steve?”

 “I’m not sure. We haven’t seen him leave yet.” You hummed an answer back. “Are you ready for me to set this?” Steve had moved to you right side gently picking up your arm.

 “As I’ll ever be I guess.” You held you hand out to Barnes. He just looked at you like you had sprouted another head. “Unless you want to peel me off the ceiling. Take my damn hand Barnes.” He moved closer and took your hand in his.

 “Ok yn. Deep breath in then out.” You looked straight ahead as you took your breath in. As you release it Steve rotated your arm back into its place. You screamed at the pain and put all you could into squeezing Barnes hand to keep what focus you could from not moving too much.

 “Just keep breathing sweetheart.” Steve coached you.

 “Right.” You said through gritted teeth trying to keep each breath steady. After a moment you released Barnes hand. He took a seat on the bench across from you. Steve started working on cutting off you suit.

 “You’re ruining my outfit Steve.”

 “Sweetheart it was already ruined.” He gave you the best smile he could. You groaned back as he slid you top off your shoulders. A sting on your left arm caught your attention.

 “How bad is it?”

 “Well the one isn’t too bad. But the one on your thigh will probably need stitches.” You looked down at your leg. Sure enough it was bad. A long deep gash ran over the top of your thigh.

 “Ugh. Where’s Nat when you need her.” Steve was a little more careful cutting your pants off as to not hit the cut. Once everything was off and you sat there in your underwear he started to patch you up.

 “Here.” He helped put your right arm in a sling to support your shoulder. You followed his instructions too tired from the pain meds to fight. The cut on your other arm was quickly cleaned and wrapped. Steve now sat between your legs getting ready to stitch.

 “I hate your stitches Steve.”

 “I know. It’s not supposed to be pretty. Just had to get the job done.” You hissed in pain as he cleaned the wound.

 “I see you’re back to staring Barnes?” His eye widened then looked to the ground. “Eh. Take a picture it last longer.”

 “Yn.” Steve said with just a hint of warning. But you ignored him and just closed your eyes. He was starting to stitch and you needed to think of anything but what he was doing.

At some point while he was stitching you had let the pain meds win and fell asleep. When you woke up, you had been redressed in what you assumed was Steve’s clothes. Your right arm was still in the sling and whoever dressed you just left it under the shirt. Barnes was still sitting across from you but his head was tilted back and eyes closed. What was left of his shoulder had been wrapped and the blood cleaned off his face. You leaned forward to see that Steve was sitting at the front of the jet. You gingerly lifted yourself off the set. Every part of your body protested the movement. Your legs felt like they were made of stone. Begrudgingly you moved forward to meet Steve. He watched you as you sat down in the chair next to him just as cautiously as you had stood up.

 “How are you feeling yn?”

 “Like I got hit by a bus. Then it backed up and hit me again.” You groaned trying to find a comfortable position.

 “Yn,” he sighed. “That was so stupid what you did back there.” You turned and gave him a wide smile.

 “Stupid and reckless right?” He just shook him head and laughed. You both now looked out the front window, admiring the clouds as they went past.

 “Steve. What are we going to do now? Sam and everyone else are still locked in that hell hole. And Rhodey.” your words trailed off as tears threatened. Steve reached over and place a hand your thigh.

 “Yn. You let me worry about them. I will get them out. I just need you to get better. Please.” He cut you off before you could even get a word of protest out.

 “Fine.” He looked like crap. Cuts and bruised littered his face. Dark circles hung under his eyes. Both from Tony’s punches and the lack of sleep he had to be running on. “But I need you to take care of yourself too. Go back and get some sleep. I’ll handle everything up here.” He leaned back in his seat, rubbing his hands over his face.

 “Ok yn.” He looked back over to you. “You haven’t even asked where we are going?” You shrugged glancing down at the screens.

 “Wakanda?” Your eyes widen slightly. Why on hell would Steve be heading there?

 “We were offered an invitation from T’challa. He is also willing to the Bucky.” Steve stood up and placed a hand on your shoulder. “It will be ok. I promise.” He placed a soft kiss to the top of your head.

 “I know”

 You listened as he retreated to the back of the jet. Taking some time to double check all the instruments in front of you. You could just make out Steve and Barnes talking. The quinjet was meant to travel fast but Steve had the speed set down low. That was good. It made you look like a regular plane if you did get picked up on radar. Next to check the flight path. Again Steve had that set perfectly too. Making sure that the jet stayed out of any large city air space. You felt a presence standing next to you.

 “Let me guess.” You turned in your seat to face Barnes as he sat down where Steve was just sitting. “Steve asked you to babysit?” He gave a slight sigh and nodded his head. “Well if anything goes wrong at least between the two of us we have a two working arms.” He gave you a smile that reached his eyes. He sat back in the seat and looked out the window. You followed his lead.

 “You know I always love being up here. Up in the clouds. It’s like I was meant to be here.” Barnes didn’t say anything. “It’s just peaceful.” You both sat in silence for a long while. Every few minutes though you had to try and adjust your body to keep from getting to stiff. The last time you moved you caught Barnes looking at you. You held back the wince as to avoid showing how much pain you were really in.

 “I’m sorry yn.”

 “And why is that Barnes.” You stayed facing forward.

