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Are you writing again? Cause I’ve missed your EsZan stories 💔

I am I have a Ezsan one shot I've been working on but it's not finished yet.

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I might have to change my tumblr account soon. I can't login on my desktop and that is how post fics.

I'll keep you posted.

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I would love to see something happen where Serkan is giving Ed’s CPR and the panicked thoughts he is thinking as he feels her slipping away.

I can write this, after I finish two other updates I am working on for Edser.

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Vocal Media

So I joined this new site called Vocal Media. It's a good place to broaden your opportunities as a writer.

I post my first short Story for it.

I hope you'll give it a read. If not that's okay too, I just thought I mention it.

https://vocal.media/fiction/a-body-of-dark-water

#writing #vocalmedia #original work #short stories

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Found this while looking for something earlier and I feel called out lmao

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Why Can't We Be Like That - sneak peek

Any body who knows me knows that I stress write. It's my go to when I need a distraction from real life problems and well recently I started writing in my 'why can't we be like that' story.

So here's a small part. I'm sorry if it's sucks. I blame it fully on the stress and the writer's block I am trying to push through where this story is concerned.

“I don’t understand how someone can be so delusional,” Felicity said, she wrung her hands. “I mean, all this time Laurel was under this belief that I ruined her life, that I took Oliver from her. I’m not that kind of person. I would never set out to hurt someone intentionally.”

Felicity’s therapist sat across from her jotting down in her book, looking up frequently with kind eyes and an understanding look. “Tell me about your relationship with her.”

“I don’t even know where to start,” Felicity said. Her relationship with Laurel was based more on the people in their life than them actually being friends.

“Then start at the beginning.” her therapist suggested.

“I met Laurel through my friend, Sara. For the longest time she was just Sara’s sister. When we were younger Laurel didn’t really bother with me or Sara. Not until high school. Anyway, even then I was never on her radar.”

“When do you think that change?”

“When she found Oliver and I kissing in the library,” Felicity said. “Oliver and I had been seeing each other for a few weeks but I wasn’t ready to tell anyone yet. I didn’t want things to get complicated because he was good friends with my brother, John and I wasn’t sure how he was going to take it. He was always so protective.”

“What happened after she saw you?”

“Oliver ask her not to tell anyone, he wanted to talk to John first but Laurel let it slip to not just John but Oliver’s parent’s as well.”

“Did she let it slip or did she intentionally tell them?”

“I mean, she said, she didn’t mean to but…” Felicity really thought about it. It was one thing for her to accidentally say something to John but it was another thing to supposedly let slip with Robert and Moira. “I don’t know.”

#fanfic #olicity #oliver x felicity #olicity fanfic #oliver queen.#felicity smoak #arrow

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You Brought Me to Life - Part 2

A/N: I thought this was only going to be three chapters but I think it's going to be longer. There's so much I want to touch on that I can't fit into only three chapters.

Eda opened and closed her mouth and finally. “I have to go?”

“What, Eda, you can’t just leave, not after,” Serkan waved a hand at her stomach. “We need to talk about this.”

“I know but I have class and I can’t be late.” Eda pushed him back and stepped out the door, shutting it behind her.

“After,” Serkan insisted.

Eda hesitated.

“Eda, please, I came all this way for you. I dropped everything to see you.” Serkan reached for her hand.

Eda looked down at his hand and her heart stuttered when she saw his ring still on his finger, she brought her eyes back to his. “Pick me up at three. We can talk then.”

“About everything,” Serkan asked pointedly looking at her stomach.

Eda nodded. “Everything.”

“Let me walk you to class,” Serkan said as she brushed past him.

“It’s not far.” Eda waved him off as he fell into step beside her.

“I don’t care,” Serkan said. After finally laying eyes on her, hearing her voice again he wasn’t ready to leave her side.

“Okay,” Eda said and they fell into silence, Serkan keeping pace with her as she exited her building and started to cross the grass.

It wasn’t an oppressive silence but Eda felt like she could hear her heart pounding in her ears. She wondered if it was beating loud enough for Serkan to hear.

She chanced a look at him to find him already watching her. There was this soft look in his eyes. The same one when he had taken her home after their night together.

“How did you know which dorm I was in?” Eda found herself asking, wanting to fill the silence.

“Melek,” Serkan said. “I ask her if she could help me,”

Melo had been more than happy to help him. Finding it so romantic that he wanted to travel to Italy just to see Eda.

