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I’m spiteful ok. I need someone to write a fic where theres the whole dramatized everybody mistrusted Remus during the war thing (which I don’t believe to be canon but whatever) but its au like everyone survives. I’ve read lots of those but i swear to god I need one where Remus doesn’t forgive and forget after and doesn’t run back into Sirius’ arms but instead tells everybody to F OFF for doubting him and fking reclaims his life and makes new friends and THRIVESSS. 

and like he can reconcile with his friends eventually and wolfstar again but the spitefulness in me needs badass remus who is independent and finds happiness and contentment by himself.

#harry potter #fandom #harry potter fandom #harry potter canon #harry potter fanon #sirius x remus #remus angst #remus lupin #sirius black #wolfstar #siriusxremus #the first wizarding war #lily evans #james potter #fanon #canon #fanfic #fanfiction

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Harry And Draco

Sometimes I think about how beautiful Harry and Draco could have been. In canon obviously Draco was a prejudiced jerk but in another universe. I think if there was no war and Draco and Harry were a bit more openminded, there could have been something. I think even in canon, there was always something  there between them, but they never acted on it because they never accepted it, so it eventually faded. But in another universe, they could have had such a beautiful love story. 

I think that between the lines of the books, there was definitely “something” between Harry and Draco that was never written.

#harry potter #draco malfoy #harry/draco #drarry #canon #harry potter canon #fanon #harry potter fanon #the second wizarding war #love #love story #i dont even ship drarry but this came to mind

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Is it just me or does literally thinking of Alex Claremont - Diaz make you get up and do your work?

Like I’ll be procrastinating and then boom “ALEX” and I’ll go do my homework and drink coffee and channel my inner son of the president who never sleeps

#alex claremont diaz #red white and royal blue #ellen claremont #henry winchester #study

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Lily Evans

Lily Evans would have a bath and body works obsession today.

- She would hoard coupons for seasonal sales 

- She would fill up her cart with half price foam soaps every weekend.

- She would really like winter candy apple. I just know it.

- Winter candy apple candles, foam soaps, lotions, perfume.

- AND JAMES WOULD USE THEM

- Little Harry would have like champagne toast candles in his room???!!!

- Sirius would steal them every time he came

- And slowly bath and body works would infiltrate Remus and Sirius’ home as well. 

- And Lily would always smell so good and like home and coziness.

Like idek where this went but like I know I’m right.

Fight me if you think I’m wrong.

#lily evans #lily potter #james potter #prongs #bath and body works #winter candy apple #harry potter #sirius black #padfoot #remus lupin #moony #sirius x remus #candles #headcanon #fanon #canon #marauders era #marauders #they deserved better

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My Deep Study On How Every Harry Potter Death Could Have Been Avoided.

Pandora Lovegood: wear safety goggles when playing with magic.

Everyone else: Dumbledore yeets Tom Riddle into the burning wardrobe.

#harry potter #tom riddle #voldemort #albus dumbledore #pandora lovegood #lovegood family #first war with voldemort #the first wizarding war #second wizarding war #fuck jr #canon #you know who #dark lord #james potter #lily evans #dumbledore #fuck dumbledore #sirius black #remus lupin #and like everyone else who died

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I was reading a wolfstar fic and I realized...

Fanfictions are watching 2 people fall in love again and again and again. It’s 2 people finding each other in every single world. Whether it’s magical or modern or outer space or under the sea. Whether it’s soulmates or enemies to lovers or love at first sight. It’s watching 2 people reconcile and find the heart of the other again and again. It’s falling in love a million times because they will always find each other in every world.

#fanfic #fanfiction #fanon #fandom #love #soulmates #magical #modern #outer space #under the sea #enemies to lovers #love at first sight #wolfstar #harry potter #remus lupin #sirius black #sirius x remus #im not ok

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Wolfstar Fetishizing

Let’s talk about it! Let’s talk about how the fandom has this warped, fetishizing of wolfstar and if anyone disagrees with them, they’re evil.

Top and Bottom are not personality traits. Top doesn’t always mean actually on top/dominant and bottom doesn’t mean quiet submissive toy. 

People don’t even know what they are talking about. TOP AND BOTTOM ARE NOT PERSONALITY TRAITS.

This whole bottom sirius and talllll  (even tho Sirius is the one literally described as tall in the books) top remus thing is honestly disgusting because it’s done in a fetishizing way.

Remus’ trauma as a werewolf is weaponized and Sirius is lowered down to a glittery puppy (with NO canon evidence)

If you write smut and think remus is top and Sirius is bottom, that’s fine.

If you think Sirius is top and Remus is bottom, that’s fine too 

What’s not okay is to turn them into walking (extremely harmful) gay stereotypes.

It’s disgusting and weird. Stop. Please.

#remus lupin #sirius black #wolfstar #werewolf #sirius x remus #fetishizing #fetishization #fandom #canon #fanon #gay #harry potter

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WOLFSTAR - The Greatest Love Story That Never Really Was.

“When I was younger, I knew a boy and a boy. Best friends with each other, but always wished they were more. Cause they loved one another but never discovered, cause they were too afraid of what they’d say.”-The Story (Conan Gray)

- From the first day on that train, the dynamic between Remus and Sirius was always different from James or Peter.

- They were closer in a sense, knew each other in different ways.

- But they were always more distant than the others, as if from the age of 11, they saw the ocean of space that would remain between them for what they couldn’t have. 

- What they couldn’t be.