 “I saw the bruise around your sides and I’m pretty sure when I fell on you I felt something break. Are your ribs ok?” You turned you head to him. He looked like you had already berated him for injuries and he was taking full responsibility.

 “Listen. You aren’t the first guy to leave bruises on me.” He raised his eye brows at you. “Although you might be the first to break a rib.” You turn back to the window before you could see his reaction.

 “Any way, I am still sorry. But also thank you.”

 “And what, may I ask, are you thanking me for?”

 “For being here for Steve. I know you probably don’t like me, but it means a lot to me that he has such good friends.” His words took you by surprise.

 “I don’t hate you. It’s just,” You let out a breath and turned you head back to him again. “It’s kind of hard for me to get over someone trying to kill me.” He tensed up at your words. You reached over to touch his arm. “I know it wasn’t really you, but you did a lot of damage.” When he looked up to you his eyes were full of tears.

 “Yn, I-” You raised you hand at him.

 “Don’t. I know you are sorry.”

 “How bad was it?”

 “Do you really want to know that?” He had dropped his head again.

 “No.”

 “Good. Then don’t worry about it Barnes.” You placed your hand on his chin and lifted his face. “I am fine. Just a little salty.” You gave him a reassuring smile which he returned.

 “You know you can call me Bucky.” You signed and dropped you hand from his face.

 “I give up. Fine.” You rolled your eyes at him. “Bucky.”

 The beeping from the instrument panel pulled you from his blue eyes. You shook them and his smile from his mind. Focusing on what was making noise.

 “Go wake up Steve. We are almost there.” You started getting the jet ready for landing.

 “Sure thing, doll.” You spun in your seat a little too fast to look at him, wincing at the pull from your ribs, but he already had his back to you walking toward Steve.

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Reckless

Part Four - Captain America

Master List

-2011-

“I have a new assignment for you Agent.” Fury tossed a file down on your desk. It was unusual for him to have something so soon after finishing your last assignment. You were still working on the paperwork at your desk.

 “What is it?” You opened the file. Seeing an old army portrait of a man.

 “Helping a solider adjust back to the world.” You started looking through the rest of the paper in the file.

 “That’s not my usual work though Director.” Typically, you just ran the flights for other agents. That was why you were recruited to SHEILD.

 “This isn’t the usual solder.” He saw you stop flipping through. Landing on another old photo.

 “What the f-” This couldn’t be who you thought it was, there was no way.

 “Found him in the ice a few days ago. He’s downstairs in an office room waiting for you. I want you to help him get back into the world.” Fury walked away before you could say anymore. Quickly you got up and followed him to the elevator.

 “What can you tell me so far about him waking up?” Fury pressed in his code and the elevator began its dissent. Fury didn’t respond to your question. He just led you off the elevator and down the hall.

 “He’s in here. I have someone getting an apartment ready for him.” He handed you a set of keys. “I want you to keep one for now. Everything should be ready in a couple hours. Just keep him busy until then.”

 “Yes director.” Fury left before you opened the door. You wanted to take another quick glance through the file. There had been buzz around the office when you came back two days ago the SHIELD had found something or someone in the ice. Some agents talked said that it was Captain America but your brushed it off. He went into the ice some 70 years ago. How could he even be alive? The file contained just about everything imaginable about him. You knew though that military files did not tend to really describe a person, just their record. Captain America had quite a record. You closed the file and tucked it under your arm. Straightening yourself and opening the door.

 “Captain Rogers.” He was standing at the windows that over looked the city. “I’m Agent yn yln.” When he turned to you, you stretched out your hand to him. He took a step to reach you.

 “Nice to me you Agent. But please call me Steve.”

 “Ok Steve.” You motioned for him to sit in one of the chairs. “Please call me yn.” You gave a smile as he sat down.

 “So what can I help you with, yn.” You sat down and placed the file on the coffee table between the two of you. Steve glance down at it then back to you.

 “Well actually Steve. I’m here to help you. Director Fury wants me to help bring you into this century.” He nodded and looked back down at the file. You placed you hand on it. “Don’t worry about this.”

 “Is that about me.” His eyes were still on the file. You could feel that he was getting nervous.

 “It is. There’s everything in here. For your enlistment applications to the efforts to find your after you crashed.” You picked the file back up as you stood up. Tucking it under your arm again. “But, there’s plenty of time to go through this. Right now I’m sure you want to get out of here.” Steve stood and nodded. “There’s a good sandwich shop around the block. Much better than anything that’s in the cafeteria. I just have to stop at my desk then we can head out.” You motioned for Steve to follow you and he did. Mostly he was quiet on the way to your office. Saying hi to people here and there. Fury must have sent a memo out because the office was in full gossip mode. Thankfully most people kept their distance. You figured Steve wouldn’t appreciate being bombarded right now.

 “Steve?” He was not quite paying attention as you collected your things from your desk.

 “Sorry” He shook his head slightly.

 “It’s all good. Are your ready to go?”

 “Yes.”

 Once outside no one even paid a second glance to the man at your side. The shop was pretty empty making it a little less stressful for Steve to pick something to eat. You just ordered a drink.

 “There’s so much.” He was just staring at the menu.

 “I got you. Just go ahead and grab a seat outside.” You put your hand on his arm and smiled.

