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pinoyrella · 3 months
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"Car's Outside" Blue Lock (Various) x Y/n
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Various Blue Lock Characters x You
Genre: Angst, Comfort
Tw: Kisses + Pregnancy in one of the stories.
Featuring: 1. Oliver Aiku, Itoshi Sae, Michael Kaiser 2. Bachira Meguru, Otoya Eita, Shidou Ryusei 3. Itoshi Rin, Chigiri Hyoma, Aryu Jyubei 4. Kunigami Rensuke, Barou Shoei, Tsurugi Zantetsu 5. Nagi Seishiro, Hiori Yo, Nito Ikki 6. Mikage Reo, Yukimiya Kenyu, Karasu Tabito 7. Isagi Yoichi
( Note: Post Blue Lock, time skipped to when they're all adult pros'. )
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"I'm packin' my bags that I didn't unpack the last time. I'm sayin', "See you again, " so many times, it's becoming my tagline"
Laying on the couch, you wake up. You realized you had fallen asleep waiting for your boyfriend's arrival from a trip the previous night. You feel there’s a thick layer resting on you, a blanket. You don’t remember bringing this here. Shifting, you turn your head to face the doorway of your home and notice a familiar pair of shoes neatly placed on the doormat, a suitcase right beside it.
As you process, you hear the sound of fumbling. Gently rising from your space, you wrap the blanket around you as you rise up. You see your boyfriend from the hallway, he makes his way to you. Holding you into a warm embrace “Good morning my love.” he says as he presses his lips against yours so tenderly. 
You fall into the kiss as you wrap the blanket around you to him, embracing him back tightly. You break from the kiss, muffling your head in his chest. “I missed you so much. When did you get home?” Your sleepy state grumbles. He chuckles before giving you a kiss on the forehead. “Like 20 minutes ago.” He replies as you breathe his warmth in. “You were supposed to be home last night…” You grumble. “I know, I tried to call you to let you know the flight got delayed.” He motions towards your phone that lays on the coffee table. You follow his motion before dropping your head into his chest again. “I fell asleep..” “I know.” He responds while playing with your bed head. Occasionally leaving small kisses on top. He holds you as he never wants to let you go.
You both stay that wait for a while, before you speak up. “What time is it?” “It’s almost time for me to go.” You pull away from his chest, hugging him tighter as you look up. He swears he felt a tear in his heart as he looked into your eyes. They were sad, but understanding. 
He had mentioned to you his schedule a while back, he had another flight planned the following day after yesterday. The life of an athlete is one that must always be on their feet, literally. 
“I’m going to miss you again.” “I’m going to miss you more.” 
You both pull away from the hug, feeling the coldness of the room reach around you. Walking with him towards the front door, prepping the suitcase handle for him as he puts his shoes on. “You didn’t even get a chance to unpack again, did you?” You play with the handle waiting for his response. “Unfortunately” He chuckles lowly before standing to your height. You keep your focus on the luggage handle, feeling his rough yet soft hands reach for your chin, pulling your focus to him. 
“See you again.” He gives one final kiss that felt like a promise as he leaves once again
Aiku Oliver + Sae Itoshi + Michael Kaiser
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"But you know the truth, I'd rather hold you. Than try to catch this flight"
“You’re leaving again?” You cry playfully to your boyfriend, earning a chuckle from him. “You think this is funny?” You cross your arms and turn away from him in a huff, obviously joking around. You hear him take a step closer, and in retaliation you take a step further.
“Baby don’t be like that, not before I have to leave-leave!” He whines, just wanting to hold you before he has to go. Referring to ‘leave’ twice since you both have been at this playful banter for the past thirty minutes.
“I see you rather play with big balls than stay with me.” “Don’t say it like that!” “You like being around sweaty men in lockers all the time rather than being with me.” “That’s so nasty! I'd rather be in our shower with you!” “You'd rather catch that flight than catch these hands.” You joke holding your fists up mimicking Chun-Li, before turning away with your arms crossed yet again, holding back your laughter. 
He laughs as you keep silent, and again as he steps closer-you step further. “Baby!” You try not to give in, a small smirk creeping across your lips, trying your absolute best to bite back the laugh that is threatening to let loose- though, he can’t see it. Your relationship with him has always been so joyful, it always has some sort of occurrence that has you laughing like a little kid again, that giddy and carefree feeling he gives you. “Just one kiss before I go please!” Ignored, again. God you were so petty, but in a kidding way.
“If I don’t kiss you, then you can’t go.” Keeping your eyes shut and away from him. 
And before you know it, you feel a presence right in front of you. Opening your eyes, you start to see your boyfriend right in front of you. “How did you-” Before you can finish, he crashes his lips onto you as he wraps his arms in a death grip around you. “Mmf Mmf!” You try to say his name but his lips are stuck on yours. Feeling his tongue lick your bottom lip, you gasp in surprise. Ultimately giving in, kissing him back because no matter how long you ‘argue’ with him, you will always give him a sign of affection before he leaves. 
Feeling yourself lose balance, you brace yourself for the fall. Only to feel the soft cushion of your shared bed. You forgot you were in your room, his actions always makes you feel like you’re on cloud nine.
Only then when you both fall, the kiss breaks. You both huff, sharing the same red on your cheeks. Before you have the chance to speak, your boyfriend’s tight death grip loosens, but not fully detaching himself from you. He holds you tenderly, shoving his face into the crook of your neck. “You know the truth, I’d rather hold you. Then catch this flight.”
Meguru Bachira + Eita Otoya + Ryusei Shidou
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"So many things I'd rather say But for now, it's goodbye."
You’re almost done finishing up the bento you have in front of you, it’s for your boyfriend. He has yet another away game, so you had decided to prepare his favorite dish for him to take with him on his travels, as well as a little good luck. 
Humming to yourself, you are lost in your thoughts before you feel warmth pressed against you from behind. Familiar arms wrap their way around your waist, while feeling the tickle of his breath against the nape of your neck. You giggle as you close the lid of the bento, wrapping it precisely before grabbing it and turning in your spot. You hold it up to your boyfriend’s face, but all he does is look at it. Before freeing one arm from your waist, only to gently take it from you and place it to your side on the counter. You watch before you feel him lift you. Now it was your turn to be placed on the counter. The sudden action startles you as you wrap your arms around his neck quickly as support
“Don’t wanna say goodbye.” He says as he looks into your eyes. You stare back into his, a beautiful sea, so deep and calm. You swear you can get lost in them for hours, and little do you know he can say the same about yours. 
Cupping his face, he immediately softens into your palms “Then what do you wanna say?”
He stays silent as you stare. Your boyfriend is so pretty, god he is so fucking pretty. 
“Anything but goodbye.” He replies. You lean yourself forward, pressing your lips against his. He melts and kisses you back. He wants to stay like this, you want to stay like this. It is as if time has stopped itself, just to watch two souls share their moment in peace.
Pulling away from the kiss, you hear a small whine coming from the bigger man. “C’mon.” He grumbles before hiding his face into your neck again. You sigh, bringing your arms around him one last time, giving him a final squeeze. 
Separating, the lone and cold feeling lingers, though you don’t say anything. Taking the bento into your hands, you bring it up to your boyfriend again. “Good luck” He feels his heart swell to your soft smile, finally accepting it with a gentle kiss to your soft cheek. “Good bye”.
Rin Itoshi + Hyoma Chigiri + Jyubei Aryu
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"I'm starin' at the same four walls in a different hotel It's an unfamiliar feelin' but I know it so well."
He makes his way into a room, setting his suitcase to the side as he examines the space. The travel from Japan was so long and tiring, and all he wants to do in this moment is to lie in bed next to you. He misses you already.
Removing his shoes and coat, he plops into the bed in front of him, it’s the same size as the one he shares with you back home, but it feels so much bigger.
He didn’t expect his dream to be so fulfilling, yet so lonely. He misses you. He needs you.
This is a constant for him, this is his job. His dream, he needs to remember. But what is his dream without you?
Reaching for his pocket, he pulls out his phone and quickly dials for you. A few rings in, and you pick up. "Hello?" "Hey baby" He replies.
On the other end, you can't help but smile. "You miss me already huh?" You tease. "The bed is too big." He confesses as he stairs at the sealing, letting the four walls of the hotel take into his vision. He doesn't know why he feels this way, he knows this is how it always is everytime he leaves. "Wish you were with me."
Rensuke Kunigami + Shoei Barou + Zantetsu Tsurugi
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"Oh, but you know the truth, I'd rather hold you Than this mobile in my hand."
As his team celebrates their victory, he has been awfully quiet. Sat in between his teammates with his phone in hand, though none dare to bother. The sound of laughter and chattering filters out at his focus is solely on his phone, like this object is his whole world.
And in a way, it is.
His messages app opened, you were on the other end. He has been messaging you nonstop while this celebration goes on, not caring about it at all. Like every away match, you were always the first one he would contact.
What went on of texting back and forth, he can't stand this anymore. Gripping the stupid device in his hands, isn't the same as holding onto you. And surely, the text on the screen is not enough, he needs to hear your voice. He excuses himself from his team before stepping out of the venue. He leans from the balcony as he quickly dials you.
Not even after a single ring, you pick up. Almost like you felt the exact same way. You miss each other- so much.
"I rather have you in my hands rather than this stupid phone." He says on the other end, earning a chuckle from you. His heart begins to race. "I miss you too."
Seishiro Nagi + Yo Hiori + Ikki Niko
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"But I guess it'll do, 'cause for you I would run up my phone bill."
It has been hours since this call has started, you begin to worry as you check how long this ongoing call has been going for. Your silence is immediately picked up by your boyfriend on the other end.
"My dove, why so quiet?" He asks you gently with a hint of worry.
"It's just, you're in a different country right now and.. oversea calls are so expensive" You tell him. There is a moment of more silence, almost like there is a lag before you hear a small laugh.
"Whatever the price, doesn't matter. As long as I can have you with me- no matter what way." He tells you with a calm tone, a sense of reassurance for your thoughts. "Even if it's through the phone?" You ask.
"For you, not only would I run across a million fields- I would run up the phone bill." Your worries leave you as you let a giggle out from his cheesy line. No man before has ever made you feel the way he has, he makes you feel so loved, cared for and secured.
Reo Mikage + Kenyu Yukimiya + Karasu Tabito
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Isagi steps out from the lobby of his hotel, needing a walk in order to cool down his thoughts. Walking through the streets of Berlin, Germany- the same city and country he had left off to when he was much younger for Bastard München. He's back for training again, this time for the FIFA World Cup. And it had been an hour since his arrival.
The flight from Japan felt longer than it had been back then, only because he can't help but replay the scene he had with you before he left.
The bright city lights shine as his eyes begin to swell, he can't help but replay each memory in which he had to leave you.
"Hey, remember the letter I told you I got in the mail?" Your boyfriend asks you. Taking your attention off from your workbook, you turn to him. "The one about the soccer jail?" You joke. "It's NOT a soccer jail." You can't help but giggle at how defensive he got, his face flushing red of embarrassment for falling into your taunt. "So.. are you going to do it?" You ask him, your eyes returning back to your highshool workbook. "I have been debating.." "About?" "Going" You stop your work before meeting his eyes. Isagi straightens up from your gaze, though what is always so beautiful- there is something behind it that intimidates him this once. "What's stopping you?" There is a moment of silence before he speaks. "I would have to leave for a long time, leave you for a long time." It was your turn to straighten your posture. "If it is for your dreams, then do it. You know I'll always be here."
He feels his mouth begin to dry, it feels hoarse almost as another memory plays.
"Yoichi!" Isagi's eyes widen, he had just arrived home from Blue Lock- and hadn't expect to see you at his house. "So, how was it?" You ask him playfully before he drops his bags, running to engulf you with embrace. You giggle as he spins you. He gently places you down, holding you close in his embrace. You hold him tightly, eyes shut enjoying this moment. You've missed him, a whole lot actually. You both lay in bed; spending hours updating each other on your lives for it has been so long. The conversation, the feeling, the laughter- nothing has changed. Before the sound of sniffling is heard. Quickly, you turn your head to see your boyfriend crying beside you. "Hey, hey. Yoichi?" You hold him closer to you as you wipe his tears with the ends of you sleeves. "I have to leave again." He refuses to look at you, almost in regret. "I made it into the top and- they are sending us off to train in Europe. I have to leave you again. I'm sorry Y/n-" Before he can finish, you cup his wet cheeks, bringing him into a loving kiss. "I told you I'll always be here."
