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my old roommate once told me she was jealous of hyperfixation.

yesterday i couldn't take a shower. or eat. my legs fell asleep.

often i'm aware i'm hyperfixating, this sense you need to go! and i just sit there, fixating.

adhd means it's all or nothing. if you take a break for a snack, get a glass of water - when you come back, your joy may be ruined. all of a sudden, this hobby, this project - just returning to it feels like scorching your hands. didn't you love this thing 23 seconds ago? what happened?

this strange trade-off. if you can handle being uncomfortable for a little while longer, you might be able to actually finish everything in a single rush. there will be no battling yourself to try-again. you don't have to worry about the effort it takes just to start something.

and you get stuck here, sometimes, on the bad stuff. scraping the grout out for literally no reason. individually cutting your split ends off. where even is your brain in those moments? where even are you, watching yourself pick at your skin in the mirror, obsessively, almost like you're praying.

sometimes i find myself laughing - i don't even like what i'm doing anymore. this thing became expensive, draining. i'm tired and my whole body is sore.

and still, something internal demands - just one hour more.

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I don’t want Enemies-Friends-Loves, or Friends with Benefits, or even Frienemies. I want, whole hog, blown out of proportion, Enemies with Benefits. Absolute hate filled passion. That is my toxic trait.

#i have a problem #im in need to book recs BAD

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petition to rename the usa ‘south canada’

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With vanilla extract being a meme, I wanted to share some black history of Edmond Albius a black slave who revolutionized vanilla pollination.

He used a technique he learned of pollinating melons to polinate the orchids to create the vanilla beans. Vanilla was rare and a luxury mainly due to only being able to be pollinated by its natural pollinator in Mexico.

unfortanely, he didnt receive any money for his discovery despite being called the main man who revolutionized pollination, he died in poverty...

everyone say thank you Edmond

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“Makin’ My Way” performed live by Sam Riegel, Ashley Johnson, and the Laura Bailey during tlovm watch party

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Introducing ... the Critical Role Sexyman Poll!

Where we pit 16 of the sexiest (male(ish)) NPCs against each other! This poll will go for four rounds over four days. First round goes live tomorrow, February 7th and will be open for 24 hours!

aka i finally got polls and I want to make that everyone else's problem! each poll will feature art of the characters in question with credit and links to the originals, so if you vote think about giving the original artists some love! this is NPCs only because any PCs would have a huge advantage, let's be honest. if there's interest I may do one for PCs (or one for sexywomen ;) )

block (or follow!) the tag "cr sexyman poll" if you don't want this on your dash or to see it in the tags

The brackets are as follows (this will be updated as the poll progresses):

full breakdown and links to each poll (once they're live) under the cut

Round One Brackets:

Essek Thelyss vs Artagan

Cyrus Wyvernwind vs Jarrett Howarth

Lucien vs Eadwulf Grieve

The Gentleman vs J'Mon Sa Ord

Devexian vs Larkin

Ludinus Da'Leth vs Sylas Briarwood

Lord Eshteross vs Shaun Gilmore

Mahad vs Gus

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Please reblog and add your nationality in the tags along with what you answered! I'm very curious about this; and it's not to shame anybody, so don't be rude!

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I finally got polls!

Since posts can run for a full week I wanted to see how this spreads

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How queer is tumblr? (Gender Identity)