 “Sure.” You watched him as he walked outside. This has to be a hell of a shock for him. So much has to be different from when he was last in the city. Hell even from when you were younger things looked almost completely different. If you had been in his position you were sure you would have had a breakdown by now. Steve seem to be taking everything so far in stride. The lady at the counter called out your name pulling from your thoughts.

 “Thank you.” You took the tray from her and headed out to where Steve was sitting.

 “Alight. I just wet simple and got you a BLT.” You set the plate in front of him. Taking your own drink off

the tray and sitting down across from him.

 “You’re not eating?”

 “Nah. I already had lunch at the office. So I’m good.” He just stared at you for a moment before turning his attention to his meal. “Fury is getting an apartment set up for you. Once we are done here we’ll head over there.” He nodded at you as he ate. There wasn’t much conversation between the two of you at the shop. Mostly Steve would just ask simple questions about what was going on in the world. What you could answer you tried to keep simple and short for now.

 “So here is your apartment.” You opened the door to reveal the apartment. “Go ahead.” You gestured for Steve go in first. There wasn’t much in the apartment but it was nice. The living room hand a couch, plush chair, coffee table and a tv hung on the wall. There was also a small kitchen. Down the hall was his new bedroom and bathroom. Steve walked slowly though all the rooms while you check to see if the kitchen had been stocked yet.

 “Thank you yn” Steve had joined you in the kitchen.

 “Well I’m not really the one to thank. But I’ll pass it along.” Steve gave you another nod. “The kitchen is

pretty well stocked up. Did Fury get some clothes and everything in the bathroom?”

 “Uh, yea.”

 “Good. Well if anything isn’t your style just let me know. We can always go shopping. Same with the food. If there’s anything you prefer, let me know.”

 “I will. Thank you.” You both just stood there for a moment. Before you gave a small sign.

 “I think you should be good for the night. Is there anything else you need right now?”

 “No yn. This is more than enough.”

 “Ok. In that case, I’m going to take off.” You walked over to where the landline phone was plugged in.

 “I’ll leave my number if you need anything. I’ll be back about 9 tomorrow morning. Fury wants to get you set up with SHIELD. Get you some credentials.” Grabbing you bag, you pulled out the Captain America file. “I’ll leave this here for the night. Don’t stay up too late”

 “Thank you yn. I’ll see you in the morning.” He followed you to the door.

 “Oh! I almost forgot!” You fumbled with your keys. Pulling one off and handing it to him. “Your apartment key.”

 “Thanks.” He gave you a smile.

 “Try and get some sleep Steve.”

 “You too yn.”

 The two of you fell into a quick routine. You would pick Steve up at his apartment. Sometimes coming by early to join him for breakfast. After you would head to SHIELD and workout at the gym. Steve had been helping you get stronger and faster at fighting. Lunches were whatever was in the cafeteria at SHIELD. Steve liked to join you at your desk to watch you work in the afternoon. He was fascinated by all the tech and loved to learn. He often would stay too long before heading off on his own. Some days he would go to the Smithsonian and walk through the Captain America exhibit. Some days you would find him in the archive room dinging through old files on the war. He was surprise to learn that Peggy was still alive. You had offered to get a message to her to see if she wanted to see him. But Steve wanted to wait. He wasn’t sure how or what to say after all these years.

 Eventually, Fury needed you back and onto a new assignment. Steve still kept the routine though. Now instead of you picking him up, he would bring you coffee and a treat to your desk in the morning. Gym time had been move to the end of the day. He would always walk you home afterwards. Even after almost two months it still felt weird that you had become good friends with Captain America.

 “So what’s next for you?” You were taking a quick water break from working out.

  “I’m not sure. When I went down there was the war and HYRDA to fight. Now seems calm.”

 “Sure. Calm in comparison to war. But there’s still a need for you Steve.”

 “That there is Captain” Fury’s voiced boomed out the doorway.

 “Director.” You both said in unison.

 “Since it seems you two are always together. Here.” He handed Steve a file. You walked over closer to him so you could see what was inside.

 “What is this?” Steve was still looking at the unopened file.

 “An assignment for you two.” Surly pointed between Steve and you. “Consider yourselves partners from

now on.” Steve finally opened the file.

 “Welcome to the Avengers Captain Rogers and Agent yln.”

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Reckless

Part Three

Master List

About thirty minutes later you heard Steve stand up to join you in the front of the jet. You hadn’t let go of the controls. Opting to manually operate the jet just so you were ready if Tony showed back up. Steve placed a hand on your shoulder a squeezed gently. Silently asking if you were ok.

“We just left them Steve. You know where they are going to put them.”

“I know yn.” He let out a small sigh. There were great odds that your friends were going to be sent to the raft. A prison in the middle of the ocean only reserved for the most dangerous people on the planet. You had been there a few times to help with prisoner transfers and the thought of them being held in those cells made your heart ache.

“Something bad happened back there Steve. Something with Rhodey. On minute he was on my radar then he was gone. I couldn’t make out what Sam was saying.” There was panic in your voice. “Could you make anything out?” You turned your face to Steve.

When he didn’t meet you gaze you knew it was more than bad. You bit back tears. Rhodey may have been fighting against you but he was a close friend too. He taught you how to fly when you first joined the Air Force. Long before Iron Man or the Avengers. Instead of answering Steve just squeezed your shoulder again. You nodded at him before he left to sit back down.

