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one-eyed-queen-eto · 2 days
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Angst Starters
"After all this time? This is how you repay my trust in you?!"
"I thought I could do this. But I can't anymore. You've become the monster I always feared you'd be."
"You don't understand what they did to me! What they made me do!"
"Everything I've worked to achieve... it's all gone."
"Perhaps the next life will be kinder to us."
"Where did you go? Why did you flee to somewhere I can't follow?"
"I can't stand the sight of you anymore! I hate you!"
"Why won't you leave me alone?"
"For years I had to put up with you! It's the worst torture imaginable."
"You and I? Whatever we had, we're through."
"Have I just made myself like this? Dissatisfied with everything?"
"I was hoping you could save me, even though I realize you can't."
"No, no, no! You can't do this to me! I won't allow it!"
"You aren't allowed to die! Not yet!"
"It's too soon. It's all too soon."
"The most painful thing in my life is looking at you. Remember everything."
"I'm always sabotaging myself like this."
"It's the world that must pay for my pain. My torment."
"Maybe in the shadows is where I belong. Where nothing can hurt me anymore."
"You just had to let me down one last time."
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one-eyed-queen-eto · 9 days
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((Started playing Persona 3 Portable, so this should be interesting…))
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one-eyed-queen-eto · 19 days
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((As a Catholic trans guy, people need to calm their shit about today being both Easter and Trans Day of Visibility.))
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one-eyed-queen-eto · 2 months
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((Blizzard finally cleared up. It took out more than twenty (20) power lines, plus several large trees and cars within the neighborhood. I crash now.))
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one-eyed-queen-eto · 2 months
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((Since I’m now in the Frozen Hellscape known as Southeast Idaho, there’s a blizzard going on. If the power goes out, it’ll probably take the internet with it.
…I think I’m too fucking exhausted to worry.))
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one-eyed-queen-eto · 2 months
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                     what is the point of lukewarm love?                      if i am not drowning in it                      i have no desire for it.
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one-eyed-queen-eto · 2 months
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((An explanation for my disappearance off the face of the earth under the cut.
From September to November, I lost family (and two litters of kittens). The second half of December and the first two weeks of January was spent taking care of MY caretaker, completely alone and out of my depth. He ended up in the hospital anyway, and lost his leg from above the knee. I’m now with my parents — my LGBT- and everything else phobic parent — and I’m trying to not have a complete mental breakdown because of how isolated and horrible I feel. I don’t know how long I’ll be here, but probably at least a year. I want to be active, and I miss you guys, so I’m gonna try, but I make no promises.))
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one-eyed-queen-eto · 8 months
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((For now, we're at a monitoring point (mainly regular check-ins, barring sudden changes), so I should be back with something approaching regularity. Apologies for the disappearance, but life be like that sometimes.))
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one-eyed-queen-eto · 10 months
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((Following up with the Health Things I mentioned back in May. The current conclusion is mildly epileptic, but it’s not set in stone, so. More tests to be done. Which, along with plans I’d already made (mostly Anime Expo), is mainly why I’ve been absent.))
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one-eyed-queen-eto · 11 months
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((Completely Random Headcanon -- The titles for Monochrome Rainbow and Summer Diary were supposed to be swapped.))
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one-eyed-queen-eto · 1 year
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                          For a while it was love, wasn’t it?                           For me it was love.
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one-eyed-queen-eto · 1 year
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𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐅𝐔𝐂𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐄𝐕𝐈𝐋 | 𝐀 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐎𝐅 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐒.
a bunch of starters for things to say to evil muses !! trigger warning for mention of murder and blood. 
“ get off of her/him/them !! “ 
“ you’re a fucking psychopath. “ 
“ you’re evil. “ 
“ don’t you fucking touch her/him/them !! “ 
“ you’re insane. “ 
“ you really can’t stop being evil for one second, huh ? “ 
“ what now, huh ?! you gonna kill me ?! “ 
“ don’t you ever get tired of being terrible ? “ 
“ you’re an awful person, you know ? “ 
“ you killed her/him/them ! “ 
“ you’re a fucking murderer ! “ 
“ how many people have you killed ? “ 
“ get away from me, freak ! “ 
“ if you touch her/him/them again, I’ll kill you. “ 
“ don’t hurt me ! please ! “ 
“ you are a thief of joy. “ 
“ you’re a fucking monster. “ 
“ why are you so mean ? “ 
“ give up. I’d never die by your hand. “ 
“ that’s not very nice of you. “ 
“ oh, my god ! you stabbed me ! “ 
“ so you’re trying to kill me now ? “ 
“ that was a creative way to kill someone. “ 
“ you’re covered in blood ! get the fuck away from me ! “
“ what’s your problem, huh ?! nobody loved you as a child ? “ 
“ I’m sorry that you turned out this way. “ 
“ we could’ve had something, if you weren’t so fucking evil. “ 
“ don’t touch me ! “ 
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one-eyed-queen-eto · 1 year
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Send me   ‘ ✋🏻 ‘   for my muse’s reaction to yours running their fingers through mine’s hair
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one-eyed-queen-eto · 1 year
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all about scars … sentence starters
from literary / lyrical sources + my own brain 
“I still have the scars.”