Eda shook her head fondly. “She always did like you,”

“I like her too, she was always my favorite of your friends.”

“She’ll be thrilled to know that,” Eda said as they reached her destination. “This is me,”

Serkan nodded. “I’ll see you at three.”

Eda nodded. “You will.”

She turned to go into the building shielding one last look over her shoulder at Serkan who was watching her go.

~*~ ~*~ ~*~

Throughout the rest of the day, Eda found it hard to concentrate in any of her classes. Her mind kept going back to Serkan.

Why was he here? Why he came to see her? What did he think about her pregnancy?

She recalled how handsome he looked, the deep timbre of his voice, the way he looked at her.

At one point her mind wandered back to that night they were together.

She remembered in vague detail what it felt like to have him inside her, his hands on her body, his mouth worshipping every inch of her.

It was enough to make her skin feel hot to the touch.

When she got home half an hour before three Eda made an attempt to freshen herself up. It was ridiculous, she never felt the need to do so before but things were different now, and looking her best in a way was her armor.

When it three clock she sent out a text to Serkan that he could come to pick her up at any time.

Not twenty minutes later there was a knock on her door.

She opened the door to Serkan. “You said you wanted to talk.”

“I do,” Serkan nodded, he stepped forward to enter the dorm room but Eda put her hand against his chest preventing him from going forward. “My roommate can come back any minute and I think this conversation should be private.”

“You’re right,” Serkan extended his hand. “I can take you back to my place. We can talk there.”

Eda looked at his hand and then at his earnest expression. She swallowed her heart pounding against her chest. With a nod, she lifted her hand and placed it in his.

Serkan’s fingers closed around hers and she swore she felt her baby react with a fluttering in her stomach.

Serkan led her to his car and soon they were on the road, the silence in his car was too thick making her more nervous than she already was. She reached for the radio, turning it to her favorite station.

The soft music filled the air, it eased her nerves, making it easier for her to just relax and enjoy the wind in her hair.

The song changed to an upbeat one and she started to sway in her seat to the music, one hand lightly resting on her stomach, the other moving through the feel of the wind passing by.

Serkan smiled at the image she painted. He had missed this, seeing her joy at the simplest things. Seeing her hand resting on the curve of her stomach did things to him. He wanted to rest his hand over hers but he thought it best they talk first.

If he touched her now, with that soft smile on her face and her eyes shining with life, he didn’t think he would be able to stop touching her and he needed to have a clear head.

This was too special, too important to screw up.

It wasn’t long before he drove through a long winding road, trees surrounding them, and arriving at a beautiful villa.

“This is where you are staying?” Eda asked, her eyes looking in wonder. It was beautiful with its rose garden and the green scenery and the cobblestone walkway. “I thought you would be staying in a hotel suite or a penthouse.”

“That would be a temporary housing situation.” Serkan climbed out of the car and rounded it to her side, opening her door for her. “If things go the way I hope, my stay won’t be temporary.”

Eda was so surprised by his words, she didn’t hesitate in placing her hand in his offered one, allowing him to assist her out of his car.

Serkan didn’t let go of her hand as he led her into his home. “Would you like a tour first?”

“No,” Eda’s answer was immediate. “We should talk first or else my nerves might actually kill me.”

Serkan nodded and led her into his living room, he helped her out of her coat and watched as she settled on the couch. “Is there anything I can get you? Something to drink? Water or…”

“Water is fine,” Eda answered, trying to get comfortable on the couch.

Serkan disappeared for two minutes and came back with a glass of water. Eda accepted it and he took a seat on the edge of the coffee table in front of her.

A silence fell over them as Eda waited for Serkan to say something. He was the one who wanted to talk, she thought he should be one to start the discussion.

“Why did you never send any postcards or text or call?” Serkan asked.

“I wanted to but I didn’t know what to say. We left things on a good note but then, this,” she waved her hand toward her stomach. “Happened and I didn’t know what to say.”

“You could have told me, unless..” Serkan trailed off recalling Ceren’s words of how she and Melo thought Eda had met someone.

“Unless, what?” Eda asked, her eyes narrowing.

“Unless I am not the father,” Serkan said. It hurt to say those words. Just thinking of her with another man, had his blood pressure rising, his heart pounding against his ribcage.

Eda’s eyes narrowed into a glare. “You are definitely the father. You are the only person I’ve been with.” She stood up and walked away from him, heading for the door.

