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plsletmebethin666 · 3 years
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Broke my plateau and lost 2lbs overnight ugh I’m so happy rn
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plsletmebethin666 · 3 years
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Sorry for not being active ive still been counting my calories and for the past like two weeks i haven’t gone over 1100 cals, most days staying in the 400-800 range but ive been maintaining 124 the whole time😐 wtf
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plsletmebethin666 · 3 years
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food log 7/24/21
total: 485cals
burned: 265
net: 220cals
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plsletmebethin666 · 3 years
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Playing Russian roulette with whichever one of my bad habits kills me first yeehaw
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plsletmebethin666 · 3 years
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plsletmebethin666 · 3 years
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Please Reblog is Your Blog is Safe for Non-Binary People.
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plsletmebethin666 · 3 years
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food log 7/18/21
Total: 869cals
burned: 398cals
net: 471cals
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plsletmebethin666 · 3 years
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how many followers do i need to get random asks god be nosy u little shits ask me about my personal life this is fucking boring getting nothing
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plsletmebethin666 · 3 years
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Just saying if someone put me in a coma rn I’d probably be at my ugw by September
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plsletmebethin666 · 3 years
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Total: 772cals
burned: 121cals
net: 651cals
did well yesterday and I can’t believe I lost weight even though I ate 1400cals yesterday
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plsletmebethin666 · 3 years
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Total: 1,510cals
burned: 135cals
net: 1,375cals
not even upset about my intake today bc I had fun and I tried on size 8 Jeans which fit me freshman year and they were too big!!! Like couldn’t even use a belt they’re so big! I didn’t try on anymore jeans but I think I’m probably a 4-6 now eek
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plsletmebethin666 · 3 years
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omg?? I just hit 126.8 on the scale after a day of eating “normally” AND I binged like three days ago? Wow I am so happy rn
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plsletmebethin666 · 3 years
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An apology
I'm sorry if I help fuel your ed
I'm sorry if this account is one of the reasons you have an ed
In sorry if you looked on my page out of curiosity then stumbled down the rabbit hole
I'm sorry if my page influenced your ed in anyway
But let me say something
It might be too late for those people but please I'm BEGGING you if you don't have an ed and are at the "curiosity" stage let me tell you the saying "Curiousity Killed the Cat" has never rang more true, so LEAVE. I'm not asking you nicely I'm telling you FUCKING LEAVE.
I don't care if I seem rude to you, get the fuck off tumblr RIGHT NOW. I ignored these when I saw them and I regret it this disorder is one of the WORST things that happened to me, you know anorexia is the most deadly mental illness ? If you don't recover you will DIE.
I want to scream through my phone, I am so fucking angry, I don't want to influence any eating disorders !!!
As the sister of a recovered anorexic being their family member is horrible, seeing someone slowly deteriorate, hearing the fights escalate, not knowing when you would see them for the last time, wondering why they won't eat this. When I was 8, my parents FORBADE ME FROM WAKING MY BIG SISTER UP IN FEAR I WOULD SEE HER DEAD BODY. DO YOU UNDERSTAND ?! THEY THOUGHT A CHILD, A BABY, WOULD SEE THE PERSON SHE LOOKS UP TO DEAD.
THIS ILLNESS IS NO JOKE, NOT A SKINNY DISNEY FAST PASS, NOT A CUTE QUIRK, IT'S DEADLY.
And as an anorexic let me tell you, it's even worse. You will cry in front of the mirror, pinch your "fat" until it's red, shower in the dark, the scale will be your best friend and worse enemy, you will hate yourself so much more, you will MISS FOOD, you will miss being able to eat fries or pizza or spring rolls or crisps or potatoes, you may be thinking "I'll still let myself eat them from time to time" NO YOU WON'T, you will probably have a breakdown when you have them on your plate, you might purge, you might starve for the next day or more. Your personality will dissolve, you will be constantly angry and irritable.
Oh and also, if you have siblings or cousins I would like to inform you that people are more likely to have an ed if a family member had one and I KNOW you care about your family. (I am not accusing any one of purposefully influencing family members it's just for information)
If you have an already existing ed you can stay, if not then get the FUCK OFF MY PAGE YOU BEAUTIFUL PERFECT HUMAN BEING AND GO HAVE A SNACK. This illness is not beautiful and aesthetic, it's torture.
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plsletmebethin666 · 3 years
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my brain: your ed is performative
my brain: you could eat if you wanted to but you want people to notice you're not eating
my brain:
my brain: i swear to god if you eat that potato chip right now we are going to have such a panic attack
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plsletmebethin666 · 3 years
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Forgot to do this last night lol
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Total:1,092cals
burned:181cals
net:911cals
So happy rn bc my sister just said I’ve been looking a lot thinner lately 😁
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plsletmebethin666 · 3 years
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just found out my entire personality is a trauma response
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plsletmebethin666 · 3 years
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you’re proana? lmfao my dude why the fuck would you wanna wish that shit on anyone but yourself?
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