You have always supported him, even after years and years. So why is he crying?
"Y/n, I have to go leave again." Isagi says, refusing to look at you. All you can do is sit on your shared bed calmly as you process his words. You were aware that your fiance's career revolves so much around traveling internationally and being away for some time, but just this once you hoped he would stay. It starts getting overwhelming for you too. No words were said as tension in the room begins to rise. Isagi still refuses to look at you. The silence in the room is almost suffocating, yet he refuses to speak again. "You're always leaving." Is all you can say before tears begin to cascade. Only then, Isagi turns to look at you- watching his heart and entire world shred into pieces. He has never seen you cry about him leaving.
He makes his way back to his hotel, only to be picked up in a car.
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You lay alone in the shared bed of the apartment you and Isagi bought when you two became enagaged. The silence making it unbearable to sleep. It feels so cold and lonely, you despise it.
As you lay in bed, you replay the memory you had with Isagi before he left for Germany two days ago. You knew the FIFA World Cup was approaching, and that was the most important time of his career. You didn't mean to cry in front of him, you felt almost selfish asking him to stay at such a time. But, in such a time, you need him the most.
You hadn't told him yet, but a recent test had shown you positive for pregnancy. Afraid of how he would react, you thought to keep it to yourself for just a little longer as you process this news for you. Though, as it starts to eat at you, all you can do is yearn for the man you love to be by your side.
You lay a little longer, your eyes closed before the sound of your stomach grumbles. An annoyed sigh leaves your lips. Deciding not to sleep after all, you rise up gently- sliding into slippers as you walk through the spacious apartment towards the kitchen.
Fixing yourself some kintsuba and a fresh, warm batch of tea; you settle into your living room. Just as you are about to take your first bite, the sound of the doorknob clicks. You gaze turns to the front door, and there you see your fiance stand as he catches his breath.
Your eyes widen in shock before he makes his way to you.
"Yoichi- what are you doing here? You're supposed to be in Germany, you just left-" Before you can finish your sentence, his lips are locked with yours as he holds you close to him. The kiss holds so much passion, love and yearn until you both break from the kiss.
"I'm sorry for leaving you, I don't want to leave you anymore. I'm tired from having to love you from a far. I'm not going back to Germany, unless you pack your bags. Let's go together."
Realization hits you, he's here. He's really here. All you can do it let your emotions get the best of you, before sobbing into his arms. He holds you close to him, before you confess.
"I'm pregnant."
A moment of silence is shared between you too. The silence almost filling with anxiety before the sound of sniffling is heard. You look up only to watch Isagi sob into you, similar to when he had when he first had to leave for Germany.
This time, he cups your face, pulling you into a deep kiss. Before going to his knees, reaching where your belly is.
He gently places his hands on your hips, before kissing your belly.
"You're coming with me."
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pinoyrella · 3 months
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FIRST LOVE, HATSUKOI (Itoshi Rin x Y/n)
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Chapter 2: "Your Voice"
FT: Itoshi Rin, Itoshi Sae, Oliver Aiku (+ his son), Bachira Meguru, Shido Ryusei, Yoichi Isagi, Chigiri Hyoma
TW: None
Genre: Fluff,  Angst, Coming of Age + Slow Burn 
WORD COUNT: 4,200+
“First Love, Hatsukoi” Masterlist
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[ November 25, 2016 ]
Three.. Two.. One!
RING
"H-hello?" You stutter into your phone, holding it against your ear as your heart paces in anticipation to hear the other party's voice.
"Y/n?" A familiar male voice is heard on the other end.
"How did you know?" You ask flustered.
The other end goes silent before a small chuckle is heard. "Isn't it obvious?"
"Right.." You hold back a screech, God you're so silly. "Y-yeah."
""So.." You hear Rin on the other end begin. "Where to tomorrow? Anywhere you want to go." He asks, referring to your date. Your first date as a couple.
"Well.." You take a second to think, what is something you want to do? Then it hits you. "You remember that movie that came out a few months ago?" "Which one?" "The one about the boy and girl who live on opposite sides of Japan, but somehow they still communicate and see each other. I think they switch bodies, remember the trailer I showed you back then?" Rin listens, as he thinks of the movie, he can't help but feel so calm hearing your voice.
"Is it 'Your Name'?" "YEAH! That one! I want to watch that movie with you!" You reply with excitement. Rin swore he felt cupid shoot an arrow through his heart, he thought your reaction was so adorable.
"I'll come by your house at 11:00am." "Sure, I'll be ready" You feel so giddy. "Goodnight Rin!" “Have a good night, Y/n". You settle your phone down gently on your bed, before throwing yourself back, falling onto your pillows. "AHHHH!" You yell into them, causing your mom to run into your room with worry.
"Y/N-!" She stops at the door as she watches you kick your feet in excitement. Your mom gives you a gentle look, recalling the memory of watching Rin asking you out that rainy day a few weeks ago. Little did the two of you know, your mom saw the whole ordeal. She leaves the door slightly open before heading back down, continuing whatever she was up to.
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[ November 26, 2036 ]
RING
The sudden ring of your doorbell catches you off guard. Looking at the time, it reads 10:00am, thought you don't recall having anything scheduled to be delivered at this time.
"Yes? Coming!" Getting up, you make your way to the door, opening it to be greeted by a delivery man.
"Hi" "Good morning ma'am, package for you. Please sign here." The delivery man reaches out a clipboard for you to sign, before handing your package. "Thank you" "Thank you ma'am." You bid a farewell to each other as you shut the door with the package in your hands.
Making your way into your bedroom, you gently settle it down as you unbox it. In the package contains another box, more of a gift box that is wrapped nicely with a bow. You take it and and begin to unravel it, curious to what it is. Wondering, who it's from. Removing the lid, you are met with a note.
'How about you go out on a date once in a while.' -Your son, Ike
You smile to yourself reading the note, how thoughtful of your baby boy. Setting the note to the side, you slowly unwrap the gift tissue revealing a beautiful blue cardigan. Taking it out, you feel how soft it is in your hands. The color is so vibrant, but at the same time so calming. It gives you a sense of nostalgia that you can't remember. It's so beautiful.
Standing in front of your mirror, you watch yourself putting the cardigan on. Admiring the feeling, but especially the color. Giving yourself a twirl.
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[ November 26, 2016 ]
Twirling in front of your mirror, you look at your dress with excitement. What a beautiful blue shade, it suits you so well. You can't help but smile to yourself as you fix the collar of the long sleeve you had worn under it, after all it is still winter. But, you still want to dress up for your very first date with Rin, your boyfriend.
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[ November 26, 2036 ]
Coming back from the twirl, you feel your eyes begin to tear up. You look at yourself back in the mirror before smiling. Tears begin to fall and you wipe them. You're truly unsure to why you suddenly feel so emotional. Taking the cardigan off, you close the box and take the cardigan to your closet.
You love Ike so much, your son, your pride and joy.
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"Hello-?" "Sae-nii I saw her.'' "Huh?"
Not too long, Sae is invited over. Rin paces back and forth in his apartment while his brother sits on his living room couch. "You sure it was her?" "I know it was her." Sae leans forward to grab his cup of water, before leaning back. "It isn't just nothing." "What?" "You're still thinking of her." Rin stops in his track, digesting the words of his older brother.
"It's been almost 2 decades, how do you even know what she looks like anymore?"
"It's been 17 years Sae-nii." "Same thing" "No" "Fine. But anyways you didn't answer my question. How do you know for sure?" Sae asks his younger brother.
Rin turns to look make eye-contact with his older brother "I just know." That tone sends chills down Sae's back, before settling his cup down. "You're a lot more persistent than you look." "Shut it."
Sae's phone rings suddenly, looking to his brother before answering it. "Hey Oliver." Rin begins his pace again, lost in his thoughts as his brother takes his call. "No, I'm not back yet. What? What do you mean Sendo started crying? Huh? I told you I can't(don’t want to) train him-" Sae pauses before looking to his younger brother. "Yeah.. I know someone who can though."
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"Thank you." Oliver hangs up his call with Sae before entering his son's room. "Ike." Ike turns around to meet his father. "Sendo Shuto isn't able to under-wing you anymore, and Itoshi Sae is still away. But, he has a brother."
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"Yeah, of course that is alright but what does he think about this? What about his studies?" "He will come back and forth. I just want him to have a good mentor, I'm just a bit occupied right now since I have to leave for Italy soon." You sigh hearing your ex-husband on the phone. "He is always welcomed here, but he's still a student. I'll make sure he goes home after every weekend." "Thanks, you're a babe." Oliver says before hanging up. "Aiku..." You exhale in frustration.
The arrangements were settled, your son comes to Kanagawa for his mentorship during the weekend, and goes back to his father's for school during the week.
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"Ike." Oliver and his son sit at the dining table, eating breakfast. "I'm leaving for Italy in a few days. I'll be gone for a few weeks. In the meantime, you will be staying with your mother in Kanagawa during the weekends for your mentorship." Ike listen quietly as he eats. "I'm taking you to Itoshi Sae's brother after we eat. Though, I would prefer your stay there, but your mother wants you to come back to school during the school days." Ike breaks his egg yolk as his father continues "Your mother is always about studying, can't she understand I'm trying to make you great. You don't even like school do you? What is studying going to do? Get you a degree so you can work in an office? What dream can you accomplish by that. See how your mom turned out-" Ike sets his utensils down before getting up. "Thank you for the meal, I'll get to packing." He says before hurrying off.
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"He should be here soon." Sae says to his brother as they stand in front Kamome Park. "Yo" The Itoshi brothers turn to be greeted by old teammates. "Let's play" Bachira chirps as he throws a jersey towards Rin. Rin catches it before replying. "Not yet." "Who are we waiting for?" Isagi questions. "An old teammate of mines wants his son to be big in soccer. So he wants him to be mentored. Originally by me, but I got somethings to take care of (that’s a lie) so his kid's gotta get second best." Sae answers, pointing to his brother. Shido bursts into a sudden laughter before getting yanked in the antennas by Bachira.
"Rin?" Hearing his name, he turns around.
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[ November 26, 2016 ]
"Rin?" That familiar soft voice, Rin turns his head as he waits in front of your residence. There- you stood by your front door, waving to him happily. Rin is at a lost for words, your blue dress flowing as you run towards him. "I'm here!" Rin is truly at a lost for words. He looks you up and down, capturing you in every form with his eyes.
His silence begins to frighten you, have you over dressed? Was what you're wearing too much? "Is it weird?" You ask him. Rin snaps out of his thoughts before looking into your eyes, shaking his head. "No." He says finally. "You match the blue sky" He adds. You let out a small laugh, and he does too.
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"RIN!! It's so cold!" You giggle as he drags you across the shore of the beach. He holds you closer to him, as you walk together, not wanting to let you go for a second. He smiles to himself, you're finally his.
"Rinnie!" "Don't call me that." "Did you know- the chances of two people meeting with something in common is said to be 200,000 to 1." He raises his eyebrow, as he looks to you. You see a stick, and before he knows he feels you slip from his grasp. A pout crosses his face.
Picking up the stick, you look towards him and begin to draw in the sand. "And getting to know someone, that's two million to one." Rin watches you. "Uh-huh.." He agrees, wanting you to finish whatever you were doing, just so he can hold you close to him again.
"Becoming closer from there is 20 million to 1!" You drop the stick before reaching towards him.
"Someone you can call a friend is 200 million to 1." You grab his hand, looking up into his eyes.
"And a best friend is two billion to one!" He reaches his hand out to cup your face as it turns red from the cold air, wanting to keep you warm while admiring your beauty.
