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piccolocervo 12 days
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White Cat Legend Summary馃惐馃攳
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Half-cat detective boy chooses a cinnamonroll as his master and has an affair with the general of the empire. Some friends with him solve cases.
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piccolocervo 12 days
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Love affaire one (inciucio numero 1)- Word of Honor
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Love affaire two (inciucio numero 2) - White Cat Legend
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piccolocervo 28 days
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Happy birthday Li Xiangyi/Li Lianhua!馃挌馃
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piccolocervo 1 month
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Can you feel the love tonight?
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Happy Valentine's day!鉂わ笍
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piccolocervo 2 months
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They don't know about the things we do
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They don't know about the I-love-yous
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But I bet you if they only knew
They would just be jealous of us
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They don't know about the up-all-nights
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They don't know I've waited all my life just to find a love that feels this right
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Baby, they don't know about, they don't know about us
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piccolocervo 2 months
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Happy Lunar Year of the Dragon馃悏馃彯鉂わ笍
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piccolocervo 2 months
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Why does li lianhua appear to be holding a lightsaber in this scene?
LI XIANGY THE CHOSEN ONE
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Shan Gudao: It's over Li Xiangyi, i have the high ground.
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Li Lianhua: You underestimate my power.
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piccolocervo 3 months
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I'm Xiangyi, Li Xiangyi
"A Martini, shaken not stirred"
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piccolocervo 4 months
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1. It's called essere sottoni aka being in love in a excessive way
2. Trauma
3. It means they are married
4. He is like Shrek who likes and is used to being alone (or with a few trusted people)
5. He's just a villain
6. This is a cute thing
7. This i don't get it
8. A traumatizated man with honor
9. I think it's trauma again
Don't take this too seriously it's just my semi-funny thought
@bbcphile asked about Di Feisheng and neurodiversity and it's something that's been on my mind for awhile, so here we go.
100% thought DFS was on the spectrum when he first popped up on my screen. Cue Leonardo_DiCaprio_pointing.gif I related to so, so many of his behaviors.
Trauma/ptsd can often create symptoms similar to autism/adhd/etc due to how it fucks with your brain
Autism/adhd/etc are often co-morbid with ptsd and trauma due to abuse, bullying, increased sensitivities and higher risk taking behaviors that lead to impulsive decision making which then leads to higher rates of death.
Thoughts regarding why I think so:
1. Hyperfixation/special interest being his obsession with fighting only LXY
2. Extremely high masking - as in almost 24/7 except when alone, in front of Wuyan and possibly LLH. He doesn't have any of the perception, motor skills or speech issues some people on the spectrum have. This means he can fine tune his social skills as much as needed. He's incredibly opaque through the entire drama. His behavior is completely different from how others perceive him, how he portrays himself, what information is known about him. There's a solid disconnect between himself and what is revealed to the rest of the world. I strongly suspect he's the type that makes scripts for every social interaction he has with others and behaves based off that.
Masking at that level for so long means it's basically you. Until it's not. It's internalized. It's hard to differentiate between the you that is a mask vs you the unmasked weirdo that wants to sit on the floor all day in your underwear because it's grounding and limits sensory input.
Masking is also exhausting. He runs off to be by himself as soon as he is able. He stays in locations where he can be alone and limit sounds.
3. LLH's behavior with DFS: Yes, it is due to closeness, past history, and also unexplored emotion, but that doesn't explain the bonkers level of accommodation and lack of vitriol toward a man he spends many episodes believing killed his brother. Yes he was emotionally burnt out after 10 years. He could have been playing along to get DFS to work with him (which he didn't need to because he soft-poisoned him with asura grass - the stuff that doesn't have weird side effects like killing a person. Contrast that with wuxin huai JLQ and SGD use)
But that isn't all there is to it - he fully believes DFS wouldn't try to kill him seriously. When arguing or trying to convince him of anything, he doesn't hide the truths he hides from everyone else. He barely exhibits anger toward him beyond that one early "Do you still refuse to admit it?"
