personthatseesdifferently

[personthatseesdifferently]

I dreamt about you again. It was a simple dream, innocent and pleasant. The most intimate part was looking into your eyes. I long to actually stare into your eyes again.

People always say they get lost looking into their lover’s eyes.

I don’t get lost. I found myself, in you, in your eyes.

#dreaming of you #come home #I miss you #California is not the same without you #some things are meant to be #i found paradise #I found myself in you #will this ever end #probably not #lost in paradise

[personthatseesdifferently]

You know that I’m looking for you too, right?

#true love

[personthatseesdifferently]

Do you know what it’s like to not know who you’ll be when you wake up in the morning? Do you know what it’s like to not know who you’ll be from one moment to the next?

I do.

#dissociative identity disorder #dissociative alters #dissociative identities #i hate this #one thing that remains constant #across all my identities #I love you #lost in paradise

[personthatseesdifferently]

“Until we have seen someone’s darkness, we don’t really know who they are. Until we have forgiven someone’s darkness, we don’t really know what love is.”

— Marianne Williamson

[personthatseesdifferently]

It’s like you’re living inside me. How are you still 3,000 miles away when you’re right here? I cannot bear this any longer. I do not know how to live in two places at once. In your body and mine.

#lost in paradise #some things are meant to be #thinking about you

[personthatseesdifferently]

Do you know, I still think of you? You must, for you think of yourself.

#we are all one #oneness #lost in paradise #some things are meant to be #thinking about you

[personthatseesdifferently]

One day I will stop falling in love with you. Until I do, I'll be thinking of you.

k.b. // laufey, philharmonia orchestra - let you break my heart again

[personthatseesdifferently]

“The only way to improve the world is by improving ourselves, because the only thing we can experience is ourselves.”

~Immanuel Kant

[personthatseesdifferently]

#i like walking

[personthatseesdifferently]

[personthatseesdifferently]

i’m such a whore for everlasting eternal love that transcends all realities through space and time

[personthatseesdifferently]

The relation between nature and human being: Agnieszka Lepka

[personthatseesdifferently]

Gotta come correct and stay erect

#late night thoughts #i’m a comedian #or I’m just stoned

[personthatseesdifferently]

“Your naked body should only belong to those who fall in love with your naked soul.”

— Charlie Chaplin in a letter to his daughter, Geraldine

[personthatseesdifferently]

I believe in string theory (physics) because I can sometimes see the 1 dimensional strings. I cannot explain how, it just happens.

I believe in the invisible string theory aka invisible thread theory (metaphysics) because I have felt those strings. And once, only once, did I see it between me and one I was destined to love long ago. Again I cannot explain how, it just happened.

#late night thoughts #it’s 1:11 as I type this #physics #string theory #metaphyics #invisible string #invisible thread theory #both are the fabric of life #the threads of the universe #all things are meant to be #even the separation of things that were only meant to exist temporarily #now I’m thinking about stringed pasta #goodnight

[personthatseesdifferently]

Tonight, as I worked on my book (an autobiographical tale of trauma and growth), I wrote about a love affair from long ago. His name was Devin. The months I spent with him were filled with chivalry and romance.

Devin, wherever you are, I hope you know that I have never forgotten you. The gifts you gave me are lifelong. Of course, I’ll always have the tattoo that represents the spiritual conversations and epiphanies we shared. But what you have given me is far more permanent than a tattoo could ever be. I hope you are happy and your life is abundant. You deserve nothing less.

#Devin if you ever see this I’d love if you reached out #I tried to find you again #remember how we waltzed in the moonlight listening to frank sinatra? #romance does exist #chivalry is not dead #thinking about you #albuquerque #letters to lost loves #to the boy in new mexico #find Devin! #I want to thank him for all that he has given me

[personthatseesdifferently]

“I and me are always too deep in conversation.”

— Friedrich Nietzsche