"And then!" Your little shout caught him off guard, but god were you so cute. You drag him by the hand towards the numbers you drew in the sand "when it comes to meeting your soulmate..." Using your free hand, you take the stick again, "that probability is-" taking Rin's hand that is in yours, you place it with yours that has the stick before writing together, dropping the stick after, you look up into his eyes. "Six billion to one!" You say with a smile.
"So basically," Rin begins as he cups your face once more. "miracles are crazy, right?" Before pointing from you to him. You smile brighter before giggling. "Totally! Miracles are crazy!" He takes your hand before smiling softly, as you begin your walk again.
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"Please get into a single file line, and you'll be shown in shortly. Those here to see 'Your Name' please line up towards the front. Please have your tickets ready." A worker announces as you and Rin line up.
You hold the phamplet in your hands, excited to see the movie. Rin watches you in awe. Before your eyes meet his. "I'm so excited for this movie, I know I'm going to like it" "How do you know you're going to like it if you haven't seen it yet." Rin asks you bluntly. "Well, I like what I like." You say before taking his hand as they began letting people in the thatre. "I bet you're going to cry!" "I don't cry."
You watch the big screen with a smile as the movie comes to a conclusion. The staircase scene brings you to tears, until you hear sniffling besides you. Turning your head, you find Rin letting out tears he was so obviously trying to hold back.
"There's no way I'm doing it." "Rin come on!" You grab your boyfriends arm before tugging him towards a staircase. "No- "Yes!" Withought fighting back, you place Rin at the bottom of the staircase before you go up. Rin watches you as you ascend up the stairs before you yell to him. "Look forward!" He rolls his eyes, following your orders. "3.. 2.. 1! Excuse me" In sync you both look at each other from the top to the bottom of the stairs. Even from afar, Rin notices the twinkle in your eyes as you look at him. "What is your name?" His chest pings the way it feels when people say cupid had struck them with a bow. He's broken from the trance when he hears your soft laughter as you make your way down to him. He can't help but smile back at your cute and silly antics. Watching as your blue dress flows, skipping down to meet him.
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[ November 26, 2036 ]
"Mr. Itoshi Rin?" Rin is brought back to reality by the sound of a young male. "Hi, I'm Ike" "Hey Ike, long time no see." Sae says before ruffling the young boy's hair. "So this is Oliver's kid? Didn't even know he had one" Shido chimes in. "Will you care to join us after the game to eat?" Chigiri joins in. "Loser team pays!" Bachira yells. "Enough, shall we play?" Rin say as he puts on his jersey. "Will you be playing with us?" Isagi asks the young boy reaching out another jersey. "I rather just watch, thank you!" Ike replies before finding a bench nearby to sit.
"He doesn't wanna be here" "He does not." Sae says before leaving. "Take care of him okay?" He tells his younger brother.
At the end of the game, Rin heads over to Ike to give him his full attention. "What are you reading?" He asks him, acknowledging that Ike was in fact not watching the game at all. "Oh! It's a book about-" Rin's eyes move towards the textbook before his eyes widen, recalling a memory.
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[ Early Winter, January 2017 ]
Rin enters your bedroom, your mom had let him. He walks in to notice you with airpods in, reading a textbook on your bed. He looks at you in awe before shutting your door and making his way over to you.
Our last kiss was
He sneaks up behind and covers your eyes, startling you. You place your textbook down before removing his hands, turning to meet his eyes with a small laugh.
The flavor of cigarettes...
He gives you a soft smile before sitting beside you, looking over to the textbook you had just closed for him.
... a bitter taste.
"Here" You say to him, handing over one of your airpods, so he can listen with you. He places them in as a familiar tune continues, causing him to smile.
Around this time
He lets out a chuckle, you have been listening to this song on repeat for the past few months. "You're listening to this again?" He asks turning to you. "Well..." You hide your face in embarrassment before falling back onto your bed. He falls beside you and in sync you say "I like what I like." You uncover your hidden face, meeting him beside you in bed.
And who you will be thinking of
Looking into each other's eyes, you laugh together. He had read you so well, already knowing what you were going to say. "Whoa"
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[ November 26, 2036 ]
Rin's heart begins to pound painfully as he remembers that day. While Ike goes back to his reading, his teammates gathering their items. Ready to head out and eat as everyone had planned after today's practice.
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[ Early Winter, January 2017 ]
Your eyes shut as your favorite line begins to play.
"You are always gonna be my love."
You sing along, causing the boy to turn his head to you yet again. Watching as you look so beautiful, your lips following along to the song, like the lines truly spoke to your heart. In this time, in this moment.
"If one day I fall in love with someone again"
In this time, in this moment. Rin closes his eyes as he had fallen into peace with the sound of your voice. As they completely shut, he instinctually hovers closer to you. Bringing you into a hug as you continue to sing, comfortable with his actions.
"I'll remember to love, you taught me how."
After those lines, you feel a soft and warm feeling press against your lips. Opening your eyes slowly as you feel this is a dream, you are met face to face with Rin as he cups your face.
"You are always gonna be the one."
He sings to you. Your eyes flutter as your heart pounds with so much fierce. You cup his face back before pulling him into another kiss. Your first kiss, was how you always dreamed of. Filled with love and reciprocation. Kind and gentle. With your childhood best friend, Itoshi Rin.
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[ November 26. 2036 ]
Now, it is still a sad love song
The group of team mates sit at a local restaurant, chatting and eating in joy along with Ike. Rin is still lost in his own thoughts while picking at his food.
Until I can sing...
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[ Early Winter, January 2017 ]
Again
"My first kiss" You say shyly. "Mines too" He replies softly before you two let out a small laugh. "Our first kiss." He says, causing a wide smile from you.
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[ November 26. 2036 ]
The dinner comes to an end, and as Rin watches the socializing die down, he notices Ike pull out the same textbook, continuing where he left off.
"You like to study don't you?" Rin asks bluntly. The boy's ears perk up before replying with such enthusiasm "Yes sir! This textbook belongs to someone so dear to me, she gave it to me before I returned to my dad the past week." Rin listens intrigued, letting a small smile ghost his face before immediately going back to his demeanor, he rather die than be seen or teased by his friends for smiling even the slightest.
He also smiles because, he remembers you. How you would always pull out any kind of study material you had with you at the weirdest times. A funny memory for him.
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"See you guys in a few days." Bachira says with a yawn. "Take care, it was nice meeting you Ike." Chigiri and Isagi greet to the boy. "Play with us next time you little skunk." Shideo says as he nudges the young boy. "Yes sir." He replies politely before waving to them a farewell.
"Will you be heading off too Mr. Itoshi Rin?" "I'll wait with you, you said your mom is coming by soon?" Rin replies, remembering his older brother's request to take care of him. Even then, surely Rin isn't heartless enough to leave a poor boy stranded in another city.
"I really appreciate it sir" The young boy gives Rin a small smile, for some reason it reminds him of someone, though he is unable to pin point who.
"Oh." The young boy says as he reads a text message. "My mom won't be here for another 15 minutes. Is that okay?" He asks the older man, Rin nods as he notices a familiar park. "Would you like to wait over there?"
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[ Spring, 2006 ]
Your mom and dad had just opened their bakery, and on the drive home, you notice a park. Watching as the kids play, you watch before asking you parents if you can come back to play another day. With how hard and patient you have been with the shop, how can they deny their sweet little angel.
The next day your parents take you the same park. "There's a nice swing y/n-chan, would you like for me to push you?" You mom points as she holds your hand. "Yeah!"
Hopping onto the swing, your mom begins to push you. You laugh in glee before you feel your mom slowing down the pushes. Opening your eyes, you see a small soccer ball headed your way. Hopping off you examine it before a young dark green haired boy waddles his way over to you. "Get the ball Rin!" You hear another voice shout behind. "I am Sae-nii!" He yells to the voice before turning to you. You bend to pick the ball up before handing it to him. He blushes in embarrassment before blurting out a small "thank you."
You give the young boy another smile before sticking your hand out. "Hello, I'm y/n! Let’s be friends." The boy's shy demeanor begins to soften as he smiles back at you, before taking your hand. "Sure!"
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[ November 26, 2036 ]
Rin and Ike find theirselves sitting on those very same swings. He recalls the memory of you so well, your first memory. "You know my older brother?" Rin asks the younger boy. "Mr. Itoshi Sae? He's so cool! I'm not that big of a fan of soccer, even though my dad wants me to be his prodigy or something, but I have watched him play the past few years!" Ike answers with excitement. Rin turns his head to the side to let out a small laugh before continuing.
"He was my only buddy before I met my first friend, right here on this swing." Ike's eyes widen, the quiet and serious act Rin was giving, now turning into a sense of vulnerability. Rin isn't sure why he is letting out so much to this young boy, but he feels as he can see himself in him. It feels like, he is talking to his younger self, or maybe he just wants to be there for him.
"That sounds like such a nice story." Ike responds. I have no friends as well, my dad tells me to put myself more out there, especially when he brings me to his games. But everyone always intimidates me. I kind of wish I had an older brother, until my first friend will come too." Ike lets out, causing Rin to wanting to protect this precious young boy. He is literally him. A bond begins to form between the two.
“You know, I never even want to play soccer.” “Oh really?”
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You park your car, letting your son know you were here. Though he doesn't reply. What turns to five, turns to ten, then turns into another 15. You check the feature on your phone again leading you to another location, but not too far away. Hopping out, you walk across the street towards a park.
Pulling the new blue cardigan your son had gifted you closer to your body, you walk up the stairs, you pass by the illuminating street lamps and lights that surround the park. Walking by passerby's who are families, school students, as well as young kids still playing.
This park feels so familiar the more you dive in. Another sense of nostalgia begins to hit, yet you can't remember a thing. Still, this park holds so much kindness and memories for other strangers.
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Ike and Rin sit on the swings as they start to laugh and chuckle together, before Ike gets up. "Mama, over here!" He yells gently while getting up, waving his arms towards you.
You hear a familiar voice call to you, and notice your son, running towards to him you wave in glee. “Ike!” You yell back, as he makes his way to meet you.
Rin pauses at the sound of the voice, thinking to himself. His heart begins to race, before getting off the swing, and walking forward as he looked up. In this moment, in this time, it has like everything around him has slowed down. He watches as you skip happily towards him, with a bright smile of glee on your face. He doesn't believe his eyes.
You notice the man behind your son, making small eye contact with him before turning your gaze fully to your baby. Rin watches as you smile happily embracing Ike in a small hug.
You pull away, looking in between your son and the man in front of you.
"Ah! Rin-san" Ike starts, walking closer with his mom beside him, introducing her to Rin. "This is my mom." You walk closer, fixing your blue cardigan again. "This is the guy dad was talking about, he wanted me to be guided in soccer."
You turn your head from your son to the man named Rin in front of you. "Hello, I'm y/n!" Rin swore he saw the younger you he met for the first time, flash in front of his eyes for a split second. "Nice to meet you, I'm Ike's mother." You bow, smiling to the kind man in front of you before turning to your son. "Thank you for looking after Ike." You look to him, a smile still spread onto your face. “Excuse me, what is your name?” You ask him.
Silence is given between the three, all Rin can do is look at you while digesting every word, as Ike and you watch, waiting for a response. Yet, nothing comes from him. "Rin-san?" Ike calls out in worry.
"Oh." Rin straightens his posture, before apologizing. "My apologies." He looks towards you before bowing back. "Hi." You give him another smile as you bow back. “I’m Itoshi Rin.” Ike gives a smile before saying, "See you soon, Rin-san."
"Sure" Rin says, bidding the two a farewell. Ike walks ahead first, as you give another smile before waving to Rin, following your son right after.
Rin watches as both figures begin to disappear into the distance. Still in disbelief. Before he is aware, his eyes begin to fill. And uncontrollably, one tear slips as he no longer can see you.
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A/N: hiii hiii! how is everyone hehe, y'all i fell asleep writing and i woke up to an unposted draft HAHA. anyways! i hope you guys enjoy, maybe i'll have the next chapter out later today? if not, see you again soon!