Imo he's like this because he knew DFS well enough to know that being angry won't work; he believes DFS thinks differently enough he there may be a disconnect in understanding the source LXY's anger. Considering how happy and clingy DFS was when he first showed up, I don't blame LLH for thinking this way? DFS certainly didn't share any information regarding his suspicions. More on DFS' style of logic later. He communicates with DFS a certain way because he knows:
DFS is very good at spotting lies. This is both autistic or trauma-related behavior in ppl who are very good at masking. He's hyper vigilant to begin with and pair that with him likely being very experienced at picking apart micro expressions, context vibes, logic holes, etc at high speed -- high masking individuals that create personal scripts for their interactions will often do this as a defense, to create a convincing enough set of behavior to 'behave like a person' with the rest of the world.
DFS will so strongly act on decisions based on the information he accepts that it's imperative he has as much of the needed info as possible. This speaks on a lot of experience interacting with DFS. LLH behaves this way because he doesn't want what happens when he doesn't.
4. Sensory issues: Specifically pertaining to sound/noise and food. He complains repeatedly about how noisy FDB and Su Xuayong were. In the women's mansion arc, the signaling beacon was making enough noise that it bothered him so he goes and pulls it out.
Using other preferred sounds: His preferred locations of the waterfalls or the top floor of the Lotus House makes me think of ambient noise machines where people play certain nature sounds to drown out other sounds and relax to. (again, grounding and sensory control)
He was very likely lying about his sense of taste to LXY to avoid rudeness, but there are multiple scenes implying some form of disordered eating. And there is also a scene where he comes in randomly and takes FDB's bowl of rice and walks out without taking anything else. It implies he may actually have certain food preferences even though there are other cases where he eats fine like at the grave robber banquet where he pretended to be someone else. So imo one partial possibility for this, aside from trauma, is autistic eating issues: not being able to eat in certain locations, having preferred tastes or textures, not wanting to combine their foods, eating very little. One common preference is for carbohydrates or processed foods - aka bread or rice. I know someone who's Special Food was chicken. They wouldn't have a problem having it very meal - but as an adult, understood that wasn't something they could always do.
5. Logic that makes perfect sense to him but not necessarily to others:
looking for LLH by flying to and investigating every single mountain peak until he found him (in a savant level display of power and skill)
end goal of wanting to be with LLH and fight him repeatedly forever (special interest, desire for repetition and a routine)
kidnapping QWM for LLH is totally not a bad thing since he wouldn't hurt her and is strong enough he can guarantee her safety
he doesn't communicate with LXY about his suspicions regarding Shan Gudao's death - which most sect leaders would have lead with. He didn't see this information as important to share until a purpose for it popped up later on.
his special interest takes priority over everything else: handing over control of the sect to JQL in favor of the Guyin map, Dongahi battle full of death and destruction and all he thought about was the dual
well, until his priorities change. The entire drama is his single-minded quest to heal LLH -- but it's still linked tightly to his special interest of fighting with LXY.
also "my only rival is LXY, let's fight fight fight fight"= "I only want to fight LXY" but framed in a manner that people of jianghu will immediately understand. But that's not actually what he wants. Here is a prime example of a communication issue where he's created a presentation of this strong fighter - he walks and talks like one perfectly - so LLH and everyone else is of course convinced he wants to be number 1 swordsman. That is the language he's using to present himself. And he wants to know this because, why wouldn't he want to measure himself against a benchmark? However his end goal isn't just to be number one. He wants to be able to fight and win and lose and win and lose against LXY and only LXY.
possible: won't kill women or even engage with them seriously if he deems them too weak, but will still fill his organization's leadership with them and give them huge amounts of power --- this logic doesn't make sense to me, but clearly does to him??
6. He shows love by allowing people in his personal space (LLH, Wuyan, etc) or sharing his hyperfixation (fighting). So him doggedly trying to get LLH to fight him? Well. Also another common form of showing love for autistics are doing things for people -- and dfs' love language is clearly acts of service.
