It's been a while but i thought let's share...
I can't promise to keep this blog going even tho it's one thing that keeps me calm..
I have improved as a student after I've started studying out of fear and tbh i love what I'm studying (even phy;)
I swear to do better in 12th and I'm officially in 12th in a few days ...
To keeo this short
You're barely gonna see any of me..(to the people who actually follow me and care abt my blog;)which is i doubt is anyone since I've barely written anything unusual or a thing to attract the massesš
Love love untill then
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in the spirit of pjo getting greenlit by disney can everyone PLEASE remember not to violate the privacy of the literal twelve-year-old actors when theyāre casted like. leave them alone. by all means get excited about them, i will too! but i donāt want to see any online harassment about their appearance or how āaccurateā their casting is or people speculating about whether theyāre neurodivergent like the demigods because thatās their own medical history?? i know fandom is used to saying awful shit about adult actors and digging deep into their pasts/social media (which is really shit to do even with adults) but remember that these are KIDS. this has been a psa
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So basically i am almost 3/4 rths done with dark matter and omg that book is epic....like dude every page u turn there's a new twist
... intially it seemed super cliched and like super obvious that it's a multiverse and stuff but as it progresses it becomes better and more complex and more guy wrenchingly entertainingš¤š
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Currently reading : DARK MATTER BY BLAKE CROUCH
It's boring in the start but gets interesting as it progresses š„ŗš
Will update u more when I'm done reading
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HIIIIIIIIIIII
My second exam of class 11 just started today and I barely got time to draft this entry.
šSo here me giving you ppl all sorts of recommendations to spend your free time this month,week,day or hour..
These are the one's that just came to my mindš
they aren't well researched š³
MOVIES
PassangersĀ
The last letter to your loverĀ
Jaane tu ya jaane Na
Zindagi na milegi dubara
Kalank
Just go with it
The break up
The holidayĀ
San AndreasĀ
The full Twilight sagaĀ
The soul
Legally blonde (both the movies)
Life as we know it
TitanicĀ
Mulan(orignal)
Tangled
Inside outĀ
Toy story(1,2,3..4 is not great)
Manikarnika
Kai poche
2 statesĀ
Silver linings play book
Guardians of the galaxy(both vol.)
Zodiac
The silent voice
Ebola Holmes
Mimi
SearchingĀ
Blue lagoon
Kabhi kushi kabhi gum
Dil dhadkne dho
The sky is pinkĀ
Jab we met
The boy in striped pajamas
Taare jameen parĀ
Sierra berges is a loser
Matilda
13 going on 30
Isn't it romantic
The intern
To all the boys I've loved beforeĀ
ALL THE ONE'S I CAN REMEMBER RIGHT NOW š„ŗ
SERIES
kota factoryĀ
Keeping up with theKardashians
Real housewives of Beverly hills
AdultingĀ
Descendants of the son
Death noteĀ
Assasination classroom
Ginny and GeorgiaĀ
How I met your mother
ShadowhuntersĀ
Riverdale
Big bang theory
Wanda vision
Little thingsĀ
Unsolved mysteries
Single parentsĀ
Close enoughĀ
The good place
Feels like ishq
Dash and Lily
Never have I everĀ
I have more series on my to be watched then what I've watched š³š
BOOKS
The hunger games
The mortal instruments
Turtles all the way downĀ
5 point someone
Looking for Alaska
DivergentĀ
Harry potterĀ
Percy Jackson
Twilight saga
The sun is also a starĀ
The hostĀ
One of us lyingĀ
The book theifĀ
Suheldev
The girl in room 105
Wishful thinkingĀ
Why do I not have more book recommendationsšš{maybe because I don't remember what I read lol and these are all the ones I remember}
PODCASTS
Death lies and cyanideĀ
KowabanaĀ
For loves sake
Stars se baatein with salil (idk if the names correct)
DIDN'T REALLY HEAR ALOT OF PODCASTS AND THESE CAPTIVATED MY ATTENTION š³
MUSIC
š„ŗI CANT REALLY RECOMMEND ALOT HERE BUT HERE ARE TWO OF MY PLAYLISTSĀ
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1jFPE4hzS6Kw7kEdqPPh4q?si=eS3xzOYuQomNztfBYcq3jQ&utm_source=copy-link&dl_branch=1
All of my favourite songsĀ
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3GQFci0qTMDqMfNJMB6eqn?si=wapRA_ddTaOGY-l3sff2kQ&utm_source=copy-link&dl_branch=1
This one is for any random songs that I likeš„ŗš
YOUTUBE CHANNELSĀ
Eleanore Neale
Kendell rae
Vedant rustyĀ
Riya Gogoi
Captain indiaĀ
Mallika
Lakshay chaudry
Natalia TaylorĀ
Stephanie LangeĀ
Hopescope
Mango boi
Kirtichow
Glowkus
Amanda the Jedi
Alex Meyers
AndreiĀ terabia
Anna solves
Anna horror Stories
YEAH THATS ALLšššš
PROMISE I WILL MAKE A PROPER ENTRY NEXT WEEKš³
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you could all learn a lesson from grimes. you canāt always fix him. sometimes he makes you worse instead
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2021-The year that went faster then 2020
In Jan of 2020 I remember thinking this year is going to be the best year of my life,as it was the last year of my school life,last year to spend time with my classmates(we all know the promises to always stay in touch never work out and at the end we all tend to grow apart and be strangers).