-love, p 🌸
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FIRST LOVE, HATSUKOI (Itoshi Rin x Y/n)
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Chapter 1: "When Lilacs Bloom"
FT: Itoshi Rin, Itoshi Sae, Oliver Aiku, Bachira Meguru 
TW: None
Genre: Fluff, Angst, Coming of Age + Slow Burn 
WORD COUNT: 4,600+
“First Love, Hatsukoi” Masterlist
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Someone once said; life is like a jigsaw puzzle. From our best memories to our most horrible experiences that make us want to curse at our destiny…
These are all unique pieces of our lives.
A ticket that was lost. A dress worn in December. A contract signed to “Blue Lock.” A romantic moment on the beach in the winter. A soccer ball that has your name on it. An athletic star that’s the same age as you. Dreams that never came true. Love stories that ended. People who drifted away from you.
What about those big mistakes? Are they also part of the picture?
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[ November 16. 2016 Age: 14 ]
“A muscle contains bands of fibers that are attached to the human skeleton.” As you walk alone through a familiar field, you study the notes in an old binder . “They are the tissue connected to the bone that allows for movement, balance and function!” Young y/n was so fascinated with the study of bones, muscles, movement, and the human body. An aspiring doctor focusing in the field of kinesiology. “Welcome! I am Dr. L/N, Ph.D in Kinesiology, speciality in Sports Medicine, from your diagnosis it has been listed that you are suffering from a strain in your pectoral muscles.” You giggle as you imagine yourself assisting a patient in your own clinic. “Not to worry, I’m here to help!”
[ November 16. 2036 Age: 34 ]
A young woman drives around through the late nights of Kamakura City, just getting off work. Though, her lips pursed as she tries to focus on the ride, the street lights glowing brighter in a way that causes her vision to blur and her head to ache.
“What would my life be now, if I had never met you?”
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[ Fall Semester, 2016 ]
You make your way through that familiar field, heading towards your campus. You are now in your 2nd year of junior high. Though as you walk, your mind is somewhere else. In your hands holds your beloved old binder, the one you have stored years of notes you have taken relating to kinesiology. 
Ever since you were as young as you can remember, you have always had this fascination with the study of movement. How does movement happen? Why do certain body parts bend in different ways? Why is it when you land in a certain spot, you feel a painful stretch? At a young age, you find yourself having these thoughts as you watch kids your age run around playing various sports. But there was one that stood out to you the most, one that caused the gear switch in your brain to turn.
You watch as your friend plays soccer before you. “Interesting..” You whisper to yourself, loud enough to have the young boy stop in his tracks. “Pretty cool right! Sae-nii taught me how to do this a few days ago. Want to see what else I can do?” Your childhood friend Itoshi Rin asks. You shake from your thoughts as you give him a smile. “Sure!”
As you continue your pace, your focus elsewhere before- BUMP! You take a step back, startled before spurting out an “I’m so sorry-” Though- as you begin your apology, your gaze moves up to meet familiar eyes. “Rinnie!” “Don’t call me that.” The boy immediately replies bluntly before pursuing his steps. You smile sheepishly before picking your pace up, catching up behind him.
Your best friend, Itoshi Rin has changed an incredible amount since you two were small, and the same could be said about you too. Many events that had occurred led up to how you guys have grown, let it be good or bad. 
Just as you are about to speak again, you hear a shout to your name. “You! Come here!” You freeze in your spot before turning to meet a faculty member. “Teacher, good morning-” “Ladies are to enter through that gate” He interrupts, pointing to the opposing entry way that parallels where Rin was headed. “Sorry!” “This is your second year, you should know the rules by now! And quit bringing this binder to school- if it isn’t related to any of our courses then leave it at home. It is a distraction, what would your father think-" "Her binder is educational, why can’t she bring it to school?” A cold tone creeps onto the conversation.
You feel your entire mood shift to the mention of your father, until you feel Rin’s light grip on your wrist. “We are going to be late for class.” He says to you. “Itoshi Rin! How dare you talk back to someone older-” Before you know it, he takes off with you dragging behind. “ITOSHI!” The teacher yells after him.
As you both run off; your glance falls between him and your hand, then back towards the faculty member attempting to run after you. It feels odd, like everything has begun to play in slow motion. A smile overcomes, as you take in the situation unfolding, thinking to yourself
“He’s a pretty good guy.”
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[ Fall 2036 ]
A young boy sits in his seat staring outside his classroom window. “Which means B equals R-” The voice of his teacher becomes tuned out as he loses focus. “We can put A and B on the x-axis, so we draw them in.” The young boy admires the blue sky, illuminating such a warm yet cold feeling. “Oliver?” The sound of his surname brings his focus back to his teacher. “You’ll have exams soon. Make sure you focus.” “I’m sorry sir.”      
Transaction History 160,000 ¥ to Oliver Aiku
The same young boy sits in his room, headphones in as he studies his curricular from school earlier that day. Deep in concentration before hearing a knock on his door. Removing his headphones, he turns to meet his dad on the phone with someone. “I got it, I’ll see you tomorrow. Okay, bye” He hangs up and the young boy asks. “That was Mr. Itoshi Sae, isn’t it? Will I stop by again to examine the play offs?” “No son. He’s away for familial reasons, so I arranged another teammate to under-wing you.” Oliver Aiku replies back to his son before turning to meet his gaze. “Studying again? I told you there's no need for this.” The young boy looks away hurt. “Ike, there is no need for studying. I am going to make you the world’s best striker. Just focus on your training, I’m going to make you great.” His father says before receiving a notification on his phone, which prompts him to leave his son’s room. “Okay.” Ike says softly watching his father walk away.
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[ Fall Semester, 2016 ]
Your eyes light up watching your best friend, Rin, play on the field. Examining his every movement and how he plays strategically. Watching him play the way you have all these years.
The sound of cheering can be heard as a group of students watch their school’s soccer team play. 
“Itoshi’s a little scary, but he’s cool, right?” One of the female students in the crowd converses to her friend. “Totally, right! I had my eye on him.” She replies to her before the two erupt into a fit of giddiness “You think he has a girlfriend?” From hearing that odd question, you subtly turn to face who might have asked that.
“Y/n” The sound of a familiar male voice speaks, you turn to face Rin as he holds a towel to his forehead. “What’s with that look on your face?” “Huh? It’s nothing” You lie, averting your eyes away from him. “It obviously isn’t nothing.” He saw right through you. You turn your gaze to him one last time before rolling your eyes, you shove him lightly in a playful manner. “Rin.” You say his first name with endearment.
Rin. Rin.. Rin!
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[ November 16, 2036 ]
Rin snaps out of his thoughts, turning to his team mate calling for him. “You don’t want to go home, you want to practice some more don’tcha?” Bachira jokes to his teammate. Rin rolls his eyes in annoyance before his friend continues. “If you don’t have plans, Isagi, Nagi and the rest of us are planning to e-” “No.” Rin harshly rejects before letting his friend finish. “You’re no fun” he cries as Rin quickly grabs his belongings, then leaving.
Stepping out from the gymnasium, he makes his way to his car. A familiar lilac color catches him from the corner of his eye.
Rin places the small bouquet of lilacs in the empty passenger seat beside him, he had just purchased them from the sweet old vendor that was passing by. As he starts the car a familiar song begins to play on the radio. Instead of skipping, he turns the volume up before driving home. Reminiscing on a beautiful past memory that felt like it was not too long ago.
[ Spring of 2017 ] "Around this time tomorrow" You struggle on your tippy-toes, reaching for the beautiful lilacs that are blossoming on the tree branches above you. "I wonder where you will be" From far, Rin watches you. The wind blows the lilacs of the spring, slowly onto your hair. "And who you will be thinking of" Trying to get a closer look, you try your best to continue reaching out to them, before they bend down closer to you. Your head turns to the side towards the person who have helped bring them down for you. "You are always gonna be my love" Your eyes meet Rin's examining the lilacs too, before coming to meet yours. Never have you felt such softness from a gaze of another person. Rin looks to you before looking back at the lilacs, bringing down closer to you. You reach up to feel the flowers tickle your nose, as you inhale deeply of the calming scent it extracts.
Rin arrives home, entering his luxurious apartment from the years of being a pro athletic star. He carries the bouquet of lilacs into his bedroom, laying them gently on his desk, before sighing as he touches the soft petals, remembering that day.
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[ Fall Semester, 2016 ]
Rin steps out of his school's gymnasium, he scans to where you both usually meet, only to find one of his teammates conversing with you. He watches in curiosity.
"Y/n, please go out with me! I have movie tickets-"
"I'm sorry!" You reject your classmate immediately before running away, leaving him in shock.
He and Rin watch you run off, before Rin chuckles in satisfaction to himself. He claps his hands together and thanks the universe. Not too long, Rin follows for you knowing he was the one you were waiting for, after all it's your routine. You study in the library while he practices soccer, then walking home to either one's house. You both were stuck to the glue since you were small, knowing each other from the inside and out.
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[ November 18, 2036 ]
You are mid-day in your shift at your family's bakery. As a little girl you have grown accustomed to helping your parents run their small business. Studying as you check guests out, you were so loved by everyone who would come in. Though ever since your father had long passed, things haven't been able to stay the same.
[ Summer 2007 ] "What is it you're reading y/n-chan?" A regular customer asks as your parents prepare their order. "A book about bones!" You take the large and heavy book in your hands, pointing to where you had just left off at. "Did you know there is a large bone located at the bottom of your heal called the calcaneus?" The customer looks at you with an impressed expression on their face before turning to your parents. "She's only 5?" Your parents look to each other giggling at how adorable you were to impress another dear customer with such intense knowledge at a young age. "She loves to learn." Your parents have always known you were meant for great succession. "That is one intelligent young brain" The customer compliments, before leaving. At the age of 5 everyone saw you as a growing prodigy. Your IQ was off the charts, along with your brain development. It seemed nearly incredible just how much you spend educating yourself. Could you be a lawyer? A governor? Maybe the president? You greet the customer to have a good day before hopping off the stool running towards them. “Mama, papa, I want to be a doctor!” You declare this promise. Your parents swore they saw light shine from you as you confessed with such joy. Your passion stood out beyond, and your parents did everything they can to help polish this gift of yours. “Your brain is a one of a kind y/n-chan.” Your mother praises before your father leans down “Our shining star.”
Who would have known that the very same daughter, would continue helping her mother run their family bakery. Her promise long forgotten.
As you wipe the counter, you find an old book. Taking it into your hands, you flip through the pages before stopping at one that holds a picture of you and a young boy. Taking the picture out, you think of him with such love before placing the picture back in, and continuing your work.
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Another beautiful morning in the Kanagawa Prefecture. Rin rolls his windows down as he drives off to his old family home, for a little "family" reunion.
As he pulls up and parks, he sees a familiar red head, waiting for him by the front door. As Rin approaches the door, Sae gives a stoic expression before giving his younger brother a soft smile. Rin following suit. "Welcome home big bro."
The Itoshi brothers enter their childhood house until a young girl runs up to Rin. "Uncle Rinnie!" She cheers happily. "Maruko-chan, how are you?" He smiles softly at his brother's daughter, before picking her up and walking further into the family home with his brother.
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Your shift had just ended, and you are now at a mall, searching for the perfect gift for a special someone.
You make your way from a shoe department, to belts. Leather wallets displayed in a glass case along with calligraphy pens. No item catches your eye that you feel would be suitable for this person so dear in your life. It makes you kind of feel like you hardly even know them anymore.
Looking at the time, it seems to run out so you leave without any purchases from these departments. Making your way to the meetup.
Pulling up to a luxurious gated house, you make your way to the monitor, requesting for someone. "Long time no see" you get the ick hearing the voice of your ex-husband, Oliver Aiku. "Hey, I'm here to pick up Ike as planned." Before you know, you see your teenage son make his way to your car with a backpack. "Thank you" You tell your ex-husband as your son enters the passenger side. "See you later." You hear Oliver say before a BEEP is heard.
You turn to look at your pride and joy, your son Ike. "How are you?" Asking as you drive off. "Okay" he says bluntly, almost awkwardly in a way. "Are you hungry?"
Making your way home to your apartment, you prepare to cook a meal for your son as he gets situated. As you cook you hear the click of the front door. Stopping your actions, you look towards the door seeing your son. "I'll be back later." He says before going out. Before you can say anything he shuts the door, leaving you alone.
