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*However you define it.

#between three and six months???? I can’t really remember LOL #it was an impulsive thing at like 2am #msc

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*remembers that he said i love you on live television*

#hahahahahha #spn

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#hahahahahahah #911

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buddie + parallels with madney/bathena/henren

requested by anon

#Ryan Murphy is a fucking COWARD MAKE THEM CANON #911 #YOU MEAN TO TELL ME THAT YOU LOOK AT EVAN BUCKLEY IN HIS FACE #AND BELIEVE THAT THAT IS A STRAIGHT MAN #NO

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anonymous requested: favorite dad!buck moments

#that’s his dad #911

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6x14 -> Pay it Forward

#I love them so much #911

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he got the help he needed, and that started with you.

#they are so married it’s not even funny #911

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Bobby when the cruise ship starts sinking:

#I yelled no as soon as I saw it #911 #when can this man ever rest

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Buddie Countdown to Season 7:

46 days.

#I started watching this just for them and I really love them so much #911

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Shannon, Eddie, Christopher, and Buck + parallels

#literally I can’t do this #911

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"This is OUR Family."

@lgbtqcreators creator bingo - [transition | free choice creative]

#just caught up with 911 and I feel ILL #how am I supposed to be normal after this???????? #March can’t come soon enough #also guys I’m probably gonna spam 911 shit so good luck I’m sorry #911

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ok wait also. the famous bobby chasing john off the property with a shotgun line IS explained in the Supernatural: Bobby Singer’s Guide to Hunting book. Somewhere around the mid 90’s john drops Sam and Dean off with Bobby to go on a hunt in Montana and then essentially drops off the face of the earth. he’s gone for so long that Bobby eventually decides to tell Sam and Dean that he must have died. sam apparently takes awhile to process this and goes very quiet and dean gets really angry. bobby says this is the biggest fight he and dean ever had. then dean disappears into the night and returns hours later with john in tow. dean’d tried to hitchhike to montana on his own to find john and accidentally caught his dad, totally unharmed and completely fine (capable of answering bobby’s phone calls, bobby takes care to mention john did own a cellphone at this point), on the way back. john packs the boys into the impala and tells them they’re going to stay with somebody who “actually cares about them” and bobby becomes so enraged that he pulls out the shotgun and starts firing.

#this makes me want to scream and cry #spn

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funniest shot in the history of castiel

#this is literally one of my favorite shots in the entire series #spn

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#so many of these #me and Crowley are just reflections of each other in the mirror #but I picked obsessed with Dean because I am obsessed with Dean #spn

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#I put John Winchester because I have a personal vendetta against that man I hate him with every fiber in my being #but Frank Gallagher is a close second that man is an awful father #msc

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the fact that eric kripke isn't even christian really adds something to the way christianity is depicted on supernatural. because its really not about being christian at all, but about living in america, a country dominated by christianity, and having to decide for yourself how to handle that. faith is huge in supernatural, and the mythology of the show is very bible-centric, but notably, christ is never there. even sam, who starts out revering the angels, who once said he prays every night, doesn't actually call himself a christian or imply that he believes in jesus--the show is steeped in christianity and biblical lore and yet neither sam nor dean are christians. in fact, over and over again the church itself is depicted as a haunted house that sam and dean will only ever enter as strangers, as outsiders. priests, preachers, faith healers, chapels, crypts, etc. are all just iconography that create an intense sense of unease that sam and dean respond to instantly. as a jew, its very relatable. an essential part of living in america when you're not christian is that exact sense of unease, of knowing that the culture of your country has ensured that you'll get knocked over by christianity no matter where you go, that you'll see hundreds of people truly believing they're good people while doing awful things in the name of their god, and you have no choice but to confront that. kripke gets it

#this is making me crazy because YEAH #I think about this a lot actually #how refreshing it is that they never call themselves Christians #or talk about Jesus in a revering manner #I love it #spn

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https://www.instagram.com/p/CCqr6Mhl_9e/

#this is literally my dream kitchen #msc