Alot of things happened in Jan 2020 that changed my life and alot of them are things that I cannot share right now but one day I will.
And as we know 2020 went fast too..
As soon as school reopened from the break schools shut down again because of the pandemic.
Life went all haywireššnot knowing what's gonna happen next and the big question
"WHEN WILL SCHOOL START AGAIN?!"
spoiler alert***
"It never did!!!!!!!!!"
So time passed by and there was absolutely no motivation to do anything...
Don't get me wrong I did study for my board exams alot š³because it's always safer to study and get good marks rather then regret never studying!
But then as we all know
CLASS 10 AND 12 BOARD EXAMS ARE CANCELLED!!!!
I felt like all my hardwork,all my sleepless nights went to a wasteš„ŗ
(I want to use emojis now!!!)
And as I had already got admission into an integrated school life was good!!!
My school started on 3rd of may 2021(wanna keep that on record)
For the first time in my life I enjoyed learning and I understood everything is that was being taught.
But now I worked hard for 1 or 2 months and now I just don't feel motivated to do anything.
But now I've been getting into it againšš
But I have classes throughout the dayšand it's fineš
I might make a detailed day in the life tooš„ŗ
Also I have a few movie and TV show recommendations for my next blog untill then a few pics from my weeks!!!
DONE FOR THIS WEEKš
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SEE YOU GUYS NEXT WEEK!!!
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I'm so sorry I ghosted this blog...the thruth is that I've been caught up being lazy and I have a ton of stuff to do since 11th grade started:)
I've enrolled in an integrated school.
For those of you who don't know what that is-its basically a coaching centre but in the illuison of a school.
I'm planning to answer neet in 2023 because it has always been my dream to be a doctor and as time is going by I have started realising that is what I want in life.
I guess I will start posting one a week now ..and sharing everything that has been going on in my life š
I have a ton of stuff to tell you;){my dear reader!!!}
Love loveĀ
See you next weekĀ
WILL POST EVERY MONDAY
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āThe sun watches what I do. But the moon knows all my secrets.ā
ā Unknown
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The sunset at the end of the day is the best
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I love John green and looking for Alaska is just an example of his lovely writing skills
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This was my very first edit
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I make edits in my free time.....
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Does nepotism exist in Hollywood?could it be that the Indian as well as American film/movie industry share something ? Seems shocking,but could it be?well even if it does,at least they donāt come up with forced commercial films like COOLIE NO : 1 for the nepo products.Before forming an opinion itās always better to do hardcore research which I doubt Iāll end up doing:laziness is key to having lesser opinions.(I am debating:should I use emojis or should I not,I want to sound mature and less cheery but at the same time,I love emojis).
Random fact:
š„ŗ-Thatās my fav emoji
So today morning I published my first blog,it felt good.Itās like I can say whatever I want,without being afraid that someone might say something.I do feel like I am mentally ill at times by Ill I mean that I fear I have anxiety issues.But donāt all people my age overthink and worry for absolutely no reason.sometimes I feel Iām very awkward socially.I donāt know itās like Iām friends with all people, but I always feel no one likes me and they gossip about me.
Iāve barely let my self ponder on anything today.COVID,MURDERS and the fact that my grades have slipped and arenāt what they used to be.I spend my morning reading a short story in my English text for my next test called āchief Seattleās speechā.I didnāt really love it at first read but as I kept on going back to it I felt more and more love towards it.Itās like every time I read it,I discover something new to it.Itās so philosophical and mind opening (I might do a what I learned from it blog sometime so letās leave it there),if u wish to read it hereās the link:
https://en.m.wikisource.org/wiki/Chief_Seattle%27s_Speech
Basically NASA has found a new planet that maybe habitable.It's like every few days they will come up with some or the other news,which might not be the thruth.I still remember in 2016 or 2017(kind of edgy with the dates as this was more than 4 years ago)the world is going to end (I remember it being a 22nd)I cant remember what the reason for the world ending was but the hype was there.