You sigh quietly before looking to the calendar right besides the front door that reads on today's date "Ike's 14th birthday." You return to your cooking. Realizing you forgot an ingredient in the fridge, you open it only to find the birthday cake you planned to blow out for your son.
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"So how have you been?" Sae asks his younger brother as they are seated at their family's dining table. Maruko in the chair beside her uncle as she plays around with her coloring book. "It's been the same." Rin replies bluntly before turning his attention to his niece. "What is that you're drawing? That is so cool" He says delightfully before his brother smiles with this interaction. Almost like how the years of distancing from his brother, the words said that one snowy night, the game they played against each other, and the years of not talking had never happened.
Rin's phone buzzes with a notification, his attention from Maruko leaves before he checks it. Sae watches as his younger brother enters his password, his expression changing into surprise.
"That number. 1 1 1 8." Rin looks at his brother in embarrassment before getting defensive, he gives his brother a glare. "That is a breach of privacy." "It's of her, isn't it?" Rin stays silent. "Are you still-" "It's not like that. There's no deep meaning- just that nobody would figure it out if I lost it." He refutes. "Uh-huh". Rin pays his brother no mind before reverting his attention back to Maruko.
Though, his full attention wasn't on her, but on the thougt of you. Thinking if he will ever see you again.
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[ November 18, 2016 ]
Rin steps out of the gymnasium, ready to end the day with you by his side before he sees a familiar scene in front of him. He stays quiet as he watches the interaction.
"Y/n!" The boy yells, startling you. "Y-yes?" Rin watches in amusement, wondering how this will go down, already knowing you will turn the guy down just like you do with every confession before.
"Do... d-do.." Rin fights back an internal laugh before the boy confessing to you can even speak. "Do you like..." Good god, Rin just wants to go home and this rejection is taking forever. "DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE FOOD?!" The boy asks loudly startling you. You are taken aback and think out loud, do you? "Um.. I like-" before you can answer, the boy sees Rin and cries "Nevermind! I'm sorry" before running off.
You watch confused before seeing a figure from the corner of your eye. Rin moves past you, then looking back. "You ready to go?" You nod and blush in embarrassment, your best friend probably saw the entire thing.
The walk home was so close, but a bit too quiet for your liking, after that recent event. "I got asked my favorite food." You say still confused on that interaction. It's silent before Rin responds bluntly. "I think asking someone what their favorite food is, means that you like that person, right? I think he liked you, I'm surprised you didn't catch that considering how big your head is" You blush in embarrassment before retaliating. "What a weird way to say you think I'm smart, because I am!" You stomp ahead of him faster. With one lunge forward, he's already caught up to you again. Your angry demeanor diminished, replaced with laughter. He smiles too as you two make it home.
He walks you to your front door, as you open it the familiar scent of your mom's cooking escapes and as much as he wants to come in, he isn't able to tonight. Watching as you step into your door, he turns to leave before you call out to him. "Rin!" He turns back around to look at you. It is silent for a bit before you begin, "Then what about you?" He looks at you with a bit of confusion. "What's your favorite food?" You ask him. "Me?" He takes a moment to think, he's surprise he hasn't had this exchange with you before, he thinks to himself if he even knows your favorite food. After all, you both have been friends since you were 5! You guys literally live and breathe each other, best friends for what? LIFE!!!!
He takes a moment to think before answering "Ochazuke" it is a bit quiet, your mind replaying the memories of him eating ochazuke almost all the time as a kid, realizing there is a missing component. "with bream?" You ask. He's shocked that you knew that. "Especially with bream." He confesses, earning a giggle from you. "Goodnight Rin, get home safe. I'll see you later." You tell him before going in.
He waves you a "bye" as he heads off. 'What a random question.' He thought to himself before getting home.
Opening up his laptop, he hits the "call button" and shortly, his brother answers. "What" is heard on the other line. Rin then proceeds update with his brother as he's in Spain, and to tell him about the weird and random question you had asked him.
"She was confessing her feelings." Sae says on the other side of the line. "Huh? What do you mean?" "You stupid? Do you understand context?" His brother says annoyed, though Rin plays it off as playful sibling antics. Sae lets out an obviously annoyed sigh. "Before asking you your favorite food, you were talking about how it means you like that person. Then that's not a question, it's a confession!" He finishes, ready to hang up the call. Rin sits there in disbelief before getting up, grabbing his sweater before running out.
You on the other hand, sit at your desk that is in front of your window. Your binder propped open as you take notes and study. You are deep in focus before you see a familiar figure running in front of your house.
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[ November 18, 2036 ]
You drive around looking for your son with worry. He hasn't replied back to you calls or texts in the past 9 hours. "Later.." You repeat to yourself, as you are unable to find him your grow with frustration. "When is later! Where could he be, is he alright?" As you drive you remember the feature on your phone, you check to see that your son is sharing his location with you indefinitely, before beginning your drive to him.
You stop in front of... your family's bakery? Parking, you run inside only to find him in a secluded corner, studying? "Ike?" You call for him, he looks up at you before looking at the time.
"Mom I'm sorry, I didn't see the time- I was just-" Before you can finish you engulf him in a hug. Relieved that he is safe. Not too long your mother comes from the counter. "Why didn't you tell me he was here?" You ask her. "I didn't even know you had him in town today. Besides, he wanted to study."
You both look to him before you let out a sigh of relief, immediately returning home. The drive home was quiet, but as you made it through the door of your apartment, your son apologizes again to which you tell him it was alright. "I have something for you." You guide your son the the kitchen where you prepare his birthday gift, along with his present.
Ike lets out a small smile towards the gesture, blowing out the candle then opening his present, which was an envelope.
"I wasn't sure what to get you, so I bought you a gift card." You say as he takes it out. He thanks you as he gives you a warm hug. Small moments like these give you the memory of love that you feel had been forgotten, though it was time to take him back.
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[ November 18, 2016 ]
"Rin?" You say yourself before you see him running towards your door.
You drop your studies and immediately sprint down, before he could know you swing the door open, startling both of you. "Rin? What's wrong?" You ask before noticing that rain began to sprinkle. "You'll catch a cold." You say as you try to yank him inside, yet he doesn't move. Instead, it takes a moment before he grabs you, pulling you close to him. "RIN-!"
He hugs you tightly as his eyes begin to gloss. "Rin?" "What about you y/n?" "What?" "What is..." as he begins to ask, the rain starts to come down harder, but he holds you even closer, shielding your head to prevent the rain from touching you. "your favorite food? What is it?" You close your eyes as you share the embrace with him before answering "Shrimp."
He lets out a small chuckle as he holds you, your childhood best friend that you had grown up and endured so much with. He pulls away before cupping your cheek. The rain beginning to pour on the both of you, soaking your hair.
"I like you." Itoshi Rin confesses. Years of keeping it to himself, he confesses that he does, finally. "Ever since we were five." He looks into your eyes, watching as your eyes get glossier than his. It feels as if time has froze, the way you both look at each other with such endearment, although eyes filled with tears threatening to escape.
"Please go out with me."
"Yes."
The rain pours as you continue your reply. "Me too. Rin, I like you too.” Tears began to spill from both eyes as you hug each other in an embrace so tight.
Time, standing still is about to start moving
So many things I don't want to forget
Around this time tomorrow
I know I will be crying
I will be thinking of you.
[ November 18, 2036 ]
You will always be inside my heart
Rin bids his brother and niece a farewell as he starts his drive home.
There will always be a place just for you
He turns his car on, and on the radio plays the same song he had heard of yesterday.
I just hope I have a place in your heart too
As he drives, he thinks to himself that he feels the coincidences recently are all too haunting.
Now and forever you are still the one
It was like every memory of you, the existence of you is coming back stronger than before.
Now, it is still a sad love song
"Will I ever see her again?" He thinks to himself as he enters the roundabout.
Until I can sing a new one
As you drive your head begins to hurt again. You squint your eyes to see the roundabout coming up. You begin to slower still your eyes focused on the road.
You are always gonna be my love
Rin looks behind him as another car comes in. His eyes expanding, not believing his eyes.
If one day I fall in love with someone again...
He slows down on driving, examines if it's really you, watching as your eyes squint ahead of you. You look beautiful, just as how he last saw you in person. All the memories and feelings he had of you shock him there, but before he could say a thing he sees as you begin to drive forward.
I'll remember to love, you taught me how
Noticing how ahead you are of him, he presses on the gas, an attempt to follow you before you make a safe right out of the roundabout. The speed he was going at, he wouldn't have been able to do the same so he misses.
You are always gonna be my love
He looks forward as he continues to drive and then back, still in shock of seeing you again in person after all those years.
"Every moment is an irreplaceable piece of our lives."
Now and forever.
"But what if... you lose an important piece?"
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A/N: Merry quisssmoisssss everyone! Wishing you all a happy day and yeah! I hope you enjoy chapter one, and hopefully it wasn't too confusing. I really wanted to follow the format similar to the series hehe! See you next chapter!
-love, p 🌸
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[ FIRST LOVE - HATSUKOI SERIES]
First Love - Hatsukoi Masterlist
Itoshi Rin x F!Reader
Prologue:
Someone once said; life is like a jigsaw puzzle. From our best memories to our most horrible experiences that make us want to curse at our destiny…
These are all unique pieces of our lives.
A ticket that was lost. A dress worn in december. A contract signed to “Blue Lock.” A romantic moment on the beach in the winter. A soccer ball that has your name on it. An athletic star that’s the same age as you. Dreams that never came true. Love stories that ended. People who drifted away from you.
What about those big mistakes? Are they also part of the picture?
“You’re mediocre.” “You love me.” “So much.”
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A/N: First chapter release will be 12/25 :D happy quissmois eve!
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“First Love - Hatsukoi” Masterlist
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[ FIRST LOVE - HATSUKOI SERIES ]
Itoshi Rin x F!Reader
Summary: “A man is haunted by the memories of his unforgettable first love.”
Genre: Fluff, ANGST, Coming of Age(?)
FT: Itoshi Rin, Itoshi Sae, Oliver Aiku, Isagi Yoichi, Bachira Meguru, Shidou Ryusei, Nagi Seishiro, Ego Jinpachi ( + the entire cast of blue lock).
This story is planned to have multiple flashbacks, but takes place as the two are in their mid 30’s.
TW: Content may at times contain heavy language, sexual innuendos, mentions of sensitive topics, and so forth. There will be warnings before each chapter.
Manga Spoiler Warning + ( At times OOC! )
Chapters:
Prologue Chapter 1 - “Where The Lilacs Bloom" Chapter 2 - “Your Voice” Chapter 3 - “Ochazuke” Chapter 4 - “Space Oddity” Chapter 5 - "Talk" Chapter 6 - "The Sixth Sense" Chapter 7 - "The Order of Dreams" Chapter 8 - (Still thinking of a chapter name lol) Final Chapter 9 - "Hatsukoi" Epilogue
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12.24.23
A/N: hiiii! i’m kinda nervous to begin my first blue lock x reader series LOL but nonetheless i hope you enjoy!! although it won’t be exact; the series is inspired by one of my favorite series i watched last year called “First Love” on netflix! WHICH!! is inspired by a childhood song of mines called “first love” by hikaru utada. as a little girl my mom always played this song so it seriously holds such a special place in my heart, i can’t wait to share this with you! i’m also not the best in english so please bare with me at times hehe~
love, p 🌸
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“you’re done-👆🏻👱🏻👆🏻 you’re done 👆🏻👱🏻👆🏻.”
HAAHAHAHAHAHAA ILY JAMIE
also want ran to call me doll…
Ran’s Fear: Wasps
TikTok inspro (warning: close up of a wasp)
a/n: @pinoyrella and I came up with this like 3 months ago. I’m just very lazy
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Pairing: Ran Haitani x Reader
Summary: Things go south for Ran when he finds a wasp and has to wait for you to come back home
Warning: very ooc and poorly edited, I’ll change the title and other stuff later when I’m not sleepy
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Having both of yours and Ran’s days off is always a blessing, but it’s unfortunate when one of you have already made plans. Your schedule was more regular whereas Ran’s was more spontaneous so you and Ran either made last minute plans or didn’t hang out at all. Today was one of those days. You both had off but Ran had gotten his schedule late and you had made plans in advance to hang out with a friend at a theme park.