“We are about five minutes out guys. Get ready.”

You decided to land the jet close to the bunker. Steve and Barnes needed to get in there quickly. They didn’t have time to tread through the snow. After landing you joined them in the back of the jet. Barnes had already loaded up his gear and was carrying his machine gun. Both men were talking quietly while looking out the back of the jet. All your gear had already been laid you for you. You weren’t sure which man had done it but it made swapping out your gear for something more deadly quicker. The last step was to reach in the med cabinet for an auto injector for both men and one for you. You placed yours in its respective pocket and turned to Steve.

“Here.” You handed him the injector. “Just in case.” He nodded and you turned to Barnes. “One for you too.”

“That won’t work.”

“It’s dosed for me Bucky. It will work for you too.” Steve assured him.

“What’s in it?” He reached out and grabbed the injector.

“A little pain meds and adrenaline. Just pull the cap off and jam it into your body.” You demonstrated which end he needed to pull. “Make sure you aim for flesh.” You gave him a slight tease. “It won’t be any good if you use it on that metal arm.” He gave a quick smile back before you both turned back to Steve. “What’s the plan?”

“I’m not sure yn.”

“Well I have some ideas.” He looked at you surprised.

“Go ahead.”

“Well if there are five super soldiers in there, I’m not much good. You two go in and deal with them. I’ll take care of whatever or whoever comes out the door.”

“Yn? It’s not like you to pull yourself from a fight.”

“I know Steve. But let’s be real. You would spend more time worrying about me and get distracted. You both need to be focused.” Steve have you a slight nod. “Plus, I’ll be able to warn you if Tony or anyone shows up.”

“Right.” He stood up a little straighter. “You ready Buck?” Barnes gave a quick nod before both men headed down the ramp. You followed behind. Stopping to grab a large coat from a locker. Just before they began the decent to the bunker Steve turned back to you

“Don’t do anything stupid or reckless out here yn.”

“How can I? You’re taking it all with you.” Barnes stopped at your words and looked to Steve quickly. Steve let out a small laugh noticing the look from Barnes. Both turned back around and trudged off in the snow and you climbed on top of the jet to have a better view of the surroundings.

“Yn? You copy me?” Steve sounded concerned. You sat up a little straighter

“Yea, Steve. What’s up?”

“The doors open down here. Be on the lookout. You may not be the only one out there.” Your eyes immediately start to scan the landscape closely

“Copy that Steve. You be careful too. You may not be the only two in there.” You continued to scan the land. Feeling like the hair on every part of your body was standing up.

You heard it before anything. You could recognize the sound to Tony’s suit in your sleep. You rolled off the top of the jet before he could get too close.

“Heads up Steve. Tony’s coming in.” Your words were met with silence. “Fuck.” Stupid and reckless. Steve’s words played over in your mind. You were planning to go in the bunker after Tony. Three against six is better that two against six. You told yourself. You tossed off the coat you were wearing and took off to the bunker before your body could sense the cold.

You slowed down as you reached the door. It was still open from before Steve and Barnes went through. Inside was dark. Barely lit by the reflection of the sun off the snow outside. You scanned the entire room with the machine gun raised. It was empty except for a large door.

“Steve. Can you copy me?” You prayed that he responded. When he didn’t you headed to the large door. It was an elevator. It would ruin the element of your surprise but it looked to be the only way down. You cringed are the sounds of metal being pulled up. It was just too loud for your liking. As the noise grew louder you raised the gun again. If anyone was coming up with the elevator you would be ready. Thankfully it was empty. Carefully you stepped inside and began the dissent. There wasn’t any cover in the elevator, so you kneeled down in the corner. This way you could hopefully get the drop on any one waiting at the bottom. The door opened to an empty hall.

“Steve. Please fucking copy me.” Nothing. Dead air.

Slowly you moved down the hallway. Gun leading the way as you checked every crevice for anyone. Soon enough you heard a voice. You couldn’t make out what was being said, you just followed it deeper into the bunker. The hallway opened up into a large room. Barnes was the first one to catch your eye. He shook his head slightly at you. His face almost urging you to leave. But Steve and Tony were watching something on the screen in front of them. You moved closer to them as you heard a woman calling out from the screen.

“Steve?” He turned back to you. He didn’t react to your presence but closed his eyes then turned back to Tony. You made it close enough to see the final image on the screen. The Winter Soldier pointing a gun at the camera. Your brain finally registered the name the woman had been calling. Howard.

“Did you know?” Tony’s voice was cold.

“I wasn’t sure.” Tony turned to Steve.

“Did you know?!” You could feel the pain and anger in his voice.

“Yes.”

In an instant Tony fired a blast from his hand. Steve was able to deflect but it caused whatever machinery around you to come crashing down. You dodged it and landed on your knees. Quickly you pointed the machine gun at Tony. Taking aim at the back of the Iron Man suits knee. You knew that a few well-placed shots could help disarm the suit. Steve and Tony were locked at each other when you took your shot. Sparks flying from where the bullets made contact. Tony turned and shot other blast over your head causing even more metal to come falling from the ceiling.