How could he even ask her that?

God, she was so angry she didn’t even want to be in the same room as him.

“Eda,” Serkan stood up and moved to follow her.

Eda whirled around. “How can you even suggest that I have been with someone else? I haven’t been with anyone since we slept together.”

Serkan wasn’t expecting it but he felt this surge of happiness fill his being. He was going to be a father.

It was crazy. He never once entertained the idea of being a father. Kids were chaotic and messy and problematic but knowing Eda was carrying his child. He could see that life for himself.

“I wasn’t trying to offend you or imply something untrue.” Serkan rushed to assure her, seeing the fire, the righteous anger blazing in her eyes.

“There why would you even say it?!” Eda demanded, voice rising with her ire.

“Ceren said, she thought you met someone,” Serkan admitted.

“Why would Ceren..” Eda trailed off. “You talk to my friends about me?”

“You never wrote or called and I wanted to reach out but I didn’t want to overstep so yeah, talking to your friends was the only way I felt like I still had a connection to you.”

“And she said I was seeing someone?” Eda questioned. That didn’t make any sense. She would have told her friends if she was seeing someone.

“She said she thought you were seeing someone because you were being secretive.”

“I haven’t met anyone. I just didn’t know how to tell them about the baby.” Eda confessed, her anger fading.

“You haven’t told anyone?” Serkan asked, stepping closer.

“No, not back home,” Eda admitted.

“Why?” Serkan asked.

Eda looked up at him through her lashes. “I didn’t want to tell anyone without telling you first.”

Serkan reached out his hand skimming her arm. “You were going to tell me?”

Eda watched his hand moved down to hers, his fingers curling around hers. The warmth from his skin seeped into her own and it felt right.

God, did it feel right.

She wanted to be angry at him for showing up but he had dropped everything to come see her. She wanted to be angry that he practically asked her if he was the father as if it could be anyone else’s but it was a misunderstanding.

“Eda?”

She looked up at him and was drawn in by his look of concern. “I wanted to tell you. I wanted to tell you from the moment I found out but I didn’t know how to tell you, what to say and honestly, I was scared.”

“Scared,” Serkan stepped closer. “Of what?”

“Of telling you. Telling you and having you not want it, I didn’t want to hear you tell me to get rid of because I want this. I want my baby. I have loved my child, our child from the moment I knew of their existence, and just the thought that you would tell me to abort it devastates me. I didn’t think I could survive hearing you tell me you don’t want our child.”

“Not want our child. How could I possibly not want something you gave to me.” Serkan lifted his hand to her cheek. “Eda, I don’t want any misunderstandings between us. I am tired of second-guessing myself and questioning how you feel. Let’s be honest about what we want.”

Eda’s heart pounded in her chest. How had she never noticed the way he would look at her like he was seeing the sun for the first time. “What do you want?”

“You? I thought when we said goodbye that I made it clear our contract had nothing to do with wanting Selin back. What I didn’t say was it was also a way to get to know you.”

“Why didn’t you just say that.” Eda’s hand lifted to hold onto his arm.

“Because I didn’t deserve to share the same air as you but I wanted to. I wanted to be a man who was worthy of you.”

Tears filled Eda’s eyes and she wanted to blame the hormones but it wasn’t that. Serkan was saying words she only imagined and she could see in his eyes, in the set of his jaw, in the way he was holding her that he meant every word.

She stepped closer to him, needing to be closer to him, her eyes slid close the moment his lips touch hers, savoring the feel of his lips against hers.

Slowly his lips moved, coaxing hers to do the same. Her hand slid up his arm to cup the back of his neck as his arm slid around her waist, his palm flat against her lower back.

Eda open her mouth beneath his and a shiver racked through her as he kissed her like he would die if he didn’t.

She stepped closer fisting a hand in his shirt as everything around her narrowed down to this single moment that she felt in her bones was a turning point for both of them.

Serkan broke the kiss and leaned his forehead against hers.

“Give me the chance to show you I can be a man who deserves to be with you, to hold you” His arms wrapped around her completely holding her close. “A man who deserves to raise a child with you.”

“Serkan,” Eda curled her hand around the back of his neck and kissed him, quick and sweet. “We have so much to talk about. How are we going to make this work? I have to finish up my last year and you have Art Life.”

“I can do conference calls with Engin and Piril and opened up a small branch. I’ll work while you go to your classes, after we get dinner, on the weekends you take me to all your favorite places. Whatever you want to do.” Serkan cupped her face. “I don’t care where we are or what we’re doing as long as we are together.”

