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Sexualizing that old man is a full time job

#salute!!!!

[pseudofaux]

#isabela emphasis on the bella 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨♥️ #da2 #just because dragon age

[pseudofaux]

This man holds my heart just like he holds these ducks

#could would did risk it all #Halsin #bg3 #op if you ever see this: you are an angel

[pseudofaux]

comparison!

#i am NOT immune to Halsin #bg3 #i just want… my tav… as the filling in a Karlach and Halsin sandwich #and world peace #OP this is lovely #very painterly #and i recognized it before I scrolled 😭😭💕

[pseudofaux]

Stars + Casual

#just because beauty #GD Bee

[pseudofaux]

little used fantasy trope i love: when two people are playing cards in a shady bar and it's the tense moment where they show their hand but it's a fantasy so they can't say things like "full house" or "royal flush" so they same some nonsense like "three crowns and a dead crow" and the crowd is like "oooOOHH" so we know that's good

#🫠

[pseudofaux]

#every time #just because birbs

[pseudofaux]

A comic about a vampire and a friend

[pseudofaux]

Karlach Cliffgate- fire of my heart

#KARLAAAAAAACH ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ #bg3

[pseudofaux]

i hope we can still read your work on here if you decide to archive or drop the ‘pseudofaux’. i’m hoping you feel less overwhelmed soon too. change is a normal thing so whatever you decide, i wish you the best and want to always support your work! glad to see that you have got some good stuff going on! ❤️

Yeah, I’d just consider this archived, update the header, and leave it up! I won’t delete anything from ao3 either, but might orphan some stories. At a tender place creatively where I can’t imagine destroying something if someone ever wanted to find it or was looking for something like it, but not wanting to have a direct arrow between the story and my name. Hard because there’s a line or few lines or a POINT in everything that I like, that’s why I wrote it, and I’m greedy to keep those bits… but wanna let go of the rest. Won’t outright delete anything, though. Thank you for these kindnesses!

#pseu ’sponses #nice nonnies

[pseudofaux]

hope you’re doing great and enjoying many things these days!

♥️♥️♥️

Mostly too overwhelmed to function but this made me 🥹 so hard, thank you! I hope you are well or better and also enjoying many things!

I have been hemming and hawing on twitter for the last couple months about maybe quitting/archiving the pseudofaux identity, orphaning a bunch of works, and using one of my current alts from now on or making something new. I am a person who kept my LJ handle the same for years when my friends changed them regularly so this feels weird! And I LIKE pseudofaux/pseu as a name. But I think the overwhelm is pressing on some thoughts and protoburnout that were already present. I feel constrained and I’m not sure if the right way forward is to do what I want or to start fresh with the lessons I’ve learned. Idk! I’m not going to do anything super soon… because I’m too overwhelmed. 😂

Cool things lately:

Tears of the Kingdom, and Breath of the Wild right after I finished it. Still on BotW! I loved loved loved TotK.

Been doing some manga collecting for series I loved years ago or ones that I always wanted to read more of.

New computer!!! Will still use laptop for writing and goofing off, the new machine is for gaming and I feel silly about how much I like it.

Booked myself space in a writing retreat in a couple months and even if I don’t write a word I clearly need a retreat so gd bad 🫠

Found a couple volunteer sunflowers after I totally missed the window to plant them 🤡

💐🍀🫂 big love from pseu to you!

#pseu ’sponses #nice nonnies

[pseudofaux]

im head over heels for this just fucking MWUAH kiss of a ferdibert fic - Play Nice. (extremely nsfw and hard warnings) i had to whip up a little cover for it just to show my love. if i had a twitter id be bothering the writers so much more

[edit: changed the ribbon/hair a bit to involve them together more]

#fe3h fanfic #fe3h fanart #ferdibert #my friend fruit is one of the writers!!! they posted a link to this on twt. so cool OP! #those dreamy curly ends UNF 😮‍💨🧡❤️ #text on the ribbon YESSSSS #musculature of Ferdinand’s arm Doing It For Me very personally god bless thank #stillmadaboutpetra

[pseudofaux]

Same, honestly. Man's been growing on me last events I've played of him

@pseudofaux come get your man!

#right??!? RIGHT?!??? #nmmnmmmgggggggfffffff I love him #slbp nobuyuki #an event with Nobuyuki AND Shigezane 🥰🥰🥰 #slbp #kisses of passionate delusion #lmao passionate delusion is the name of the game

[pseudofaux]

@white allies: because i see constant self-deprecation based on your whitness, here’s a detailed explanation of why it’s not helping us (or you).

if you continously go on about how horrible white people are, you may rot your own brain into thinking that these shortcomings are a natural state of being rather than a manufactured supremacist system which is simultaneously widespread, evil, and capable of being dismantled. 

recognizing that you have the same human compassion capabilities as everyone else, regardless of how alienated from them you have become, is the first step toward becoming a better person capabable of helping other people (of color).

don’t mirror the way that PoC talk about you as an oppressor class. the context is different, and the mindset that you develop from it is different.

don’t fall into a mindset where you (act as if you) are a morally compromised being for being white. the ultimate end of antiracism is to denaturalize racial hegemony, including virtuous moralization of the “oppressed”

evaluating your engagement in racism & the benefits you receive from white supremacy is only one piece of this process. the other piece is interacting with other people (of color) as if they are indeed the same species as you.

so instead of demoralizing yourself, look at your actions to determine if they are compassionate. academic stuff aside, this is often a good litmus test for racism; even the unintentional you will soon realize was often a failure to conceptualize how your actions would affect others- not a failure by some innate aspect of your race but by the normalized lack of consideration whiteness may afford you

#the point is not to be invited to the cookout #the point is a truly just and equitable society #it’s counter productive to stop in the middle of the street and have a self pity fest (intentionally performative or not) #that self pity doesn’t do SHIT to change things #go forth and do good work baby that’s all and exactly what you can do #you have responsibility and potential 💪♥️

[pseudofaux]

tarot card called "dont worry about it👍" and its someone standing in front of The Tower covered in blood and looking terrible but smiling and giving you a thumbs up

#it’s gonna be fine babe!!!

[pseudofaux]

for april fools we’re deleting this entire site sayonara you weeaboo shits

#the bwak of laughter that just bwaked out of me

[pseudofaux]

go lesbians let’s go lesbians here we go lesbians come on

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