“Bucky get out of here. Take yn with you!” He shouted as he re-engaged with Tony. You got back up to your knees and started to take aim at Tony’s other leg. You were stopped by Barnes slamming into you and gabbing your middle.

“Put me the fuck down!” You struggle at his grip but he held tight. Barnes walked over to a control panel at the bottom of a tall silo. He slammed his hand on it and metal started to groan to life. He then began to climb.

“Just stop moving and hang on.” He held on even tighter to you with his flesh arm. You could feel the bruises starting to form on your ribs from his grip. You complied for only a moment before begin to move in his grip again.

“Fuck yn stop!”

“Just let me turn!” He loosens his grip just enough for you to turn so your back was against him. Steve and Tony were still fighting each other but Tony was trying to get to Barnes. You had lost the machine gun sometime after Barnes grabbed you. You reached for a pistol that was still on your hip.

“What the hell are you doing!” Barnes had paused for just a moment to look at you.

“Just keep climbing!” You shouted at him and raised your gun. Trying to be as steady as possible as you dangled from Barnes. You found the right rhythm to move so that your aim could be steady. You took aim at Tony’s shoulder firing several shots. One must have hit because now Tony’s focus was on both of you.

“Shit!” You tried to aim again but Tony was faster. Firing a blast from his hand at the two of you on the wall. Barnes let go just fast enough to avoid the blast but it dropped you both down to a grated metal platform. The metal bit into any skin it could find and the weight of Barnes on top of you made something crack.

“What the fuck was that!” He shouted at you as he stood up. You didn’t pay attention to him because you had already rolled to your stomach aiming the gun again. This time you could get a clean easy shot. Sparks came flying from the base of the Iron man helmet.

“Dammit!” Barnes grabbed you up quickly and jumped to another platform.

You opted now to wrap your arms and legs around him so that he could climb faster. You were almost to the top. You peaked over Barnes should go see Tony aiming a rocket at the two of you.

“Barnes!” The rocket was off. Making contact with the giant metal hatch that had opened at the top. The hatch came crashing back down. Barnes fell on his back letting go of you. The force of the fall caused you to roll off the platform and fall down the silo. You reached out of anything to grab on to. Steve caught you half way down. You screamed in pain when he grabbed your arm. Pulling the shoulder out of socket. In one motion he swung you across to another platform. Tony and Barnes are now falling down the shaft. Steve grabbed on as they fell. The three hit a platform lower than the one you were on and that’s were Barnes stayed. Steve and Tony falling all the to the ground.

“Barnes you good?” You yelled down to him. Trying to reach for your auto injector for some relief from the pain in your shoulder. As you looked down you could see Steve’s shield a few levels down. Barnes was just across from it. He was starting to get up.

“Barnes!” He looked up at you just as you launched yourself off the ledge falling toward him. You actually managed to land somewhat easily on the same platform. Barnes was able to keep you upright from the jump.

You glanced down where Steve and Tony were at. Tony was now on top of Steve. Barnes grabbed you again and launched to the shield then down to the ground. He was up instantly slamming the shield into Tony. You took a second longer to right yourself.

“Steve! The reactor!” Breaking the rector at the center of the suit would be the only way now to stop Tony. You reached for any weapons on your body. The only thing left was a knife in your boot. That didn’t matter though because in a moment of distraction from Steve, Tony was able to let off a stun shot to your chest.

Everything was on fire. Your head spinning. You tired yelling again at Steve but weren’t sure if anything had come out. You couldn’t hear the punches being thrown between the men and you could only make out the flashes from Tony’s weapon in your vision. You closed your eyes against the pain. Willing the world to slow down. You opened your eyes just in time to see a large flash. Barnes fell close to you. You could just make out that his metal arm was gone. Things suddenly started to come back into focus. Steve had Tony pinned to the wall farthest from you. Barnes groaned next to you. You tried to reach out to him but your body was not wanting to move. When you looked back, Steve was now on top of Tony. Shield raised high over his head.

“Steve!” The shield came down. Buried deep into the reactor at Tony’s chest.

Nobody seemed to make a move for a long time. Feeling was finally coming back to the rest of your body. Barnes was starting to move next to you as well.

“Steve. We have to go.” You had pushed yourself up to your knees. Steve pulled the shield from where it was still stuck in the reactor. He walked over to Barnes and helped him up.

“That shield doesn’t belong to you! My father made that shield!” Steve paused in front of you. You had somehow made you way to your feet. The sound the shield made as it landed on the cement was deafening. You could feel tears start in your eyes. Blinking them back you moved to the other side of Barnes and let him lean on you for more support. Carefully the three of you made your way to the elevator.

By the time the three of you reached the metal doors, you were leaning more on Barnes than he was on you. The pain meds you had taken earlier wearing off fast. Your feet stumbled over the threshold of the elevator.

“Are you ok yn.” Steve looked around Barnes to you.

“Yea. Fine.” You sucked in a sharp breath. Trying to put on a brave face.

“She’s lying.”

“Fuck you Barnes.” You pushed yourself off of him to stand up straighter. Your body betrayed you though when you stumbled back, the wall catching you. You let yourself slide down to a sitting position.

“Yn!” Steve was all you could focus on. His hands were on each side of your face.

“Hey Steve.” You smiled weakly. The edges of you vision going black.