Eda smile was as bright as a star. “I want that too.”

Serkan smiled and captured her mouth in another kiss, Eda lost herself in the feel of his mouth and the warmth coursing through her.

She really felt like this was the start of something new, something better.

“I have something for you,” Serkan reached into his pocket.

Eda gasped as he opened a ring box to reveal her ring, her eyes shot up to his.

“I don’t want to move too fast or overwhelmed you but this will always belong to you and I hope you still want it.”

“I do,” Eda watched entranced as he took her hand and slid her ring back into its rightful place on her finger.

She reached for his hand when she saw for the second time, he still wore his ring. “You never took it off.”

“I couldn’t,” Serkan said. “I didn’t want to.”

The words I love you were on the tip of her tongue but Eda held them back, instead, she surge forward, kissing him deeply.

Everything was happening so fast but she knew one day soon she would not be able to hold back what was in her heart.

She had hope for the future and for a life with Serkan and their baby.

Serkan surrender to his heart, giving himself over to the way Eda made him feel, allowing love to feel his entire being and bring him to life.

#sen çal kapımı #edser #edser fanfic #eda x serkan #eda yıldız #serkan bolat

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What I Left Behind - Edser Fic

Summary: Eda is consumed by the loss of Serkan until she learns he left her with a piece of herself. She does her best to move forward but there's a tear in her life, her heartbroken beyond repair.

When Serkan returns she thought it would be a happy day but he doesn't remember her. He's with Selin. But even without his memories, he looks at her in a way that shakes her foundations.

Could the Serkan she lost ever be found?

Eda couldn’t move forward. She couldn’t fathom living in a world without her soulmate. Without Serkan.

Her wedding day was supposed to be the happiest moment of her life, now it was her most haunting memory.

She was living a nightmare she could not wake up from no matter how much she wanted to.

Serkan was gone, missing, lost and more than likely very hurt.

She refused to believe he was dead. She would have felt in her heart if that were the case.

But she feared for him. There was nothing that would’ve kept him from coming back to her. So why didn’t he? He promised he would come back.

Was she deluding herself? Was he gone and she was just in denial? Was she holding onto a ghost?

For the first few days, she cried herself to sleep, Serkan’s shirt clutch in her hands, his scent surrounding her.

She refused to eat, refused to leave the house, refused to come out of her room, refused to talk to anyone.

The one time she did was to leave her aunt’s house and go to Serkan’s. Sirius was there waiting for Serkan but got her instead.

There was a leash by the door. He had fresh water and a full bowl of food. She wasn’t sure who has been taking care of him but she was thankful to whoever it was.

Her friends and her aunt called her phone but she let it go to voicemail.

She didn’t want to talk to anyone, she didn’t want to hear their voices telling her it was all going to be okay.

Nothing was okay. Serkan was gone and until he came back for her nothing was ever going to be okay again.

Sirius walked up to her, his food untouched, and let out a low wine.

Eda dropped to the floor and wrapped her arms around his body, clinging to him. “I know, I miss him, too.” The tears slid down her cheeks wetting his fur.

Eda stayed there with Sirius for a long time, her body going stiff with her lack of movement.

She did not move until Sirius nudged her with his head. She stood slowly and started up the steps of Serkan’s apartment, stepping into his room was hard.

His scent filled the air and her heart squeezed in her chest, her throat closed up and a new wave of tears welled in her eyes.

She felt like she could not breathe. She moved to his side of the bed and sat on the edge. Her eyes slid shut and she could still remember the last time she was here with him.

Their bodies pressed together, skin to skin, his eyes shining with love, so much love that it seemed almost impossible that someone could love her with the depth Serkan did.

There were times that it had overwhelmed her. To be the center of someone’s world, it was a feeling she couldn’t describe but she felt the same way about him.

Every day since Serkan’s disappearance she had the same heart-crushing despairing thought sounding in her mind whenever she was alone.

She didn’t want to be here any longer.

She didn’t want to live in a world without Serkan. She didn’t want to be here if he wasn’t here with her. She didn’t want to experience everything life had to offer if she couldn’t experience it with the love of her life.

Eda laid down in the bed, pulling Serkan’s sweater to her chest, and allowed the pain to take hold. Her sobs filled the room, her face wet with her tears, and her body shaking with the pain.