That Friday I remember my bestfriend telling me(let's call her vanilla for now)
"see you next monday,if we live."
well I'm right in front of you.
I remember when I was in the 3rd or 4rth grade ,my hobbies included reading about the space and beyond.Even the YouTube history was filled with long documentaries relating to space.That obsession did die out.But my google feed is still filled with discoveries and articles about space.
Sometimes I hope that I could remember the pin point details of everything I'd read or heard(I do have a near to perfect memory,according to my mom).
Many a times I tend to watch clips of KUWTK on YouTube for entertainment.I personally don't follow their lives that much,but have fun watching them on reality television.I can never really form an opinion about them because it's a very controversial subject.Many praise them for what they have achieved while some call them out for becoming famous with a s** tape.To be Frank I feel that the show is good but people should take it as entertainment and not life goals and stuff because they are millionaires and have a huge empire built.Meaning who cares if it was because of a tape and what they do besides the show.They do produce very high body standards which is very toxic for young girls but at the same time its because they are put under that kind of pressure.See cant form an opinion here.Its really sad to see the show ending along with Kim's alleged divorce.(many media houses use such personal matters to boost their views on YouTube which I feel isnt okay)
Its not even half passed two but I'm already tired,there is no reason for me to be tired actually.Bye...
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Woke up at 10 again.Which according to the ones that gave me life is extremely unacceptable for a 10th std going to give her board exam in allegedly 3 months.Well itās not announced yet so.....
While Iām writing this Iām lost thinking about the book that Iām currently reading;THE SUN IS ALSO A STAR by Nicola yoon.I guess when one sees the cover of the book they instantly get attracted to it because of its unique cover art byDominique Falla.But as they say donāt judge a book by its cover.I might be misleading here but the book is absolutely amazing till where Iāve read ofcourse.
The plot revolves around two individuals in their mid teens who have an instant connection and are eventually destined to fall in love.Daniel the poetic hopeless romantic, is the type of guy that any girl would fall head over heels for if she has good taste whereas Natasha is the type of gal that believes in the rational and realistic approach to life.The book might seem like the same old cliĆ©ched plot but it has a beautiful style of writing and unique approach.Besides Natasha and Daniel the book also involves many other characters.A full fledged review after Iām done with reading it.
Right now itās almost two and all Iāve done is watch true crime vids on YouTube (Kendall Rae and Elenore neale ),solved a few math equations and listened to this song called xuronjana on loop.I donāt know what the lyrics mean yet but I would love to.So later on out of curiosity I might translate it from Assamese to English.It might be one of the best songs ever composed.The vocals as well as instrumentals really take one to heaven.I found it while watching one of Riya Gogoiās videos when it used to be her outro song,I low key miss it now:(
I have two back two back tests today;Physics and English.Donāt get me wrong but I really love tests,they make me realise my dumbness and how unprepared in life I am.But this year because of COVID the number of tests reached a minimum.well online tests where 90% cheat isnāt really realistic.Itās extremely unfair and unwarranted for.But thatās life I guess,adapt to everything no matter how stupid it is.Maybe itās not the fact that the teachers didnāt educate our batch properly but the fact that we failed to make the memories that we always dreamt of making in our final year.But everything happens for a reason.
The virus couldāve been a sign for the humans to change their ways,to tell them that the way youāre living life isnāt the right way,there are more important things than the ones that show on paper or the ones that are supposed to be your everything actually isnāt.The virus actually showed people how horrendous the education system is in India and how it can be improved.Hopefully the new education policy will fall in place by then.The power of the media was also showcased during this period.many talented people realised what their passion is during these few months.Most importantly the virus made us realise the value of people.For the ones who lost their loved ones to the virus this mustāve been a tough year and hopefully they have all of gods blessings.Loads of love and prayers for them.
Okay so I was so curious about the song that I stalked the producer : Tonmoy krypton and honestly I donāt regret it all his songs are so beautiful. Yes,I Still donāt understand a word.one day maybe Iāll learn Assamese just to understand every word of those songs.I said the same thing when I started watching k-dramas and animes,but Korean and Japanese arenāt that easy to learn.Animes are just awesome though.They are like a full creative space.The animation ,dialogues and the voice actors are just flawless.
My neighbour Toroto is a beautiful anime movie which I loved a lot growing up .I still remember I used to use the name Sauski in all my essays,until my one friend noticed,I didnāt really tell him because I didnāt want to seem awkward and weird.
So now Iāve got to study,I wish I could upload my thoughts daily but life gets in the middle.......
Love love...........
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