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Reckless

Part Two

Master List

The ride to the airport was quite. Everyone had their eyes trained on a different part of the road. The airport itself was busy. Cars and people just about everywhere. That’s what made the parking garage even more eerie. It was empty. Not a single car. Steve drove up a few levels before parking allowing everyone to get out and stretch.

 “I’m going to do a per- “

 “Yn. There is nobody here. We didn’t pass a single car.” Steve had his hand on your shoulder. He was relaxed somehow. So you mimicked his composer and leaned against the car. You tensed again when you heard a vehicle approaching. Pushing off from the car a reaching for your gun. But again Steve was calm.

“It’s irritating how relaxed you are right now.” You snarled at him. He just smiled and walked forward as the white van pulled into a spot a few down from where you were.

You didn’t recognize the woman in the front seat at first. A man got out of the driver’s side and walked around the van.

 “You’ve got to be shitting me! Hawkeye!” You rush over to him all but lifting him off the ground in a hug.

 “Alright calm down. It’s good to see you to.” He squeezed you tightly and you both pulled back.

 “What are you doing here? I thought you were retired?” You lifted your brow at him as he just laughed.

 “You know how it is when cap calls.” He just shrugged

 “Don’t I.” Now you recognized the woman behind Clint. “This must be Wanda!” You released Clint so he could talk to Steve and Sam. Wanda put her hand out to you.

 “Oh no I don’t do handshakes.” You scooped her in for just as tight of hug as you did with Clint. “It’s wonderful to finally meet you.”

 “It’s nice to meet you to yn.” Clint talked about you the whole way here. She had a big smile on her face. You turn to Clint still holding her hand

 “I hope it was all good things.” He chuckled and walk toward the side door of the van.

 “Told her you would be a bad influence.” He winked as he opened the door. A man you didn’t know sort of tumbled out of the van, looking like he was being woken up from a three-day bender.

 “Holy crap it’s Captain America!” He started vigorously shaking Steve’s hand and you couldn’t help but laugh at his face. Wanda let a small giggle out too. I’m Scott lang.

 “Nice to meet you Scott.” You could tell Steve was dying on the inside. He hated when people fanned over him. Scott quickly let go of his hand and turned back to where Clint, Wanda and you were standing.

 “I know you guys too. You’re all great!”

 The moment was cut short when an announcement in German came over the airport pa.

 “Steve they are clearing out the airport.” You let go of Wanda’s hand and walked closer to him. “Stark is here.”

 “Then let’s suit up.” He turned back to the bug to get his shield.

 “Clint I sure hope you brought me something?”

 “I always have gifts for you princess!” He walked around to the back of the van. There were two duffle bags. “Right one is all yours.”

 “What’s in the other one?” You picked up your bag and hooked it on your shoulder.

 “Had to bring gifts for everyone.” He nodded off to where Barnes was standing. He was leaning on the car looking out the parking garage.

 “Hey Barnes. You got a delivery over here!” You shouted to him and walked around the other side of the van so you could get changed into your gear.

 The plan was simple. The rest of the team would deal with Tony and whoever else was with him. You would get a plane ready. You didn’t like being held back from a fight but you knew it was the best chance to get out of there. Sam and you were the best pilots. It was going to take every ounce of skill to out maneuver Tony in his suit. Sam would be noticed if he wasn’t fighting. So far all of you had no inclination that anyone knew you were with Steve. It was the best shot. Packing up the last of your arsenal into a bag, Barnes walked up to you.

 “Do you have extra space in there?”

 “Sure do. Whatcha got.” You began to move things around as he handed you extra magazines.

 “Thanks.” He patted your shoulder before turn back to join the others.

 The main goal of this fight wasn’t to kill. Most of the weapons you attached to your body were some form of taser. Everything else was packed into the bag and secured to your back.

 “You ready over there yn?” You turned to Steve. Everyone else was standing around him waiting for final orders.

 “Yea. Just had to double check all the goodies”

 “Right. So if Stark is here that means the helicopter is probably not going to be the best way out of here.” Steve turned to Sam. “Check to see if there is a quinjet here. Hopefully we can draw enough attention for yn to get there and be ready for us.” There was a pause. Something told you everyone was thinking the same thing. Not everyone would be getting to the jet. “Sam, Buck. I want you in the terminal top floor. Clint, Wanda. Find somewhere close to me. But stay out of sight until I signal. Scott. You’re with me. Yn, stay to the edges. Don’t engage if at all possible. They need to think that it’s only the six of us.” Everyone was nodding to their instructions and moving to get into position. Steve and you were the last two to move. Standing side by side he put his arm around you in a tight hug, placing a small kiss on the top of your head.

 “And promise me yn. Don’t do anything stupid or reckless.” You couldn’t help but laugh and walk away from him. Turning back to face him.

 “Now you know that’s my job Steve.” He gave you a smile that didn’t quite reach his eyes as he moved to follow you.

 “Comms check. Is everyone in position?” A chorus of copies came through your ear piece. “Sam where are we on the quinjet?”

 “Looks like it’s in the far hanger to the right.” You peaked around the edge of the building you were hiding behind.

 “Looks like a pretty straight shot Steve. I should have plenty of cover as long as you keep them busy.”