She cried so hard, she couldn’t breathe, her heart pounded in her chest and her stomach cramped.

Suddenly the bed dipped and Sirius was there, he let out a whimper and pressed his head against her stomach.

Eda dropped her left hand down to lay atop his head, her grief not subsiding in the least but having Sirius there was a comfort.

Her phone rang suddenly, her aunt’s name flashed across the screen.

Eda ignored the call and turned her phone off. She didn’t want to be bothered. She just wanted to be left alone.

She wanted to sleep. It was the only time she could see Serkan. It was her only escape from the pain.

~*~ ~*~ ~*~

Eda barely had the energy to get out of bed most days. The more time that passed, the more she died a little bit more on the inside.

Her aunt and friends, Seyfi and Aydan eventually found her at Serkan’s place. Their concern was nice but she didn’t want it. Their presence only made things worse.

Aydan tried to get her out of bed but Eda couldn’t do it, Hell, she didn’t know how Aydan was managing.

Her aunt tried to get her to eat, to do something other than locking herself away in Serkan’s bedroom, but she couldn’t do it.

Ceren and Melo were trying to handle things at work but Peril and Engin needed her at the office. She was the majority shareholder now that Serkan was gone and they needed her there. She needed to speak to the press about Serkan.

Eda couldn’t do it. Work was the furthest thing from her mind.

She wanted nothing to do with it. With anything. None of it mattered without Serkan. She couldn’t move forward. She refused to.

She pushed everyone away. She didn’t need them. She needed Serkan and he wasn’t here. He left her alone and her heart, her soul, couldn’t take it.

She was slowly dying on the inside without Serkan. Suffocating from everyone’s expectations of her to pick herself up and carry on without the love of her life. Drowning from the pain and grief.

Eda thought she knew pain before but the agony she felt now was unlike anything she ever felt before and it only proved to her what she knew with absolute certainty.

She did not want to live without Serkan.

~*~ ~*~ ~*~

Eda barely left Serkan’s house. The only time she did was to take Sirius for a walk.

Like today Eda gathered her strength dressed in a pair of yoga pants and Serkan’s hoodie, her hair pulled back messily, and headed outside with Sirius.

She started a slow jog, Serius beside her kept to her pace.

She didn’t have the energy to run faster and in all honesty, her body felt too weak to do more.

She should eat more, she knew that. It was clear her body was starting to turn against her because she wasn’t taking care of herself the way she should.

Her health was important and this had to be her body’s way of reminding her much to her dismay.

She ran half a mile before she needed to stop and take a break. She stopped by a vendor, getting herself a bottle of water, she walked at a slower pace.

Suddenly there was a flash and they were descending upon her before she realized what was happening.

Camera flashes were going off like crazy, burning her eyes, startling her.

“Mrs. Yildiz, how are you dealing with the death of your fiance?”

Anger filled Eda. “What kind of people ask a question like that out of the blue? It’s none of your business!”

“Will you be taking over his company? Is it true that he left it to you? Do you think you yourself capable of running a business when you can’t even take care of yourself?”

Question after question was thrown at Eda as she tried to get away from them, pulling on Sirius’s leash as he barked and pulled on it, baring his teeth at the reporters.

“Sirius, come!” she ordered, trying to drag him away.

She was feeling like the air was leaving her and invisible walls were closing in on her.

The reporters did not heed Sirius’s warnings and followed, throwing question after question at her, becoming more personal by the second.

She walked two blocks with them stalking her when suddenly, she stopped her stomach cramping badly. Her arm went around her middle.

“Are you pregnant? Is the late Serkan Bey the father? How far along are you?”

Eda wanted to scream and yell at them to go away and stop with their far too personal questions but she couldn’t, her breath hitch, and no sound came out as the cramps intensified.

She felt something wet, and she thought she spilled her water but when she looked at her orange yoga pants, blood was bleeding through between her thighs, spreading across the fabric.

The reporters pressed in on her and it was all too much.

The reporters, their questions, trying to hold Sirius back, the pain, the blood. It was just too much.

Dots danced in her vision, she felt herself falling, losing her grip on the leash and Sirius lunged.

The last thing she heard before everything went back was one of the reporters screaming in pain.

A/N: I'm not sure when I will post chapter two but there will be more to this.

#sen çal kapımı #fanfic #edser #edser fic #amnesia #canon au #pregnancy #eda x serkan #eda yildiz #serkan bolat #romance #angst

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