- It was different in the way that Sirius never playfully tossled Remus’ hair like he did James, but instead ran his fingers through the thick curls with a gentle hand.

- In the way that after the full moon, Sirius’ fingers always gently trailed over Remus’ scars.

- In the way that Sirius’ summer letters to Remus always seemed to end up longer with a jar of ink gone each time. Hiding “I love you” between the lines.

- In the way that Sirius’ always came to Remus in the night, first to talk about their families, then as they got older, just to lay beside each other.

- Not knowing the other wanted to lean over and kiss him and mould them together forever.

- In the way that neither of them dated anyone during the school years while their schoolmates were snogging in empty classrooms and holding hands in Hogsmeade.

- Acting as if they didn’t want to go with the other, didn’t want to clasp their hands together and never let go, didn’t want to link their lips together and never part even as the stars rained down upon them and the sky went up in flames.

- But they didn’t, because it was the 70′s and you didn’t do that.

- So they stayed like that, always on the brink of it but at the same time, with an ever growing ocean of space between them, them being forever destined to remain apart.

- Never truly touching.

“They loved one another but never discovered”

- Maybe if they had, things would have turned out differently.

- Then the war happened and there was no time.

- Then after 12 lonely years, there was a another chance

- They danced around each other at first.

- Not knowing how to proceed.

- But they were different now, over a decade passed. Scarred.

- And maybe that meant their pain slowly built a bridge between the ocean.

- And they could finally cross.

- And finally, after 12 years of separation and even more of loving each other, they would try.

- But then a there was a flash of green light and a veil that took and took.

- And they loved each other.

- But love stories don’t always have a happy ending.

- Sometimes they end in pain.

- But I like to imagine that with death, that ocean faded to dust.

And in whatever was afterwords death,

Maybe they would finally touch.

#remus lupin #sirius black #sirius x remus #remus angst #wolfstar #werewolf #james potter #peter pettigrew #marauders #marauders era #the first wizarding war #first war with voldemort #conan gray #hogwarts #gryffindor #full moon #hogsmeade #death #love #love story #marauders angst #the lost years #second wizarding war #bellatrix lestrange #angst

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Regulus Black : The War

#regulus black #death eaters #dark mark #timothee chalamet #tw bruising #blood #slytherin #slytherin locket #drowning #harry potter #marauders era #aesthetic #slytherin aesthetic

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Tropes from Marauders/Wolfstar fics that I can’t stand!

- that Sirius is a playboy (there is no canon proof to support this. The only time girls and sirius are mentioned is when (in snape’s memories) girls are looking at sirius but SIRIUS IS PAYING THEM NO MIND. He is described as attractive and confident but only with his friends, not girls)

- the overdramatic view of the prank. (There is no canon proof that the prank caused some HUMUNGOUS rift between remus and sirius. In fact, it is talked about how the marauders as animagi and remus as a werewolf had many close calls when they were together on full moons. It then says how they laughed about it afterwords. Remus wasn’t as stiff as fanon makes him to be._

-THE OVERDRAMATIC VIEW OF SIRIUS’ MISTRUST OF REMUS DURING THE WAR (let me just go off here. Just like the prank, there is no proof that the mistrust thing was really a big deal. 

- there is no proof that sirius mistrusted remus because he was a werewolf, he literally became an animagi for him! Sirius is in the order of the phoenix, an organization to fight a HATE GROUP. He was open minded.

- There is no proof that sirius even KNEW about the fact that remus was with the werewolves. Dumbledore is very secretive and could have told remus not to say anything and remus himself is very secretive. Sirius probably didn’t even know that remus was with werewolves. All he knew was remus was gone a lot and would not say where he’s going without excuses. He could have been saying he was visiting relatives but it was obvi he wasn’t to sirius. That would obvi cause suspicion from sirius when in a middle of war that;s killing everbody, knowing theres a spy, and remus is lying. But there is no proof it’s because he was a werewolf.

-  There is also no proof that sirius became cold or distant towards remus because of his suspicion during the first war. Like people show in fics. Remus is very smart, if sirius was acting cold towards him, he would have put the pieces together. In the shrieking shack, remus is shocked to know that sirius thought he was the traitor. Sirius acted normally towards remus while having a doubt in the back of mind, and only at the VERY END of the war. when peter had become a spy and was wispering things about remus in sirius’ ear

- Also, I think that sirius didn’t actually fully doubt remus but instead had a small doubt in his mind from remus lying and peter wispering. If Sirius truly thought remus was the spy, he would not have been civil with him. He is fiercly loyal to the people he loves and is very brash, he could have confronted remus about betraying lily and james.

- Lastly, sirius doubting remus,  to me honestly, shows me how high he thought of remus. Sirius had to play “Pick which one it could be” it couldnt be james bc he was targeted, peter was thought too dumb. But Remus, sirius thought remus was smart and capable enough. He was just being realistic

LASTLY, the trope that lily and james mistrusted remus, There is no canon proof of this. Like i said earlier, remus would have noticed if all his friends began acting weird towards him. There is no canon proof that anyone but sirius even came close to doubting. and from lily and james’ personality we can difer that they didn’t doubt him. James was loyal to a fault and lily “was there for me at a time no one else was.- remus”

#remus lupin #sirius black #james potter #peter pettigrew #harry potter #wolfstar #marauders #voldemort #first war with voldemort #hogwarts #the prank #jily #albus dumbledore #canon #anti jkr #fanon #marauders era

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Good Day

Today is a good day to be alive.

#happiness