“I’m gonna get going now, call me if you need me. If I don’t answer I’ll call you back as soon as I can.”
“Why don’t you just ditch them and stay home with me?”
“I’ve had this planned for a while, Ran. It’d be rude if I just bailed on them. Plus I haven’t seen them in a while,” you explained, checking yourself out in the mirror one last time. You turned around only to be greeted by him sitting on the edge of your bed with a fake pout on his face. “Don’t give me that. I’ll be back before you know it.”
“Whatever you say, doll,” he smirked before getting up and leaning towards you to give you a quick kiss. “Have fun, don’t miss me too much.”
“Says the one that was just pouting.” Your phone buzzed, signaling you had received a text. “Ah that’s them, gotta go.” You gave him one last kiss before saying your goodbye.
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After you left, Ran decided to go back to sleep to get a couple extra hours of rest. Waking up to the sun seeping through the blinds, he lifted his head up off your pillow and started stretching. Letting out a yawn, he got up and pulled the curtains and opened the doors that lead to the attached balcony. The sight from the top floor was something he would never get tired of. Stepping out, he crossed his arms and leaned over the railing before taking in a couple deep breaths to enjoy the fresh air. “Ahh, this is the life,” he spoke to himself, only wishing that you were by his side to accompany him.
Feeling hungry, he turned around to walk back inside but made his way over to your side of the bed to pick up the glass of water you placed there the night before. Noticing it still had a bit left, he drank it only to spit it back out the instant he heard a violent buzzing sound. “What was that?”
He set the glass down and started looking around the room in a panic as he slowly made his way back over to the balcony and closed the doors, hoping that whatever made the sound was gone. Going back to your side of the bed to retrieve the glass, he picked it up only to hear the buzzing again. “Where the fuck is it!”
Ran is a calm guy. He knows how to keep his composure in every situation and to do it all with a smirk on his face. The only exception being when he fears he’s near a wasp. He’s fine with flies, just knows they’re gross. He’s good with bees, because he knows they don’t mean to hurt him. But wasps? Absolutely not, they are vicious and attack just because you made eye contact with them. They also hurt like a bitch.
Holding onto the cup, he closed his eyes to try and focus on the sound. Unfortunately he didn’t hear the sound but he did feel 6 tiny feet slowly crawling up his arm. Jumping about a foot into the air, he ran around the room to get the insect off of him, which he succeeded in, and saw it fly off to the wall on the opposite side of the room. Feeling a rush of adrenaline he quickly made his way over to where the wasp was and put the cup around it, encasing it. “I win. I don’t even know how the hell you made it up here. Now I just have to get you outside…. Dammit.”
It didn’t take long for him to realize the situation he was in. He trapped the wasp but at what cost? He has nothing to slide under the cup to move it outside. There’s nothing within arms reach for him to grab to slide under. And he’s nowhere near his phone. “Shit, I can’t even call Y/n.”
“Calling Dollface.”
“Hmmm? Oh Alexa, I knew you were a great investment!” Standing hopeful with his hand firmly pressed against the cup, he waited to hear your voice. Luckily on the first ring you answered.
“Hello?”
“Y/n! I’m so glad to hear your voice. I hope you’re having fun with your friend.”
“I’m glad to hear yours too and I am! It’s nice catching up with them. We just got to the park so I’ll have to leave soon to head over to check in.”
“I think you should come home,” he proposed only to hear your end go silent. “Doll? Are you still there?”
“… you want me to what now?”
“I said you should come home?“ he suggested again, this time his voice small.
“Not happening.”
“Hear me out! A nice and lovely relaxing day, just you and I. We could go to your favorite café. Shop at your favorite store. I’ll buy you anything you want and more.”
“Ran, what’s going on? Are you okay?” While he may be good at getting what he wants, you know there’s more to it when he’s willingly trying to give you anything you want instead of teasing.
He should know better than to try to hide anything from you. “I’m not on speaker right?” Hearing you say no, he took a deep breath. “There’s a wasp and I caught it with a cup but I have no way of taking it out. I’m not near anything that could cover the bottom half to I can throw it out so I’m kinda just stuck standing next to a wall.”
“Oh I see.” He felt a little guilty asking you to come back home on a day you already had plans. And while he may be calm now, his heart is still rapidly beating from the fact that the only thing that separates him and his worst fear is a glass cup. “Want me to call Rin?”
“No! Please don’t, I mean.”
“What? Why not?”
“Please, don’t make me say it.”
“Say what, Ran? You asked genuinely confused with his behavior. He decided to stay quiet on the line which led to you to thinking and remembering a story his brother once told you when you guys were on an outing together.
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“I’m gonna go to the bathroom. Don’t say anything about me while I’m gone.”
“I would never gossip about you.” You told your lover.
“I might.” Rindou answered, giving him a small smile while looking at him with lazy eyes.
“Rin,” the oldest warned while giving his brother a glare reserved only for him.
“Fine, I won’t.”
“Good. I’ll be right back.” He finished and kissed your cheek before walking away.
Looking at Rindou while sipping your drink, you waited for him to give you the signal to say that his brother was out of earshot. “He’s gone.”
“You got any embarrassing stories of him? What’s his worst fear?”
“I’m not sure exactly what his worst fear is, but I can for sure say he’s terrified of wasps.” You took a sip of your drink and looked around before locking eyes with the younger Haitani to encourage him to keep going. “When we were kids we would play outside a lot visited our grandparents often and they lived near the woods so we’d always venture out. One day I was playing near a creek when all of a sudden I just hear Ran screaming for help and running past me to go back to the house. I look up and there’s a whole swarm chasing after him, I assume he must’ve stepped on their nest because damn were they angry.”
“And how long ago was this?”
“Hmmm, probably over 15 years ago but I know he’s still scared of them. If we’re walking and he hears a buzz he’ll walk a little faster while looking around trying to find them so he can avoid them.”
“Awww, he’s such a big baby,” you cooed.
“Who’s a big baby?” Ran asked, slipping into the seat next to you.
“Your brother ,” you snickered while Rindou rolled his eyes and leaned back to go along with your white lie.
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Realizing he was probably embarrassed by the situation going on at home, you decided not to make things worse for him. You gave a sad look to your friends, hoping they don’t hold this against you. “It’s okay, baby. I’ll come back home. It’s gonna be a couple hours though. Can you wait that long?”
“I’ll wait for you.”
“Are you sure?”
“I’m not going anywhere. I’ll wait right here for you.”
“You say it like you have another option. We’re almost at the place. I’ll get there and figure out how to get home. Sound alright?”
He hummed in response before speaking. “I’m sorry for doing this to you doll. I’m thankful for all that you do for me.”
“I didn’t know this is what it took for you to stop teasing me. A wasp? Really?”
“Shhhh! At least say I love you back before you hang up.”
“You didn’t even say it yet for me to say it back.”
“I love you, Y/n.”
“I love you, too, my big baby.”
He was about to bark back at you but you had hung up before it was too late. Looking at the cup in his hand, he realized he was gonna be standing there for a while. “Might as well get comfy.”
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Stepping into the penthouse, you set your things down before picking up a magazine and making your way to your bedroom. When you came in you saw Ran sitting on the floor with his right hand on a cup and his body leaned forward so he could rest his head on the wall, peacefully asleep. Trying to be as quiet as possible to not disturb him, you knelt down next to him and tried to get a look at the creature you were dealing with, thing is you didn’t. Moving your head around the room in search of the wasp, you found nothing. “Ran-Ran,” you started lightly tapping his shoulder, “hey, I’m home.”
Letting out a yawn he opened his eyes and closed them again, still groggy. “Hey. Thanks for coming back,” he spoke, giving you a lazy smile.
“Yeah about that, I don’t see the wasp in your cup.”
“What?” He asked, immediately picking up his head and looking at you with wide eyes. “What do you mean it’s not in the cup? I’ve been here all morning.” Watching him frantically look around his hand into the cup was an unusual sight so you couldn’t help but laugh a little at his antics. “Stop laughing this is a serious matter!”
“I’m telling you it’s not there!”
“Where else would it be!”
Out of frustration he removed the cup from the wall and turned it towards himself so he could get a better look. It was at that moment that the wasp revealed itself and flew up to land on Ran’s nose.
“Ran don’t move. Just stay still,” you instructed, rolling up the magazine as quick as you could without startling the insect.
Ran was so shocked with fear all he could do was freeze. He was so terrified of the six tiny feet he could feel on his nose and the thought of the stinger that he didn’t even notice you raise your arm to swat him in the face.
“Ow-“ Ran whimpered, throwing his torso back to land on the ground so he could hold his nose.
“Mother fucker, get off him!” You yelled at the bug, shooting up once it started flying away. Running to the balcony doors, you opened them and ushered the wasp outside, immediately closing them as soon as it left but not without giving it a few last words. “And stay out!”
All Ran could do was look up at you with admiration while you crossed your arms and huffed about the situation. Making eye contact with him, you gave him a small smile before apologizing for hitting him and not killing the wasp in the process. “It’s okay, love. You got rid of him and that’s all that matters. Sorry for ruining your plans.”
“It’s okay,” you started, sitting down on the bed and tapping the spot next to you so he could join you. When he did he wrapped his arm over your shoulder and gave it a squeeze to encourage you to keep going. “After you and I hung up, my friend’s sibling called them saying there was an emergency so we would’ve had to come back regardless. It’s okay though. I now get to be with you, my big baby,” you teased, wrapping your arms around his waist and leaning into his body.
“Thank you, what would I do without my hero. This means you’ll take care of all the spiders on your own now right?”
“Oh fuck no. They have eight arms, and I only have two, that is not a fair fight.”
“Big baby-“
“Shut it.”
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pinoyrella · 2 years
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I CAAAANT HAHAHAHA
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This meme but make it sanzu and rindou
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pinoyrella · 3 years
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crying and throwing up abt the most recent chapter
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pinoyrella · 3 years
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YOU GUYS THATS MY BABY DADDY
JAMIE I LOVE THIS PLEASE I CANT STOP LAUGHING
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Sanzu and Baby Formula
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a/n: @pinoyrella and I back at it again with laughing at TikToks and coming up with ideas.
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Character: Sanzu Haruchiyo
Summary: Sanzu made a small mess with the formula trying to make a bottle for his daughter
Warning: drug mention (cocaine)
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Sanzu was never completely sure he wanted a child until his daughter was born. They were the perfect mixture of you and him, he loved her with all his heart. It was clear he cherished them and wouldn’t try to put them in harms way so you trusted him to take care of your child alone while he encouraged you to get some sleep in your shared bedroom.
But you weren’t the only one lacking sleep, he was as well. Drifting in and out of sleep while his daughter laid on their play mat he noticed that it was almost nap time for them.
“Stay put, I’ll be right back princess. Daddy’s going to make you a bottle.” She looked up at him and babbled which made him smile and press a kiss against her cheek before getting up.
Getting to the kitchen, he added water to the electric kettle and flicked the switch to let the water boil before taking out the formula tub from the designated baby cabinet as well as a clean bottle. Everything was now set up as how you’ve taught him to prepare. Grabbing the scoop he put the required amount into the bottle but most of it spilt out. Letting out a sigh he turned the bottle upside down to let what did get in go back into the container and tried again, this time succeeding.
Deciding to clean up while the water cooled down he placed the bottle somewhere else and started looking around for a towel to clean the countertop. Not finding any and not wanting to get his hands dirty, he opted for an old trick. He reached into his back pocket and pulled out a credit card from his wallet. Collecting what he could, he made it into a line and was about to scoop it up until he heard your voice.
“Haru, it’s almost nap time for- what are you doing?”
Sanzu isn’t scared of much but he is definitely terrified of you. So, in the heat of the moment he decided to snort it.
“Haruchiyo!”
“I’m sorry! You made me panic so I had to hide the evidence!”