“It’s not gonna scar, is it?“
“I’m grateful for every scar.”
“Scars of glory on our skin…”
“Do old scars ever stop hurting?”
“I still have proof in form of scars.”
“All I’m left with is this scar tissue.”
“I’m tired of these scars all over me.”
“Got a lot of scars that you can’t see.”
“Take me with all of my beautiful scars.”
“Scars are just another kind of memory.“
“Good hearts don’t leave scars like that.”
“The scars of your love remind me of us.”
“Still got scars on my back from your knife.“
“I’ve learned to be ashamed of all my scars.”
“The best people all have some kind of scar.”
“I was too young for these scars on my heart.”
“All these scars, they remind me of who I am.”
“You’ve got scars on your body and your soul.”
“You’ll always be the deepest scar on my heart.“
“Made it through, lived to tell, and the scars to prove it.”
“Show me the places where the others gave you scars.”
“I tried to conceal these scars under lace. I want to be soft…”
“My heart has scars. If I’m not careful, they’ll pull me right apart.”
“A scar is a healing. After injury, a scar is what makes you whole.“
“Scars. A sign that you had been hurt. A sign that you had healed.“
“It still hurts underneath my scars from when they pulled me apart.”
“It’s easy for someone to joke about scars if they’ve never been cut.“
“He showed me his scars, and in return he let me pretend that I had none.“
“The journey may leave a scar. But scars can heal and reveal just where you are.”
“Some scars don’t hurt. Some scars are numb. Some scars rid you of the capacity to feel anything ever again.“
“Some people see scars, and it is wounding they remember. To me they are proof of the fact that there is healing.”
“My scars show pain and suffering, but they also show my will to survive. They’re part of my history that’ll always be there.“
“I was glad for the stitches, glad it would show, that there would be scars. What was the point in just being hurt on the inside? It should bloody well show.“
“Other times, I look at my scars and see something else: a girl who was trying to cope with something horrible that she should never have had to live through at all.”
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one-eyed-queen-eto · 1 year
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↪     𝑲𝑰𝑺𝑺  ﹠ ᵀᴱᴸᴸ .    (  a  collection  of  50+ kiss prompts .   feel  free  to  specify  the  initiating  muse .  potentially  nsfw  content  within .   will  be  updated .)
finally kissing the person you’ve been pining for .
a kiss shared during a game  ( truth or dare ,  spin the bottle ,  etc ) .
kissing your lover to show you forgive them .
neck kisses that turn into love bites .
wiping away your lover’s tears as you kiss them .
a kiss to prove you don’t have feelings for them .
a last kiss before one goes away .
biting your lover’s lip amidst a kiss .
an emotional kiss bringing one party to tears .
a kiss while being reunited after a long time .
kissing your lover in a moment of sheer joy .
a kiss while slow dancing .
sharing a spontaneous kiss with a stranger .
an abrupt ,  heated kiss during the middle of a fight .
kissing them to shut them up .
a kiss to wake your lover up in the morning .
sharing a kiss in a heavy downpour of rain .
kissing your partner to seal a marriage .
a possessive kiss that is meant to stake a claim .
a kiss to resolve suppressed romantic/sexual tension .
a kiss attempting to convince the other party to stay .
kissing the top of their head as you hold them .
a risky kiss between forbidden lovers .
stolen kisses while hiding away from a crowd .
a kiss that leaves lipstick stains .
a kiss shared on a rooftop while the sun sets .
a flirtatious kiss on the back of the hand .
sneaking off to a public bathroom to make out .
a kiss on the forehead as the other sleeps .
an  ( accidental / mutually )  drunken kiss .
caging your lover against a wall with your arms to kiss them .
a kiss after joining your lover in the shower .
a kiss after receiving good news .
a tentative ,  exploratory kiss between friends .
a kiss shared between enemies during combat .
kissing your lover after believing you’d lost them .
a kiss after a devastating event ,  meant to comfort .
a possessive kiss in front of a jealous third party .
kissing your lover under the night sky while stargazing .
a kiss between two people in a fake relationship .
a kiss that seals a promise .
kissing your lover lazily first thing in the morning .
holding your lover by the jaw to kiss them .
kissing the tears from their cheeks .
a kiss to your lover’s stomach as you travel down their body .
an abrupt kiss that you melt into after a moment of hesitation .
sleepy ,  domestic morning kisses in the kitchen while making breakfast .
a rushed kiss before one party leaves for work .
a kiss shared while holding your dying lover .
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one-eyed-queen-eto · 1 year
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((I’ve mostly figured out my health issues, and have an appointment in May to deal with some “loose ends,” so to speak. And with that being said, I’m tentatively back.))
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one-eyed-queen-eto · 1 year
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((I bought Engage, and then some health complications showed up, so. That’s why I haven’t been around. Not sure when that’ll change. Consider this a blanket apology.))
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