 “Let’s move.”

 Steve took off in a jog to the helicopter that was your original plan. Just before he reached it though, something electrified it. Tony and Rhodey landed just in front of it. You could feel the tension from those two from where you were standing. Soon more people joined their conversation. T’challa, Nat and then another person you didn’t recognize. He had snatched the shield from Steve and was talking to Tony. Suddenly Steve raised his hands, they were bound somehow. An arrow spilt the binding and in an instant the fight was on.

 You tired your best not to focus too much on who was hitting who. That didn’t matter right now. All that mattered was dodging debris that seemed to start falling from everywhere. Somewhere in the chaos you saw that Vision had joined in on Tony’s side.

 “Steve I’m at the jet!” You shouted over the noise that filled the comms. “Get here now!”

 “We got to take out the flyers! We won’t get out of here with them in the air!”

 “Steve. You and Bucky get to the jet. The rest of us aren’t making it out of this fight.”

 “Sam’s right cap. This isn’t the real fight.”

 “Steve. We need to go now.” You pleaded with him. He hesitated.

 “Then we need I big diversion.”

 Scott was on it. Suddenly growing to tower over everything.

 “That’s it Steve. Get your ass here now.” Your anxiety was raising. Everything on the jet was ready to go.

You just needed Steve and Barnes to be fast enough to make it.

 “Come on come on.” You repeated to yourself. They were gaining ground. The jets engines whined as they Idled in place, ready to let loose. Suddenly a yellow beam of energy shot across the tarmac and the tower next to the hangar was falling. Shit. They weren’t going to make it. You prepared to take off and snatch them on the other side. It would be extremely risky but that was the only option. That was until now a red energy from Wanda slowed the fall. Both men pushed hard to run. At the last second though Wanda’s energy was gone. The tower came crashing down.

 “Fuck Steve!” You shouted over the comms. He didn’t have to answer you because there both him and Barnes stood. Face to face with Nat.

 You fought with yourself. They needed to get out of here. There was no time to waste fighting with Natasha. Then T’challa climbed over the debris. Almost instantly Nat hit him with a taser shot. She was helping you guys.

 “Steve! Now!” You shouted one last time. As soon as you heard two sets of boots, the ramp was up and the jet was airborne.

 “Hold on to something!” You didn’t wait for confirmation before dropping the jet back down low to avoid a shot from Tony. All you could hear was bodies hitting something and curse words. Next was straight up then sharp right bank.

 “Sam I need some cover. I can’t shake them!”

 “I’m working on it!” Tony was down. It was just Rhodey on your tail. He matched you turn for turn.

 “Fuck. Come on Sam.” You mumbled focused on pulling every maneuver skill you could think off.

 “Yn!” Steve caught you leaving attention just in time for you to dodge another yellow beam from vision. Rhodey dropped from your radar. There we shots over the comms. You couldn’t make them out clearly but you knew it was bad. All you could do was push the engines harder and put more distance between the airport and you.

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Reckless

Part One

Master List

Natasha and Steve were talking as you walked up. Deciding not to interrupt you walk to Sam.

 “Hey y/n”

 “Hey sam. So what’s next for you?” You placed your hands in your pockets leaning against the tree next to him. Your eyes were focused on the pair in front of you. He let out a sigh. Turning to face the same as you. Nat was handing Steve a file.

 “Probably whatever is in that file.” You hadn’t known Sam long but he helped Steve and Nat. That was more than enough for you to trust him too.

 “Can’t wait.” A smirk coming to your face as you pushed off from the tree. “Later Nat! don’t be a stranger.” You called after her.

 “Same to you, Y/n.” She waved and was off.  Both Sam and you walked up to Steve who opened the file. There on the front page was the Winter Solider.

 “You both don’t have to do this.” His eye followed the page down to a small black and white picture of the man before he was the Solider.

 “Shut up Steve.” You rolled your eyes, taking the file from him. “I told you id follow you wherever no matter what.” His faced turned to you with a hesitant smile.

 Sam looked back down at the file. “When do we start?”

 ~

 I’ll follow you wherever.

 Now that meant sitting on the back of run down bug, uncomfortably close to the man you had been trying to track for two years.

 You knew Steve would call you the moment you saw the new that the UN was bombed and the Winter Solider was suspect number one. It honestly had taken longer than you thought for that call to come in. You already had a bag packed and were pacing by the phone.

 “Yn I need your help.” Steve already sounded exhausted.

 “Sure as shit do Steve. What the hell is going on? Why all the sudden is the Soldier bombing the UN?”

 “Bucky did not bomb the UN.” He emphasized Bucky hard. You knew he hate when you called him that.

 “Fine.” You huffed. “If it wasn’t Barnes then who was it?”

 “I’m not sure yet. Just get to Germany.”

 “On my way. Don’t do anything to stupid or reckless until I get there.”

 “Wouldn’t dream of it sweetheart. That’s your job.” He hung up and set coordinates to your phone.

   “Can you move your seat up? “

 “No. “

 “Ah so he does speak!” Barnes hadn’t said anything to you since you showed up in the warehouse in the same bug you were now stuffed into. Sam let out a chuckle at your comment but Barnes just kept his eye focused on Steve and Sharon. Their conversation was ending when you saw them kiss.