“You’re doing coke when I trusted you with MY baby?! Sanzu Haruchiyo what the fuck is wrong with you? Are you fucking insane? Out of all the things you do I can’t believe you did that! While I was sleeping too!”
“It’s not what it looks like, I swear! It was baby formula!”
“It was baby formula? So your first instinct to me catching you in the act was to straight up snort it?! Like hell I’ll believe that Haruchiyo!”
“You’re scary when you’re mad but yes. Look, taste it,” he pleaded wiping his index finger on the exterior of his nose.
“Sanzu I’m not-“ he was quick to cut you off by sticking his finger into your mouth, the taste catching you off guard.
“See? I wouldn’t lie to you my pretty booger.”
“I’m surprised you didn’t put a booger in my mouth. Where’s our princess anyways?”
“Living room.”
Walking out of the kitchen with him following, you saw your daughter was still on their mat, peacefully asleep as if you weren’t just yelling at her father at the top of your lungs.
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IM CRYING IM STILL NOT OVER IT PLEASE 
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Suna with Pigtails
TikTok inspo
I saw this and my first thought was “imagine Suna” and then I sent it to @pinoyrella and we had some more thoughts and decided to write about it
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❁ When Rintaro was a kid he liked watching his mom do his little sisters hair. He always thought it was interesting how it could be put in so many different styles
❁ One time after their mom finished working on the younger Suna’s hair he asked if she could do something for his and it’s not that she was against it but his hair was nowhere as long as his sisters so she told him “I would sweetie but I don’t know what to do with it”
❁ He tilts his head to the side and asks “what about the one where there’s some hair here and here?” using his hands to grab his hair trying to help explain to his mother what he wanted
❁ She gave him a smile and parted his hair down the middle to give him two pigtails
❁ “Do you like it?” She asked, helping him look at himself in the mirror
❁ “I look funny!” He laughed before running off to go play with his sister. His mom took a photo of them together afterwards to save the memory
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❁ The first time the twins came over to his house they noticed the photograph of him at 8 years old with the pigtails resulting in them going into a fit of laughter, leaving Rin embarrassed
❁ “Can you do it now? Your hair is long enough!” Atsumu howled with laughter only for his brother to snicker as well
❁ “No I’m not gonna do it”
❁ “Can we make a bet, please!”
❁ In an attempt to get Atsumu to shut up and never bring up the moment again, Rintaro accepted the bet and unfortunately lost
❁ That was how Rintaro ended up walking onto the court with the pigtails he wore back when he was a kid
❁ Getting into position he could clearly see the other team on the opposite side of the net trying to hold in their laughter
❁ “If you have something to say, say it” Suna groaned
❁ “Was it character day at your school? You look like the little girl from Finding Nemo with that hairdo!”
❁ “Look at the size of your forehead! It’s about the same size as the court! No wonder you keep your bangs!”
❁ Letting them laugh, Suna turned his head towards his setter and gave him a glare as a warning for what was gonna happen after the game
❁ Since Atsumu now had this as blackmail material Suna decided to ruin it for him and embraced the pigtails on his Snapchat
❁ He now enjoyed sending selfie’s of himself with the pigtails to his friends and ask questions such as “wanna hang?”, “homework help?”, or just angle his phone so it only gets the top portion of his face and show off the pigtails on his story
❁ Sometimes he’ll just wear pigtails around the house when it’s too hot because he thinks he looks weird when he ties it in the back
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pinoyrella · 3 years
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personal updates 🌸
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hi everyone QwQ to those who are my followers or to those who may come across this post:
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i hope you don’t mind me sharing since this is a typical different kind of post form what i usually have...
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some life updates:
1. i reached my weightloss goal and lost over +60 pounds! :,D the past few months have been absolutely hard and i’m so happy that after all that... we made it :,))
2. semester is over so i FINALLY have all the time in the world for any free extracurricular activities and stuff (writing the series hehehe + catching up on series )
3. i started a youtube channel if u guys want to check it out :,D (my weightloss progression and logs are on there as well along with cosplay videos!)
[ my weightloss progress playlist 💗 ]
[ my fem timeskip sakusa kiyoomi cosplay tutorial 😷 ]
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i also really want to apologize to those anticipating my Tsukishima Kei x Reader “A Love So Beautiful” series, i admit to neglecting it so much regarding  and i’m really really sorry :,( . but, i plan to pick up and continue the series for those still there for it, so fear not for the next chapter will be out soon :,D i love you all for the continuous love and support!
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i can’t wait to start becoming active again, i missed tumblr so so much, and i hope you guys will continue to enjoy the future content of this blog! and the series hehehe!
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this is all for now... thank you so much for taking the time to read!
love, ani 🌸
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AAAAJASHDLSLJA STOP THE LAST CHAPTER OF A LOVE SO BEAUTIFUL IS MAKING ME SCREAM OMG WE GOT TWO BOYS PINING FOR US AND EVEN THOUGH KAGS IS MY HUSBAND THIS IS A TSUKKI FIC AND PLUS WEVE KNOWN EACH OTHER LONGER I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT PLS I LOVE YOU YOURE SO AMAZING AAAA
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oh my god i am so sorry for thE SUPER LATE REPLY YOU P SENT THIS A LONG TIME AGO IM SO SO SORRY, BUT THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!!! i’m so sorry for the inactivity for the series, i’ll try my best to have the next and very overdue chapters out :,DD
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This is a tumblr hug. Send this to your favorite followers and mutuals! 💖
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KNIFEYYY IM CRYINGGGG, i love u so much boo 🥺 KSJDNKJ IM SO SORRY FOR THE LATE RESPONSE IVE BEEN SO INACTIVE ToT
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thank you so much for this 💞
Could I request Kuroo, Bokuto, Tsukishima, Sakusa, Miya twins, and Tendou with a reader who used to self harm but was sober for a while, only to relapse after they left bc of a huge argument then please and thanks? Sorry if that’s really intense tho. And thank u for being so nice🙂💞
[𝐓𝐖] 𝐒/𝐎 𝐑𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅-𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐌
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ok i reaaally hope this is what you expected. i didn’t know what kind of ending you wanted but i decided that you, my friend, needed comfort, so i gave you comfort because you deserve it ❤️️
i hope reading this will make you feel better! kisses on your nose ❤️️
type : (strong) angst | word count : 4.4K
warnings : mentions of self-harm, depiction of depressive behavior (plz do not read if any of these might trigger something, i want you all to be safe <3)
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⇀ 𝐤𝐮𝐫𝐨𝐨
« fuck you, kuroo. fuck. you. ». those were the last words you had told him. they had hurt, but they were nothing compared to the last words he had told you, the words that kept playing over and over in your head as you slowly felt yourself drift to your old habits again : « i’m done with you ».
was it your fault ? did you push him over the edge ? you had many questions to ask kuroo, but he wasn’t there to answer anymore. so these thoughts were left spiraling in your head as you started to lose balance between love and pain. because his love used to be the cure to your pain. so now what ? what were you supposed to do other than going back to your old habits ? you couldn’t think of any answer.
on monday morning, you woke up thirty minutes earlier because, first of all, you needed some time for the swelling of your eyes to go down, and second of all, you needed to mentally prepare yourself to see kuroo again. it had been two days since your fight, and he had not manifested himself once. it seemed to be well and truly over ; and that thought had been the main cause of the collapsing of your mental strength over the last two days.
during your first period, although you were avoiding his gaze, kuroo couldn’t help but cast glances in your direction. because he knew you better than anyone, and he could only imagine how hurt you were.
but he really started to get suspicious when he noticed you were not raising your hand to correct today’s homework. he had helped you with that last week, and you had told him that you felt confident enough to propose your correction to the class ; which rarely happened. so why weren’t you raising your hand ?
he had a bad feeling about the answer… he didn’t care about giving you quick glances anymore, he just stared at your arms until one of your movements would make your sleeve reveal just a few inches of your skin.
and he was horrified to have his fears confirmed. the cuts that he had so often kissed while holding you in his arms were back. and he knew it was all because of him. and although his first thought was that it was not his job to heal them anymore, he couldn’t bring himself to act unbothered.
he had loved you for long enough to know that you needed him right now. or maybe he still loved you ? it was not clear, but it didn’t matter right now. what mattered was that he needed you to listen to what he wanted to say, even if that was the last thing you accepted to hear from him.
« y/n, we need to talk » he told you once you got out of the classroom. you looked up at him ; his face was unusually austere. he carefully grabbed your shoulder and took you away from everyone else. 
« i can’t… i couldn’t walk out of there pretending like i didn’t see what your arms looked like » he started. « now listen, i know i fucked up, but i still care. and you still matter. whatever our relationship is doesn’t define you and most importantly, these don’t define you » he pointed at your wrists, his brows furrowed with concern. « so please, i’m begging you, keep in mind that i’m always here if you need to talk. always. and if you don’t want to talk to me that’s fine, but in that case, please find someone else. for the sake of everything we've been through together, don't let everything you’ve accomplished go to waste » and he wrapped his arms around you in the strongest hug he had ever given.
⇀ 𝐛𝐨𝐤𝐮𝐭𝐨
it had already been a week. and bokuto had absolutely no idea what to do. call you ? text you ? probably not. what would he even say ? « hi, sorry for slamming the door in your face after screaming at you for fifteen minutes. am i still your boyfriend ? » awful idea.
and while bokuto was pondering every option he had left to get in touch with you, you were left in the darkest place of your mind. and you hadn’t felt like that in a few months. because bokuto used to always be there, his number on speed dial whenever you feared you would relapse. and thanks to his unwavering support, you hadn’t. but was there anything in this world that was truly unwavering ? you really started to doubt it. and now that bokuto had left you, what could carry the pain away ? whatever the answer was, you were in no condition to think rationally about it.
you remembered how he used to celebrate every improvement in your mental health, how strong of a cornerstone he had been for you. and just the fact of not knowing where you guys were at after your fight was enough to make you feel like you were drowning again.
you were overflowing with emotions that you thought you couldn’t control, and apart from holding on tight to bokuto’s chest, you only knew one way to feel better.
you loved him, you really did. but after a week without hearing from him, you started to think that maybe his feelings were not as real as he pretended they were. and how could you not blame him for that ? for letting you down so fast ?
curled up in your bed, tears were streaming down your face ; because you felt weaker than you had promised yourself to be. you were exhausted, in every sense of the word, yet there was still a tiny bit of strength left in your body that made you grab your phone and open your conversation with bokuto. the last message was a bitter pill to swallow : « no problem babe, i’m always here for you ». it was just a week ago but it felt like an eternity had passed. your fingers started slowly typing on the screen and immediately hit sent, knowing that you would second guess your message if you re-read it. « can we talk? », just three words, it was the maximum you could get off of your chest right now.
but bokuto did not answer. for the simple reason that he was too busy catching his breath in front of your door. he frantically knocked, not stopping until you opened it.
« oh my god, are you okay ?! » he exclaimed, patting your entire body like he wanted to make sure you were well and truly there. and once he had made sure of that, he pulled you against his chest like he wasn’t planning on letting you go ever again. « did- did you… » he ventured to ask, not wanting to finish his sentence precisely because he was afraid of your answer. but when he heard you let out a muffled sob against his chest, his fears instantly got replaced by guilt. more than he had ever felt. « you’re alright, i got you. i got you now… » he murmured, his hands stroking your back tenderly. « we’ll get through this together, ok ? we’ll show the world how strong you are. because i know you are. »
⇀ 𝐬𝐚𝐤𝐮𝐬𝐚
yes, sakusa had run away. and he was glad he had. because he knew how hurtful he could be with his words, and he had enough respect not to inflict that to you. but as he made his way back home, doubt started installing in his head. what if he shouldn’t have left you after your fight ? he immediately shook the thought away. no, you were good now. you were better. nothing like who you were when he met you.
and sakusa could be very convincing when he needed to, including with himself. that’s why he didn’t get in touch with you for the next three days, because he thought you just needed some time for yourself.
but when he received a worried text from komori when he got out of the gym after practice, he changed his mind within seconds. « i just saw y/n, something felt off. maybe you should check on them ? ».
sakusa felt a wave of guilt descend upon of him. of course he should. it was his fucking job to offer you his help, even when he thought you didn’t need it. and especially when he knew what you had already been through. he cursed himself all the way to your house, where he could only imagine how lonely you felt. not wanting to waste any more time, he pulled out his phone to call you. and heaved a relieved sigh at the sound of your voice : « hey, are you ok ? like, right now are you doing ok ? » he asked hastily. 
you sat on your bed and rubbed your strained eyes, fiddling with the cloth of your t-shirt. « i- yeah, i’m good… » you lied. « i’m at your door, open up please, i gotta see you » he said before hanging up.
you knew sakusa was not going to take no for an answer. so, after wiping your tears and putting on a long-sleeved hoodie and sweatpants, you went to open the door. 