7. One can argue he's a bit on the savant level of skills, but without typical disabilities. Also he's high masking enough that any disability he does have, you wouldn't see it at all. -- ok this might just make him a regular genius, then.
8. DFS' strict adherence to his own code of honor regardless of what anyone around him is doing
9. Need for routine or repetitive behavior - one can argue that martial arts being a special interest of his would actually make a ton of sense because it's about training over and over and over again until it becomes instinct. Daily training for years and years. You never stop. And you do it in quiet spaces away from people or places that can cause sensory issues.
Anyway this is just off the top of my had. I have this under a cut so I'll add more later as it comes they mind. (I think this gets called moral stubborness? Something like that?)
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piccolocervo 4 months
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We joke about the name of Di Feisheng's sword but let's remember that Li Xiangyi named his swordplay literally Li Xiangyi's swordplay
They are made for each other
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piccolocervo 4 months
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Two powerful demoniac cultivator that named weapon Suibian and Sword, yeah very scary
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piccolocervo 4 months
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Cute Fang XiaoBao 馃挋
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piccolocervo 4 months
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"Surprise..."
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piccolocervo 6 months
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Husbands wearing matching outfit, my new favourite couple trope
JUST wanted to let you all know these two has been wearing couple outfits since the day they had an appearance together.... episode 5, both wearing shades of green
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And they did it again few times... I'll add them soon :))
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piccolocervo 2 years
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Ok, I've just finished watching the first season of Hannibal and... WHERE THE HELL WAS I IN 2013?! I MISSED THIS MASTERPIECE?! HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE!?
I mean, Hannibal is such a good show. How did I miss it? The story but above all the chemistry among the actors is wow.
Hannibal and Will are amazing characters, played by amazing actors Mads Mikkelsen and Hugh Dancy.
Look at them.
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This is the last scene of episode 13 and I don't see Hannibal and Will but Dr. Frankenstein and his creature.
The satisfied look on the Psychiatrist's face and the dark look on the special FBI agent face.
Hannibal played with Will's mind, he shaped it, he pushed it to the limits to create his perfect creature and here he is.
When Hannibal saw Will for the first time and found out his gift, he saw a possibility.
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The possibility of friendship, he said, but above all the possibility to have someone who was able to understand him, someone who could be like him but Will wasn't ready yet. He needed to be formed, to be created like Frankenstein's creature.
Dr. Frankenstein created his creature by assembling different body parts, meanwhile Hannibal created Will disassembling his mind, taking advantage of his gift and his condition.
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Will's empathy allowed him to get in the killers mind. He used it to help the FBI to catch them. However, it was a double edged weapon and Hannibal knew that.
Associated with his condition of autism (we could discuss about if it was well or not represented but for now just leave it out) , his ability made him weak enough to be conditioned and the Psychiatrist was curious, as he himself said.
Empathy is what makes us human, it is the ability to feel other people's emotions, to understand other people's moods and states of mind. Studies have shown that it is linked to the so called mirror neurons which allow us to identify with others and Will have a lot of this neurons in his head.
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However, identifying with others can be dangerous, especially if we have a weak mind, because we risk to lose ourselves in the others mind or we can leave the others mind to get into our own and change ourselves.
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So, Hannibal managed to let Will fall into the killers mind who he helped to catch in order to change him, piece by piece.
The empathy can make us better people.
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Or can make us worse because sometimes feeling too much can be overwhelming.
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Anyway, like Hannibal, I'm curious to know more about this story. I'd be talking about the series for hours.
Can't wait too see the rest of the seasons. 馃ぉ
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piccolocervo 2 years
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Michael & Tyler
They are so beautiful 鉂わ笍鉂わ笍
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piccolocervo 2 years
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鈿狅笍SPOILER SPIDERMAN NO WAY HOME鈿狅笍
There are picture from the movie, if you didn't see the movie and don't want spoiler don't open.
I'M SOBBING, THEY ARE BEAUTIFUL 馃槱鉂わ笍
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