 “When the hell did that happen Sam?” You slapped him across the shoulder. “And why didn’t you tell me!”

 “Damn girl.” He was rubbing the front of his shoulder where you hit him. “As far as I know that’s the first time.” Steve was walking back the car and placed his and Sam’s gear in the trunk.

 “I got to make one more call before we leave.” He said dipping down to get in the car.

 “So what was that all about Steve?” You couldn’t hide the teasing grin on your face.

 “Yn.” He warned.

 You through your hands up in defense. “Alright alright. “

 Steve drove to an empty warehouse not far from the airport.

 “We will set up here for the night.” All the men got out of the car and busied themselves with setting up a makeshift table and some sleeping areas.

 “I’ll go scrounge up some food for us. I’m sure y’all are hungry.” You picked up a baseball cap that was laying in the trunk. Putting it on then pulling your hood up.

 “Is that a good idea?”

 “Nobody knows I’m even here Steve. As far as their concerned I’m still in Poland. So no eyes are looking for me. I can’t have you two, at least, running on empty.” You pointed between Sam and Steve. “And I guess you too Barnes.”

 “Yn, just don’t – “

 “Do anything stupid or reckless.” You cut him off. “Yea yea. I know.” You dipped out of the building before anyone could protest further. gently check that you gun was secure under your coat before heading down the road.

 All the boys were happy that you managed to bring back Chinese food. You were sure that they thought you would be just coming back with gas station garbage. Steve had gone over the plan with everyone before you found a quiet corner to sit and clean what weapons you had with you. He assured you that more were coming. You hadn’t expected to need this much fire power, two guns and a couple knives weren’t going to cut it against Tony or whatever or whoever was waiting in Siberia. You were also acutely aware that Barnes was staring at you.

 “Can I help you with something sir stares a lot?” You didn’t look up from the gun.

 “Umm n-no. Just watching you.”

 You sighed setting the gun down to meet his eyes. “Obviously. But why?”

 Barnes looked down at his hands then back to you. “You were the one tacking me down weren’t you? “

 “I was. “

 “Your good.” He gave you a quick smile.

 “Clearly not good enough. Lost your trail in Poland and was stuck there for the last nine months.” He grimaced when you mentioned Poland. “Exactly my point. So where did you run off to? The most I figured you were still somewhere in Central Europe?”

 “Romania.” He had almost a proud smile on his face

 “You sneaky fuck. Not many people can slip past me. Good job.”

 He dropped his head again. “So why are you here? Why were you tracking me for Steve? “

 “Because,” you started packing your weapons away. “I promised that dumb sack of muscle that I’d follow him no matter what.”  You adjusted you coat and got comfortable as you could against the wall. “So now here I am in some shit hole in Germany.” You shrugged and closed your eyes. “Now I’m going to try and get some rest.” You peaked at him with one eye. “You just keep on doing whatever that it.” You waved him off and tucked your arms around yourself.

 Something bumped your foot. Before you could even think instincts took over. your right hand grabbed the gun at your side and pointed. Your eyes finally caught up only to see Sam with his hands up and a surprised look on his face.

 “Told you to be careful waking her up.” Steve was laughing from somewhere behind Sam.

 “Then why did you do it?” Sam’s eyes were still on the gun pointed at him. All Steve could do was laugh.

Your brain finally catches up and lowers the gun.

 “Sorry Sam. I get a little jumpy on the job.” You reached your hand out to him so he could help you up.

 “No shit.” As he pulled you to your feet, you holstered you gun. “We are getting ready to leave.”

 “Right. I’m going to do a perimeter check before we go. No since in getting caught before we even start.” You grab the baseball hat you wore the night before and pulled your gun back from the holster.

 “Yn….” You cut Steve off with your hand.

 “Don’t start.” He went to say something back to you but you just glared at him. Daring him to test you. When he didn’t you walked to the door and placed your gun in the pocket of your coat with your hand still on it.

 “You can’t be serious Steve.” Sam stepped forward. Steve didn’t move but you turned back to face Sam. Giving him the same look you just have Steve.

 “Fine.” He huffed out raising his hands. You nodded your head to were Barnes was standing.

 “Anything from the peanut gallery there Barnes? “

 “No ma’am “

 “Good.” You turn back to the door and left.

 You were only gone fifteen minutes. You wanted to make a good perimeter and check the way to the interstate. Everything looked fine. Light traffic on the surface streets and the interstate was packed. A good and easy way to blend it.

 “We should be good at least to the interstate.” You let the door shut behind you as you walk to the three men standing around the car.

 “You walked all the way to the interstate?” Barnes seem surprised

 “No dummy. Just far enough to get a look at traffic. It’s busy so we should be able to blend in with out issue.” You turned to Steve who nodded his head.

 “Then let’s go.”

 Barnes was the first in the car. Sam shoved the seat back a little too hard and you heard Barnes mumble something under his breath. You paused for a moment, taking in a deep breath. There was no going back. Steve walked up behind you and placed a hand on the small of you back.

 “Everything ok sweetheart?” You nodded and let out your breath.

 “A lot of shit is going to change today Steve. “

 “You can still leave yn.” You scoffed.

  “And let you three have all the fun. I think not Rogers!” You patted the roof of the car and slid in next to Barnes.

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