« hi… » you uttered quietly. sakusa didn’t dare to move. he had been so determined to get to your house, but now that you were standing in front of him, he wasn’t so sure of what he was supposed to do.
you decided to be the first to break the silence,  « i’m okay. and i’m sorr… » « sorry. about everything. » he pre-empted you. seeing you like this made him fear the worst. so he gently grabbed your wrists like he wanted to hold your hands, when in reality he just wanted to confirm his thoughts. and when he saw you stiffen at his touch, he knew he had guessed right. « come here » he whispered before going in for a hug. but you pulled away at the last second. « can we… go to my room ? i- i feel better there » you asked timidly.
he didn’t even answer and simply wrapped his arm around your shoulder before taking you to your bedroom where you immediately curled up on your bed. you didn’t want sakusa to see you like this, but you were in no position to fight back anymore. quietly, he laid beside you and pulled you in a warm embrace, just tight enough to let you know that he got you now. 
when he noticed you were trying to find something to say, to explain yourself, he shushed you with a kiss on your shoulder. « you don’t have to speak if you don’t want to. but i want you to listen to me very carefully : don’t ever think that you’re back to square one now. you’ve dealt with this before, you’ve grown and you can do it again as long as you promise yourself to get back up. and i won’t leave your side. you deserve so much more than what you give yourself, and i’m here to remind you »
⇀ 𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐚
tsukishima’s pride was important to him, everyone knew it. the only thing he valued as much as his pride was probably you. but during your arguments, the scale always tipped in his pride’s favor, you simply could not compete.
but surprisingly enough, it was you who had told him to go away after getting in the most heated argument you had ever had. and he didn’t have to be told twice : you had shattered his beloved pride, and he was not going to stay here begging for your mercy.
he still loved you, but he also had no problem ignoring you at school. yet for some reason, this argument didn’t sit well with him. well, no arguments ever sat well with him, but today felt different. 
ignoring you was one of the most hurtful things tsukishima could ever do to you. he had helped you through so much, and suddenly becoming a stranger to him was slowly bringing you back down.
« it’s just one time, i won’t relapse » you thought the first time you tried to cope with the pain the way you used to. but you feared it wouldn’t be just one time. you were diving into what you had said goodbye to ; but now that tsukishima was ignoring you, there was no one to stop you from falling, right ? 
well, that would have been true if he hadn’t kept a discreet but attentive eye on you. which is why he knew very well that you had gone back to your old habits. and he needed to do something about it.
but he wasn’t good with words, and he feared that actions would not be enough this time. he needed something more permanent, something that you could keep with you all the time. so he decided to do something he had never done before, and gave it to you as soon as it was done…
receiving a letter from tsukishima was definitely not something you expected. but what was written in it was even less expected.
« i’m not the best at this kind of stuff, but… i really need you to stop being so hard on yourself. i know it’s not something i usually say, but i fell in love with you because i learned to love your imperfections. and you have to start doing the same about yourself. please. and if you need to be held, to be listened to, i’ll be there. but i wanted to write something because i want you to be able to read this as much as you need, as much as you want. i want you to get better, but even more than that, i want you to want to get better. you can do it, i believe in you more than you can think. please come to me if you need it. i love you ».
the tears that streamed down your face had a salty taste, but for the first time in a long time, they tasted like hope as well. and the next time you came face to face with yourself and your thoughts, your eyes found find their way back to the letter, and you knew that there were people that still believed in you, counted on you, loved you. tsukki was just the first one of a long list. (<3)
⇀ 𝐚𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐮
he had been there through everything. more than you would have imagined. which is probably why you felt desperately empty ever since he got so angry at you that he left without looking back. but at the time, it simply had not crossed his mind that you would suffer so deeply from his words.
but you did. a lot. and that was the reason you found yourself crying on your bedroom floor, not even able to be mad at anyone but yourself.
still oblivious to the true damage, atsumu thought he could get back to you by pretending like nothing had happened. he often did that because, to him, what was in the past belonged in the past. except that today, and in your situation, it could not work.
« wanna grab something to eat ? » was the first text he sent you. and you didn’t feel like answering, so you didn’t. « are you still mad ? i’m not <3 » was the second one. but you still didn’t feel like answering. maybe it was your fault ? maybe you were overreacting while you were just supposed to play it cool like he did ? but you would have played it cool if you knew how to.
when atsumu decided to go to your house, it was initially to apologize in person. he had not planned on seeing you looking the way you did, which was a heart-wrenching reminder of the dark period of time you had gotten through together. but here he was, standing in front of you, feeling more helpless than ever. he knew too well the look into your eyes, one that he hadn’t seen in a long time. 
he dropped the pack of snacks he was holding in his hands before cupping your cheeks. « oh no, no, no. i fucked up, didn’t i ? i am… so so so sorry. c-can you forgive me ? » he stammered, absolute panic in his eyes as he took you in his arms. why would i have to forgive you ? you thought. i’m the only one to blame. 
but atsumu seemed to also hear the things you didn’t say, and he refused to let you feel guilty for anything. ever so gently, he took your hands in his before placing the softest kisses on your wrists that were still covered by the sleeves of your hoodie. « i probably won’t ever forgive myself for leaving you alone. but promise me you’ll always come to me if you need help, or any kind of support, hugs, kisses… you name it. i’ll be your coping mechanism, and i’ll be the best you’ve ever had »
and he kept holding you for a long time, at least until he felt your breath become steady again. and if you thought atsumu was doting before, prepare yourself to be even more amazed now.
⇀ 𝐨𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐮
fighting with osamu was not frequent, fortunately. but when fights occured, it was bad. really bad. he tended to think that you could endure as much as atsumu when it came to harsh words ; but you couldn’t.
kind of like his brother, samu had a tendency to leave the past behind and pretend like nothing happened when he got in touch with you after a fight. and that’s what he did a week ago, after one of the biggest arguments that you had ever had.
too happy that he seemed to still want to be your boyfriend, you didn’t have the courage to tell him how you had gone back to your old habits during the time you were on bad terms. but as they said, old habits died hard, and your destructive thoughts were still very present even when things seemed to have gotten back to normal.
yet samu was not blind, and he noticed that you were acting a bit more distant since last week, since your fight. but he still thought that your problems could be solved by just keeping on pretending like everything was ok. and eventually, things would turn out ok by themselves, right ?
you were laying on his bed, turned on your side as you scrolled on your phone. usually you would have had an arm swung around him, but you didn’t want to take any risk, so you kept your distances. 
« hey, come closer baby. we’ve barely cuddled today » he told you before lazily wrapping his arm around your waist.
feeling nervous, you swallowed the lump in your throat before putting your phone on the nightstand. « i’m going to sleep, samu », you said, stretching your arm to turn off the light.
but he was quicker than you and gently grabbed your arm, careful not to apply any pressure on it. his eyes widened, he had barely seen your wrist but it had been enough to notice that the scars were recent. he put two and two together and looked at you dead in the eyes ; you looked ashamed, and it broke his heart. « when did y- was it because of me ? » he asked, his voice faintly shaking. you pulled away from his hand and held your arm against you, sinking in the pillow. « no, of course not. it’s nothing » you breathed out, looking away to avoid his gaze. but he was quick to make you face him again, with a slight pressure of his fingertips on your red cheeks. « there’s only one thing that i hate more than seeing you in pain. it’s knowing that i caused this pain. let me help you, y/n. please. you deserve to feel better. i’m sorry i didn’t give you as much love as you gave me. and i’m sorry for behaving like an asshole when you needed me. just… fuck, i just love you ».
tears started prickling the corner of your eyes, but he saw you trying to hold them back. with the most gentle look in his eyes, he proposed to turn off the light if it made you feel better. and you nodded ; you knew that you’d eventually had to have a face-to-face conversation with him. it was the only way to get better. but right now you just wanted to be held without thinking about what he’d see. or wouldn’t see.
so he turned off the light and let yourself get comfortable in bed before wrapping you in his embrace once again. his soft breath against your neck was obviously not enough to make all your pain magically go away, but it let you know that he had your back. and it was all that mattered.
⇀ 𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐮
« i don’t want to do this anymore, y/n ! » tendou had yelled, making this sentence the peak of your argument. six words, and they were on replay in your minds since four days. you couldn’t believe that almost two years of relationship had ended so abruptly. but you had to face the truth : tendou had enough of you. and obviously you linked that to the turbulent start of your relationship. you knew it hadn’t been easy for him to deal with your self harm when you had just started dating. yet he had managed to make you feel so much better that you had been sober for about a year, all thanks to him. but maybe you hadn’t been grateful enough ? maybe that was why he had decided to end things now ?
the only thing you knew for sure was that he was gone, and you felt like you had lost your anchor.
you had spent the weekend in your dorm, and it had been a painful weekend. so painful that you did not get out of bed on monday morning ; it was just too much to handle. deep down you knew that you were not handling your problems the right way… and escaping reality was not viable.
but little did you know that tendou wanted nothing more than to see you again in the hallways and finally have a heart-to-heart conversation with you. and when he didn’t see you in class, he started to freak out. he knew how it was to feel alone and rejected ; and he started to fear that he had caused you to feel exactly that. so he did not follow his friends to the cafeteria at lunch and headed to your dorm instead, hoping that you’d open the door.
and you did. thank god you did. but panic started bubbling in his chest when his eyes laid on your face.
« alright, come here » he told you with a forced smile before pulling you in his embrace. truthfully, he didn’t feel like smiling, but he knew that the last thing you needed was to think you made him feel bad. when he was with you, his main goal was to cheer you up, he’d deal with himself later. « angel… did you do it again ? » he asked, his tone being the furthest thing from judgmental. you muttered a quiet apology, your face buried in his white uniform jacket. but something lingered on your mind. angel ? it sounded right, but you knew it wasn’t. not anymore. « don’t apologize ! the only person you owe an apology to is yourself » he whispered against your ear. slowly, he put his hands on your waist before bringing you to your bed where he sat right next to you, still refusing to take his hands off of your body.
 « tendou, you don’t have to do this… » you muttered, knowing that you weren’t supposed to be this close anymore. « i’m your ex, you don’t owe me anything ».
he immediately looked down to meet your eyes, an eyebrow raised in confusion. « your ex ? wh- you think i broke up with you ? y/n, when i said that i didn’t want to do this anymore, i was talking about fighting with you ! i’m sorry, i should have texted you these last few days, but i thought you wouldn’t want to talk to me »
a tear rolled down your cheek. tendou’s words sounded like heaven right now. maybe you weren’t alone after all ?
« now, do you need me to get you something ? band-aids ? anything ? » he asked, caressing your hair with his right hand. you nodded your head no and kept your head buried in his neck, like you were waiting for his scent to go to your head. « i know you’ve been through a lot, and i’m proud of you no matter what. but, you know… even though i have enough love for the both of us, i’d really want you to have enough love for yourself » he said and placed a kiss on top of your head, waiting for you to say something. but he sensed that you were not ready yet. and he was ok with that, the last thing he wanted to do was to pressure you. it was going to be a long path, but you had already done it, and you were going to do it again. and he’d be there the whole time.
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ok so if you’ve read until there it probably means that you needed comfort (i hope i have given you enough) : so if you are in this situation yourself, PLEASE don’t be afraid to ask for help, you can and you will get better. i’m rooting for you like saeko roots for karasuno ❤️️
@toworuu (didn’t forget about you ^^)
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