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Why do it feels so heavy again lately? I keep trying to distract myself just so I could escape from this sadness, but it seems to me like I'm drowning deeper in despair. I wish I could express the right words for this kind of feeling, but I guess no words can ever describe it. Even if I say, I feel so empty or sometimes I feel lonely, it's just not enough. It weighs down my heart and soul.

I wish I could figure out how to be strong in this situation. Because the truth is, most of the time, I feel like giving up on myself. Sometimes, I wish I could just disappear. Sometimes, I'm too tired of everything that I think about running away. Is there any way to remain strong while I'm watching myself falling apart?

People say that there are so many reasons to be happy, but here I am, confused about what they say. Because sadness have stayed way too long in my heart that I can no longer remember how it feels like to be happy.

— Shiori X

Art: @annaabolaart

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Dont Get Confused between my Personality And My Attitude .My Personality is Who i am . My attitude Depends oN Who You Are 😝

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Victim blaming is a manipulative tactic used by abusers to convince themselves and their victims that the problems lie with the other person, not with them

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I say "fuck it" when I feel it

'Cause no-one's keeping tally, I do what I want with who I like

I ain't gon' conceal it

While you talking all that shit, I'll be getting mine, getting mine

Don't apologize for my behavior

If you're offended, I don't care (yeah)

Staring at me 'stead of staring in the mirror

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How long could we be a sad song

'Til we were too far gone to bring back to life?

I gave you all my best me's, my endless

empathy

And all I did was bleed as I tried to be the

bravest soldier

Fighting in only your army, frontlines, don't you

ignore me

I'm the best thing at this party (You're losing

me)

And I wouldn't marry me either

A pathological people pleaser

Who only wanted you to see her

And I'm fading,

#you're losing me